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Falls the Shadow
Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Joker (DCU)/Bruce Wayne Characters: Joker (DCU), Bruce Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Jim Gordon, Batfamily Members, Original Characters, Jeannie (The Killing Joke) Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Character Study, Psychological Horror, Psychosis, Depression, Suicide Attempt, Joker in the Batcave, a "can't live with him can't live without him" dilemma, that Bruce manages in stellar ways, and by that I mean... he tries, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Murder, Angst, Blood and Gore, Violence, Self-Harm, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary: When Joker, unhinged and hurting like nothing else before, attempts to drown it all out and throw himself into that fateful vat of acid againā¦ Batman catches him. Somehow, this proves to be the easiest part of what comes next.
Or, Gotham ā as unforgiving as ever ā forces Joker to face a crucial piece of the person he used to be. Haunted by his own past, Joker begins to unravel.
[gasp] An update? To Falls the Shadow? In the year of our Lord 2023? Yes, somehow the stars have aligned!
#in other entirely unsurprising news I am also procrastinating something important!#the stars are my responsibilities#it's funny how both my multi chaptered works exist because of my existential academic dread#batjokes#batjokes fanfic#my writing
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thanks @chipper-smol for getting me ISAT i will be so irresponsible with the looping
#the real reason why you arent allowed to do this in game is because the dev knew we'd be nowhere close to finish it if we could#too much power and not enough responsibility etc etc. i dont even know if siffrin would want to stop looping once he figures out he can#do this. āstardust do you want to get out of the fucking loop or not stop smothering yourself on the fighters jugsā LMAOOO#i havent played it yet bc im gonna go in blind and stream it on call so 3 other ppl can watch me cry like a weenie in real time#my art#myart#in stars and time#isat#isat isabeau#isat siffrin#isabeau#siffrin#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isafrin#shitpost#i am. so fucking sorry
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"I can't not hate you for that, a little"
#captain rex#star wars#the clone wars#aviiart#hello i got mad and drew a thing instead of attending to my responsibilities#what was i thinking when i drew this? absolutely nothing#caption is a quote from night in the woods#which is a very solid game btw would absolutely recommend#no sketch for this one just sat down screamed at nothing and then rawdogged the rendering#somehow worked out ok tho
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911: Lone Star | Tarlos Kisses (S1 -> S4)
ā³ for @herefortarlos
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#my gifs#long post#tarlos kisses#there's a lot of gifs in this but I was SUMMONED! in the tags!š¤#so I don't take responsibility for the scrolling it's gonna take people to get past this post lolol direct all complaints elsewhere#these are the Proper kisses. not included here are: adorable forehead kisses. cheek pecks. sneaky neck snuggle kisses etc#tell me which one is your FAAAAVE!#gif request or suggestion#tw: food
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sleepy
#honkai star rail#my art#dan heng's immediate response is always ānoā but then he caves in like 10 seconds later
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first time in the gardening room
#in stars and time#auuh character tags. all of them.#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat bonnie#god. anyways my brains response to artblock was to say ''hey go draw these 2d characters at a weird angle they dont usually exist in''#''also slap a background in there''#like. sure boss. are you gonna give me dopamine for doing that tho. are you.#myart
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Alpha-17 and Obi-Wan being friends (derogatory) on 17's part and friends (threatening) on Obi-Wan's part is such an underrated dynamic
They could be so funny and terrifying, like Obi-Wan went through a soul shredding experience with Alpha-17 as his only company. They're friends because what else are you gonna be after you witness each other at absolute rock bottom from torture.
It's like 'dog put in cage of cheetah who's threatening to go crazy', except the dog is a grizzly bear and also threatening to go crazy.
Emotional support trooper except the trooper in question has never done any sort of supporting in his life and is actively an emotional distress trooper to a great number of the CC batch.
I want them texting everyday, I want Obi-Wan mailing handmade BFF bracelets to Alpha and Alpha sending pics back of him flipping off the camera but still wearing them, I want Alpha using Obi-Wan to keep track of and occasionally terrorize his cadets, I want 17 ending problems in the GAR (like Krell) before they begin because Obi-Wan has him shipped out on a personal transport at the first opportunity, decked out with slug-throwers Obi-Wan got him for his decant-day.
Natborn officers think this is all just an odd indulgence of General Kenobi, the Vode, however, correctly identify it as a goddamn threat and their danger assessment of Obi-Wan ticks up significantly.
When Alpha arrives on Kamino, Shaak Ti presses a shiny new comm into his hand. It has the Jedi Order symbol painted onto it alongside a smiley face sticker, and it pings immediately with a new message: Hello! I hope you're settling in well!
Alpha stares at the message, stares at the singular contact named 'OWK' and then stares Shaak Ti in the eye as he pitches the comm straight into the ocean. Shaak Ti's serene smile only grows larger as she calmly reaches into her robes and pulls out an identical comm, only this one has a frowny face sticker, and presses it into his hand. It lights up: I'm afraid we've bonded, Alpha :). Alpha shuts it off and pockets it with resignation.
Cody arrives on Alpha-17's personal recommendation.
A-17: He's the most difficult little bastard I have. You're perfect for each other. OWK: Thank you, he's very handsome :3 A-17: No. Stop.
The first thing he asks once he gets comfortable is who his general is texting so much that has him swinging his legs and twirling his hair. Cody assumes it's Anakin, given they seem joint at the hip anyway, but little does he know Obi-Wan's ability to consistently have the Weirdest Relationships Ever.
"Oh, it's Alpha-17, I understand you're familiar with each other?" Hmm. OK. Cody.exe is experiencing a processing error, please hold. He exits the room instead of answering. The next day he peeks over the General's shoulder when he's texting and sees walls of rambling messages from Obi-Wan. Alpha-17 replies every hour with a single text: Lose this number. Obi-Wan giggles. "He's so funny." he says.
When Obi-Wan meets the rest of the CC batch, Cody makes sure to stand perfectly angled so that he can record the reactions when his general cuts off their introductions with "Oh, no need, Alpha-17's told me all about you." It's always immediate FEAR.JPG followed by a slow spiral of What The Fuck.
What do you mean by that General. What does that mean Cody. What do you mean they text. No. Cody. What the fuck is happening, Cody. Alpha-17 doesn't have friends he has enemies and enemies he tolerates enough not to shoot on sight.
OWK: Wolffe reached for his vambrace? when I mentioned you A-17: That's where he keeps his spare knife. OWK: Hm that does explain the way he eyed me up, ambitious. A-17: Clearly not enough, he should have followed through. I taught them better.
#alpha obi wan and cody are so powerful together they could win the war or start an entirely new one. who knows :)#i fully think 17 awakens the feral cat part of obi wan thats been dormant since qui gon died and he had to become a responsible brotherdad#like at last someone to scruff him by the neck and call him stupid its very familiar to obi wan it brings back memories#fully on my 'obi wan has the weirdest relationship dynamics ever' agenda#obi wan is a lying liar who loves lying and the biggest lie is that he's the only normal well-adjusted one here. no. he is SO deeply strang#obi wan kenobi#star wars#alpha 17#commander cody
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Lost boys
#mayhem art#star wars#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker fanart#obi wan kenobi fanart#star wars art#this one was sitting in my drafts for about a month. idk why I was holding onto it -cries- anyway#this is shortly after Qui-Gon's death. Both of their lives just got flipped upside down. Anakin is traumatized by having to leave#his mother behindā then his Master's sudden deathā and he's left with no certainty in his future.#Obi-Wan just witnessed his Master dieā helplesslyā then having to take care of this little human in his Master's steadā meanwhile feeling#wholly inadequate to be so suddenly knighted let alone immediately becoming a Master and taking responsibility for another being.#Both of them losing the constants in their lives. left uprooted. the only anchoring point being each other.#I imagine Obi-Wan wouldn't reach out to Anakin firstā but if Anakin expressed compassion with himā griefā and his need to feel secureā#Obi-Wan wouldn't turn him away#this was just my excuse to give them a proper soothing hug in their time of mourning
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Oh wow I wonder who this obās favorite character is
#okay Iām done#Iāve been doodling#a lot#Iāve procrastinated long enough I need to face my responsibilities now#ye-#my art#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#in stars and time
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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.
#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot#and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't#be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop#and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder#how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and#demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be#mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.
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It's a human vice you might want to try one day. Keeps you sharp. ā Kathryn Janeway, 5x15 āDark Frontierā
#star trek#star trek voyager#star trek prodigy#st voy#st pro#Kathryn Janeway#Kate Mulgrew#*trekedit#*#partially responsible for my caffeine addiction so this was inevitable#but first! coffee
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Hooking up and having fun with a cute girl, this definitely will not have consequences :)
[PRINT] - [COMMISSIONS]
For the uncensored art, you can either find it on my inprint or bluesky
Process and usual rambling below vvv
Also quick reminder, in sw 1 maul is 22 and obi wan 25 :)
Ok so this fucking drawing beat my ass fkfjckcn it took me a whole week (I usually manage to do a detailed colored illustration like this in 3 or 4 days), and I hated it for 6 of those days. I was kind of art blocked, and I decided to brute force this by hitting my head again the wall that was this fucking drawing until it worked- and it did ! After 2 failed attempts, and immense frustration at every step of the way <3
I find the older obimaul (around 50yo) dynamic much more compelling, because of the whole baggage desperation loneliness it has going for it, but after failing to draw it (this time, I will come back to it one day)- I decided to settle for the second best obimaul dynamic : young strangers hooking up ! No baggage yet, only fun :)
So they are drinking caned bear in a cheap hotel room (I imagine Coruscant having capsule hotels, being an overpopulated city planet ! Even tho I made it way bigger than a regular one-) to escape responsibilities and just enjoy a good time ! There is no chance to develop an unhinged hatred-obssession-love onesided dynamic here haha :)))
The yuri is not yet toxic, but we'll get there
PS : this is t4t btw :) because @quijicroix is a genius and pointed out the potential of the "of course I know him, he is me" line for a trans obi wan <3 you can also thank them for the tasteful Palpatine censoring
PPS : I've never seen the 3d animated clone wars show, this is only based on the movies.
#Escaping responsibilities romeo and julliette style (on a budget)#star wars sapphic au#darth maul#obi wan kenobi#obimaul#jedi padawan#sith lord#star wars#star wars prequels#star wars the phantom menace#lesbian#art#my art#digital art#fanart#star wars fanart#darth maul fanart#obi wan kenobi fanart#cw alcohol
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Sloop! Sloopis! Isaloop! Suck that spikey face!!
SIR YES SIR š«”
#rose printed glasses#in stars and time#requested#call & response#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#sifloop#isaloop#isifloop#the little titles are my funny little tags for them <3#dont worry about gtthe fact the first one is a completely different vibe. I totally did not do that a week ago and come back to finish rn#absolutely nottttt <3
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I... I thought we'd never meet again...!
Happy belated birthday Sheep!! @natsukishinomiyaswife
Thank you for always being such a great friend and creating such incredible pieces of writing, you are truly a blessing to the Twisted Wonderland fandom š©·šš©· (and just from myself, you've been feeding me such great Jamimayu content I don't even have the words to express how grateful I am š„¹)
The art is based on your Treydia AU (with @/cheerleadermanās outfit design for Lydia) and although I know Lydia goes back to her own world in the end, I can still hope for a reunion between them one day, right? This is a world of magic after all, surely some rules can be changed...
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#trey clover#twst oc#lydia sweet#others ocs#this ones for you sheep this is the first time ive ever drawn trey#i hope i did him justice#there was a discussion between me and a friend abt what colour treys phone case would be and we concluded#plain black like a dad's phone /j#or maybe he doesn't even have a case....terrifying thought#he just thinks he'll never drop it#he's responsible like that#i can't believe i actually made it before his groovy dropped#the stars really aligned
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Y'know what would be funny? If a Codywan fic made Obi-wan and Cody's relationship so fucking obvious even Anakin picked up on it, AND THAT'S NOT ALL.
It makes Anakin actually t a l k to Obi-wan about the Councils feelings in relationships, as truly, I fully believe the 'No attachments' rule is a bit more complex then that.
And this just, it just fucks Palps plans, because now Anakin is actually coming to his former Master about shit and learning. Maybe he doesn't end up killing to tuskens? (I dunno how you could justify/talk it away(you can't, it was murder of the highest caliber))
It's just- Anakin sees his Master, whom he thought was just a massive stick in the mud, being an absolute obvious idiot with his Commander- and it makes a few of his unused braincells start rubbing together again.
Obi-wan is glad his former padawan is reaching out to him again. Cody is happy Obi-wan is happy- now if only he could get Anakin to stop being a shithead. Anakin is confused, but getting there. And Palps is cursing his fucking face off as two dudes really liking each other's faces are fucking all his plans up.
Order 66 doesn't happen, because some magic bullshit I can't think up right now. Maybe Obi-wan kissed Cody so well it broke the chip in his brain and he had to go to medical where they learned about it(the chips).
I just, think it would be really fucking funny okay? Let me have this.
#writing#writing ideas#star wars#obi wan kenobi#fanfic idea#commander cody#codywan fanfic idea#cody x obi wan#obi wan x cody#codywan#star wars tcw#star wars anakin#star wars the clone wars#crack fic#humor#dont listen to me im sleep deprived#everything is funny when your sleeo deprived#someone come take my phone#im not being responsible with the post button
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unintentional subtext is not queerbaiting. intentional subtext is not queerbaiting. queercoding is not queerbaiting. queer themes are not queerbaiting. queer themes in works by cishet creators are still not queerbaiting. writers of any gender identity/sexual orientation seeing fans pick up on queer themes and intentionally playing up those themes as much as they can get away with are not queerbaiting. chemistry between actors is not queerbaiting. chemistry between actors who then decide itās more interesting that way and lean into it is not queerbaiting. a real cishet person behaving in ways that do not perfectly and completely fit with your idea of what cishet people of their gender are supposed to be is not queerbaiting. I am going to scream
#this post is dedicated to the star trek posts I have had to see with my own two eyes calling garashir (!) and kirk/spock (!!!!) queerbaiting#and to the people in spn fandom who reinvented gender essentialism when misha collins said he was straight by accusing him#of having spent 10+ years queerbaiting i.e. not conforming to their highly circumscribed mental image of heterosexual masculinity#I know I am far from the first person to complain about how we should have the word 'queerbaiting' taken away#until we learn how to use it responsibly but oh my godddddddd it's so annoying#jules.txt
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