#the ability to follow through!
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#living that 'no red meat' life be like...#id love to fully convert over to pescatarian but FISH IS SO EXPENSIVE#so i suffer with poultry (i am not a poultry fan)#but#and#then i see these people eating the red meat#and im like... damn.... vegetarians are.... oof#bc cutting ALL meats? i can BARELY cut red!#but i am losing weight (probably not entirely related... correlation causation bla blah*)#*i HAVE cut a LOT of fast food trips and soda and have just watched my food intake bc ive decided to make a change....#and ya know#it really proves to me that i CAN change! i CAN improve if I truly want to try!!!#and thats what matters#the ability to follow through!#and i think....#idk#it gives me hope#ive gone back to doing things I like. watching things I enjoy!!#i can watch Trixie Mattel again! (my ex and his friends are Cringe [derogatory]... I actually couldnt watch anything I liked... It was alway#shitty YouTubers talking about Magic The Gathering and Pokemon... and I couldnt object...#i was nothing but a live in maid and when I couldn't do that I got ignored... I wasnt treated well and I guess I set myself up for that but#it still wasnt right! I DESERVE BETTER GOD DAMNIT)#anyway#i REALLY want some shitty McDonald's burgers rn i stg im so fucking glad I live 20mins out of town bc I am so tempted rn#it is ONE AM... The MACCAS WITCHING HOUR! I AM HUNGY... and thursity#but I have a 40 pack of water in my car (I cant afford a LifeStraw filter pitcher and I NEED one for safe water)#byyyyeeee
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Dr. Ratio: Just tell me if you can't hold on any longer.
So what exactly does this mean? Yes, he worries about Aventurine and can't hide it. But it's not like Ratio to just give empty encouragements.
To me, it looks like an offering of help: "Things went awry; you are in much more danger than we expected; I can help you if you want."
So what was he going to do if Aventurine said yes? Did he have an emergency plan? A way to remove Sunday's curse? To abort the mission and safely extract Aventurine from the Dreamworld and Penacony despite the absolute control of the Family?
#my stuff#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#contrary to a popular interpretation#I don't think that he likes to meddle in people's affairs and play savior#he only intervenes when it's necessary#like to save people's lives#and the fact that he accepted aventurine decision to follow through with the plan#tells me that he has a lot of trust in aventurine and his abilities
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man how was i not supposed to walk away from empires s1 and not see the wither rose alliance as the worlds most fucked up if true polycule
#wracore#empires smp#a qpr polycule but a polycule nonetheless#dude i fuckin like. RAHHHHH yknow?????#i still think about gem asking to hold sausages hand when she was scared abt who he was becoming#and how sausage was insanely jealous of gems magic ability#and how fwhip circled sausage and followed him around for so long after the first betrayal because#he was just so fuckin worried about him and what was happening#and then sausage fuckin. killing gem and gem killing him#and sausage immediately having fwhips back when it came to gems safety#and this isnt even touching on the pure devotion between sausage and pearl man#and the fucking. shifting through WORLDS to find each other and#sausage protecting his people in Every reality he can.
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hm. parallels and what not
#rikus always locked behind that stupid door /joking#my theory lies with xigbar following the bop which would go off rikus keyblades eye and is why he was actually where riku is#while demyx/mom was looking through rikus eyes directly but would lose this ability while riku takes asod's form#and since even saix thought riku was dead. its pretty natural demyx would check the underworld for him in case#kingdom hearts#kh xigbar#kh demyx#kh riku#xigbar#demyx#riku#(he's implied)#kh meta#dear god. dont ask#like sometimes you just have to go through my tags bc im not explaining every damn thought ive had before this post
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I'm also just thinking about how people's frustration with The Bear this season in general and not just with SydCarmy is so indicative of how little people understand about story writing.
I got my BA in fiction writing which doesn't make me the world's leading expert or anything but I know enough to know that The Bear is exceptionally well-written and most of the complaints about this season stem from not knowing anything about writing a story.
And on top of this, the same people who don't know anything about writing a story are used to consuming really bad stories because right now, we're in one of the worst eras of television and honestly, writing in general, ever.
Because right now there's no expectation or requirement for a show or book to be well-written before production or publication. There's no requirement for it to actually be good, or for it to even make any sense at the writing level. All that matters is that people will watch it or read it and since people can't tell the difference between good writing and bad writing and largely aren't watching or reading for that reason anyway, who cares?
It's just an endless cycle.
Audiences don't recognize nor want good writing > Producers and publishers don't require nor pursue good writing > Writers that ultimately become successful can't nor need to write well > And the cycle starts over.
And because people are so used to bad writing, and can’t tell the difference between good and bad writing, and don’t want good writing anyway, when a show like The Bear comes around, a show that doesn’t hold their hand and explain everything to them or doesn’t spoon-feed them exactly what they want, a show that isn’t going to sacrifice the narrative through-line just to cut to the romantic chase - people are not only confused but pissed.
And then the most frustrating part of all this is that people then come to the conclusion the writer’s are bad at writing.
It is so bleak to be an aspiring writer right now, I swear.
#the bear#sydcarmy#being a hater#does no one remember game of thrones? how I met your mother? Episodes 7-9 of Star Wars?#those are just the ones I can think of right now but there are many#this is what I mean by being in an era of bad writing#shows and movies and books by people who don’t understand their own craft#aren’t you tired?#don’t you want more?#don’t you think you deserve more?#I can’t tell you how much fucking hope the bear gives me#how much of a relief it is to see writers with a clear understanding of their own story#and the ability and willingness to follow through on it#thank god#I’m so serious#thank god a show like this exists even though no one will appreciate it
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Spitefully redesigned Pupa in a single day cause I can do that now I guess.
#After mentioning about Pupa in the tags of my last art post. I started thinking about him for a bit#I was always a bit... Iffy... About his initial design. Like it's a bit excessive imo. So he's been on my redesign list until recently#And by recently I mean 10am today for. Whatever reason honestly#ally's ocs#art#gijinka#original character#OC: Pupa#He always loved adventure. But being a Song meant he's unable to leave the Tower. Which led to him yearning for more#And that was granted (via Altale) through his ability to travel through dreams by following the butterfly#The girl in the MV (name pending) is in one of the many dreams Pupa came across#There's something about her that makes her stand out from everyone else. And so he stuck with her and her insect kingdom dream for a while#At the end of their adventures. He invited her to the Tower. To become a player and maybe challenge him one day#But. He doesn't know whether she accepted the invitation or not. It's been years after all
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Charles wrote a column after the F2 race in Baku in 2017. He gives some interesting insights into how his racing mind works. However, proceed with caution (and bring tissues!).
Some bits that stood out for me:
Strangely, it was also probably the most difficult moment of the weekend emotionally. After the pole lap, it was quite bad sitting in my car with my helmet on, because I was thinking about my father, and it was tough. It was qualy laps every lap to try to get back as many positions as possible, to try to win the race. When I saw the gap in front after passing Artem, I knew it would be very hard, perhaps impossible. I had to push like crazy, and that's what I did; I took huge risks every lap to catch up as much as possible and try to get two wins. I'm glad [the Austria GP] is coming up soon, because I think racing is helping me a lot to go through these difficult times. Obviously it will never bring my father back, but at least I can try to do my best on track, try to honour him the best way I can. I think I'm working harder than ever to try to make the best results as I can, to thank him, in a way, for everything he has taught me, for the making me the driver I am today.
#🥹🥹🥹#i am so in awe of charles and his ability to put upsetting things out of his mind#and completely focus on racing#it is hard not to let your emotions influence how you function in daily life#everything in this article shows his desire and determination to honour his father with 2 wins in baku#charles showed incredible strength and resilience#and going through distressing times myself now#i look to him as my example to follow#charles leclerc#baku gp 2017#f2#formula 2#prema charles
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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Man I keep thinking about how well written The Mechanist quest in Fallout 4 is, how it is so in spirit with the original games AND what 3 and New Vegas added to the Fallout Lore in the best most horrific way.
#Also Ava my beloved she's such an unappreciated sweetheart#if my computer wasn't a damn potato losing its ability to play AAA games as I type this I would redownload FO4 just to play THAT#one quest over again! but that's a me problem#Like listen. Do I think the Bethesda entries are the strongest in the Fallout series? Of course not. But I think they DO at times#bring up interesting themes and ideas and as fun as it is to hate Bethesda the writers of those quests do deserve credit!#Bethesda doesn't have the balls to have any follow through but their writers (minus the lead hack) DO have interesting ideas#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#mechanist quest#kat plays fo4
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tbh i really want Atsushi to be the one that gets transferred into the PM. Not only bc he would be an important asset for Mori and not only for the sskk potential content. But because the latest arc wasn't very focused on him, and i also want the PM cast to have the spotlight for a second.
(Them interacting with Atsushi seems the best way to do that + it'd be interesting to see Atsushi's pov in an organization that does not care about principles and justice, with dynamics so different to the ada).
I'd like to see Atsushi befriending Chuuya, HIM BEFRIENDING HIGUCHI (this would be the funniest thing ever but if it actually happens it would be done very badly because it might turn out as a "jealousy" competition over Akutagawa) But think about it: Higuchi has a little sister she cares for and that's the reason she's in the mafia, Atsushi has Kyouka. They could be the poor underlings that have to be under Aku's command at first and have to put up with his nonsense. There's so much potential for bonding between them i could go on.
It would also be an opportunity to see more of KOUYOU (+ Kouyou thanking Atsushi for taking care of Kyouka pretty please??)
Plus, Mori canonically has some kind of an interest in Atsushi. If we remember chapter 15-16 he gives him advice when they get out of Anne's room (when he didn't have to at all).
Bonus situation i'd like to see: Someone pointed out that both Mori and Atsushi both like chazuke, so imagine Mori recruiting him and treating him to some chazuke like a mirror image of when he was recruited into the ADA by Dazai. But this time in a way that's off. that's uncomfortable and feels so wrong to him.
#bsd#not everything should be through rose tinted glasses i'd love to see atsushi being put in heavy situations#not in a corruptive way but him dealing with things he would never in his life do and then defying his own orders#facing the consequences of not following them then maybe getting backed up by akutagawa or aku taking the blame for him#sorry for making it sskk again but. there's so much to explore.#poor atsushi if this actually happens he'd be in so many situations. he wouldn't find peace anytime soon#i just remembered there are beast parallels also. Mori helping Atsushi w/his ability could very well be a thing in the main timeline#lazu stop making everything about sskk and beast challenge#bsd atsushi#lazutxt#dumb theory tag
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on one hand wanting them to bring over features from style savvy
on the other hand wanting fashion dreamer to be able to be its own game....
#waves my arms around#idk if this makes sense like#if the game became TOO much like style savvy i feel like the disappointment would be stronger#like everyones like I WANT BRANDS AND MONEY AND A SHOP!!!#like the users are the brands....id like more items in the style of the ss brands tho!#and i like not having to worry about budget so i can go ham and get a ton of items#outside of u know making ur own items bc some of those cost a lot but point flow is usually good#id like the ability to easily search through users tho...idk i just dont like the your world its very overwhelming#i will follow people for fairs and completely forget about them#also being able to take pictures with your friends#like u know ppl just want fashion dreamer to BE style savvy and it never was supposed to be style savvy#vs something like acnh#and even then if this WAS style savvy and where they wanted to take it well thatd be a different story
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I'm the well-trained fruit tree, he thought. Full of well-trained feelings and abilities and all of them grafted onto me - all bearing for someone else to pick.
Frank Herbert, Dune
#quote#quotation#Frank Herbert#Dune#Paul Atreides#feelings#abilities#trained#Paul in a nutshell#trapped in his visions and following through on things he's already seen
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unfortunately i think another part of why i kind of hate reform services is because i don't speak hebrew. and when i have to actually say the prayers out loud in english instead of in hebrew that i have separately read translations of, it suddenly becomes clear that i think submitting to god is, like, kind of cringe
#i don't see why my complete disbelief in god should be limiting my ability to participate in religious services!#yom kippur might actually be better for this because i think it will be easier to perform my usual subconscious find and replace#given the like. nature and intent of yom kippur#or i'll go insane as i usually do on yk but at least i'll be having a sincere experience#instead of a sincere experience followed by incredibly obvious silence through the 100% english amidah or whatever#and then having to talk extensively with the most devout catholic ive ever met in my life.#box opener
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⬥⬦ Sigma fall date outfit ⬦⬥
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⟢ Short green dress with a soft tan coat, grey wool gloves, and a yellow kitty scarf
⟢ Heeled Mary Jane's with white ruffled socks
⟢ Layered rosary-esque necklace, star shaped pearl chocker, and silver heart locket
⟢ Silver chunky patterned bangles and assorted maximalist rings
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✧ Curtsy's and offers her hand to be kissed when you meet her
✧ Will hold onto the crook of his dates arm with both hands
✧ She expects her to open doors for her and pull out her chair
✧ Giggles at all of her dates jokes, even the bad ones
✧ Their nose scrunches when they laugh
✧ Plays with his hair when nervous and uses it to true and hide his blush
✧ If the date went well, they leave their date one of their rings
✧ Always manages to attract a random cat as your walking back to your car at the end of the night and her date gets to watch as she majestically befriends and seems to be one in the same with the feline. she jokes about taking them home and raising it together.
✧ Will barter for food off her dates plate or a sip of their drink
✧ Will find a way to stay out all night so he can see the stars with his date
✧ Holds his dates hand whenever possible
✧ Likes to have his waist held onto
✧ Layers a cologne oil with a perfume mist and smells down right edible (also uses those pheromone things, so like, her date always wants to bite her)
✧ Their incredibly flirty in a soft and faux naive way, forcing their date to make the first move
✧ Melts into that first kiss like butter on a warm skillet
✧ She loves to go dancing, so long as the music is slow and her date holds her close
✧ Wants to be spoiled
✧ Will shamelessly destroy his date in any sort of game, whether it be poker, chess, darts, pool, etc. He will win and enjoy every second of it.
✧ Will use being cold as an excuse to cuddle up to her date
✧ He's wearing lingerie under the dress:
#who's he on a date with?#(I think its dazai)#sigzai#sigma bsd#bsd sigma#sigma#bsd#bungo stray dogs#he/she/they pronouns for sigma#sigma is the type to just like... vibe with animals in a way that makes it seem like she speaks their language#he talks and cats meow back#they follow her through the streets#they do the same with birds#their little 'ability' always shows on dates and they just seem so pretty and majestic#suggestive
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So there's this webserial called 'worm' about a world where superpowers started suddenly showing up in the 70's, and I'm trying so hard to think of a way to merge it with the stans-and-fidds 70s-and-80s plot events. The thing is, powers are caused by going through a traumatic event, and the powers are tied to both that event and to the person's various issues in ways that sometimes seems cruelly ironic. So you see my dilemma here, with there being so many options for events that could've given these guys powers
#godsrambles#fidds is easy: within worm's power classification system he'd be a tinker#which is where you get a superpowered understanding of how to create things that would otherwise be impossible#e.g. making killer robots far more advanced than current science is capable of#if working on the portal was what gave him powers though...... he could either get tinker powers specifically related to making portals#or if it was the greloblin then somethjng related to memory erasing#for stan. idk what would be the most upsetting. shapeshifting restricted to looking like other humans probably.#great for evading the law and for pretending to be ford for 30 years though#oh maybe ford would get precognition. ability to see hundreds of potential futures#maybe in combination with no longer needing to sleep. able to trap himself in literally endless rumination as he tries to figure out-#-how to stop bill#none of these are the Fun Flashy kind of powers though. stan would have fun with fire powers#oh wait. even worse for stan: powers that evoke leeches. able to temporarily steal or drain powers from others or something#or able to copy others' powers permanently in a weaker form than the original power. and he can have multiple weak powers at a time#in this world the mob would have powered folks in it of course so maybe a situation involving them could cause that power#OR. if his powers happened in the aftermath of the portal incident.#ability to teleport anything and anyone within his line of sight directly to him.#he'd be mad for 30 years straight about not getting that power before ford fell through the portal#that or the ability to summon common tools out of nowhere. such as a long rope#idk the powers are always very specific. pretty sure no one following me knows what worm is.#but you can at least appreciate the exercise of thinking up what powers would deal the most psychic damage to these guys
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/ What gets me about D.iavolo's ending is just;; how decisive it is- stories where the end is a silent capital dot drive me insane, like there's a melancholy to it that I can't put into words, it feels like a real scary dot you know? scary because it is so definitive- there's no sentence forward, no pages forward, it's also why (and this will sound insane) humpty dumpty's story makes me feel some kind of poetical and melancholic way, the way it ends as
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put Humpty together again.
theres no 'coulds' nor 'might' , there is no hope at the end, he just can't get put together again. and that's it, IT DRIVES ME INSANE!!! it's the way humpty or d.iavolo cant fix this themselves, and no one can fix it for them either, its once again, a final dot, there's no future to it
#DO YOU UNDERSTAND- THIS DRIVES ME INSANEEEEEEEEEE#;d.iavolo#;ooc#ooc#i dont know where to put my thoughts i have to vomit them all#because i think about how the only possible release from d.iavolo's never ending fate would only happen if g.iorno dies#but with his upgraded stand ability; what if g.iorno finds a way to loop himself the way he's done to d.iavolo but in a more controled way#to fit his goals/motives? so he essentially can never die by putting himself through a loop with his stand?#then g.iorno will live for eternity and d.iavolo will die for eternity#what happens after eons of deaths follow; would d.iavolo still recognize why the cycle even started?#a strange existence;;#if s.teel b.all run happened later; then maybe a version of f.unny v.alentine could have found one of the million timelines of death that#d.iavolo is in; and found a way that by teaming up they can k.ill g.iorno#but thats not possible; so unless some external cause disrupts the loop; he is just doomed to forever die#what if in the end; we are all going through a g.old experience stand moment-/j#what if death was a j.ojo reference/j
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