#the amount of pining

[hattersarts]

im already at the south downs cottage guys, catch up

[goddessjichu]

ok i read this not long after it dropped and but wasn't in any place to write a proper feedback and now.. here i am. i kinda regretted not writing immediately bc i wish i could've poured what i truly felt that time but alas!!!

first of all, i'm a weak ass, oversensitive crybaby so voluntarily reading this chapter knowing it would hurt it self destructive at best but i did it anyway <//3 at the same time, because i know it was going to be sad, know what to expect to certain point, it was the kinda pain that i enjoyed due to just how beautiful the problem unfolded.

it hurt me so much to see OC trying, trying, and trying. it says a lot about how she feels, really, and it makes me wanna cry just how much in love they're with each other but they're... there. in that situation. why. i get where jungkook's coming from. i dont get where he's coming from. the amount of angst that went through my body from start to finish is astronomical.

but the end??????????? the end???????? i think the last scene hit me like a ton of bricks due to the fact that she accepted that it.. ended and she.. uhh.. finally 'let go' of him because, apparently, life is... better for him after getting away from her. regardless of what jungkook holds in his heart, that's what he essentially said to OC. and for such a fighter like OC, to finally let go because she got the confirmation that he's better off without her... Christ, I probably would've cried had i not been in a public place when i was reading that. it hurt me in the best way possible.

colour me in: monochrome | jjk (m)

Summary: The sky and the flowers, and even your heart and your mind, have turned oddly colourless since you left the warmth he used to wrap you in.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: lovesickness, crying, coping, tension, a hospital scene but nothing too major, mention of a small accident, MORE tension, pov changes, a Guest Appearance, a flashback, the Guest Appearance flirts with oc 🤷‍♀️, jk’s attitude is painful… heartache makes him mean, kissing… 🤐, arguments, pining/yearning, explicit sexual content: masturbation…, fingering, groping, mention of unprotected sex, soft sex… the ending x100 ➳ wc: 21.6k ➳ a/n: HI AGAIN. so. cmi7, finally; beta’d and fixed by my kitty @missgeniality​ ily !! <3 you guys… thank you so much for supporting me and loving cmi so far; please never stop and keep talking to me, it means so so much 🥺🤍 and don’t forget to listen to the playlist! ➳ listen to: reflections by the nbhd | full collaborative playlist 🤍

SERIES MASTERPOST | TAGLIST MASTERLIST | WIPs

Jungkook [9:23PM]: are u guys okay You [9:35PM]: Still talking but… it’ll be ok i think Jungkook [9:37PM]: okay.. i’m glad You [9:42PM]: Thank you kook. And i’m sorry

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[scurvyboy]

relativity falls but fidd is a member of the losers club or something

[cumulativnimbus]

[candycatfalls]

I Am Never Animating Again Good Bye

[cartoonsinthemorning]

Girl Help, I can't stop thinking about Stan's drifter years

[harmonysanreads]

Thinking about hand-kisses, actually.

Aventurine would like to believe he's flighty enough to not make it obvious, which he is to an interesting degree — that the pulse at the juncture of your wrist soothes his soul. To him, nothing else is more intimate. For, through this, he cherishes the very symbol of your existence. By acknowledging that rhythm, he's blessed.

Sunday's lips always linger when he kisses your hand. His fingers flex in uncertainty, strength waning and waxing before the struggle — to grasp or, to cherish? To hold, or constrict? Alas, the anticipation of decorum always leaves these questions to perpetual vacillation.

Dr Ratio inclines to kiss the crater of your palm, burrowing as deep as the lines would allow. He huffs as if its an inconvenience — perhaps, bearing the weight of such adoration is an inconvenience, even for a brilliant scholar. You wouldn't know though, that his apparent fixation with your palm is but an excuse to hide the blood that rushes to his cheeks whenever he concedes before your altar.

Mr Reca always makes a show out of it. A kiss to your pinky, another barely touching the tip of your fingernail, a teasing whisper over your knuckles. Close, but never enough. Just when you're drunk and sunk in his ploys, will he strike.

Mydei leans towards your hand just the same, but the expected kiss is always replaced with a nip, or a bite to your wrist or finger. The dumbfounded blinks, flustered fluttering of your lashes and indignant protests are far too delightful to not exploit.

Phainon, ever so graceful, is a mess in the palms of your hands. His lips cannot settle for one spot, he must kiss every fingertip, every knuckle, every phantom of a vein and every crease that marks your being. It's a waste holding back, his salvation is in embracing the fall.

Anaxa who bows before none, always kneels first before kissing your hand. It does not matter when or where, he will always lower himself to one knee and peer up at your radiance. His prayers are never verbal, but his gaze is parched enough to appeal to your heart and grant him his solace every time. But, would you still remain so merciful, if you knew the unrelenting pace of his greed?

[doctorsiren]

Some messy Jhesses from this week

[mroddmod]

bro u gotta stop fuckin looking at me like that

[aesthetinkie]

I am so normal about him actually

[skyleerez]

Ya basta con mis papas divorciados. Les juro que con un beso se arregla todo.

Ojalá que no se note la flojera que me dio coordinar el audio con la animación xd

[nerdy-hyperfixations]

He just wants to be missed

[softersynths]

what’s shiftys reaction to ford coming back?

[scurvyboy]

mmiscellaneous mcgucket monday

[kidovna]

Theo & Kit 🩵💛

from The Pairing by Casey McQuiston