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Summary: Bucky hates you. Until he doesn't.
Warnings: enemies to lovers, mommy kink, sub Bucky, dom reader, oral sex (m and f), teasing, begging not cum, orgasm denial, p in v, unprotected sex, leather cuffs, color system
AN: My Valentine's Day fic this year also serves as my entry for @the-slumberparty week one I Spy challenge! I used the diamond necklace and leather cuffs. Also, this fic fills the enemies to lovers space (G3) on my @allcapsbingo bingo card!
Bucky had always hated you. Ever since you walked into the compound, showing off and flaunting all your assets. You were a good fighter; you didn't need to shove it in everyone's faces all the time. Every time he walked past the gym and saw you sitting on Sam's chest, pinning him down again, an ugly emotion coursed through Bucky. Your triumphant smile made him want to rip you off of Sam and show you a taste of your own medicine. But he always kept walking, doing his best to ignore you.Â
He didn't think it was possible to hate you even more. But once again, you proved him wrong in that department. You were late. Very late. Bucky paced around the loft he had been living in undercover. He was dressed in a tailored black suit, his hair slicked back, perfectly in place. The mission called for him to pose as an art collectorâwith deep pockets and dark habits. He had been alone here for a month, slowly gaining the trust of the key players, and tonight was the night he was finally going to get the critical piece of information he needed. But there had been a hiccup. His mark, Zakaria Tate, had invited him to dinner. Not just any dinner, a Valentine's dinner. Date required. Bucky had begged Sam to send Yelena; her no-nonsense attitude would have made this super easy, but he declined. Bucky would have preferred that Sam himself joined him tonight over you. But Sam simply laughed and told him to suck it up. You were the only choice.Â
Bucky rechecked his watch just as you burst through his front door, again proving him wrong. Because he hated you even more in the crimson dress that hung to you like it was your skin.Â
"Donât say it, Barnes. I know.â You pushed past him, heading toward the kitchen and pouring yourself a glass of wine.Â
âYouâre late,â Bucky said through grit teeth. He stalked over to you and ripped the glass from your hand.Â
You rolled your eyes, taking a long pull from the wine bottle instead. âItâs not my fault. This ridiculous lingerie took way too much work to get into.âÂ
Bucky tensed, his eyes immediately moving from your face to scan your body. âWhâwhy would youââ
You shrugged, picking up the gift box you had walked in with. âIt helps sell the part. If we were really dating. And you were really taking me out for Valentineâs. And you were really giving me that gift over there.â You paused to point at the jewelry box Bucky had waiting by the front door. âThen I would really fuck you stupid at the end of the night.âÂ
You smiled at him as you walked past, stroking his arm lightly with your hand.Â
Bucky swallowed thickly, turning to watch the sway of your ass. He hated how easily you made him feel like this. Like he would drop to his knees and do whatever you asked of him just for a taste.Â
**Â
To Buckyâs surprise, the dinner was going well. Zakaria loved you. That wasnât surprising; everyone loved you except for him. But the character he was playing didâhe needed to act the part. He swallowed his stubbornness and inched closer to you, wrapping his arm around your waist. You smiled at him before placing a kiss on his cheek.Â
âOh, there he is, my loving boyfriend. Thought you forgot youâre supposed to want to touch me.âÂ
âSorry, Iâm not that good of an actor,â Bucky muttered.Â
You ignored him and turned back to the conversation at the table. Despite his snarky comeback, Bucky couldnât help the shiver that went through him in response to your touch. Your voice low in his ear was something he could get used to.Â
Fuck.Â
No.Â
But his body was already reacting, squeezing your hip to pull you closer. You nuzzled into his side and placed your hand on his big thigh.Â
Bucky took a deep inhale; he could do this. He knew what you were doing and would not let you ruffle him.Â
But as soon as he relaxed, your thumb began slowly stroking his thigh. It was innocentâif he didnât know you better. He gave you a sharp warning, but you wouldnât look at him. Such a simple movement should not have had him turning to breathing exercises to keep himself from begging you to touch him more.Â
As if you could read his thoughts, your hand glided down to his knee and back, and again and again. It was becoming more challenging for Bucky to focus on what anyone at the table was saying and even harder to keep his eyes from stealing glances down your dress. He couldnât help it, he had the perfect view, and he wanted to know what color your lingerie wasâin the dark lighting, it looked red, and his cock swelled.Â
Shit.Â
âBabyââ you giggled when Bucky finally looked up from your tits. âZakaria wants to see what you got me.âÂ
âOhâof course.â Bucky shook the lust off and handed you the jewelry box. âHappy Valentineâs Day, sweetheart.âÂ
God, his voice sounded like he had swallowed knives.Â
Get it together.Â
Genuine surprise flashed across your face as you picked up the glittering diamond necklace. Everyone at the table gasped in awe. That was the reaction Bucky had hoped for.Â
âGo on, put it on her.â Zakaria urged.Â
Bucky blushed as you turned your back to him and swept your hair out of the way. His hand was shaking as he drew the necklace around your neck; his fingers left a trail of goosebumps on your skin. Once he got it clasped, you turned to him and stuck your chest out. âHow does it look?âÂ
Buckyâs mouth watered as he looked at the diamonds glittering against your skin. The necklace dipped into your cleavage, and Bucky could see your nipples pebbled through the thin fabric of your dress. He hated how hard you made his cock. Hated that you would never do anything about it. Hated that he was always destined to imagine you fucking him while he stroked his cock alone.Â
Zakaria laughed, âI think our friend may be ready to leave our company.âÂ
Fuck, was he being that transparent?Â
âNot before dessert,â you said, smiling mischievously.Â
Bucky wasnât prepared for your lips to collide with his. You did it so fast; he wasnât sure what had happened. By the time his brain caught up and he registered the soft warmth of your lips, you were already pulling back to whisper in his ear.Â
âIf I liked you, Barnesââ you sighed longingly, the heat of your breath tickling his ear.Â
Bucky stared at you wide-eyed and begged silently for you to finish your thought. He needed itâfor later.Â
The entire time you ate your dessert, Bucky could only think about what you had left unsaid. What would you do if you liked him? What did you want to do to him?Â
You threw back the last of your drink and suddenly flopped into Buckyâs lapâpretending to be the love-drunk girlfriend you were playing. You giggled, and Bucky helped you sit up; you used his leverage to scoot yourself into his lap. Bucky froze as your eyes snapped to his when your ass felt his sizeable bulge.Â
âOh, you fucking wish,â you whispered against his lips, that glint that Bucky hated so much in your eyes.Â
Your smile looked predatory, and as hard as Bucky tried to find the hate inside himself that would allow him to push you off or at least come back with a witty response, all he could do was swallow down a whimper.Â
Your smile grew, and you pushed your chest against him while your fingers ran through his hair. âIs thisââ you circled your hips to emphasize what you were referencing, âwhy you hate me so much? You just wanna fuck me?â
âStop,â Bucky begged quietly; his grip on your waist tightened, but you kept squirming.Â
âBe a good boy, and Iâll go easy on you the rest of the night.âÂ
Bucky couldnât help himself, his hips pushed up against you, and he cursed under his breath. Your eyes darkened, and Bucky knew he had indeed given himself away now. Usually, a comment like that would have gotten you a death glare and probably an ugly name thrown your way. But it had all been a mask, all of it. Because he wanted this. Too much.Â
Suddenly you stood up. âWeâre leaving. Thank you so much, Zakaria. It was lovely.âÂ
You hauled Bucky to his feet, and the protest Zakaria had started to give died on her tongue when she saw the obvious reason for his quick exit.Â
âHave fun, you two; donât be strangers.âÂ
Bucky didnât even care that he had got nothing out of this dinner other than a raging hard-on. He couldnât think past how your hips moved as you marched out of the restaurant. You didnât stop once you were outside, and Bucky worried that he had completely fucked this up and made a jackass of himself.Â
âWait! Where are you going?!â Bucky jogged to catch up to you.Â
âBack to the loft. Canât talk here.âÂ
Bucky kept his mouth shut and followed you. Maybe you had noticed something he didnâtâsince you were actually working the mission instead of acting like a horny teenager. As he followed you, he replayed the night, searching for something he missed, but all he could remember was you. He didnât even realize you were back in the loft until you slammed the door shut and pushed him up against it.Â
âWhat the fuck, Barnes?âÂ
âWhâwhat?â Bucky tried not to rut his hips against you but failed when your grip on his wrists tightened.Â
âThis whole time? I thought you hated meââ
âI do,â Bucky groaned. âHate that I canât have you.âÂ
Your brows furrowed. âSo you just decided to be a dick?âÂ
âHad to,â Bucky said breathlessly. âIf I didnât pretend that you make me so unbearably horny, I would have begged you to fuck me every goddamn mission.âÂ
Buckyâs face fell into a pout when you let him go and took a few steps back. You were gonna leave. Probably laugh in his face first and then leave him like this, hard and desperate.Â
âSo do it. Beg.â You stuck out your hip and crossed your arms to emphasize your breasts.Â
Bucky stood stunned for a moment, still not sure if you were being serious.Â
You sighed, irritated, and started to move toward the exit. Bucky immediately dropped to his knees. He wasnât going to let you go that easily.Â
âPlease.âÂ
Bucky licked his lips nervously, not really sure what else to say. Your brow rose, unimpressed and expecting more.Â
âIâm sorry, please; I want you so bad.âÂ
âWhat do you want from me, baby boy?âÂ
Bucky finally looked up at you, and the view made him groan. This is how he wanted to be all the time, on his knees, looking up at you. He needed to answer you before you got mad, but he didn't know what to ask for first; he wanted everything.Â
âWant you to fuck me,â Bucky hated how needy he sounded, but he couldnât help it.Â
You smiled and stepped forward, tipping his head back. âIâll think about it.âÂ
Panic was evident on Buckyâs face, he knew it, but all you did was laugh before lifting your leg and placing it over his shoulder.Â
âSee if you can earn it.âÂ
Oh god.Â
With a trembling hand, Bucky slid your short dress up your thighs slowly, mentally preparing himself for the sight of your coveted cunt. Nothing could have prepared him, and as soon as he saw your crotchless red panties, he whimpered and gripped your thigh harder.Â
âCan I use my mouth?â He asked, eyes wide with hope.Â
âOf course, you can, baby.âÂ
âThank you, mommy,â Bucky stuck his head under your dress before he could see the shock and pleasure on your face.Â
The sting in his scalp spurred him on as your grip tightened and you pressed him closer to your heat. His tongue moved urgently, and every time you made a pleasured noise, he moaned against your clit.Â
âIâm close, baby, donât stop,â your breathy sigh spurred Bucky to slide his hands up your thighs and grip your hips. He pulled you even closer, sliding his warm tongue into you over and over.Â
âFuck yes, baby boy, fuck me, fuck me.â Your hips moved frantically, using his nose to stimulate your clit.Â
Bucky could have cried; this was fucking bliss. He quickly unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down, desperate to stroke himself in time with his tongue.Â
âI didnât say you could touch your cock,â you said breathlessly, and Bucky whimpered. He was desperate for some kind of relief, but he was afraid to disobey you. Instead, he moved his hand out of his pants and gripped your ass hard, fucking you even deeper with his tongue. He didnât stop until you came so hard he had to hold you up so you wouldnât fall.Â
Bucky tried to remain patient while you lowered your leg and patted his head condescendingly. He was still afraid you would leave at any moment.Â
âThat was good, baby.âÂ
Bucky blushed, looking up at you hopefully. His hands were clenched at his sides to keep from touching himself.Â
âGo to the bedroom and take all your clothes off.â
Bucky scrambled to his feet, ignoring your chuckle as he raced to the bedroom, peeling his clothes off.Â
Thankfully, you didnât make him wait long; you walked into the room and only paused momentarily to check him out.Â
âHelp me out of this dress, baby.âÂ
Bucky slid the zipper of your dress down quickly, almost breaking it. The silk puddled at your feet, and Bucky growled, low and deep, at the sight of you before him. You moved away too soon for his liking, directing him to lie on the bed.Â
âYou never opened my gift.âÂ
Bucky held his breath as you crawled over him. You sat on his chest and opened the gift for him. Buckyâs eyes went wide as he looked at the black leather cuffs inside.Â
âOriginally, I bought them as a joke. ButâŚâ
âYes. Please.â Bucky held his wrists out to you excitedly.Â
âYou know the colors?âÂ
When Bucky nodded, you kissed his wrists before placing the cuffs on him.Â
âThis is gonna be fun,â you smiled wickedly at him before sitting back so you could unhook your bra. You removed it slowly, enjoying Buckyâs gaze and how he worried his lip every time you almost removed it completely.Â
âMommy, please!â He finally whined, and you threw the bra to the floor.Â
Bucky reached his cuffed hands out, but you moved out of his reach. âShould have thought about that before you said yes, baby boy.âÂ
You grabbed his joined wrists and lifted them over his head, putting your breasts in reach of his hungry mouth.Â
It was hard, but Bucky resisted, thrusting his hips in the air as he groaned. âPlease, can I?âÂ
God, his lips practically brushed against your nipple as he spoke.Â
âCan you what?â You teased.Â
Bucky squirmed, frustrated, and unable to think with all his blood now in his swollen, ignored cock. âTits. Wantââ Bucky groaned as you lowered yourself even more. âWanna suck your tits,â he rushed out in one breath.Â
âGo ahead, baby.âÂ
Buckyâs tongue flicked over your nipple quickly before he sucked it into his mouth. His hips pistoned into the air as he sucked. He moved to the next one, giving it the same treatment.Â
âIs there something else you need from me, baby?âÂ
Bucky whined, your breast still in his mouth and his eyes watery.Â
You sat up and ran your finger over his pouting lips. âWhat else do you need, baby? Use your words.â
âNeedââ Buckyâs breath caught as he looked at you, naked except for the diamond necklace around your neck and nuzzled between your breasts. âNeed you to touch me.âÂ
âCome on, you can do better than that.âÂ
Bucky frowned, a confused look on his face.Â
âI know youâve got filthy, dirty thoughts in that big cyborg brain of yours. Come on.âÂ
âOh god, Iââ Bucky closed his eyes, trying to find some confidence. âI need you to touch my cock. Put it in your tight pussy and come all over me. Need you to make me come, mommy, wanna come inside you, fuck.âÂ
âThatâs better, baby.â You kissed his chest, slowly dragging your lips down until you reached his throbbing cock.Â
You didnât show it, but you were just as wound up as he was. It would be so satisfying to slide him inside you now. Fuck him fast and frantic until you both came way too quickly. Maybe next time. For now, you needed to make him work for it. And maybe pay him back for being such a dick to you. You let your saliva dribble over the crown of his cock and stroked him lightly to spread it. He was already so wound up that simple action had him thrusting off the bed.Â
You couldnât resist pushing him further, sucking on his tip while your hand moved faster, and you rolled his balls gently.Â
âOh fuck! Yes! God, donât stop!âÂ
You didnât, only removing your mouth long enough to ask him if he wanted to come. A resounding yes made you chuckle. Poor boy.Â
âDo you wanna come, or do you wanna stick your fat cock in my little pussy?âÂ
You didnât give him time to think as your mouth wrapped around his tip again, and his mind went blank.Â
âBucky, I asked you a question.â
âBoth?â He tried but knew it was pointless.Â
âChoose, or Iâll choose for you.âÂ
Bucky hesitated, your mouth felt so fucking good, and he had imagined coming down your throat so many times. He was already so close it would only take a few more strokes, and heâd be there.Â
He groaned, sagging against the bed. âWant your pussy.âÂ
But you didnât stop; you took him deeper in your mouth and sucked hard.Â
âWant your pussy!â Bucky gasped as suddenly he was in your throat, and you were swallowing around him.Â
Was this a test? He didnât think he was going to pass. His balls were heavy with need, and your tongue was coaxing him to the brink faster and faster.Â
âPlease, mommy! Iâm gonna come! Please stop,â Bucky gasped, hands clenched tightly as he fought the oncoming orgasm. âOh,â he drew the word out long and needy. âPlease, Iâll come; stop, please.â He was so close now he could almost taste the pleasure.Â
That was when you stopped, pulling your mouth off of him slowly and giving his crown one more good lick.Â
âYou did so good, baby boy.â You straddled him, running your wet pussy over his dick before pushing his tip inside. âLetâs see how long you last inside me.âÂ
Buckyâs mind went blank as you slid down his length. You looked so perfect, perched on his cock with nothing but diamonds on your sexy body. He couldnât breathe.Â
Your ass met his thick thighs, and Bucky groaned. âSoâgood,â he sounded drunk.Â
âDonât come.âÂ
That was the only warning he got before your hands found his thighs, and you began fucking yourself on his throbbing cock.Â
âYouâre so big, baby. Iâm gonna come so hard.â You threw your head back, working your hips even faster.Â
Bucky tasted blood in his mouth; he was biting his tongue, trying his best to keep from filling you up.Â
Your hand drifted down your body, and Bucky had to close his eyes when you started rubbing your clit.Â
âMommy, IâIâm gonna come, please.âÂ
âYouâre not allowed.âÂ
âButââ Bucky groaned as you moved your hands to his chest and fucked him faster.Â
âThis is what you asked for, baby boy. You wanted to be balls deep inside me. Wanted me to fuck you.âÂ
Bucky couldnât argue. So he squeezed his eyes shut and tried his best to hold back. Even as you came, moaning his name and squeezing his cock like a vice, he didnât come.Â
A tear ran down his cheek as you came down from your high.Â
âLook at me, pretty boy.â You leaned forward and wiped the tear from his cheek. âYou were so good for me.âÂ
Bucky sniffled as your lips brushed against his. âIâm sorry I was a jerk.âÂ
âOh, Bucky,â you cupped his cheek and looked him in the eye. âI always liked you too. Only you. Iâm sorry I was a pain in the ass.âÂ
You kissed him then, slow and deep. Bucky felt bad, but he broke out of the cuffs and gently moved you to lay on your back. He held your face as he kissed you back, stroking your tongue with his and holding you close. His cock throbbed angrily inside you, but you hadnât given him permission to move.Â
Your hand moved from his hair to his ass, grabbing it tightly. âFuck me, Bucky.âÂ
Buckyâs hips punched forward. âIâI canât. Iâll come.âÂ
He looked so disappointed.Â
âI believe in you. Fuck me.â You spread your legs wide for him, and he dropped his forehead to rest on yours.Â
âI hate you.â But you both knew now that he didnât mean it.Â
He kept you close while he moved his hips slowly, building up speed and keeping his thrusts as deep as he could.Â
âDonât stop,â you groaned when he started to slow down.Â
âGonna come,â he mumbled against your lips.Â
âHavenât earned it,â you huffed back. âFuck me. Hard.âÂ
Gathering the little self-control Bucky had left, he lifted himself onto his knees and grabbed your hips, pistoning into you as hard as he could manage.Â
He shouldnât have, but his hand reached out to squeeze one of your bouncing breasts.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck! Please, gotta stop.âÂ
You ignored him, arching your back and pushing your chest out. Bucky growled, quickly descending on your breasts with his mouth. Sucking one while he squeezed the other. His hips moved frantically, losing his rhythm.Â
âPlease, mommy, can I stop?â His voice was muffled against your chest.Â
Your response was to wrap your legs around his waist tightly. He groaned, trying to think about something other than how wet and warm you were around him. You didnât make it easy.Â
âFuck my little pussy, yeah, fuck, fuck, baby, mommyâs coming.âÂ
Your walls spasmed around him, and Buckyâs hot tears fell onto your chest as he held on for dear life, silently begging to stop before he spilled his seed inside you.
âCome, baby,â you said through deep breaths as your high faded.Â
Bucky barely managed to ask where before he was pounding into you. When you said, âinside, come in my pussy.â Buckyâs hands moved to your ass, gripping it tight as he fucked into your warm, tight cunt frantically as if he was afraid youâd change your mind.Â
âThank you, thank you, mommy, pussy feels so good,â he whined, grinding deeper as his orgasm overtook him. He froze for a moment, gasping and groaning against your neck as he came harder than he ever had before. But soon, he was slowly fucking his come deeper into you, whispering praises against the column of your throat.Â
Your hand ran through his hair, and he nuzzled deeper.Â
âIf I had known the serum kept you hard after orgasm, I would have let you come sooner.âÂ
âFuck you,â Bucky groaned, punching his hips forward to make you gasp.Â
âYou liked it,â you giggled.Â
âFucking loved it, never wanna leave your pussy.âÂ
âKeep fucking me like that and calling me your mommy, and Iâll let you fuck me as much as you want.â
âHappy fucking Valentineâs Day to me,â Bucky whispered incredulously before moving you up the bed to start round two.
#navy and roo sleepover#allcapsbingo2023#bucky barnes smut#subby!bucky#enemies to lovers#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x poc!reader#the sleepover week one#bucky barnes#tfatws#sebastian stan#bucky smut
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night đĽ
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot đ§ââď¸#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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IT'S KAWOSHIN DAY!!! As well as the last day of Kawoshin Week :') It's been such a blast, gonna miss it when it's over
Kawoshin Week Day 7: Cuddling/domestic fluff! + Sleepover and Spinoffs (again)! Based on the Campus Apocalypse sleepover chapter âşď¸
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2024#CAwoshin again! wanted to ensure my favorite niche kawoshin got some representation in the week in case no one else did stuff with them...#which wasn't the case since literally every fill for the spinoffs prompt has been campus apocalypse!!! which i'm overjoyed about đĽş#my second option for today was finishing a sonicverse kawoshin wip for the free day prompt. but i already included sonic in the week with-#the song lyrics i used for my day 5 piece so i went with this instead#also went with this because. um. my original plan for today was actually. a CA fic for these same prompts set after said sleepover chapter#but i'm neither fast nor confident at writing so i. haven't finished it (i DID get it to almost 1500 words so far though! progress)#so i thought i'd color something i drew while thinking about it :')#i did it while taking a break from my day 5 piece and was pretty loose about it so it's not super polished and i'm not sure how i feel abt-#the colors but! it hits the soft cozy vibe i was going for and that's good enough for me#if i manage to finish the fic within the year i might still include it as a very late week entry... no promises though. we'll see
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happy sunday friendz ࡠmay you rest up today ! drink lots of water, unclench your jaws, & be gentle with yourself as this week comes to a close (âżá´ÍËŹá´Í)âžâž
#as much as sundays scare me ( usually later in the day ) i just love waking up in bed without a lick of plans#sat is always busy no matter what but sunday truly is the calm before the storm + i love it#(again. i will not be saying this around 7pm LMAO)#anywaaaay !#lounging around the house today and working on my mootie sleepover ! !#i used to do so many lil games on my old blog + id like to bring that energy here#taps chin#also âŚâŚ.#i kinda wanna redo my tagging system#is that crazy#LMFAO#i built one for my personal blog and they are 10x cuter than these and iâm like :T ! !#so i may slowly update them over the next week + iâll reblog the tag post when itâs done in case anyone needs to block certain ones#finally will make my daily yap one cute + aesthetic . FINALLY !#i almost said may the force be with you (qimir on the brain) but LMAO#may you all have a wonderful + peaceful day#sending out much love#âËâš á° xoxo aims#ăž( Ëá´Ë )â â ⊠daily yap.
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okay i'll bite,,,, but just so you know I am doing these sketches day of with zero preperation..... n e ways... stargazing....
also I re-read maybe I'm not all you thought yesterday (one of my faves) so a little of that too... for sleepover....
#butterfly soup#butterfly soup 2#ppkm#ppkmweek2023#is that the tag? idk idk#the first 'week' i participated in i genuinely thought everyone was making the drawings day of . like fully rendered drawings#so I did that. alas now I am no wiser.#I like how so many people chose stargazing because sleepover is hard to be honest. but I love maybe I'm not all you thought that's my.#favorite ppkm sleepover but I've already drawn it so alas! a different section of the story then#tried to draw them kissing in an industrial dryer yesterday it didn't go over well.#in general none of my drawings have gone over well as of recent. alas I fear I am experiencing extreme art block and burnout#u know I really need to finish roses are red. I re read that one to and it was good! and I just left that poor baby unfinished.#alas#roi draws#roi writes a short novel in the tags
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itâs so warmâŚ
#giramie#fanart of one of my fav giramie fics#i linked it :33#kingohger#giramie week#day 5 : sleepover#gira hastie#jeramie brasieri#girajera#ohsama sentai kingohger#go read the fic đđ
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i think it should be possible to scream without making any noise or disturbing anyone or inviting any questions . just sometimes . as a treat .
#hhhhHHHGHGHHHHHH#jay screams into the void#(deeply personal rant incoming feel free to ignore)#a friend of mine has just been undiagnosed with bpd which . lovely for them but it sure as fuck invites a Lot of questions#suddenly a great deal of previous shitty behaviour that was excused on the basis of bpd has a lot more to answer for#(obligatory I Know BPD Isn't An Excuse To Treat People Like Shit . im aware . i have bpd myself and i have v high standards re my behaviour)#(however allowances were made bc they were unmedicated & out of therapy through no fault of their own)#(and our whole group has enough experience with untreated mental illness to understand that it can make u a bitch sometimes)#but yeah no there have been a LOT of instances of b&w thinking + manipulation + unfair judgement + high emotion + snap reactions#and every situation Could be explained by untreated bpd and the bad times have never been prolonged or often enough to outweigh the good#but Hoo Boy if that wasn't bpd then what the FUCK was it#like either the new psychiatrist is wrong (possible but i seem to be the only one questioning it) or they're just Like That#and again . not enough to outweigh their numerous positive and loveable traits#but the whole group has been destabilised on a number of occasions due to their actions during a bad spell#and i'm really not sure Any Other Explanation is enough to justify that#ah well . this seems like the kind of thing that will eventually come up during a sleepover heart to heart#but rn i'm stuck in a bubble of MAJOR rsd & brainfuck abt it . which is unfortunate bc now is exactly the time i Don't need brainfuck#anyways ⨠goodnight tumblrinas i am . kind of hoping nobody read this bc i fear i sound like a bitch#i am genuinely happy for their undiagnosis it seems to have put many things into perspective for them & theyre v happy about it#i'm just . uncomfy w some aspects of it that i have only been halfway brave enough to discuss with them personally#That's One To Bring Up With My Therapist In A Few Weeks#Bit Of A Shame I'm No Longer In Therapy And Now Have Only 2 Quarterly Reviews Left Before I'm Discharged From The Service
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was 100% not prepared to be called out by name at the end of tonight's secret sleepover society stream of ghost trick re: my prediction that it's gonna take them two more streams to finish. now i really hope i'll end up being right, lol
#secret sleepover society#it could end up being three streams considering they only got a chapter and a half done in this one#or they might just bite the bullet and go long on the second stream depending how far in they are by the two hour mark#we'll see.#it's been very fun watching them play with their and chat's reactions (and doing some jowd defense in chat lol)#and it's funny to be called a 'ghost trick expert' by them when i literally only played the game three weeks ago and because of them#i'll take it though#almost inclined to add that to the description of the ghost trick sideblog i made today :)
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~a vampire at dawn~
excuse the quick sketch, for this post is less about the art and more about the idea behind it... i have this headcanon from when geralt's company was trekking with the beekeepers through the wilderness:
although they were initially very grateful to have three meals a day prepared for them, they quickly got sick of having honeyed porridge served for all three of them. "Everything was sticky from the honey, even the young women." milva began to get nauseous at mealtimes, and cahir, usually ravenous at mealtimes as befits a strapping young lad such as he, even turned down a few bowls.
regis, however, was quite happy with it.
because, as is mentioned later in the book, about saovine traditions: "The spirits of the dead (...) should be given honey and groats, all sprinkled with vodkaâŚ" i imagine some confusing night where he went into a villager's hut to drink blood, but, it was around saovine, so they were even expecting someone like him to arrive and to even be looking for such a thing. prepared for such a situation, they handed him some kasza with honey. he didn't really know what to do with it, but they instructed him on how to eat... it was surprisingly pretty good, so he started pulling this on all the other villages, like hey i;m "undead" (whatever that means) do you have any "porridge" with "honey." yeah also put a little vodka on it while you're at it.
so honeyed groats turned out to be the first human food he ate, and over time, became like a comfort food to him. now he has it without the vodka though
#i also have just been thinking of like. the company travelling together is almost downright domestic#except for the part where they don't have a house lol#you know what i mean. that they 'sleep under the same blanket at night'#they all sleep and wake at the same time and have to get dressed in the morning#we see their night routine more but they must also have morning routine#and i know geralt wakes everyone up early to cover more miles lol#this is probably why they enjoyed beauclair so much because their breakfast on the road was always hasty#but yeah like... i mean they don't have pajamas i'm assuming but it's like in a little sacrifice when dandelion takes off his jerkin and ha#like ... i don't know maybe because only child syndrome and i did not do sleepovers except once or twice#but you're just going to coordinate your sleep routines and like get undressed and dressed and stuff together#and then on top of that from the perspective of 'hey remember one of your company members is a vampire'#regis flipped his entire circadian rhythm upside down to live amongst humans#regis is the friend in the group chat who is in the opposite timezone#and also. to me it is just funny and weird to think of a vampire waking up and eating breakfast like a human#i mean i know it's regis so it's not surprising. it's just a somehow interesting mental image#like so you're telling me he doesn't just manifest like that in dark cloak and all. he's got to tie his shirt up and pull his boots on#i blame the discussion of beach episode hanza some weeks prior. the regis in a tanktop image is haunting me. in a good way#me: 'well it's just like ive never seen him wear a tanktop' ... 'i guess ive never seen him bc he's a fictional character but'#'ive never seen your arms above your elbows before and it's kind of weirding me out'#it's weird i'm curious like a child about it. maybe i have mental problems that come from american media sexualizing any nudity#my art#c: regis#emiel regis
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house sitting for my sister while she's on holiday and the first thing i'm going to do is rewatch httyd 2 on her 85 inch flat screen tv just as god intended
#watching hiccup do his thing in 4k....#giggling and what not..#and yet . no one to experience it with what a shame </3#all two of my friends are busy this week and can't come sleepover :^(#maybe i'll finally finish writing this fic tho who knows#jackshiccup text
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And here's Lancer! It only took me thirty three pages to get to the third protagonist of the comic.
I think it's important to note that he's 16 in this comic. He's a few years younger than the rest of the fun gang, but I've never headcanoned him as being as young as fandom seems to interpret him these days.
#looking glasses#deltarune#utdr#ralsei#susie deltarune#lancer deltarune#deltarune fanart#deltarune comic#i have a whole essay about why i think lancer should be an age peer with the rest of the characters#but it basically boils down to I don't think Susie would be close friends with a 10 year old#and I don't think the ongoing infantilization of lancer is the fandom's fault necessarily#chapter two definitely characterized him a lot younger than chapter one and people have run with that cause its cuter#but i've always viewed him as just a weird immature teen#that isn't to say i didn't fall prey to young lancer characterization in Everyone Deserves a Leather Jacket#anyway#sleepover time next week#so I probably won't have to worry about sadboytax for a little while
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reading fanfiction: this is so unrealistic, how could they be sharing a bed and cuddling every night and not realize theyâre in love? they spend like all their time together this is ridiculous
remembering how every one of my own relationships started: âŚjust give them a minute, iâm sure theyâll figure it out soon
#itâs an integral part of queer culture#genuinely had multiple sleepovers a week with my ex before i realized what was happening#like#what we just share a bed every night and cuddle itâs not weird#thatâs just normal stuff#i am not one to talk on this topic#buddie#i got actively upset when people pointed out i had a crush#before promptly realizing they were correct
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So Much happening, lots of it good but So Much
#i'm on track to finish a draft of one of my essays tn#so tomorrow morning I need to proofread and submit and then get cracking on my second essay#got a linguistics society event tomorrow and then going to the theatre with my flatmate :D#then thursday is crunch time to finish essay 2 that needs to be submitted on friday#heading to a sleepover with my friend who goes to uni an hour away and on sat we're doing a day trip to a nearby city#then next week is also A Lot but that's too far in the future for now#i also saw a job advertised at my old workplace today which i applied for so really hope i get that#the job hunt has not gone well so far#it would just be embarrassing if i didn't get my old job#also learned some exciting things about my module choices next year and my year abroad in 3rd year :D#and let's not forget that hot enby language summer approaches!!#but yeah if I get a job lined up for summer I can basically stop stressing about a lot of things#but waiting for that to fall into place is AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i've put the most effort possible into applying so it's out of my hands now and all i can do is wait#this is just the same as waiting for results day last year lol#ellis exclaims
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not gonna tag everything since this is super late but
i needed to go into the zending to get a screenshot for reference for a comm but i figure that since im here ill just do a zending stream just bc
its currently live rn at twitch.tv/oswinunknown. come vibe if u want, im just gonna do some work aksjdh
#streamswin#zending sleepover#the first official one will be next week on friday#i just figured ill do small streams like this every now and then when i need to get work done too askjdh#self promo
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We Can Work it Out
Summary: Weeks after your breakup with Eddie, fate brings you back together
 Written for: @the-slumberparty âs Week Three: Something New Challenge
 Words: 917
 Prompt: Fanfic Trope Generator- Hard Mode: Crossover, but make it exes to lovers and hurt/comfort (Wildcard)
 Pairing: Eddie Brock x Female Reader (ft. Platonic!Winchester Brothers x Female Reader)
 Warnings: Angst, mentions of injuries, mentions of a miscarriage, some swearing
 It had been six weeks since your breakup with Eddie. It had been over some stupid fight that you canât even remember what led up to it. All you know is that you were now alone. Well, not totally alone. The moment you broke up, you called your best friends Dean and Sam to pick you up. Before your life with Eddie, you had been a hunter just like they were and the pair became like your big brothers. That was what first drew you to Eddie. At first, you thought he was possessed by some kind of demon or something along those lines but the truth was a lot weirder; at least in your world (if there was such a thing). The moment you called them to let them know it was over between you and Eddie, they dropped anything to come and get you. You made sure when they did come, you wouldnât be anywhere near Eddie, knowing there would be heavy tension.
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 You were currently curled up on the bed of some dingy hotel room. With the way your health had been lately, the boys had been worried about you.
 âY/N? Is everything okay?â Sam asked, sitting next to you on the bed.
 âIâm fine, Sam. Iâm just⌠thinking about Eddie,â you sighed, sitting up.
 âYou donât need that jerk,â Dean huffed, taking a seat on the other side of you.
 The boys put a comforting arm around you each.
 âI still love himâŚâ
 âYouâll get over him eventuallyâŚâ
 âMaybe⌠I just thought my baby would grow up with both their parentsâŚâ
 Dean blinked in surprise.
 âYouâre pregnant? And he dumped you?â
 âItâs not exactly like that⌠Dean? Dean, where are you going?â
 Dean grabbed his keys and charged out the door. You tried to stop him but Sam gently held you back.
 âY/N, you know what Deanâs like. Once heâs decided on something, heâs not going to change his mindâŚâ
 âBut Sam, Eddie doesnât know about the baby. I didnât even know until a couple of days agoâŚâ
 âOhâŚâ
 You sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose. While you loved how protective they could be sometimes, times like this you wanted to punch them.
 âHow about we go for a walk to take your mind off things?â Sam suggested.
 âFine. Whatever,â you grumbled.
 You knew there was nothing you could do to stop Dean charging at Eddie like a bull at a gate but maybe a chat with Sam could help clear your mind. There was nothing wrong with a nice walk⌠right?
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 Dean came back with Eddie the next day. While you had been out with Sam, some demons attacked you. It had been so bad that when Sam took you to the hospital to be checked out. They kept you overnight for observations. Unfortunately, they also discovered you had lost the baby.
 Sam spent the morning comforting you when Dean came back with Eddie. He was furious when he saw your battered state, his (and Venomâs) protective side coming out. The two brothers left the room to give you two some privacy.
 âY/N, Dean told me all about the baby. Iâm going to be here for you. Through all of it. Even Venomâs cool with itâŚâ
 âEddie, you can stop right there,â you stated, but Eddie continued on.
 âWeâll raise it together. You can move back in and-â
 âEddie, stop! I lost it, okay?!â
 His eyes widened.
 âWhat?â
 You could feel tears beginning to prick your eyes.
 âYesterday, I went for a walk with Sam. We got jumped by some demons who thought they were hot shit⌠Maybe I got careless or sloppy but I got jumped. I was bleeding pretty badly⌠Anyway, I went to the hospital and they confirmed it. I lost the baby⌠So whatever obligations you think you may have, youâre off the hook.â
 Before you knew it, Eddie pulled you into his arms. You were surprised at first but then melted into his embrace like old times. The tears started flowing before you could stop them. Eddie held you close just like he did before.
 âIâm sorry for everything, Y/N. I never really wanted to break up. I⌠I donât know what happened back thenâŚâ
 âI donât eitherâŚâ you confessed.
 âI still love you⌠Venom loves you too.â
 âI love you both too,â you smiled through your tears.
 âCan we try again? I donât ever want to lose you againâŚâ Eddie said with all honesty, tears also going down his cheeks.
 âI donât want to lose you again either⌠youâre one of the best relationships Iâve ever had.â
 The pair of you stood there holding each other, just happy to be once again to be in each otherâs arms.
 After a while, you talked things out and you convinced the Winchesters that you would be okay with Eddie. They warned him that if he ever hurt you again, they would be back in a heartbeat. Hell, even Venom threatened Eddie if he ever broke your heart. As long as you continued to talk things through, you felt like everything would be okay.
#navy and roo sleepover#week 3#We Can Work it Out#eddie brock x reader#eddie brock#marvel#marvel fanfiction#marvel one shot#navy and roo's sleepover
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i get to see my beloved tomorrow its crazyyyyy đŠˇđŠˇđŠˇđŠˇ
gonna stay with him for 2 weeks !!
#p#must focus on the good of that n not The Fearâ˘ď¸ but tragically its my nature </3#ill be gone for 2 weeks n im remembering me even at like middle school age being so bad w sleepovers#but im not 11 n i can hug my bf n this is so cool âźď¸âźď¸#flying is kinda scary too cuz my ears like to be fucked up n i hope ill get to the right places etc but otherwise that shld be ok#just kinda long idc#i feel like one of those rly anxious dogs. give me a cbd treat n that like pressure vest thing for when theyre scared at storms or w/e#i wish my crying person era wasnt happening rn its bad timingggg#ok enough of being scared n weird itll be so nice im gonna explode
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