#the other day was 3 years ago btw
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I was talking to my sister the other day about a Polish queer movie called "Hiacynt" (Hyacinth) which is called "Operation Hyacinth" in most non-Slavic countries, since their citizens are less likely to understand that's what the title is referring to.
When I showed my sister the trailer she went:
Her: Oh, so it's a gay movie?
Me: Yes. Why did you think it was called Hyacinth?
Her: What?
Me: You know, like the operation Hyacinth. That time the government created the "pink files" on gay men and transgender people to blackmail them and isolate from society. That literally happened only 34 years ago and the files exist to this day in police's archives.
And she just didn't know about this… because it never effected her… because straight people just don't bother with learning queer history.
What…
#the other day was 3 years ago btw#lgbt pride#lgbt#polish#lgbtqia#ally#hyacinth#lgbtq community#queer#queer community#queer history#lgbt history#lgbtq history#operation hyacinth#poland#queer media#queer movies#trans ally#queer ally#lgbt ally#gay#trans
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doodles
edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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actually the best thing about season 3 is how fucking VINDICATED i feel as a hardcore johanna fan right from the airing of the first season. up til season 2 aired i was what felt like the ONLY person stanning her in this space and no one cared yeah yeah she's just hilda's boring mom but jokes on you she's also INSANE and wields a BUZZSAW and has more lore than any other character in the entire show. you all LAUGHED at me but LOOK WHO'S LAUGHING NOW
#she was cool before she got all the angst and lore btw#but it rly feels like. like betting on a horse at the races i bet on the right character to get severe years-long brainrot about#this vindication was 5 years in the making#i know there are other ppl stanning johanna (ppl with good taste)#but i swear some time ago i saw wife say smth in a tag like 'i thought back in the day waddles was the only jo stan' and felt SO validated#bc for a while it sure Felt like it was just me and my lesbianism in the jo fan club#anyway i was Right All Along#watching the finale like yeah that's my fucking WIFE!!!!#THE character EVER thanks for coming to my ted talk#ah wait#hilda season 3 spoilers#hilda spoilers#hilda s3#hilda s3 spoilers#Hilda the series#Hilda season 3#Hilda netflix
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can't keep drowning in the shadows
#i had a breakdown and made several moodboards one after the other a few days ago#so here's one that i dont hate <3#cake#there's no specific vibe just do with it what u will#my moodboard#aesthetic#feeling soooo 🥺 abt calum's sweater vest tonight#might cry abt it soon for no reason weeeeee#calum#luke#i lose 5 years off my lifespan every time i have to caption a premade mb btw#so goodnight <33 im out#e*creations
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NEVER BEFRIEND YOUR TUMBLR MUTUALS
#THEY WILL FOLLOW U EVERYWHERE#one day u will be fifteen talking to gay ppl in ur phone about gay ppl in ur books#u will assume they will never have any bearing on ur life and u will follow each other on instagram#and four years later u will go to college and make friends and get a crush on a pretty girl#and u will follow her spam instagram and u will suddenly discover that SHE IS CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WITH ONE OF UR TUMBLR MUTUALS.#AND U WILL LOSE. YOUR MIND.#AND THEN U WILL HAVE TO OUT URSELF AS SOMEONE WITH ONLINE FRIENDS TO THE COOLEST GIRL YOUVE EVER MET.#AND ALSO WHAT DO U MEAN YALL KNOW EACH OTHER THIS IS BONKERS BANANAS#JUMPSCARED FORREAL#i know 2 people from this entire state. and their moms are besties.#what are the odds that the gay person in my phone i befriended 3 years ago is friends w my new friend&coworker at college. yall have no idea#but yeah. cautionary tale. never have tumblr mutuals or else ur far-apart worlds will suddenly collide and u will have to live with it#shem if u see this keep ur mouth SHUT to her. btw. tell her im super cool and awesome and sexy tho
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once again i am on the playlist lol
#just me hi#my strange brain concoctions back at it again lmfsh#i've been workin on it by bits and bits for the past 2-3ish days and i think i've almost got what i mean hfvbs#yea... mnmnm...#//outta the Lagoons into the Blues !! what a transition hkfshv#i mean i Have found that i actually really really like the shampoo we've been using for like 5 years hghfsv#but also i've had to switch from that one to a different one anyway cuz my hair? is grezy ghfbshv#it Is soft now though which is cool :D cuz the old soap didn't get it quite well and i was using dish soap sometimes to strip it so Lmao#which btw the dish soap worked p well. however it Did feel stripped kgfhsv#/what else what else uuum#i've developed more world stuff for pi.e which is also very epic and neat ; like the 3 Cities + radiation towns + Sanctuary cities +#Sanctuary zones + how they interact w/ each other lol :)#i have these weird lil creatures that i'm calling Rascals rn but i think they need a different name pfshv#and also cuz i made the general world bigger that means i have defined more of the plot just by. scribbling some points for towns on paper#yea :D this thing is maybe just a little bit daunting but i'll prolly get it figured out lol ; roman 3#/oh i Do really wanna draw more pi.e stuff to post hfh :>#cuz despite it all i am still v shy abt my stuff and that's kinda silly so !!#/sometimes my brain gets into these weird paper jams where i'm doing one thing but then i see and wanna do another thing (easy transition ?#but then i see another thing and then another and now i have 4 different things and i feel bad just focusing on just one because. ??? ????#when i was little i used to humanize objects Just before they were thrown away and i think that sort of carried over in a weird way bfhsvgj#balance in all things !! wait no not like that w-#//oh wait wait did i ever mention i learned to make stir fried rice w/ egg#prolly not that big of a deal but i'm STILL happy abt that lol :D#maybe especially cuz i was doing most of the cooking while my picky-cook brother was helping and he thought it was good so like YAY#though tried to make it a second time and i let my ma put the salt in the pot and she oversalted it by Far TwT#it was fine though just really salty lol :)#//mnm also getting into classic vehicles a lil bit#just a bit! cuz i don't know where to start and i just really like that one bike i doodled a bit ago#also i'm a bit spooked that my dad will find out and he is Overwhelming when he finds you might like smth he knows smth abt gfvsgh <3#//Oh i'm outta tag space pfshgv - Toodlesssss ciao :3
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my dad just played a bit of Nothing Else Matters just now on guitar he's so cool
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#heyy i am shy with music with my dad ngl. he's the guy who really got me into music after all#on our trip like a couple of weeks ago tho? he now knows my top 3 favs are the 1975 and hozier and mcr ^___^#today apparently his coworker was like hey anyone wna come with to mcr concert! and i got rlly excited and like damn but it was in aus so..#and then mom asked if that was a kdrama LMFAOOO and then dad said no theyre emo band..... hes not wrong but i tried to say theyre punk rock#he said No They're Emo LMFAOOOOO i suppose he's not wrong. anyway#idk i really want to learn guitar uh it's good i have my dad who can possibly help out but id rather he not tbh!#+ also uhh we were walking around the other day talking about courses and he was like maybe music (for non-quota course but idk anymore lol#it's complicated) but he was like. music nah bcs you guys arent really musically inclined/talented (?) i forgor anyway a bit taken aback but#hes right unfortunately...? used to play piano as kids. doesnt feel like long ago but it was ages ago#and then i wanted a guitar and we got one but since then i've learned only like 2 chords and it's been over a year now i think. or almost.#idk anymore tbh! time crazy but anyway i will do my best fr. with everything. gah#i'll be honest i kinda really do want to pursue music actually but i'm terrified and confused? uhh complicated complicated complicated frfr#its an acoustic guitar btw. might have been easier if it were electric bcs damn its hard for me to place my fingers right#+ i think theyre cooler but not the point! if i do learn the guitar dad said we cld maybe buy an electric one or a bass so... ^___^#anyway i think mom is warming up to cats and we might convince her more soon to. yk. allow us to adopt#not buy! i want to adopt. i love cats they deserve everything but i also really love dogs sobbing but moms scared so its fine#i forgot my other thought oh my god goodbye#oh. right! violin! lune likes the violin and considering we now know its our moms fav instrument we may convince her to let lune learn ?!
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oh my god what if it's been 7 years and my taste buds are all new and that's why I've been craving spicy food for the past week
#buddydolly#high as a kite btw#but anyway I know that's not *exactly* how it works#it's like slowly over the course of 7 years#I did get a cut on my tongue the other day though and it bled for a minute#so maybe I got a bunch of new ones#but really I think it was the salt and pepper shrimp I had at a chinese buffet a few weeks ago#it had poblano (?) peppers#it was sooo good I bought some poblanos today to try and replicate the recipe#I have tempura batter to bread the shrimp#it will be so good#I love food#I love high me#<3#tag commentary
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found out literally like most of my coworkers have been friends outside of work this entire time….
#i wasn’t invited to my coworkers 22nd birthday party#which in and of itself is fine#but i found out that MOST OF THE STORE was invited#including my 63 year old coworker and the department manager#and i wasn’t#and i thought i was kinda friends with him too…..#i found out because said 63 year old coworker was like oh what are you wearing to his party btw#and i was like… party?#this was a few weeks ago#and he��s posted the photos today and literally so many people from the store were invited#i don’t get what im doing wrong#we all started working at the same time but none of them ever like. asked for my social media or tried to talk to me in a friendly way#and i just kinda thought it was bc it’s Work#i never realised they were all actually friends#what am i doing wrong why do none of them want to like. talk to me#and whenever i try and start a conversation with any of them it’s always so awkward#it’s even worse when like. the casuals who work at the store once every 3 months are invited#and i see these people multiple times a week#i just get the vibe that none of my coworkers actually like me at all#also on an unrelated note of them (who def doesn’t like me bc i kept making mistakes when he was my manager)#needed something from the office the other day while i was working#and instead of knocking like a normal person decided to bang the door like crazy#it activated my fight or flight response so bad#i thought i was getting robbed or raided by the police or something#like why did he do that 😭😭
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interacting with my mom when shes drunk is like being stabbed to death with a paperclip
#not even. i think its worse#victim of the self harm to weird masochism tendency pipeline here. its like being stabbed with a paperclip once#and then no other stimulation for the next 5 hours#anyway she keeps making EVERY FUCKING THING about how its so hard to be white in todays society#ok girl :) ill make sure yr nursing home doesnt have any brown pwople in it good to know#today we were at a shopping center in the middle of the day because me and mj were checked out from school for something#lets play a fun guessing game. did my mom a) get food and drive out like a normal human being#b) get pissed off because they didnt get her order right. or c) bitch about how theres too many nonwhite people shopping during the day#if you guessed c after asking yrself 'wait what the fuck lmfao' congratulations! you win a fraction of the pain im feeling#'they dont have jobs 😡😡' ok! religiously i cant tell you to kill yrself but i think you should take some time away from society#i was filling out a form to try to get hired at this place soon#i started counting how many times she was mad that it was hard for me and soooo easy for illegal immigrants. it was 5 btw#'this must be wjy i go to any place in the 3 towns near us and no one speaks english 😡😡'#< poor baby had a spanish speaking cashier at wingstop a week ago ☹️🥱#ALSO ITS FUCKING TEXAS. YEAH THERES SPANISH SPEAKERS..#ITS NOT EVEN THAT the person shes thinking of also spoke english just seemed mad at her#it takes concentration to speak a language that isnt yr own! could you imagine if anyone else had this attitude#i walk into my 3rd year of asl class and the teacher is like USE BETTER FACIAL EXPRESSION.#can you even SPEAK asl what has this country COME TO. like im not speaking a new langauge with a slightly bad attitude#anyway. not necessarily praying on her downfall but praying on my ascendance#ill get a good offer from a college 500 miles away. minimum
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whats he that wishes so? my cousin westmoreland? no, cuz i pray thee wish not one man more! if we are marked to die, we are enough to do our country loss.. but if to live! the fewer men, the greater share.. of honour :) god's will i pray thee wish not one man more... 🤭 rather, proclaim it westmoreland, through my host, that he which hath no stomach to this fight.. let him depart! his passport shall be made and crowns for convoy put into his purse. we would not Die in that man's company that fears his fellowship to die with us. by jove, i am not covetous for gold, nor care i who doth feed upon my cost but if it was a sin to covet honour then i am the most offending soul alive!!! this day is called the feast of crispian. he that outlives this day and comes safe home shall stand at tip toe when this day is named!! old men forget, yet all shall be forgot but he'll remember with advantages what FEATS he did that day. and our names, familiar in their mouths as household words - "harry, the king, (🤭) bedford and exeter, warwick and salisbury" - be in their flowing cups Freshly Remembered!! and then he shall strip his sleeve and show his scars and say "these wounds i had on crispins day :)" ne'er shall this day go by from this day to the Ending of the World, but we in it shall be remembered. we few 😇☺. we happy few, we band of brothers - for he today that sheds his blood with me shall be my brother! - be he ne'er so vile, this day shall gentle his condition! and gentlemen in england now abed shall think themselves ACCURSED they were not here, and hold their manhoods CHEAP whiles any speaks that fought with us, upon saint crispins day!!!!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥👍
#so that's how my week off has been going. btw. this is all memorised#i've missed a few lines but this is .... most of the speech. i don't even study this play i feel crazy#chaos.txt#shakespeare posting#i mean i memorised most of it a few weeks ago but i've been going over it recently <3#unis r straight up ghosting me and i've gotten into the habit of getting oddly obsessed with shakespeare speeches#every time something bad happens. and feb was shit so ......#both times they've been weirdly patriotic though </3 but i can't do this with the other one#first of all it was last year and i didn't go over it nearly as much. this one i was watching every day multiple times a day#for like. a week. and i copied it into my notes app also.#ok. logging out again 👍 there's a crying cat outside and its 6am 😔💔#i can't tell if she's giving birth or having sex. the cat. i think its the 2nd one tbh
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Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette/drinking alcohol?
Yeah I mean I guess if I HAD to but as long as I don't need to I'll gladly have that occasional cigarette/drink when I get the chance 🤷♀️
#i actually quit smoking a couple of years ago mainly because it was just too much money down the drain (money that i could drink hahaha! jk)#but i have friends who smoke and they'll let me have a drag if i ask nicely <3 it's usually linked to drinking tho#i hardly get the urge anymore otherwise. once im drunk though... that little voice going ''you know what would be GREAT now?'' ... yeah#i also quit drinking for some time during the lockdowns because i noticed it doing real dark magic on my mental health#that was due to the whole drinking alone all the time instead of going out and drinking with others though not the drinking itself#this makes it sound like i have a problem but i don't lol it depends on the month i guess#December? yeah im drinking multiple times per week. also like june and july and months with generally more festivities#but then i go six to eight weeks without even just having one glass of wine or whatever#nuance is key ☝️ as with most things in life#btw i think if you have a drink every single day even on weekdays just for dinner or to relax while watching tv or whatever#you should really take a good look at your habits and reflect honestly if you could do without that for a longer period#because alcoholism slowly creeping up on you simply because it's become a habit is no joke#ask#answered#anonymous
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Fastest way to get me to do something is to make it in such a way where I know what the end goal/performance should be like + bonus points if it has clear and delimited subtasks
#having clear and defined tasks to complete awakens my gamer instinct#I looove quizzes where I have to improve and give right answers#I love learning facts in this way#other examples are the website I use to practice interval recognition and I guess duolingo for language learning#I get so so easily overwhelmed when there are too many choices big and small to make :/ see the project I have to turn in for an exam#I just need occasional external validation#my post#ah btw a few days ago my uni recognized my mobility credits <3#so now I only have 4 exams left ✌#hopefully 2 by the end of this exam session 🤞#it's technically 5 but one of these is a pass/fail one so atm I'm not that concerned + I plan to take care of it by the end of february#*sigh* apart from that I still feel a bit... detached from society and social settings#hopefully things get better as the year comes along#if I reach the end of the year still in this condition I'll look into it in a more serious way I guess
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bothering shopaew costumer support until they ship my order
#pwtees is very small. i think its only run by a few people#aew is a multi million dollar company owned by the son of a billionaire. They need merch distribution#and its been like this for monthhsss YEARS even#im reading shit from someone also based in indiana that it took them months to recieve their stuff. MONTHS!!!#i understand its made to order and i bought a limited edition fucking Expensive design. remind me never to do that again btw#i email support maybe like 3 4 days ago and they gave me a specific day that the orders would ship. that day has passed. NO UPDATE UHHGHHH#and i saw a whole other person say their order was stuck on processing WHEN it was delievered .#this is just causing me a whole load of stress 😭 i have no clue if my package has shipped i have no clue if its been delievered to me#even worse if its been STOLEN i have no fucking clue 😭 ill give it another day. n if i dont get that link to track im sending another email#txt#this is alot of text for tags my fault i just needed somewhere to complain 😭
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something really interesting is that since I've started learning programming, I've begun to look at video games differently. I still enjoy them, and they're still a huge passion of mine. I still watch other people play games. but now, I find myself analyzing games beyond artistic merit or how fun they are. now I look at a game mechanic and try to figure out how it was made, how I would recreate it or if I *could* recreate it with what I've learned so far/the game engine I've been using. I don't intend to copy these games, it's just a thought exercise that I can't seem to help but engage in. it's like my brain is rewiring slowly and there's nothing I can do to stop it except give up learning. honestly, I love it. I feel like I'm learning a useful skill for the first time since I started composing music (which is, coincidentally, something that will be useful for game development) in 2021. before that, the last time I felt this way was when I was conversational in Japanese in early 2020 (which sadly I did not keep up with studying after lockdown) I'm starting to feel like I could turn this little hobby into a career with a hundred more hours of practice and a little bit of luck. and that's more than I can say for anything else in my life, so really I guess I'm lucky that youtube last month decided to recommend me the video that eventually led me to finally, after years of wishing I could, just sit down and start learning how to make games. anyway this is a long post and I don't think anyone will ever read it. the point is I forgot how incredible it feels to learn, really learn something I *want* to learn without the pressure of a deadline or a grade, to learn for the sake of learning and developing a new skill, and I wonder if this is what people who get phds instead of dropping out of college feel like
#also now I'm like. my next door neighbor has been coding for YEARS like she's literally won awards for it#i remember her showing me a multiplayer game she worked on and getting mad that the other devs fucked up her code#she wasn't part of the dev team at that point and an update had messed up the main mechanic she coded#anyway bringing this up because she and I are now both trans game devs except I just hope one day I'm as skilled as her#also hope she fulfills her dreams of being rich and living in boston. get out of this trailer park warehouse job situation girl <3#she is really good though a few years ago she showed me a snow simulation she made it was super cool#mesmerizing#still don't know how she did it#it wasn't just a looping animation it was like. a whole physics thing with random wind direction and stuff. girl what.#very cool though I think I would've been better conversation if I knew then what I know now though lmao#I was absolutely clueless in every way#anyway logging off I need to go to sleep and stop thinking about games for at least 8 hours <3 goodnight#if you read all of this I love you forever btw
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Woah woah woah. Twitter is shutting down in Brasil? I'm thankful for your mental health but what?
Yep.
TLDR: Elon fired everyone in the Brazilian offices of twitter but legally Twitter can't continue existing in Brazil WITHOUT a legal representative. So now our Federal Supreme Court subpoened him to apoint a new representative or the website is getting shut down in the country
The long version with the context about the fight:
It all started when the supreme court started to shut down in the country profiles of brazilian people who had commited crimes using the website (an example is Monark, a dude who literally used his profile to say we should give n*zis and racists unlimited freedom of speech [he fled to the US to escape prison btw]).
Elon caught wind of this and decided to threaten our constitution and said that he would get the profiles back on because he wouldn't accept a government restricting "freedom of speech" on his platform. The supreme court issued a statement that if he did that, he would face a fee everyday for every account reactivated. It was money so he didn't do that (or maybe turns out he couldn't do it anyway and he was just lying for his lil fanboys).
This was all back at the start of the year but suddenly almost two weeks ago it was reported he fired every single employee in the offices of brazil, including the legal representative.
Then tonight, around two hours ago the official profile of STF replied and tagged elon with the doc of the subpoena because since they didn't have a legal representative, they couldn't do it in the proper way. The subpoena says that Elon has 24 hours to appoint a new guy for the job or the social is getting shut down in brazilian territory.
So we have 3 options for whats gonna happen in the next 24 hours:
Alexandre de Moraes (The guy who Elon started a one-sided beef with) backs down and doesnt shut down the website (highly unlikely)
Elon backs down and appoints a new guy so he doesnt lose the 4th biggest public of his site
Twitter gets shut down until Elon's manchild's ego gives in
thats all <3
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This was Elon's reply to the tweet. YES he is pathetic like that
Edit 2: it's currently 17:38 brasilia time of 30/08 and Twitter is bound to get disconnected soon, the order has been given by Moraes. People who use a VPN to access Twitter will get fined 50k reais (almost 9k dollars).
Yesterday a note was posted lying about Brazil being a dictatorship and saying that one of the people being censored is a 16yr old girl. The truth is that it's a grown ass man that use his daughters account to promote attacks on delegates, ministers, judges and other politicians. They also call orders to ban n*zi accounts "illegal orders" (WHICH ARE VERY LEGAL UNDER THE CONSTITUTION OF BRAZIL). They also say "we don't want every other country to have the freedom of speech laws the US has" meanwhile they've been trying to impose them in a sovereign state.
I would say what I want to say to Elon but unfortunately my mother taught me to keep those kinds of thoughts inside. Just know they're three letters <3
edit 3: twitter was officially unavailable on brazilian territory by the time it struck midnight of the 31st
Edit 4:
Translation: 🚨 NOW: Elon Musk is looking for executives to represent Twitter/X in Brazil, to negotiate the platform's RETURN in the country, reports Correio Braziliense.
he's going to do what cellbit said kkkmk he purposely let them suspend it, then after a few days he'll come out and be the savior of the brazilian people and say he only did it for us
Don't let elon fool you. He doesn't care and is probably only doing it because his investors are threatening him with money
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