#and i wasnt really participating in the phandom during wad but i COULDVE gone - except i had just moved cross country recently | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

parkeryangs · 4 months ago

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if only 11 year old me knew that someday i would be 21 and still not better but still surviving, and still watching those videos of those two guys on the internet, about to catch a tour irl for the first time in a few months :')

#yknow that meme thats like. adult you trying to surprise younger you..#'you're a guy now' 'okay'#'you were right and dan and phil were both gay' 'WHAT'#many such cases #finch chirps #gen though i lowkey still can't believe IM GOING TO SEE THEM WHAT #being in the phandom through tatinof and ii sucked bc there was realistically no way i couldve gone (parents didnt like dnp +faraway shows)#and i wasnt really participating in the phandom during wad but i COULDVE gone - except i had just moved cross country recently #and wasnt confident making the trip to nashville by myself/wasnt sure if i would have anyone to go with bc i obv didnt have friends lol #I COULDVE SEEN THE FIRST SISTER DANIEL APPEARANCE i literally regret that sm #which feels a bit dramatic but . dnp have been important to me for a Very long time and i relate a lot to dans struggles w queerness+mh ack

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