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@zhukzucraft YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING INDESCRIBABLE TO ME!!!
#INDESCRIBABLE I SAY!!!!!#every update is killing me i love quadlife SO MUCHHHH#quadlife#quadlife fanart#mumbojumbo#mumbo jumbo#mumbo#skizzleman#skizz#joe hills#art escapades#dapper duo#trafficshipping#DFJVSGH I KNOW THEYRE A DUO BUT DO THEY HAVE A SHIP NAME BC THAT FEELS APPROPRIATE#feel free to bug me /pos if there are other tags I should tag!!#I have freaking destruction to be working on commmeeonnnnn /silly#mumskizz#quadruple life
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laudna might be horrifically corrupted by an endlessly evil and manipulative presence but she does have a fair fucking point and i wish someone in the party explicitly stood up for that. it's inappropriate to assume that the people around you will be comfortable with you wielding the blade that they lost their life by, or watched their love die by. just because you died by it and your love died by it and you still want to use it to strengthen yourself and for poetic justice doesn't mean that everyone with that experience will be able to stomach it, let alone support it
and laudna especially, plunged into darkstone for what felt like a lifetime because of it and struggling for weeks on end to come to terms with how she was changed by it. the implied trauma olympics of "that sword is orym's to do with what he wants" is so invalidating to the complicated, messy, scary, ugly experiences and feelings that laudna (and fearne) has attached to it. it doesn't matter the body count of loved ones felled by the thing, it only matters how each person is affected by it
#and ik it's not the same but if imogen had complicated feelings about that thing too i wouldn't blame her!#single-mindedly used to carve trauma into her and her alone#it doesn't matter how powerful/helpful it may be. and frankly it doesn't matter that will permanently died because of it.#they have all suffered indescribable amounts of loss because of it and grief cannot be quantified in that way#i cannot have this all be chalked up to delilah's influence it's so unfair. please do not let me down critty role#end of c3e95#text#critical role#cr3#cr lb#cr spoilers#cr meta#orym cr#laudna cr#r: laudna x orym#r: bells hells#*meta
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one of these days i'm writing some kind of essay about lost media and humanity's need to solve loose ends. people only care about it because its lost. people only know its lost because somebody cared about it. it's such an achingly beautiful concept. it's such a horrifying fate. it's about mortality and the traitor that is memory and about love. its about the human spirit and a new kind of folklore. all forms of media preservation are a race against the deprecation and physical decomposition of their storage medium. i hope there's a heaven for art.
#my posts#and i hope warner brothers execs never get to see its warm light#This post has been edited 5 times to add or change its wording. It’s original form is lost now too. Creation is an obligate carnivore#anyway id title it ''the lost the liminal and the scavenger hunt''#anyway im just thinkin thoughts#just watched a video about anime piracy and am feeling some kind of way again#GNU infinity train and every obscure out of print thing#also i just wanna play glyder 2 again you guys...#the other one that destroyed me is jacob geller how can we bear to throw anything away#also apparently people found that 80s song everyone was going insane about? and its the funniest possible ending?#i love how in humanity's indomitable spirit there is also inevitably the indescribably absurd and horny. i would have it no other way.
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D & J 199X
#camp camp#camp camp david#david cc#camp camp jasper#Jasper cc#my art#jaspvid#i have so many feelings about them#and most of those feelings are indescribably bittersweet#hope this conveys that a little!!!!!!
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I mean. Squid Greygold os cute
#They have their cute moments#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#illithid tav#squid Greygold#greygold#'a whole new world' playing in the background#indescribable feelings indeed#don't need no flying carpet to soar tumble and free wheel through an endless diamond sky though ohoho#I throw a starry-eyed doodle at you#BUT ALSO I'm FLATTERED YOU'RE TOO KIND
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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something something how horribly tragic both the broken vessel and lost kin fight feel something something idk man this is hard
#i was going to say something much more poetic about the indescribable emotions i feel every time i fight broken vessel/lost kin but yknow.#indescribable#i swear if this doesnt do well i will explode i spent way too much time on it#you guys have no idea how many different coloring and rendering schemes i tried for this#ok actually it was only like 5#but still!!#as someone who hates coloring#the whole process hurt me both emotionally and physically. my hand hurts now.#hollow knight#lost kin#broken vessel#my art#and i KNOW thats not how void. or like. spells or whatever work at all i was just trying to make it look cool ok#bv is crying and ghost is crying and IM crying and#various meanderings
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No Marolmar option, because I hate him ✨️
Non hfth fans, vote for which title you vibe with
#i have a feeling most people will pick Nik#not that i mind#hfth#hfth polls#hfth nikignik#hfth indescribables#hfth xyikxyz#should i tag all of them??#sure why not#hfth rothogroth#hfth syrensyr#hfth tolshotol#hfth zazzlezazz#hfth noptilnopt#hfth ephelzeph#hfth lolgmololg#hfth zelcryzelk#once again inflicting my followers with my love for hfth#polls
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slowly. crawling back online. the laptop I'm borrowing has a funny quirk where if the temperatures get too cold, it won't turn back on. I spent five days trying to frakenstein it back to life before finding a forum where someone had the same problem, and then spent a day. uh. warming it back up to a state where it would turn on, which was extremely harrowing. as someone who grew up working with computers: warming one up goes against every instinct that I have.
anyway. hello. technology. gotta love it!
#the sheer panic i felt when this laptop wouldn't turn on was indescribable lmao. christ.#honestly i was hoping to have had saved up enough money by this time to afford a proper replacement but you know how stuff comes#up and it's like. EHRHGHHH. it's fine! we can keep going on as it is! and then your laptop won't turn on. it feels like the universe#is playing a very funny joke but god can we do crowd work on someone else for a minute
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life update ive actually been feeling a lot better lately <3 will be heading back to my parents' place again tomorrow but i've been at my own place since friday which is the longest i've managed that since the summer :) still not back to normal but slowly getting there it seems thank gawd
#i was actually on the verge of moving back in w my parents permanently bc i Have been paying my rent for these 3 months 😀#but now that is postponed at least for a little. if i stay like this i think i will anyway but for now i hope i'll keep feeling better#if the housing market wasnt so shit garbage i wouldve moved back in by now tbf#but it's so indescribably hard to find a place to live in this city#and the process is very intense with lots of visits and lots of nights where you have to impress lots of people#so moving back in w my parents means staying there for at the very least a year#and like. for now it is fine. but once i start to want autonomy again........... complete nightmare#my parents really are exceptionally great but if i feel normal again i Cant stay w them#personal
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just read the anthology of ethel cain’s preachers daughter and each song’s meaning on genius and i’m moved to tears holy shit
the upmost tremendous of kudos @mothercain , this is the best album driven by story that i have ever had the joy to follow
#it’s actually morbidly beautiful how ethel’s decayed body after ptolomaea is represented with an instrumental#i haven’t listened to that yet (i dont have my headphones with me)#but oh my god#tremendous kudos to hayden you have really created a stunning piece of art#ran to tumblr immediately to share my thoughts#it feels like i’ve walked with ethel through her whole life and oh my god that’s an indescribably special feeling#ethel cain#mothercain#preacher’s daughter
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tapetum lucidum
#when i say i have brain damage. oh good lord#was listening to solitudes by tom ashbrook while i drew this and i nearly started crying#the indescribable feeling you get thinking about the monster overcoming its programming and finally being able to feel and act on its own#xleon#leon kennedy#mr x#resident evil#art#my art#artists on tumblr#aot#doodles#leon s kennedy#t-100 series tyrant#resievil
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its so funny to me when allos dismiss alterous attraction an queerplatonic relationships as something pointless and made up by Big Aspec to sell more aromanticism and asexuality just because its not something theyve ever felt or wanted cause like. if you experience things that I don't experience then why cant the opposite also be true? do you just think youre that special or something
#im sorry allos you do not have monopoly on big indescribable feelings of fondness love and attraction#just cause i do it differently doesnt mean you get to tell me what i do and dont experience#nor does that mean you get to mock aspec terms just bc they're not useful to you#aromantic#asexual#ew.txt
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I MISS SR1/SR2 I JUST WANNA GO BACK TO STILWATERRR
#suddenly got hit w a pang of. idk. longing. we’re in that late summer/early fall time where#i’m filled w an indescribable loneliness and nostalgia for times gone by. and i think stilwater captures that feeling so well.#perpetually trapped in 2006-2011. graphics staying as they are. characters we don’t see again#feels like home in so many ways. and perhaps fitting that the characters cannot return to the past they knew#‘‘are you having a stroke’’ no i just don’t feel like working.#also just got hit w a pang of wow i can’t believe that’s the direction they went w the later games#also i still need to edit my pinned. this weekend for sure.
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ddcds. for u (hopefully ur day will b a bit better!)
had to take a second to respond to this because dear GOD this made me lose coherent thoughts. ahem
#asks#ddcd#i. i want to start up a good feral tag ramble but the only thing i can think of is to break down wailing /pos#my friend. beloved acquaintance of mine. you canNOT keep doing this one day you will fuckinf kill me of heart attack on the spot#i keep stepping away from this every couple minutes i haven’t felt this much emotions in eons. please have the courtesy to picture-#-my tone as that of soft awe. i am barely forming comprehensible sentences out here dear god#i’d also like to mention that i am in love with how you draw carapace. it all flows very smoothly and feels correct in an indescribable-#fuck the tumblr tag limit#-sort of manner.#your expressions are immaculate and manage to perfectly encapsulate these two#just. everything in general makes me even more fascinated with. well. [gestures abstractly]#please be ever so kind as to excuse me while i yell into a pillow for half an hour. i will be delivering you all of my money-#-as compensation for this on the morrow. thank you#fave
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scam likely better watch the FUCK OUT
#i love and hate him indescribably#THAT BASTARD UAGH#i literally just bought the scam likely pin from the dndads shop..#i have mixed feelings abt this silly stupid bastard#dndads#dndads s2#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#scam likely#dndads scam likely#scam likely dndads#autumn rambling#🍁
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