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someone’s intentions are as clear as day
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace rafayel#rafayel#good god#it was so hard to pick the gifs#ahhhh#he’s just so beautiful#and dangerous looking at the same time#but i also want to kiss him silly#welp#MC already did that#shiet#i mean just look at him#the lightning was a paid actor in this memory#the entirety of this memory is just#immaculate#cries
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read Living With a Tiger by x_los !
#ty jacks pyrzqxyl for betaing my comicmaking#sorry to drop you guys in the middle of the scene but i just really love the dialogue here#i beg you to go read this fic#watched a lot of melts' bingqiu wedding extra storyboard and jo and laurie's proposal scene from the 2019 little women while working on thi#also--it occurred to me while rereading living with a tiger#that bingge and shen qingqiu are the only two characters who have seen the entirety of the other's story (discounting airplane)#shen qingqiu read all of PIDW and bingge watched all of sqq's memories#so even though their actual interactions are limited to that day#sqq has been insane about binghe/bingge this whole time#and bingge has a lifetime to be insane about sqq#it really makes you think#it makes you want to turn into a void of nothingness#cheers to xlos' writing the gift that keeps giving#living with a tiger#svsss#scum villain#bingqiu#binggeqiu#shen qingqiu#sqq#luo binghe#lbh#luo bingge#long post
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i wish to be your shadow , forever behind you , even if i am not good enough
plus some extra. they are quite literally metal boxes. i wonder how large they are in actually. im assuming human size? i also never realized just how complicated hokma's was.. i think its all the gears
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#hokma#hokma lobcorp#ayin#ayin lobcorp#im always worried about ooc but then a realize. IT DOESNT MATTER!!! i want them to hug#but then i think abt it and i dont know how to draw hugs. does it matter? NO!! you can tell what it is . good enough#anyways tagging w ayin is always weird because its not QUITE him (from my understanding im not even done im on day 47(pain))#its a mix of consciousness between a blank slate who processes and feels things in a similar manner but then memories put onto him that --#-- logically are his but even then theyre seperate entetied in a way even still (angela noted this in one of the days cant remember which)#so its like.... x and a put into one . i thinkk where its going w it is that each are different aspects ended up experiencing and processin#this grief and hopelessness in different ways? and then ending up being assigned a name as a reflection of different aspects born of the --#-- character that was the entirety of 'ayin'. different aspects isolated via extreme measures when they are ALL ayin just... yknow extremes#FROM MY UNDERSTANDING DONT CORRECT ME IM NOT DONE!!! IM NOT DONE!!!! ITLL HAPPEN 98 HRS SO FAR TRUST#((well day 47 when i queued this to be posted .. hopefully ill be past that and with a acceptable death count))#(((I did btw what the fuck hatbthe fuck whayt hfbf ck)))#I FROGOY i#x lobcorp
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Random fun fact about me: when I was about 10-14 years old, I had a phase where I was just OBSESSED with cooking shows like Chopped. I don’t even know how many I watched, it was kinda weird.
Anyway, episode 31—for how unhinged and wild it is—makes me feel as if I was in middle school again, watching these cooking shows with bated breath. It’s nice.
#this and the entirety of the icebound campaign just brings me back to my middle school era#hell that quiz I made?#that was the first fandom related quiz I’ve made since middle school#I even used the same site that I was on during middle school#before i discovered Wattpad or ao3#i honestly think I would’ve really enjoyed loa if I knew of it’s existence in middle school#or if I had given D&D a chance before fhe end of highschool#idk it’s just. they keep giving me an odd sense of nostalgia. it’s nice.#there’s not much I like looking back on in my middle school years#but they’re bringing back the few happy memories I do have of that time period#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw
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I've been working on Finally finishing Naruto Shippuden (after being a Naruto fan for nearly 15 years), & I just finished episode 420. And I have some THOUGHTS about the "Naruto is the reincarnation of Ashura" thing. This started as just me rambling for my normal liveblog posting, but I had a LOT of thoughts about this actually, so I am presenting them to u all Now.
So. Naruto meeting the Sage of Six Paths! Cool!!! I'm finally learning about Naruto being the reincarnation of Ashura, which... honestly is not a choice that I like very much. Narratively speaking, I mean. The Point of Naruto's journey was that he was the underdog, the bottom of his class, the orphan that everyone hated and made fun of. Through hard work and perseverance, he managed to drag himself from being a complete social outcast to someone generally really loved and respected. That's compelling!!! It means a lot!!!
But then the show is like. "Oh...actually, he's the son of the fourth hokage. And Also, he's the reincarnation of the son of the literal creator of ninshuu aka the precursor of modern ninjutsu." I mind him being Minato's son less as a narrative choice (for reasons I will get into shortly), but making him Ashura's reincarnation?? I've got Several things that bug me about that.
So First, for him being Minato's son. It's not like that's ever Actually given him any sort of status (since most people don't know), & Minato was also kind of just a random guy?? Just incredibly skilled, enough so to become the 4th hokage. And then there's also Kushina, descended from a very successful and very Feared clan that ended up almost entirely killed bc of that fear. Naruto being an Uzumaki means great power, huge chakra reserves (not even including the extra chakra he gets from Kurama), & some innate skills (that Naruto mostly didn't inherit, but one can play pretend sometimes). BUT ALSO, they were almost entirely killed off. He's a survivor of his clan's genocide that happened well before he was even born, and he doesn't even REALIZE it yet. So even though being Minato's son means he's the son of a very influential person, it doesn't give him the same leverage as being a Senju or Uchiha would. And the clan he Does belong to bc of Kushina does not give him status either, bc they're almost all fuckin Dead. And we know that Minato is a Namikaze, but as for what that actually *means*.... it's basically nonexistent. There is no mention of a Namikaze clan. Minato was just a prodigy in his own right.
SO.... All that is to say that while appending Naruto's orphan story with a "well, Actually, his parents were very powerful and well respected" does discount it a little bit, it's still not Especially unique in terms of what other people in their world may experience (there are other descendants of current and/or former kage + Many other powerful clans running around) OR in the benefits that it gives him (essentially nothing, outside of his physical strength and the inheritance of Kurama himself)(which inheriting Kurama did grant him access to IMMENSE power, but it also was the source of So Much of his suffering growing up, so I think it balances out).
The "reincarnation of Ashura, son of the Sage of Six Paths" thing tho... that one really kinda does. At that point, Naruto is no longer just the orphaned son of two respected shinobi & the current jinchuuriki of the Kyuubi (something special, but not entirely original, given that there are Other jinchuuriki who are descendants of powerful shinobi). He is now something that NO ONE ELSE ALIVE can be. It is saying that He, above Everyone Else, is special in this way. Outside of Sasuke lol, but I'll touch on that in a moment.
It just feels kinda cheap. It's cool I guess, but at this point it feels like we've completely lost the Plucky Orphan who works hard to overcome his circumstances plot. It's saying that he was Always one of a kind, he was Always destined to become Someone Special (or that he was, in fact, special the whole time). It removes the importance of his hard work in the equation. It makes it so that this is no longer something he earned for himself, but rather something that was a Given, since he is, of course, Ashura's reincarnation.
Cheap. It's cheap. And I don't like it.
Then we get into Sasuke being the reincarnation of Indra. Which I haven't gotten to that yet in the show, but I know from seeing it around. I do enjoy the sun and moon aesthetic between Naruto and Sasuke (so SO much, in fact), but. Making Sasuke the reincarnation of the Other son of the Sage of Six Paths is... frustrating? In several ways. There is of course the fact that Naruto and Sasuke have such extremely gay vibes (and Always Have), so making them the reincarnations of brothers so late in the story feels like an insult to anyone who reads their relationship in that way. Which to be fair, we do see Naruto mention at a few points that he thinks of Sasuke like a brother, but it's only a few points + feels like a kind of narrative cop-out. Sasuke himself said he doesn't think of Naruto in that way (though that could also be his self-denial speaking & it could change. Haven't gotten that far yet.), & I think there are much better choices for Naruto's "brother" figure (primarily Iruka, but people like Killer Bee and any of the other konoha 12 would be fitting too). Personally, it feels like Naruto was trying to put a name to his very strong feelings for Sasuke, & since he doesn't realize being gay is an option (since Kishimoto is clearly homophobic & made this ninja society to reflect that), he settled on Brother. But Sasuke is like "what the fuck? No, my only brother is Itachi." Instead, Sasuke has called Naruto his best friend. Which also doesn't fully encompass their relationship, but it's still closer than Brother.
So here we are, Kishimoto saying around 555 episodes into the plot (only 80 more to go) that they're actually the reincarnations of brothers. And not just any brothers. THE sons of the Sage of Six Paths. Incredibly influential, incredibly powerful, two sides of the same coin and very historically significant figures. Sasuke always had the "descended from an elite, yet disgraced clan" thing going for him, so in my opinion it doesn't hold the same kind of insult to his story that it does for Naruto. But it still feels like an insult to THEIR story.
Naruto and Sasuke were just two orphan boys. Their moms were best friends, but they didn't know that. They died when they were too young. But Naruto and Sasuke still gravitated towards one another. Understood each other like no one else. And got on each other's nerves like no one else. But that irritation stemmed from their genuine admiration of each other. They wanted to be able to beat each other. They became Rivals. And it was on their own terms. No one else pushed them together. Outside of them ending up on the same team, their entire relationship was fueled by their recognition of one another, Jealousy of one another, and the simple enjoyment of being around one another. They were the ones to decide the importance of their relationship. Sasuke recognizing Naruto as his closest friend & thus thinking he was the one he had to cut off to achieve power, and Naruto recognizing Sasuke as his first peer that acknowledged him, a precious bond he finally made, and thus someone he had to cling to FIERCELY. That was all them.
But here we are. They're a reincarnated set. The sun and the moon, but Officially. One could say soulmates in a way, in a non-romantic kind of context (considering the first iteration was a pair of brothers). While this is cool from a story standpoint, it really takes some significance away from their relationship to me. It makes it less of something they chose for themselves and more of a given. Pretty much just like Naruto being Ashura's reincarnation cheapens his own story, it cheapens their relationship too.
I dont want a story about two boys who were destined to be important to each other!!!! I want a story about two orphans who just happened to become important to one another thru a series of coincidences and personal choices. In that way, their relationship gains greater gravity bc it's born from their own hearts Alone. It's Naruto moving mountains for the sake of this boy he loves, and it's Sasuke finally coming back around bc of the force of Naruto's dedication. It means so much more than the implication that they were always meant to be a pair. So I really don't like this narrative choice.
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#naruto#narusasu#sasunaru#(i talk about how the reincarnation thing affects the context of their relationship lower down in the post)#naruto spoilers#if anyone still cares about those lol#anyways it's been really cool to finally see all this late-show stuff for myself after being in the fandom for so long#(i was caught up once upon a time. but that was around episode 200 or so lol)#but as much as im enjoying some things in the show. there are other things that i just... dont like.#part of that is nearly Half the entirety of shippuden being the fucking war arc. it's precisely what's kept me from catching up until now#but then theres the loss of the story's original Feeling. the anti-war and anti-child soldiers sentiment.#Naruto being an absolute nobody and watching Haku and Zabuza's ending & being so moved by it that it informs his entire ninja way#but Kishimoto is turning around and saying 'he was actually destined for this the whole time'. which just... i just really don't like it.#this + Neji's death feels like it's discounting their fight's entire point. Neji's entire character arc.#the fact that fate doesnt matter as much as dedication. being a 'genius' doesnt matter as much as effort.#but Neji. the caged bird. dies to protect the main line. driving home that it was pointless for him to resist it the whole time.#and Naruto. the one who worked tirelessly to become hokage against all odds and adversity. turns out it was Meant To Be after all.#sigh... i really do love this anime so much. ive loved it for most of my memory and its characters are so so dear to me.#but i also. really. REAAAAAAAAALLY hate this anime sometimes. damned anime discounting its own points...#alas. i shall continue to watch. because i do want to finally finish it.#i shall simply. probably not watch Boruto afterwards lol
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What if the Pale King locked himself away in the Dream Realm to recreate what he did to the Hollow Knight? After the Vessel leaked and he realized that it most likely had capability enough to suffer, but far far too late to even hope to do anything to fix it. He was beyond the point of no return, there was nothing he could do to undo the Sealing. And even if he could, there were no other options that he could think of of what to do about the Blazing Light.
He had no choice but to keep the Vessel sealed. No choice but to watch his kingdom crumble. There was nothing he could do.
Nothing, but to seal himself away in a self-imposed punishment in the exact same way he imparted onto his only (known) living child.
A weak attempt to impose the same agony onto himself as he forced onto them.
And should the people of his kingdom stop worshiping him and forget he exists, dwindling his power and life to a pathetic end?
Well...
Perhaps that might've been for the best.
#hollow knight#Pale King#Potential Headcanon#Thinkin about this soggy worm again#I don't actually think this is the case I just think it's an interesting concept#Though perhaps not entirely out of the realm of possibility from what we know of PK's character#PK locked his most shameful memory behind the Path of Pain and the Entirety of the Dream White Palace could be an extension of that#in a sort of ''No one's allowed in but also HE'S not allowing himself to leave either'' way#The Sealing was meant to be permanent and eternal so I don't think PK made a 'back door' in case things went wrong either#Back doors are weak points and a potential escape route is something you don't want when dealing with the Radiance#So even if PK WANTED to get Hollow out of there I don't think he was actually ABLE to do so#Presuming he didn't know about the Dream Nail#Which had to of been fucking AGONY for him#''Oh shit my Vessel-child is actually alive and I just put a pissed off god inside of them aND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT FUCK FUCK FUCK'#*chucks depression meds at PK* Boi get off ur ass and at least try to do smth don't just wait around till u die ffs
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Hollow Ground in his natural habitat. (I love him so much)
#fallen hero#fallen hero retribution#fhr#fhr hollow ground#hollow ground#idle art#my art#i'm SO happy with how the whole pose came out#just. the entirety of hollow ground has me frothing at the mouth.#wdym the secret kingpin with manipulation touch powers looks eerily similair to my character?#wdym he has fond memories of a child that look like my character and that my character ALSO kinda remembers?#INSANE#love him so much.#fallen hero rebirth
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There's like 4 times Alyx hugs someone in hl2(including ep1 and ep2 ofc) and 3 out of those 4 times she like throws herself into it and I'm just choosing to believe that she just does that. That's how she hugs people by default. Because I think that's awesome.
#all of this is from memory im not playing through the entirety of hl2 just to doccument each time Alyx hugs someone#not that i Wouldn't do that#just. id forget thats what im doing#im digging through every scene trying to draw out as much information about her as possible#because i like her :]
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I just wanna say. I know we emphasize the "thank namine" plotline a lot, but sora did make another actual PINKY PROMISE with namine, which is that he'll find her again when he wakes up and then they'll be friends for real. so we're actually waiting on TWO namine promises to follow up on in future games
although technically sora made her promise to him
THEY PINKY PROMISED!!!!!!!
last time they talked in KH3 iirc was in the final world and the heart station scene. namine has come back and it's not like they're not friends, but it's not a real resolution to this promise methinks. idk if nomura will drop this plotline and handwave it in the future, or if we'll get a real resolution in the future with the same weight as the "thank namine" plotline (they'll probably resolve both in one go). but it's a pinky promise. a promise is a promise!! I am holding you to this, nomura!!!
#mine musings#liveblogging kh#everything circles back to com#kh: com#damn sora really keeps foregetting stuff. the entirety of com... the aqua promise... riku kh3 sacrifice... mayhaps the meteor shower memory#i need a future game to pick up on this plotline sooooo bad PLEASE NOMURA i miss namine so much#she just wants to be sora's friend!!!!#look at the kh3 cover art. she looks so solitary!!!!!!!!!! everyone has their trio set and she's all alone!!!!!!!!#she doesn't need a trio and i do believe in rokunamixi friendship but like#the soranami plotline is soooooo important to me...... please nomura..... i am begging......#like yeah yeah riku's gonna wake sora up but oughhh necklace theory please be real#something something when sora uncovers his unchained memories and it leads him to both the meteor shower memory BUT ALSO his com memories#and his promise to be namine's friend.... aaaughhhh i WILL cry if this happens#namine doesn't have repliku and she doesn't even have scenes with kairi like this is all i have to go off of for her....#i am picking up crumbs on the floor#like at least give her scenes with kairi!!! like roxas has with sora!!!#but yeah atm she's more relevant to sora's story than kairi rn. sigh#kh: my witch
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one thing i found extremely funny about veilguard is that there's an obvious angle to make you try and trust solas or feel sorry for him leading up to the big act 3 plot twist of his betrayal. and i get why - it's much more emotionally resonant if you think well of him or trust him or count him as an ally and then he betrays you. but. the ENTIRE GAME my rook was beating his lil drum and going: HE! IS! THE GOD! OF LIES! AND TRICKERY! and keeping him at an arm's length and rolling his eyes when people sidled up to him and went "wow solas actually seems SO regretful huh... seems like his heart might have been in the right place maybe..."
so in the end when solas betrays you (not once! but twice!) it was literally just my rook looking into the camera the office style going SEE? SEE????
#the narrative: maybe solas is actually not that bad of a guy?#me and my rook: HE'S TRYING TO END THE WORLD. HE LITERALLY MURDERED VARRIC.#me at top volume during act 3: HE'S A LYING BITCHASS TRICKSTER GOD OFC I DONT TRUST HIS ASS ARE U FUCKING KIDDING#the push to try to get me to trust solas is SO funny to me in the narrative. bc as a player i really really dont for obvious reasons#and even in game. i'm like. my rook is a crafty little survivor with authority issues.#he is not going to be drawn in by some sad memories or anyone else's opinion that solas might be redeemable.#but the game REALLY REALLY wants you to do this for the entirety of act 1 and 2 and even into act 3#datv spoilers#datv#i probably won't tag spoilers for much longer since it's been over a month since the game came out tbh#when solas trapped you in his prison i screaming: DO YOU SEE??? DO YOU SEEE????????? I WAS SO RIGHT NOT TO TRUST HIM.#and then. they tried to pull that on you AGAIN. insane to me. like fuck no i dont trust that guy he JUST switcherooed me into his prison!!!#at least the dialogue does give you the OPTION to be in disbelief about this. but it's still wild how badly the narrative pushes you
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MLP Song Tournament
Please listen to both songs before voting.
I'll Fly
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Sunshine‚ Sunshine‚ Ladybugs Awake! Clap Your Hooves and Do A Little Shake!
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#the 'title' of the second song is just the entirety of the lyrics#mlp#my little pony#my little pony friendship is magic#mlp fim#mlp g4#polls#polls on tumblr#tournament polls#mlp music#Tanks for the Memories#A Canterlot Wedding#I'll Fly#Sunshine‚ Sunshine‚ Ladybugs Awake! Clap Your Hooves and Do A Little Shake!#0x22v0x5d#Youtube#MLP Song Tournament#MLP Song Tournament Round 1
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tbh the second i release a fic i forget everything that happened in it sorry guys
#i did in fact release cosmic 5 days ago so the entirety of it is now completely wiped from my memory#brought to you by the fact that i was just like okay time to think about fleshing out ch2 <33333#<-and now im drawing a complete blank at like. where tf i'm at this is why i never do chaptered fics#also someone left a really lovely comment wherein they quoted part of it and i went “oh yeah”#speaking of which I WILL GET BACK TO COMMENTS SOON BTW thank you all so sososoososoooooooooo much yay!!!!!
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Oh what a jewel are you, and oh what a fool am I / I was born to lose, cause I'm a fool for love
Vide Noir + Fool For Love
#yay parallels#hey. hey did you guys know that the entirety of fool for love is actually just Vide Noir rewritten by Buck#its basically just made up story based on the worst night of his life#pieced together with random memories and people shoved into different places#which is way characters like johnnie and Frankie are alive and stay (kinda) the same because they left a significant enough impact on him#just thought that was a silly fun fact#dani speaks#lord huron#lord huron gifs#lord huron gif#vide noir#vide noir movie#fool for love
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Just scrolling on YouTube and suddenly seeing fucking LBP2 soundtrack Sleepy Head just gave me so much emotional damage because my fucking PS3 broke years ago and I can't play the game anymore
#lbp2#little big planet 2#I thought I was done grieving my loss of access to my stupid silly little creations but apparently not#Eeeeueuuuuhhhhhhhheaaaaaee my soul is gone#LBP3 and LBP Karting too aeughhh#The way my brain could just play the entirety of Sleepy Head from memory after I heard just the first few seconds of the song#That song was like. My favorite in the game#Next to maybe Disco Shmisco
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I would give anything to watch Fantasy High for the first time again. You have no idea how serious this is to me. Literally anything
#tbh tho my memory is so bad that if i wait like. a year itll feel like im watching it for the first time again#seriously tho#the parents in peril thing in the first season? destroyed me#the battle at the arcade was the coolest thing id ever seen (i love combat bcuz battle sets and the math is so fun to me)#and then the nightmare forest? everyone being separated?? their personal journeys rhere???#'its gorgug. keep going'#nightmare king becoming cassandra...#'i kiss her and then skateboard away!'#jawbone helping ayda discover shes autistic literally made me cry#and adaines spell for ayda... aydas spell for adaine... their friendship means the world to me.......#the bad kids saving jawbone in the forst season...#aelwyn and her cats... aelwyn and adaines relationship.......#im unwell about the entirety of fantasy high and i would give literally anything and everything just to watch it again for the first time
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