as someone who rarely listens to music, i am unceasingly in wonderment at the emotional connection many humans have to music as a medium. genres & styles & artists and all that jazz --you guys care a lot about this stuff. i sit marveling at the sheer commonplaceness of people feeling an intimate connection to individual songs & albums & musicians. to the point musical preferences are often considered a meaningful part of one's identity as an individual....thats crazy. so much passion...so much fierceness of feeling ...people say "you have to listen to this song" and i listen for 30 seconds and say "neat!" bc it is, it's neat! the chorus is catchy! i might tuck it away to hum to myself later. but for now im putting my earplugs back in returning to the glorious silence that my essence depends on the same way my lungs depend on an oxygen-rich atmosphere. u beset me with fascination
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"Let the tides carry you back to me." has always been among one of my favourite lines in Telomeres, and so, having listened to it again recently, a little idea popped into my head. Let me explain:
While ocean tides/currents is a very common metaphor, there's an underlying meaning to it. The ocean is a beautiful, but somewhat cruel place: tides can leave you stranded on a sandbank, or sweap you away before you even know it.
To put it in short, no object or creature that goes into the ocean comes out the same. For the tides to carry something back to you, something you've lost, it will be and always will be changed: eroded.
The cliffside will fall, the cave will crumble, etc etc.
With this in mind, we're yet again greeted with another example of Vessel asking for something he can't truly have. The person he wants will not be the same as they were before; they "collapse" into him, breaking apart, but still, to him, it's "the start of something."
His memory is warped, they are warped, and it'll stay that way.
However, what I would like to add is that, in DYWTYLM, it's theorised that instead of Vessel speaking to a second person, he's instead talking to himself.
Of course, this makes the song itself much more emotional (to me). Finding love for yourself is one of the hardest things you can do, but it has to be done to find love in others.
With that idea (stay with me here), the lyrics "Do you roll with the waves? Or do you duck into deep blue safety?" match up (generally) with Telomeres, which is mostly interpretated as being towards someone else.
So, what if some lines in Telemores are directed to himself as well?
Keep in mind, the tides don't just erode and carry objects (sediment), they also reflect. The Atlantic is one big mirror, and Vessel is staring into it's "deep blue safety" wondering what, or, rather, who, he was before he was Vessel.
Overall, the album name, "This Place Will Become Your Tomb", either being directed at Vessel or Vessel to Sleep (and being a Halo quote lmao), is more metaphorical than literal.
Who he was before Vessel sits in that coffin, not his physical body.
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John Darnielle really said "even things that permanently and intentionally mark you will fade away if you keep working in the light" in the same album as "everything you do will have permanent effects on others from the moment you start" and "some things in life are inevitable by virtue of living in it" and now I will never stop thinking about those funky horns
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You're gonna carry that weight
Cowboy Bebop | All These Things That I've Done, The Killers | On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, Ocean Vuong | Mattress Performance (Carry That Weight), Emma Sulkowicz | You're So Cool, Nicole Dollanganger | Every Day I Am Trying New Techniques To Make Myself Disappear, E.E Scott | Papyrus of Ani | Impossible Weight, Deep Sea Diver | The Gang Carries a Corpse Up a Mountain, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia | an old poem about reflections, Grendel Menz | @jb-blunk | @intactics | The Glass Essay, Anne Carson (thank you @grapecaseschoices )| Henry V, Kenneth Branagh | I, Carrion (Icarian), Hozier | Carrying the Skeleton, Marina Abramović | Atlas, Serhii Hetmanchuk | Dark Knight questline, Final Fantasy XIV
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Monster (Touchstarved MC Rewrite)
I've been really loving the songs from Epic: The Musical and decided to do a lyrics rewrite of my favourite song from the Underworld Saga, "Monster," for the Touchstarved MC, because I thought it was fitting, possibly for an MC turning to the dark side.
I did a lyrics rewrite for another song from Epic for my Alchemist!MC and his mentor a while ago, but I didn't change too many of the lyrics, so I might revisit that one in the future.
MC: How has everything been turned against us?
How did suffering become so endless?
How am I to finally wash this blood away?
Or do I need to change?
MC: I'm surrounded by the ghosts of minds they’ve lost,
Haunted by the blood and death that I have caused.
What if the greatest threat we'll find is not the mist,
But this?
MC: What if I'm the monster?
What if I'm in the wrong?
What if I'm the Soulless that's been lurking in the Fog?
These hands of mine had killed them.
What if I must bear the guilt?
What if after this curse goes away,
I’ll remain a monster, still?
What if I'm the monster…
MC: Does the temple bear the guilt when they kill?
Do their deaths keep the priests up in the night?
Or do they take and tame in the name of faith,
And believe they have served their gods right?
MC: When a childhood friend makes a promise and then
Stabs the back of the one they swore to save,
Did they learn to be colder when they got older,
And now they can save themselves the pain?
MC: When an exiled mage builds a child a cage,
Does she fear all the lines that she must cross?
Or she commands respect, keeps her feelings in check
To find answers regardless of the cost.
MC: When a traveller goes unravelling the mind
Of a stranger who helped them, are they vile?
Or do they have no say, made to drive insane
And cursed to survive?
MC: If I became the monster, and threw
that guilt away…
Would that make me stronger?
Would it keep the curse at bay?
If I became the monster to everyone but me…
What if there’s no price too high,
As long as I am free?
If I became the—
Caravanners: Monster…
MC: Oh, ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves.
Traveller: Monster…
MC: And deep down I know this well.
MC: I lost my best friend, I lost my mentor, my faith,
Too many lives slain, I cannot wait!
I must find the key to what I seek, or else more will bleed.
So if I must face down dangerous trials and battles,
I'll go where the Senobium won't travel,
And if I must send another innocent to madness
in an instant so that I can end this…
MC: Then I'll become the monster!
I will deal the blow!
And I'll become a monster like none they've ever known!
So what if I'm the monster tearing through the Shroud?
I must become the monster if I’m to make it out!
Priests: Monster!
MC: I’ll find the key!
Syndicate: Monster!
MC: And if I must—
Mentor: Monster!
MC: Oh, ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves.
Kuras, Leander, Vere, Ais, Mhin: Monster!
MC: I’ll become the monster…
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i always picture this gif when i listen to the very first night
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