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*harass harass* Tell me about the buddhism books you've been reading caelummmmm. Tell me how they intersect with ATLA and your thoughts on EBWF
*sweats*
So the more I read about Eastern Philosophy, the more I realize I'll probably never fully grasp it, lol. Ironically I think Buddhism's answer to this realization is "Yes, that's the POINT."
I'll be honest - I'm not reading anything overly academic or deep. I needed to get in on the ground level of understanding, so I literally read through Buddhism for Dummies, Taoism for Dummies, and Hinduism for Dummies. All three were very interesting and informative!
For me, trying to understand Buddhism is kinda like trying to hold smoke, my hands are in it but I can't seem to grasp it. I feel like I get it when I'm reading about it but once I put the book down the concept just eludes me. (If anyone's got any reading suggestions for understanding Buddhist philosophy, feel free to rec them to me!)
One thing that stuck out to me, though - the Three Jewels. The Three Jewels (Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha, or the teacher, his teachings, and the spiritual community) are a pretty important part of Buddhism, which means they ought to be a pretty important part of Air Nomad culture as well. I'm guessing there should be some sort of Buddha-like enlightened teacher figure in the Air Nomads' distant past... Also there's so many different schools of Buddhism, makes me wonder at the differences there must've been between Air Temples.
Also the fact that these things are called the Three Jewels, and we have the Feanorions, who are also related to three jewels...idk, I just find that funny.
There's also the whole concept of a finger pointing at the moon, or the word used to describe something is not the something itself, and...well, elves are word nerds, so I feel like there's gonna be some interesting conversation around that at some point.
I really enjoyed learning about Hinduism. Growing up, India as a concept was basically "that place where we send missionaries", so it was nice to finally, like, learn about Hinduism on its own terms without that Sunday School overlay. It was a little hard to wrap my head around some of the concepts with the avatars and how all the gods are manifestations of the main gods and it really takes the concept of "everything is connected" to a whole other level, but it was really cool stuff!
Taoism was pretty cool to learn about too, but I can't remember any specifics right now.
...And I haven't gone any deeper into any of this yet because I took a tangent and dove into Tibetan history. I wanted to read Prisoners of Shangri-La by Donald S. Lopez Jr. because it was recommended in this post, but the point of that book is to deconstruct the harm done by Orientalism and Tibetan stereotypes, and I very quickly realized I had no idea what any of these Orientalist Tibetan stereotypes it was talking about were, so I went and read Tibet: A History by Sam Van Schaik to get a better grasp of the background. It helped a lot, and I started on Prisoners of Shangri-La again, but then a library book I requested a month ago finally came in, so everything's been put on hold while I read about how the 1920s Florida real estate boom led to the Great Depression. ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
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lol maybe to celebrate I should get back to writing those 15 prompts for the 15th anniversary
atla turning 20 next year in 2025... š³
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The Housecat Philosophy - Ep 37
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#the housecat philosophy#artists on tumblr#original comic#webcomic#original art#my sketches#ah i love writing sal and lu in the same place#can't wait to get deeper into them they have probably the most ridiculous relationship i've ever made up#anyway as a psa#i was actually hoping to post this one with an announcement that the comic was finally on webtoon but!!#the process of prepping it for the site is turning out to be surprisingly long ????#apparently my meant to be read top to bottom comic is too meant to be read top to bottom for the read top to bottom site#i've drawn panels that were nearly too long for the max length allowed by the site hahaha........#wow cropping strip 38 is gonna be a nightmare#ANYWAY just to let you all know im working on it#who would have thought letting 37 strips pile up would mean having 37x the work to do not me that's for sure#i absolutely did not call this upon myself in no way whatsoever
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finally got around making a proper outfit reference sheet for nathan! he likes wearing dark clothes which really emphasizes just how pale he is. he was a STEM developer at MOBIUS for nine years what did you expect </3 click for higher resolution and to get a closer look at all the details! outfits from left to right: his gear for the evil within 2, 1am convenience store trip, his mobius gear, and an improvised outfit for my own fictional the evil within 3 =^)
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#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#the mobius gear killed me dead on the ground because the official concept art has a ridiculous collar / shoulder pads situation going on#i love his tew2 outfit so much he's had it for so many years now. it basically matches sebastian's outfit since they're going in together#he's got white hair patches all over his body btw!! you can see it in the underwear version it's in his happy trail too heehee#the burn scar on his upper arm / shoulder is from the fight with the harbinger in tew2 and the slash on his waist from the guardian#he basically saved sebastian's life but got mowed down by the giant buzzsaw arm in the process and then he's very dramatic about it#my tew3 is very difficult to explain in tags but it's basically about ruvik coming back and they need to hook the two old devices up#to like a single system to gain access to the STEM environment he's powered back on with himself as core#which means that the two separate environments from the games get mixed together in a very twisted and fragmented environment#i'm trying to write out the story for myself now in video game style so it would actually be fun to play as hypothetical third installment#it'd feature a lot of old enemies but kind of mixed and twisted in the same way as the environment... giving them new abilities etc#it would dive deeper into the sublevels aspect of STEM as they need to travel through different sublevels so there would be#a bunch of new environments to explore as well :^) someone give me access to a bunch of game devs and a budget i'll make it reality
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I think I've decided that I see cinema the same way I see ballet, and other art forms I have little to no experience with; I can tell that impressive things are happening, but without a rubric to tell me exactly what elements we're looking to maximize and analyze in this art form, it kind of means...nothing to me?? You really do have to sit there and have someone walk you through how the dancer is looking to make this visual effect with their movement which is enhanced by the costume in this way and that they trained for years to be able to pull this move off because despite looking effortless it actually takes this much physical strength to pull off and this much time to master...
Everyone who keeps telling me that art appreciation is simple and that people are dumb for not getting fine art owes me eight hundred dollars. Appreciation of individual art forms has to be paid in hours of educational time and experience with that art form. Almost no one has the free time to participate even if they somehow magically know where to go to find the resources on what made this work special or cool or interesting or unique or what have you. Stop ridiculing people that have no way to know the secret hidden backstory of every cool art piece they stumble upon while in the world. If you really want people to appreciate it, tell them why it is cool.
#i also feel this way about writing btw#I understand writing much more but i also don't ridicule people who are still in the process of mastering the rules#'you should have learned this in school' maybe their school sucked ass. Not impossible#'you should be able to educate yourself by now' both research AND knowing WHAT to research are BOTH SKILL SOMEONE MAY BE LACKING IN#Not everyone has ACCESS to EDUCATION that teaches COMPREHENSIVE INFO ABOUT THE WORLD#I got lucky enough that I KNOW how rare it can be!!#anyway#media studies
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It might seem silly to say this, but every time I log in and see a new notification, I feel happy.
Even if it's just one, and even if we are not mutuals - it's solid proof that somebody, somewhere in the world, felt a connection to that image, that text, GIF or whatever was posted, just as I did.
By liking, reblogging, and especially adding personal remarks - through hashtags, comments, or additional text - it shows how there's more peopel thinking or going through the same as you. And it can also show you different interpretations, feelings that were evoked, as well as reasons behind them sharing. We are all unique, with diverse life experiences and backgrounds, so the meaning we derive may not always align with what the original poster intended to convey - and that is totally fine! Because it never ceases to amaze me how we are all connected, and that we are never truly alone. Also, by specifically posting on Tumblr, I've come to realize that what we share here is always a work in progress, it's never finished, and never indefinitely our own. And I know, even though the legal aspects of copyright for online content are very important and are not being taken into account as I am writting this, I just really wanted to focus only this fascinating and continuous metamorphosis. I mean, we could be just venting, without a single care for grammar, spelling or syntax, hit publish on our most unfiltered text ever written, and yet, it will inevitably take on a life of its own. Even with no followers, sooner or later, it will be liked, shared, and/or acquire those previously mentioned new interpretations, become an important subject of reflection to somebody or even a heated debate amongst others, on the other side of the globe.
Really, think about it: how beautiful is that?
[updated on the 16/11/2024: added hashtags; rephased the second and third paragraphs and added more context to the fourth and fifth.]
#it all started out as a#rambling nonsense by estranhos sonhos#and ended up being a#estranhos sonhos but she is now being serious#it's actually ridiculous how I can never be casual and post anything unserious or spontaneous without coming back and adding more context#so I don't get misinterpreted - I think it's called trauma? ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ#estranhos sonhos#estranhossonhos#the wonderful world of the internet#creative writing#creative process#creative commons#original content#content creation#content creator#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writeblr#writers and poets#female writers#writing community#tumblr community
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coming from someone (me) who writes but can't bring themself to post fics... please please reblog your second answer to #17 of the writing asks list. it can't be lost beneath a cut. please. šššššššš
lol I'm glad you enjoyed it, anon. Um...sure. Here you go. š
me, writing snzfic: is this ridiculous?
also me: ridiculously hot?
writer me: noā¦just regular ridiculous.
also me: *makes random noises, wanders about* aaaaaaaAAAA
writer me: shut up. stop it. i'm pretty sure this could be ridiculous.
also me: I AM ON FIRE
writer me: yes but that's you, but the people readi...
also me: INCINERATE
me: (later, rereading) This is stupid and Iām not even turned on.
also me: (later the same day, rereading exactly the same thing) FFFFdfghjkhgrgrkk... *canāt function due to horniness*
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idk if I actually want to write it, but I was thinking, āhm, baldurs gate three is a pretty good set up to have a character from something else be Tavā and obviously how could I not immediately think of Jester. Mostly because Tav has big āeverybody loves Jester Lavorreā energy.
just. the crystal clear image of her getting upset that sheās back at level one, and yelling at the traveler about it, which everyone else goes āokay whatever so sheās maybe a bit crazy, we can deal with itā and then like the first time they set up camp he just actually shows up to apologize, because this plane is making him do *paperwork*
Iām kind of tempted to restat her as a warlock for said paperwork reasons, which would mean Wyll getting to watch her make a very casual deal and having Emotions about that. And obviously Shadowheart and Gale have their own fun angst about the God angle.
#au blogging#jester lavorre#critical role au#bg3#bg3 au#crossovers#I feel like Astarion would really like Jester (master of chaos) but idk how heād feel about Jester (nice person)#she and Karlach are obviously immediately besties#Laeāzel I think has a roller coaster of emotions between ācompetentā and āridiculousā that sheās having trouble processing.#the rest of the m9 are stuck away for plot reasons (canāt directly plane shift and spelljamming takes time)#am I going to make a new save just to figure out how to write this? look.
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every single Val scene is an absolute banger (of nuclear variety) and it gets better by which i mean worse every time. as you can see i just listened to Val and her āmotherāās conversation. will be haunted by it to the end of it all. i donāt even have sufficient words for this whole situation, im just sitting with my head in my hands like Well Fuck, god help me i really canāt be having a religious experience+existential crisis+horrible heartbreak every single episode of this show jesus christ help us all
#the silt verses#tsv#val#im in agony#as usual#val is literally the character of all times#im constantly blown away by the writing like itās a fucking rocket launcher#how am i supposed to process this all#i need some kind of tsv support group itās ridiculous
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guess who thought they finished their chapter, but then decided to rewrite 3/4 of it
fucking me
#my editing process is so ridiculous#i take a week to write the first draft#and then another week to practically rewrite the entire thing#anyway its not that close to being done anymore lmao i have a lot more work to do#my writing
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I donāt think im cut out to be a Real Author for several (self-deprecating) reasons, but chief among them is that I WOULD be the type to have a nervous breakdown looking at my goodreads reviews every 2 seconds. which would probably make me fucking insufferable to be around
#I talked abt this in therapy recently lol#like even just fic-writing feels like a ridiculously high-stakes endeavor my emotions around it are so intense itās exhausting š„“#I forget how to function normally while im writing and then it gets really really intense just after posting#like my whole body is sore today bc for the past 2 days Iāve just been PACING#canāt eat unless I do it while pacing either!#this is probably an autism thing but it makes me feel Nuts#and it is a normal part of my writing process!!!! it happens every time#oh and donāt get me started on my editing process. I make myself ill doing it
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Current mood: Throwing word spaghetti at the wall that is EBwF 4, waiting to see what sticks.
Itās all crap, but I canāt edit crap until I have crap to edit, yāknow?
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Now why in the world am I going back and forth about cutting a scene from this fic that isnāt even happening until the, like, second to last chapter when I havenāt even written most of the middle yet
#my writing process is ridiculous I might have mentioned this before#I like the idea of this scene but I just have no idea how to write it#I canāt lean into this harder than I already am because itās giving more āsetupā than āending of a ficā which I guess technically itās both#technically it makes sense that not everything is neat and tidy and sorted out yet#but this bit is just giving me a lot of grief and it might end up being better off cut#Iāll have to think on this#tchig#rambles
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Vulnerable
So as it turns out, Taiki prefers to keeps his own problems to himself.
Shoutmon so happens to find this out.
Aka, analyzed Taiki too hard i wrote a short fic about it, which is just the much better version of this
Note: takes place somewhere in Hunters' timeline.
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Shoutmon woke up confused, to muffled hiccups and sobs so late into the night.
And figuring out who it belonged to is just as disbeliefing.
"Taiki? Taiki, you alright?" He called out raspily from within the Xros Loader.
The sounds he heard earlier had quickly ceased before he is left to hang in silence- with what he believes to his partner's own shaky breath?
Before it could stretch on any longer than it should, he hears something shift around.
"Yeah, im alright." His partner replied. From the sound of his voice, he's definitely trying to put on a smiling voice.
It would have been convincing if only his voice weren't already quivering.
"I- uh, so happened to have heard some stuff. Was that you?"
Silence.
"Did... Did somethin' happen?"
More silence.
"Taiki?"
....
Ugh, that's it.
After a moment of even more silence, Shoutmon now engulfed by the Xros Loader's familiar, bright light, then forcefully pulls himself right out of it.
When he opened his eyes, he finds himself within the comfort of Taiki's bedroom, somewhere near foot of his bed.
The room is reasonably dark, but in spite of that, the gentle moonlight that peeked from the curtained window was more than enough to help him adjust.
It didn't take long for the king to lock eyes with his general's.
The boy was hunched, legs hugged close to his chest, tears still running down his already puffed eyes.
"S-sorry," He apologized hoarsely, now wiping at his tears. "Did i wake you up?"
"Taiki wh- that's besides the point!" The dragon whisper shouts. "Taiki, what happened?!"
"Shoutmon, i-it's okay."
"What happened."
"It's nothing."
"Taiki."
The brunette averted his eyes, contemplation washing up in his face briefly. Ruminating whether answering would be of any merit.
He then exhales, and then hugged himself tighter, further burying his face deeper into his arms and knees.
"I... i had a nightmare." He admitted meekly.
"A nightmare?"
"Mhm."
"Oh. Uh, what's it 'bout?"
Another look of contemplation.
"It was... about you."
"Uh huh, and...?"
"You.... Died. Again."
"Oh."
Right. He'd died, didn't he?
He'd almost forgotten how death was in the Human World, how heavy it's impact was for those who lost, how permanent it is compared to the Digital World.
"Taiki-" Shoutmon mumbled, his expression softening.
"It's- it's kinda dumb, i know." The boy managed to blubber out as he began curling in on himself more, avoiding eye contact.
"What!? No, dont apologize for that!" Shoutmon clambered up onto the bed. "If it got ya all teary eyed, then that shit ain't stupid!"
Atleast the dragon's usual vulgarity is able to get an amused snort out of the human.
"How long has it been going?"
"What?"
"The nightmares?"
"... A year ago, i think." He managed to croak out. "A while after you and everyone went back to your world."
"Have ya... mentioned this to anyone?"
"..... No. I- i told you, it's dumb."
"Taiki it ain't dumb-"
"It's dumb because you're okay!" He cried out, his voice barely holding itself together at this point.
"You're alive, you're not hurt anymore, i know that." The boy sobbed, now tugging at his hair. "But for some reason i just- i just keep worrying over nothing."
"Even if that were the case, that doesn't make it any less haunting, doesn't it?"
Taiki gazed at him for a moment before shaking his head 'no'.
"I- Look, Taiki." Shoutmon sighed as he sat in front of the him. "You're a tough guy, someone that cares a lot, that people could rely one. I've seen that first hand, and so have others."
"And we all appreciate that." He grins fondly. "We really do."
"However, that doesn't mean you need to carry your burdens alone." The dragon then gently places a hand on his shoulder.
"As Xros Heart, you've relied on us when it comes to the Bagra Army. And now that they're gone, you could still rely on us, but not only as your army or comrades, but as your friends."
"We've already had the fate of our world's placed on our shoulders," Shoutmon smiles as he reached to ruffle his hair. "So what does it matter when it's now your brain being mean to you?"
Taiki stared at him dumbfoundedly before breaking into a hearty laugh, covering his face with his arms.
"W-when did you start getting this wise?" Taiki chuckled, peering out at the dragon. "I thought you're no good at that?"
"Eh, i'unno." He shrugged as he pulls his hand out of the boy's hair. "I suppose that's what being king does to ya." And in response Taiki laughed a little harder.
"But i really meant what i said, okay?" The dragon reminded. "If there's somethin' bugging you, we've got your back. Im sure Akari, Zenjirou, and the others share that sentiment too."
Taiki could only nod in confirmation as he sniffled and rubbed at his eyes, finally letting himself unfurl from his position.
Then suddenly, the boy reached out and hugged him. "Thank you." He muttered tearily.
And naturally of course, he hugged him back. "No problem."
#digimon#digimon xros wars#taiki kudou#shoutmon#admin's bullshittery#admin's scrawls#you ever have moment where you write something and during the process it sounds and feels cool#but when you reach the editing (?) process it starts feeling ridiculous and sill and stuff#yet. it still somewhat invokes the same emotion it did during the process?#that's me#ANYWAYS ENJOY THE RESULT OF MY REIGNITED BRAINROT#WHOOSH š«š«š«š«
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15. What fic of yours would you most like to rewrite?
Iām actually rewriting it right now! The OG OT3 verse fic was originally written as a crack fic one off that I did not expect to continue and uh, that was a lie apparently ;). But there were so many things Iād world built, so many storylines I wanted to expand/do at all that a rewrite just made sense. Iām calling it the extended edition but I think itās really the definitive version, with the things I wanted to put in (Gregory Cromwell, the Liz Seymour- Gregory Cromwell courtship of convenience/spite to the Seymour Men to true love, Mary Boleyn/Jane Seymour storyline, Helen Norwichās subplot (and Norwich In General), Norfolkās storyline) and then I realised that the sequel I had written was alsoā¦needing to be rewritten. In a āoh I am allowed to write the long expanded storyā¦people might be interested????ā Way.
And itās kind of meant to mirror The Tudors TV show seasons in universe - also I knew where part three ended up mostly from the beginning but I only recently got the idea for the ending ending and I AM SO DELIGHTED BY IT.
Also thereās a scene in part III involving Thomas Cromwell that is going to make me INSANELY DELIGHTED TO WRITE.
thank you so much darling Nat friend.
#meme#friend tag#ot3: political power trio#lil and her ridiculous aus#a lot of this process has me being like āā¦I am allowed toā¦write story I want to???ā At myself
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the number of times that I've been actively researching a scientific topic in preparation for writing a sci-fi story that incorporates that topic
and then brand new info on that topic is released into the scientific community. while I'm in the midst of reading up on it
is too damn high, and honestly starting to get a little spooky
#this week's example isn't nearly so ridiculous as the time I had to reload the wikipedia article I was in the middle of reading#because Stephen Fucking Hawking had released a new paper *since I opened the wiki article two days earlier*#that changed the whole fucking understanding of the field#that's still the high water mark in my ongoing saga of 'why is science doing this to me I'm just trying to write science fiction'#by comparison this week's is pretty minor#'oh you wanna get back into research for a story that involves a massive solarstorm? HOW WOULD YOU LIKE A MASSIVE SOLARSTORM RIGHT TF NOW?'#this happens to me. so often. I don't even know what to think any more.#at least there are lots of new articles to read and videos to watch I guess???#dear universe: thank you for the science research help. please stop being spooky#or at least restrain your spookiness to spooky action at a distance#or. wait. maybe that's what this is#maybe it's all spooky action at a distance lmao#maybe I should put down the solarstorm research and get back into the quantum physics research#at some point I do actually need to write all these stories#tagtalking#2024 mood#2015 mood#process thoughts
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