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froggywritessometims · 1 year ago

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Pills

[pt: Pills]

tw, coercion, mental hospital

i had to take two pills every day in the hospital.

one was meant to stop my period, it made it go in forever. i couldn't get to see a doctor for help, i was stuck with cramps and blood the whole 14 days i was there.

the second was an antidepressant. an SSRI, they never told me what it was called. i didn't have depression, they just gave it to me. it made me sick. i haven't felt well since they made me take them.

in the "hold" they got tired of me acting up they told me i had to take a little white pill or they would take all my things. i was so angry with the stupid nurse i threw a juice box at her. she yelled at me for being immature i think, but isn't that a normal response to being coerced into taking a little white pill?

#i wish i knew what that pill was #it was a sedative #thats all they told me #ive tried to find it in my records but i onky have some of them #disability #nuero punk #autism #autipunk #mental disabilities #auti punk #nueropunk #mad punk #mad pride #tw mental hospital

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chatlote · 1 month ago

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Just because you don't love yourself it doesn't mean I will stop loving you.

#my art #goro akechi #persona 5 #shuake #p5r #ren amamiya #persona 5 royal #akeshu #for some reason i wrote a dif caption on all socmed #i like them all #u know me and my poetry and shuake i cant stop coming up w lines so oh well collect them all #twt tumblr and bsky #twt and tumblr are similar #oh right i have never told ppl i have either of those here #tumblr is my true home so i forget #anw enjoy my tablet pen is dying and replacement is 350 euros cause its a wacom display tablet from 2013-17 and yeah. fuck me :)#cant even say i will do comms to pay for a new one cause its maddening to draw on it rn #idk how i managed to draw this one - passion for shuake ig #ok thats too much rambling even for me oops #its been a bad week lots of expenses for someone who quit her job to do a post grad on my savings lol #im getting better though

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lucabyte · 8 months ago

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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference #anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #isat bonnie #isat nille #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #doodlebyte #----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but #They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good #(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit #distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally #stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur #BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule #which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation #ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.

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demigodsanswer · 6 days ago

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There's this moment in Mark of Athena (I think), where Annabeth kind of internally laments that Percy doesn't listen to her when she talks about architecture. She describes his eyes glazing over etc etc. But there are several moments in the books where Percy recalls facts she told him and shares them with other, or moments where he sees a building he thinks is cool and thinks about her. And I just ... I need Annabeth to know that her best friend & boyfriend is hanging onto every word and even sharing her facts with other people.

#something something fic where they pass a building and he rattles off a fact she told him years ago #and he looks all proud and stuff #and she's just like 'how the fuck??'#and he's like 'you told me'#and she realizes he does listen and remembers everything #and then probably cries about it #but thats because my annabeth is and always will be a big ol' cry baby #percabeth #percy jackson #annabeth chase #also this inconsistency is probably just rick riordan inconsistency #but i am going to read annabeth's abandonment issues and insecurities into it

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bunnieswithknives · 2 months ago

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Thanks.

#fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fairly oddparents a new wish #fop nature au #fop dev #fop dale #dev dimmadome #dale dimmadome #art #digital art #comic #The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why #I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that #He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him #Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying #I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you #is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway #Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic #He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL

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kitamars · 3 months ago

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hi ive been going through it a little bit

#school is actively kicking my ass and ive never been so busy but they are single handedly keeping me sane help #if you told me like three months ago that id be ahving yet another superhero phase i would have curled into a ball and died #its very comfy here in hell though thats for sure #i adore them sm jesus fucking christ #spiderman has been a fav of mine since i was a kid and watching the ultimate spiderman show on tv #and deadpool has been coming up in the ranks as of recently lol #again #hilarious that i watched dp/wv and came out hardcore shipping spideypool lmfao #i dont know how that happened but idc this is awesome #i wanna do mire finished pieces but i have basically no time so yayayyyyyy doodle dump #hope you all are well!#spiderman #spider man #peter parker #I SHOULD POINT OUT NOT HIS MCU VERSION PLEASE NO #deadpool #wade wilson #spideypool #spiderpool #marvel #ok bye

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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chair + helmet for funsies

#xmen #xmen comics #xmen tas #xmen 92 #krakoa #charles xavier #professor x #snap sketches #need to practice drawing this helmets 3/4ths angle hi #gotta make this post quick cause i told my bro we'd carve pumpkins before i left for the week #BUUUUTTTT ANYWAY yeah while i was browsing my comic shop the first time i ran across this story and thought it was cute #it was the tas/92 adaption of krakoa but i only skimmed it #i thought of picking it up at some point but as for now it lives as a memory in my brain. i do wanna look at it closer tho #tbh at some point i think i wanna try to do a design for charles that features his actual krakoa design but with a chair/hover chair #i think itd be fun cause ngl i always like drawing his chair and not getting to with krakoa stuff makes me sad #if i get to that i dont think it'll be like. a staple with my krakoa art but just somethin to do for fun #ok i think thats all for now. i think im gonna do a movie charles doodle page later cause I Am Once Again Working Out His Face #so fingers crossed ith that plan !!!! for now its pumpkin time BYE

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buqbite · 4 months ago

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part 1 (on VA and being better than humans)

part 2 (on welt and being just a human)

#remember how in second eruption welt keeps getting covered in blood edgelord style whenever he fights??? yeah #wait first off #hi3 #honkai impact 3rd #welt yang #void archives #voidwelt #my doodles #okay anyways. VA isnt human but they haven't been in a “human” body for very long so i reckon there's a lot of new experiences to make #and. i dont think he gets to be dignified enough NOT to be whiny about it. cmon. itd be so funny #second of all sure welt is human but that dude's real used to not giving a shit abt how he's doing and acting like a robot instead of a per #cuz he's got more “important” shit to do #(that's so fucking real of him man ME TOO BESTIE)#also as i told kai: that last panel is not a look of surprise or horror. i tagged this as voidwelt for a reason #i think we all know what kinda look this is #edit: and why tf would they be fighting sky people? why can they bleed? dont ask me im here to draw gay people covered in blood #edit 2: oh my god i didnt add the blood in the first panel. THATS WHAT THE JOKE REVOLVES AROUND???

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casualavocados · 19 days ago

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Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023) behind the scenes

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #chen bowen #nat chen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #userrain #userspicy #uservid #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #they were told 'show your chemistry to the camera' and they just turned into chen yi and ai di.#this is so intimate i feel like im not allowed to look at it....and its SOOOO them....#it's giving post-canon tenderness to me. like....ai di being allowed to relax into chen yi and show him all his love in simple gentle ways #and chen yi accepting all of it and being glad and grateful that he simply has ai di in his arms #plus that little bit of possessiveness from both of them. the hand at chen yi's throat and the neck kiss #and chen yi holding ai di closer and smiling into it. letting ai di do what he wants to him as usual #the way its both 'i love you' and 'you're mine'#ITS ALL SOOOOO CONTENT AND FAMILIAR AND COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY AND FULL OF BELONGING #i really enjoy the bts bc you just watch them shift into their characters within half a second and back to themselves over and over #Thats not even nat and louis i swear to god they transformed. actors who act.#i miss giffing them often.....hopefully ill get back to that after my move....u would not believe how many adjustment layers these have

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moonstruckdraws · 8 days ago

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Wanted to do some art of @circusinarun's swap AU of warrior Penelope (here). I want to do art and so much other stuff for the EPIC musical in general (especially since the last saga is so soon RAH), because it got me back into mythology. But I don't think I'll be doing any until after it's over.

But that doesn't mean I can't do AUs! (Hope you don't mind I used my ver. of Ares for this Kobi; it let me figure out more of his design like changing his helmet)

. . . they are best friends, right? They probably aren't, but Ares isn't that well liked by the other gods, so I think him being best friends with Penelope would be cute! Idk, it's probably me just being a fan of Ares that I don't want him to be friendless lmao.

I'm so curious on how this AU would flow, you know? Like, is Calypso a human in this AU that replaces Antinous in Little Wolf; and if so, who's on Antinous Island? Does Calypso trap Penelope there, if she is a goddess? Who would Ares argue with in place of Aphrodite, or would she be in the challenge of God Games anyway? I'm assuming Eurylochus is replaced by his wife Ctimene, but is Polites in the same role?

It's a lot of questions that aren't that serious, it's just a fun AU, but I'm a curious person who loves details. I especially like thinking about how God Games would go, since no one really likes Ares other than his family, lover, and those who associate with him like Eris. It'd be on hard mode for him and it makes me sad to think about, yet so intrigued on how he'd convince them all; especially Hephaestus and Athena, but I feel like she wouldn't be so hard to convince... just stubborn against her brother to agree.

#epic swap au #warrior penelope au #epic Penelope #epic Ares #ares #aphrodite #geez this turned into a rant-#i know its normal for me but i told myself i wouldnt spend an hour making the post #yet here i am lmao #but thats all i got for now #sorry if you can't read my handwriting #one of these days ill commit to a drawing study of hands...

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ceabu · 2 months ago

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pap pap

#karkat vantas #gamzee makara #pale gamkar #gamkar #gamkat #gamzee x karkat #homestuck #the inspiration of this was cuz of work lmao #cuz i usually like............lmfao slap people around jokingly at work and stuff #but apparently its like real painful for them LMFAO a friend told me i have like............. shovel like hand =))))))))))))#it was funny and like she knows i dont do it on purpose but aasoifuoiasdbgsg ghhhh #and ya the same day i was with this other friend and told him how my hands are So Strong he should be careful #cuz i could rip his cheeks apart if i held his face and he was like ok :D and leaned in with his face all smiling n shit #and my brain was like BOOM BOOM POW THATS GAMKAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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0310foxy · 4 months ago

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Aftg hc of the month:

Andrew and Aaron playing video games together. Now I don't mean competitive games but the games that make you want to cry, scream and maybe jump off a cliff while you are at it. There are plenty of options they can play, but because they being they, choose cuphead. Andrew and Aaron at 3 am, burrowed comfortably into beanbags and running on spite and hot chocolate. Aaron who has tossed his controller 13 times across the room ; Andrew as calm as ever on outside but, internally planning a first degree arson if he has to look at one more flashing 'you died'. At like 5.30 Neil goes to leave for his run, finds the twins with identical scowls as they mechanically start yet another round that last for 40 sec and then die and restart again. It's almost painful to watch but the twins are so committed that it seems wrong to disturb them.

#twinyards #neil josten #aftg #headcanon #my friend told me about this hc she saw a month ago so i kept looking for it but didn't find it so i wrote it myself #all the credit goes to person who originally posted it so if you think you've ever read or seen it before probably thats why

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paper-mario-wiki · 11 months ago

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posted this picture as a followup tweet to a followup tweet (about how two videos i made were ripped off by two separate people independently, and those videos got brought up on the stream of someone who has been a big influence on me by sheer coincidence) as a way to verify what i look like post-transition, and i think that it's a good enough picture that it deserves its own separate post. so here it is.

#image #me #i decided not to post this once because its a big portrait of myself and i feel like thats pretty vain #but then i was scrolling and there was a post specifically saying 'if youre trans and you feel vain about your appearance post transition-#- and you feel guilty about it then dont feel guilty about it and post it anyway because something soemthing #doesnt matter the point it it told me to post it and that was all i needed #look at me boy

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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