#the choice to be on a body of water
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Something something about Kim filming 13 episodes of ‘failed systems’ (such a hilarious and fascinating choice of show title!) and only 7 being aired and how Chris is now about 13 and was 7 when Shannon died and the play on what Shannon being present (as in alive) for 7 years of Chris’s life but not the remaining 6 of the 13 - years that Eddie has imagined her presence in even though that can never be - dreams of years that will never see the light of day in the same way those 6episodes won’t either.
The whole thing is a play on false hope and misreading signs and puts Chris right at the centre of things even in his absence - I’m obsessed
#the choices in that scene were so intentional#the numbers#the show title#the choice to be on a body of water#In a park off sunset boulevard#Kim wearing a dress that is similar to Shannon’s pregnancy reveal dress while eddie is also wearing a the same colour as that scene#a scene where Shannon lead Eddie on and gave him false hope and Eddie misread signs#choices are being made#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 abc
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goretober day 6: Transformation
this mermaid concept is not mine!!! it is cool as hell and comes from my homeboy @ch1ck3n-t03s
#original#mermaids#goretober#crisisgoretober2024#RAUHGHHH. THIS MERMAID CONCEPT IS SO FUCKING COOL DO YOU EVEN GET IT. DO YOU EVEN GET IT#IM ALWAYS FOREVER THINKING ABOUT THIS. COOLEST FUCKING MERMAID CONCEPT IVE EVER SEEN IN MY GODDAMN LIFE#they have CULTURE because they ARE people and they have to live once transformed and they have to live with each other#but everyone who is a mermaid was once human and they are linked by this horrifying painful often deadly process#which strips them of their agency and takes from them everything they knew up to and including their own bodies#if they breathe through the fish gills do their lungs fill with water? do they drown as they are taken by the fish#the fish are not intelligent but the humans ARE. once they merge they both change irreversibly and the mermaid has no choice but to condemn#someone else to the same fate they fell to if they want to continue their species#AUCH. and it's right there in the space between biologically feasible and sci fi 'no fucking way' that scratches my brain#like yeah dude. show me mermaid parasitism on a huge scale. show me massive symbiosis in which the two fuse together to form one individual#im thinkin this one is maybe a few weeks after the chomp. the scars are fresh but the fish has started the fusing#it doesn't need the eye anymore and so it's started to reabsorb. the mouth is fusing to the human body#the human legs are mostly dissolved but i imagine the bones are still intact which is why u can kind of see the knee through the eel#and it bends more drastically at the hip because the pelvis hasn't been digested yet. the fish's teeth have dissolved#the fins are still backwards in regards to how large a dorsal vs ventral fin should be because the fish is backward on the human part#it's so fucking cool dude. i love fucked up mermaids#i dont even care about my mermaids cause i aint never doing anything as cool as these bitches. what the fuck. mermaid parasitism. fuck yes#im late for the prompt once more but who care. im doing my thang. peacesign peacesign peacesign
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Aaaand Lysandre
#art#my art#oc#illustration#my oc#artist on tumblr#drawing#Lysandre#about the garden and the house and the family living in it#Lysandre has an infinite body when in water so usually you’ll find them in the various body of water that spread across the Garden#they all connect underground#Lysandre is the choice of comfort; Lysandre stays in the water Lysandre does not compromise the infinity of the body#Lysandre is indulgence and never does anything they don’t want to do
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uh, ladies? i don't feel ready to turn 27
#personal#i currently have 68 euros on my bank account bc two of my pays have been late again#upside: my rent is payed! downside: i am not sure i can currently afford breakfast ajkfdshg#and i got humiliated in an auto body shop and spilled stale mozzarella water all over myself#and got yelled at by random guys to not park literally right in front of my building#and work has been shit#and uni as well#and this is just not how i imagined my 27th birthday lol#to be fair it is tomorrow not today#but still#anyway i wanted to scream into the void#i am overworked and tired and i have been ill for over a week#and i feel like everyone is mad at me and i am continuing to make Wrong choices aaskjfdsg#i hope it is Just A Feeling#and not actual reality#adsjfhghjgfdh#anygay i have emerged to be Sad Emo uwu and now i return to my regularly scheduled suffering#pls someone tell me it's normal for your late 20's to feel like this askfjdshjgdfhjd and i can still have nice things
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Kory finds out Mirage did nude photo shoots for Centerfold while disguised as her
#this wretched bitch#dickkory#like fr#first she tricks Kory into thinking she’s dick#kisses her (which is photographed so now everyone knows about dick grayson and starfire)#locks her up god knows where for ten days#presumably doesn’t go out to feed her or give her water#impersonates Kory and makes everyone belive she’s her#including Nightwing who she rapes and restyles#probably to look more like future Nightwing if I’m reading between the lines right#then she poses nude for centerfold so that pornography is distributed of Kory’s body without her consent#which not only removes Kory’s choice but impacts her modeling career and ability to get contracts#i am sick of her#diplomatic immunity for starfire 2024#new titans
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so Dong Soo is just going to go about the rest of his life hallucinating the ghost of his dead ex inside the house he killed him to get a la 'you'll die in me i'll be you / can't you see? you are me' Jekyll and Hyde musical. is that what they're looking me in the face and telling me rn
#tv: biography of a villain#biography of a villain#evilive#evillive#shin ha kyun#shin hakyun#kim young kwang#shin jae ha#kdrama#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#are Yang Ho and Je Yi still on the premises tho. did they hand their bodies over to the police. f*ck it is Do Young's boss still in that#bed vegetative as f*ck all. doesn't matter bc all of the ghosts will come. they'll come and they'll congregate and they'll be in the#clothes that he wears and the water he drinks and the way that he talks he will become an inhabitation of ghosts bc that is all#that he has left#hauntings are always some kind of f*ckery but this one. this one specifically that's a different breed of f*ckery that i can't#wrap my head around at this time. that's some f*cksh*t i'm not touching that's some Gothic horror tier script choices
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like not to turn into a rhack blog for a minute (holy shit this game came out in 2014, does anyone even still ship these two) but. Extremely gay for a guy to try and take over your body, trap you in the crashing space station you’ve sentenced him to die in, insert himself back into your skull just for a chance to choke you out even if it means killing himself in the process, and then get on his knees begging you not to kill him again.
#AND THEN YOU CAN KEEP THE EYE. YOU CAN KEEP HIM. WHAT.#insane choices in this game. what was in the water in the early 2010s. this game. hallucifer arc.#we really had it all when it came to hallucinating a guy until he tries to kill you (and also you love him. just a little. maybe a lot.)#(is it worship or love. is there a difference. he wants to give you a gift. he wants to give you everything.#just hand over your body or you’re being ungrateful.)#Rhys literally ripping his own body parts off in order to get rid of Jack. yeah. yeah. cinema. chef’s kiss.#what’s ending a toxic codependent relationship like if not tearing off your own arm. cutting out your eye.#tftb#rhack#you know what I will tag it. in case anyone out there is still looking.#lmao. I need to read fic of these two again. I love them. what the fuck is wrong with them.
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cicero, pro archia poeta 24 trans. n.h. watts
#do you ever accidentally stumble upon a a sentence that just goes soooooo hard#those verb choices marce tulli! i am enjoying them!#(contego is cover but like. with intent to preserve. obruo is destroy but also bury but like Bury The Memory Of. evil burying)#ough and corpus when. the iliad. oughhh. like ok it's the standard word lucan is just weird in using cadaver instead so often#but you could make a squalloscope lyric out of this! they gave me a body of water i gave them a body of work!#a lock against oblivion#cicero#iliad#i think at this point it is too late for me to Start having a like. tombs and burials tag :/ i would have to go back and find so many posts#beeps
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ENIES LOBBY TIME!!!
Sanji's face here.... he Knows he is going to fuck him up
THAT IS SANJI??? 😨
Holding them in my hands again....
Sanji struck a nerve there akdjaoajkq
Increible trio btw.... look at the evidence
............ me next please 🙏🏻
That is love right there I can see it
What if we all killed ourselves (except usopp is telling her the opposite ajahkdhsakjd)
I need sanji to go insane like this more often.... after the timeskip it doesn't happen as much and I love to see him suffering
This is so funny.... there is no denying to her face card
"It's not like she actually wants to die" well yes she does, but no because you know she doesn't really. It is in a quantum state right now
Luffy is such a menace akdhaksjkaak
TELL EM!!!! THAT'S MY GIRL!!!!
Look at franky worrying about robin.... do not fret luffy is coming and he will NOT lose!!!!!
This is zoro remarking how usopps fear of being left behind makes no sense.... this is so good.....
This is so endearing but it also breaks my heart....
Who is that sultry binch... (I don't recall this attack AT ALL and i'm sure we never see it again)
They botched his bbl.... 😔😔😔
Luffy's face here... he was convinced she wanted to go with them but was compelled to do otherwise but no.... he thought wrong and he can't fight to her.... I've just been staring at this page for minutes like damn.
Nevermind.... this is something your mother would say "you want to die??? Just wash the dishes and you can do whatever you want later"
"If you wanna die, or whatever...." this is so good like he knows what he is doing.... he Knows.... look at her face. After knowing how luffy and ace were as kids this just makes more sense (oda didn't think about this i'm sure but damn does it fit) also the slight manipulation.... look at all of us we're already here and look how we all miss you already... you know that post about luffy being selfish but his selfishness is jusg kindness to others... yesh
Thinking about robin's cinderella lifestyle.... why did her mother leave her with that aunt and why didn't some archeologist take her in?? Because she doesn't complain about anything just like she doesn't respond when that mother accused her of hitting her child without reason... that's so fucked
Alright this is funny (and also true)... I'm sorry fellow women....
*Justin Bieber voice* I like your laugh... dereishi shishishi
SHE'S GONNA ASK HER MOM TO TAKE HER TO THE SEA WITH HER??? LIKE SHE DOES AFTER WITH LUFFY??? MY GOD!!! I just bursted into tears like I got punched in the nose I can't keep going ajdhakajk
I lied i can keep going... but head in my hands over this....
Find out how my emotional stability survives this arc in ennies lobby part 2. coming soon
#franky calling sanji brother eyebrows is too good akdbsksnsk also ily franky#captain t bone.... he got killed tecently.... i forgot who he was until now but he actually cared thats so fucked up.... cross guild come o#sanji going against cp9 by himself.... i shant say it... SLAY!!!! also the cook being mad about being pretty cause he has no individuality.#lucci talking about a little girl being born wrong and needing to die for it TO SANJI!!! OOF!!!#the frog stopped rocketman bc he thought they kidnapped kokoro just like they took tom 😭😭😭 this fucking frog always gets me#chapter 377 and franky is in the headline with the strawhats ❤️❤️ they recruit TWO thirty year olds in enies lobby ajdhaksjks#franky biting spandex head.... yeah... and he should do it more why did he stop biting heads... he got domesticated#luffy is such a menace here like damn.... he is charging thru EVERYTHING!! GET THEM BOY!!!!#also franky is so important in giving robin hope here... like she sees him fighting back no matter what and i KNOW that inspires her...#i am going to say it hina fullbody and jango have a challengers thing going on but without hina being involved physically iykwim#when in action panels the ink just becomes lines... OOF!!! CHEFS KISS!!! MWAH MWAH#completely forgot gear 2 used the shave technique.... thats so cool..... also iron body must be haki then... and finger pistol#i dont think i can do this... after this ends we got thriller bark and then marineford starts building up...#i can endure water 7 sad moments bc everything ends up well in the end but what am i gonna do with marineford.... my god#also dr clover and dr hyruluk and crocus all have smilar plant based hair designs is that bc they are doctors or just coincidence#also robins father is dead and for sure another archeologist or similar.... thats inch resting....#which also like damn olvia and dragon had to make the same choices with their children i am sure. thats so fucked. dragon backstory when#clover knew the name of the fallen kingdom (robonosuke lore??) and also olvia knew some important information the gov didnt know... ✍️✍️✍️#SAKAZUKI SHOT THE EVACUATION SHIP???? HELLO??? I DIDNT REMEMBER IT WAS HIM!! (also olvia knew where saul was)#kuzan is sick in the head... he can't bring himsef to kill child robin but he will kill her as an adult... also his beef with akainu is OLD#like no wonder she was terrified when she saw him again. he said live like a recluse or i will end you and she fucking did. THE bogeyman#there are comments saying they hate akainu and he has just appeared 😭😭 JUST FUCKING WAIT#you guys think when luffy realised robin's enemy was the world gov he also realised it was sabo's enemy too.... bc as a child he didn't kno#also pluton was made as a countermeasure for the weapon robin could reactivate... could that be the one that was used in lulusia??#bc i thought that weapon was pluton but if pluton is just blueprints.... this makes more sense... which could also mean the ancient weapons#are a countermeasure for weapons the government already has. and thats why they're hunting them down. to have no opposition#so there must be two sides of the ancient weapons bc they call pluton that but also the unnamed one that robin could activate#so is pluton a countermeasure to uranus (the one used in lulusia i think) but neptune? trios dont make sene but a trio and their opposite d#reading one piece#enies lobby
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We Get HEARD🗽
When We Don’t Vote
We Get HERDED 🛤️🚉🚊
Election Train (Revisited)… Revisited
© cali lili
“ Cattle train
Coal train
Picture train
Toy train
Soul trains
Trains of thought
People trained
Sold and bought
Cattle train
Coal train
Picture story
(Holocaust)
War train
Peace train
People trained
Sold and bought
What kinda broken knees
Built these tracks
We got missiles goin’ forward
We got nothin’ comin’ back
Dream
Dreamin' up
The Iron Beast
Gotta get some
Get some
Get some rest
See me
I'm a plastic priestess
Screamin' through the window
Of ‘Emergency Release’
What kinda broken backs
Built these tracks
We got
Missiles goin’ forward
We got no-one comin’ back
Robber trains
Gravy trains
They foot the cost
Of another movin’ picture story
(Holocaust)
What kinda broken dreams
Work these tracks
We got missiles goin’ forward
We got zero comin’ back
Come and See
The slow decay
Ridin' the rails
of another day
Come and ride
The ‘Election Train’
Follow me
Ridin’ up
The drain
What kinda broken dreams
Work these tracks
We got missiles goin forward
We got zero comin’ back
Sure is gettin’ darker
on the ‘twilight express’
movin’ on without us
this Election Gotta Press
Sure is gettin’ darker
on the ‘twilight express’
can’t see nothin’
from a bullet train with no address
Come and See
The slow decay
Ridin' the rails
of another day
Come and ride
The ‘Election Train’
Follow me
Ridin’ up
The drain
Come and See
the slow decay
Ridin' the rails
Of another day
What kinda broken knees
Built these tracks
We got missiles goin’ forward
We got nothin’ comin’ back
Sleep Sleepin’
Sleepin’ with a monster
See dreamin’
dreamin’ of a beast
Me
Me
I'm a pretty plastic priestess
Scream
Screamin’
For My
Pretty shattered dream
Leave behind
What I couldn’t find
Sleep inside
A monster in motion
What the hell
My country ain’t for sale
Drown my sorrow
Cry me an ocean
Movin’ on
‘Cause I'm movin’ out
Rockin’ out
‘Cause I been rocked over
Trackin’ down
Trackin’ down a nightmare
Nightmare of a livin’ locomotion
Leave behind
What I'll never find
Tried my best
Gotta get some rest
Gotta get some
get some
get some rest
Gotta get some
get some
get some rest
Cattle train
Coal train
Picture train
Toy train
Soul trains
Trains of thought
People trained
Sold and bought
Cattle train
Coal train
Picture story
(Holocaust)
War train
Peace train
People trained
Sold and bought.”
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"omg when you're doing something new like playing poker or golf and he comes behind you and holds your arms to help you play... So romantic..." ok but have you had your god puppet your body subtly. Have you felt his energy slowly vibrating inside your flesh. Have you felt your nerves become tiny tubes through which you now feel him like a basket star spread. Have you felt the parasite expansions of slow moving abyssal divinity begin to drown your own mind in deep seawater to the point your head is always above the surface, kept there by him letting you maintain control, while he holds and drowns the rest of you. Have you walked with the distinct impression of someone else inside your limbs, muscles, your body inhabited by two. Have you had his hands on your fate strings and impulses and him recreating himself inside your instincts.
#ramblings //#reverence //#Anyway. Idk man this life I was built to marry him lmfao. There's just... the dark depths and that which terrifies humans#The huge machine. The bull-horned god. The abyssal Thing. The possessor. The black. The parasitic. The bodiless mass of bodies...#Giggles and kicks feet like a schoolgirl#It says so much that my last relationship was defined by me wearing a wolf collar and calling my ex a wolf#And this one with Lev is... I dance in his mouth. His teeth cannot hurt me. Even when he chews me it is ecstatic recreation and rebirth#Ahhhhhhhhhh the whole apophatic theology But Lived theme. To describe and talk about god in ways he is not except he Is what he Is Not#Possessive. Overbearing. Literally territorial over me to the point of existing inside me. Controlling to the point of puppeting my body -#But this is. literally. pure freedom. It's purely helping. It's purely giving. It's selflessness. It's opening the gates of my mind and sou#He takes over now because I'm paranoid and tired and stressed and struggling to merge free self with this one#So he says: Do you want me to take over and puppet you into doing what you're struggling to do? Pure choice. Control in my hand.#He's not strings but stilts. Not a cage but a wheelchair. It's so. fucking. intimately singular. It's about me and no one else#He's the encompassing black waters. So calm and so peaceful. Humans fear the depths and yet of everything on earth what embraces you harder
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I don’t have a tumblr, I just lurk blogs I find interesting. Not joking. Don’t know why you are responding in this way, if I am honest.
Tumblr allows that?? that's so funny
#not trying to respond in any way tbh 🤷♀️#think youre too focused on treating the agencies as subjective actors themselves#vs as organs of a larger body#like. what interests are being served by congress holding the hearings in the first place#theres factional struggles between those who want to hollow out the state and privatize everything#but i think its also naive to consider that privatization as purely economic instead of as always-already political#Private monopoly power is useful specifically because its actions are *necessarily* political#monopolies are more 'real' economic actors than near anyone else - monopolies (incl cartels) r agents making choices for the whole market#but i also dont know anything abt ur positions since you seem to both want to not be on this website while also on it?#just join us man#water doesnt bite
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sleepy bc I accidentally stayed up late monologuing to myself about how free! really should have ended for the nth time 🥴
#imagine haru saying what he said to rin at the end of fs1 right. the ‘you always run away’ or w/e#and he’s angry but also upset w himself for saying it when he doesn’t REALLY mean it#and now he’s afraid he’s going to hurt his other friends so he secluded himself and throws himself into swimming#but his body is still shutting down! and albert is the one to say something#he says how he admired haru’s swimming. how the water favored him. but now something’s different. something’s wrong#and he says something that gets haru to listen. maybe haru’s a little stubborn and is like ‘stay out of this’ but it still gets#under his skin. so either he just goes to iwatobi or azuma tells him to#and he wanders around reliving memories. but they’re sort of staled now. he feels like he has no emotions. it’s like the start of s1 again#then he goes to their time capsule. and he digs it up. and inside are all their letters and the footage we saw of all his friends at the#beginning of fs1 on a dvd or thumb drive or smthn#he takes it home to his empty iwatobi house and plays it#at this point he is thinking about quitting. but then HE would be the one running away. and that fight with rin stings even more#and he doesn’t want to let his friends down. not when almost all of them are swimming Because of him#he’s so scared they’ll hate him or br angry. he wants to quit but he feels like he can’t bc who is he without swimming?#but then he watches the videos. and it mentions swimming sure. but he realizes all of his friends love him for HIM#and he can go back to tokyo and tell them everything he’s been thinking. about how he’s gonna quit. bc he just can’t do it#and of course they all support it. makoto does right out the gate. as does nagisa. rei cries a little bit he’d rather haru be happy#very similar to his choice in s1. he’s sad he can’t swim with haru. but he understood that the friendship comes first#and rin is maybe pissed. but you know he can’t be pissed for long. and he apologizes for putting haru on a pedestal#and then haru’s like well… I have to swim one final relay. so they sneak in and explain to the teammates at the last second and swap places#(none of that talking to the coach shit. I want them to commit crimes like they did in s1)#and they don’t care about winning they don’t care what the results are. they just want to see one final sight. share one final swim together#and it makes haru strong. but he’s accepted that competitive swimming isn’t for him. and he quits happily#maybe becomes a coach of sorts alongside makoto#anyway. stayed up late thinking abt it and now I’m in bed late writing it out#I did Not mean to do it it just Possesses me#i say things
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Kait, I'm so happy to hear that you're safe! What you've done is incredibly brave, you should be proud of yourself!
I can also imagine that it's incredibly exhausting. Please take all the time you need to rest and recover, and don't apologize for being inactive. You always give us so much support, now it's our turn to support you <33
I'm doing okay, thanks for checking on me, Faye! It still hasn't hit me quite yet that I made a decision that was bold and decisive. It's one of those things where you have to look before you leap if you want anything to get better. I did a lot of things I didn't think I was capable of and in that regard, I can say that I'm proud of myself for being able to feel like a person with my own autonomy. It's going to take a little bit for me to feel like myself again. But I'm sure most people understand that. When you've been put down your entire life, it can make the moment when you step out into the sun without looking behind your shoulder to see if something's chasing you feel overwhelming. The good news is that I'm going to be okay.
In the same vein that I know Saeran and Saeyoung will be okay.
#mod kait#ask#not mm#brighteststar707#the only tricky part is getting my body to understand that I'm okay#living in fight or flight for such a long time is difficult to put into words for people who haven't been through that#there is more ways to react to fear than just fight or flight but we've shortened it to fight or flight#but for people who have been in traumatic situations their body is almost constantly in a state of fear like that#you can't turn it off because your body is consistently trying to keep you safe#so once you are finally in a place where you don't need to feel it anymore. your body just doesn't know what to do#it's kind of like being a shell shocked or having a bucket of cold water dumped on you all of a sudden#so not only am I dealing with exhaustion#my brain is trying to comprehend all of the choices that I've made#I'm going to be okay and I know that. but it's just going to take a little bit for my body to get to that point#just because you can mentally understand something doesn't mean that the way that your body will react the same way#I'm just babbling on the chance that saying any of that can make people feel better about feeling different kinds of fear#y'all know me. always thinking about this before I think about myself / J
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urgh i love waking up and finding out i immediately have to leave the house
#this is a /gen post just feel like i should clarify that because of what today is#we have no power rn#so we have to drive somewhere else so i can take care of my foot bc of the whole Surgery Recovery thing yknow#because i need warm water and we have no water heat#and the only place we can really go is my sister's#which 1) is an hour drive away#and 2) uh... NONE of our current fronting group has MET the body's sister#but we kind of have no choice and are already going there so
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I want to take my nightly bath but I’m so nervous I’ll over do it again and I really don’t want another episode
#choices#keeping the water not too hot is eaiser said than done#it’s so cold#my body is a wonderland that's been condemned for 20 years
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