#the most beautiful lyrics ugh

[punishedby-love]

Fallait pas commencer, m’attirer me toucher … Fallait pas tant donner, moi je sais pas jouer

[amirasainz]

Hear me out. What about Charles x singer reader. She wants to write a new song and Charlss is helping her with playing the piano. Like, lots of couple goals.

Enjoy reading and send some requests!!!

-xoxo babygirl ♥️

Composing Love

Yn sat in the sunlit corner of their apartment, her fingers lightly pressing the piano keys. A pencil rested between her teeth as she hummed a few bars of a melody. Sheets of paper were scattered on the floor around her, littered with scribbles, crossed-out lines, and hastily drawn musical notes. Despite the cozy setting and the warm golden light pouring through the window, frustration tugged at her features.

“Ugh,” she groaned, flopping back against the bench. “This isn’t working. It sounds... boring. Like elevator music.”

From the kitchen, Charles glanced up from where he was cutting strawberries. He didn’t say anything at first, just watched her with a soft smile. Yn was beautiful when she was lost in thought, her lips moving silently as she tried out lyrics, her hair falling into her face. But when she sighed for the third time, he placed the knife down and walked over.

“What’s wrong, ma belle?” he asked, sitting beside her on the bench. “You’ve been at this for hours.”

Yn looked at him, her eyes filled with a mix of determination and exhaustion. “I can’t get the balance right. I can hear the song in my head, but when I try to play and sing and write, it’s like my brain gets tangled. It’s... it’s stupid.”

Charles chuckled softly and reached out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “It’s not stupid. It’s hard to do all of that at once. Why don’t you let me help?”

She raised an eyebrow. “Help how? Last time I asked, you said the only thing you could play was the F1 steering wheel.”

“Touché.” He grinned, but then he nudged her gently. “I’ve been practicing since then, remember? You taught me the basics, and I’ve been working on it. Let me play the piano for you. You focus on singing.”

Yn blinked, surprised. “You’ve been practicing... for me?”

“Of course,” Charles said, as though it were the most obvious thing in the world. “Anything to make my girl happy.”

Her heart swelled as he slid onto the piano bench, cracking his knuckles dramatically. “Okay, maestro,” she teased. “Show me what you’ve got.”

He gave her a mock-serious nod before positioning his fingers on the keys. As he began to play, a tentative but sweet melody filled the room. Yn’s eyebrows shot up in pleasant surprise—he wasn’t perfect, but he was good. Really good.

Charles looked up at her, his green eyes shining. “Is this close to what you had in mind?”

“It’s perfect,” she whispered, her voice catching slightly. She picked up the pencil and tapped it against her lips, focusing on the lyrics she’d been working on. “Okay, let’s try this.”

She began to sing, her voice soft and rich, floating above the melody Charles played. Every now and then, he glanced at her, his expression a mixture of awe and adoration. Yn caught his eye once and faltered, laughing nervously.

“Stop looking at me like that,” she said, her cheeks pink.

“Like what?” Charles asked innocently, though the mischievous grin tugging at his lips gave him away.

“Like I’m a goddess or something,” she muttered, burying her face in her hands.

“You are,” he said simply, reaching over to gently pull her hands away. “Now sing. I want to hear my goddess’s voice.”

Her blush deepened, but she obeyed, picking up where she’d left off. This time, she let herself get lost in the music. Charles adjusted his playing to match her energy, his fingers moving with more confidence as the song grew in intensity. When she hit the final note, the room seemed to hum with the lingering magic of their collaboration.

Charles stopped playing and turned to her, his expression soft. “Yn... that was incredible.”

“Really?” she asked, biting her lip.

“Really,” he said firmly. Then, without hesitation, he stood, cupped her face in his hands, and kissed her. It was a slow, tender kiss, full of the love and admiration he couldn’t always put into words.

When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against hers. “I’m so proud of you,” he whispered. “You’re amazing, you know that? Every day, I’m grateful I get to love you.”

Yn’s eyes filled with tears, but she laughed, brushing them away. “You’re making me all emotional. I’m supposed to be working.”

“You’ve worked hard enough for now,” Charles said, sitting down and pulling her onto his lap. “Let’s take a break. You can tell me about the song—what inspired it?”

Yn leaned her head against his chest, tracing patterns on his shirt. “It’s about you, actually.”

Charles’s breath hitched. “Me?”

She nodded, her voice shy but steady. “It’s about how you make me feel... safe, loved, like I can do anything. I wanted the melody to capture that warmth, that... magic.”

He kissed the top of her head, his arms tightening around her. “I don’t deserve you.”

“Yes, you do,” she said fiercely, sitting up to look him in the eye. “You’re the most wonderful man I’ve ever met, Charles. You inspire me every day.”

They stayed like that for a while, wrapped up in each other and the music they’d created together. Eventually, Yn slid off his lap, stretching her arms.

“Okay,” she said with a determined smile. “Let’s try it again. This time, I think I know how to fix the second verse.”

Charles returned to the piano without hesitation, his fingers finding the keys with ease. “Anything for you, my love.”

As they worked together, laughter and music filled the room, blending into a melody that was uniquely theirs—a song of love, teamwork, and the magic of two souls perfectly in tune.

[hyunjins-orange-slice-too]

skz texts as waterparks lyrics

pairing: ot8 x reader

genre: texts, angst, comfort, fluff

warnings: pet names, mentions of anxiety

an: this is so incredibly niche. lol but it was something fun for me to do and i am falling not so gracefully back into my waterparks obsession. im just a fan girl doing fan girl shit. but you don’t have to know anything about waterparks to read these texts. you can enjoy them either way. :) though i’ve linked all the songs i’ve referenced.. yk if you’re curious hehe (i love awsten sm don’t get me started omg im just a sucker for a goofy talented man with a big beautiful smile ugh)

masterlist

chan ﹏ high definition (this song screams chan to me. idk. i won’t be explaining)

minho ﹏ lucky people (my first parx song and i still love it sm - video has flashing lights)

changbin ﹏ telephone (his little giggle and the guitar solo at the end? kill me.)

hyunjin ﹏ fruit roll ups (the song that inspired this whole post. i’m a little bitch for hyunjin fs)

han ﹏ powerless (i think this is my favorite parx song. oh it makes me almost cry every time)

felix ﹏ sneaking out of heaven (i had to pick this one. felix i love you in all caps)

seungmin ﹏ funeral grey (i promise i didn’t pick this one for seungmin just bc awsten is wearing a collar and on a leash in the mv)

jeongin ﹏ just kidding (or is this my favorite parx song bc it speaks to me the most?)

thanks for letting me combine some things that i love :) i hope they weren’t too bad lol i had fun writing them

♡ pls reblog if you liked it! it truly helps a lot and makes me smile :) ♡

©hyunjins-orange-slice-too i do not give permission for this work or any of my work to be translated, copied, or reposted.

[chaostudee]

i love you i'm sorry part 2, charles leclerc + jude bellingham.

summary : charles releases his debut album and fans go crazy, y/n and jude are the main talk over social media, and yet charles is adamant to get his girl back. faceclaim : cindy kimberly a/n : since you all asked here is part 2 <33 tysm sm for all the love ily all smmm also here is part 1. part 3.

y/nusername

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user278 oh she's defo listening to i love you i'm sorry

username_211 plsss 😭😭

f1fan ngl her and jude are acc rly cute

user00 the most gorgeous omlll

judebellingham ❤️

y/nusername ❤️

anon ugh what a bitch

username_78 i'm so glad that she is happy :)

f1fan_16 when i tell you i sobbed when i heard this lyric like i'm sorry but you can't convince me that he is not still in love with her

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landonorris trust me he is

user728 LANDO PLSS OMG username66 not him outing charles like that i can't

user400 on repeat.

username_15 this song feels like a stab through the heart.

charlesleclerc life recently 🤍🫶🐶

liked by landonorris, georgerussell, lewishamilton and 2,829,667 others.

user11 stoppp this makes me so sad to see leo without his mum 😭😭

f1fan i rly hope that he's okay

username_ we love you charles <3

user516 stop charles is actually the nicest person ever he does not deserve this

f1lover_45 ik charles is okay because he has lando

landonorris damn right

user526 off topic but the fit is fire 🔥

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texts between jude and y/n

baby? jude

yeah? y/n

can i come with you to paris fashion week jude

what omg acc?! y/n

id love to come and support you sweetheart jude

stopp why are you so perfect 🤭💗 y/n

that's all you jude

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judebellingham angel face

》 omg waitt is jude coming to paris fashion week?!?!

》 wait they are acc so cute

》 charles is better

》 y/n is acc so pretty

y/nusername paris fashion week with @ miumiu

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user82 she is defo getting war flashbacks from being in paris rn

username672 serving face !!

f1fan ooooo body is tea

justanichident so jealous of her beauty 🫠

kikagomez gorgeous gorgeous girl

y/nusername mwah

miuiu love the fit 😉

user526 guys guys did u see jude cheering her on ughh so so cuteee

judebellingham that's my girl

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y/nusername love u smm thank you for supporting me 💋

judebellingham love u sm babygirl

user991 jude bagged a baddie fr

username both serving cunt

user_18 ultimate bi panic

f1fan oml the fits are actual perfection

ln4_67 y/n we need the skincare routine !!

username_99 my fav couple 💗

charlesleclerc album is finally out hope you enjoy!!

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user777 i'm in a puddle of tears

username51 i'm acc not okay LIKE SOME WARNING OF HOW HEARTBREAKING THIS IS WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE

f1fan okay kinda team charles rn because tf

justaninchident imagine your ex making a whole album about you, crazy stuff.

user33 LEWIS'S VERSE OMG THIS MAN I DIED

landonorris so proud of you man and so happy that not only me but everyone can hear this incredible record you made 🫶

user00 aww supportive bsf lando we love to see it

username11 so so good

f1lover oh charles

liked by justaninchident, f1_67, user88 and 172,552 others.

user415 nope.

username11 i'm crying over this like it's my own breakup.

justaninchident my therapist has heard too much about this that she is acc fed up of me.

f1fan_333 best song on the album but the saddest

user00 omgg guys imagine if he went on tour and sang these songs

f1_5 y/n lost a good one

user44 we all know damn well that she would take him back in heartbeat

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texts between jude and y/n

why did you lie to me??? jude

i didn't exactly lie....i said i was meeting a friend y/n

A FRIEND AS IN YOUR EX WTF Y/N jude

i'm sorry i didn't think you'd y/n

well i sure as hell do mind jude

you know damn well he is still in love with you jude

yk what? jude

what? y/n

i think you are still in love with him too jude

jude baby what are you talking abou i love you y/n

bffr y/n jude

i acc can't with you rn jude

i knew that getting myself involved with you was a mistake everybody warned me saying that you'd go back to him, well ig they were right jude

but i love u y/n

well too bad jude

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judebellingham no caption.

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user432 no y/n.....

footballfan_67 my goat 🐐

username55 he deserves better than y/n honestly and anyone who says otherwise is dumb asf

f1fan he's so real for the no caption

username_411 yesss no y/n finally she was such a bitch

user11 bro acc finally looks happy

f1lover wait do we all acc think they broke up??

y/nusername

liked by charlesleclerc, kikagomez, landonorris and 5,311,905 others.

user445 i'm so in love.

username67 serving face

f1fan i hope she's okay she looks a bit sad :,(

f1lover omggg charles in the likess

user900 my fav ever actually

username526 petition for y/n to become a victoria secret model 🪽🫧

y/nusername

》 omg

》 y/n defo cheated i don't believe this crap

》 it defo wasn't mutual literally jude is with another girl, he either cheated or y/n did

》 oh she is soooo going back to charles

y/nusername

liked by charlesleclerc, landonorris, carlossainz and 12,618,341 others.

user516 SHE'S BACKKK

username_67 omfgggg

f1fan ARE THEY BACK TOGETHER WHAT WHAT

justaninchident guess she finally realized that charles is just better

anon girl just broke up with jude and is now back with charles bffr omg like

user19 i need a moment BECAUSE WHAT

f1lover this is so y/n coded

user890 it girl before it girl now

username_56 i've never been happier 😫😫

user_53 guys guys hold up they could just be friends

anon shush let us dream

taglist⭑.ᐟ

@lottalove4evelyn

@sweetestgirlintown111

@mxryxmfooty

@hadidsworld

@llando4norris

@heavy-vettel

@nichmeddar

@seonghwaexile

@janeh22

@love2readd

@depressedriches

[callsign-joyride]

Down Bad | Hughie Campbell

Summary: Your first date with Hughie goes way better than expected.

Content warnings: SMUT (MDNI), unprotected p in v, fake marriage, fluff

Lyric: "I might just not get up, I might stay down bad."

Buy me a coffee

There was something so endearing about Hughie Campbell. The two of you had met at a coffee shop. You were running late for work and had to use the bathroom, and the coffee shop was the nearest option. The issue was that you had to buy something in order to get the key to the bathroom, and the line was almost out of the door. You weren’t going to be able to wait that long, and Hughie could see from where he was that you were stressed out. He pretended that he was your husband meeting you there and ordered you a latte before handing you the bathroom key.

“Ugh, thank you so much. You’re a lifesaver,” you said as the two of you walked out of the small building.

“Any time. I’m Hughie, by the way.”

Both of you talked and introduced yourselves on your walk to work, and you almost didn’t want to end the conversation when you got outside of the doors of the building. Hughie could tell, so he asked you for your number and texted you his name. It was like you were consumed simply by the idea of him, as your coworkers started to tease you at lunch about how often you were checking your phone.

You both hated Vought, something that was hard to find in common with anyone in the city these days. He didn’t exactly tell you why he hated Vought, but he mentioned something about a Supe killing someone that he loved. You just hated Vought because you could see right through most of The Seven, but you were too scared to expose anyone because you didn’t want to lose your job or get killed. 

By the end of you workday, you had exchanged countless texts with Hughie and the two of you had planned to see a movie together. There was a new horror movie that both of you were interested in, so he bought the tickets and sent you information about the theater. You changed out of your business casual work clothes into something more laid back and got to the movie theater about fifteen minutes before the movie was scheduled to start. Hughie met you by the ticket booth and gave you your ticket.

“I figured you wouldn’t want to be sitting next to the weirdos in our row, so I got you the aisle seat.”

“Thank you, that was very thoughtful,” you said. It kind of surprised you that Hughie was willing to pay for everything, even the draft beer that you had ordered, but you weren’t going to complain. 

You both enjoyed the movie, and you were laughing and chatting about it on the way out of the theater. As you walked back to your car, you could tell that Hughie was nervous about something.

“Hey, do you feel okay to drive? You had a few beers and I don’t want you to get hurt,” he said. You smiled and unlocked your car.

“Yeah, I feel fine. Do you want to meet me at my place?”

“Um, sure, yeah. Send me the address.”

That was the first thing that you did when you started the car. He wasn’t too far behind you, as you were sitting in the driveway on your phone when he tapped on your window. You let out a laugh and got out of the car, leading Hughie to the front door.

“Wow, your place is beautiful. It’s like a witchy cabin in the woods. I love it,” he said as he looked at the woodsy decor and photos of Stevie Nicks on the wall.

“Thanks, it took a while to get it to this point. I bought almost everything secondhand, except for the couch and chairs.”

You showed him around the house and walked him in to your home office. It was slightly amusing when he ran straight for the vinyl records that you had, but you had quite the collection, and your friends always looked at them when they were over. 

“I have some Billy Joel records, by the way. They’re sorted by artist, so you can take your pick. The speakers play it all through the house.”

“Oh, hell yeah.”

You were surprised that he picked one of your Fleetwood Mac vinyls, even though he had the option to play Billy Joel. The surprise quickly wore off as he walked over to you and cupped your cheek with one hand and moved closer to you to kiss you. Things really picked up after that, and you were sitting on your desk with your hand in his pants before you knew it.

“Let’s take this to the bedroom, yeah?” You asked, breathless from the way that Hughie was kissing you. He nodded and closely followed you to your bedroom before closing the door behind him and taking his shirt and shoes off. You were close behind, and it wasn’t long before he was on top of you, grinding his length against your core. 

“Can I take these off?” Hughie asked, gesturing to your jeans.

“Yeah. Actually, let me. They’re skinny jeans, so I don’t know how far you’ll be able to get taking them off by yourself.”

He chuckled and you stood up to take off your jeans and underwear, and he did the same. He was bigger than you thought as you straddled him and started to rub his cock between your wet folds. You leaned forward to kiss him and he pumped his cock before easing it in. Moaning from the pleasure, you said that it slid right in. 

“I know. Fuck it feels so good. Can I-?” He grabbed your hips and started to take control, and all you did was moan about how good everything felt.

“I’m so close, Hughie! Fuck, I’m gonna cum. Oh, I want you to cum inside of me so bad. Oh my God, it feels so good.”

“Yeah? You want me to cum inside of you?’

You moaned out a “yes” and he asked for you to roll over so that he could be on top. You came at the same time, and he rolled over and grabbed a nearby box of tissues to clean both of you up.

“God, that felt good,” he said after catching his breath.

“I know. Honestly, it’s probably the best sex I’ve had in a while.”

“Honestly, me too,” he said. You chuckled and stretched before cuddling with him for a few minutes. Neither of you had realized how late it was until you reached over and glanced at your phone. With the clock nearing midnight, you decided to let Hughie stay the night. Tomorrow was one of your work from home days, so you didn’t have to kick him out. In fact, you made breakfast together and he stayed until a few minutes before you had to log in for work. 

“I had a really good time, and I’d do this again,” he said as you walked him to his car. 

“Good. How does Friday night sound?”

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[whimsical-roasting]

Jamie Tartt and the Five Love Language

THERES SO MUCH I COULD SAYYY and special thanks to @caapsiizzereads for helping me brainstorm some of these!! ugh just wanna love on the babyboy so much yknow??

TELL ME IF THERE'S MORE YOU CAN THINK OFFFFF

Words of Affirmations:

HE HAS A PRAISE KINK. ITS LITERALLYYYYYYY CANNON 

Babyboy is so precious…… he knows how it feels not to get kind words, and so he just can’t help but give them out to you

“Woah, babe…your mind..” in a stunned manner when you go off about something you’re passionate about

“You’re everything to me,” he whispers at night as you fall asleep

Has a shared spotify playlist that you both can collab on, and it’s just songs (lyrics) that remind you of each other!! Jamie plays it when he’s heading to away games in the coach, and it makes him feel a bit calmer 

Giving you ALL the praise and dirty talk during sexy time “you’re so fucking beautiful”, “you make me feel so so good” “holy fuck angel” 

Sometimes just stares at you randomly with a goofy look and you’re like ??? what ??? what is it ?? did he realise i’m ugly or my nose is weird or wHAT !!!???!! and he’s just like, “you look like sunshine”, all smitten and shit

Kisses each feature on your body and says “my favourite” to every. single. one.

“I believe in ya!”

Desperately wants to make sure you guys have a couple’s song - something meaningful that describes how he feels about you that he can play for you both… like Sweet Nothings by Taylor Swift/Hearts Don’t Break Around You by Ed Sheeran/Simple Things by Miguel 

Plays that song after fights when the silences are still tender; when you’re drunk and slow dancing in the kitchen at 3am; when you’re getting dressed for a gala, and he’s fixing his hair, and you’re putting on your earrings

“I adore you, sweetheart”, “you look like a pretty flower”, “me heart fuckin sings seeing ya”

Physical Touch:

Absent-mindedly plays with your hair

Nuzzles face into your neck and then peppers kisses on your shoulder

Massages/scratches your scalp cause he knows how good it feels when you do it for him

Traces patterns on your knee and thighs if you sit next to him

Gotta be holding hands at all times

Pinky promises are sacred… probs locks pinkies and then kisses his thumb to “stamp it” 

Slapping his ass as he walks past you, and so he’s always covering his butt, complaining “babeeee you can’t do thattttt”, but then he’ll be all pouty if one day you don’t slap his ass when he walks past… “do you not love me anymore?”

He will randomly come up to you, wrap your arms around you, getting as close as possible and tuck his face between your shoulder and neck, saying that he’s recharging

Always gotta be touching some part of you.. it’s the only way to live tbh

Gift Giving:

Remember when Jamie was like, “can’t I just buy them all PS5s as a sorry??” “what better thing to spend money on than love?“ LMFAOOOO babyboy :”) he means well

The amount of effort he put into Roy’s gift for Uncle’s Day <3 

Jamie would fucking love getting you fancy, expensive gifts around big occasions (birthdays, holidays etc.) 

BUT I think he’d also love getting you smaller gifts like… Sunday morning flowers, or stocking up on different kinds of herbal tea in his kitchen cause he knows sometimes you’re in the mood for a random cuppa on quiet evenings

Personally, someone like me loves cute tea cups/mugs, so I think buying two mugs to keep in his house cause “they’re so cute, and I wanted them for us” would make him so happy!! He doesn’t even use them all that much, but just seeing them in the cupboard makes him smiley

The kind to want matching outfits or colour-coordinated outfits - most def would buy you both matching sneakers (so would Isaac/most of the team with his S/O)

Gets you a ‘J’ gold chain and wears a gold one with your initial 

If he sees some targeted ad on your insta or something for what you’ve searched up he’s like hmmm,,,,,,i might just,,,*add to cart*

Quality Time:

Wants to spend all his time with you!! Ofc he does!!! 

Is happy to just sit in silence, stroking your calves he watches tiktok with your legs on his lap!! Esp if you’re like reading/doing work on your laptop

He just wants to be there yknow? And he tries not to be annoying but the little puppy can’t help but wanna talk and touch and, ultimately, annoy you

Tries to invite you to all his events? “Can me girlfriend come?” 

Even the ones that aren’t for guests, “babeeee, what do ya mean you won’t come to Colin’s guys' night? I swear they’ll be fine with it…probably!!” “can I come to girl’s night with ya? I’ll let you paint me nails…come on.. Pleaseeee?”

Texts you periodically during the night regardless ahahaha

I like the idea of, “hey I gotta drive somewhere, and it’s gonna take me 30 minutes..can you talk?” whilst one of you is in the car and the other’s at home or, I dunno, has some time during their day 

Date nightssssss every two weeks… OR if the season gets busy and he’s also exhausted from Roy’s trainings then SPECIFIC carved out time to be affectionate and date-y

“I’m so sorry, love, I know we had that reservation tonight, but I came home knackered and just crashed…” “Jaim, it’s okay-” “No, no, it’s not! I’m so fucking dead from training I don’t even get to take ya out anymore! What if- what if you wanted a picnic, huh!” “Baby, it’s okay, really.. How about we set up a picnic on the living room floor and order takeout? Something that Roy’ll let you eat, yea?” “I’m so fucking grateful for ya, angel, I swear” 

He always wants you to watch him score a goal on FIFA cause he’s a child ahahaha… probably teaches you how to play and then pouts when you score as Obisanya 

Wants to try out random hobbies with you - sip and paint cause “I’ll have an excuse to draw outta the lines”; knitting cause “Bumbercatch said it’s soothin, babe”; quick dry clay but he makes a big circular lump at first and grins at you “look babe!! I made a football!” 

Acts of Service:

HIM TEACHING ROY HOW TO RIDE A BIKE 

Makes you coffee once he’s back from his 4am training 

Always offers you his jacket/coat

“I know this was stressing ya, babe, so I took care of it”

“Don’t worry, love, I’ve been practising this dish just for you.. I won’t burn it this time, promise”

Late night cravings???? McDonald’s fries and an Oreo Mcflurry?? He’s already slipping on his jacket and finding his keys (imagine how attentive he’d be with your weird ass pregnancy cravings omg)

ALWAYS opens doors for you... Probably yells “WAIT” when in the car with you just so he can jog out and open your door with a grin 

Always down to carry your purse, puts it on his shoulder like it’s HIS despite having his lil bum bag across his chest

Nightime or morning routine, he probs has to get ready before you so he lays out your skincare for you. Probs adds toothpaste on your brush if he hears you getting ready to enter the bathroom

Probably the main one driving everywhere, but if you drive and need to fill up your tank, he’ll be the one to get out and fill it then pay,,, he’s almost offended that you say you’re capable of doing so yourself, “babe, what am I here for?!”

Tries to eat in accordance with your dietary requirements (e.g. I’m vegetarian) if you guys have date night - or he’ll always have like mouthwash and gum so he can kiss ya later without making you feel uncomfortable!!

“Ooh babe, they have the ravioli ya like and the vodka gnocchi!! Okay, you order the ravioli, and I’ll get the gnocchi and we’ll split, yea?” “Hey Jaim, can we order fries too?” “Fuck yea!”

[transmascaraa]

👉👈 just any scara or wanderer crumbs i love him im so desperate most of his tag is smut i just want to give him a kiss

bf!wanderer headcannons!

you give him a kiss while having dinner in public...

bf!wanderer x gn!reader

author's note: a req for tonight so you guys have something to read other than lyrics lmfaoo have fun reading<3

"stop..."

-he was definitely not the best option if you're into pda or something.

-a kiss? in private ONLY.

-the literal most he would do, and he would do it if your practically begging him for it,

-is hand-holding.

-nothing more.

-so something like kissing him in public would be really bold of you.

-so, you decided to take this on opportunity when you went out to eat dinner with him.

-a really romantic dinner, expensive, but he would pay because he said so.

-sitting down on a table in the corner, next to a window, showing the beautiful nature of sumeru.

-"i really like it here." you said, still munching on your food a bit.

-"i told you nahida has the best recommendations. and don't talk with your mouth full." he bluntly said, glancing at you as he sipped his bitter mint tea.

-"mhm... mmkay." you rolled your eyes playfully.

-after finishing your food, you decided to buy a dessert for yourself too.

-not like he minded spending his money on you, it made him happy to do so. i mean- spending money on you means you being happy, yk?

-you even forced him to just try the ice cream you bought.

-"ugh- it's- cold and sweet. ew-" he complained. nothing new.

-but there was a little bit of ice cream left on his cheek.

-nonchalantly, you kissed it and then licked your lips, as if it was an everyday thing.

-he froze. he blushed. his heart started racing. he thinks everyone is looking at you two. he thinks that everyone-

-"kuni, you okay?" you ask him, putting a hand on his now warm cheek, making him look at you with wide eyes and red cheeks.

-"don't ever do that again." he blushed even harder as he whispered this to you.

-he means "do it again."

~~~~~

this is so fucking cute

i love wanderer

he's my top 1 idc our little babygirl

@amaribelt | @mariaace <3

[gingerteafairy]

Pets, First Kisses and Small-Town Shenanigans (young!Jensen Ackles x f!reader)

It was summer—the most boring summer ever. Your parents had forced you to stay at your grandparents' house, hoping the fresh air and a break from "technological things" would do you good. Confined in a typical small town that could easily be explored by bike in less than a day, your only sources of excitement were a playground across the street and the local ice cream shop. Your biggest concern? Developing diabetes from overindulging in frozen treats. And of course, being kissed by the small toy boy without his dog jumps between again.

Tags: young jensen ackles x female reader, fluff, pets, songs, cursing, friends to lovers. word count: +3k

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"Sweetie, don’t you want to explore the other side of town?" your grandma suggested one morning, pouring herself a cup of tea.

You looked up from your cereal box, raising an eyebrow. "There’s another side?"

She smiled knowingly. "If you go past the forest, you’ll find a beautiful lake—ducks, birds, fish, and the most wonderful flowers. I bet you'd love it."

Her words sparked a glimmer of interest in your otherwise dull routine. "Thanks, Grandma," you said with a grin, taking the last bite of your sandwich. "Finally, something interesting in this town!"

Grabbing your backpack, you stepped outside to find your old bike waiting, ready for adventure. What your grandmother failed to mention, however, was how far this “other side” actually was.

After what felt like centuries of pedaling—two hours, in reality—you finally arrived. The scene before you was utterly magical. Children laughed as they played, couples enjoyed picnic dates, and a group of teenagers strummed guitars, singing in harmony. A quaint bridge beckoned you to leave your bike under a shady tree and cross on foot.

On the other side, you were greeted by a fairytale-like view: lush green grass, vibrant butterflies, and little ducks gliding across a crystal-clear lake. The air was fresh and pure, unlike anything you'd ever experienced. As if on cue, your headphones began to play an instrumental melody, perfectly matching the serene atmosphere.

You were so entranced that you didn’t notice the large golden retriever charging toward you. The next thing you knew, you were on the soft grass, your disconnected headphones beside you, with the dog happily sniffing your skin.

“Oh my God, I’m going to die,” you laughed, the ticklish sensation reducing you to a fit of giggles.

"Shit!" A male voice broke through your laughter. The dog was swiftly lifted off you, and you looked up to see a boy—probably your age—frantically apologizing. "I’m so sorry! He’s—ugh—such a bad dog!"

He extended a hand, helping you to your feet. As you dusted yourself off, you froze. Standing in front of you was, without a doubt, the hottest guy you’d ever seen.

Before you could gather your thoughts, your phone interrupted the silence:

"Something happens and I'm head over heels…

I’ll never find out 'til I’m head over heels…"

The song blasted loudly, your forgotten cell phone making its presence embarrassingly known.

“Oh my God,” you muttered, fumbling to turn off the music. Your hands shook as you hastily placed your headphones around your neck, the lyrics still echoing in your mind. The irony wasn’t lost on you, but that didn’t make it any less mortifying.

The boy raised an eyebrow, his lips twitching with amusement. “Great timing. Big Tears for Fears fan, huh?”

You nodded awkwardly, brushing dirt off your shirt. “Y-yeah, I love this song,” you stammered, willing yourself to sound normal.

“They don’t make songs like that anymore,” he said, his tone light and teasing. “And hey, it’s kind of fitting, don’t you think? Head over heels—literally.”

You groaned, half-laughing despite your embarrassment. “Please don’t remind me.”

“Sorry, couldn’t resist,” he replied, grinning as he crouched down to pet the dog. Max was now sprawled on his back, tongue lolling out in utter joy.

“He’s so cute,” you said, kneeling beside him.

“Don’t let that face fool you,” He said, shooting Max a mock glare. “He’s a menace. Aren’t you, buddy?”

Max let out a cheerful bark, clearly unbothered by the accusation.

“I don’t know,” you said, scratching behind Max’s ears. “I think he’s just misunderstood.”

“Misunderstood?” He laughed. “Trust me, he’s been plotting world domination since the day I got him. Step one: tackle random strangers.”

You giggled, unable to help yourself. “Well, if that’s his plan, he’s off to a great start.”

He sighed dramatically. “Don’t encourage him. He’s already got an ego. Next thing you know, he’ll be demanding gourmet treats and a Netflix subscription.”

Your laughter came out louder this time, and you quickly covered your mouth, embarrassed. “I don’t think dogs watch Netflix.”

“He would,” He said with a smirk.

Finally, you noticed the name on the dog’s collar. “Max,” you read aloud. “You’re a smart little troublemaker, aren’t you?”

“Smart and crazy,” He corrected, running a hand through his hair. “Story of my life. I'm Jensen.”

You introduced yourself, shaking his hand, though the instant you realized your palm was sweaty, you cursed inwardly.

“Nice to meet you,” he said, his tone surprisingly warm.

Despite your embarrassment, you couldn’t stop yourself from laughing. Jensen seemed to have that effect—making even the most awkward situations feel easy.

The rest of the conversation flowed easily, with Jensen explaining that his family owned a pet shop and that Max, though only three months old, was already as big as a grown dog. At one point, noticing the dirt on your clothes, he slipped off his jacket and handed it to you.

“Here,” he said, draping it over your arm. “You can give it back tomorrow—assuming you survive the trip to this side of town again.”

You hesitated, unsure whether to accept. “Are you sure? I mean, I don’t want to—”

“It’s fine,” he interrupted with a grin. “I insist. Besides, it looks better on you. A bit oversized, but we can call it a statement piece.”

You laughed softly, despite the warmth rising in your cheeks. His playful demeanor and gentle concern made your heart race more than once.

“Uhm… I need to go—FUCK!” you cursed as you took a step, your twisted ankle flaring in pain.

Jensen was at your side instantly. “Jesus. Let me help you,” he said, offering his hand.

You hesitated, embarrassed. “I-I’m fine—”

“You just cursed at the sidewalk,” he pointed out, raising an eyebrow. “And trust me, I’ve seen enough limps to know that’s not fine. Come on.”

Reluctantly, you let him loop your arm around his shoulders, his hand steady on your waist. The closeness made you hyper-aware of everything—his cologne, the warmth of his skin, the way his grip was firm but careful.

Jensen helped you into his car, a sleek blue vehicle that smelled faintly of leather and pine. Max jumped into the backseat, wagging his tail as though he hadn’t just tackled you moments ago.

“Can you describe your bike? I'll bring it back to you.” Jensen asked as he secured your seatbelt, his voice soft but focused.

“Red, with Pokémon stickers,” you murmured, wincing as you adjusted your ankle.

He nodded, jogging back toward the tree where you’d left it. You watched through the windshield as he carefully loaded your bike onto the car’s roof, securing it with ropes. There was something oddly captivating about the way he moved, his effortless confidence mingling with a subtle nervousness you found endearing.

The ride home was unexpectedly peaceful, though a quiet tension hung in the air—a tension that felt new, electric. The car’s radio played The Tide Is High by Blondie, and while you had Jensen pegged as more of a rugged, rock-music type, he didn’t change the station. You swayed gently in your seat to the rhythm, trying to focus on the music rather than the way the sunlight framed his jawline.

“You’re really into this, huh?” he asked suddenly, his lips curving into a smirk as he glanced at you from the corner of his eye.

“What?” You blinked, caught off guard.

“The music. You’re moving like you’re at a concert,” he teased, tapping the steering wheel in time with the beat. “Big girly pop fan?”

“Well, it’s better than sitting still,” you shot back, crossing your arms playfully. “What about you? I’m guessing your playlist is full of moody guitar solos and angry lyrics.”

“Ouch,” he said, feigning offense. “I have layers, you know. Complex, mysterious layers.”

“Sure, Jensen. Layers like an onion,” you quipped, earning a chuckle from him that made your stomach flutter.

A comfortable silence settled for a moment, though your eyes couldn’t help but drift toward him. The sharp angles of his profile, the way his hands gripped the wheel—it was annoyingly distracting.

When his gaze flicked to you at a red light, you quickly turned to stare out the window, your cheeks flaming.

“Caught you,” he said softly, the teasing lilt in his voice unmistakable.

“I wasn’t—” you started, but he held up a hand.

“No need to explain. It’s okay to admire greatness,” he joked, earning an exaggerated eye roll from you.

Before long, the familiar sight of your grandparents’ house came into view. Jensen pulled into the driveway and parked, then quickly stepped out to come around to your side.

“You don’t have to—” you began as he opened your door, but he was already helping you out, his hands steady as he supported your weight.

“I’m not leaving you to hobble on your own,” he said firmly, his tone playful but unwavering. “What kind of gentleman would I be?”

“Oh, you’re a gentleman now?” you teased, clutching his arm as he guided you toward the porch.

“Always have been,” he replied, a glint of mischief in his eyes. “I just hide it under my mysterious, onion-like layers.”

You laughed despite yourself, the sound light and genuine. As you reached the porch, he paused, turning to face you fully.

“Think you’ll survive without me?” he asked, his voice softer now, though the teasing edge lingered.

“I don’t know,” you said dramatically, resting your hand over your heart. “It’s going to be tough, but I think I’ll manage.”

“Alright, hop on,” he said, turning his back to you and gesturing for you to climb onto his shoulders.

“Wait, what?” You blinked at him, confused.

“You heard me,” he said over his shoulder, glancing back with an amused expression. “I’m not letting you walk on that ankle. So, hop on.”

“I can walk just fine,” you argued, though your throbbing ankle begged to differ.

“Sure, and I’m a ballet dancer,” he replied dryly, his hands gripping your arm to help you up. “Come on. You’ll slow us both down if you try to be stubborn.”

With a resigned sigh, you climbed onto his back, your arms wrapping hesitantly around his shoulders. He adjusted you slightly, making sure you were secure.

“Hold on tight. I don’t want you tumbling off and blaming me.”

He started toward the house, his steps surprisingly steady despite your added weight. You couldn’t resist teasing him.

“You know, I expected you to grunt or groan, but you’re not even breaking a sweat,” you said.

“Are you saying I should struggle?” he asked, glancing back with a mock-wounded expression. “I’m trying to be heroic here. Don’t ruin the moment.”

You giggled, tightening your hold just slightly. “Alright, fine. Heroic it is. But I’m warning you, my grandma’s going to get ideas when she sees this.

“Good,” he replied without missing a beat. “Maybe she’ll give me brownie points.”

As you reached the porch, the door swung open, revealing your grandmother’s wide grin.

“Well, isn’t this a sight?” she exclaimed, hands on her hips. “The little Ackles boy!” your grandmother’s voice rang out as she opened the door. Her face lit up with recognition, and she pulled him into a tight hug.

“Ms. Hudgens, hi!” Jensen laughed, his tone a mix of warmth and mild embarrassment.

“You’ve grown into such a handsome young man! Just look at you,” she gushed, pinching his cheeks like he was still a child.

You groaned inwardly. “Grandma, can we not do this right now?”

“Oh, of course, sweetie!” she chirped, stepping aside to let Jensen help you to the couch.

Once you were settled, he knelt to examine your ankle, his brows furrowing in concern. “You should keep this elevated,” he advised.

“Thanks, Dr. Jensen,” you teased, though the warmth in your voice betrayed your growing affection.

He laughed softly, reaching into his pocket for a scrap of paper. “Here,” he said, handing it to you. “That’s my number. In case you need to go to the hospital or, you know… anything else.”

You took the paper, heart fluttering at the sincerity in his gaze.

“Bye, Ms. Hudgens,” he called as he headed for the door, pausing to give you one last smile. “See you tomorrow?”

You nodded, trying to suppress the goofy grin threatening to take over your face.

When the door clicked shut, you let out a small squeal, covering your mouth to muffle the sound.

“Calm down, sweetie,” your grandmother said with a knowing smile as she began wrapping your ankle in a bandage.

You leaned back on the couch, thoughts swirling with images of Jensen’s warm smile, the way his hair caught the light, and the gentle concern in his voice.

“He’s a good boy, cupcake,” your grandmother remarked, tapping your knee knowingly.

“Who?” you asked, feigning ignorance.

She gave you a pointed look, one that said she’d lived long enough to recognize budding feelings when she saw them. “Don’t worry,” she added with a wink. “Mum’s the word.”

You laughed despite yourself, the sound light and genuine.

The next morning, sunlight streamed through your window, pulling you from a restless sleep. Your ankle felt marginally better, though still tender. Determined not to let it ruin your day, you hobbled to the shower, already brainstorming an outfit that might catch Jensen’s eye.

After a quick cleanup, you settled on a simple but flattering dress. Miss Pumpkin, ever the mischievous queen of chaos, leapt onto your bed as if plotting to ruin your chosen attire.

“Not today, Miss Pumpkin,” you warned, sticking out your tongue. The cat hissed in response before strutting out of the room, tail swishing indignantly.

As you slipped on the dress, the doorbell rang, and a grin spread across your face. You glanced in the mirror one last time, smoothing your hair and trying not to limp as you made your way downstairs.

Standing on the porch was Jensen, his tall frame leaning casually against the doorframe. His hair was slicked back, revealing sharp cheekbones and that devastatingly warm smile. When his eyes met yours, he seemed to falter for a moment, his gaze dipping briefly before he cleared his throat.

“Hey,” he greeted, his voice just a bit softer than usual. “Feeling better?”

“Totally,” you lied, shifting your weight awkwardly. Just seeing him was enough to dull the ache in your ankle.

His green eyes lingered on you for a second longer than necessary before he looked away, shoving his hands into his pockets. “Good.”

Before the moment could stretch into something more, your grandmother appeared behind you, her eyes lighting up like she’d been waiting for this exact moment.

“Sweetie, Jensen was just telling me he’s having a birthday party tomorrow!” she exclaimed, patting his shoulder. “You should go.”

You blinked, taken aback. Your grandmother, who spent most of her days knitting and watching soap operas, was actively encouraging you to go to a party with a boy?

Jensen, meanwhile, looked equally startled, though a faint blush crept up his neck. “You don’t have to, really,” he started, but you cut him off.

“I want to go,” you blurted, your voice a touch too loud. Realizing how eager you sounded, you quickly added, “I mean… yeah, I’d love to come.”

His smile stretched wide at your response, so genuine it made your chest feel impossibly warm. “Great. I’ll pick you up at eight.”

You nodded, heart racing as you watched him head toward his car. The way he turned back to flash you one last grin before driving off only added to the giddy anticipation building inside you.

The rest of the day passed in a blur. Thoughts of Jensen filled every quiet moment, from the way his eyes softened when he looked at you to the gentle laugh he couldn’t quite suppress when your grandmother called him “the little Ackles boy.”

That night, as your grandmother turned off the light in your room, she paused in the doorway, her silhouette framed by the soft glow of the hall.

“It’s mutual, you know,” she said with a knowing smile before closing the door.

Her words echoed in your mind as you lay in bed, hugging your pillow and grinning like a fool. Could she be right?

[narcissistcookbook]

I know people have very mixed feelings about Jacob Collier. When I hear someone say "no amount of musical theory can teach you how to write a good song" I can... ugh, I guess if I strain I can see what they're saying? His lyrics are basic a lot of the time. His voice is very limited. He changes key and plays with tonality in a way that I suppose can feel arbitrary

But that's just the thing - he's playing. I listen to his work and I hear a Mozart-level genius just playing in a sandbox. He produces songs that don't sound like anything anyone else is making, that don't sound like anyone else could make, and it feels like an effortless game he's playing to pass the time. Putting a djent section at the end of what might be your most beautiful song? lol you fuckin dork

His music feels like the purest form of songwriting to me - what happens when someone has a borderline-supernatural mastery of music and uses it to fuck about and make albums in their bedroom for fun.

[watchingsunrises]

Zayn lyrics analysis - Grateful and The Time

As promised some lyric analysis from Room Under the Stairs. Still can't stop listening to these songs or album.

Some points to make clear first for context. The narrative set up for this album was a big fake mess and in reality did not align to the lyrics and what Zayn tells us in his music or interviews if you pay attention. The narrative set was he'd been writing the album for 6 years, it was about his relationship of that period and it was also about his daughter.

First the timeline makes no sense, we are meant to believe that this album covers the period of 2017 to 2023??!! Please Zayn released 3 full albums in that time period. Most artists write in their current context they rarely hold on to songs for 6 years. If they are good they want them on that current album. Also the songs on this album all reflect significant personal growth, emotional intelligence, maturity, possibly some therapy, reframing of his life including on his past in 1D. Its clear those are more recent changes that usually come with age or significant life changes or overcoming challenges. So the narrative on the timeframe was all bullshit. Its likely he wrote this album in 2022 to 2023. A period where he was publically single. The narrative was used to cover the many love/long term partner related songs on the album. Hello, Stardust. 

Secondly Zayn made it clear in a few interviews that he is really fast at putting his music together. He literally said he can put an entire song down start to finish in 2 to 3 hours. Don't think he needed 6 years to put this album together. 

The other gem Zayn gave us in interviews was the in hindsight, I don't think I've ever been in love before. Thank you Zayn, if people pay attention he made it pretty clear he isn't writing any love songs about his former public relationships. Yet the album has multiple love related songs. Again, hence the bullshit narrative.

Thirdly, the narrative the album was about his daughter. I mean she was 2 to 3 when this album was written. He makes it clear even where there is a stunt line or two that he is talking to an adult, telling them deep things, doing things they shouldn't do, lying for them etc. Nothing speaks about a toddler here at all. Not once. I have a child only a few years older, there's no sign of a child in these lyrics. 

With that in mind I wanted to analyse two of my favourite songs, as a start. Really powerful songs and vocals. Songs that are deeply personal to me, I understand and relate to the themes of gratitude and time deeply. I believe Zayn relates to them from similar life experiences. Songs I fully believe would have been originally part of the tour. Songs in the context of losing Liam, would be impossible to sing live. Hence the tour including a whole bunch of B sides from the album. 

Grateful

I see your mother’s shine in your eye

I know that you’re mine and I'm cryin'

Tellin' you the things that are on my mind

When I think of you

This is a classic stunt line used to set up the idea the song is about his daughter who he is grateful for. If you pay attention to the third line he is telling things to this person that are on his mind. He is not telling a then 2 or 3 year old all the things on his mind. He is talking about another adult here, his love, his person. He's also not talking about Gigi here, they were broken up when the album was really written, plus he never loved her, remember. The rest of the song is also talking about the ups and downs in life and his relationship. A relationship he's still clearly in, there's no past tense. With that in mind let's revisit the first two lines and how intimate and beautiful they really are. He is telling his person, his love, that their eyes share the same shine as their mother. Ugh my heart. Zayn is the softest, most romantic. That he knows this person is his person in life and knowing he's met his person makes him cry. Cry from happiness and gratitude. And if you believe his person, his love is Liam then this song already just stunning that this is how his love feels to him. Now it's just even more beautiful and gut wrenching and no wonder he couldn't sing it live on tour, even though it's such a sing a long style song and I fully believe he would have intended to sing it on tour. 

Yeah, I'm grateful for you

Love it when the rain comes down

Love it when the waves calm down

Yeah, I'm grateful for you

He is just so content and happy to have found his person in life. The rains can come down on them individually or as a couple, they know they can get through and things always calm down eventually. He is just grateful. Again gut wrenching now. I can barely contemplate how these songs have changed for Zayn. 

These days I live to my depiction

Nowadays I'm findin' no affliction

These days I'm needin' no restriction

Feel like I'm finding new addiction

He is as a person feeling like he can be more of his true self in private and public, perhaps found ways to find peace in his/their closeting and situation. He has less restrictions now without the constant long term beading/pr relationships. He is able to stay publically single with the cover of a child. There is a whole different post somewhere in the future on this. I believe Louis and Zayn were able to make the same negotiation to be single in exchange for father of the year roles. But perhaps their partners had to more heavily stunt in relationships too. We will never know but there is some mirroring between the two couples situations the last 3 years or so especially Zouis. 

And it feels good

And I knew it would

When I'm tellin' this story it's complicated

Some mishaps I've been mournin' but I'm grateful for it

It feels good to write music without it having to be perceived about his public relationships. He can't share all the stories still though, they are too complicated. There are mistakes he regrets but he can still feel gratefulness amongst it all.

Things change and I'm okay with what I'm not

It feels wasteful to be hateful

I'll be grateful for what I got

There has been so much pain in his life. He could choose to be angry and hateful but that feels wasteful. He chooses to reframe and focus on what he has, who he is and be grateful. There is huge maturity and emotional intelligence going on here. 

These days I'm needin' no restriction (For you)

Just as always Zayn finds a subtle sweet way to bring his person, his love into the narrative of the lyrics. These days I'm needing no restrictions for you. For you! Perhaps this refers to no longer needing the restriction of a bearing/pr relationships to cover his for you. He sounds like he feels more free. He's focussed on gratitude. 

The Time

Yesterday just came and went

And if today I wake up late, I won't forgive myself

’Cause time's running its own game

And I've rolled the dice too many times in my head

Huge changes as mentioned in perspective and growth as a person. He is reframing life, he values time, he doesn't want to waste time anymore. He's wasted time in the past being angry, being focussed on pain or other challenges. Its not for him now. Something significant happened that challenged his perspective too.

Never fell for the fame thing

They fell in love with the same things

Let me know when the rain ends

See all I need is you

Ain’t it special? Ain't it precious?

The time that we have

When I'm laid in your bed and you tell me you lovе me

Bringing his person, his love into the story with him, as he ALWAYS has across 4 albums. He and his person never fell for the fame thing. His person is in the industry too. That's pretty clear here, right. He and his person fell in love with the same things. Again seems clear, they both fell in love with music. Music is the thing they love and what they wanted to do in life. Fame came with it but they didn't really want to play that game. I'll fight anyone who can't see this isn't about Liam. Who else, honestly? All he needs is his person, his love. Its the best thing they both got from the fame and music. They got each other, as teenage boys and god damn that really is SO special and precious. So rare and unique. The time they have is everything, it means more than the fame and music and all the bullshit they have had to go through to be together. Time is all that matters, it is everything. When they lay in bed together, when they say I love you, he's making it clear it's an intimate setting, yet so normal and usual for them. Those are the moments that matter most not fame or music.

Colours back in all my days

Build the structure, lеt it break

As long as it's good for your brain

Lessons learned is what I've gained

Feedin' families, forget the fame

I'm doing it now for a second name

His person, his love brings all the colour into his life. I mean beautiful, they bring him joy and happiness. There's also queerness here, a number of closeted artists talk in lyrics about it being grey and searching for colour or the rainbow. He has his rainbow. They've built a life together, structures, a home, routine. Simple life, relationship things. Whatever is good for them, doesn't matter what it is. Its away from the fame. Feeding families, they are a family and they support their own families, these are benefits from the fame, they focus on. Doing it for a second name. Obviously a stunt line, you have to expect them but in context of the song and the rest of it using they to reflect his partner, it can be more true that he's referring to his partners second name.

And I could cry when you tell me that you love me

When you're doing things you shouldn’t be

And I lie for you

And I could cry when you tell me that you love me

And I'd die for you if you asked me to

This bridge, I was crying before Liam passed just the absolute love and devotion that you would die if the person asked you too. And no this line is not about his daughter, his daughter at 2 or 3 is not doing things they shouldn't and him lying for her. There is some insight here for me that perhaps this refers to Liam's addiction issues. That Zayn is fighting for, fighting with his partner, time is everything. They've been close to the edge of life and loss. That's the feeling here for me. And I feel that because I've been going through cancer the last few years, on the edge of my own mortality. Facing that fear. How time is the greatest value in life. How time with my daughter means more than anything. How every second of time spent in the most simplest and intimate ways with her is so fucking precious and special. And when I think of Zayn writing this song and still having Liam after whatever happened on that edge of life. To truly understand the value of time in life, it's a different way of understanding, of knowing when you've truly faced it on the edge of life. That's what I feel in the song, in many parts of the entire album. It resonates so deeply for me. To then lose him afterall. It is devastating. It makes me deeply worried if Zayn can find his way in life without Liam. I hope he can, I hope he can focus in on the same things he focuses on in this album. I hope he can find it in him to write for Liam. I hope the tour gives him something forward focussed. 

[x-wynona]

What soft love songs the Fellowship dedicate to you (and why) <3

In the mood to make myself cry, plus I’m in my ‘i was i wasn’t lonely’ phase of the night.

Pulled most of these from my notes app lmao, and i listened to each one while writing, I highly recommend giving them a listen!

GN! reader, mostly you/your used :) (Obviously some songs will involve specified gender, please correct as you need, and remember that these characters would absolutely make these changes as well)

GIF by legolasimagines

Frodo Baggins - Hopelessly Devoted to You - Olivia Newton-John (Grease)

He definitely has the distinct memory of the classic slow burn moment of “Oh. Oh.” happening, where he realises just how much he loves you. He knew he was head over heels, and he looks at you like you hung the moon. And if you sing it to him- UGH😩💙. IN LOVE, HE SHALL BE. He probably hums it a lot when doing work or writing. Of course, the lyrics are quite relatable to him. Frodo has this internal belief that the person/people he love/s can’t love him nearly the amount he adores them. He was willing to sit around and wait on you, in the hopes that you would see him in the same way. His brain knew he should just move on, but he couldn’t let go, and he’s glad he didn’t. He’s so devoted to simply loving you.

“Hold on to the end, and that’s what I intend to do. I’m hopelessly devoted to you~”

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(gotta appreciate that me looking up his name resulted in a bunch of po-tay-toes memes. anyway. back to the hcs)

Samwise Gamgee - Hello, Hello - Elton John ft Lady GaGa (Gnomeo & Juliet)

He’s a sucker for meet-cute stories, and would unironically love this movie, even setting aside this banger of a song. The moment he saw you, he felt captivated by your beauty, whether or not the meeting went well or if you fell on your face. The song is just so cheerful and wholesome. He probably told you that the song reminded him of you, and that sparked the romantic relationship. Every time this sequence plays he’ll just look at you (if/when you watch the movie). PLEASE SING THIS AS A DUET WITH HIM AAAA. (He isn’t Elton John, but his voice is lovely 🥰)

“Hello, hello (Hello, hello), my, my, my, what have we here?”

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Peregrin Took - I’ll Be - Edwin McCain

Honestly it’s hard to explain this one. It’s just so soft and sweet and really describes how he feels about you. Also as the youngest and a, quoting Gandalf here, “fool of a Took!”, the line “and I’ll be, better when I’m older…” is just- MWAH. This song reminds me of him honestly. He is, as the song states, “your crying shoulder”, the “greatest fan of your life”. Everything about you takes his breath away. We all know he’s the best singer in the fellowship, and its just gorgeous to listen to him sing it, especially because he means every word. He also probably dedicated this to you early on in the relationship, and it was definitely your wedding song (if you got married).

“I’ll be, better when I’m older. I’ll be, the greatest fan of your life~”

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(tumblr needs more Merry gifs istg-)

Meriadoc Brandybuck - Nothing - Bruno Major

Honestly you wouldn’t expect such a lowkey song for such a high energy guy, but he’s a sucker for lazy days and sweet moments. He’s, as he likes to say, ‘work-avoidant’, and just wants to spend all his time on you. He also finds the song easy to sing to you, so thats a plus. The lyrics just resonate with him, similar to my picks for Pippin and Frodo. He’s very competitive, but he honestly doesn’t mind losing to you. He pretends like romantic or soft movies don’t make him cry, even if they do. He gets the appeal of going out and drinking and laughing, but just staying at home with you just sounds so much nicer to him. Its all about the little things in life with him, the small moments, the laughs, and every ‘I love you’ that makes him feel lighter than air.

“Dumb conversations, we lose track of time. Have I told you lately? I’m grateful you’re mine~”

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Aragorn - Dark Red - Steve Lacy

He knows how dangerous his work and life is, and he’s always had this fear of leaving you behind (hence the ‘something bad is ‘bout to happen to me’). He only sees you in his life, no matter who else is wanting for his attention, he’s so devoted to you. He only hopes that you’ll stay by his side and fight with him, and he’s not willing to give up on you. No, he refuses to give up when you are involved, and he fights so hard to keep you safe and protected. The song also is easy to mumble to you when he’s tired, and it’s soothing for him to listen to. It’s just a symbol of how much you mean in his life, and how he trusts you with his heart.

“Only you, babe, only you darlin’, only you~”

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Legolas - Lover - Taylor Swift

Unabashed Swiftie in general, but this song just hits different. So first off he probably already called you his lover, and when he found the song he thought it was perfect. I can definitely see him learning guitar and playing this song for you as well. Into the actual song analysis, this song frames his want to be close to you, the mysterious way he was drawn to you, the way he felt like time flew by whenever you talked. Also I feel like he’s made jealous relatively easily, and that’s also in the song. His heart has been borrowed before, but he’s glad he’s ended up with you, to hear your jokes, save you seats, and call you his lover. He definitely likes to sing this to you late in the night, and i can see him humming/mumbling it whenever the two of you just stand and hold each other. Its so wholesome, and he loves the way your eyes light up when he sings it with all the love in his heart, all of it for you.

“You’re my, my, my, my… lover~”

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Gimli - If You Love Her - Forrest Blakk

Honestly, he’s not a very observant dwarf, but he does pay attention to you. He knows you, and he cares a lot. Protective of you to a fault, but just wants everyone to know that they shouldn’t take you or your heart for granted. He hates to admit it, but he thinks you are precious (I’M SORRy-) and every small thing about you is worth taking note of. And he does, so he knows exactly how to make you happier. He’s your personal hype-man, and truly believes that you are the best thing he has ever had. He uses the song as a guidebook on how to treat you, and while he won’t say it, or sing it, he does play this song for you and leave in a huff, just hoping you’ll know this song is meant to say that he loves you. (He might even dub it over with your preferred pronouns for the big reveal, and it’s quite funny)

“They’ll love you, if you love them like that~”

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Boromir - Summer Love - The Workday Release

Boromir really thinks this song demonstrates his feelings towards you, and how he wishes you’d stick around with him. You remind him of the summer, warm, bright and hopeful. It was so simple for him to fall in love (it’s like counting 1,2,3). He’s awestruck by your beauty, and doesn’t find it enough to dream about you, he needs to be holding your hand, feeling your presence. He wants to face the world with you there next to him. You always manage to give him a smile, make sense to him, and be honest. He’s not sure how to articulate everything he feels around you, so he just says that he loves you.

“Surely this is love, this is love, this is summer love~”

WOOOOO IM DONEEEE

Ive been writing for the past 2+ hours and it’s late and I’m tired, but I really hope you enjoy. If you want to request a fic, any fandom will do, I’ll get back to you on it, I promise.

Let me know if you want me to do a Part 2 with some other characters <3 Have a great day!!

[birchbow]

Sorry if this is a silly question, but I’ve been looking for kismesis-flavoured songs. Do you have any songs in mind that remind you of any of the pitch relationships in POF?

As far as being PoF SPECIFIC, really the only one coming to mind is the epic version of Toxic by 2WEI has a full "Ianche and Veneno kill a bunch of people and smooch in the bloody wreckage afterward" music video in my head and it's great. I'm sorry you all can't watch it with me, it kicks ass.

For pitch relationships in general....... hmmmmm I mean I guess

Immediately: What Is This Feeling from Wicked. I don't think I need to explain further tbh, it could've been ripped directly from a troll romcom about people falling in hate at first sight. 100/10

FMLYHM by Seether is just one of those songs that gets points mostly for straightforwardly using the word "hate" in a song about fucking, and therefore makes it onto the list lol. But also like most human songs about hate it's pretty like. Rahhh this suuuucks and also like, We are just having sex and that's all this is abooouuuuut, which is a downfall a lot of songs on this list fall into RE: being about pitch relationships haha. 4/10

Kiss Me You Animal by Burn the Ballroom however does not fall into the "ugh this sucks" trap. That dude's in hate with somebody and having a GREAT time. "You say you wanna tear right through me // I welcome you to try (Kiss me, kiss me)" Hell yeah man. Get it. 10/10

Similar vibe in Turn You On by Stitched-Up Heart, tbh. That person's having a great time. Talking a big talk about how much somebody will regret talking back to you and how you'd destroy everything to turn them on? Love that. 10/10

I Can't Decide by Scissor Sisters would be a pretty tumultuous pitch relationship that keeps almost swinging platonic, but I'd say it counts. 6/10

Teeth by 5 Seconds of Summer isn't exactly the right flavor? But it DOES feel vacillate-y to me. 5/10

White Knuckle Jerk by Will Wood and the Tapeworms--"Where do you get off being so goddamn beautiful?" love that 8/10

It's sort of a tumblr cliche but also No Children by the mountain goats, largely because the peaceful melody contrasted with the deep loathing of the lyrics makes me think of longtime rivals who have hated each other happily for many years. Hand in unlovable hand, babyyyy 7/10

Fear & Delight by the Correspondents is a pretty unhealthy flavor of just about any relationship but also the lines "Addiction pulling me to a grave end // You're an enemy who I'm keen to defend // Down the black hole of my lust I descend // It's wrong but I want you tonight" does feel like a very tumultuous kismesissitude. If we take it as a regular pitch relationship: 3/10. If we take it as "pitch couple peacocking how much they need an auspistice" vibes, 9/10 lol

Your Love Could Start a War by The Unlikely Candidates--tbh could be either pitch or flush but the vibe of like.... awe at the glorious power of your lover and the bombastic/warlike metaphors feels very trollish. You're burning up the sky...your love(/hate) could start a war.... 5/10 for not being very specific

Poison and Wine by The Civil Wars becomes very intriguing to me when it turns into a mismatched pitch/flush relationship. Or TBH pitch/pale. This is an honorary mention but I'm just scrolling my playlist at this point.

For the Girl by The Fratellis makes it onto the list tenuously mostly because of the closing lines; "And she said "I don't like you // You can't stand me // I can't love you any more than this" 2/10

I Hate U by Simon Curtis gets honorary mention for being ostensibly a song that's like "Ugh I hate you. Never have sex with me again" but also being sung in a sort of like. Very horny way lmao. Taken as pitch tsundere vibes? 8/10

Jolene by Dolly Parton. Do u see my vision. ???/10 Who are you Jolene. I hate you. You could fuck anybody you want ever. Please don't steal my matesprit.

[m1ssunderstanding]

Get Back Rewatch 55 Years On: Day Five

The thing is I absolutely love the album that comes out of this mess. Like I know a lot of people do not like Let It Be, but so many of my favorite songs are on it. One of them being “I Me Mine.” The walz element is haunting, and I can read the lyrics as anti-capitalist even though George himself mostly wasn’t. 

Laughing my head off at two boys from one of the best grammar schools in England, who have at this point made millions off of their writing, genuinely not knowing whether it should be “more freer” or “more freely”

The difference in how George shows Paul his new song vs John is striking. For Paul, he’s relaxed, nonchalant. For John, he stands up and performs it. And I think both are a defense mechanism, poor baby, because clearly, although Paul was very supportive of the song while they were alone, when John is roasting it, Paul just laughs along and George has to go “I don’t give a fuck whether you like it.” 

Ah, the famous “up-against-a-wall” conversation. Paul comes in all dominant and sure. “Haven’t you written anything else? Haven’t you?” But then John touches him, and makes him laugh, and Paul’s a melted, goo-goo-eyes mess. This is the real reason why John got to be the leader isn’t it? Because Paul was too damn soft on him to ever follow through with his bossiness.

Their scouse sounds BEAUTIFUL compared to the stupid ugly RP and MLH’s transatlantic shit.

“And now John’d like to say a few words on the subject.” John starts singing, Paul strums along and joins in on the “chorus.” They can’t communicate like healthy people, but they Can do this. 

So Peter Jackson took out Paul’s bitchy nod at Yoko as he’s stealing her man in real time right in front of her eyes. Unforgivable. But he kept in this adorable laugh, so that’s something. 

Three more covers that I think *mean something* “Stand By Me” and “Spinning Like a Top” by Paul, followed by “You Win Again” by John. Yoko’s sweet little shoulder kiss. Thank you for taking care of the poor wet kitten, girly. Maybe don’t introduce the poor wet kitten to heroine, but you do you, I guess. (OP recognizes that poor wet kitten is also an adult capable of making his own decisions)

The cut from Paul literally dancing to get John’s attention straight to John dancing with Yoko while inside Paul’s head a silver hammer is clanging ominously. I can’t. Followed by the knowing, loving smile from Ringo to Paul. You know, those moments when you validate your friend’s bitchy thoughts with a look. 

George is literally SO big inside himself, you know? You have to have superhuman self-love abilities to watch your friend – who is supposed to be helping you – shamelessly make fun of your art . . . and just “Do you wanna do that walz on the show? That’d be great.”

But did you guys know John was actually a really great mover?

“Yes, alright. Just sod off.” I love John. Paul’s people-pleasing ass would literally die first and he needs John to do this kind of shit for him and John’s only too happy to.

The moment when Paul and John are on the same wavelength about Dennis O’Dell’s stage. 

OK but. Did John get the clear plastic idea from Yoko’s art exhibits? 

“Any time we do anything it’s always got to be the best.” Poor Ringo. They’re all literally so tired of carrying so much weight for such a long time. 

“See, I’d watch an hour of him just playing the piano. Cause he’s so great.” With that fond, loving, smile. SUCH big dick energy here. The others could NEVER. 

“And I’ll have the plastic when you’re finished.” Literally for what, though? John, you little hoarding goblin. 

And then Ringo responding to MLH’s “I love you” with “Yes, I love you too.” Yeah, Ringo wins the prize for most healthy beatle of the day. 

*Pattie Boyd voice* “I just wish I knew what was going on there. But something. Something.”

Ugh, John looks so hurt. So tender. So heartbroken. While Paul is over there playing a damn funeral march because that’s the only way he lets himself express anything. But I actually love how Dennis O’Dell knows the clearest path to cheering John up is to say that Paul liked his idea. And how well it works. They’re literally so obvious to everyone but themselves. 

I love the bit when John walks in on the rest of them discussing the live show and MLH calls, “We’ve decided. We’re going to Africa.” And Paul hurries to cut in, “No we’re NOT.” Because he knows exactly how John can get and he’s going to nip this in the bud before John gets let down. And of course, John is all “YEAH LETS GO LETS GO!” And he’s talking about how they always wish they were recording abroad. “We could be in LA, or FRANCE.” (side eye emoji) 

Paul’s “Well said, John.” and “I’ve seen it, John. I went to the premiere. I thought you were great.” Why do all your compliments to him have to be in silly voices? Like, I know you think everyone is going to call you a pussy for saying something genuinely kind to your best friend, but they’re not, and he needs it. 

Holy shit this was a long day. See you all tomorrow with another long-winded-ass post.

[isagrimorie]

A followup series is nearing a pilot order from Hulu, with Sarah Michelle Gellar expected to star, reprising her signature role as Buffy Summers, sources said. Oscar winner Chloé Zhao, a self-professed lifelong Buffy fan, is set to direct the pilot, written by Nora and Lilla Zuckerman (Poker Face).

Beyond the pilot order, I hear the reboot is starting a writers room soon, a sign that Hulu and the studios have high expectations for the project going to series. It is unclear yet whether other original Buffy cast members would return; that is considered likely.

Described as the next chapter in the Buffyverse, the new incarnation is executive produced by Gellar, Zhao, Nora and Lilla Zuckerman as well as the original series’ executive producers Gail Berman of the Jackal Group and Fran Kuzui & Kaz Kuzui via Suite B. Also executive producing the pilot is Dolly Parton whose company Sandollar was producer on the original. Buffy creator Joss Whedon, who also wrote the 1992 movie the series was based on, has no involvement in the reboot.

!!!!

First all, click bait title but as the first paragraph indicated its a FOLLOW UP SERIES. It's the NEXT Chapter.

This new show is NOT a reboot.

My two cents here is-- of course, Buffy can come back without Joss Whedon.

I just hope there's some old writers (Jane Espenson, etc) who can come in as consulting producers on the other hand: The main writers are from Poker Face which had a case of the week style of episodes with some whimsy!

Also! Gail Berman is back including Fran and Kaz Kuzui the original executive producers and DOLLY PARTON.

Also, SMG gets to be an executive producer now on Buffy, something she wasn't given. I'm GLAD.

THEN, there's a whole Chloe Zhao of it all, this pilot is gonna be lyrical and beautiful and the most tone poem of all Buffys. It'll be the later season BtVS where it had experimental episodes and specials.

And, yes, this show can be successful without Joss Whedon.

'Cause you know he wrote and over saw the Buffy Season 8 comics onwards (and aside from Angel and Faith), I would throw the whole comics out the window. (Xander and Dawn?? Ugh. No.)

(Buffy's bisexuality being canon though, they can keep).

Unfortunately, Eliza Dushku won't be part of this return because of Michael Weatherly.

Xander, I wouldn't mind not seeing again. I did like later season Xander but Nicholas Brendan has burned too many bridges and good will.

Weirdly, I don't know if Alyson Hannigan will return. Maybe she will, Sarah and Alyson don't have bad blood, and work is work.

I do want to see Anya and Cordelia back though. This is the buffyverse where no one stays dead! Also, Anthony Stewart Head making a cameo would be so fun! I know Seth Green might like to do a cameo because Green and SMG are good friends.

TBH, I don't want to see Andrew or the vampire boys anywhere near this production. At least not the first year.

(But really, at all. It's gonna be ship wars again, and honestly, I am too old to live through the stupid Spike Wars again. Also, Spike pulling focus from Buffy. No thank you. I'm done with that, no more re-litigating.)

Apparently Sarah really enjoyed doing Dexter and realized there is a way to get a show back, and this is what got her to changer her mind about reprising the role of Buffy.

[love-kurdt]

What are your all time favourite fanfics from each genre: fluff, smut, and agnst? <3

oh lord, this is TOUGH. i’ve read thousands of fanfics in my life and it’s borderline impossible for me to choose 😭

i can’t rlly separate them into genres per se bc most of them are multi chapter novel-length fics, but i will if applicable!

i’m not a huge fan of condensing entire works into a single word!!! authors work too hard for their writing to be trope-ified like that! so if any of the writers come across this post, please know that i would write fucking essays about these fics if y’all asked.

and one last disclaimer: i’m currently on my phone with limited cell service in europe and can’t jump between tabs to check peoples’ separate tumblr and ao3 usernames, so i’ve tagged who i know off the top of my head!!

so here are my top 10 (in no particular order, just listing what comes to mind first)

“in the sun” (kurt cobain x OC) by ugh-nirvana on wattpad. it has been my favorite fanfiction of all fucking time; i read this at least once a year. primarily fluff and angst, but it follows the OC and kurt through high school and into adulthood. the author and i are actually friends now bc we wrote two of the most popular kurt cobain x OC fics on wattpad 😭🖤

“the windows of this love” (byler angst) by delusional together (Whyyyyy) on ao3. phenomenal story, i cry every time i read it, and i’ve read it so many times it’s kind of a problem lmaooo. it was also one of my inspirations for TIMT.

“that blue gibson” (dave grohl x OC) by thatbluegibson on wattpad. a literal masterpiece. cute, romantic, fluffy, spicy, all of the above.

“the rawest desire (in it’s friendliest form)” (byler smut) by bangingbiddies on ao3. they have a very apropos username; this fic had me slamming my laptop shut multiple times and screaming at my cat. probably the best smut i’ve read tbh.

“i’m a wreck (without you here)” (byler angst) by @oldfashionedmorphine on ao3. INSANE. BEAUTIFUL. LYRICAL. i cannot praise this story highly enough, it’s one of my favorite byler fics of all time. alcoholic mike wheeler is my favorite mike wheeler ngl.

“second chances and dances” (byler angst/fluff) by @foodiewithdahoodie on ao3!!!! i’m a huge sucker for dad mike fics, and this one is *chefs kiss*

“lost without you” (byler angst/fluff) by julia_skysong on ao3. another dad mike fic i actually just finished for the 3rd fucking time in the past 6 months. i recommend reading this whole series, it’s so well written (and is still being written!!).

“fence sitter” (byler smut) by pinkcash on ao3. exactly what the title suggests. sensually spicy and severely suspenseful.

“boy in my class [gerard way]” by lilyrose93 on wattpad. it’s a gerard way x OC. very cute, very cliche, but if you’re looking for ✨fluff✨, this is it. and listen, i know writing about real people who are still alive is kinda weird but like… this one is serious, ok??? 💀

“tell me i’m a bad man” by therevengeparade on wattpad. along the same lines as the one before this— it’s teacher/student frerard. very messy, very smutty, top tier drama. if it helps at all, this was probably my initiation to gay fanfic. so… thanks therevengeparade!!! love u!!!

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happy reading, friends 🥰🖤✨

[theroseiswithoutawherefor]

Well, first of all, I have to thank @yridenergyridenergy for selling me the ticket! It was literally the best experience I had throughout the year; I really, really, sincerely appreciate it.

As promised, this is my repo of the gig in Wakayama. To be honest, I’m really a bad recorder as I can only recall the sensation or vibe in general and forget the details every time. Am I the only one?? Anyway, I guess my drawings may not be precise at all and it would be more like a summary of the year.

And this repo will be focusing on Kaoru, Toshiya and Kyo. I’m sorry but I stood on the left in both times.

Kaoru

It’s so strange that I can easily feel my love for him grows with time and what a coincidence! I visited them twice this year and I was right in front of him every time. I always assumed that I would be in front of Toshiya when I checked the hall map in December, but no! It was Kaoru again! It kinda shocked me the time I located my seat and noticed his microphone stand was there, just about 2 meters away.

I think probably it has been known by all of you, the show started with a semi-transparent screen showing some AI-generated footage(sorry, I hate this part). It covered most of the setting but just revealed some shadows. I could only see Kaoru, his side profile, priest-alike gown and silver hair. He looked so focused and indifferent and so good-looking…my hands are still sweating as I recall it now.

That was my first time listening to Rinkaku on-site. I got caught up in emotion when you could easily compare themselves in reality and their sketches in the video. You could see how much they have changed and it also just reminded me a lot of moments, staying at home and staring them on the screen. The real vs the virtual.

Also, at the beginning from the distance, I could only see some sort of marks on his chin that looked pretty much like piercings? It turned out to be his makeup; so brilliant.

Kyo

I didn’t see Kyo that much this time, but I feel he is that kind of vocal that you would fall in love with once you’ve actually seen him in the venue. He looked so nostalgic to me this time, maybe bc of the ghost face makeup or the fact that I have seen him too much this year. I also went to HK for sukekiyo this year.

The gig of sukekiyo was more emotional, floating and spacey (and less aggressive, obviously). Kyo’s dedication was so contagious. Although he looked a little bit nervous at the beginning of the Day1, forgetting the lyrics now and then lol.

It is interesting to see the similarities and differences between Diru and Sukekiyo, like looking at different reflections of the same mirror.  

Btw probably he is the most inspiring Diru member to me I guess. Idk why drawing kyo always begins with a pretty satisfying draft then it becomes a big challenge to my expertise and patience ahhhh. But yeah, I can improve a lot after finishing it. So, kyo, thx? lol

Toshiya

I’m not quite a fan of his white outfit that day(the one worn in the pic of their tweet on 16th Dec). Actually I even failed to recognize him the first, waistcoat and palazzo trouser are ok but definitely not the most stunning look of him. It seems that his style is becoming more gender-neutral this year, with hair dyed brown, pearl jewelries and feminine makeup.

But I still quite enjoyed his performance, his body language was so beautiful (ugh! It’s such a shame that I can’t recreate it)and he was the first one going to the left terrace and saying hi to everyone. Toshiya is always the sweetest person in Diru to me.

I prefer his encore look more and he took off the shirt and threw it to the gift right in front of him

（and a random sketch）

That’s it! I could have drawn more but, sorry I’m a perfectionist, these pics really took me some time, but I may keep going if I have spare time.

And I’m not used to talking so much on the Internet, it is embarrassing somehow.  

The year of 2023 has treated me rly good, I hope it would be the same for all of you and Diru members, see you next year.