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The difference between Inkheart and Inkdeath are literally insane.
The bad guy in Inkheart is like… a local mafia boss and his handful of cronies. Oh no, he put us in the animal stables and people talk about that he enjoys killing but we don’t ever see it and the worst thing he does is giving Mo a cut on the face and putting people in cages I guess.
The bad guys in Inkdeath, however, are the ruler of the land but also Death herself and we desperately fight against destiny. Every other chapter there’s a fight and people get brutally killed. We are about to scatter Mos fucking kneecaps. Mind torture while experiencing actual torture in the underwater dungeon. Everything is out to kill you but with everything going on death is kinda the least of our worries??
Like boi… that’s full a 180,,,,
#the mind torture got to me#like Jesus#like the actual torture wasn’t enough and made it WORSE#swugs ted talk#Inkheart#inkspell#inkdeath#Tintenherz#meggie folchart#mo folchart#resa#meggie inkheart#the aderhead#dustfinger#Farid#I miss basta
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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge
Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)
#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people#but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my#ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I#love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so#mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to#understand how to make it all work together and then#....#Jesus fuck#sans au#utmv#undertale au#horrortale#horror sans#UwU#anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j#I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do
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You love to bring up our record. Our record is 4 and 1 after you beat me at WrestleDream, and you beat me, I will give you that.
#aewedit#wrestlingedit#hangman adam page#hangman page#adam page#aew#aew dynamite#fright night dynamite#my gif#hanger gif#that 'not for me' hasn't left my mind one second#this promo hasn't left my mind one second#he's so so sooooo good#the best storyteller in the business and i will not take criticisms bc i am right#i wanna gif the whole thing but my computer has been crashing every 2 seconds this week#i legit wanna ***#anyway bye#edit: i just scrolled down the aewedit tag and there's like at least other 3 versions of this very moment lmao😭😭#sorry i was out all day i only opened tumblr to boop ppl and when i got home i got straight into making this#bc i'd been thinking about it all day i was away from ps it was torture so i didn't see skjdljd so like enjoy all 3467 vers of this ig 😁
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and if i said suguru’s relationship with weakness (’the preciousness of the weak, the ugliness of the weak’) was born out of his feelings towards his mother …
#.#feeling abnormal feeling extremely abnormal#i think suguru fucking haaaaaates his father but his connection to his mother is just . so much more loaded#in that sense his mommy issues are far worse but his daddy issues are definitely more . apparent#he hates his dad he’d do anything anything anythingggg never to end up like him#but he resembles his mother in many ways (the hair. the eyes. the frail heart)#and because of that his hatred/love for Her in particular is just … one big can of worms#’you shouldn’t have given birth to me. you should have saved yourself. it’s your own fault that you’re stuck with him’#etcetc#he feels pity and guilt and hatred and biological love he’d be better off without#i think his mother was very very awful to him too#but even baby sugu knew the root cause was his father#hhhhh ….#i’m a little on the fence between . ’his home life was violently abusive’#and ’his parents were obsessed with appearing normal and perfect no matter the cost’#maybe both ?#like … idk if ever got physical. but i think just the psychological torture of living in that kind of household#left scars in his soul that he’ll never get rid of#in my mind sugu’s backstory is akin to nobara’s but make it straight up horror#anyway that’s all 🙏 sugu your parental issues have bewitched me#ari noises ✩#meta ✩
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brodinsons AU where they are both acting the entire time the plot occurs. They both know both sides of what is happening at all times.
#brodinsons trying to plan a way to preserve both of them and it just keeps getting more and more difficult#like Loki tells Thor his arm went blue in the fight and Thor is like. oh. we SHOULD leave. and Loki is like yea u distract i'll get everyon#Thor hand Loki having a mind link of some sort idk like Loki falls and that genuinely wasn't meant to happen but then the link doesn't die#Thor knows Loki is being tortured with Thanos and Loki knows Thor is stuck on Asgard#Loki tells Thor to be Odin's favourite until the man dies and Thor convinces Loki to 'just attack Earth then'#they act out the 2012 movie#Loki goes to prison and is like ugh just leave me here \(´O`)/#and Thor is like okay fine but only until father dies. BUT THEN THE ELVES ATTACK#they get out and pretend to be at odds#Loki dies#Loki wakes and is like hey im alive im going after Odin and Thor is like i'm a LITTLE BUSY FIGHTING FOR THE UNIVERSE!!!#and Loki is like mmmmmmm doing it now#Thor finally wins and is like whew im so exhausted........... loki? you there?#and Loki is like. well yes. im here. in Asgard. you should come back! Odin is gone btw#Thor: where did he... go...#Loki: aged care home#Thor: ........................................... *cackling*#Loki: :D#Thor: got em good
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Capitalism shure will make you feel guilty about wanting to work on a later schedule than 8 to 5
#I want to work 12 to 9 or something like that#I never took a class in college earlier than 10#and I didn’t mind classes that lasted until 8pm#besides walking back to my dorms in New England winter weather#but that’s the climate not school#idk#i’ve been treading on this thought for a while and finally got to verbalize it to someone#which made me realize#yeah#I would rather work late than torture myself by getting up early#G muses
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jiang cheng, age nine:
madam yu: you shouldn't hang out with wei wuxian! He'll bring troubles! Don't you see how your father favors him over you?!
jiang cheng:I'll thrown his shit out of our room and then I'll search for him! Mom, you don't know him the way I do. He's my shixiong now!
jiang cheng, age eighteen:
cultivators: Look at how that wei wuxian disrespects sect leader jiang! Why doesn't jiang cheng discipline him? Oh, they were childhood sweethearts, lol. What a disillusioned maiden.
jiang cheng: Tks, it's not like that: our fight is fake. He promised. I trust him. Why would he lie to me?
jiang cheng, age thirty-something:
wei wuxian: yeah, everything I did was out of duty. Bye bye. Gonna start a new happy life without you.
jiang cheng:...
#Like. The fact that jc still loves wwx after everything. Is up to him#But#It's endlessly funny to me how at the end jc got confirmed his worst nightmares: wwx didn't love him and did everything out of duty!#'that was my duty to the jiang'#JC IS NOT A MIND-READER#That's not a 'love you' in particular coming from someone who can't sit still with you for one second#jiang cheng#beloved#Mdzs#In love with how the cultivation world is divided between people who think that jc is a soft hearted maiden incapable of being a good leade#And others who think he's the meanest bad bitch alive who spends his days torturing people
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From my reincarnated sukuna's s/o drabble
Tw pregnancy (reader has sukuna's kid), death of unborn child, mentions of starvation
Seeing all these fics were suku tries to impregnate us made me think....
What if at that time reader was like pregnant when they died? Like even after sukuna's sealment urame tries to save sukuna's s/o and unborn child but the moment he finds them its too late, both them and the baby are already to gone to save. They find their body in a cell outside the villages, already thin and dry(???) from starvation, since that was the only way for the socerers/ villagers get rid of them.
But years later reader's reincarnated and so is the unborn kid, the lil one being reader's younger sibiling now, but after they encounter sukuna the lil one's hair starts to change color by the few weeks...from its original color to a pinkish color
Ya'll see where im going with this?
#look idk if urame died or got sealed too#unless i find otherwise this is gonna stsy like this#i dont mind spoilers but just mark it if yall wanna tell me#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#jjk x you#tw pregnancy#tw starvation#tw torture#i think#fic?#tw death of a child#jjk spoilers#sukuna fic
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the way i rewatch any part of rottmnt and once again come away from canon leo wondering where the actual heck are people getting this “oohhhh he only thinks he’s good for self sacrifice or as a tool, he has absolutely zero self worth whatsoever” instead of the canon version who’s kind of a manipulative lil stinker and KNOWS he has stuff to bring to the table but isn’t sure how to be Seen
it’s not that he thinks he’s worthless or not wanted. i fuckin promise you that about rise leo. he does not seriously think he is unloved or unwanted or ~one mistake away from being dropped by his own family~ or whatever
what he IS is rejection-sensitive in the way that makes any time he fails feel like the end of the world to HIM (setting aside that time he messed up and it did literally trigger the near-apocalypse and near deaths of him and his family lol), so he’d rather not try than risk messing up
#rottmnt#if i woobified raph the way ppl do leo itd be like 3k word essay on how#idk#the ms cuddles prank was actually extremely cruel and insensitive and CLEARLY why raph had so many trust issues#esp w his dad laughing at him etc etc etc etc like#i dont get it i really dont!!!!#like even as far as the movie goes raph kinda. suffered.... more. yk.#im not big on suffering olympics but like.#raph also self sacrificed and got physically beat up in the big alien fight#AND tortured AND mutated AND mind probed AND controlled into hurting his own family#raph literally starts the movie trying to explain to leo how it is HIS JOB to keep their whole family safe and ready for the next struggle#his entire finale arc is about how tied into the identity of protector and carrying them all he really is and how bad that is on him#fandom makes me so mad when the canon material itself i always enjoy and want to pick apart even for leo#(who frankly im burnt out on! bc of the overwhelming attention he always gets!)
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endgame spoilers
never gonna be over this
#veilguard spoilers#da:v spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#solavellan#ellana lavellan#anyway this is the one thing i will share of my endgame stuff atm#because now that i have a better design for ellana#sharing screenshots of this version of her does Not bring me joy#but this image of them does#also i got this two days after the game launched#i was losing my motherfucking mind#playing early was a joy but not being able to scream about it online was torture#idk how the people who got Actual early access managed
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tired of people saying that evil morty is just a morty who snapped, and he doesn't have some good villian origin story. like !! yes he does !! he's implied to be a product of and is canonly a witness of the morty industry.
tw for human trafficking mentions under the more
which, because people in this fandom kind of sugarcoat that or don't see it for what it is, is human trafficking. evil morty isn't just some morty who got tired of a rick, hes a human trafficking victim who was likely passed between more ricks than he can remember. he's witnessed so many deaths and so much systemic morty torture that he's desensitized. the way he scanned all of those rick's brains mimicked the fucking dead morty disposal line.
so, no, evil morty isn't just "some morty who got sick of a rick," he literally apologizes for being such a high maintenence morty to make his rick shut up. that isn't something a regular grandson says that's something a grandson who has been trafficked and used by vile versions of his grandpa in such amounts that his life is unrecognizable without it.
for the love of fuck, r&m fans, please understand complex characters with complex trauma
#cw human trafficking#cw child trafficking#cw ht#cw ct#cw tbmc#cw torture based mind control#cw torture#idk maybe its because i went through something similar but i literally take personal offence to this LMAO#please stop watering him down#he went through unimaginable trauma just to be called some morty who got sick of a rick#hes so me#im so him#evil morty my love
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I've already decided that if I do do yehawgust one of the characters I make for it is gonna be named Whiskey, they're gonna be frisky, their daddy grows corn, and they love the rain. I know Nothing else about them yet.
#i dont want to play the cowboy thing straight#i want to keep the aesthetics of like. rio grande area because thats Home#Maybe something to do with purple sage? Whiskey is out on a ranch many miles from home.#Nah. Whiskey is the thing someone is going to be meeting.#Whiskey take my mind....#take care of me. youre all ive got...#dont let her memory torture me#Maybe a heat stroke delusion? Maybe something luring a cowboy further away from a path that might lead them home?#im drowning in a whiskey riverrr#dont run dry...#Cowboy and mermaid maybe?#Ill figure it out#spirit of spring? or summer?
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pont pont vesszőcske
#this year just feels weird. im selfishly not saying ~rawr so awful or tragic#because there are things ive achieved this year that im proud of and that were long due#im so happy i did that masters course and im so glad i landed a job that pays well even though its torture on my nerveous system#my mind is forever free from academic guilt and pressure#and i can afford things that nourish my soul and body when they werent accessible before#so this is the firm acknowledgment of the fact that im lucky and have an objectively good life#part of which i was given and nice parts i actually worked my ass off for#and for the first time in my life im at a stage where its all … freestyle?? lmao like ok girl you did the things now find new things to do#and theres none hehehe just human connections that are harder to build than a cv or a thesis defense and doesnt only depend#on the effort i put in#but also on how the stars and planets are moving or idk#plus i just remembered how my sister told me that the reason why i kept procrastinating on my diploma was bc it was an excuse to not grow u#and now the universe is kicking my ass all year to make me realize that i need to change and grow and build a life i could settle in#because this bitch!!!! took 3 of my 4 closest friends and made them move countries and get married or in one case just simply get over me#and not to make everything about me but its how humans work okay so ofc im internalizing a lot of other tragedies as new signs#from the universe screaming at me#to get away from the parasocial bonds that give me so much joy but also affect me too much#like LAUGH AT ME all you want but ive been wanting to see ts live since 2009#and the only thing that kept me up in exam season at 4am was me and my friend sending outfit inspos to each other#like its silly i know but when that show got cancelled and i was hysterical i kneew the lesson was to grow up and stop investing so much#into lovely but also relatively short moments of my life#because i should be able to#look forward to other things after graduating than the eras tour but i WASNT okay#and i dont have to elaborate on how liam’s passing has been affecting me/us so i wont#but fuck that was a cruel reminder - to make things about me again- that though i can talk about this with friends on my phone#until my retina burns out or melts or idk what retinas do#i still dont have ANYONE in my phsyical proximity who would understand this pain and thats partially on me#and then my 85+yr old grandma got covid AGAIN for the 3rd time and my god she got better but in case i forgot she wont be with me forever#and i reached the tag limit so thats it anyway weird year very weird dont know what it wants from me#to the void
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hello <3 before I go to bed I wanna just offer a lil expansion on Ingvar's scars ! in his bio i mention that the extent of what the venatori / imperium did to him was . a lot. but a visual is almost better than a description so uwu (also.....old man tiddies. hehe.) The bottom row is a closer look at his eye ?? what happened there is short of a miracle that he kept it at all, and realistically, he wouldn't likely have his right eyebrow at all, but alas.... this is da:v character creator jfjdsjfd SO YKNOW. but yes! he's completely blind in his right eye and has like, almost chronic pain because of the nerve damage he sustained (but he ofc mostly just keeps that to himself, though you might catch him like.... wince.. or move a little slower than he ought to if he were not in pain like he tends to act like he isnt)
#( ooc )#( images. ingvar )#tw torture#tw burns#idk how to tag things anymore :( I am........ old.....#but yes... he. him... it is heem...#i just think hes neat#thinking abt how they burned the soles of his feet too <3 so walking sucks sometimes and#that might actually doubly be why he hates elven styled armor jgjjgfdjJFJFJ#..... also thinking about how da:v devs are cowards..... let me give my character body hair#aint NO WAY this man is bare. NUH UH.... NO... HES GOTTA BE HAIRY... is2g#this man is dad that works out but wont say no to a cookie shaped#he put on so much weight after he got free from the venatori ... like thats gOOD. THATS SO GOOD...#hes just. getting older now as well so hes a lil shaped different than he used to be nodnod#less V and more I I if yk what i mean fjfjsdj#.....all that was unrelated. dont mind me.
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I'm 5 feet tall with a delicate build, and I work out regularly. No amount of body-building changes the fact that the average man could easily wrap his entire fucking hand around my neck and EASILY choke me to death, or break my wrists or my fucking spine. That terrifies me. It terrifies me than in a real one on one fight to the death, I'd probably be the one dying. I'm thinking of that video where a woman stabbed a guy with a big knife like 15 times, and he still kept fighting, whaling on her. What the fuck are those tiny "self defense" blades supposed to accomplish ? My best bet would probably be to slice his jugular or push my thumbs into his eye sockets, but how the fuck am I supposed to do that if he's restraining my arms. It TERRIFIES me that I can't fight, and even if I could, I'd probably not stand a chance against the average man, and definitely not if there were more than one.
Do any of you know self defense tips that ACTUALLY work? No convoluted moves. If a brute has got me in a fucking chokehold, I won't be thinking about the steps of popular self defense moves. I'll be panicking, losing strength and consciousness. The way i see it, my best bet would be carrying a fucking dagger, but even that requires intense training to learn how to use efficiently.
#going through news headlines and losing my mind why are men such violent dogs ?#rape and mutilation cases EVERYDAY#i want to kill them#i want to fucking clean out the filth by serial killing rapists#kam kam kam my god what a wretched world#mine#they start wars and WE are the casualties we are the ones suffering rape and torture and mutilation#you want me to feel bad for veterans with ptsd ?#i hope every single one of you kills yourself#holy shit#usually i skim the headlines but i decided to read through the stories today#and all it's done is make me realize how depraved and horrifically perverse men are#and then you've got libfems on social media making cutesy posts about how men are soft and smol and deserve love and tenderness#like no all you uncivilized fucking hyenas deserve is a bullet in the head#and even that is being merciful#reading about the nanjing massacre and i'm on the verge of tears holy fucking shit#it's ALL of them#no matter how civilized and polite they pretend to be#all of history is a testament to it#radfem
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Jughead riverdale is like what I would have been if I had been born a cis man and Archie riverdale is like who I pretend i would have been if I were born a cis man for sexual reasons
#he’s the archetypal all American boy who gets tortured and killed repeatedly by the narrative#if you don’t get it well maybe you’re not ready for the depths of my emersonian mind or whatever kylo ren said#god saved me by making me trans. someone I know confessed to me that they’re glad they got to know me bc when we met in class they thought i#was just a film bro D:#yeah I’m trying to actually finish riverdale this time. it means so much#warlock wartalks
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