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More dark 4halo thoughts because i am insane ^_^
I think Foolish would enable their relationship being TERRIBLE. Like, he WOULD encourage Bad to actually marry Forever and say that maybe it'll fix him. Maybe if Bad marries Forever, Forever will snap out of it! And Foolish thinks he's doing well, giving Bad hope and making him less depressed. Bad DOES have hope, he thinks that maybe Foolish is right so he accepts Forever's proposal. But Foolish was never right. Forever is just as bad, if not worse. He never acknowledges anything wrong obviously, he randomly snaps at Bad and starts calling him a terrible husband for constantly playing that ticking noise near him and Bad just keeps holding onto Foolish's words. Everything will fix itself. All Bad needs to do is stay and love Forever. Foolish, of course, never expected Bad to actually do it and now he's watching everything and he doesn't know what to do. He doesn't know what to say and he doesn't know how to fix it.
oh you're SO right that foolish would encourage it !! foolish has already encouraged it . #2 4halo truther for real (cellbit is #1 <3) the thought of bad having hope tho... AUGH my heart. idk what could cause him to have that hope that being a good husband would fix everything but the thought of him seeing a solution and chasing after it so doggedly and never ever being able to reach it... UAHG. forever delusional with drugs and bad delusional with hope. maybe he thinks that he can sweet talk forever into bringing the eggs back. maybe this is just a heartbreaking extension of his bargaining stage. maybe he looks at foolish one day and he bares his teeth and he knows the federation is the enemy but he wouldn't have gone through with this if it weren't for foolish and- it's comforting to blame foolish for things. its normal. he cannot think straight and he is full of grief and foolish is right there, so he asks forever to destroy the dragon. (and thus starts a bonus bbh corruption arc where bad starts to trick himself into thinking that forever is Right and siding himself against the other islanders. the blame starts with foolish, and then expands from there)
#Anonymous#dark 4halo#qsmp#at some point ill write a fic that plays more into proper bbh characterization of how he'd deal with all of this but im having fun so :D#i only really worry about characterization when im doing analysis and this whole dark 4halo trend is Not That (except for. the one that Was#anyway ik you were leaning into foolish feeling guilty for what he started but im a multishipping bastard and the thought of 4halo married#but bad and foolish have a gayass genuine RIVALRY without their mutual understanding of what they are#just absolute malice#the thought is giving me Great Joy#shape answers
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decided to join in on @quezify’s eggtober again this year as a little art warmup and I actually ended up really enjoying it!! it’s obviously way outside of my usual comfort zone so I’m very happy that I was able to create an end result that I’m proud of :)
#eggtober gives me SO much joy I’m so happy it’s happening again#I did two eggs last year and really enjoyed them so I thought it would be fun to try again and I was right!#I experimented with some new things and I really think I made some great progress from last years attempts :)#eggtober#eggtober2023#my art#art#‘warmup’ my ass lmao. I spent at least an hour on this.#felt rlly good tho#v fun I highly recommend trying to make an Egg even if you think it’s way outside of ur abilities!!#it really pushes you to experiment and play around and just have fun with art!
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God i just wish we could have a scene of the four current bridgerton in-laws together. Just the four of them. Like, just imagine it, four of the most different people on the planet, who all married into the most beautiful and insane family in the ton.
#idk what they'd even talk about#besides their spouses i guess lol#the thought just gives me great joy#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton spoilers#simon basset#kate sharma#john stirling#penelope featherington#tbh i feel like it would be awhile before kate warmed up to simon#meanwhile simon would immediately like kate#john and simon would actually get along pretty well tbh#not a lot of conversation goin on there tho#kate is very fond of john#and kate has been ride or die for pen from day one#simon and penelope being buds just makes me laugh but idk if it would happen
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I woke up with this realisation today:
So Bojan's favourite colour is pink right?
And Jere's yellow?
Guess which flag features BOTH pink and yellow >:3
Never beaten the alligations for my queerplatonic headcanon x'D
#I squealed a bit of joy when I realised#the boys are litterally the queer platonic flag :'D#jere can be the yellow and black (bc he wears a lot of black)#bojan can be the pink and white (since compared to jere he does wear a lot of white and wears it well)#and so when they get together they are grey (not the most inspiring colour to be but heck still great)#btw I am still not trying to put any identity on this guys fr#just having a bit of shipping fandom fun#but oh they give me queerplatonic partner goals :'D#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery
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Friday WIP updates for the Mines I hear?
Well, I don't have much in terms of mining work, at least not really, but I do have a brand new WIP I started today :3
And it's also almost finished already.
Just another one of those aggressively social jedi ideas, but this time tackling the incredible premise of The Komari Vosa Jedi Carreer Speedrun For Fun And Profit
aka senior padawan Komari imprints on Obi-Wan and decides this orange boy shall be her padawan one day, and thatbday better be soon.
#i take great joy from giving obi wan unconventional masters#and komari is a gravely underappreciated character#dooku's chaos daughter <3#random boli thoughts#me writing#⛏️⛏️⛏️
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i don't think i can be normal about Sunday guys
#hsr#hsr spoilers#i haven't even FINISHED it yet but his ideology is so warped. i cheered when i thought Gallagher had killed him for real#im not upset he's alive though i do think it's a bit of a cop-out . but. ouhghhhh something is so wrong with his mind (/positive.)#it's successfully looped back around to loving his character though. when there's a fucked up guy in a story i either#1) get very hostile towards them because i feel like they aren't being portrayed enough like the villain i see them as#or 2) become Obsessed with them forever because they are just so fucking . Wrong. like .#ayato genshin impact falls into both of these categories simultaneously like a fucking electron.#but sunday. he has wholeheartedly landed himself in the second category. i need to dissect him and maybe like. idk. give him a cake (?)??#Come Experience The Joys. Idiot. and also maybe listen to your sister.#honestly i REALLY like robin i think she's super super great and has good ideas#i really really love the like. the.#the contrast between his like. his horrible pessimistic nihilistic ideology. and robins optimistic harmonious one.#like robin seems to kind of... not be able to understand that sometimes nihilism is the only way to survive and that it's a balance#survival is good but hard to break out of... you need to survive enough to be ABLE to live. she seems to idealize living in opposition to it#whereas sunday is like. there are people who can ONLY survive. sometimes living isn't an option because the world is cruel and we don't all#get that choice. sometimes surviving is all you can do. why not embrace that? why not build a place where people can postpone death?#if fulfillment isn't possible... then why not accept placation even if it is a poison to the soul? surely joyful prison is better than death#if all that awaits in the world is suffering then why not let the bird live the rest of its days in its cage... even if it is unfulfilling?#HE'S SO . RHGHHGHGHFHGHHVGJF#he feels like he's on the brink of a misanthropic suicidal breakdown to me. someone fucking help him (but not really)#(i don't think anyone should be subjected to his brain. but i would like to see him get better. actually i think robin is trying for sure)#anyway. very curious how this quest is going to end. i want to rip him limb from limb and then stitch him back together again after#my posts
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I got Kovu when I was 20, and I can't believe my absolutely unbelievable luck at getting the best possible dog for this life stage. I got to be young with him. I got to be stupid. I got to make mistakes, and he rolled with it.
It's not easy to be in such an unstable life stage with such a deep-seated need for stability. But Kovu is happy, Kovu is steady, Kovu is there. My face, my voice, my name - they all change. But not Kovu. Never Kovu.
Kovu has loved every person in my rotation of roommates and friends. He has never caused a problem with another dog. He's been happy to be every place we've ever been. If I make mistakes, it's okay, because he's okay.
I got the chance to be young and stupid because he has always been forgiving in a world that never is. He is a kindness. He is a gift. He is all the good in the world, pressed down like a diamond, into a little dog full of wiggles and love.
#he gave me my 20s. he's still giving me my 20s. i am so full of love for him that it physically hurts to hold it all in sometimes.#sometimes... the great love of your life is just a really good dog#he needs to be here forever. he needs to he has to I dont exist without him#love letters to my dog#kovu#kovu -- perfect#joy is stored in the spaniel#love is stored in the spaniel#kovu thoughts
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terribly sorry for progressively getting more and more annoyed and tired with jn. this show kinda gets a lot more exhausting on a rewatch when you know its not going to get better
#i think what happened when it was airing was that like. it was the direct successor to sun and moon right?#and that was a show EVERYONE shat on when it got revealed. the setting the art change the shift to a goofier style etc etc#but then it aired and aside from some hiccups while adjusting the first few eps- sm turned out to be a joy of a show#not just for a casual watch- you can tune on most episodes without context and just have a pleasant time bc its a cozy show#but also if youre more into the battle scene bc this series kinda goes hard on them#and while the episodes had a goofier tone to them the episodes never felt like they were talking down to its audience#everyone brings up the deaths and how maturely they were handled but seriously- they didnt need to go that hard on the minior episode#and yet- it took fans a long time to really come around to it and stop giving it bad faith criticism#the most popular youtubers were finding every excuse to shit on it and mock the fans#so i think when jn was announced with another slight art shift and a different format- i think we all got a little defensive over it#like hey sm had hiccups too! jn just needs some time to grow into itself and find its footing#and we had no reason to think it wouldn’t. like there were some red flags like how mimey was handled and some clickbait episodes#but we got genuinely nice episodes back then too! the scorbunny eps were neat and ash and gohs intro eps are great#the pichu opening is REALLY strong and i thought it showed a ton of promise for the show#the leon and eternatus stuff was being set up#so i waited for jn to pick up and waved off a lot of criticism as bad faith bc hey. ppl were ruthless to sm and forgetting that we do have t#to work with the limit that its a childrens series. which is fine.#but well…… suddenly we’re in the final arc and its not better. its worse. holy shit did it get worse#episodes like the drizzile one were now the exception. not the rule.#most episodes that are pleasant on a first watch became an absolute slog on a rewatch#the ‘’fanservice’’ feels more like a marketing ploy than an attempt to respect the characters. the production value was a goddamn mess.#entire arcs went unresolved#so it gave me rose tinted glasses until it all fell apart at once for me at the end#but now i have the joyful experience of watching the whole thing through knowing damn good and well it gets worse. yay#echoed voice#jn lb
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quincey thoughts, because i've defaulted to sharing stuff on a discord server and this account is looking empty;
quincey is naive, in that his view of the world is incredibly black and white and idealistic, and it just so happens that his ideals line up with 'things that would benefit quincey'. meeting shrike is actually a change, in that he learns that there are more than two sides, that the world can not change to how he believes it should be in a moment. that everything happening to him is decades in the making. quincey struggles a lot with the imperfections of the world, and that they disadvantage him specifically. he is unexpectedly extreme, as most people view him as a scholar. a learned person.
conlangs are far out of my expertise, so he doesn't have a real name, but quincey is a nickname. or more of a bastardisation of his real name.
which leads into a lot of other facts. quincey has an accent.
he wasn't fluent in the language of kirliese when he arrived at the coven—he only knew a few words, and spent his first few years learning how to write, read and speak it.
quincey had to relearn writing altogether, as he lost his dominant hand, so it was a more difficult and frustrating process. he was often taught alongside the youngest of the coven.
which he was surprisingly fine with, because he likes children. instead of being self concious, quincey saw himself as a leader and a role model, and it was a mindset that motivated him greatly.
quincey always wanted a younger sibling, but his parents were strangely resistant to the idea. they got him a dog once, except he's tragically ungifted with animals. it bit him and he's been afraid since.
he has quite a few scars from incidents with animals or from sneaking around, learning things that he really really shouldn't be learning.
#shrike & thorn#thought process kind of disappeared here#but thinking about this menace brings me great joy#he's my pathetic lil meow meow#and i give him more horrors on the daily#but also the trend of his isolation and stunted world view? of being an outsider who has to force his way in?#and given little affection in turn?#head in hands crying
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i am being Very assumptive when i say this bc i haven't seen will branner in action yet (i mean, i technically have, but that was an ensemble role in a show i saw Three Years Ago), but i now believe that if santa claus is goin' to high school ever makes a reappearance in hatchetfield, kris'll prolly be played by will.
#like come on. you can See It right?#the thought of jae!kris gives me a lot of joy but will!kris just kinda Makes Sense#from what i've gathered from folks who've seen him understudy aaron in mean girls#he's a great dancer who can do high school characters very well#so like. it just Makes Sense.#this is also assuming that will sticks around after nerdy prudes#these tags are a mess my brain is in another goddamn dimension
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now that ash has time and space powers he should go multiverse hopping
i mean he’s a huge nerd and the multiverse says that every universe must exist somewhere, so personally i think after the years he’s had he deserves a nice vacation. i think he should start off with going to the doctor who universe and meeting the doctor, and then move on to comic book universes
he can drag parvati along and she can get increasingly more exasperated with each ridiculous place he drags her to
#look i am obsessed with ash now having time and space powers and i think he should abuse them#it’s what he deserves#and the thought of ash dragging parvati along on his fangirl vacation spree bring me great joy#also i really really want him to meet the doctor it’s what he deserves#maybe he could find a dnd universe too lol#to make it more Serious he can very real and emotional conversations with all the heroes he looked up to as a kid#giving him advice on how to handle the weight he now struggles with going forward#the ash mistry chronicles#avymiir reads ash mistry#ash mistry#sarwat chadda
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I need to think out loud - feel free to ignore
#I really want to quit the event for trans day of visibility#I just don't see what I can give to the conversation#and I haven't for a while now#there is already a person that does all the posters#when I did the budget it was all wrong#half the ideas I've come up with has been having big holes#and honestly I don't think that comfortable in the group#I feel like I am back at school or university being put in a group for a project that I cannot pull out of because it will affect my grade#or the rest of the group's performance#but there's no grades#there is a performance of sort being the event#and that could still be great#but I don't feel like I have the spoons or the experience for this#I am just smiling (barely) and nodding along#yet a part of me are also scared of dropping out now#there is not a lot of time left#and so it wouldn't be fair on the other people to ditch this last minute#but would it be more fair to let me just tag along not doing anything of value?#and I should probably decide soon since we are getting closer#it is this big dark cloud over my thought rn#I am trying to concentrate on my drawing challenge yet I don't have any joy in it#because all my thoughts go to this event#I don't know what to do#I really don't want to do this#but I did say yes#and I hate tapping out and be seen as untrustworthy as well#micahs thoughts
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To the poor friends that have watched me deteriorate a bit in the tags this month: I think I know what enhanced the pain so much this year. And now that I (think) I know, I'll be more capable of dealing with it. On my own, I mean. And not at 4am in Tumblr tags because I need to scream into the void.
#my brother.#because yeah life is hard without a mom especially with I'm physically feeling with what I've got going on and she's not around to lean on#but the brother#as much of an asshole as he is. that's MY asshole. that's my little punk bitch to deal with.#that's my first best friend. my ride it die. the great person to ever see me as a person and accept me.#the first person i ever felt the need to protect. the reason i didn't give in to THOSE thoughts as a teenager.#y'all. of all the loss and betrayal I've experienced. this one is the worst.#if there's any one person that's supposed to see you through the world. that's supposed to be by your side from birth to death#it's your sibling#no one know you like that and no one ever will. i don't care how close you get to others throughout your life.#they LIVE with the disaster that was you in the middle of puberty and still decide to hang out with you as a teenager after school#they know every flaw. the ones you still have AND the ones that you grew out of. they know all the buttons to push for both anger and joy#you might be your own person. hell you SHOULD be your own person. but you have no idea how much of you is actually made up of your siblings#until they aren't there#and that. that is why this year got so much harder. they last sibling i had left is gone. 'dead to me' he said and meant#my first best friend broke my heart. left me. I've never cried like that in my life. (and it was in public too. holy shit)#i wouldn't wish this kind of pain and heartbreak on my worst enemy.#may all of you. every single one of you. always live in a world with your siblings.#no one else can lose them. it's not allowed. I've taken one for the team and I'm the only one of my friends who gets to feel like this-ever#i wish all of your siblings the longest of lives and happiness.
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Hello again. I am in need of assistance
Okay I’ll put the poll here and explain below because I know that many people’s attention spans are not long enough for my rants and that’s totally understandable so here it is:
(This is also on a moral level not just ‘who made it bad’ so keep that in mind)
Okay explanation:
Someone I know has just watched it. And is furious. If you have seen my previous posts on it you will know I was and still am very angry and I did not like the lack of. I think what we got was beautiful, until you remember the mountain of things we were promised to see and they threw it all away for the fucking man.
Anyway, we are pointing at who is to blame. Now we are different people, they are much older so they have lived through a lot more ‘bury the gays’ etc. so we have VERY different outlooks on what’s happened. But who is to blame?
Now, I blame the writers and marvel. Marvel is the main culprit: from all the interviews we have gotten since two things are very apparent to me
- Marvel forced them to change their original plan significantly
- Even what they produced was tampered with so much afterwards that it affected significant points in the finale (eg Billy’s ‘is this what happened to Nick’ was added post production and Kathryn, Aubrey and Joe acted it as if Agatha made the decision all by herself, which when you think about it it’s obvious she did and I’ve explained it in another post but the general audience won’t get that. They won’t think about any of these things and marvel knew that)
So I bet you even the actors were shocked at what was produced in the end. But that perfectly segways into their pointing finger: they blame the writers, marvel and the actors. Specifically Kathryn.
I cannot agree with this. And putting any blame on Kathryn especially is insane. But she feels very strongly about it so I am wondering: is this the reaction others have? Because I just can’t see it. They say Kathryn needs to take responsibility and she is the problem because she should have fought against it etc but… she’s the actor. And it’s so clear they changed the original source material from the start when she signed on. She is an actor. And a perfect one at that. Every single ounce of material she got she acted her ass off with. She was perfect.
Her job is not to write it. She suggests things like the naked scene because that’s her character but she can’t combat what’s added and taken away. From the interviews she has also been solely talking about Agatha and Agatha and Rio so deeply that it truly warms my heart. She knows marvel didn’t allow them the time they needed so she has been talking about the character from her heart, because she knows Agatha better than anyone, better than marvel, better than Jac etc.
And I will be honest, I am starting to dislike Jac a bit. Just out of pure annoyance. Every single interview she is saying ‘oh we did do this but we didn’t find it necessary’, ‘we did want this but we weren’t allowed’ which tells everyone that she, and the rest of the writers and marvel, did not prioritise Agatha in her own show. Yes marvel pushed her around a lot but ultimately she is the head writer. And so much of that finale had so many questions left and so little shown. That is her job.
As well as this, the constant ‘I don’t know’ and ‘I don’t think so’ has rightfully pissed me off. She is the head writer. Why the fuck doesn’t she know? And I know, I know she can’t say things that weren’t in the show but she is being very flimsy with her language and to me it is just reading as ‘we didn’t bother thinking about it so who knows’ whereas Kathryn, who isn’t the writer of the character, very much knows Agatha inside out. She listens to these questions and because of her knowledge she answers them with such honesty and love.
And she isn’t the writer! So yes, I am mad at the writers for so lazily writing a lot of Agatha’s backstory! Because even the stuff we DID get wasn’t explained! @trickofthelights and her INCREDIBLE analysis posts (I hope you don’t mind the tag your posts are just phenomenal) have shown that there were even more questions than I thought about the few scenes we did get. And I keep thinking ‘oh well this happened’ and then go, ‘NO! We should have SEEN THAT!’ these were meant to be the episodes of answers and marvel restricted the writers so much and then the writers didn’t write it adequately enough to explain the things they weren’t restricted on!
And yes, it did follow ‘bury your gays’. And the problem is, in this one specific circumstance, I didn’t mind she died. Because she’s a ghost. And in literally everything she is a ghost and then comes back. This is fucking Agatha Harkness we are talking about. She has plans beyond plans. I think she killed herself so that the problem was solved but it gave her time to think (but again… never explained) BUT BUT BUT it wasn’t written well enough for it not to follow bury your gays. And fridging frankly. Especially with the post production line. Like o have said in a previous post, my personal hatred for both problems is that they are a lazy write off. A pathetic finish. This could have had a scene in the afterlife of Agatha just sitting there thinking and we see her feelings, she talks to Rio. Or something, some interaction between the two. Because it means it isn’t the end. It isn’t a lazy finish! Because the phenomenon here is that Rio is death! So Agatha dying could have been a fun twist that brought them closer. Romantically or not they should have had one deep conversation and it would have been a perfect fit to do it once she died. But they didn’t. They did not write any of this well enough for it not to fall into ‘bury your gays’, ‘fridging’, and ‘propping up the man’. For me, it could have been beautiful and not fallen into any of those three but they didn’t handle it well enough to
BUT to blame the actors in any way is just… it isn’t right to me. And I can’t see it. But I want to help. I desperately want to say something to my friend that illuminates something but the problem is is that I am upset with the finale because of how they treated Agatha and the explanations. How the gave Billy the longest episode and more backstory for his 3 years than the main character and her 300+ that they were basically telling us we would see. Kathryn did her job and did it beautifully. And not only that, but her absolutely undying love for Agatha in interviews is so apparent and she has been answering questions definitively because we haven’t been given a lot. To me that makes her one of the shining stars in this situation but obviously there is some differing opinion.
So back to the poll, if people could give me their thoughts and if you do agree that the actors should be blamed to, it may be too much but could you comment why? Because I really want to understand to make my friend feel better and I just can’t so maybe a different angle might help? I’m autistic so sometimes I need something drilled into my head if I don’t agree with it for it to make sense. And even if you have opinions that don’t agree either then I’d love to hear them! I just wanna know what people think
Thank you to anyone who does in advance, I really appreciate it
#this is long#and I don’t really know what to do#because I have such mixed feelings still#even after a week#and her being a ghost isn’t that bad to me#solely because of the joy you can see from her#like she loves that shit#but if anyone had any opinions or helpful tips for me to give to my friend that would be great#cause I am feeling utterly useless right now#I thought having a week to think on it would help#but we also have different problems on it#which I won’t go into#but thank you in advance!#even if you just poll
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People always speak well of me even in rooms i’m not in & every negative work said about me just makes the speaker look 10x as bad.
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Everyone who meets or knows me adores me & is charmed by me so much they’re a little in love with me.
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Everyone who fumbled me as both friend & love interest regrets it every day & misses me every day & feels their life is worse without me in it. with no harm to me, so mote it be.
11:11 ☆MiracleMakeAWishComeTrueSpell🌙
Eleven-Eleven, This is a call to all angels in heaven, give me a miracle and make my wish come true!
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Like to Charge, Reblog To Cast spell
#i always have people to do all the things i want to do and they invite me#everything always works out for me exactly how i wanted or better#every day i get healthier & wealthier & happier & luckier because i flourish & grow in abundance&love&success&wellness with my every breath#i am a master manifestor and a magnet to all good things bc my life is better than a rom com#i am a magnet to successful opportunities and loving relationships#i can have a bm in 45 minutes bc my digestive system is back to how i was when i was 11#i am a successful women’s lifestyle journalist and have the job of my dreams#i have such an amazing life i frequently make stas overwhelmingly jealous#my life is as great as allie’s or better & i get 10x as many opportunities as she’s had to get & have & experience everything i want or mor#all of my wishes come true and the universe/powers that be grant me all that i ask for or better & as ive willed it so it is & so im gratef#i have friends who do cute aesthetic parties & trips with me always included just like juliette d & her friends do#i buy whatever i want because money for fun things comes to me easily in abundance#i am a successful womens magazine writer at conde nast or hearst or meredith magazines#i have a soul tribe and am surrounded by lifelong friends who adore me and really get me#I am a powerful witch whose spells & potions always work even better than intended & can manifest instantly&cast spells just w my thoughts#i have new friends who do cute aesthetic parties & trips with me & i’m always included just like juliette d & her friends do#i have that magic it quality&am as charming&magnetic&beloved as stas is 2 every1 who meets or knows me so everyone wants 2 be around me 24/#everyone who hurt me regrets how they treated me and misses me & feels the pain they caused me 10fold with no harm to me#i’m a beauty and fashion journalist by my 30th bday#every day i lose weight from fat and am achieving my ideal body of a tiny waist and hourglass figure and toned arms#my hair is healthy&shiny& does not shed excessively &grows quickly & gets lighter in color every day so its back to strawberry blonde#vic & stas miss me every day & wish they were still friends with me#i have new people and more experiences in my life that excite me and treat me wonderfully#i have a life filled with joy and magical realism & love & success & happiness & good health & fun & abundance & friendship & fulfillment#i am friends with jd & sm & rl & cmcd so i am a welcome & essential part of their friend group & included in all their activities#i am charismatic everyones drawn to me#i am in my reality of highest joy where everything always works out for me or better than i could imagine or ask for#i have a group of close female friends who make a big deal out of my birthday by my 30th bday#my intuition is very strong & gives me clear signs so i trust my own psychicness#kelly misses me & wants us to be bffs again & is a better friend to me constantly than i could ever hope for
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Chaotic fem. reader/Best friend Bakugo
"I'm ready to be a mother," you stated out of nothing.
Bakugo was obviously taken back by your comment.
"Did you see something on tiktok that made you think that?" he looked at you while you kept scrolling in your phone. "You need a partner to procreate dumbass,"
"I know I need a man to procreate, but I thought that you could help me on that one," you bit your nails, showing less interest than a rock.
He left his phone aside so he could analyze you properly if you were talking seriously or not.
"I'm not going to introduce you to my side kick, He's like twenty," he tested.
"Twenty??? I'm almost twenty eight, that's still a reasonable age gap, " you gasped because his side kick didn't look like he was twenty. You thought that he would at least be twenty-three.
"No it's not"
After almost ten years of being friends, Bakugo was so used to your shit. The time that you wanted to go surfing? He laughed at your face when you didn't make it to the ocean because you were afraid of sharks. What about the time when you wanted a hamster? He said no, but you got it anyway, so when you lost it, obviously, he gave you shit about it, but after that, he was on all four looking for your little pet in the dorms.
"Fine." That wasn't your main goal, so you let it go. "Actually, I was thinking of you doing a quick hand job in my bathroom and giving me your sperm"
The silence between the two of you couldn't be more unbearable. Bakugo's eyes twisted in your direction while his cheeks were slowly growing a clear shade of rose.
"What? No!"
He was absolutely losing it. The impact of your sayings got him standing from his seat, almost panting. You and him? In his best dreams, but you didn't need to know about his secret intentions.
"Think about it. It's a great idea." You stepped out of your couch and went to his side.
"How are you going to explain that your kid has similar features with your best friend?" he flinched when you approached him. You were so close that your scent invaded him whole.
Bakugo was trying with all his heart and mind to think logically, but you, your body next to him, and your puppy eyes were making it so hard, in both ways.
"I don't know, and I don't care, I'll run away from the country, and you'll never see us again"
You were one of the best students from UA, right after him and Yaoyorozu, but right now, he was doubting if it was just an act.
"That's so clever." he rolled his eyes at you and walked to the kitchen to grab a glass of water, hoping that you would drop the subject and hop onto another like getting a bunny or going sky diving.
"I know, right? Now go in there, do the nasty job, and I'll put it inside of me, I'll even turn my body upside down so it sticks, " you jolted in joy, missing his usual sarcasm.
He almost spilled the water from his mouth to your face.
"Who the fuck told you that?" he spated obnoxiously.
"Kaminari," you shrugged.
"Are you even listening to yourself!?"
When he thought that that couldn't get any worse, you named the only person who could make him go crazy just by opening his mouth.
"I'm desperate. It made sense when he told me"
He could believe anything at this point. He was actually thinking that he was dead because what was happening between you two was a complete nonsense.
"So you are telling me this is something you've had in mind for a while?
You simply nodded, and he stayed quiet, considering everything you said. He wasn't looking for anything serious because of you. He passed for all seven stages of grief when he realized that he was in love with you and your silliness, so he decided long ago that he wouldn't date anyone because he wasn't interested in anyone but you.
"I know that look on your face," you smiled and danced around the kitchen.
You weren't looking for anyone either. Having Bakugo as a male figure in your life left the bar very high for others to match. They didn't meet your expectations anymore like Bakugo did, always by your side, laughing at your bad jokes and giving you his hand when you most needed, buying food and cooking for you, he has even bought you flowers for half a decade on valentine's day, a large bouquet of red roses every year since then.
"I'll do it," he told you, and you jumped excited on him. He grabbed you by your thighs, catching you on the fly. "Two conditions"
"Yeah, just name it," you batted your eyes at him.
"I'll take you on a proper date first, and you won't run away with my kid, got it?"
Bakugo thought that he was only doing you a favor, but he never saw coming that it only took one date to make you fall for him in the way he always wanted.
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