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Narcissa/Lily, vampire microfic
870 words, mild description of blood
The first thing that Lily thinks as she runs into Narcissa after two weeks of missing her, is that she looks ethereal. Her ivory skin glistens under the moonlight, her silver eyes pinning Lily in place like a knife to her throat. Her hair is tied into a half bun, falling gracefully over her shoulders.
Out of this world, is what she thinks.
Lily’s fingertips tingle, itching to touch, to burn herself against perfection.
Narcissa’s always been pale, but this is—something else. Like the moon wept into her, and she swallowed her tears, made them hers. Like her body cradled all the dead stars until they slipped under her pores, and now they’re shining again, brighter than ever.
Lily doesn’t even know what she came here for, but suddenly everything makes startling sense. It always does, where Narcissa is concerned.
Lily’s meant to be here.
“Run,” Narcissa whispers.
“Narcissa—”
“Evans, I said, run.”
But her bottom lip trembles as she says it, her hands twitch at her sides, and her pupils widen, eating away the light until they’re black holes, sucking green ones in. Lily doesn’t move—doesn’t even notice the absence of air puffing out of those faded lips, or the lack of shadow behind Narcissa’s slender silhouette. Because she is the shadow. Darkness and light at once. A beautiful paradox that makes this world, ravaged by war, a little bit more bearable, a little bit more beautiful.
Something clicks inside Lily’s brain. Instant, like a jigsaw falling into place. And then, just as quickly, a sudden rush of heat blooms within her, spreading from her core to her limbs, melting like lava underneath her derm.
Adrenaline.
Not fear though, no, something like—evidence. Anticipation. She takes a step forward, on instinct, heart caught in her throat. Beating wildly to join the night creature dressed in beauty, called to it. Love, gravity, same thing.
Narcissa opens her mouth, and Lily thinks she’s going to tell her to run again, to fuck off, and leave her alone, like she’s been doing ever since she broke them off a few weeks ago. Severing the inevitable tie pulling them together, as if it didn't defy the laws of physics to do so. As if it was easy. Asking Lily to go, leave, except the more she said it—whispered it, her voice fracturing into scattered ashes onto the cold-marbled floor, the more Lily heard the opposite.
She heard please, and it was louder than leave.
But Narcissa doesn’t say anything, then. Instead, her face freezes, going peaceful for a second, her eyelashes flutter, and then—
It happens, before Lily can even blink. There’s a flash. A glimpse of a canine caught in the stars’ orbit.
Pain.
Sharp, and dizzying. The type that travels through your nerves, firing them alight with untamable speed, synapses to synapses, until your entire body is but a trembling cell. Aching. Ready to erupt.
Lily gasps, her hand reaching out to grip Narcissa. Trying to tame the fire inside of her.
She’s not pulling away, though. Everything hurts, it hurts so much it blurs into pleasure—this unnamable intensity, untying the knot at her core. It's a high like no other. Narcissa whines against her throat, fangs deeply embedded into Lily, sucking her in.
She’s right where she’s supposed to be, too.
Moaning, satiating her thirst—her love, making Lily a part of her. The heat fuses them together into cosmic bliss, so staggering even Narcissa’s skin—frighteningly cold—feels warm under Lily’s touch.
When she pulls back, it’s something out of a horror show.
There’s no trace left of that flawless, polished woman she always tried so hard to uphold, but every bit of the ugly, rotten yearning that spills out from her lips in crimson droplets. Her hair is a mess, her skin brittle as it twists into all these pent-up feelings. Cracking like porcelain on her face. Horror. Desire. Twin flames. Eyes wide and black, seeking absolution.
“Lily, I…”
Lily’s got the end of her sentence in her mouth before she gets to finish it.
Their lips crash like the storm they are, lighting a match that annihilates the ground in its wake. Let it burn, Lily thinks. Nothing matters but this. Tasting her own blood tainted with her lover’s greed, swallowing the unleashed tears always brimming in her eyes. The ones Narcissa tried to shed through countless pleas, pressing them into Lily’s skin delicately, or spitting them into her face like glass shards. Making Lily bleed, making sure she could never come out unscathed from her, drawing scars like shooting stars over her heart.
Lily licks along the seams of her lips, capturing her whimpers; that glimpse of vulnerability she swallows down like a blessing. And then she cradles her face with a tenderness that rivals with the burn of their kiss, a silent confession on its own. Words failed them before, their bodies speak better on their own.
Narcissa doesn't fight it, going pliant against her body. Fitting her head in the crook of LIly's bruised neck, bleeding with her love.
It all comes out in this gruesome act. A bursting orgasm of atoms made of grief, love, resentment, need.
Lily cards her fingers through Narcissa' hair gently. Breathing in. Breathing out.
At last, at peace.
#I fear I'm totally falling for this ship#something about them mhm#them both being younger sisters...#both feeling under so much pressure...#both from literal opposite families...#opposite sides during the war....#both struggling with their places as women in this society...#both women whose love saved harry potter#why didn't I ship them before fr#narlily#narcissa black#narcissa x lily#lily evans#maraudeurs#harry potter#iris attempts to write#microfics#vampires
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smthn easy for today (sorry)
#alek art#lego ninjago#ninjago#krux ninjago#acronix ninjago#time twins#(also their dad and ice... i have lore)#2024#wow my handwriting is awful#krux older brother learns well favorite child vs acronix younger sister learns slow least favorite daughter#really theyre just both undiagnosed#transmasc acronix real but thats a whole nother rant#im jealous of my brother for being dad's favorite... nothing more... i swear#their parents are so specific in my mind im basing them off my mom and stepdad a little#this is ugly but its 3 am and my bones hurt !!! i have au stuff coming soon tho
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(Mystic Code Book Chapter 7 - Series Timeline; edit originally from this post)
Me whenever I remember Don, Emma, Gilda, and Ray spent more time with Zack than Lucas or Yuugo but I rarely see any Big Bro Zack works of him interacting with them </3
#can never forgive Shirai for this. robbed of so much during that timeskip </3 </3#The Promised Neverland#Yakusoku no Neverland#YnN#TPN#TPN Timeline#FSS Chatter#Seven Walls Search Party#Seven Walls Search Squad#Cuvitidala Arc#Mystic Code Book#TPN Zack#Big Bro Zack Tag#Zack#Emma's interactions with all of the Goldy Pond Resistance but especially Oliver#due to both of them being the leaders of their respective group of kids upon introduction are highlighted in the series yes#and I do very much love her being able to inhabit the role of a younger sister again with them#after first unknowingly losing all of her older Grace Field siblings to the farm system#then carrying the burden of leadership and the truth while losing Ray for a while and Norman seemingly forever#(not to knock on Don and Gilda who acted in her stead at multiple points during those 3.5 months)#but these six are on their own for over a year and I wish more would have come from that for all of them#also for the OliZack shipper in me the two of them dealing with their dad's bf whomst they've known for 1.5 months#shoving Zack off to go babysit for over a year#because it can't just be the GF kids searching Lucas has to offer up some too#also also the Violet & Gilda wlw interaction I crave‚‚‚
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MP100 AU in which everything is almost the same but Mukai and Shou are siblings
#can you imagine their dynamic#toichiro expects shou to be his heir but mukai is already a scar at age 11#his little sister being harmed and turned into a scar by his own father must be one of the things that made shou change his mind#he is disapproving of mukai's stay at claw but. she is younger and spent much more time with those terrorists#her relationship with the 7th division was much stronger than shou's with the entire headquarters#even though mukai likes tsuchiya more#I could even dare to say tsuchiya became mukai's elder sibling figure when shou wasn't around#and a positive female figure overall when her mom left#mukai spends a LONG time thinking 'hmm shou doesn't know how fun this actually is... what a killjoy'#until the events of the 7th division arc#when she immediately wants to see him after she and tsuchiya leave claw#wait so this means. tsuchiya dealing with two messed up ginger kids + one of them's lackeys#also toichiro ordered claw members to set fire on mukai's sacred tree because he was close enough to her to know what she cared about#WHAT you are doing to your kids man#imagine being such a bad father both your children turn on you#either way. bizarre suzuki dynamics 2: why is that child here#mp100#mob psycho 100#shou suzuki#mukai kirari#lalá rambling...
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so my sister and I made radioapple fankids, alas, it was inevitable at this point considering we've both developed serious hazbin brainrot 😔 heres their older refs (in the process of making their younger ones as well)
#they're called Calli or Cal/Izzy or Iz for short#izzy's dress is also 100% a gift from aunt rosie whereas Calli's wearing one of alastor's old shirts#Izzy is younger but ends up taller#somehow they both end up as tall as/taller than alastor#forbiddentaako’s ocs#hazbin hotel fankid#hazbin hotel#radioapple fankid#also if these 2 arent cohesive design-wise that is bc neither of us looked at what the other was drawing when designing these 2 dhkfeawjh#also not getting into shipping thoughts/luci and al's dynamic in this au here but#I do think its kind of funny me and my sister (aroace and ace) got roped into being such big radioapple fans that we made fankids for them
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I like the fact Tremaine's designated color is pink while Germaine's is maroon because if I draw them together it looks so bright and happy but they're in a dying world and both commit crimes many times a week just to survive. But hey, whatever.
If love is how they die, it beats starvation or injury! So letting them be codependent is like a treat almost.
#my characters#germaine and tremaine at least have each other (and kind of adopt motka as familial)#as mentioned prev with germaine who is the material wealth based layer guy#tremaine is the layer of lust and motka (who i keep mentioning) is the layer for gluttons#but while germaine is pretty much the embodiment OF being overly greedy and materialistic is incredibly rational#and while he hates it he knows when to cut a loss (item wise)#tremaine while the layer of lust and who does like the idea of having a fling has minimal desire for an actual romance#and based on the world they live in he knows its not really reasonable to expect a lot of intimacy and is mostly fine with it#but to cope with that lack of intimacy he is very touchy feely with the team including draping over his brothers back#or hugging motka whenever he wants despite germaine and motka being very much not fond of contact#to them its like ok fine tremaine is the exception but no one else can touch me#motka as the layer for gluttons is a bit different in that he is more uh.... the layer rather than the glutton#so he likes to cook and he likes to make others eat and he doesnt really eat much himself#hed rather make that someone elses joy especially since resources are hard to come by#so he acts like the group mom and germaine (as one of the oldest) is group dad and they're most of the reason why the group stays alive#also oddly enough to point out but germaine and tremaine are the only sibling layers while other layers DO have siblings#like the other oldest one has a younger sister and the team doctor guy has two younger siblings (twins)#and then the youngest member (limbo) has an older brother#so yeah i dont really know why the wellington brothers get to both be layers but theyre making it everyones problem#i really liked the cast for this plot but i dont really have much in terms of how i wanted the plot to go ?#so i dont draw them a whooooole lot but been thinking about these codependent brothers lately#and final note but motka used to have a younger sister but she died from illness which is why he is so lenient with tremaine#hes like i wish i still had a younger sibling so now you will be like my family if youd let me#and tremaine blissfully unaware for the longest time that THATS why motka is so lenient with the touching from him#its because hes more pleased by the Still Having a Sibling Aspect rather than pleased with tremaine
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Hc in this au april is bffs with raph!
#I do see them as closer actually!#They’re both the older siblings#she helps take some of the burden of being oldest off Raphs shoulders#and they bond dealing with the younger ones being chaotic hehe#also I am weak to the idea of April being the oldest#because she is an amazing older sister#answered asks#kendratello childhood au
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The Hawthorne twins suffered more than Jesus
#mel's musings#dahlia hawthorne#iris hawthorne#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11#aa#thinking about. how at one point they were the daughters of the fey clan's MAIN FAMILY#meaning one of them was in line to become master at some point#(i waffle on which one it was bc there's no clear answer in canon but if anyone else has thoughts do feel free to share)#imagine being in that position. and then discovering you have no spiritual powers#and everyone (including your own mother) starts treating you like shit for it. and you're too young to really understand why#and then your mom gets shown up by her younger sister which only makes things WORSE for all of you#and then said younger sister makes a mistake and disappears with no explanation#and your dad takes you away from everything you've ever known. and your mom is so broken and angry that she doesn't even fight it#nor make any effort to reunite with either of you again. and at this point. in a world that hates you and has cast you aside time and again#all you have is each other. no fucking wonder they went off the rails after that#they are both so desperate for love and agency over their own lives that they'll do ANYTHING to get there#and the collateral damage is an afterthought. GODDDD they make me so unwell i love them so so much
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YOOOOOOOOO KIARA/VITANI???? That was like one of my first baby ships holy shit you just punted me back into my childhood
My first unknowing shipper experience was probably me going
"OMG Kiara smiled at Vitani!! OHHH AAAHHHH VITANI SAID KIARA'S NAME AAAGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHG"
that was it. that was all I needed. Now here I am decades later, still wandering over to youtube and hopefully scrounging for any possibly new kiara/vintai amvs. I'll never be free <3
something something the daughters of leaders of two prides at war, both trained from childhood to follow in their parent's paw prints but they're the only two lions here who seem to see the bigger picture and CARE about it more than the personal stuff, more than their safety or their own happiness. One of them reaches out to offer peace, and the other one (who is the MOST warlike) hears her, and risks everything by reaching back
"But they-"
"Them? Us. Look at them, they are us. What difference do you see?"
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"Vitani! NOW!"
"No, mother! ....Kiara's right. Enough."
oh wow i wonder why little kid me kept kicking their heels over this tiny bit of dialogue hmmm it's a complete (coughGAYcoughcough) mystery~
also bloodthirsty warrior lady + dorky wise princess is a huge GAY mood for me apparently. amazing
#lion king 2#vitani lion king#kiara lion king#vitani/kiara#.#..#kid me brainstormed a whole AU where kovu was a lot younger than vitani and kiara and his brainwashing was a lot more tragic#after watching kiara and vitani meet bc of both looking out for him as cubs#and bonding over that#kiara as this new big-sister figure who ISN'T pushing for training or violence and never yells or snarls-#cub vitani stuck between believing kovu is the only hope for their pride and wanting her little brother to be happy actually#kiara knows the outlands are dangerous but keeps visiting kovu and kovu's adorably snarky older sister#nuka (supposed babysitter) knows sOMETHING is going on but vitani manages to keep him off the track for a long while#until one day she's too busy having fun with kiara too#and then nuka sees his chance#kill a pridelander cub and bring it to mother- won't she be PROUD#vitani's still got the best reflexes of the siblings though so she jumps in between them#oooooh kid me wanted ANGST wanted vitani scared by a shocked and furious nuka and then nuka scarred by tiny enraged kiara's little claws#i don't think kid me ever figured out what happened next#something about kovu being twisted by zira and nuka to blame the whole thing on a trick / trap by kiara#and vitani letting it happen so kovu would go off on kiara#hopefully keeping them both safe by putting a stop to the little meetings...#but they all grow up and if the scars don't fade neither do the feels or memories and blah blah blah GAY GAY GAY
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anyone ever just get that silent bloody rage? Like on the outside you are completely calm and collected, but in your mind you are screaming and crying and wanting to punch something until they bleed?
like when everything around you is just too fucking loud so you start getting aggressive both verbally and physically? Like when you are getting yelled at for something that was so obviously not done by you-?
#akira’s safe space#tiny vents#explanation:#so me and my sisters were upstairs watching a movie#and I honestly dont remember how it started#But my youngest sister started to act like an entitled brat again#so naturally I got yelled at and blamed when she started to yell at me for something#My sisters were yelling#My mom was yelling#My dog was barking#I put my hands over my ears and started to yell at them and smack my sister because I couldn't crontrol myself#I immediately stopped and froze#I got screamed at for doing that#Then my middle sister pulled me down onto her to try and calm me down#But my sensory issues were being overloaded#My youngest sister grabbed my dogs rope toy and started whipping both me and my younger sister#She had also kicked my in the knee causing it to go backwards#Then my mom yelled again after I said “she's literally whipping -middle sister-!”#My youngest sister then screamed back “You did it! That wasn't me!”#SHE LITERALLY HAD THE ROPE IN HER HAND AND I HAD A MARK ON MY LEG#now im downstairs back in my room overstimulated and on the verge of a panic attack and rage#i cant do this
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when youre trying to live alone out in your field lab but then these two yahoos follow you out there and now they wont leave????
#my art#su is a very tired scientist butterfly woman#in my mind she was the one that initially designed the Infinite Prison Cubes that apparently all the espada have on them lololol#she was initially working with szayel bc they were both sciencey/researchy types. before he became espada lmfao.#buuuuuut unfortunately szayel is a bastardous man and. i havent decided if he steals her research and claims it as his own#or just frames her for something and smears her name#regardless she was demoted and was more or less forced to be a guard for one of the outer guardhouse things (think aisslinger and demoura)#it might just be that once he was promoted to espada she was. more or less considered part of his fraccion and she was uh#more than a little bit horrified/terrified of him. and was like ''please let me go anywhere else i cannot work with this man anymore''#vinetta WAS a gardener but after her greenhouse was destroyed she had a bit of a mental break and fled las noches#vinetta is a venus fly trap woman who also has some rafflesia shit going on because i think its cool.#she has a one-sided crush/fascination with rudbornn and yes. it is just bc theyre both plants.#theres no deeper reason for it.#also think its funny for him to see her and immediately be like ''oh no not you again'' and her just being like ''RUDY IS THAT YOU~~~~~<3''#marisol is nirgge parduoc's younger sister#shes a crocodile. and as huge and strong and epic as she is#she simply does NOT want to fight. she'd much rather just chill. and thats why she was kind of kicked out of baraggan's lil gang#her weapon normally looks like a pair of brass knuckles.#vinetta's zanpakuto is her umbrella jhfgjh#su's is just a very boring looking dagger. i was thinking it'd be funny for her weapon to look really cutesy or something so she would#DREAD taking it out hskjdfhdkj
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ill be randomly chilling minding my own business and then think about how mei mei couldve been the perfect motherly figure to ui ui, given their massive age gap - but oh no god forbid gege writing wholesome shit happening to his characters 💀😭🙏
#SUCH A WASTED OPPORTUNITY THAT WAS SMH#as a mother figure to a younger brother i wouldve loved to see a mother-son dynamic#plus their age gap being too much would be ideal for her parenting him#BUT OH NO WE GETTING SOME UNHOLY SCENES INSTEAD 💀💀💀#ngl tho i still love both of them smmm (because i love chucking out the memory of the susbuya incident from my brain)#mei mei#ui ui#ui ui jjk#mei mei jjk#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gege akutami#younger brother#older sister
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#so ive been crying since 5:30am#ive had to cancel my meetings today bc i cant face people#im literally trying to save up all my will power to be able to make it through class tonight#but i just can get over whats just happened#the next few years will break me i know it#ill make sure i persevere but its gonna hurt and its going to be hard#im worried about my grandparents who rely on medicare to survive and get their medication#im worried about my trans and queer friends#im stressed about the threats about the cuts to the board of education#if its gone i loose my ability to finish school#I /rely/ on those loans like it or not#how am i supposed to face my younger sister who dreams of going to school knowing she might not get the same chance bc loans are gone#how am i supposed to watch my little cousin with adhd and autism lose his iep#how am i supposed to live with myself knowing the right to my own body is threatened at every turn#how am i supposed to be able to look both my parents in the eyes ever again and not hold their votes against them#today i let myself morn my hopes i had yesterday#tomorrow i build new hopes for the people i love and those that will be effected by this coming administration#thank god my next therapy appt ended up being schedule for this fri#anyway thanks for reading if you did#i love all of you <3 and i know we can make it through together no matter how tough
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Doodle of my boy
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#fydd <3333333333#he is my bestie I need to get over my fear of drawing him so bad#grips bathroom sink I Will get better at drawing for fun and letting my art be messy and being proud of it anyways#but yeah look at him he is so cute and is so silly and he’s never gone through any traumatic events ever I would never#<- lying lier who lies and loves tormenting it’s ocs#but yeah he’s half alien half human but was raised entirely by his human mom#his alien mom is alas stuck in the cult the two met at rip#fydd doesn’t know abt any of that tho he just knows that he has another mom that his mom doesn’t like talking abt#he loves playing games of all kind but especially loves video games and will play them for hours#not that he has much else to do since he’s spent pretty much his entire life living by a garbage dump in the middle of nowhere#and he’s not allowed to go fuck around in the dump much since his mom doesn’t want him to be seen so he’s stuck at home most of the time#thankfully now he has an adopted sister to play with but he still has viddy game autism#his mom has done her best to introduce him to the various cultures she and his other mom came from but she struggles with it#she was quite disconnected from her own culture growing up and she knows limited amount about her girlfriends home planet#fydd doesn’t mind much rn cause he’s 12 but a certain other older fydd might care a smidge more#fydd does like 60% know both japanese and spanish tho so that’s pretty cool#his mom tried to do regular lessons when he was younger but wasn’t able to keep them up consistently and eventually gave up#mostly because she wasn’t anywhere near fluent in either herself and she had a hard time keeping up with how fast fydd would pick up on it#they still have some books from back then laying around that fydd will pick up and read aloud when he’s bored sometimes#he gets bored of speaking english all the time as his brain is built to pick apart different sounds and assign them linguistic meaning#so reading and speaking different languages is good enrichment for him#his mom doesn’t know this unfortunately otherwise she totally would have gotten him more stuff in different languages to chew on#he does get to learn the language the stalien cast speaks tho he has a lot of fun with that#he alas can’t properly experience most stalien video games though rip#I should rly get to redesigning his human mom again at some point she needs it sooo bad#I mean her whole squad needs it but she’s my favorite so like
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had this really sickening thought abt a ruby x reader x aqua love triangle au (that i will probably never write)….. need to rant. under the cut
ruby has a massiveeee crush on you that you wholeheartedly reciprocate, but aqua doesn’t like you so he sabotages your confession……. ”you aren’t good enough for my little sister” <- he’s that type. overprotective big bro except he’s a dangerously unstable individual so he’s NOT playing around.
but then ruby ends up asking him to wingman for her… and he can’t exactly say no without a good reason, can he? so he talks to you. tries to get you to give up on her by saying you’d be putting her idol career at risk if you got together… makes you feel guilty and selfish in a very polite way lol. you try to distance yourself from her but she notices, of course she does, and she’s so upset about the whole thing that both you and aqua start feeling bad. probably ends with you hanging out together again, but now aqua is there too, making sure neither of you make any romantic progress 💀 eventually all three of you have grown close and that’s when aqua starts to waver a bit. at some point he probably thinks to himself that he can trust you to treat her well, and her happiness is more important to him than anything else!!!! (including her idol career….)
more important than his feelings, too — because before he knows it he’s looking forward to seeing you, smiling to himself when he sees you having fun with his sister. he’s starting to feel that protective itch when you’re around — even starts telling ruby to treat you well, be a good partner, that she needs to cherish you if the relationship works out, not just the other way around. he cares for you. he loves you, even, but he has zero issues throwing those feelings away. he doesn’t want to be with you, he wants you to be with ruby. you deserve each other.
so now aqua is supportive. helps you out, gives you advice, lures you both into increasingly more cliche scenarios. ruby is elated that he’s finally making himself useful, and you should be too, but for some reason you can’t help feeling dejected when he slinks away……… and you come to realize that you want them both near. you love her, and you love him, and you’re pretty sure they both feel the same way towards you. but you have to choose, that’s the thing. the sweet sister, or the cold brother?
only one of the choices leads to a good ending, but you don’t know that. hopefully, you never will.
#save me love triangles . . . save me . . .#i am the single person on this planet who this concept is for LMAO#i just :’))))) want to be loved . by a bratty younger sister and her devoted older brother#and with aqua and ruby it’s just like…………#it would end up . so overwhelming for you LMAO#because god knows neither of them love normally#if reader just stays with ruby it would be a cute fluffy story but#💀💀 go with aqua . or try to have them both. then#well#i just don’t think it’d end well………….#had this vision of aqua being genuinely angry when he finds out you like him… seeing it as a betryal towards ruby#or something#idk but i feel like this scenario could be twisted and that makes me latch onto it like a little leech#ari noises ✩
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if only 11 year old me knew that someday i would be 21 and still not better but still surviving, and still watching those videos of those two guys on the internet, about to catch a tour irl for the first time in a few months :')
#yknow that meme thats like. adult you trying to surprise younger you..#'you're a guy now' 'okay'#'you were right and dan and phil were both gay' 'WHAT'#many such cases#finch chirps#gen though i lowkey still can't believe IM GOING TO SEE THEM WHAT#being in the phandom through tatinof and ii sucked bc there was realistically no way i couldve gone (parents didnt like dnp +faraway shows)#and i wasnt really participating in the phandom during wad but i COULDVE gone - except i had just moved cross country recently#and wasnt confident making the trip to nashville by myself/wasnt sure if i would have anyone to go with bc i obv didnt have friends lol#I COULDVE SEEN THE FIRST SISTER DANIEL APPEARANCE i literally regret that sm#which feels a bit dramatic but . dnp have been important to me for a Very long time and i relate a lot to dans struggles w queerness+mh ack
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