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wylansworkshop · 8 months ago

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I have so many thoughts about that ending but right now I'm just internally screaming about kanej and just how fucking much I love inej

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months ago

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I'm not going back to Gusu with you.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #Those last two high effort comics where just a warm up for this masterpiece. My true magnum opus.#I was originally going to do this gag as a 'alternate version of comic 155'#Then I realized that they have the 'Come back to Gusu with me' conversation twice. So here we are!#I did consider having WWX say 'I'm not going back to gusu with you' in the comic for the better plot accuracy.#I'm invoking the rule of silly by having Wei Wuxian read between the lines of 'Come back to Gusu with me'.#Because it does feel like a confession! It is a confession of 'I care about your safety and I worry for what may happen.'#It is also poorly articulated. You can't really blame WWX for reading into it as 'LWJ is just another person trying to control me.'#The relationship between them is not good! It is two parties who genuinely want to be closer with each other but cannot communicate it.#You can't really have what makes these two work so well as a dynamic without the past history of:#“Back then I really wanted to be your friend.” They are a *missed connection*!#WWX reaches out and LWJ rejects him. And now when LWJ reaches out it is WWX who pushes them apart.#It is a tragedy about the consequences of being out of tandem and realizing what you want far too late.#The momentum of WWX's downfall is far to fast to reverse now. It's a 'When' not ''if' question.#Back to your normal style of PD-MDZS next update. Thank you for reading!

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batboopp · 5 days ago

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as much as I love batgirl 2024, I have to admit the lack of Barbara Gordon mentions in the whole series so far, especially with the first arc having such a big theme of motherhood/daughterhood and the things that comes with it, makes me soo sad. Barbara was the first person Cass actually considered as a mother! Barbara, although she wasn’t the best at it at first, truly did try to understand and love Cass unconditionally even when she was separated from the Bat mantle! And that panel where Cass overhears Barbara tell Dick that she doesn’t know how to really care for Cass could’ve been the perfect parallel to the whole “is a Mother just being connected by blood? No, Something more is owed/Being a daughter is more than being connected by blood” lines that Cass says in the last (current) issue because Barbara, though she did not physically bring Cass into this world, has sacrificed SO much for her, and in return Cass gave so much back.

#don’t get me wrong I love Cass and Shiva’s dynamic and how it is being explored.#however I DO think you can make an excellent story about the two and their dynamic without Shiva taking a traditional ‘caring’ mother role-#-she realistically did not want or care for at least since after Caroline-and essentially Shiva’s old life and softness-died #although I guess you could say that since Shiva is both reminded of her lost softness and Caroline through Cass-#-Cass symbolizes Shiva’s softness and Caroline reborn especially considering Shiva literally points this out.#I think Shiva and even Cass certainly ‘sacrificed’ for each other and Shiva does care for Cass-#-but it’s not really in motherhood hence Shiva is not ‘soft’ enough for that. And it is not sisterhood-#-because Shiva sees way too much of herself in Cass (i.e “im an open wound” line) so that Shiva cannot fully project Caroline onto Cass.#I would say it is something between those lines. But care and fondness/longing for something lost long ago does not equal motherhood to me.#anyways sorry!! back to babs and cass <3 #mainly referring to that issue where Barbara says to Cass “People will forget about me [as batgirl] and that’s ok”-#while essentially handing Cass the title as Batgirl.#Barbara sacrificed the mantle she so loved-the mantle she was angry and devastated and overjoyed and is/was a part of her-#because Barbara believed in Cass and her spirit more than hers. more than anyone’s.#Barbara gave Cass giant leather wings to take to the sky with. SHE LOVES HER SO SO MUCH SHSHDHSKSMSN #Barbara wanted Cass to experience the same joy and freedom she got out of being Batgirl. and in response Cass states-#-“I will never be as good as you” because Barbara IS batgirl still in spirit. And as far as Cass was concerned she will never be as good-#-she will never be as self sacrificing as Barbara no matter how many bullets Cass takes for people.#AND THIS IS SUCH A BIG AREA OF CONFLICT BECAUSE BABS WANTS CASS TO BE HER OWN PERSON SO BAD #SHE WANTS TO LEARN WHAT CASS LOVES AND WHAT CASS SMILES AT SO SHE CAN MAKE CASS SMILE ALL THE TIME #SHE WANTS CASS TO BE MORE THAN BATGIRL BUT ALL CASS WANTS IS TO BE BATGIRL #WHICH IN TURN MAKES CASS WANT TO BE MORE LIKE BARBARA-OR ESSENTIALLY MORE UNLIKE HERSELF-#WHICH MAKES BABS INCREASINGLY MORE DESPERATE TO LEARN ABOUT AND LOVE AND SEPERATE HERSELF FROM CASS-#WHICH THEN MAKES CASS SO DEVASTATED BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE LIKE THE PERSON WHO ESSENTIALLY BIRTHED HER. AUAGHSHSJSBDN #yes. you understand.#anyways….idk being connected by mutual sacrifice and mutual love. THAT is the mother and daughter relationship that BG24 was getting at!!!!#this is where I shamelessly endorse CassCainMainly and their meta posts on Babs and Cass btw <333 #cassandra cain #barbara gordon #lady shiva

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addamvelaryon · 3 months ago

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When you stand in front of me and look at me, what do you know of the griefs that are in me and what do I know of yours?

— Franz Kafka

Corlys, Addam & Laenor by Imperiat

#valyrianscrolls #asoiaf #addam velaryon #addam of hull #corlys velaryon #laenor velaryon #house velaryon #the dance of the dragons #fanart #asoiaf art #the dynamic between these three is so compelling to me #laenor existing as the bridge between corlys and addam #with addam obviously trying to build up that connection as much as possible #corlys goes out of his way to treat addam in a similar manner to laenor #with only a few key differences that say a lot about corlys’ own mindset #although all four of corlys’ children share parallels with him to some degree #laenor & addam are the ones who have the least in common with him #yet those two are also the ones who have the deeper relationship with corlys #grrm interconnected them to each other so well :’)#the kafka quote is taken out of its original context but it really fits the dynamic of these characters so I’m choosing to use it

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mariesbee · 3 months ago

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why can't i enjoy things like a normal person? casually, just a few episodes/chapters here and there, then move on with my life. but no, whatever it is, it worms its way into my brain, consumes my thoughts and it slowly drives me insane. i am unable to think about anything else but the Thing of the week, or month, sometimes year(s) if it gets that bad.

#dc #smallville #henry danger #i never thought i'll be here. like actually. smallville is not a surprise i've always liked heroes. i love supes. marvel and dc and whatnot #by proxy me being lowkey into henry danger shouldn't be such a big surpise. but it is. i'm a little lost even i mean what do i do with THIS #because it's not the kind of hero stories i tend to gravitate to. i first watched the show when it aired (being around 16 years old)#and i remember thinking it was funny. maybe too much. i was laughing my ass off really. and now as an adult i find myself #looking for the things that gave me some modicum of comfort in the past. it so happens that one of those things is this silly wacky series #i know when something has embedded itself into my mind in such a way that a hyperfixation is in the making. but still. it's odd #again i cannot reiterate how strange this hyperfixation is and i can only hope it won't last long #because i cannot stay up any longer thinking of how deeply complex both ray and henry are #the connection between the two and whatever weird bullshit they have going on as individuals is. just too much for me #idk. i'm kind of losing my mind #this whole rambling of unorganized thoughts goes specifically for:#lex luthor #ray manchester #yipyip

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aliusfrater · 5 months ago

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#CRAZYYY. the insinuation of whatever imaginary mental gap john believes exists between sam vs dean and john is #being represented by sam's loneliness (sully as a symbol) which spills over into john's (and dean's) infantilisation and exclusion of sam #which culminates in the lack of information he grants to sam + sam's exclusion from the familial dynamic #(which is also ultimately his inclusion) AS WELL AS #the previously mentioned inclusion of sam within trainings #like what fucking nine year old can shoot a gun and run two miles!! but is excluded from the activities #these skills are introduced to be cultivated for #liminal space moment. which is where sully's existence as an aid comes in #but also the subtextual connection between this + sam's season seven arc. “well i never had an imaginary friend” vs #“now onto our other big problem. how're you doin'? and do not say okay.”#also thinking about this + sully dealing with kid sam's 'there's something inherently wrong with me' thoughts #while sam and dean are actively attempting to negotiate sam's inclusion in his family #like they just bounce off of each other. sam has sully because of his exclusion + those feelings of inherent wrongness #but he continues to be excluded because of sully's existence as an aid for his exclusion #11.08 #adflatus

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unforgivingchorus · 18 days ago

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I’ve been deconstructing my ideas of Tim to separate fanon from canon for the purpose of my solo run idea. What do you mean Batman calling him Jason was a canon event. I understand fanon has a basis in canon but I thought that was a development of fanon maybe. Eye is twitching I’m bringing back all of my deconstructed emotional disconnected mentor Batman thoughts

#aimeespeaks #tim drake #red robin #I have said that in my backstory rewrite he’s just a sever latchkey kid case and there is no criminal neglect as in fanon #but I’ve also said Janet will be really a complicated character (it’s what she deserves)#and although I’ve not really talked about Jack he remains as he was for a lot of time original Robin run #extremely emotionally disconnected #like he’s not abused or neglected but going back to one of the three core aspects of my run #which is 1. why is he a vigilante 2. who is he and 3. the mental illness he has #and like it connects to all of it #his childhood is such a heavy focus cause it shapes he’s need to be not only useful but also emotionally dependable #and how those two needs play into why he is who he is #(I will get back to this but it largely comes back (to me this is lore I’m creating and one day will make canon if I can) (Janet deserves #to be a real character)#and like. unfortunately this really helps actually cause it bridges the gaps between his childhood and present with a blaring sign that #is his Robin years #I will largely skip over them and I don’t ever plan to address it #but my iteration of Tim does not see Batman as a father #he doesn’t want a dad who’s not his dad #his parents died when he was old enough that adoption wouldn’t ever really be considered the option emotionally #so he’s not like dick (who btw although he has a parental relationship with b never is adopted and that’s a seperate can of worms)#and he loved his parents who although emotionally u healthy genuinely loved and cared for him #(not like Jason. also he comes after Jason the only son Batman like set out to father (b4 bio Damian) (and don’t even get me started on #cass)#that’s not his dad that is one man in a line of emotionally unavailable mentors #(I have also not gotten into how entrenched in academia Tim was growing up with Janet (it’s never really implied he spent lots of time #around his parents buisness so. I’ll get into this later)#like a Batman who is canonically and unfortunately deeply emotionally unavailable and who is overall very unintreseted in a new Robin is.#so perfect for a child who had to develop extreme levels of emotional intelligence and independence young (aided by being a genius)#as a way to understand his mothers love

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whoopseydaisy · 4 months ago

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MYTH + sunsets

The Girl Who Painted Death, MYTH: Side One // WHOEVER FELT MOVED TO SPEAK, MYTH: Side Two

#the narcissist cookbook #myth side one #myth side two #thinking about how side two ends like side one begins #thinking about in betweens and middles and transitions and becoming #thinking about middle children #i’m thinking about those moments between sleep and dream and how your thoughts there in the dark float and connect #which makes me think of beach piano and how it tells us how to listen #and i want to learn what makes you sound so beautiful #and some mysteries don’t have an answer #you can’t keep the frog and dissect it #and come sing with me

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birthclod · 2 months ago

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thinking about ch0mpkin's evil evbo post (evilbo, if you will) and going "How can I align this with My Interests (the axes)" and the answer is Very easily actually

#thoughts in tags.....#when the cookie crumbles #pciv #pvp civilization #you know. evbo leaving behind everything he knows for his friend and going along with The Plan #constantly telling himself its for the greater good its for the greater good #but the longer he goes on the worse it gets #and both tabi and clown force him to stop diagetically monologuing somehow because otherwise he'll blow their cover #so he just gets quieter and quieter and withdraws more and more #to the point where even tabi is thinking like “damn maybe i Should've killed him in sword civ...” but he's here now #another thing is i think evbo would 100% buy and sneak another video journal machine out and when tabi finds out she Flips Her Lid #clown is less concerned because he wasn't With them so he doesn't know like tabi does that he spends So Much Time On This Shit #not knowing that (like minute said) video journaling is the biggest reason evbo is able to take in so much new info and maintain himself #and if they straight up take it away from him he's going to get Even Worse #i think clown doesn't see it as much of an issue despite tabi's major objections because he'd literally be talking about their plan On Air #and that tape goes somewhere and is Seen by someone (plus if someone else sees their cover is gone cuz video journals are sword only)#but in his eyes that means the only people who will ever see it are the diamond swords in their ivory tower who can't leave anyways #so why worry? if anything it shows them what they're (the axes) doing to their (the swords) little golden boy and they can't stop it #another thing i thought about is that they would definitely hold killing evbo over his head like. Constantly #and evbo's fear of dying isn't the same because he never died to tabi's axe so he doesn't know zam is waiting for him (which is also funny)#so instead it takes a spin of tabi saying “ill kill you and let you respawn in sword civ and you'll stay there with your regrets”#because even if zam Wasn't still waiting for him he kinda ditched the diamond swords so uh... kinda lost your sense of kinship there #a-NOTHER point of interest: guardfriend #since guards can access all civilizations they'd definitely want to take advantage of his connections and relation with evbo #especially since unless evbo spills the beans he most likely wouldn't know the eternal sword was taken and tabi is the one who took it #let alone that she (and clown by extension‚ but to throw off suspicion he doesn't show up around guard) is a natural born axr #so they can defo use what trust those two have to get places easier #but if he ends up getting in the way... [makes a chopping gesture across my throat]#could even do it in Front of evbo as an example of what happens to those who stand between them and their mission #holy shit this is the first time ive ever hit 30 tags. wtf

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ahalliance · 5 months ago

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qantoine’s coping mechanism to feeling left behind being both self-isolating and becoming possesive of those he cares for is so juicy as a concept . like yeah you go you funky creachure, manifest those complicated and sometimes contradictory emotions

#anyone remember that one fanart of qantoine like . grabbing onto qetoiles and covering his mouth antoine reposted to his insta story .#anyone wonder what was up with that . like he reposted fanarts every now and again but like . that one specifically was such a Choice on hi #part . fantastic fanart btw it occupies space in my brain still #but yeah god . i think qantoine’s self-isolation (+ his secrecy the way he struggled generally to connect with others etc)#was the more obvious Thing he did as a coping mechanism . but damn were those smaller moments of possessiveness interesting #bc you could often just read it as protectiveness instead and well it Was that . but i think it becomes even more interesting if u read it #through a possesive lens . theyre two sides of the same coin anw it just depends on where the limit between the two lies for u #anw i think it manifested itself most obviously with pomme bc a parent-child relationship lends itself to that dynamic more . ough some goo #moments there i’d need to revist their relationship more . ‘je te connais comme si je t’avais créé’ which just has layers of potential #meaning . if you subscribe to the theory that qantoine had a hand in creating the eggs then that adds even More to the potential #possessiveness there . love it #and it manifested with qfrench too i think just in more subtle ways . like idk when there were implications he’d done a Thing to help them #out in some way . like the implication that he had a hand in getting ayp out of prison that one time . or when he was protective of etoiles #during prison . or even moments where he failed to achieve some sort of level of power over them like when bagz and ayp broke into his #secret room and he kept giving bagz the cold shoulder when she was trying to apologise to him 😭 . idk stuff like that . semi petty bitch #energy . but i LOVE the idea of this eldritch dude who’s still figuring out how mortal relationships work kinda just . being too possessive #too controlling . all in the effort to try and keep them in One Piece . and maybe in the end it won’t matter How he keeps them safe as long #as he manages to . he’s old as hell and he’s probably gonna outlive them and theyre all so fragile and small . they won’t see the bigger #picture so he’ll have to make sure he’s manoeuvring them around inside it correctly . <- absolute hc territory in the end there but it’s #very fun to think about :P #jay rambles #antoine daniel #qfrench.posting

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nyxi-pixie · 9 months ago

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fake ass queers you dont even WANT to rearrange the traditional understanding of relationships

#'anyone seeing this dynamic as romantic is boring actually. heres all the ways it cld be platonic. something completely & utterly separate.'#like maybe the lines between platonic and romantic arent real. maybe having the different ways we love someone separated into #neat categories is actually NOT a natural phenomenon. maybe lines are blurred and two things can be true at once and love is just love.#maybe looking at someone like you want to kiss then tenderly and also jump their bones isnt romantic. maybe its not strictly platonic.#maybe those things arent real #'platonic relationships are just as important as romantic ones!' do you lose platonic connection the second you have a romantic relationship #when does that happen. do you say lets start dating and immediately lose all history of friendship like flipping a switch.#anyway.#i <3 leaving essays in my tags. dont u love my annoying tag obsession. u dooo u think im soo sexy for putting my entire post in my tags !!!#nyxi cant stfu

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gemmasdeadwife · 1 month ago

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I feel kind of bad about doing something so petty, but each time I block a shipbrained weirdo, I feel a little lighter. And I think this will make my experience a lot better overall. I wasn’t caught up on the show until Chikhai Bardo, which is when I finally got online about it. And I’ve loved speculating about what might happen and discussing interpretations of various details and things like that, but honestly the shippers are also ruining it a little bit for me, to the point that I’m starting to feel hints of bitterness toward characters I love and relationships I’m invested in. Solely because of the dismissive, reductive, and bizarrely competitive attitudes I see shippers take toward the characters outside of their ship, and also tbh the objectification of the characters within their ship, and the horniness for the most toxic, psychologically damaging possible versions of the ship & characters. So this is the policy now. If your weird aggressive post makes me feel a streak of resentment toward a beautifully written character, well then so long, friend

#I recognize this post is also weird and aggressive. sorry. I’m just so tired of it and I hate that it affects my enjoyment of the show #inb4 someone thinks this is vagueposting a particular ship: no I’ve felt pissed if at plenty of both markhelly and markgemma fans #*pissed off #although when I talk about the frothing at the mouth for psychologically damaging toxicity I am thinking more of markhellys.#I think probably bc the fetishization of huge age gaps; weird crazy power dynamics; hypersexuality born of serious mental health issues etc-#-all tie in way too closely with my severe traumas of my teens/early twenties #and it’s fucked up bc I don’t think any of those things are actually significant factors in the markhelly relationship on the show!#like for one thing once you’re in your 30s a 13 year age gap is pretty meaningless #another side of this is ppl insistingggg that Gemma was really dead and only existed as a shell of herself. or was doomed in some other way #or that the relationship with mark was a failure. I’ll grant that the infertility issues put a lot of strain on the relationship. but also -#-every long term relationship goes through times of strain like that #but then on the other hand there are people who refuse to acknowledge that mark and helly’s relationship can possibly be meaningful-#important and real #reducing it to two children who like each other when the truth is it’s a deep connection and bond between adults #that’s love! they are in love #saying that imark should blindly follow omark and just walk into oblivion leaving his love behind #painting helly as catty and cruel #like have you even watched the show?#and either faction insisting that their ship is INEVITABLE and the only conclusion that makes sense for the show’s narrative arc-#when actually it’s perfectly transparent that the reason for saying so is not good faith analysis but rather ship motivated #BOTH relationships are beautiful and meaningful and important. that’s the point! that’s the tragedy!! is it so impossible to lean into and -#-explore that? I get that the tension that creates is challenging and maybe it feels psychologically easier to just pick a side and die on-#-that hill #idk I just think these guys might prefer something more like… The Twilight Saga maybe?#or just sports. pick a team and root for the team and that’s pretty much all there is to it!#r&r (ranting and raving)

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odetokeons · 1 year ago

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Hannibal, 3x02 “Primavera” | Malevolent, Part 31 “The Nightmare”

#something about will only being able to admit how he truly feels about hannibal by imagining abigail voicing those thoughts instead #abigail also representing will's guilt and the part of him that regrets betraying hannibal #something about arthur only being able to face his fears regarding john by making kellin and larson confront him about them #something about ''hannibal's not god'' ''john is no god''#and godly beings hannibal and john still being the only things non-believers will and arthur actually believe in #the amount of parallels between these two specific episodes (and hannibal and malevolent in general) is INSANE #i've connected the dots (you didn't connect shit) i've connected them #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal 3x02 #malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent part 31 #parallels #web weaving

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moe-broey · 11 months ago

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6/11 • Day 3 • Celebration

I Think We Might Be Friends -- Level 40 Convo, featuring my Summoner, Moe! (Uses it/it's pronouns!)

Aka what happens when a mirror reflects a mirror. But like with one of those funhouse mirrors that distort your image. Wouldn't that be fucked up or what

Also also just. Sharena bestie you have me BEWILDERED. I remember so distinctly when I got her 40 convo, waayy back before I had a good read on her character... it struck me, stuck with me for years. I think I finally understand, now, though.

Some close ups of my fave shots!

Also! Coloring this was a last-minute impulse decision, which thankfully paid off! I was sooooo scared though ESP of not making time after. ALL OF THIS TIME. So I took pics beforehand too!

With... kind of inconsistent lighting LMFAO 🧍 I feel like this version has a nice effect too, but! It was important to me to show Moe in full-color, here. Similar, but in opposite directions...

@sharenaweek

#sharenaweek2024 #fire emblem #feh #i understand why animation errors occur now. if you notice any wonkiness no you didn't LMFAOOO #THSI WAS..... SUUUUUUCH AN EXPERIENCE THOUGH ........ and i've been WANTING to do this FOR YEARS TBH #she threw me for a loop SO SEVERELY in the beginning. and it just Stuck w me.#what they don't tell you is sharena has a front she wants you to fall for too. but she doesn't even realize she does it...#and i think that's a huge difference between her and al and her and moe. those two are extremely intentional.#sharena... i just get the sense she's desperately trying to just get something to work.#like to me. she's got a case of autistic masking so severe it's hard to see her under there.#but she's trying SO hard. to be herself. but bc of that masking... even though she's devastatingly sincere #she doesn't come off that way. which is why she's so hard to read. why some things feel forced.#why sometimes she comes off disingenuous when like. she couldn't be more genuine if she tried.#which is why she has/had so much trouble making connections esp early on. why her ties would look different than alfonse's #LIKE. v hc territory LMFAO but like. i feel like her character finally clicked for me when i realized #oh. she has trouble making friends too.#sharena #moe tag #summoner oc #my art #my comics

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billpottsismygf · 4 months ago

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I don't think I've ever taken in before how much Wicked Act I (and thus Wicked Part I) takes its structure from The Wizard of Oz. It opens with No One Mourns the Wicked, which is an obvious response to Ding Dong the Witch is Dead* (the first song once Dorothy gets to Oz, and only the second overall), and ends with our heroes arriving in the Emerald City (Merry Old Land of Oz/One Short Day). Our hero is then asked to perform a task so that the wizard will grant her heart's desire. Having completed this task, she then discovers that he is a fraud and that he cannot do what he's promised (nor could he have done the task he set her), so she has to make use of the power that was inside her all along to get where she needs to go.

*Bonus connection between these two songs is the little musical motif ("ding dong the witch is") that the movie version of No One Mourns the Wicked uses in its newly triumphant orchestration at the start (roughly 1:01 and 1:19 in the official soundtrack).

#wicked #the wizard of oz #wicked part i #Act II is a different beast of course #but seeing the first part in isolation like that along with rewatching TWoO really clarified Act I's similarities #I watched The Wizard of Oz all the way through on Tuesday for the first time in maybe 17 years or so #I'm so glad I did both because it's a really good movie (despite how obvious the back walls of the sets are to 2024 eyes)#and because it has given me a lot more to think about in my current Wicked hyperfixation #I will say that I could not watch Ding Dong the Witch is Dead with the childlike wonder I did as a child #I couldn't get the burning effigy from the Wicked movie out of my head #and that was before I noticed the motif in NOMtW (which I spotted the next morning)#anyway this is definitely old news but I have to share my excitement somewhere #also I'm betting there are lots of people who haven't noticed the ding dong motif so hopefully I can get some other people excited about it #mine #wicked mine #I also just got back from seeing the Wicked movie a second time btw #I started typing this out on Tuesday evening but had to come back to it now #gahhhh I'm so obsessed with this movie #also another connection between the two movies is how gay they are #watching TWoO again it was really clear how the whole friend of dorothy thing happened #and then we all know those witches are gay

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gothteddiesdotcom · 6 months ago

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not to brag about being good at my job but I’ve now developed two separate tools for debugging entirely on my own within my company entirely from scratch without help and A. it makes my job so much fucking easier and B. my boss is thinks im incredible just because im too lazy to want to write the same bits of code over and over just for debugging purposes

#unimportant thoughts #one i wrote 2-3 months ago #but i upgraded it this week to add in even more #and its just. perfect now.#given an id from any of the programs we built and run in our company #i instantaneously return everything about it #its name; what it does; what type of program it is; what server its run on; when it runs; where it connects; the parameters needed to #connect to wherever it connects; whether the program is currently turned on; the last 10 times the program ran; how many minutes each of #those runs took; how many files each of those runs created; whether those runs were successful; code snippets you can copy paste and run in #another window to look at the files created by each of those runs; the files created by the most recent run; thise file names; those file s #sizes; what types of files they are; whether theyre encrypted #how theyre encrypted #all of that and MORE #most of the information was already there but it took fucking 20 minutes to get all the information you needed #and you had to run a bunch of different snippets of code to get all the information and then put it all together #and now you can just fucking pop in the id of the program and .02 of a second later all the information is on your screen #AND IT MAKES MY LIFE SO MUCH EASIER #so. so. so. much. easier.#and then this week I wrote another program so I can compare runtimes of two different runs of the same program together based on how we stor #runtime data in our database #csuse i was tired of going back and forth manually between to different runs to compare #so now i have a program that just takes the ids of two different runs and compares them #doesnt even matter if the checkpoints are different I programmed it to figure out the order automatically and plug in any missing holes #finds the differences in runtime automatically and flags the biggest differences #and I can even customize how much of a difference I care about or to hide things I don’t care about

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