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LOKIĀ S02E01 āOuroborosā
#loki#mobius#lokius#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#lokitvedit#dailyloki#lokitvsource#marveledit#mcuedit#mine#here's more lokius bc i love and miss them#i hate this colouring but we move#the way that mobius guides loki to a quiet space so he can calm down#the way he constantly has hold of him#THE EYE CONTACT IN THE 3RD GIF TOO#.....YEAH!
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I donāt think weāve ever seen you draw knight of dawn before š¤ what are your thoughts about him? Or take?
I've drawn him a couple of times, just really little/in the background. but I should draw him more, I love this guy a lot! I have many, many thoughts about him and the way he parallels Silver...and also I think it is extremely funny that his ghost is stuck in a ring. especially considering where that ring has been for the last 16-ish years.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#don't mind me just killing time waiting for maintenance to end so i can stick my face directly into 7-12#i mean i'm on the record (read: constantly posting) about how much i love the whole tragique backstory behind mal's birth#and. look. hold on it's a day ending in y time to be embarrassing about anime characters online again#no but really i love him. i love how he's such a vague figure but also the way his and silver's stories contrast#i cannot articulate it very well but just#i love how he's essentially like...bad end silver#he let himself go along with the big evil plan because he wanted to save his dad and not betray his king and all that#and when he finally did take a stand it was too late to stop the worst of it#meanwhile silver was immediately like NOPE WE'RE NOT DOING THIS#silver is NOT going to end up slaying the dragon thank you very much#me kicking my stupid little legs in glee over it all#and! the retrospect when you realize! that he was the one leading silver around lilia's memories!!!!#he is so happy that silver and lilia have each other!#he's so happy for them!#i want to put him in a can and hold him in my pocket for 16 years#also: his ridiculous hair. it's so silly and so good.#may vil never meet him#the knowledge that there's someone with naturally gorgeous hair who has somehow done it even dirtier than silver would destroy him
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God forbid you ever criticize the lack of consequences Bakugou experiences in MHA, or suddenly youāll find dozens of Bakugou stans pouring into your mentions to make a speech about how cruel you are for forcing him to eat cement. Theyāll act as though āconsequencesā inherently involves throwing him into the dungeon or putting him in detention for 100 years and then moan about how him facing consequences would only perpetuate a cycle of abuse/discrimination.
Listen, itās not really that much of a consequence if the āconsequenceā in question isnāt directly connected to his current or past bad behaviour. āOh but his scars!ā āWhen he died that one time!ā āHis guilt for getting kidnappedā None of those are related to his bullying, and in my opinion, that makes them insufficient as consequences in an arc about changing for the better.
The consequences I would actually like to see could be as simple as: Izuku feels sad/mad because of what he went through, or certain characters reflect on how Bakugouās past impacts their perception of him. More introspection on the victimās end is needed, Bakugou doesnāt necessarily need to be pilloried for the arc to be satisfying.
#No#listing off every bad thing that has ever happened to Bakugou doesnāt prove that he faced consequences for being a bully#What these types truly want is the most digestible redemption arc they can possible imagine. Where the bully character is let off the hook#in every way while the victimās side of the story is overshadowed by the narrative focusing so much on the bullyās side#Also donāt you dare try to *But Izuku doesnāt hold a grudge!!! why do you want him to pray on Bakuchanās downfall?#me.#Izuku isnāt a real person and his feelings on the matter are dictated by an author who clearly prioritizes Bakugouās emotional development#and introspective over Izukuās (who is reduced to the awful position of constantly approaching his for#bully with: *Youāre doing great sweetie!* as opposed to actually reflecting on how the bullying affected him for the worse#anti bakugou#anti bakugo katsuki#anti horikoshi#anti bakudeku#mha critical#mha fandom critical#fandom discourse#MHA salt#anti mha fandom#my hero academia
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as much as i enjoy the idea of jitka finding out about hansry and helping them hide it and hans and jitka having a friendly platonic marriage while the three of them de facto raise heinrich together, i personally cannot wait to see hans being the worst husband ever
jitka, despite being nervous and scared out of her mind still being hopeful, and immediately losing that hope when she sees the dead and empty look in hans's eyes at the altar.
any excuses she had thought up fleeing her mind like a gut punch as she pretends not to notice hans slipping out of the bed on their wedding night and not coming back.
pretending how it doesn't feel like she's being strangled that hans couldn't be happier whenever he's being called away from her company, that he never stays in her bed chamber longer than he has to and that he never slept through a whole night with her.
eventually coming to terms with the fact that let alone hans's love, she will never even have his affection or a scrap of his attention. eventually not caring, and growing just as distant when she bears him his son, and trying not feel stung when hans doesn't even seem to notice.
but when she stops caring, she starts letting herself notice. starts to notice how whenever she sees him around, it's beside kobyla's bastard. how he can't seem to ever run out of reasons to summon him, how he never runs out of jobs for him to do, to keep him around, keep him close. how he always has a reason for him to accompany him on hunting trips, on political talks, on 'just needing to get away for a while'. away from her, away from their son.
how he always insists he's the only entourage he needs.
and how eventually she decides, fine. if this is how you want to play it, so can i.
#martie.txt#kcd2#hansry#jitka of kunstadt#they end up being in the same i'll keep your secret you keep mine kind of marriage just with no love#no companionship no friendship#just bitterness and regret#like let's be real hans is so selfish with everyone but henry this man would not be a good husband#he would not be capable of being courteous#even though it's not her fault he would hate her for taking his freedom away from him#for taking him away from henry just as he got him#i might maybe write something full length for this bc i can't get this image of their marriage like 8 years down the line with henry as de#facto captain of the guard since radzig would've named him his heir at that point#set up in remote estates hans had gifted him that they constantly visit on 'hunting trips' that are equipped with very few servants#because henry is 'still a humble peasant blacksmith at heart' of course#and hans being kind of terrible father as well#not because he doesn't love his son but because he can't look at him without being overwhelmed by how much he wishes he could've actually#been henry's not just with his borrowed name#and henry loving him like a son but being unable to show that and express that. so he teaches him sword fighting shows him how to hold a bo#loves him in any way that his station allows him to#and jitka suggesting some names after he was born#having ideas but hans immediately and coldly shutting them down with 'no. it's going to be heinrich'#gahhhhhhhhh#didn't mean to write another whole ass fic in the tags but this concept has me by the throat
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Deeply deeply attached to the idea of Potemkin and Dizzy being friends and an unreasonably large portion of that is the thought that she's basically one of the few things he would be able to hug and not immediately reduce to paste
#do you think he has ever been held before#do you think he's ever physically touched a human being in a non-combat setting since his mutations manifested#even with his containment suit he constantly has to be restraining himself to avoid accidents#his existence is walking on eggshells and being hypervigilant#how much does that have to fucking suck#I mean maybe someone could touch *him* if he sat very still and was incredibly careful#but not being able to touch or hold anything without decimating it has got to be a stressful way to live#I can imagine her throwing her arms around him since Dizzy is a naturally affectionate person#then expressing surprise at him not reciprocating the gesture#and after finally convincing him that she'll be fine and he has nothing to worry about he's still as hesitant as humanly possible#but as soon as he realizes she isn't exaggerating and he isn't going to kill her he fucking liquefies#please the man is so touch starved he's in desperate need of an indestructible cuddle buddy#potemkin#guilty gear#op back on her bullshit
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Lucky is he, Who lives unaware
#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#d20 fhjy#buddy dawn#the rat grinders#bakarath#oisin hakinvar#ivy embra#mary anne skuttle#ruben hopclap#potatart#i had to get these drawings out of my system. thinkng about how buddy was an outcast from the beginning#how he was left behind. how disposable he was#i think buddy is very isolated from the people around him from both himself the adults around him and the way he was raised#maybe he finds comfort in connecting with a deity#im gonna go insane. he has so much potential for good things if only he was actually given a chance#and not constantly being taken advantage of by people who dont care about him#rips my hair out#āarent you tired of being nice dont you want to just go apeshitā ādang y'allā#buddy dawn is going through it i think. just having a spectacularly AWFUL time#fhjy spoilers#NOBODY TALKS ABOUT HOW TIRING IT IS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME. ITS AWFUL#hold on. i have a drawing of kalina and buddy dawn in a car running from the cops but thay didnt fit the tone of this post lol#they have walter white and jessi pinkman vibes to me. you get it#also id like to comment that the last image was meant to convey less of a#āthe rat grinders didnt care about buddy dawn!!!ā (though i think thats true to some extent)#and more of like. the idea that those four were saved and buddy was not#<- i like the rat grinders
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have a snippet from the lil kwami swap thing i'm working on!
High above the streets of Paris, Mister Bug and Lady Noire talk about love.
It's a dangerous topic, to be sure; one that has to be tiptoed around with utmost care. A balancing act for Mister Bug. For Lady Noire too, perhaps, but she never seems like it affects her quite as much. Maybe that's why she's the one who brings it up.
"Are you in love, Mister Bug?"
His feet, from where they'd been kicking back and forth rhythmically, come to a stop. "Huh?"
"I'm just curious," says Lady Noire. On the rooftop they sit, there's more than a few centimeters of space between them. A gap that they're both waiting for Mister Bug to bridge. He only wishes he could. "Are you?"
Mister Bug tries to catch her eye. "Are you sure you want to talk about this? We... we don't have to--"
She waves a clawed hand in the air dismissively. "It's fine," she says, even though he knows it's not. He wonders what it is that's fine: talking about love, or talking about love when they both know he won't -- he can't -- reciprocate her feelings? "I wanna know. Is there anyone you love?"
There is.Ā
#miraculous ladybug#mister bug#lady noire#misternoire#kwami swap#fic snippet#kwami swaps are fun but also frustrating#bc there is SO much behind the scenes stuff that needs to be considered#like if adrien is the ladybug then that means he would be the guardian right#wouldn't that affect his hero persona then? wouldn't he be the one to be more responsible and careful?#and for marinette wouldn't lady noire be more of an escape? a time in her life when she DOESN'T have to be so responsible and careful?#and kwami swap means reverse crush#which comes with its own complications#because if lady noire has a crush on her partner and also sees her persona as an escape#then wouldn't SHE be the more flirty one? and wouldn't mister bug constantly hold himself back not wanting to give her the wrong idea?#the one time in his life someone has trusted him enough to give him a responsibility#wouldn't he do all he could to uphold that and take it seriously?#whatever...you get it#tldr#this is way more character work than i thought it would be#nemali writes
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Every single fucking thing about Joeyās character makes sense when you consider he has internalized that physical abuse is a good thing
#And yet he still could never bring himself to hit his own kid#And he thinks this was A FAILURE ON HIS OWN PART#He couldnāt have known. He could not have known#He had no way of being a good father HE COULDNT HAVE KNOWN#He had NO GOOD EXAMPLES all he had was years of being H I T#Oh my god. Oh my god Iām going crazy he got HIT?#We know he didnāt hit Trick because he KNOWS he was a bad father to Trick#And Trick doesnāt even think he was a bad father he keeps defending him. even when Trick is insulting him Trick is defending him#And then Joey???? Joey???????#Joey who dedicated his entire life to working in places where he would be yelled at???? Where he wld be berated#Where he would constantly be stressed and angry?????#Joey who doesnāt even think he has anger issues he just thinks itās everyone elseās fault because heās internalized that#anger is just something you deserve ššššš#Oh my god HE GOT HIT??.$:?)? ITS SO OVER FOR ME?.!:?#FUUUUCK#AND HES A TEXTBOOK ABUSE VICTIM TOO HES ANGRY HES PROMISCUOUS HE CANT HOLD A JOB HE CANT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP#FUCK. FUCK#bistro huddy#joey#velbi.txt
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i know what tattoo millie doesnāt have, because during the short period where luciferās possessing her, she keeps taking the wheel of the vessel to go and get herself the ugliest cartoon devil tattoos money can buy. lucifer is wasting precious grace getting those off of her body because he canāt stand them, and then she just goes and gets another one in a couple days time.
#thereās a lot of ways in which The Possession of Millie Winchester is the part of her life thats the least like a horror story#and one of them is this. that the tattoos are something she can get and lucifer can erase and she can get again#itās a negotiation of autonomy on a small scale. sheās doing this to annoy him. and heās not stopping her. and at the end of the day itās#his reserves that he has to draw on to change it back. millieverse lucifer does not come out of the cage a second time completely whole.#(which is part of the reason that this negotiation stage is. possible. because he Has to. at first. because beggars canāt be choosers#and millieās body comes with terms he can either agree with or risk his luck trying to possess someone else while amaraās loose and heās#barely holding himself together.#by the time that he is strong enough and capable of overtaking her vessel entirely and kicking her into the corner of her mind. well.#he doesnāt. because this is working. because thereās an understanding.#and on millieās end. well. sheās not unaware of the precarious position sheās put herself in. and sheās not unaware that lucifer. isnāt#taking advantage. that sheās getting on his nerves and disagreeing with him and wrestling control from him constantly.#thereās something built there. itās a little bit like respect.#which is obviously why it canāt continue. the most violating part of being possessed by Lucifer for Millie is that neither of them got to#choose when it ended.)#spn oc
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Was contemplating the whole āTommy has no friends except Alfieā thing/thought (itās my own internal running joke too) but it can't really be true?
Tommy appears to have this huge social network, groups of people heās still in touch with from the war, including internationally, and including in the officer class; these supposed very reliable contacts in Ireland which I can only assume ties back to the family connections to Ireland and maybe some visit across in his past; the huge respect (and edge of fear) network in Small Heath extending broader into Birmingham; seemingly a very *useful* social-climbing networking he's developed to be able to get the mayor and various politicians to the Grace Shelby charity opening in S3, a society networking which he maintains and builds upon all the way through to Tommy being able to invite actual upper crust society to a ballet at his house (and people attend!)
I mean, there's a level of reserve (rank/war respect) or transactional basis (professional tit for tat society networks), but he also had more friend style connections with say Barney, Freddie (even if itās soured by the time we see it) and Danny (again, changed by Dannyās own PTSD into that Sergeant-Major thing, but lots of hints it wasn't always like that).
Iāve imagined Tommy puts a significant effort into his social (and society) networking as he does into his business - staying in touch, staying useful, even to the point of using Arthur (or let's imagine his secretaries, his ministerial aides, Polly; picking the right 'hand' who can maintain that relationship for him) to ensure letters and communications keep happening so people remain aware of him, and he stays alive in peopleās minds at any possible level of class. He'd have to be maintaining that network like a garden.
The party for Lizzie also didnāt seem like a first time thing for them so I also imagine he hosts quite a lot of social affairs to remain current and connected, which becomes vitally imperative in a different way as a politician compared to a businessman.
But I think that default inner joke, Tommy has no friends and is isolated, is sometimes the claustrophobia of the actual seasons/scenes we see, which are so zoomed into him, into the family, into the worst, that I sometimes double think myself. Just...thereās no way heās as successful as he is without pouring buckets of effort into society. Admittedly, maybe hardly any of these networking connections are deep connections in the odd way Alfie became one, or Ben Younger could have been one, but Tommy would be talking and meeting and greeting and hosting and writing letters allllllll the time
#mr professional social butterfly; very possible that he still has no friends except alfie#but he'd have to be in society as a social well-connected man to hold his position the way he does#as a bookie or a gangster or a businessman or a politician or a patron of the arts or any of the various fields relying on networks#the next question is how naturally it comes to him or does he try to break it down into a formula and grit his teeth through it#i like to imagine he'd be quite social and entertaining if not constantly in a borderline panic attack due to Circumstances#i have writ elements of this in my fics and there is a theme here for me with Mosley mocking Tommy's social efforts as gauche/blatant#but yeah anyway i always run headlong into this wall of how close/claustrophobic his life/manner is shown when he'd HAVE to have personal-#-connections everywhere to work the way he does and would have an invite to some function or another every third day
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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.
Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.
That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.
The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.


Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.


Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.
#team fortress 2#tf2#that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it#while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity š#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao#cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way#it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly#OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)
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āgo to hellā is basic. āi hope you have the opportunity to write a romatically dense character in a situation where even you can see the other characters romantic senseā is smart. itās possible. itās terrifying
#ā Ā Ā ā” Ā Ā āŗ Ā Ā jupiter Ā : Ā šØšØš.#insane how i keep on finding such trait haunting me ... got back into a game with my best friend and omg ... the character who i write in#our dynamic came out in leaks like : oh yeah i am avoiding them bc i think they hate me and now idk what to do with this distance ...#even though he ran away and this character spent years. EVEN AFTER THEY FOUGHT last time they spoke! to make sure they were alive.#constantly getting people to check up on him.#this is. uh a common occurance on this blog. a lot of my muses really struggle to see romantic interest in them and. in turn. can take years#in canon material to recognise their villains. not to sound cliche but its not your muses its them#dived into alie.n stage lore and discovered til.ls feelings for iv.an were listed as#unrealized feelings which honestly? i think has opened up a whole world of thoughts and tbh like a whole new way of looking at the dynamics#i hold with my particularly more dense muses and realised yeah? yeah#! that makes sm sense... its not that they werent in love at the same time#(they were and thats why they make some strange decisions. trust)#but did they understand it for what it truly was? maybe#maybe not. the not is more telling bc yeah ... that just makes sense š« #anyway good morning! today is definitely a message / gaming day. im going to try and keep an eye out for memes today but after sending#about 20 asks my brain coming up for starter plots is not 100% rn JFSJFJSKFJSJDJ#dynamics on the other hand .. š„°
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hmm. niki settling into his new, food secure life and getting used to not constantly being filled with anxiety. niki having the energy to pay more attention to the world around him. niki feeling more upset and pissed off about things he would normally ignore but also feeling far happier far more often. niki finally being able to relax.
#speaking tag#MR SHIINA I LOVE YOU#PUT A FEW KILOS ON THIS MAN IMMEDIATELY ā¼ļøā¼ļø#i feel so sad for him bro#need to take a better look at how his disability has been affecting his life#like yeah. he has to eat way more and is very obsessed with food and cooking but what else ????#niki trying to keep a more laid-back approach to everything because he does NOT want to let himself be consumed by paranoia surrounding -#- whether or not he has enough food to keep him alive for the time being#i already have the headcanon that niki has pretty severe emetophobia because vomiting is just wasting calories which he REALLY can't afford#especially considering how he struggled with food in the past#happyele is underutilising my boy :((#i don't produce niki but i sure do love holding him under a microscope#and i do have a bunch of nikiP friends who are fun to talk about this guy with#but yeah. constantly having to fear for your life fucks you up and i wish this was explored better in the story.#it's not his birthday in my timezone anymore but i hope mr shiina had a wonderful day :]
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call me crazy but I donāt hate the umbrella academy season 4
#spoilers in the tags#like idk#Lila and five was weird but I could totally see 5 finally finding a partner and latching on too tightly#it didnāt have to be Lila ffs#but I donāt think it breaks his character to not tell Lila about the way home immediately#this is a 62 year old man#who spent a majority of that time alone in an apocalyptic wasteland#with an unhealthy attachment to a mannequin#and thatās not to belittle his relationship with Delores#my atl poster is one of my closest friends to this day#it is VERY easy to build an attachment like that to an inanimate object when youāre that lonely#now imagine five finally has a chance to settle down after 62 fucking years of constantly running and chasing a way to save the world#and the universe basically gave him a second chance to actually live#to be in love and be loved#in a timeline where there is peace#it is entirely human to want to hold on to that for as long as possible#regardless of what you miss because of it#āthey broke 5ās characterā is the weirdest take for me#because finding a way to regain control over your never ending eternal nightmare of a life#is one of the most human responses to trauma I have ever seen portrayed#it did NOT have to be Lila#and I will be forever mad that they paired him with Lila#but Five is not any less himself at the end of the series as he was at the start#he got to experience something a vast majority of the other fives never would#and thatās what makes him OUR FIVE#if our Five hadnāt had that moment of peace heād have continued the same cycle of every other alternate five trying to fix the timeline#the umbrella academy spoilers#tua spoilers#tua season 4
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Starfire teen titans my best friend Starfire id burn alive for you
#the klock keeps ticking#cant remember shit about the show like the story arcs and shit#cuz i watched this show when i was like 16 and had trouble paying attention to anything at all#but decided i was gonna watch a few episodes for shits and i watched the apprentice episodes#hnnnghh it fucking ruled this show is awesome#like i truly cannot remember anything about slade like what his deal was what his motives are but god hes so good in this episode#hes creepy as fuck and like its just really satisfying how competent he is for a kids show villain#like he planted the evil torture devices in the gangs blood and he doesnt hesitate at all to push that button#i was expecting it to be like robin simply never fucked up bad enough to trigger the torture shit#or maybe like its revealed that it was all a lie to mess with him#but nah straight up robin hesitates to fucking shoot his friends and slade just instantly pushes the button and makes robin watch#AND THEN BLAMES HIM SAYING HOW THIS ALL HAPPENED CUZ HE DIDNT OBEY#and then the fucking part where slade is like āi was monitoring your endorphin levels i could tell you got excited when you stoleā#DUUUUUDE#thats everything to me#and i like how the episode ends its very nice but initially i thought the blood torture devices were like bombs and that pushing the button#would mean instant death for the gang and like. okay imagine what i was cooking here#a controller for that would obviously have some sorta fail safe measure where if its destroyed the bombs go off so like you cant destroy it#and lets just say they didnt have a plot convenient way to remove the torture devices from the blood cuz that sounds kinda impossible tbh#what if like. the conclusion was robin obtains the controller so that he can take away slades power and leave him#but now hes just got the controller and he has this constant anxiety like what if he doesnt watch it and it goes off#what if the controller gets stolen or worse like. robin is in this position where he holds his friends lives in his hands#just like slade did. an evil reminder that he really is no different from slade what if he cant stop himself from pushing the button?#the episode ends with everything back to normal but then we see robin alone unsure with the controller locked away#and its just this looming presence for like the rest of the show or at least until slade is defeated and like robin has severe anxiety#over it he has nightmares of himself pushing the button he constantly double checks to make sure the controller is still there untouched#IMAGINE IMAGINE GUYS godddd i like need this fic now#sorry i got so caught up gushing about robin and this episode that i didnt even mention starfire aldkks i thinks shes adorable and autistic#and i would do anything for her and she and Robin are so cute i love them so much
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