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found out literally like most of my coworkers have been friends outside of work this entire time….
#i wasn’t invited to my coworkers 22nd birthday party#which in and of itself is fine#but i found out that MOST OF THE STORE was invited#including my 63 year old coworker and the department manager#and i wasn’t#and i thought i was kinda friends with him too…..#i found out because said 63 year old coworker was like oh what are you wearing to his party btw#and i was like… party?#this was a few weeks ago#and he’s posted the photos today and literally so many people from the store were invited#i don’t get what im doing wrong#we all started working at the same time but none of them ever like. asked for my social media or tried to talk to me in a friendly way#and i just kinda thought it was bc it’s Work#i never realised they were all actually friends#what am i doing wrong why do none of them want to like. talk to me#and whenever i try and start a conversation with any of them it’s always so awkward#it’s even worse when like. the casuals who work at the store once every 3 months are invited#and i see these people multiple times a week#i just get the vibe that none of my coworkers actually like me at all#also on an unrelated note of them (who def doesn’t like me bc i kept making mistakes when he was my manager)#needed something from the office the other day while i was working#and instead of knocking like a normal person decided to bang the door like crazy#it activated my fight or flight response so bad#i thought i was getting robbed or raided by the police or something#like why did he do that 😭😭
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as much as I love batgirl 2024, I have to admit the lack of Barbara Gordon mentions in the whole series so far, especially with the first arc having such a big theme of motherhood/daughterhood and the things that comes with it, makes me soo sad. Barbara was the first person Cass actually considered as a mother! Barbara, although she wasn’t the best at it at first, truly did try to understand and love Cass unconditionally even when she was separated from the Bat mantle! And that panel where Cass overhears Barbara tell Dick that she doesn’t know how to really care for Cass could’ve been the perfect parallel to the whole “is a Mother just being connected by blood? No, Something more is owed/Being a daughter is more than being connected by blood” lines that Cass says in the last (current) issue because Barbara, though she did not physically bring Cass into this world, has sacrificed SO much for her, and in return Cass gave so much back.
#don’t get me wrong I love Cass and Shiva’s dynamic and how it is being explored.#however I DO think you can make an excellent story about the two and their dynamic without Shiva taking a traditional ‘caring’ mother role-#-she realistically did not want or care for at least since after Caroline-and essentially Shiva’s old life and softness-died#although I guess you could say that since Shiva is both reminded of her lost softness and Caroline through Cass-#-Cass symbolizes Shiva’s softness and Caroline reborn especially considering Shiva literally points this out.#I think Shiva and even Cass certainly ‘sacrificed’ for each other and Shiva does care for Cass-#-but it’s not really in motherhood hence Shiva is not ‘soft’ enough for that. And it is not sisterhood-#-because Shiva sees way too much of herself in Cass (i.e “im an open wound” line) so that Shiva cannot fully project Caroline onto Cass.#I would say it is something between those lines. But care and fondness/longing for something lost long ago does not equal motherhood to me.#anyways sorry!! back to babs and cass <3#mainly referring to that issue where Barbara says to Cass “People will forget about me [as batgirl] and that’s ok”-#while essentially handing Cass the title as Batgirl.#Barbara sacrificed the mantle she so loved-the mantle she was angry and devastated and overjoyed and is/was a part of her-#because Barbara believed in Cass and her spirit more than hers. more than anyone’s.#Barbara gave Cass giant leather wings to take to the sky with. SHE LOVES HER SO SO MUCH SHSHDHSKSMSN#Barbara wanted Cass to experience the same joy and freedom she got out of being Batgirl. and in response Cass states-#-“I will never be as good as you” because Barbara IS batgirl still in spirit. And as far as Cass was concerned she will never be as good-#-she will never be as self sacrificing as Barbara no matter how many bullets Cass takes for people.#AND THIS IS SUCH A BIG AREA OF CONFLICT BECAUSE BABS WANTS CASS TO BE HER OWN PERSON SO BAD#SHE WANTS TO LEARN WHAT CASS LOVES AND WHAT CASS SMILES AT SO SHE CAN MAKE CASS SMILE ALL THE TIME#SHE WANTS CASS TO BE MORE THAN BATGIRL BUT ALL CASS WANTS IS TO BE BATGIRL#WHICH IN TURN MAKES CASS WANT TO BE MORE LIKE BARBARA-OR ESSENTIALLY MORE UNLIKE HERSELF-#WHICH MAKES BABS INCREASINGLY MORE DESPERATE TO LEARN ABOUT AND LOVE AND SEPERATE HERSELF FROM CASS-#WHICH THEN MAKES CASS SO DEVASTATED BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE LIKE THE PERSON WHO ESSENTIALLY BIRTHED HER. AUAGHSHSJSBDN#yes. you understand.#anyways….idk being connected by mutual sacrifice and mutual love. THAT is the mother and daughter relationship that BG24 was getting at!!!!#this is where I shamelessly endorse CassCainMainly and their meta posts on Babs and Cass btw <333#cassandra cain#barbara gordon#lady shiva
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Many springs ago, I perceived a sea of flowers upon a lake. I thought to myself that those fleeting colors held indescribable beauty.
The next time I perceived those colors was many years later, when the medic’s tent had blinded me to all but red. The radiance of that shining star was lost on my eyes.
Now, my eyes no longer perceive the subtleties in the colors around me.
But I am content.
For I can now see the most brilliant colors in my universe.
anyways yeah why did they fucking do that to jiaoqiu bro
the planning for this experimentalish comic is under keep reading


#artwork#digital art#hsr fanart#art#hsr#honkai star rail#jiaoqiu#hsr jiaoqiu#moze#hsr moze#feixiao#hsr feixiao#moqiu#feiqiu#moze x jiaoqiu#feixiao x jiaoqiu#it can go either way tbh depending on how you read it but i personally don’t ship feiqiu#this was mostly just jiaoqiu character exploration#hsr 2.5#hsr spoilers#just in case because i actually got fucking spoiled on the plot twist and it made me so mad#experimental comic#being in art school for like 3 weeks really experimentalpilled me#(i just wanted to do something other than lineart lmao)#painted it almost entirely with a singular noise brush because i was going for those memories vibes + jiaoqiu’s blind now#so i was trying to give the impression that he can’t see clearly#for anyone who’s about to like idk get on my ass about depicting blindness wrong#i based all of these visuals off of what i see when i take off my glasses#ill do more research when i wanna get in depth with this concept but for now my -300 degrees eyes are gonna have to be the reference#im imagining jiaoqiu with prescription bottlebottom glasses now
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ATTENTION: HAVE YOU SEEN THIS TREE? IF YOU HAVE, YOU MIGHT HAVE FALLEN INTO SOME SORT OF RIP IN THE FABRIC OF TIME
alt version because i also liek it :)
#yes im fucking obsessed with this room whatever. Wall of tags upon ye#myart#eyestrain#rain world#rain world fanart#rain world watcher#rain world watcher spoilers#rain world the watcher spoilers#rw watcher spoilers#rw the watcher spoilers#watcher spoilers#watcher dlc spoilers#pls tell me if i missed a tag i will add it🙏#it’s not like life ruining spoilers but yk. Anyways i am now going to talk about fetid glen and this room in particular#wow the guy who likes drawing with barf colors liked the barf colored region ANYWAYS#the reason i like this room so much is because it offers us a new version of rot. this creepy dripping singing thing … surrounded by#mushrooms … fetid glen in general is very unique rot-wise! the colors; the Stank; the bugs (i think)#just the fact that it’s already rotted but not in the way you’re used to. and i personally am SUCH a fan of that#because look. i love the long legs and tentacles and shit as much as the next guy. i appreciate the classic rot#but i just don’t know if it had to be so … uniform. and so everywhere. truly daddyworld the rot consumes etc etc#which is why i appreciate fetid glen for breaking out of that mold and showing a different version of rot. the colors and the air are fucked#there’s mushrooms everywhere. there’s something wrong with the animals. there’s something wrong with this place in general#scary lobe tree. u know? i wish watcher gave us more variety like that. as much as i love classic rot i was way more excited about#Weird Goop and Bugs (or what i thought was bugs. apparently it was sentient rot spores. but it’s bugs in my heart)#rot and decay has so many symbols and forms i feel like you could really have fun with it :) it doesn’t all have to be tentacle yk?#especially with how many regions watcher has and how starkly different they all are#if fetid glen could do it everywhere else can too#this rant could go on forever because my feelings on the rot in watcher are Plentiful and i sort of wish it was different (doesnt elaborate)#TLDR this room left a pretty big impression on me because it actually was something fresh AND disturbing#(and also it was a classic watcher dlc dead-end that actually had something interesting) (BUT THATS ANOTHER RANT WHICH I WONT GET INTO)
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Batfamily fans don’t mischaracterize arrow characters to prop up bats when you’ve very clearly never touched an arrow family comic in your life challenge IMPOSSIBLE EDITION!!!!!!
Like I so desperately don't want to come off as one of those asshole comic fans cause like I so genuinely want people to know these characters and this wonderful story telling device. This industry which has a lot of problems but is so fascinating and has such a rich history, like I really do want more people to get into comics. I literally keep a beginners list of comics that's digestible stories that aren't like a list of random issues which can be kinda intimidating to new fans. I try to keep it updated for characters and if I don"t have the character their looking for I'll go find a few ppl that do and like do a quick vet to see if they seem to know what they're talking abt and give that to them and if anyone is interested in that pls hit me up let me know I genuinely love introducing ppl to this world!!
Its just so frustrating watching your favorite characters get constantly mischaracterized to such an extreme extent by other people in the fandom and then have that be the general consistence of what they're like when its so far from how they act in the actual comics that are about them!! and then get told that I'm wrong even tho i can literally back up what I'm saying with panel proof from multiple runs! Its not even contained to the fandom IT HAPPENS IN BAT BOOKS TOO!! Bat book writers constantly change arrow characters to fit their story lines and make the bats look good and I get it that's how it works these are paper dolls that have been used for over 80 years and have had hundreds of people use them. They're meant to be molded to fit the current story the writer wants to tell but its frustrating cause then people will ignore all of the books that center them and just take batbooks as being word of god for all characters.
#not abt anyone here#tiktok is pissing me off#sorry to be a hater on main I really do try to keep mostly positive abt comics cause i genuinely don't wanna scare new ppl off#im just like extra frustrated rn#if you are interested in recs PLEASE lmk I’m so down and willing to give them they will expand ur view and Ollie’s books are really good!!#it's stupid to be this pissed off at ppl on tiktok who clearly don’t know what their talking abt yes however that’s my guy that’s my BLORBO#leave him alone#how hard is it to not treat Ollie like garbage I love dinah so much she has SO MANY flaws too she isnt perfect its what makes her interesti#it’s just frustrating cause it literally effects the way people view these characters cause the bat book writers do it too!!#AND DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE THE BATS THEY ARE MY GUYS TOO#like Damian and Jason genuinely mean so much to me it’s just frustrating watching ppl constantly mischaracterize my other favs to make#theirs look better cause it usually just ends up doing a disservice to all of the characters involved#especially cause it’s constantly at the top of arrow tags too… like we’re already fighting with the stupid ass tv show#red hood and the outlaws#batman#jason todd#arrowfam#batfamily#spirals brain worms#oliver queen#barbara gordon#dinah lance#dc comics#bat family#roy harper#bruce wayne#jayroy
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heyyyyyy if u didn’t notice I’ve been thinking about the tadc puppeteer au a lot haaaaaaaa
#im sorry it’s just#i can’t stop thinking about it#like what if gangle doesn’t just start out possessing Jax every day?#what if after the first time she just starts doing it randomly no matter what Jax does?#what if she starts threatening Jax to not ask for help?#what if the tadc crew minus Jax and gangle obvs start out thinking it’s a slightly creepy but mostly harmless way to get back at Jax?#what if they don’t listen when he shows just how violated he feels cause “it’s Jax and he’s just embarrassed from getting his karma”#and they slowly learn how wrong they were?#what if Jax starts locking himself in his room so she can’t get to him as everyone gets more concerned & gangle gets even more exited?#what if gangle lies to the tadc crew that she’s just moving jax’s sleeping body and not actually possessing him?#what if Jax tries to weaponize this by taking revenge on her in front of everyone so she cant posses him without revealing her secret?#what if it backfires?#what if gangle decides to take control of him anyway?#and he just removed his only security from her?#what if I cried?#puppeteer au#tadc au#tadc art#tadc fanart#anyway I hope my tags don’t disappear
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tbh i think volo would have been significantly more normal and fine if he hadn’t been hiding so much of his true feelings and personality. like when you deny yourself genuine human connection to that degree you’re probably going to come off as a machiavellian monster who wants to make the world and the lives of others worse, but looking at his actual stated motivations and intentions it’s clear to me at least that the guy is deeply empathetic and idealistic and more than anything disappointed that the world can’t be better
#volo#pla#i don’t even think the game wants you to think he’s That Bad#given the way laventon discusses him talking about the pokédex and peacefully/awkwardly leaving#the way his eyes go all weird makes me think they were going for almost a jekyll and hyde psychotic break thing#but people kinda projected another kind of villain trope onto him—the calculating immoral sociopath—and that’s the common interpretation#it’s like the opposite of when people look at villains who are meant to be completely terrible and find redeemable things about them#insisting that the writers wanted people to see those things as well#i might be doing that myself but just looking at the text and themes of the game it seems to me that you’re supposed to feel bad for him#rather than like violently hate him#even just with the way the player looks at him when he walks away#and that’s not even getting into shit that happens in pokemas#like sorry man volo unintentionally and incidentally prompting arceus to separate the train guys does not make him evil#that was arceus…#same with the player character although i think volo would have had more of a reason to tell them what’s going on#ingo was accepted in hisui#they weren’t#anyway sorry i just wanted to add my take to the many floating around#maybe im wrong or you disagree! that’s fine#but yeah
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WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND I’VE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
#like what am I meant to say when people ask me what I’ve been up to!??!! 😭😭😭 “been making lots of gay fan edits of aubergine farmers”#help#/lh#shoot from the hip#all caps#I love fandom being what I do for fun don’t get me wrong I love it SO MUCH#but like#People I know irl can be very judgemental and I’m not used to sharing it with people yk#But it’s like my only obsession right now and people I know irl are confused as to why I seemingly don’t have an obsession rn 😭😭#Because I’m scared lol#Like there’s nothing weird about it really#but idk#Anyway we stay silly :3#I’ve shared it with people who don’t think it’s weird/already knew im weird#BUT IM TALKING ABOUT IT MORE AND ITS GOOD#anyway sorry for rambling in the tags#This is a silly /lh post lol (/gen)
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guys the very cute guy at the local dispensary was …. *deep ragged breath* calling me baby? like multiple times and . ……. okay maybe i just have a dirty mind but he was just saying all the right things and i’m tempted to walk back over there and be like
“what are we……? bc you lowkey talked me through it while i was trying to buy a vape and you can’t really be that patient and attentive AND call me baby AND make me laugh like what is your name and your number 🤨 like right now 🤨”
#mind you this interaction happened hours ago#but i#literally keep thinking abt it bc i always thought he was cute#and he was always like a little more pleasant than your average straight man that’s uninterested#so it was lowkey giving he thinks i’m#cute …. 😌#then when i go in today……………… he’s calling me baby#he also very much wiggled his eyebrows at me when he first greeted me but that.#from a psychological perspective could have just been of recognition#BUT THEN. when im looking at the vape flavors.#they were too far and too small to read without my glasses so i kinda . started to huff and whine very quietly#BC I WAS STRAINING MY VISION AND I WAS WORRIED I WAS TAKING TOO LOMG#so THEN he goes ‘what’s wrong hm?’ THE HM??? I LOVE THE HM IDK WHY#THEN I GO ‘i don’t know which one to get 😞’#and he goes ‘what do you want? talk to me baby’ and .#it may have awakened something in me … namely the brat#BC I STARTED WHINING THAT I COULDNT READ THE LABELS and he laughed and he goes ‘you want me to#read em to you?’ and i was like 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️���👍👍 yes get to it pleASE#so he’s pointing and reading them out loud and he gets to the second to last one and he reads it out and WHIPS his head around and stares#at me with the very obvious ‘i think you should get that one’ face#and then i burst out laughing and he laughed and now#i’m#in love.#.txt#actually this may have inspired me. gtg
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The assumptions people are making on Veilguard bc ALL decisions won’t carry over are insane to me “OH so morrigan won’t mention her ONLY SON!! or her roMANCE??”. We have no idea what context or capacity she’s going to be in the game? In skyhold, she stayed at skyhold for a while, so it made sense to chat her up and ask about her life. Also Kieran was THERE bc he was TEN. Kieran is now in his twenties and most likely living his own life. If we’re saving the world and fighting darkspawn WHY would her grown ass son come up? Esp when she doesn’t even know Rook?? Like i would understand if we had veilguard in our hands and people were complaining bc Morrigan actually had dialogue invalidating their canon but for fuck’s sake the game isn’t even out yet. They’re saying it doesn’t matter as in it’s not gonna come up bc Rook is busy doing other shit, rather than quizzing characters who aren’t companions on their lives. “What about Varric”. Varric seems to have a pre-established relationship with Rook which means you can headcanon that they already had the talk about Varric’s life story considering he called them his “second in command”. Like cancel your preorders, preorder, do whatever you want no one on the internet is the boss of you. But oh my fucking god complaining about something you don’t even fully know about is already getting so old. Best case scenario, you’re right and i guess your bitching is validated yay for you ig. Worst case, you’re wrong and like wasted so much time and energy bitching for nothing. Like I completely understand being upset the choices don’t carry over, it IS disappointing! But we don’t even KNOW what it’s going to affect if anything at all. It’s just so funny how everyone was like “it’s not about the Inquisitor” and now that the focus is confirmed to be pretty much entirely on Rook and the inquistor’s choices barely seem to matter in game and half of everybody has lost the plot bc of it and we don’t even actually know how this will affect the game like ????
#i understand being mad#and you can do whatever you want about it#but holy shit is getting so annoying to hear about#i’m not even touching the solas stuff#i understand being upset that solas is a focal point if you don’t care for him#but it’s just ridiculous reiterating why he’s important to the storyline#lyriumsings txt#dragon age#discourse#i guess#i’m just ranting bc i’m so bored of hearing about this#everyone just keeps going more and more over the top with like what isn’t going to be referenced#like correct me if i’m wrong but all cameos from da2 and dao in inquisitor were either delivered thru dialogue#or delivered thru fucking letters#so like REALLy what’s missing with that??#and then yall COMPLAINED about that too!!???#‘hawke is ooc#‘my warden is ooc’#like i’m not surprised they shafted warden and hawke mentions and all prev decisions#no matter what they do yall harass these people as if they’re your personal punching bag for every gripe you have with dragon age#spoilers#anyway lemme focus on my movie im watching with my sister lmao
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(Shouting from a megaphone) please take whatever I say in good faith and imagine an “as far as I know” cited for everything I talk about
#my source is Wikipedia but it’s cited from my very terrible very unreliable memory please I’m begging u I’m not trying to sound smarter#I just don’t know how to put an ‘but I could be wrong’ at the end of every sentence without it getting annoying#my brother mentioned he doesn’t like to have conversations with me abt certain topics like animal facts because it always sounds like#I’m correcting him like ‘ermm ackshually the human penis doesnt have a penile bone its just soft tissue☝️🤓’ and I was HEARTBROKEN?#please Im just excited to blurt out all my misremembered information to see if something will grab your attention PLEASE 😭#I don’t mean to make anyone feel stupid and I’m sorry if I ever did it wasnt what I was trying to do#yapping#diary
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a lot of insane things happen in mystic messenger but i think we all neglect to discuss how batshit it was of saeyoung to try to pass off a picture of himself in drag as an old picture of his friend that just committed suicide
#606.txt#like while actively discussing her death too#what the fuck#anyway yeah im rereading the webtoon#also don’t get me wrong that’s my man that’s my man that’s my man#he can do whatever i do NOT care
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Y’all’s behavior and attitude towards boycotting in support of an entire race of people going through literal genocide is actually very weird and I’m wishing the worst on you if you can’t put down a 10$ coffee or a random McDonald’s order to show the barest form of solidarity
#pimptalks#because yes yall do call every social movement a trend#and normally you’re proven wrong (ex. BLM) but this time yall really are treating it as a trend and it’s so weird#especially when it’s happening right in front of my face and not even just on social media#seeing ppl who constantly repost in support of Palestine walk around my school w their McDonald’s meals and Starbucks cups feels unreal#and kind of unsettling how they’re so comfortable with being so preformative#it’d be different if they genuinely had no other options but they 100% do they just don’t take them#‘the food ain’t killing people’ like you can’t be anymore ignorant#and the collective ‘im one person what difference do i make’ mentality ruins EVERYTHING#like you are one of many and when one person has that attitude other ppl get it too
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“revival falsettos is better” “obc falsettos is better” can we agree that they are both valid and phenomenal interpretations of a piece that aim to do different things artistically in multiple areas?
#don’t get me wrong nothing wrong w having a fav#but SERIOUSLY they are both FANTASTIC!!!#you don’t have to make it a competition u can uplift one version without putting the other one down oh my god 😭😭😭#unless ur writing a piece comparing the two stop feeling the need to shit on one version 😭😭#i was about to say i’m ending my hater era but im actually hating on the haters so i’m a hater^2#anyway it salts my cereal when people feel the need to define their opinion by hating something like#pLease have a positive opinion i am on my knees begging#do u even love what you’re talking about or do you just hate the other thing#falsettos
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if I see ANYONE give Jax empathy/sympathy I die. bc you see I have neither so this means my pookie must also deal with this
#stay silly :3#oobh#tadc#It doesn’t bother me that much I just really enjoy it when ppl write and it’s not just “i feel so bad for doing this maybe I should#Stop :(“ like no make him realize it’s WRONG??? Then make him stop bc of that?? Just bc he wants to be better?#PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU.#but like I said ppl can write that literally just because I don’t like it and I won’t get mad at them bc it’s just. A PREFERANCE.#Something I ENJOY#Also obv there’s so much other angst things but this is what I was thinking abt when I wrote this post#that’s enough rambling bye
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I’ll be having such a good time catching up on Heresy and then I’ll remember my Witness project is rapidly approaching *thunder sound effect*
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny the game#d2#the witness#destiny witness#IM SO SCARED OMG#love this project to pieces but I’m so unconfidenr with everything that I do that I always feel wrong#I still need to wrap up a few readings and I have 8 million other things to do#but what if I don’t explain myself well!! or I’m just wrong!! or my interpretations are bad!! what if no one gets what I’m trying to say!!!#the amount of times I’ve thought about deleting everything about my project off my tumblr oouuuugggggh#it would make me very happy if others read my witness project posts!!! it would also terrify me!!#still accepting last minute opinions btw!!! and even after my project is done feel free to yap to me because I’m always interested!!!#I might have too much to say for this project but I want more opinions!!#and I feel so annoying asking people to follow up oughhhhhh#thank you to everyone who has helped so far YOURE THE BEST#sorry I just needed to get this out there
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