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orcelito · 2 years ago

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i need the fucking fluffiest goddamned vashwood fic around

pls if someone could hook me up PLEASE help

#speculation nation #i mean i could look for one myself. but listen i have gone through. the wringer.#i Cannot continue onto trimax volume 11 like this. gonna need to ruminate on 10 for like. at least several days lol #honestly 98 anime would probably be the perfect pallet cleanser (at least to start with)#except i promised my friend id watch it with them (aka the true reason i havent watched it yet)#oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am never gonna fucking recover from this #AND ME STARTING MY WOLFWOOD POV OF SENTIDO Ouogughghghghgjfg #maybe i should just reread chapter 3 of sentido. though tht might just get me crying too #i feel like a wet paper rag wobbling in the wind like a torn up flag on a pole #or a pair of underpants. the worst underpants ever. full of holes. drenched in the rain. and purple polka dots.#not that you could tell in the dark rain and mud. the worst goddamned underpants on a flag pole to ever exist. just wobblin #thats me. thats how i feel rn.#/ shinji ikari on the chair. that also displays it. Obviously it is synonymous. obviously.#head in my hands. i am fucking WRECKED right now.

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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in spite of everything, I had fun <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk 271 #well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset #if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all #this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude #but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now #im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay #i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time #/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me #however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy #thats all i can say #oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end #still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile

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premamelody · 2 months ago

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like theyre like siblings part 2 for me

explaination or smth

#undertale #frisk #flowey #toriel #premaposting #siblings part 2 ksjadjakdnad i just realized how funny that sounds #aksjdakdjkasda #you can tell i kinda burnt out later #it is 12 am #give me slack #i like to think flowey was adverse to the friendship #since yknow #deja vu isnt fun when its associated with a bad memory #but eventually was kinda chillin #oh yeah this point only frisk knows he's asriel thats it #imagine your adopted child pulls up with someone who you dont recognize as their biological son #but no one tells you #i like to think that flowey overtime would kinda care about frisk more #but also be like #100000 ft wall bc this is all feels too familiar for good but more freshly bad reasons i dont like that #im sorry if this explaination barely makes sense #im kinda trynna rush this rn #but uh #click linked post for slightly more clear explaination idkdsnadkjajanska #utpyrt

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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shikisei · 1 year ago

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trying to find a brush i like

#i barely use procreate anymore and now i have pressure settings on it so its like all the brushes i WERE used to before are different now #never had that before its making me realize how light i actually draw #really crazy stuff #lso idk how to ptype on an ipad i feel like an old man rn #ace attorney #also yes thats a howls moving castle au. because its my favorite movie and im insane

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coolnonsenseworld · 2 years ago

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Just a little sketch as a thank you for support so far!!

Linktr.ee/mezzy

#klance #voltron legendary defender #lance mcclain #voltron #keith kogane #laith #mezzy cuddlers #as sofia said getting squished is a kove language #and you can see how much Keith loves lance by how much he lets himself be squished #why do i feel like posting sketches like this is shameful.... what did that to me #lol #art is just for fun and making people smile #and like insoiring deep thoughts and questioning life #but thats not the point rn #i hope you enjoy even if its not all rendered and shiny

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theylovevenus · 2 months ago

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Updated relationship chart for my Naruto 2000s au!!

#Gonna be yapping in tags lawl I have many thoughts #Sasuke n sakura are actually friends but I think it’d be funny if they had such similar personalities n still disliked each other #sakura n Shikamaru also won siblings or dating every time while they were still tgt #it wasn’t on purpose the exes plotline has been around for a while now but their redesigns just ended up looking so similar #slowly making Temari’s hair more red toned so Gaara can actually look related to the others LMFAO #ino likes Sasuke at the beginning but I don’t think it’ll stick or ever be requited shrugs #Temari and Shikamaru are friends but she’s kind of scared of how much he’s into her so she pretends she’s oblivious -#She tends to run away when her feelings get too real so they’re in an awkward friendship situation rn #OK I THINK THATS IT #if u ever wanted me to elaborate on a specific pair or relationship just ask!!#Venus’ art #Naruto 2000s au #digital art #fan art #my fanart #naruto #naruto modern au #temari #temari nara #shikamaru nara #ino yamanaka #shikatema #sakura haruno #naruto uzumaki #sasuke uchiha #team 7 #sabaku no temari #Relationship chart

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melooooo17 · 4 months ago

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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr

Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first

Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid

Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors

peep the rant in the tags

#isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat mirabelle #god ive been obsessing over isat lately #its terrible how ive been feeding into it #ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing #not in this particular one though #at least not at the part thats written rn #i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts #siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you #a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo #slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose #okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names #hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated #also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering #needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop #everything was so neat #upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles #or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation #BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him #so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control #case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point

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saetoshis · 6 months ago

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i think my friend of 4 years is abt to confess to me soon

#HUUUUGE SLOWBURN BRO #👹👹👹#i mean #i like him too its just a bit messy #cuz me n my ex ebded not too long ago so☝🏼#im working ofc on myself but truth be tood #i liked that friend for a long time #weve had a fwb moment for a hot #minute #but above all truly #i feel safe n heard n not judged n thats whats important to me #☝🏼🤞🏼#anyways #its a lot rn #BUT #WELL SEE HOW IT GOES #MWAH #💓💓💓💓💓#[‹ moshi : posts ›]

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mc-tummy-blur · 3 months ago

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I’ve been so busy with other stuff but I really want to get back to drawing WHF art so I went and cleaned up a wip. Not sure how I feel with some of the angles but I just needed to get this out of my system

Based off of this clip

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Check my pinned post to see links on how you can help the people in Palestine

#mcart #we happy few #whf #uncle jack #jack worthing #whf uncle jack #nick lightbearer #norbert pickles #whf nick lightbearer #is this lightfog?#yeah it is ngl so #lightfog #listen any ship art I make usually nine times out of ten it’s nothing romantic it’s usually shitposts like this #but the subtext is there #and this is toxic yaoi anyway ain’t no way they’d have a proper romantic relationship #their dynamic compels me though #it would work more in his foggy jack form but also I think it would be funny if this is how jack acts to him in his uncle jack form #just slightly unhinged #anyway uhhh if you’re still reading the tags uhh mayhaps you’d like to send me a request for a whf art idea?#gonna be honest I only have so many ideas I want to do but I feel like I need to be motivated so #it would be so awesome. it would be so cool #read my pinned post though and take into consideration for that cause there’s just some things I won’t do so I may end up rejecting an idea #would like to draw something with uncle jack cause like lately ive been trying to draw him but been having the hardest time idk why #he just looks off in my artstyle rn so maybe if i get a request id be able to lock in #anyway uhhh thats it

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many-gay-magpies · 6 months ago

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god what really gets me about dead boy detectives and what i think i love so much about the show and the relationships in it is that like. the romantic and sexual relationships aren't portrayed as being more unique or important than the platonic relationships. they're all just RELATIONSHIPS.

charles and crystal's attraction to each other and eventual hookup isn't this big end-all be-all relationship that shatter charles and edwin's friendship and draws charles' attention away from edwin; it's just a THING that happens. they're just two people that care about each other and happen to also be attracted to each other, and a hook-up happens, then they decide that neither of them are in the right place for it and it's nothing awful. crystal kisses charles, but it isn't some big spectacle of her declaring her love for him; it's just her saying goodbye and that she cares about him, like her hugs with niko and jenny and her handshake with edwin.

edwin realizes he loves charles romantically and tells him, and charles says he doesn't really love edwin romantically BACK, but it's okay, because they still love each other so much in so many other ways that this one tiny difference could never change them—and it doesn't!! they're still just as close, still care for each other just as much, still SHOW that care for each other just as much. their relationship didn't completely end because edwin loved charles in a way charles couldn't reciprocate, but at the same time it isn't "solved" by edwin getting over it, because there's nothing TO solve. it's just another type of love, added to everything that already exists between them. and they have LITERALLY FOREVER to figure out what it means.

the relationships between edwin & niko, crystal & niko, and crystal & edwin aren't given any less weight for being solely platonic, just as charles & crystal's relationship and edwin's feelings for charles aren't given (that much) MORE weight for being romantic. crystal and charles' conflict in the closet is about EDWIN, about how they're BOTH his friend and BOTH want to get him back; it has very little to do with the feelings between THEM, romantic or otherwise. similarly, the weight of charles' and edwin's relationship isn't diminished in the LEAST by charles not reciprocating the romantic side of his feelings (or SAYING he doesn't reciprocate, at least—we can all argue about the legitimacy of that in the notes).

i'm sure there are more examples than this, as well as probably some examples that CONTRADICT this, but like... by and large, it feels like dead boy detectives is a show where all the relationships are given equal weight regardless of platonic, sexual, romantic, or familial status, and as someone on both the asexual and aromantic spectrums who has struggled time and time again with shows casting out the importance of all other relationships in favor of prioritizing romance, that is INCREDIBLY refreshing to see.

#this might be a lot of run-on sentences and me repeating itself because its 2 am rn (sidenote how the HELL did it get that late last i chec #-ed it was like 11???) but i hope u enjoy anyway 👍#magpie thoughts #dead boy detectives #ik before watching the show i saw a lot of people were annoyed by charles and crystal's relationship and thought it felt forced and like #-they had no romantic chemistry #but honestly. having watched the show. i don't see that at all?#like maybe it's just me being aspec and not getting what ''romantic chemistry'' even IS but like. they were people. they were two fucked up #-people that happened to be attracted to each other and they hooked up when both of them were in low places and agreed to not go any furthe #-after. but beyond all of that they are FRIENDS and they STAY friends and like. they just felt like PEOPLE #the way they were written and the way the actors ACTED IT felt like ten times better to me than the dozens of pinacle romances i've seen in #-other tv shows #(and also i gotta say i love the other CASUALNESS with which sex was mentioned in the early episodes. it wasnt made out to be this big thin #-that only happens when tied to romance; it was just a THING. theyre both hot and in different circumstances they totally would have had se #-about it (and eventually they did but thats besides the point). that's it)#they're people. this is a show full of ghosts and demons and witches and crows-turned-into-boys but they are all fundamentally just PEOPLE #beautiful and fucked up human beings that feel attraction and hurt and fear and love in a million different ways.#AUGH i love this show so much #paineland #payneland #crystal palace #charles rowland #edwin payne #niko sasaki #dead boy detective netflix #dbda

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ssongsboo · 8 days ago

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saw sb say that your fav fruit animal and flower tells ppl like kind of the general vibe you give off n i need to know if thats accurate

#this is a v important question #why is there no raspberry emoji #and why do i feel like ive seen one before #🤨🤨#☆ ; dear diary ?#my bsf said this is NOT how ppl see me at all #but i think thats so me #anywayz my grandpa gave me money to buy myself a christmas present today but i have NO idea what to get #if theres anything i want or need i just go buy it so theres literally nothing on my list rn 😭😭

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lilaccatholic · 2 months ago

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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/

#lilac rambles #pints with aquinas #matt fradd #catholic #if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it #honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate #i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering #who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these #reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too #and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment #where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck #im just feeling very let down

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puppyeared · 3 months ago

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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK #ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK #my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3 #so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first #which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go #but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it #from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN #about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change #the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even #and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop #to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel #and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember #reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not #the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often #misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #playthru #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #change god #WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 4 months ago

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a smile would be nice

#my art lol #persona 3 #makoto yuki #minato arisato #p3 protagonist #kotone shiomi #persona 3 femc #hamuko arisato #aigis #aigis persona 3 #p3 aigis #ryoji mochizuki #insert that audio like OH GODDDDDD IM SCAREDDDD!!!!!!!!! bc yes THATS HOW I FEEL RN AUGHHGHGHhhh. interpret that as you will #i s2g everytime i actually take the time to try and do a nice bg IT GETS COVERED UP BY THE CHARAS. EVERY FUCKING TIME #also bruh not THIS about to be the thing that forces me to actually properly draw ears. like i can technically but i dont like doing it #cus they look weird. but some of these character designs look really weird/wrong imo if i try removing/hiding the ears so GRAHH #its like how sonic forced me to reexamine anatomy in my feeble attempts to draw sonic styled charas. aughhh #granted i still think i suck ass at drawing sonic charas and my regular humanoid anatomy thangs aint that good either #but its considerablyyyy better i'd say comparing to my art from like 5-7 years ago for example. so thats a good thing ig?#anyways back on topic. upscaled this bc i accidentally made it tiny and honestly i still dont know if this looks that good #feel like smthns missing or the lighting looks weird but i think im just gonna stop looking at it otherwise ill go insane

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brainrotisseriechicken · 8 months ago

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hi....scrapped wip again. im rlly not built for color. yap incoming

sorry my productivity tanked my 7 year old laptop is nearing its final breath and im just stalling buying a new one as long as possible to not violate the boycott but she (laptop) is making this shit DIFFICULT

im gnna be so honest w yall i havent had the drive to do shit all lately like. i need dopamine kicks to function but nothings working for some reason ??? i bought a jjk book and i fucking love jjk so i should be excited but im ??? not????? fucked up how that works

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