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Hi, can I please get Wally West x trans reader? Maybe something where the reader is feeling dysphoric and he comforts them, and also some dry humping?
Wally West x FTM reader
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Readers vaguely based off of Daredevil, since I like that guy a lot. And the mental image of Wally and his gritty boyfriend is fun to me. Don’t correct me on if keystone city is right, idc.
Nobody could really tell when you and Wally started dating. You just happened to be a vigilante in Keystone city before Wally showed up after being kid flash and all that. His presence really messed up your mojo.
You were the devil incarnate, ready to break as many bones as it took, but you didn’t kill. That didn’t stop you from maiming folk though. Having Wally swoop by to bring people to the hospital and then be back to try and lecture you, really hurt your image.
You were there first though, so there was no way Wally was gonna stop you from doing what you had to do. In the beginning it was kind of like a new tomcat showing up in someone else’s territory.
You didn’t have the speed to be all over the city like Wally, so it was kind of accepted that hed take care of everything else when you were busy. People started begging for Wally to be the one to catch them doing a crime, since you’d break their kneecaps, and then nail them in the head with your billy club.
The relationship between you two was kind of a running joke in the league, especially in the Titans. They all knew that Wally thought you were hot in your own broody, horned way. Someone, probably Garfield, would joke about your suits matching, since you both were red. And yellow, if you wear the yellow and red daredevil suit.
You two were kinda like Batman and Superman, in a way. With you being broody, growly, the night, I am vengeance and will make you suffer the consequences. And Wally being easier going and lighter, full of jokes and hope.
That didn’t mean Wally couldn’t snap and get down and gritty if he needed to. That was probably when you started feeling attracted to him in return, when he couldn’t go easy on somebody who deserved it.
Up until this point you’d have picked up the changes in his pheromones and body heat, as well as his heartrate, which made you understand that he liked you. But it was after you smelled the blood on him and heard his blush rushing through his veins from an almost animalistic adrenaline that you started returning the feelings.
You guys probably date for months, if not a year before the league and the Titans figure it out. Wally would say something about needing to get back to the city since he had to make it in time for your anniversary dinner, and that’s when everyone would figure it out.
The two of you a very much opposites attract. Someone is gonna try to use your relationship with Wally to make you join the league, but he wards them off before you can break tall their teeth for even asking.
You being trans doesn’t matter much to Wally, outside of how it may affect your relationship. And by that I mean, if you for example don’t want him touching your torso or specific areas of your body, what wording to use, helping you with your T injections, so on and so forth.
Hes more perceptive than people think, at least after you guys have been dating a while. Hed start noticing the different signs that point at you feeling dysphoric. Like you going out for longer patrols because being the devil makes you feel more masculine. Or you wearing your binder for too long, if you need one of those.
I don’t think hes just gonna appear and demand answers, instead Wally has tried to figure out overtime what might help. He knows you aren’t the type to just talk about all your feelings and what can be done about it, so Wally would try to find other ways to be supportive and helpful.
You can always tell what he’s doing, since Wally starts going on about how handsome his boyfriend is, how manly you are and smell, how good your muscles look. Even if he’s buffer than you, you better expect him to drool over your muscles.
If you are fine with being touched, Wally would also just cuddle you when you have days where you struggle to look at yourself or even being in your own body. Hes always ready to talk or make changes if he can do anything to help, or just lay in silence if that’s what you need too, even if laying still for a longer time is difficult for a speedster.
Having a speedster boyfriend also means it’s easy to sense it’s him. Having the abilities you do, means you can point out any hero or villain you’ve met before, even in a crowd of a thousand. But the speedster’s connection to the speed force makes them so easy to point out.
It becomes a comfort for you, to feel the buzz that’s seemingly always present around Wally. It’s different around each speedster, but Wally is the most special out of all of them, to you anyways.
Having a speedster boyfriend also means you have access to something very few do, a boyfriend who can vibrate and who has close to no recovery period. This just means Wally is all over you on days where you are fine with that.
And if its one of those days where you want to get off to deal with dysphoria, you barely have to say anything before he’s on you, or beside you, or behind you.
Dysphoria means you don’t want to be touched skin on skin sometimes, and on days like this, good ol dry humping is just as good as anything else Wally could think up. Hes especially a fan when its him laying down and you on top.
It makes you seem so strong and in charge, even if your eyes can’t meet since well… you cant see like the average person. Wally is just giddy and almost buzzing out of his skin as you guys grind together, his hands shaking where they’re holding your hips.
Your heightened senses let you notice just how much he starts buzzing when he gets close. Other people would never notice until he’s just above to fall over the edge, but you can almost taste how his scent and pheromones start buzzing in the air when he’s turned on.
Hearing his heart race and his blood rushing through his body becomes a turn-on in its own way, just as much as grinding down on him and listening to him moan. Wally is also the type to kiss when you guys grind together, his tongue almost fizzy feeling against your own.
It becomes a lot easier to forget your dysphoria with a boyfriend like Wally, who does everything in his power to distract you from it, especially when he gets to rut against you and moan into your ear or neck. Just watch out for small sparks that might come off him, and that your senses don’t get too overwhelmed thanks to the speed force.
#male reader#wally west#kid flash#dc#young justice#justice league#wally west x male reader#wally west x reader#wally west imagine#wally west headcanon#ftm reader#dc x male reader#dc x reader#dc headcanon#dc imagine#young justice x male reader#young justice x reader#young justice imagine#young justice headcanon#dc x ftm reader#wally west x ftm reader#young justice x ftm reader#justice league imagine#justice league headcanon#justice league x male reader#justice league x reader#justice league x ftm reader#kid flash x male reader#kid flash x reader#kid flash imagine
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Every saga in a mf78 nutshell(pt 1)
Pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt 7, pt 8, pt 9
*THE HORSE AND THE INFANT*
Odysseus: WE SHALL FIGHT FOR FINAL WAR! ATTAAAACK!
*attacking noises are heard(and angry little ajax), Odysseus feels a sign*
Odysseus: THE HELL?! WHAT WAS THAT?
Zeus: Yo I got some mission for ya but I don't think you'll do it, idc what you'll choose but ya gotta kill him
Odysseus: Hmm, I'll do it! Who do I gotta kill?
Zeus: :)
Odysseus: ...what?
Zeus: You gonna kill a baby.
Odysseus: *baby falls into his arms* HUH?! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING
Zeus: Its a prince who'll kill your kingdom in the future soooo. The gods demand it :)
*JUST A MAN*
Odysseus: ...why do I gotta kill you? You seem innocent and...not harmful.
Odysseus: ....sorry, but you heard him
Odysseus: *YEEETS*
*FULL SPEED AHEAD*
Odysseus: SAAAAILING. WE SAILING BACK!
Eurylochus: uh cap, we are starvin and we're going to die of starvation, what are we gonna do?
Odysseus: Easy, watch where the birds fly and they'll lead us to food!
Eurylochus: (we should've killed the fucking birds)
Polites: CAPTAIN, ISLAND OVER THERE!
Odysseus: I...think its a bit suspicious. Very suspicious.
Eurylochus: let's destroy it then, we ain't got no time.
Odysseus: Nah, polites, we're going to find food. If we don't come back, set this place into a Ares zone.
Eurylochus: Okay boss.
*OPEN ARMS*
Polites: You should like, relax ody! I can tell you're exhausted.
Odysseus: No, im not. Im okay
Polites: Yuh uh you aren't. >:(
Odysseus: Nuh uh, im okay.
Polites: C'mon! You probably need a hug! Comfort. Or-
Lotus eaters: HUMANS ARE HUNGRY, FOOD HERE.
Polites: Oh yes! See?
Odysseus: Nah, its a little trap to be honest
Polites: -_-
Poiltes: Hey little lotus eaters! Could you all please tell us where there's food to eat?
Lotus eaters: *point at the cave and direction*
Polites: Told ya Ody! :D
Odysseus: Ehh, maybe one hug wouldn't hurt! Cmere!
*WARRIOR OF THE MIND*
Athena: UH NO, YOU'RE FORGETTING WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
Odysseus: But its just one hugggg! :(
Athena: Like I said, nah.
*A FEW YEARS AGO*
Young!Odysseus: Oh hey a boar! IMA KILL IT >:D
*he battles the boar, feeling lots of energy. As it fades away, he looks around*
Young!Odysseus: You're here aren't you? As like an..owl!
Athena: How could you see through tha-
Young!Odysseus: YES! YOU WERE TRICKED BY MY TRICKS! >:)
Athena: ....Well shit. Anywho, im planning to be your mentor to guide you.
Young!Odysseus: lets do that! Could we be friends too?! :D.
Athena: Possibly.
Young!Odysseus: oh :(
*BACK TO PRESENT*
Athena: Just don't fuck up during your journey, got it?
Odysseus: ....got it.
#epic musical#epic the musical#epic the troy saga#epic odysseus#epic eurylochus#epic zeus#epic polites#lotus eaters#athena#This is all going to be queued one by one btw :D
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I drew him being miserable (bcuz he’s a wet cat of a man) but felt bad. Gave him lollipop.
#tw blood#cw blood#it’s not blood it’s givanium but just in case#garten of banban#Garten of banban fanart#gobb#gobb fanart#he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#and I adore him for that#he’s just Such a guy#am I the only one who’s actually kinda really sad about him#I’m listening to my sad playlist and thinking ‘omg this is Literally him’#he’s so ‘I bet on losing dogs’ by Mitski to me#do u think banban would like mitski. I think he would#idc if this is cringe#he’s SO sad. I have to make him worse#how to convey that I have to make him feel the Worst. even tho he’s my fav#love this creature. the bong bong#<- was gonna type something like that last tag but ig I’ve already made that joke.?#sorry for so many tags I just Love the tagging function#I can convey so many emotions in just one post with both Text and TAGS it’s the BEST#it’s late an I’m tired. need to sleep before I write more tags abt how I want banban to be sad
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something has possessed me i think bc why am i in the year 2024 thinking about merlin/gwaine but also merlin/lancelot but also gwaine/merlin/lancelot. what have i done to deserve this
#merlin#bbc merlin#bbc gwaine#bbc lancelot#in truth this is not surprising at all#gwaine is my favorite character#and there is no world in which gwaine didnt know about merlins magic#i love the merlin tv show so much#it couldve been so much better. IT COULDVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTERRRR#and no one knows just how much this show means to me#like in terms of comfort shows this is the number one#even though i dont rewatch it all that often#i think about it so much#chat do i rewatch merlin in its entirety for the first time in years#i usually just rewatch my favorite eps#the ones with gwaine as a main character#and the ones that make me sad#i also love lancelot so much and i do kind of hate how the show did him SORRY#when morgana brings him back. love my toxic queen but i cant watch it#to me gwen was always in love with arthur and morgana#idc about actual legends i care about the tv show#one day ill read some retelling of the whatever and WHATEVER#but. i can feel how i want#the way i view the various different ships... its wild#like i can go into depth one day... but not today IM TIREDDD#sorry im rambling its 3am and ive had a rough few days rip#im gonna take some melatonin and go sleep good lord#why does my pc think melatonin isnt a word its literally a drug???? whatever#anyway. ramble OVER i need SLEEP
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i feel like horror would have sourdough starter. he doesn't even use it to bake he just keeps it alive like a funny little experiment. the yeast in that starter will never get to experience the fulfillment of becoming bread unfortunately
and then he totally gets mad at dust and killer if they dont take care of it properly when he can't. WDYM THE STARTER OVERFLOWED!!! YOURE SUPPOSED TO ADD LESS WATER!!!! that's his baby guys he named it and decorated the jar and EVERYTHING 💔
#would this be considered torture if sourdough starter is alive#dust is also into the little yeast experiment but he doesn't wanna get yelled @ by horror (he dont feel like dealing with that)#he wants to know what would happen if lead were dumped into the starter. good thing horror doesnt bake with this#so he just gets killer to do all of the care for the starter when horror cant#plausible deniability and all that. at least killer's the one that gets yelled at instead of him!#horror probably does have a seperate jar of starter he keeps seperate for baking#if dust and killer find it he'll make them all match skulls#I FUCKING HATE MAGMA WHY IS THAY STUOID ASS WEBSITE SO CONFUSING#HOW DO.PEOPLE USE IT OH MY GOOOOOF THIS SUCKS BALLS BIG HAIRY BALLS#IK GONNA SCRATCH MY SKIN UNTIL IT BLEED LET ME DRAW!!! YOU FUCK!!! THE BRUSH PRESSURE IS SO SHIT#WHY IS IT NOT PICKING UO WHEN I DRAW I HATE THIS#anyways. this is horror cooking propaganda idc if he'd be ass at it#man. this sucks. i dont like magma. please let me use ibispaint layout and everything. ibispaint save me ibispaint save me#siiiigh. okay. time to post this. people who see this will definitely see this guys.#me on my way to send a post off the populate the murder time trio tag daily#tricule hc#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#nothing serious right now because i really dont feel up to it#guys if you liked this post like and subscribe for more. listen i give tou an mtt playlist what else do you eant fron me#i do as much as i can while balancing my office job and college education (i say. unemployed and in high school)
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I hope picking the Male Rover from Wuthering Waves is the reason I sort out my gender situation bcs that would be a pretty funny way for that to happen
#currently im forever in a loop of 'genderfluid or gnc cis girl' and the former often branches into 'ok but what ARE the genders in ur fluid'#and what most often messes me up are my pronouns. im not attached to she/her but the idea of changing it or even saying idc --#-- doesn't cause strong feelings for me either way. so i just keep using she/her#anyway a long time ago when wuwa was still barely in beta i saw male rover & thought 'wow rare male mc i prefer to the fem one'#'surely he/him won't be jarring for a game. i'll just name him angkasa like my mom would've named me as a boy so i can have some distance'#fast forward to now where i use angkasa as a second name and have this gender predicament happening. and wuwa's releasing soon.#why did i write all this <- guy who's procrastinating from doing lineart#(see. see how sometimes i say guy & sometimes girl. & sometimes i can't figure it out so is that its own gender or lack of gender or??)#i WAS gonna let this rot in drafts but yknow what. maybe my confusion is amusing to someone. woe! scattered thoughts be upon ye
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I'M TIRED OF THE LACK OF DADDIES IN THE WORLD
WHERE ARE THE DADDIES AT??????
I'M GONNA GO TO DOMMING SCHOOL
BECOME A MOMMY MISTRESS AND THEN CLONE MYSELF AND DOM MYSELF I'M SO TIRED OF MY FAVES NOT BEING AS DOM AS I LIKE. (WELL EVERYONE ELSE SAYS THEY'RE NOT) GOODBYE FOREVER I'M ANGRY I DESERVE A FULL DADDY NOT A SWITCH HMPH
#*PACKS HER STUFF TO GO TO THE DOMMING SCHOOL*#and like let me enjoy my faves how I like!!! idc if they're not THAT dom!!#I can imagine them however I like#(no one has said a thing to her)#(she's just on her period)#(and she's upset bc many writers hc her faves to be subby)#(which is fine)#(she just wants her daddies)#*super super extra grumpy*#no srsly I'm feeling horrible#I'll never fucking get into little space ever again#I'm gonna go cry#attack on titan#erwin smith#obey me#satan#lucifer#obey me nightbringer#spy x family#loid forger#sxf#nightbringer
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its been bugging me for a while and i do think its weird that you can only buy anime on bluray. i see the "if you dont want physical media to disappear then buy physical media!" posts and yeah i sure would like to. even with the insane shipping cost i would. and i do have an older type laptop that still has a dvd player. cant play bluray tho. i checked and bluray players are expensive + my rental doesnt have a tv. so what now? i just spend a huge amount of money to have physical media that i can never watch? when did bluray even become the norm? i want to support and own the art i love and my options are exploitative rancid streaming service (which may also remove it anytime) or costly unplayable disks. they quite literally leave no choice for me but to pirate it even when i'd be willing to pay and i think thats wild
#yknow what most people said when they introduced bluray (at least in my vicinity)?that its gonna soon disappear bc it needs a special player#and who the fuck would buy a special player that can only play one type of disk or a type of disk that can only be played by one player#but i guess the anime industry was like 'oh yeah this will make our work more inaccessible. we're in'#maybe gaming consoles can play blurays idk and idc since i dont have that either!!!#i feel like im going insane here#and the point that oh bluray has more space - buddy daddies in japan was released in like 5 or 6 blurays!!!#if its already a disk set you might as well make a dvd version!!!!!#you know how many ppl i know or have known who has a bluray player? 0!!!!!#anyway. sorry for the rant this makes me unreasonably irritated#maybe they are just looking out for my wallet by preventing me from buying them and i should be thanking them instead
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i genuinely don’t know how i’m supposed to act at my age
#like when i have to talk to ppl my age irl they sound old af 😭 and im like are they old or just actual adults?#like i know when to act mature but when in the same age group i feel like i should have my adult voice on#like a customer service voice but more casual???#like for this get together i’m fear i might be one of the youngest ppl there besides like the children of everyone else 💀 like i can go#can’t***#hangout w them and later ima go see my friends and it’s more relaxed but it’s not like we talk about random shit#like we don’t listen to the same music watch the same shows or movies anymore#or they say oh i don’t have time for that or i don’t watch/listen to that many more#????? what do you do? and they’re not on social media besides fb or twt#like unfortunately i’m part of the chronically online 💀💀💀 but i can’t just be like oh im knitting this or crocheting that because that’s my#old lady hobbie i picked up in hs and they were like that’s old ppl shit#they talk about work but i find that so boring idc about what i do everyday that shit stays the same 😭#like it’s interesting to listen to them because i don’t do it but my job it’s same day in day out#and if we talk about fitness it ends up at oh i gained some weight or i lost x amount that means i can have a xyz and not care ….#we are mid to late twenties when tf did you get heartburn 😭 and wtf is that ??? i’ve heard about it but what do you mean??? when did that#start??? like yeah old bones and body aches but damn another meme post about it 😭 stop#like what did i miss when did i stop looking where did yall learn all this#at this point i think im just immature#like my random shit is gonna be ceo/luigi and sk then what i can’t bring up rap kpop spotify wrapped anime my excitement for some local yarn#how i don’t think lady gaga is a good actress or that im lowkey upset about the wicked movie#or that there’s gonna be an american psycho remake like they’re not gonna care#and i can’t be like tf is an appetizer ? that isn’t just restaurant and tv show shit ?#I CANT TELL THEM ABIUT MY PERIOD SHOES I FEEL LIKE THEYRE TONNABNOT LAUGH#my talking points are work (boring and same as always) old car accidents most recently accident (but not too deep) shoulder and back pain#progress maybe complain about grocery prices 😭😭😭#omfg wtf am i supposed to where to the get together with appetizers FUCK#is it chill to go in shorts and a tshirt ????? i’m sure they know we’re the ones smoking outside they can just assume i’m too chill#let’s hope someone has a baby and i can distract them w my ability to somehow charm babies 😭😭😭😭#omg what if their kids are blaming us for the weed smell !?? like imma not narc but i’ve seen them out there too#like idk if they’re college age but i don’t think they’re open about it and im the freak taking walks past midnight 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
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hey god if you've created someone for me can you introduce me to them sooner? i kinda need them now
#like i know i know im sad and hurt but in my heart even the worst breakup friendship or otherwise can kill my hope#like i know this is gods plan for me this is my arc but god it's getting worse and harder everyday#i thought nothing could be worse than yesterday but i hadn't lived today them#then*#i need to talk to someone so bad oh god sl yesterday i had the exam right#and like i don't even know what happened i thought i was going to fail even after giving my 2000% studying#for like 10 hours a day for 15 days for this one exam#and i was panicking and shivering so bad that my heart felt like it would fly out of my chest it was beating so hard#and so fast it didn't even beat like that when i climb too many stairs#and i tried to deep breathe but nothing worked it was so scary like yeah i get stressed sometimes#but this was another level so scary i was nauseous too#and then i clicked submit and i got 82!!!#when i was so sure i was gonna fail because i was only sure about 54 marks answers and the passing was 50#and i got really happy and relieved and then i realized. oh. i don't have anyone to tell#like yeah i told my dad and he was like oh cool ofcourse you did very good#because he doesn't GET it that im not smart anymore and 10th cbse is not an accurate measure of intelligence#he wasn't even happy or surprised he was like well nice obviously#and that's it. i didn't have anyone else to tell#granted i hadn't even told anyone i was giving the exam. i mean i say anyone as if im swimming in friends#only have one. two if u stretch. and i didn't say. cause like idk doesn't really seems like anyone cares#and aah stupid emotional me before the exam i was feeling sad and trying not to panic (??? why??) and CRY in the car because i was thinking#that how my mom always drops me to exam centres and we talk i play music and when im getting out she says all the best beta#and the beta. wow i typed this and immediately have tears in my eyes now. i don't even understand why but#idk i made it up to be a little tradition in my head and i really wanted to call my mom and say mom pls can u say all the best#to me now bc i think ill fuck it up and im really scared and maybe if u give your blessing it'd be okay. but then i thought how embarrassin#it wld be if i failed. bc we don't have any kind of rship my mom and me. and then when she heard i passed from dad she didn't even call me#or anything. thank god i didn't do all that drama but fucking hell. this is all just for me right nobody cares not my parents#and it's too difficult im crumbling under the pressuee but i have to grit my teeth and do it or ill never be able to get out of this house#and i know ill find people when i do get out. but in the meantime. please god ji just one person idc who girl boy friend or love ANYONE#ik it's weak & ik i shld be enough on my own. but pls i just CAN'T.they dont even have to put up with me they just have to care a bit
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NO FREAKING WAY VIKTOR IS CONFIRMED ACE I CALLED THAT SHT IN 2021 !!!!!!!!!!!! WE STAY WINNING :D
#cherry thoughts#YAY PAST ME I KNEW WE WERENT INSANE#arcane#arcane spoilers#i guess? idk being safe#unfortunately i think the creator(s??) is using it to “discredit” fans shipping him and jayce which is. lame to say the least#shippers gonna ship. it is what it is#(i personally dont ship it but i understand the appeal -- as i do most ships lol)#n like ofc this will ignite “ace characters can be romance/sex favorable” + “why are all fandom aces romance/sex favorable🤨�� discussions#which is... :/#but still man idk#im just very happy to have any confirmed ace characters :D#esp when there are so few in basically any media. i take heavily implied/ace coded characters under my wing like little birds#and ik theyre going to inevitably get shipped regardless of whether theyre confirmed or not. but still#the absolute thrill of vindication is unmatched#like man i KNEW he had ace vibes. i could just feel it ugh im so happy <333#i guess i was wrong about jinx (depending on how you look at it ???????) but idc one is already way better than i ever thought id get :D#viktor the machine herald#asexuality stuff#also in case it wasnt clear PLEASE SHIP WHAT U WANT i truly couldnt care less !!!#i just love sitting in my corner celebrating w my scraps of ace rep. thats all :)
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very very subject to change depending on if i can get pokego to work but here is what i'm thinking for my team....
#charizard might get swapped for a flareon. which is small ik but i want to try and use the shiny charizard ive got on pokego#bc apparently i had one? that i got on my birthday one year? which is cool#i caught an oddish in soulsilver and realized all of a sudden that i REALLY like oddish.......... so thats why vileplume is here. never use#i cant use it on soulsilver bc i chose chikorita so grass is covered and im trying to keep that team small#i do prefer bellossom but vileplume is still need :3#rosa opened me up to how cool starmie is so. im giving that a shot too#and the anime really endeared me to kangaskhan#and of course. sakura jade. idek if im gonna commit to shiny hunting it bc it looks like a pain in the ass for a shiny thats not good#but... i want oc cred..... ive been wanting to shiny hunt a scyther#and its probably best to do it here bc sakura probably isnt ever gonna evolve canonically and you cant evolve scyther here#i love scizor but i like the chance to just use scyther on its own without evolving it#its like. the one cross gen evo cut i can somewhat forgive. its not enough tho they still shouldve kept all the other ones#echoed voice#oh also aside from female pikachu idc about the genders. i just didnt feel like tweaking them on the sheet lol
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So I've let it out before that I'm working on a Hunger Games-in-Hadestown AU. This is something that's been in my head for about three years now. It was a few months after TBOSAS came out and I was listening to "All I've Ever Known" when I was like "huh. This is such an Everlark song." And then connections between the two stories, given the new information on the world and characters through TBOSAS especially, kept popping up in my head. A combination of personal life stressors and intimidation by the project delayed its start for years. Now I've been working on it intently for over a month and am nearing the end of Act I. It's been a great creative challenge for me, including days where I listen to the same song on repeat, my bed covered in Working on a Song, TBOSAS, and Mockingjay and my tabs open with all of the albums/bootlegs of the show I could find, and wanting to cry because weaving these two together seemed to stump me. And then getting it figured out once I took a break, lol.
So anyway, here are some things I wanted to share about it:
The title, "a lover's desire is mutiny", comes from the Vermont*** version of Epic III and the full couplet is "cos a lover's desire is mutiny/a lover's desire is a wilderness." And when I read that I went wild thinking about Everlark.
Haymitch is our Hermes. I specifically have Chris Sullivan's performance as Hermes from the New York Theatre Workshop*** version of the show in mind with him.
Lucy Gray is both Persephone and the Fates. This is the aspect that took the most time for me to sort out, but once I accepted I could essentially combine these two roles into Lucy Gray, the rest of the story started to fit together.
While Peeta is mostly Orpheus and Katniss is mostly Eurydice, that won't be strictly followed according to my plans now.
It goes without saying that Snow is Hades, right? But he's still Coriolanus Snow through and through.
The song that "brings the world back into tune" is going to be a song from TBOSAS.
***Like many musicals, Hadestown had a lot of work done before it got to Broadway, including an early community version in Vermont, a concept album, an off-Broadway New York Theatre Workshop (NYTW) version/album, an Edmonton production, and a London production. Additionally, some cut lyrics that never made it on the show is available in the book Working on a Song. I am using all I can find as inspiration, though the earliest versions and Edmonton are hardest to find information on.
#talking fanfic#a lover's desire is mutiny#wip wednesday#you know how there's posts about “this is the fic no one asked for and no one wants but me the person writing it and two other people”?#that's how this one is gonna be i can feel it but like idc it's been in my brain for 3 years i had to let it out
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Me to myself: you are SO behind on finishing your izzy bingo prompts. You definitely won't finish the whole card now, and you've gotten so little done today. We DON'T need to research if this roadside coastal motel in our head actually exists anywhere. NO ONE IS GOING TO GIVE A FUCK
Also me: Time to search google maps for coastal motels and hotels and cabins and things while my word doc that's got a nearly fucking finished draft on it rots waiting for me!
#text post#tbh im just glad im finally making headway on one#been fighting my brain all day on this#hopefully at least i can get this one finished tonight#then i need to hit it again hard tomorrow until i work#i know i don't HAVE to finish the card at all#but my brain needs an easier win rn and this is probably the easiest one#so if it's going to demand I put more pressure on myself to feel like im being useful then let it be this#also it's a jim/izzy which I'd held off on writing a lot of bc like#just talking abt the ship back when the show first kicked off got me ppl telling me to kms over it#so you can understand how i put that on the backburner#but now? im so tired. i don't care. one of my prompts is literally 'jim'#and this is a heavy one shot abt grief and losing a parent/parental figure while it storms at the beach#and no other ship with izzy that I've tried for this idea has fit like jim/izzy#so im gonna enjoy it and anon is off so if ppl wanna send shit let them#idc anymore
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the cycle of having complicated / negative feelings about the rpc but knowing you can't even bring them up because there's always going to be people who are completely incapable of nuance or empathy and immediately will jump to feeling attacked so that adds to feeling yucky about the rpc. and it sucks bc a lot of the negative feelings or frustrations ppl have in the rpc could be easily fixed with a little communication and empathy, but if i (or anyone) tried to bring them up i would absolutely not be received with empathy. not at large anyways.
#do u feel me#i realize i have a lot of unpopular opinions that go against the grain even though theyre about like.... inconsequential shit#like when i said i dont like interest checkers and someone legit sent me an anon saying i should d word ????#ive had backlash over being unbothered by deceased actor faceclaims ?? how does any of this affect anyone else#idc if i can even bring up what caused me think about this bc im gonna get jumped but yeah#i also realize this is an internet in general problem not just tumblr indie rp but still#its exhausting bc online communities demand so much from individuals without reciprocation and idk#im just having thoughts and feelings idk. its one of Those nights i guess.#ooc.#tbd.#// negative#tagging just in case ? im not upset though just THINKING
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I havent really been into the current state of the JJK manga for a while, im at the point where its ending might hold some value for me as someone who was already invested in the characters but largely aside from seeing how a few things pan out I just really really couldn't care less.
that being said I have to thank gege for every new chapter giving us more and more good looking Gojos. the more feral and covered in blood the better, and hoo boy am I getting that.
#god can he just kill sukuna already tho. like idc about this I want gojo v kenjaku#im of two minds on the megumi thing bc I do think its weird that gojo hasn't had any strong thoughts about potentially killing megumi#(tho i do think gege is like. holding them back rather than ignoring them) but I also think the fandom forgets their canon relationship#like yeah its nice to imagine them as a wholesome family but I dont think they even think of themselves as father and son at all lol#guardian and ward morelike. and I do think gojo was a decent guardian but I also dont think that recently traumatized and also annoying#teen gojo was ever like. very emotionally available or comforting. not to say it shouldn't be expected for gojo to be upset about this but#also I think people can get a little too wrapped up in their wholesome family pics. bc for one you can bet your ass gege doesnt care about#tsumiki enough to consider whether gojo was technically her guardian as well and how he'd care about her fate. or even nobaras it seems#holding out for gojo to be simply repressing his feelings and it biting him in the ass later but idk#he DID look strained when realizing megumis soul recognized ultimate void tho :(((( that does make me said :((((((#anyways sukuna was a fine enough villain for me but ngl hes gotten a lil annoying likewhatevs dude idc. kenjaku is hells more cunty than you#normally I wouldn't mind his shallow motives and didnt bc he was a threat that contributed to the plot but now that hes out and running#loose hes just so boring idk. like you're just gonna fight stuff. ok. lame. kenjaku vs gojo might actually have some emotional weight to it#idc about this fight and idc about sukuna#like when gojo mentioned his students and they all grinned. that! that that that he cares about them ok gege!#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 230
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