#the angst is painful but I love it :)
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They were insane for this Cole dialogue btw.
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#solavellan#inquisitor lavellan#solavellen hell#solas dragon age#why we gotta canonize Lavellan thinking it was her fault mmmmmm I love angst I love pain#babygirl I’m sorry
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I know we like writing fics where Jason is all "I'm not the kid you lost" and "he died and I'm all the worst parts of him that came back" and whatever. but lately I've been thinking about a Jason that's angry bc everyone thinks he came back wrong, because to him, he's the same as he's always been. sure, he's more upset and angry and traumatized, but he's still Jason.
I've been thinking about a Jason that spent most of the time since his death underground and then catatonic. to him, hardly any time has passed at all. to his family, three years have gone by. and Jason knows he looks different than he did, and he knows he's sharper around the edges, now, but he's still Jason. he's the same kid that died and now he's back and why doesn't anyone see that?
they're the ones that changed, not him
#anyway#I just think it'd be neat#bc I love a good 'Jason has no self worth and everyone needs to convince him he's worthy still'#but the angst of trying to convince you're family you're still in there#under layers of trauma and pain and anger#that you're still YOU despite it all#and I want him to recon w the fact that Dick and Bruce and Alfred are different now#that part of that is his fault (for dying)#that the rest is their fault (for coping so poorly)#(batman used to smile is the thing)#jason todd#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#dick grayson
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tw // eye pulling and mild body horror
not quite human anymore
#not sure about the content warnings but i figured just to be safe#danny phantom#danny fenton#danny phantom fanart#me when my childhood show has massive angst potential#ALSO the lichtenberg scar idea is so cool i love it#but its so so painful to draw#phandom#cw body horror
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everytime cas comes back dean must think “this time i’ll tell him.”
#all i know is pain#angst destiel#i love angst#deancas#destiel#spn#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#q#me yapping
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some angsty sketches from villain!Stellar's AU
#my art#sketch#stellar the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonadow#shadonic#sth#sonic#shadow#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#villain!stellar#angst#i love pain LOL#fankid au
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us, together, in the end
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#art#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#geto suguru#jjk geto#satosugu#satosugu art#satosugu angst#sorta#god I love drawing those little fish the SYMBOLISMMMM#I love pain#evilartses
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He may be comfortable around death, but imagine if a romanced Emmy panics when Rook comes too close to dying.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da rook#my art#I love angst ideas#the more the pain#the better the comfort payoff#I wonder hmmm#I wanna see how the dynamics go ahhhh
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anyone else get occasionally assaulted by thoughts of holmes and/or watson dying in sussex? like, maybe one day, when they are both very old, holmes wakes up to watson in his arms and he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he steps downstairs and lights up a pipe. he stands there for a long time. he writes a few letters and sends them out. he walks around the house, observing everything. then he goes outside to sit near the bees. he listens to their soft humming and passes away in the sunshine.
or, one day, when they are both very old, watson comes back from the village to see holmes asleep in his chair. he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he sobs and sobs and sobs. he writes letters by candlelight. then he writes more. he writes until he has nothing left to say. then he goes out and sits by the bees, who are all silent. he passes away under the moon.
#LISTEN#I KNOW#I HAVE A PROBLEM#genuinely feel like i should trigger warning this because the impulsive thoughts should be giving ME trigger warnings#trigger warning: death#trigger warning: maximum old man yaoi angst#i am very sorry#i just need to exorcise whatever demon this is#also#i love pain#in shambles#sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#acd johnlock#sussex retirement
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Going through your dad's old stuff.
Was thinking on how to get the turtles to react to Splinter and Sakis childhood. Did the good ol diary.
What makes it even better is the unreliable narrator part 💪
#tmnt#sketch#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2012 leo#tmnt 2012 splinter#tmnt 2012 shredder#tmnt turtle tots#turtle tots#tmnt 2012 turtle tots#photos#tmnt hamato yoshi#tmnt oroku saki#eyestrain#angst#light angst#love making a japanese man write in english /j#he wrote it so all of his children would read it and understand :)#i will bring pain
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Ok so we know these are Leola's bones and we know Aaravos was imprisoned beside them.
Now consider, while he may not have been able to see them from his prison, Aaravos being surrounded by his daughters remains means he was also distinctly aware of them breaking down, decomposing overtime or being touched by other creatures.
Consider an Aaravos who uses his light form to project himself into the waters around his prison and see pieces of his daughter's bones breaking apart. Watching her be slowly buried under the sand or overtake by any manner of plant or creature. Did he feel the ocean floor shift or shake when the first pieces of her ribs fell off?
To make things worse, if her bones are here, and her body fell to earth, that means Aaravos didn't just cry over the crater she fell into, he cried over her body. Or whatever was left of it. Maybe He saw the flesh rot from her bones, but more likely her body burned falling to earth, and he saw her shattered skeleton instead.
Would he have rearranged her bones to lay correctly? Or could he not bring himself to touch any of them?
The more you think about it the worse it gets.
#the undeniable angst of seeing the slow decomposition of your child's remains.#Aaravos buried Leola with tears and I think that's the last thing he could give her#burying her under his love grief and pain so that he keeps that last promise to her forever#Yeah i'm never getting over these two#the dragon prince spoilers#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp aaravos#leola#tdp leola#the mystery of aaravos#aaravos
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I Care. Chapter 4 (Part 2/2) (Rottmnt comic)
Leo dreams of the accident from earlier that day. But his dream shortly started to twist into a world of lies. A nightmare he has never faced before! Trapped by his own mind, he can't let go of what's in front of him to realize it's not real. But with the help of his brother, he is able to break free from the nightmares clutches!
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#rottmnt#riseofthetmnt#saverottmnt#donnie#leo#raph#mikey#fanfiction#comic#angst#master splinter#sad#Crying#Happy#Disaster twins#Dream#Nightmare#brotherly love#tw blood#tw injuries#tw death#Pain#Cute#happy tears#family bonding#i care comic#sickness#fever#sleep talking#I care comic
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I NEED THEM TO GO THROUGH EVERY GENRE.
So here is some Moisthur angst art I spent WAY too much time on I am so ill
Also the flowers are forget-me-nots, you could get an idea for whom they stand for in combination with the bathtub
#i love putting ships through pain to make them comfort each other#OFC I HAD TO DO THAT WITH MY CRACK BOYS#moisthur#arthur lester malevolent#moist von lipwig#malevolent#discworld#fanart#angst art#flower symbolism#artfromthemicrowave
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Two birds of a different feather 🪶
#ah yes the pain of loving your enemy#but is it truly pain if the other doesn’t know about it?#digital art#Tim drake#bernard dowd#TimBer#TimBern#Tim drake and Bernard dowd#court of owls#coo#coo Bernard#robin tim drake#painting#illustration#drawing#art#fanart#angst#Batman#the court of owls#I refuse to work on this for another second lmao
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Sometimes I think about Aventurine in the moment he first discovered his Pathstrider abilities. The moment he first realized he could shield not only himself but also others. The very first moment he realized he could be a source of safety, rather than a burden--than a curse.
Sometimes I think about the hatred he must have felt for himself in that instant.
Where was this power when their camps were burned to the ground with every last one of their meager possessions? Where was this power when his mother died begging as he cowered, playing dead in a bath of the blood of everyone he knew?
Where was this power when his sister stood tall, a silhouette against the lightning, and used her body as the shield? Where was this power in the maze, when it could have spared the screaming child who was the first to die?
You could have saved them. You could have saved them. You could have saved them.
#honkai star rail#aventurine#it's Aventurine angst hour!!!#come get your pain!#sometimes my thoughts on Aventurine are just#“Try not to cry.” “Cry a lot.”#but in particular I think about Aventurine unlocking Preservation powers a lot#canon doesn't tell us whether it happened before or after becoming a Stoneheart#and either way I think could be great#like if it happened right when he first got free#how useless and late it must have felt#if it happened after he became a Stoneheart#how much would he question it#is he a true Pathstrider or just piggy-backing on Diamond's gift#will he lose that protection if he leaves the Stonehearts?#then he can never leave because that's the best tool he has for saving people he loves#don't mind me#sometimes I too want to torment the best boy
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Just thinking about the fact that if Lena really did go as dark as she could’ve and she did in fact want to kill Kara in Tremors (5x7), Kara would’ve let her. It’s not even speculation it’s all the way up to it’s a super life (5x13) [“…and when the fight comes, I don’t know if I have what it takes to stop her.” …“I won’t fight you Lena.”]. That was the turning point before then and she just couldn’t have done it. Like if she couldn’t fight parallel dimension Lena six episodes later no way she could have tried to fight Lena, especially after immediately coming down from the high of thinking she wasn’t angry at her. Like you’re telling me she stood in that Kryptonite ice block (debatable if she could’ve knocked it down or not), tears forming in her eyes, pushed out the shaky question of “are you going to kill me,” and knew that if Lena said yes, that she would let her. I’m sick.
#I’m back with the supercorp fever you guys 😓#and this is why I love s5 everyone#the ANGST. the PAIN. I’m eating it up#kara zor el#kara danvers#supergirl#lena luthor#supercorp#supergirl cw#arrowverse
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sally and percy were always each other’s constants, they became a bit more distant once percy found out he was a demigod, but they were still each others firsts
then estelle was born
percy loves estelle so much, so much it physically hurts
but he sees estelle and how happy she is, how she had a mom that doesnt work the night shift nearly every night and instead is home nearly all the time, and she has a dad that’s present and there and is safe and percy is so so happy that she has what he never did
but at the same time he knows thats the exact reason why it hurts
estelle has what percys wanted his whole life
and now estelle has the only thing percy had his whole life
being his mothers first and top priority
he knows why, he understands why, estelle is a baby and needs to be cared for constantly, and percys nearly 18 and doesnt need his mom all the time anymore
but it hurts because all the food is no longer blue, it hurts because he sees estelle grow up and get help, it hurts because he sees estelle with the life he always wanted, but knows he will never had
and it hurts because hes no longer his mother’s constant.
sally has paul now, she has paul to help her through her issues and she has a child that doesnt get expelled from every school shes been in
and percy has his family. but its not the same. annabeth has always been there, but she doesnt understand, thalia has been through the same childhood as percy but she doesnt know what its like to watch the bad go to good in the same household, grover has always listened but he just doesnt understand
because hes happy estelle has the life he always wanted. hes glad his mother has the life she always wanted. but hes not in that life. because hes moving out soon. and hes no longer his mothers son, at least not in the way he was before
#i would apologize but im actually not sorry#he used to come home from anything and his mother would be there in an instant#checking him over and making sure hes ok#then estlelle is born#and he loves her so so much#but now when he comes home sally is on the couch holding estelle gently#and she can only pay so much attention to her son#and listen. i love sally#i really do#shes the best mom there was#however#she can no longer be that perfect safe space she once was#to other demigods? she is still that safe space#but thats all theyve known her#but percy has seen sally risk everything for percy#and while hes so happy she longer has to#theres still that empty and painful feeling#and it just gets worse when he sees estelle living the life he always dreamed of#pjo#percy jackson#sally jackson#estelle blofis#estelle and percy#jackson-blofis family#they have so much angst potential i love it#pjo angst#percy jackson angst#reef says#reef angst#percy and sally
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