#idc about actual legends i care about the tv show

[ghost-bard]

something has possessed me i think bc why am i in the year 2024 thinking about merlin/gwaine but also merlin/lancelot but also gwaine/merlin/lancelot. what have i done to deserve this

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #246

(song lyrics here idc)

What is the most you’ve ever eaten in one sitting? I don't know. Probably too many slices of pizza back when I could kill pizza if I was hungry enough. How often do you skip breakfast? Rarely. What’s the longest you’ve gone without leaving the house? A couple+ weeks, probably. Where are you going the next time you go out? School. What kinds of things are likely to make you cry? Reunions of like any type, seeing things (esp. animals) in pain, if my feelings are deeply hurt, deaths... stuff like that. Really nothing unusual. What are some things that make others cry that don’t make you cry at all? Hm. I dunno. I'm sure there's something, but I'm unsure. If you drink/smoke, how often do you do these things? I don't smoke, and I'll ever only have like a drink or two on some holidays or for my birthday. What website do you spend the most time on and why? YouTube because it essentially replaces television for me. What’s the most amount of time you’ve spent online? Is this usual for you? Oh my god don't ask me this. What is one belief you used to have, but no longer do? In what ways are you influenced by the opinions of others, if ever? The one I disdain the most was being homophobic up to my late teenage years. I wanna curb stomp that ignorant fucking kid. I wouldn't say I'm influenced by other's opinions on things very much. What was the last thing to make you feel good about yourself? Drinking water lmao. How would you describe your overall (or preferred) personal aesthetic? My friend recently described me as a "gothic lolita" and y'know he's onta something. What kinds of small judgments are you likely to make about others? *Small* judgments? Uhhhh... God why am I blanking on surveys so much lately. What was the last thing you did mostly because society expected you to? Shower, 'cuz I seriously wasn't feeling it but needed to anyway. When was the last time you felt out of place? I had to babysit my nephew on my own early last month and I felt like I was in a different universe. I felt so, so unfit in the position and just all-around uncomfortable. I love that boy to death but babysitting is noooooot my thing. Do you believe in aliens, spirits, or angels of any sort? Yeah. Well, not "angels" by true definition, no. In what ways are you superstitious? I'm not. Where was the last place you went walking and how far? Would you rather exercise alone or with other people? Like, for fun? Not since I was at Sara's. I DO NOT like exercising in front of other people at all. What kinds of nail polish colors do you prefer to wear? How about makeup? Black is the entirely superior makeup color. How would you describe your own relationship with makeup? It's just for fun for me when I actually feel like it, and even that's rare. I usually only put makeup on for some pictures. Who has been in your life the longest amount of time? What about the shortest? My mom the longest, and my school teachers the shortest, I guess? Who was the last person to leave your life? How about return to it? My fucking therapist that deserves my fist through her face. Return, uhhhh yeah I dunno. It might be Sara, and that was yearsss ago. When it comes to travel, what kinds of places intrigue you most? Wildernesses, especially with mountains, rivers, waterfalls... that kind of stuff. Do you think humans colonizing Mars is a good idea? Would you go, if you could? No. Focus on the goddamn planet we're already on. If it was a life or death situation, I'd go, but otherwise, I'm staying here and at least trying to patch it up. What is the farthest you’ve walked in one day and what made you do it? Oh, many miles, I'm sure. I used to walk for literally hours out in my yard at night with my iPod. That was so common for me. Funny how now I'm recovering from muscle atrophy in my legs. Do you have a chore/housecleaning routine or anything like that? A "routine," no. How organized would you say your living space is? The house is currently a travesty. What is something important that’s often on your mind lately? Success in school. Do you find it easier to forgive yourself or others? Others. Have you ever had to call 911? For who/what reason? Yes; Mom thought she might've been having a heart attack. Thank fuck she wasn't. Do you like oatmeal? If so, what kinds of things do you like in it? Oh yeah. It's like a regular for me now that I'm big time trying to lose weight. I like the apple cinnamon one. What was going on the last time you felt nostalgic? Thinking about that walking question. How much attention do you pay to the movements of the stars and planets, and do you believe they influence anything? The most non-Pagan belief I have is being void of this one. No. When was the last time you were afraid to tell someone something? Heh, speaking of being (mostly, ig) Neo-Pagan. Classmate and I were doing an assignment getting to know each other and she asked my religion. She was a serious Christian and was clearly SO uncomfortable when I awkwardly answered lmao. When was the last time something didn’t go the way you expected it would? My disability case hearing just a week back. I expected to be way, way more terrified, shaking even, and was prepared for an intimidating judge. Just in general I was afraid of it being "court-like" and with a lot of people, but it was okay. I think having my attorney there was crucial to my (relative) calmness, though, because I was comfortable with and liked him. What is the most difficult or involved video game you’ve ever played? Most difficult that I ever tried, Dark Souls. Quit that waaaay early. Hardest that I've beaten, I honestly think The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night. Don't even @ me w/o trying it yourself 'cuz that game was so fucking hard to where I rage-quit for years until beating it. I did play it a second time for fun, though. Still hard. Most involved, oh, easily World of Warcraft. Years of effort put into too many characters la;ksdjfawoei Have you ever taken lessons for anything? Yeah; dance for a very long time as well as guitar. What’s your favorite band’s name? Well Ozzy goes solo. Btw I nearly died when I heard the Parkinson's news wtf life how dare why him- Who is your last sent text to? My mom. What’s your favorite flavor of Gatorade? I do noooot like Gatorade. What does your bikini look like? Oh hunny I'm barely comfortable in a one-piece. Do you drink the milk after you finish cereal or just leave it in the bowl? I can almost never drink it. The taste is just changed and is usually gross. Have you ever worn glitter eyeliner? No, yikes. Imagine that getting in your eye. Has anyone ever called you a hippie? I don't think so. Did you have any unread texts this morning? No. Have you ever been involved in strength training? No. Who is the last person you kissed? Sara. Have you ever been to a pottery painting store? No. Are bonfires common with you and your friends? Not at all. I don't think I've ever done that with friends. If you’re really quiet, what is probably the reason? I'm thinking about something intently. What does your boyfriend/girlfriend call you? N/A How much does the last person you kissed mean to you? A whole lot. Do you use lotion? If my skin is particularly dry. Have you ever used a sewing machine? No. Is hairspray a staple in your morning routine? I've never regularly used it. Do you believe in teenage love? Fuck yes I do, I can promise you that. When is your favorite TV show on regularly? It's discontinued. Who is your favorite person to waste time with? Sara. What has been the most significant thing to happen to you this year? Well, it's the first day of February, so I'll imagine you're asking about the past year, in which case I went back to school. What kind of kid were you when you were seven? Happy, weird, kinda hyper, outgoing and goofy. Do you always eat those mints you get at some restaurants? Yeah, if they're not the semi-soft ones that kinda melt in your mouth. Ew. Is there a subject you know so much about that you’d be able to teach it? Sure, but nothing like seriously important. Do you believe that being ‘cultured’ is important? Why or why not? I mean, probably if you travel. It's definitely wise to try to act at least semi-"appropriately" in another country. Where did you purchase the computer you’re using right now? Best Buy or Office Depot, idr. Do you think it’s fair to compare Family Guy to The Simpsons? I don't care? Will you miss CDs if they end up going obsolete? Why or why not? Not really, I just don't care. If you could relive one hour of your life so far, what would you choose? I don't have a clue. Do you think animals have a sense of humor? Probably. Animals can definitely act silly. Are you proud of your hometown, or do you try to distance yourself from it? That place is shit. Has your idea of the perfect romantic partner changed with age? Oh yeah, to a degree at least. I had such a fairy-tale ideology on love back then. How many cars have you ever owned? Myself, zero. Can you do math in your head well? I almost can't at all. What’s your favorite flavor of potato chip? Oh man, that's hard. Maybe salt and vinegar. Do you ever read the weather forecast? I mean I'll check the app on my phone occasionally. Do amusement park rides make you sick? Thus far in my life, no, but I'm too afraid to try some out of fear of that. Who is your favorite Star Wars character? Don't even like SW. What kind of cheese do you put on your sandwiches? American. What radio station do you listen to the most? None. Who was the last person to give you a gift? A family friend for Christmas. How old were you when you got your driver’s license? I'm about to be 24 and still don't have it. What was the first thing you ever learned how to cook? Scrambled eggs. Did you ever collect beanie babies? Maybe? I know I had one big one (me and my sisters had a matching set of different colors; mine was pink, what a shocker), but idk if I actually collected them. When was the last time you got a haircut? Early last month. Have you ever been to a bachelor/bachelorette party? No. How many people can you say you TRULY love? Romantically? Two. Platonically, a whole lot. Where are you most ticklish on your body? My feet jfc. Have you ever bailed anyone out of jail? Nope. What’s the last board game you played? Shit, what's it called. Something with my nephew. It's the one with the popping dice in the middle and four different colors to move around the board. "Sorry!" or something? Have you ever given someone a fake phone number? Might've when stupid kid me made prank calls. Do you have any bumper stickers on your car? No. Do you leave good tips when you eat out at restaurants? I've never been the one paying. Do you still own any VHS tapes? I'm sure Mom has home videos stored somewhere. If there was a real Jurassic Park, would you visit it? Oh fuck yeah 'cuz I'm dumb and love dinos. Have you ever gone golfing? Not legit golfing. Do you know any sign language? No. How many friends do you have that are married? Close friends, like people I still regularly talk to, none. Do you still have your wisdom teeth? Yes. Did you have a swing set in your yard when you were a child? Yes. Do you eat your mac & cheese with a fork or a spoon? I don't really care so I haven't noticed which I usually use. Where did you have your first kiss? His bed. When you were a kid, were you ever afraid of cooties? Lol no. Do you ever go Christmas caroling in December? No, I could never omg. Which overrated tattoo are you sick of seeing? I don’t care. Get what you want. What was the last thing you taught a younger kid? Apparently to say "aw shucks" at everything lmao. Are the clocks in your house mostly digital or analog? Digital. We have on analog in the living room. How long have you had your television(s)? God, years. A loooong time, but it's a fine TV. Do you like watching movies made with CGI or do you prefer hand-drawn ones? I tend to enjoy CGI more. I like realism in what I watch. Where did your parents buy their car(s)? Dad, idk. Mom got hers for free; a dance friend ran into a deer, so the front bumper got fucked up, and she wanted a new vehicle. Mom took it because shit, it was drivable, and she DIY fixed up the bumper to make sure it stays in place. Literally with zip ties and duct tape lmfao but HEY it WORKS. Do you know why your grandparents chose your mother’s name? No. Do you think you’d do well at teaching the English language to a foreigner? I think I'd be at least decent. What is a store you like that is exclusive to your country? Idk what's only exclusive to the country. If you attend school, what time do you usually get home after? Like, 4:35 or so. Mom finishes her field work at 4, and afterwards we go home. Have you written a resume before, either for yourself or someone else? Yes. What is your favorite thing about snow? IT'S PRETTY. What do you usually do when you have trouble sleeping? Try to go back to sleep at first, and if I really can't, I get back up on the laptop for a while. Are you satisfied with your social life (or lack thereof)? NONONONONONONONO. What TV show do you just assume you wouldn’t like? 13 Reasons Why. Do your friends have more money than you? lol duh I make none. Who always has the power to make you feel intimidated? Pretty much men as a whole...

[wannabe-cartoonist-blog]

Reactions to Official SBM Recordings

A bit spoiler-y if you haven't seen the show or listened to the new recordings of the songs. So proceed with caution.

ACT 1

Intro/Bikini Bottom Day

-here we goooooo

-ahhhhh ze narrator

-love how they include sb's foghorn alarm, just gonna say that

-award goes to Ethan for the cutest yAWN

-ethan is using such a soft tone of voice and it's honestly perfect

-"meow"

-the shoe squeaks!!

-the laugh was a little weaker than other performances but I'll let it slide cause he's so cute

-I thought it was "where the sun shines down" not "when" but apparently not

-MY BOI PATRICK STAR

-"oOOO OOOO I want a verse!!!"

-I love the difference between his singing voice and the Patrick Voice (tm)

-the chorus harmonizing in the bg

-sQUIDY

-Gavin Lee sounds a little strange...like Squidward sounds like he could't care less about anything and is so resigned to his loud neighbors

-which...he is....but he sounds off idk. Still a good performance tho

-like with Pat, there's a distinction between his singing voice and speaking voice

-he sounds good though but not like the live performances....idk if that's good or bad

-the fart noise strikes again

-RIGHT INTO SANDY'S PART

-love the country track

-she sounds so nice 10/10

-that "daaaaAYYYYY" 10000/10

-they didn't include the explosion or like all of the dialogue that follows it but I like it. Keeps the flow of the song going

-KRABS

-THE WALKING NOISE

-plankton's voice is so deep and smooth, I love it

-KAREN'S "forever" WAS MADE TO SOUND COMPUTERIZED THAT WAS A REAL NICE TOUCH

-"CLeeeeeveeeeerr" melted butter

-I love krabs, Karen, and plankton singing together

-Squidward is so depressed 10/10

-pearls deep voice is 10000/10

-spongey sounds so sad after being shot down, perfection

-"everyone would say GOOD MORNING MR. SQUAREPANTS"

-the CHORUS!!!!!!

-I freaking love this song

-it captures the town so perfectly

-they finish the song without being interrupted by the volcano, very nice choice

No Control

-the panic

-Perch Perkins could punch me in the face and I would thank him

-velvet voice. Pure velvet.

-sandy, sponge, pat, sandy, THE BABIES

-all of krab's parts sounds much better than the live versions, not gonna lie

-smooth-voiced plankton once again. He and perch need a duet but I think I'd actually melt from it

-kAREN

-I love the bg singing, heck yeah

-"the end. Is. Coming!"

-spongey

-ETHAN'S "WOOOOOH" OMG I WASNT READY

-there are 3 ticks instead of 2, that's interesting

-David Bowie did a really good job with this. So sad he didn't get the hear the finished product.

-Thank you, David Bowie. Rest In Peace.

B.F.F.

-oh, boy I'm ready

-that cute acoustic sound oh yes

-classic Plain White Ts

-I love how they remember that spongebob wears glasses sometimes 1000/10

-their voices compliment each other so well wow

-I love pat's singing voice, did I mention?

-the best friend dance part kills me every time

-the instrumental bit 1000/10

-"feeling good" part literally knocked the breath out of me

-"you're my best friend forever!"

-"B.F.F that stands for"

"Spongebob and Patrick" <33333

When the Going Gets Tough

-"give me some muuuusic, Karen"

-KAREN IS PERFECTION

-"exCUSE ME?"

-"e-he-he"

-this sounds so freaking cool

-for the 700th time, I love plankton's voice

-the sponge rap!!!!

-"you've got one day left go home and pack"

-plankton changes his tone slightly near the middle/end and I almost had a heart attack cause it sounded so good

-they included the krabs and plankton interaction about the sleeves, good choice

-"I'm a one-celled organism...I don't even HAVE sleeeeVES."

-the MAYOR!!!!

(Just A) Simple Sponge

-I've listened to this about 100000 times already

-but I'll do this anyway

-again, Ethan always sounds so pure

-he really nails the innocence of sb

-the bg chorus is fantastic

-I love all the references in this song

-Brendan Urie did a great job

-I really love how this song is in reference to krabs' opinion of sb. That's always been a really cool relationship dynamic

-sb is like a son to krabs and krabs is kinda a father figure? (I know sb has a dad but) sb is always looking to krabs for approval and when he looses it he gets real down (the second movie has a cool nod to this; "you were like an underpaid son to me")

-all these artists could've just written songs that these characters could sing, but they all wrote songs that these characters would sing. They all really nail the characters and I’m so grateful for that.

-the last note is so damn powerful I love ethan slater

Daddy Knows Best

-this song always sounds good

-love how pearl made sure to always keep her voice deep

-"money, money" that's 100% pure Eugene Krabs

-LOVE THE CONTRAST BETWEEN PEARL'S SINGING AND SPEAKING VOICE

-opposite of Patrick's

-she sings so softly

-THE BEAUTIFUL SCREECHES OF "DADDY"

-I love Krabs

-the cries

-"DADDDDDDYYYYYYYYY"

"MONNNNNEYYYYYY"

Hero Is My Middle Name

-spongey, I love you

-this song is such a cute bop

-it's so 80s, thanks Cindy Lauper

-"yeahH"

-"mine's Jennifer" was included heck yeah

-the slide whistle sound

-WHEN THEY SING TOGETHER

-"alriiight!"

-the way sandy says "courage" and "myyyyyy middle name" I love

-"us go!"

-love the instruments at the end

-the bandstand-y type music for when Pat dances, SO GOOD

SuperStar Seastar Savior

-this is one of those songs I didn't really care for live

-but MY GOD ITS AMAZING AS A RECORDING

-LISTEN TO THOSE HARMONIES

-it really does sound gospel-y

-pATRICK

-he sounds so pure "my new friends"

-"does anybody bake?"

-GOD HE SOUNDS SO GOOD

-THE TWANG

-"ME"

-"uh, I dunno"

-"figARO"

-the wrestling announcer towards the end

-"y'all praise pink!"

-the explosion what a perfect way to end it

Tomorrow Is

-lili, slay me

-oO the shift!!!

-the sb and sandy harmony yes very good

-squidy still sounds a little strange but I love him

-krabs always on point

-"oooo"

-god, plankton's voice is velvet

-"victoryyyyy"

-spongey boy, god, he's so hurt by Pat im crying

-tHE CHORUS

-bikini bottom day reprise, I'm in actual tears

-gOD

ACT II

Poor Pirates

-another one I didn't care for live

-but the recording captures it so much better

-it just sounds so different

-the KAZOO

-"en-c-i-n-o"

-"h-winds in our earrings"

"don'tcha know pirates have feelings?"

-"p-o-o-rrrrrrr people too"

-bg guy who says "we've too many too gold teeth"

-I really really love this

-"the BLOOMIN ONION"

-Talk Like A Pirate Day is now a fully international holiday idc what anyone has to say

-god, the instrumentation is on point

-Sara Bareilles did an amazing job (listen to some of the songs from The Waitress if you like her stuff. She wrote for and stared in that too. "She Used To Be Mine" is amazing)

Bikini Bottom Boogie

-okay, this also sounds better than it was live

-that guitar, man

-really does sound like a good ol' rock ballad

-nice job, Aerosmith

-IM FEELING IT ALRIGHT

-"rad, gnarly, and tIGHT"

-"kiss my JELLYFISH"

-what a freakin bop

-yEAH

Chop To the Top

-the banjo oh yes yes yes

-I'm in love with it already

-tHE FIDDLE

-sandy is so pure

-"keep it moving don't stop till you drop" that's new I love it

-sPONGY YOU CAN DO IT

-"way" the TWANG HAS PASSED ON TO SB NOW

-F THIS IS THE REAL BOP

-pURE TOO PURE

-LILI, GOD YOURE KILLING ME

-ehem, yes this was fantasic. 

-Great job, Lady Antebellum

(I Guess I) Miss You

-oh boi, here we go feels

-just imaging John Legend writing this while playing piano while Chrissy Teegan watches on in the bg is hilarious to me

-pat, my boy I'm in tears

-the "I"s in this song are good no matter how you're listening to it

-sponge is so HURT

-"nobody can make me laugh like you" :((((((

-the har-mon-iES

-IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII-e-I'm in pain

-"bring my sunshine back again" the sad twang :,((((((((((((((((((

-nobody talk to me for a month I need to recover

I'm Not a Loser

-the piano, oh yes

-he's really doing the nasally thing

-it works tho

-he sounds much more put together and sure of himself than live, yet not, if that makes sense???? Gavin Lee gave it a different performance and I give him props

-the CRYING

-"huha?"

-*monotone* "this is weird"

-*just going with it* "okay"

-"look at me now mama!"

-okay, this is just my opinion but I think squidy just sounds better live???

-"I'm not a loooossar"

-the "stay at home" girl is always great

-"hey. Shhhhst."

Best Day Ever

-oh, we're here already omg

-pure sponge boy, pure

-I still get all choked up when the "best day ever" tune starts

-he sounds so SWEET

-sandy chiming in

-Pat joining heck yeah, yeah

-"dum, dum, dum, dum"

-really like how they changed "just tying my shoe" in the tv show version to "just being with you"

-I LOVE WHEN THE CHORUS COMES IN EVERY NOW AND THEN

-the Elvis impersonation is always great

-that bg girl after Squidward comes in? Amazing.

-"this is it, everyone" IM GONNA DIE

-this is so soft and so dark

-the soft countdown that gets more and more scared omg

Bikini Bottom Day Reprise

-the ukelele gets me every time

-it's the perfect instrument for sb

-"busy day" I'LL SAY

-I love everything about this

-Mr krabs?? I forgot he had a line in this?? Did he ever??? I LIKE IT

-the cymbals, play it pearl yes yes

-Pearl, you're killing it

-"a simple sponge can be handy when you're cleaning up spills" omg

-"sometimes you need a hero with some management skills" squidy that was such an amazing thing to say

-"hey there, that's me" it sure is, my son. It sure is.

-I LOVE BIKINI BOTTOM DAY JUST SO YOU KNOW

-the ending, the ENDING OMG

-"meow" I LOST IT

-the crazy instruments all at once, god it's great

-everyone in this town is a child

The SpongeBob SquarePants Theme/Closing

-*HEADBANGS*

-oMGGGGGGGGGGG

-THIS IS THE THEME REDUAL I NEEDED AND DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT

-THE GUITAR AT THE END

-well, I'm in tears and throwing all my money at this show

-and you should too

-also congrats if you made it this far with me on this incredible journey of pain, references, and fluffy feelings

[frog-senpai]

A Tag!

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

Tagged by: @lapotxca​ thank you so much! <3 I love these~

the last

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my mum 3. text message: group chat :P 4. song you listened to: Oomph! - Der Strom 5. time you cried: Yesterday 6. dated someone twice: No 7. kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. been cheated on: Kinda 9. lost someone special: Yes 10. been depressed: Yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: No

3 favourite colours

12. the green of Link’s hat 13. black (very original) 14. light violet

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: Yes 16. fallen out of love: Yes 17. laughed until you cried: Yes and I had to hold it back so hard, it still makes me laugh so hard although I don’t exactly remember what happened 18. found out someone was talking about you: Yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: Yes/no 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t even have Facebook

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Again: I don’t have Facebook 23. do you have any pets: A cat <3 24. do you want to change your name: Real name? No. Maybe so that people would stop pronouncing it wrong after I’ve corrected them for the fifth time 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I ate cake with my family 26. what time did you wake up: 10 am-ish 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: texting/tidying my room/listening to music or something else in the background probably 28. name something you can’t wait for: friends who don’t want my worst, but my best. Also I can’t wait for my first Spanish lesson in the new semester next week to be over because I don’t know anybody there and I’m really anxious about it 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: just now half an hour ago 31. what are you listening to right now: System Of A Down - I-E-A-I-A-I-O 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no, not that I know 33. something that is getting on your nerves: people who think they can decide who I am and people who can’t take critic 34. most visited website: YouTube and Tumblr 35. hair colour: I dye them red but they’re actually light brown/brown (depends on the season) 36. long or short hair: a bit over my shoulders 37. do you have a crush on someone: Yes 38. what do you like about yourself: I can take criticism and use it to get better 39. piercings: No, but I WANT ONE 40. blood type: uuuum, this isn’t a shoujo manga, so I don’t know 41. nickname: Fee (like Fée) but my friends at my new school just call me things that are too near to my real name so I can’t tell you ;^> 42. relationship status: Single 43. zodiac: Sagittarius 44. pronouns: She/her 45. favourite tv show: with real people (haha): umm... Doctor/Classic Who, Star Trek TOS/TNG, Sherlock, X-Files, Merlin! Anime: I would recommend everyone to watch La Rose De Versaille right now it deserves more attention and I love it. I have so many favourites though... Just bear with me here, okay? Hellsing, One Piece, Yu-Gi-Oh! DM, Legend Of Galactic Heroes, Sailor Moon, FMA and so many more... Servamp, not because I liked the animation or anything, just like with Yu-Gi-Oh DM (I’m only talking about animes here and I read more manga so :/ ) but because I really like the characters & voice actors. 46. tattoos: No 47. right or left handed: right handed 48. surgery: no 50. sport: I used to do judo but quit after 5th grade, my favourites would be baseball and judo 51. vacation: Russia, Sweden, France, Lithuania, Japan (of course haha), Scotland~ (love of my life), Egypt, the nordic states in general (sorry we don’t travel much so I basically still have the whole world to see) 52. pair of trainers: ones that look nice? I don’t really care about names.

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: atm? nothing. Just a mint chewing gum 54. drinking: nothing 55. I’m about to: practise drawing digtally 56. waiting for: the Servamp artbook to arrive 57. want: I want this stressing out over everything to stop 58. get married: yes 59. career: Idk? Maybe something with languages/history/books/archives or a pianist/piano teacher

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: on a platonic basis maybe a hug 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: Idc 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: not a troublemaker like the fuckboys in my class, but also not too hestant I guess.

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes, the contact lens fell down the sink 70. turned someone down: no 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: not that I know, but who knows? I don’t think so though 73. had your heart broken: yes 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: yes, 0/10 wouldn’t recommend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: nah, but I’m trying to 78. miracles: yeah 79. love at first sight: yes, sorry but I love romantic stuff, and this just seems so romantic 80. santa claus: no, we had the Chrischtchindli anyway so I believed in that. 81. kiss on the first date: depends on how long I’ve known the person before that first date 82. angels: I’m still figuring this thing out so I’m not telling

OTHER:

84. eye colour: grey green 85. favourite movies: oh boy, you asked: Full Metal Jacket/Mortal Kombat 1&2/Kill Bill 1&2/Help!/Howl’s Moving Castle/Dracula Untold/ALL OF THE HARRY POTTER MOVIES/Amadeus

I tag nobody, not because I don’t want you guys to do it, but because I think you can just do this if you want to do it and if you don’t want to, then don’t C: Also I could never find 20 users I’d want to tag without annoying them haha

[voluntary-trepanation]

all the questiosn

1. Ifyou didn't have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time? Procrastinate2. What is your favorite piece of clothing you own / owned? Australia tourbbk tshirt3.What hobby would you pick up if time & money weren't an issue?4.What does your perfect room look like? Books piling up against thewalls, and lots of open space5. Howoften do you play sports? Not at all really6.What fictional place would you like to visit? Outlander Club7.What job would you be terrible at? Musician8.When was the last time you climbed a tree? A long fuck time9. Ifyou could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a goodchance of winning a medal for? E-sports10.What is the most annoying habit that you or other people have? Crackingmy knuckles11.What job do you think you'd be really good at? No idea12.What skill would you like to master? Touch typing13.What would be the most amazing adventure to go on? Hikingin another country would be coo14. Ifyou had unlimited funds to build a house to live on for the rest of your life,what would the finished house look like? No idea15.What's your favorite drink? Strawberry oak16.What state or country do you never want to go back to? Haven’tbeen to a place that I wouldn’t want to go back to17.What songs do you have completely memorized? I have a pretty shitmemory so none18.What game or movie universe would you like to live in? dcgame universe19.What do you consider to be your best find? idk20.Are you usually early or late? Early21.What pets did you have when you were growing up? Dog anda cat22.When people come to you for help, what do they usually need help with? Peopledon’t really come to me for help23.What takes up too much of your time? Watching youtube24.What do you wish you knew more about? Aboriginal culture andhistory tbh25.What would be your first question after waking up from being frozen for 100years? Got a decent internet connection26.What are some small things that make your day better? Hangingwith friends and finding new music27.Who's your go-to band or artist when you don't know who or what to listen to?Shakka rn28.What's the best way to start the day? Waking up29.What TV shows do you like? The CW dc tv shows, white collar andNetflix’s marvel shows30.What TV channel doesn't exist but really should? Memetv31.Who has impressed you most with what they've accomplished? My bestfriend32.What age do you wish you could stay at permanently? Idk, I’monly 1733.What TV show or movie do you refuse to watch? Idk if there is amovie that I would refuse to watch34.What's your ideal way to spend a weekend? Reading manga andlisten to music or hanging with friends35.What is something that is considered a luxury, but you don't think you couldlive without? Computers36.What is your claim to fame? idk37.What is something you enjoy doing the old-fashioned way? Writing folios38.What's your favorite book or movie genre? Fantasy books, sci-fimovies39.How often do you people-watch? Not to often40.What have you only recently formed an opinion about?Distance education41.What's the best day of the year? My birthday, of course42.What subject interests you that not many people have heard of? Idk43.How do you relax after a long day of work? Read manga or otherbooks and listen to music44.What's the best book series or TV series you've ever read or watched? Onepiece, Dead man wonderland, tales of demons and gods45.Where is the farthest you've ever been from home? Japanin year 746.What's the most heartwarming thing you've ever seen? Idk47.What is the most annoying question people ask you? This one48.What could you give a 40-minute presentation on with no preparation?Either Lego, Star Wars, Witcher 3, or DC Comics/ superheroes in general49. Ifyou were the dictator on a small island nation, what crazy dictatorstuff wouldyou do? Idk, don’t think I would do anything crazy50.What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? Go to another country51.Would you rather go hand gliding or whitewater rafting? Handgliding, I fucking hate Whitewater rafting52.What's your dream car? Don’t really have a dream car53.What's worth spending more on to get the best? LEGO54.What is something a ton of people are obsessed with, but you just don't get? Marvelmovies55.What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years? Wherelife takes me56.Where is the most interesting place you've been? Japap57.What's something you've been meaning to try but haven't gotten around to it? idk58.What is the best thing that happened to you last week? I gotto read manga59.What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind, only toexperience it for the first time again? John wick 260. Ifall jobs had the same pay rate and hours, what job would you want to have?Photographer61.What amazing thing have you done that no one was around to see? I don’tdo anything amazing62.How different was your life 1 year ago? Not to different63.What quirks do you have? idk64.What would you rate 10/10? Any Star Wars memes65.What fad or trend do you think should come back? idk66.What is the most interesting piece of art you've seen? AlbertNamatjira’s artworks67.What kind of art do you enjoy most? Painting and photography68.What do you hope never changes? The internet69.What city would you most like to live in? Stockholm probs70.What movie title best describes your life? I AM LEGEND71.Why did you decide to do the work you are doing now? What?72.What's the best way a person can spend their time? Chilling,relaxing, not caring bout the world73. Ifyou suddenly became a master at woodworking, what would you make? Life sizeddeath star74.Where is the most relaxing place you've ever been? A parkin japan75.What's the luckiest thing that has ever happened to you? Don’tthink anything particularly lucky has happened to me76.Where would you rather be from? I don’t mind where I comefrom77.What are some things you've had to unlearn? How additive colourworks, cause I was working with subtractive colour film negatives78.What do you look forward to in the next 6 months? Finishingyear 1279.What website do you visit most often? Youtube80.What one thing do you really want but can't afford? LEGO starwars Slave I81.Where do you usually go when you have free time? My computer82.Where would you spend all your time if you could? Outsideif it wasn’t so cold83.What's special about the place you grew up? The lack of decentshops84.What age do you want to live to? Rn is pretty good, but maybe1970’s?85.What are you most likely to become famous for?Photography86.What are you absolutely determined to do? Complete year 1287.What is the most impressive thing you know how to do? idk88.What do you wish you knew more about? History89.What question would you most like to know the answer to? Life…90.What question can you ask to find out the most about a person? idk91.When was the last time you changed your opinion or belief about somethingmajor? Last week about Nerdcubed92.What's the best compliment you've ever received? Myeyes93. Asthe only human left on earth, what would you do? Explore94.Who inspires you to be better? nothing95.What do you want your epitaph to be? I see you gather beforeme...hungry...terrified..96.What haven't you grown out of? LEGO97. Inwhat situation or place would you feel most out of place in?America, all of it98.What's the dumbest thing you've done that actually turned out pretty well? My lifetbh99. Ifsomeone wrote a book on an event in your life, what would the book be about? My lackof giving a shit100.What's something you will never do again? Idk101.How do you hope you'll change as a person in the future? Less ofa shit102.What keeps you up at night? Reading manga, just cant stop  103.What's the most surprising self-realization you've had? Haven’thad one yet I don’t think104.What is the most illegal thing you've ever done?  Bought an 18+ games, pretty tame105.How do you get in the way of your own success?PROCRASTINATION!106.What are you afraid people see when they look at you? Don’tcare what people think about me really…107.What is your biggest regret? Don’t have any108.What do you look down on people for? Fidget spinners109.What bridges do you not regret burning? None110.What lie do you tell most often? idk111.What would be your spirit animal? Idk Owl112.What is the best & worst thing about getting older? More freedom.Less time113.What are you most likely very wrong about? What I need to do inlife114.If you had a personal flag, what would be on it? Nothing115.What's happened that changed your view on the world?nothing116.What is the biggest lesson you've learned? I haven’t learnt anylessons117.What is the most immature thing you do? Laugh at the shitest things118.What are you famous for among your friends & family? Beingon the computer a lot119.If your childhood had a smell, what would it be? idfk120.What one responsibility do you wish you didn't have? Lookingafter my siblings121.What are 3 things you want to accomplish before you die? Idc122.What do you want to tell your 10-year-old self? Suckit123.What's the best thing you got from your parents? LEGOdeath star124.What's the best thing about you? Nothing tbh125.What blows your mind? How time works, and how it doesn’t actually existsbut it does126.Have you ever saved someone's life? nah127.What are you really good at but embarrassed to be good at? Nothing128.What would a mirror opposite of you look like? Me129.What are 3 interesting facts about you? Double jointed in my thumbs130.Which of your scars has the best story behind it? They areall just splitting my head on various things131.What's the title of the current chapter in your life? Finalyear of school132.What were some of the biggest turning points in your life? Year 7?idk133.What's the hardest lesson you've learned? nothing134.What do people think is weird about you? How fucking shit I am135.What mistake do you keep making? Not doing anything I shouldbe136.What have you created that you're most proud of? Some paintingsI have137.What do you doubt? life138.What are some of your morals? Same as satanism139.What do you want to be remembered for? Nothing140.What do you regret not doing in your childhood years? Do moreof everything141.What is your favorite fragrance? Plants after rain142.What do you think your last words will be? Why have the gods forsakenus143.Who or what do you take for granted? Friends144.Why would you be annoying as a roommate? So messy145.What is something you're insecure about? Nothing really146.What's the best & worst piece of advice you've received? idk147.What irrational fears do you have? Don’t really have any148.What makes a good life? Doing what you want149.What's the last adventure you went on? Hiking in some mountains150.What is the most memorable gift you've received? A weirdthing from my best friend

thanks for the ask. sorry it took me like 4 weeks to answer... :P

[thevirginmary97-blog]

now im tired

1. Height:

5’6?

2. Virgin?

Nawp. Not no more.

3. Shoe size?

7

4. Sexual Orientation:

Straight, tho lately i think i may be asexual. Never said that before.

5. Do you smoke?

Nope.

6. Do you drink?

On occasion. Even then glass of wine at most. Tequila shots kill me.

7. Do you take drugs?

Do Antidepressants count?

8. Age you get mistaken for?

16

9. Any tattoos?

Nooooo

10. Want any tattoos?

If the time is right.

11. Any piercings?

All closed up.

12. Want any piercings?

I never wore earrings so I think it would be a waste.

13. Best friend?

Caitlin. She’s more of a sister tho.

14. Relationship status:

Single, not ready to mingle.

15. Biggest turn ons?

Big hands, gentle demeanor, sweet smile?

16. Biggest turn offs?

Rude, don’t take care of yourself, just a general “idc about anything” attitude.

17. Favorite movie?

Breakfast At Tiffany’s, of course.

18. Someone you miss?

Not gonna say.

19. What I hate most about myself:

Trichotillomania and anxiety.

20. What I like most about myself:

Lips and cheekbones. When I’m in a good mood I’m nice so that too I suppose.

21. My relationship with my parents:

Pretty good.

22. My relationship with my sibling(s):

Pretty good.

23. My biggest pet peeves:

Rudeness, lying, cheating, picking fights. Bad, bad stuff.

24. What my last text message said?

Idk a tinder match talking about his job at Whole Foods.

25. Last thing I ate?

Oreos

26. Ten facts about myself: Ain’t got time fo that.

27. Favorite animal?

Fruit bat

28. Where I would like to live:

NYC

29. Favorite ice cream?

Cookie dough

30. Celebrity I would love to meet and why?

There’s three: Diane Keaton cause she’s a cool chick, Audrey Hepburn cause of her poise and class, and Anna Karina cause she’s just divine. A dinner party with all three would be major.

31. My insecurities: Too much at the moment. Next. Actually, my teeth. Yeah.

32. What I find attractive in Men/Women? Vulnerability.

33. Favorite quote: “When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time.” - The legend herself, Maya Angelou

34. Age: 19

35. Top ten tv shows: I don’t watch TV. Big Little Lies on HBO was a good one.

36. Top five favorite tumblr blogs: Idk.

37. What I want to be when I grow up: As of now, fashion journalist. However, I’d love to write a book. Let’s just say writer.

38. A book or film that changed my life: Not sure. I don’t let movies or books affect me that much honestly. They’re just an escape for me.

39. Five bands that I like: Bombay Bicycle Club (current favorite), White Lies, Keane, The Cure (for a classic), and Panama Wedding I suppose. My playlist changes on a daily basis so tomorrow it will be different.

40. Three things I think about the most: “IM PANICKING!”; I think this a lot in my head, where my past “lovers” are, and my future.

41. Five things I want to do before I die: I’m getting tired. Idk I just hope I can look back and say that I really lived my life.

42. Favorite book?

I don’t read that much… not good. But I do like self-help/spiritual books.

43. Favorite color? Black

44. Last person you hugged? Dad

45. Addiction:

Mac and cheese and pulling out my eyebrows/lashes when nervous. Lol what a weird combination.

46. Hobbies:

Dancing, writing, shopping. I don’t have any cool hobbies.

47. Favorite band? Everyday I have a favorite so I can’t say cause tomorrow it’ll be different.

48. Favorite singer? Tom Chaplin, formerly of Keane

49. Zodiac sign: Virgo

50. eye color: Hazel

51. hair color: Brown

52. Birthday? September 3, 1997

53. Where were you three hours ago? In my bed, same as now.

54. One food you hate: Pickles

55. Biggest fear? Losing my parents/brother

56. How many followers do you have? Idk I don’t pay attention to that shit. If you follow me, thx. If you don’t, that’s fine.

57. Five people you find attractive: Anyone who’s kind and passionate

58. Top song played on your ipod? Lost my ipod.

59. If you went back in time what would you change? Taking swim lessons.

60. Have any pets? Turt burt burtle turtle

61. Favorite subject in school? English

62. How is school? Eh, kinda over it. But kinda can’t be cause degree.

63. Lucky number? 3

64. Your name: Mary

65. Favorite body feature? Not nuts about my body lately but my perky lil bum I guess.

66. Favorite flower? Hydrangea, or ROSES. Yeah, roses. Either are pretty.

67. Cats or dogs? I love both

68. Boats or trains? Train cause I can’t swim

69. People or animals? Animals

71. Favorite holiday? I read that “I love Reeses” day (May 8) is a thing and I really connect with that and consider it a holiday.

72. Favorite season? Fall

73. Favorite candy? Reese’s and kit kats

74. Ten likes and ten dislikes: Pfft

75. Self harmed? Nope. Too afraid of sharp objects near skin. Have a big fear of that.

76. Worst mistake?

Eh.

77. Last time you cried?

Today lolz

78. Any scars?

Yes, internally... Lol naw none that I know of.

79. Best day of your life? Landing in London for the first time.

80. Special talents: I can vomit just by thinking about vomiting. That a talent?

81. Watch the movie or read the book?

Huh? Well, If I made a movie or book about how many times I vomit it would be used for curriculum at medical schools across the world.

82. Obsession: replaying the past

83. Kiss or hug? Kiss and hug. One after the other. Consecutively

84. Ever dated someone? Ya mon

85. Do you love someone? Ya mon, I love a few people.

86. Nicknames people call you: Mare, Dolly, Mom

87. Favorite sport? Used to play tennis but not anymore. Still think it’s cool tho.

88. Suicidal thoughts? Sometimes. Not at the moment tho.

89. If today was your last day on earth how would you spend it? Cuddled in a bed with my family

90. Something I would like to change about myself: Anxiety. But that ain’t gon change.

91. Worst thing I’ve lied about: Idk in second grade I lied that I took a plane ride to florida for the super bowl, that I had a dog, and that my parents were divorced. The parents being divorced was easily the worst out of the three. I was a fuckin brat.

92. Best thing I’ve lied about: That I couldn’t meet up with someone that I genuinely did not want to meet.

93. Favorite cuss word?

Fuck

94. One of my bad habits:

Spacing out

95. Favorite childhood toy?

Barbie car. Threw a fit in toys r us until my dad bought it. Fuckin brat.

96. Story of my first kiss?

On the couch at my first “boyfriend’s” house. It was underwhelming.

97. Favorite celebrity?

Idk. I don’t think of celebrities as celebrities. I see them as people. That’s a dumb question.

98. What I’m doing tomorrow:

Laundry, school work, the usual.

99. Favorite disney movie? Beauty and the Beast or Snow White

100. If you could be any animal what would it be?

A big ol safari cat. Like a cheetah or tiger. That would be sweet.

[sugarupink]

92 TRUTHS TAG

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

I was tagged by @cldas​​ thanks c: 

LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: my supervisor [3] text message: my supervisor [4] song you listened to: Good Boy Bad Girl - Country Girls [5] time you cried: few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: yes [8] kissed someone and regretted it: yes [9] lost someone special: yes [10] been depressed: yes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] all kinds of pink [13] orange [14] turquoise maybe?

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: yes [19] met someone who changed you: yes [20] found out who your true friends are: no [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yes

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: like 95% of them [23] do you have any pets: yes, 4 cute dogs and a cute gerbil <3  [24] do you want to change your name: no [25] what did you do for your last birthday: my mom came to visit me, we had dinner out and then bought a cake and invited some friends and family over  [26] what time did you wake up: 10am I think [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: skypying with the cutest girl on earth [28] name something you cannot wait for: visit bae <3 [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: almost 2 months ago  [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could stop being so lazy sometimes :p [31] what are you listening to right now: Vente Pa’ Ca - Ricky Martin ft. Maluma  [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes [33] something that is getting on your nerves: I’m pretty chill rn actually [34] most visited website: facebook and instagram [35] elementary: ugh [36] high school: meh [37] college: was cool I guess? glad it’s over though [38] hair colour: light brown [39] long or short hair: Since my hair is super curly I’ve never had long hair (rn it’s almost mid back length when straightened, but shrinkage it’s strong and it appears to be collarbone length) [40] do you have a crush on someone: absolutely yes <3  [41] what do you like about yourself? I’m a good person, I’m skilled with languages and my curls are pretty :p  

[42] piercings: none

[43]blood type: A+ [44] nickname: none [45] relationship status: taken [46] zodiac sign: libra [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: LOST, Community [49] tattoos: none [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: ovary removal at 14yo [52] piercing: none [53] best friend: Cristi in kindergarden, we were always together, haven’t heard of her  [54] sport: swimming since 3yo [55] vacation: Manzanillo (beach) [56] pair of trainers: idk, since kindergarden I guess 

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: play league of legends [60] listening to: Jealousy Jealousy - Morning musume ‘17 [61] waiting for: nothing [62] want: to be with bae :c [63] get married: yes [64] career: biology

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses:

both

[66] lips or eyes:

eyes

[67] shorter or taller:

shorter :p 

[68] older or younger:

Don’t really care

[69] romantic or spontaneous:

Romantic

[70] nice arms or nice stomach:

both ;) 

[71] sensitive or loud:

Idc really

[72] hook up or relationship:

relationship

[73] troublemaker or hesitant:

idc

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? yes [75] drank hard liquor? yes [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yes :c [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? I guess? [80] had your own heart broken? no [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? yes [83] fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? kinda [85] miracles? yes [86] love at first sight? idk, maybe [87] santa claus? ofc  [88] kiss on the first date? yes [89] angels? yes

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Tayde and Brenda  [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie: Uptown girls, Requiem for a dream

I’m tagging: @aesthra, @rain-in-winter @pinklouboutins @cutesythuglife @fallforemmy idk, anyone who’s bored enough to do this c:

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #203

I’m not dead, World of Warcraft just devoured my life again.

Have you ever been inside of an abandoned building? Yes; a shack first, but we picked up the courage to just barely set foot into this small building absolutely littered with newspapers and such. Almost went into the main house, but my sister, friend, and I were too intimidated by the idea. I didn't want to imagine what could be in there; already anxious by that age, I worried about feral animals or homeless being in there. Have you ever actually believed in monsters? (Like as a kid) Yes, I think. Do you have any fascination with the macabre? Examples? Oh boy, do you know me? I find most gore cool, I love bone art/vulture culture sort of stuff, I find death and decay fascinating, then there's the roadkill photography I do (done in only great respect/to show the horror of what we can cause), dark and especially gory artwork... I could go on for a while. Do you actually think skeletons are scary? I LOVE skeletons, add that to the above list. I was always excited in school if our science class had a replica in it. What monster movie is your favorite? This is broad... You mean like, actual monsters? Not like Freddy Krueger, per se, and focused on them? Hell I dunno, maybe Monsters Inc., lol. Is Hocus Pocus really a good movie, or a bit overrated? We cannot associate if you so much as dislike Hocus Pocus. What witch-themed movie/show is your favorite, anyhow? See above. Do you like The Nightmare Before Christmas? Hell yeah. Ha, pretty funny though: I'm not obsessed with the movie or anything, yet people give me sooooooo much Jack Skellington stuff for my birthday and/or Christmas. I do love Jack, totally, but you'd assume I was more in love with the character than I actually am. Do you count it as a Halloween movie and a Christmas movie? Halloween, for me. Do you like Jack or Sally better? Jack. What other Tim Burton works do you enjoy, if any? Corpse Bride and Alice in Wonderland are my absolute favorites, then there's Frankenweenie, Beetlejuice, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, James and the Giant Peach (literally my lil sis's and my childhoods), and probably more. I just love him. Are there any ‘dark’ or ‘spooky’ films you recommend? Absolutely the original Blair Witch Project. Spoiler, you never see the "witch," and that just made it so much spookier, particularly when there's a scene that seems to have a high chance of her showing up on the camera. It's very convincing in selling it as "based on a true story;" the characters act realistic in the situations they're in and are very dedicated to acting well. It's my personal definition of a "good" horror movie. If anything, shit, watch it for the ending. Creepiest goddamn thing. Just for fun – what would your personal hell look like? Yeesh, let's not visualize that... On Supernatural, do you like the angels or demons better? I am way, WAY behind, but from very faint memories, I believe the demons. Have you ever purchased anything from an occult or New Age shop? What? No. Do you know any Pagans/Wiccans? I believe one of my old friends is Wiccan? Do you know any Satanists? I don't believe so. Would you ever keep a tarantula as a pet? Nah. Are there any urban legends in your area? What are they? Looked it up and apparently NC does have some, but idk about *my* area. Do you find dead trees beautiful? Some, like really big ones. Who was the last person you sat next to? Mom. Are you embarrassed to let others see you without makeup? No. Have you ever had a nickname at your church? If so, what? Don't believe so, when I grew up going to church. What was the last stuffed animal you bought? Not sure. Maple trees, fir trees, or palm trees? Maple. Which biblical name do you prefer: Naomi, Esther, Rachel, or Joanna? Naomi, easily. I used to want to name my hypothetical daughter that. Which biblical guys name do you prefer: Seth, Jedidiah, Ezra, or Buz? Seth. Who is the hardest working person you know? MY. MOTHER. She works her fucking ASS off; I'd like to see most people handle even a single day in her life. Can you name any songs by Godsmack? A few: "No Rest For The Wicked," "Whatever," "Mama," "Voodoo," "Voodoo Too," "Hollow," "Time Bomb," "The Enemy," and... that may be it? What has been the most exciting moment of your life thus far? Meeting Sara. How deeply do you care for your education? Is it something you take seriously? I don't really know how to answer this. Like... I care, but I don't care enough to be competitive about it or obsess over it. I target for just being "enough." Would you prefer to go to a beach or to a park for a day, and why? What would you do? Park. The beach is too hot, windy, and I hate the feel of sand. Idk what I'd do at the park considering there are various kinds... What are five things you own in your favorite color? Tank top, iPod, uh... I'm blanking. Is your favorite clothing store close to your house or do you have to travel far? The nearest one is like an hour away. In real life do you laugh like ‘haha,’ ‘hehe’ or something else? The former. Do you have any unusual skills? No. Do you have any bug bites right now? No. Do you like to look at other peoples’ houses? Sure, when riding by them. What’s the weirdest compliment you’ve ever received? Good question. Maybe my toes are cute? (They're fucking tiny.) Would you say you’re more witty or childish about jokes? Witty, I guess. What do you think about video games? One of the greatest technological achievements. Video games brought forth a new form of entertainment to enjoy, one that can hold someone's focus for hours and stay fun. They can also tell fantastic stories, just like reading a book or watching TV, and the more and more realistic in vision games are becoming, it just becomes easier with every game to feel more immersed in the universe. What would you, or do you, study at college? I'm going for zoology. Have you ever had, or wanted, a pet ferret? Oh my god in Heaven, yes. They are so damn cute; when Sara was here and we were in PetSmart for something, I actually started tearing up and squealing because of how GODDAMN PRECIOUS THEY WERE, like they all came up to the glass pawing at us, and watching them play was one of the cutest things I've ever seen. The only thing holding me back from getting one is the fact I know they are veeery messy and require a lot of care. Is there anything you find undeserving of the hype it received? Eh, don't feel like thinking about this. In other words, idk and idc. Do you think it’s better to label yourself than be labelled? Who cares, honestly. Don't restrain yourself with a label, and what others see in you and you following along with it solely because of that is naive. What’s something you do a lot? Over-evaluate anything and everything, because my OCD has been an absolute beast for the longest time. Are you currently on any other websites? Twitch and deviantART are open. Have you ever been told you naturally tilt your head a certain way? YES. I have done this since like... late middle school or earlier when the hair to the right of my part covered my eye. My mom points it out all the time, and no matter how many times I've tried to unlearn it, I can't do it. My head physically feels weird if I straighten it. When was the last time you laughed at someone? Some time earlier when I was watching Mark play GTA. Do you have any projects on the go right now? I started a massive YouTubers video with "High Hopes" over a month ago, and now I haven't touched it since the day I started lmao. Do you, or did you, really look forward to when you can finally move away? Eh... yes and no. I really question my ability to be that independent. What’s the worst tattoo you’ve ever seen? Who knows. What’s your favorite name ever? Alessandra. Are you a hat person? No. Have you ever forgotten how to do something simple? Ha, yeah. Have you ever been hit on by somebody way too old for you? Possibly an old family friend; he had this thing for being REALLY flirtatious with my older sister, and then me sometimes as I got older. We were never alone with him or anything, I mean he did it right in front of our mother and dad (he fucking loathed him because of it, probably still does), so we think he was joking? Have you ever climbed a chain-link fence? Yes. Have you ever had to run from the cops? No. Do you know anyone who is constantly humming? No? Are you afraid of any specific animals? I mean the usual insects and spiders, then there's the few more unusual ones such as SLUGS, MAGGOTS, larvae in general really, whale sharks, worms... probably others that aren't coming to me. Did anything comical happen to you today? No. Are you any good at fussball? Not especially. Who do you usually dream about? Jason is most often in the ones I actually remember. Yay. It made sense when I wasn't even beginning to heal, but now that I am and I STILL have them despite having fully and entirely moved on, I finally just asked my mother if it was normal, which apparently it is extremely common with even "recovered" PTSD victims. Shoulda asked/looked it up way sooner... Do you visit your dentist as often as you should? Yeah, thanks to Mom. She always ensures I stay updated with medical exams/appointments. I'm lucky as hell to have her here to keep my life straight. Do you still have a teddy bear? Maybe in the bags in the attic? Did you get any Girl Scout cookies this year? No. They don't come here. What’s your favorite fairytale? Bitch Shrek don't even @ me it's a fucking fairytale. Do you apologize when you know you should? Usually. In most cases, I feel overwhelming guilt otherwise. Do apologies really make anything better? Sometimes, to a degree. Can other people tell when you’re high? I've never been high. Do you own a birdcage? No. Have you ever planted anything? Yeah. Have you ever been blackmailed into doing anything? No. What eyeshadow color looks best on you? I only ever wear black. Can you tolerate small children? jfc no. In almost any situation. Even my niece and nephew, I can't be around them but for so long without getting burnt out or aggravated. What’s the stupidest behavior humans partake in? Holy sweet mother of The Lord God Almighty- Have you ever seriously considered suicide? Yeah. Did you ever hit anything while learning to drive? I like... immediately hit a curb lmao, and I STILL can't turn past them without the risk of running over it. It's one of the things that's holding me back from getting my license yet. Which movie’s musical score is truly memorable? UM, The Lion King??????? Hurry the FUCK up July. Which TV show theme music do you remember most? That '70s Show. Have you ever bounced any checks? I've never even used a check... How many speeding tickets have you been given? None. Not that I drive a lot. First kiss: quick, sloppy, and forgettable or passionate and memorable? It was fucking adorable and definitely memorable. I don't care how I feel about him now, that's a little event I'll always remember and cherish. Jeff Foxworthy, Bill Engvall, Ron White, or Larry the Cable Guy? OH GOD what was that stand-up show with just them? I LOVED that back as a teen. I don't know who I liked most, but probably Jeff or Bill. I do know Ron was my least favorite, but he wasn't bad. How many bills do you pay online? I'm a 23-year-old "adult" who doesn't have bills. What’s the highest score you ever bowled? Hell if I remember. Nothing impressive. What’s your definition of a good, full breakfast? The "perfect" picture is like pancakes, scrambled cheesy eggs, and bacon. Whats your favorite flavor of jam? Of what I've tried, I only like grape. Are you a fast runner? I can't even TELL you the last time this bitch ran. At school was is/was the main reason you get/got in trouble? It was never severe trouble, just a quick word, but Jason because we'd always hug and usually just exchange a peck in-between going to classes; both were no-nos in our shit school, and the hall monitors or whatever would tell us not to if they saw, buuut we didn't listen. Hell, I think maybe hand-holding was against the rules too, which I know we didn't abide by if that was present. Do you make your views heard or do you hide in the background? It depends. I'd say heard more often, maybe? Do you have many friends from foreign countries? No. Can you open your mouth very wide? No. You know those things at the dentist where you have to bite down straight onto them for an impression of your molars? If the dentist was considerate enough, I'd use the one for older children instead of adult because I canNOT fully bite down on the normal ones without it being incredibly painful and I gag like mad to the point I inevitably tear up. What was the reason for your last x-ray? My knees were being checked with all the horrible pain I'd been dealing with from them. Did you have a rebellious phase growing up? Not for the sake of being rebellious, no. I only had such streaks (and still do) when I saw/see them appropriate to the situation. What religion were you brought up with? Roman Catholic. What is the most common name where you live? I dunno. Elizabeth, maybe? Actually just looked it up for the hell of it and what I found first says William (which I can absolutely believe) and Ava (which I question?). When something really scares you, what’s your immediate reaction? Jump, gasp, and either dash or stare at whatever the source is like a deer in headlights. Does it bother you to be around people who are smoking? Yes. How much time do you spend on the phone a day? Not long at all. I check Instagram usually at least once, and I don't follow a lot at all. Sometimes I check Facebook on my phone, but I usually do on my laptop now. That doesn't take very long, either. Your favorite song lyrics right now: "What I do know is come Judgment Day, I followed love; can you say the same?" from "Natural Born Sinner" by In This Moment. Do you think it’s possible for a rap song to make you cry? Ever heard "Runaway Love" by Ludacris & Mary J. Blige? Bitch you bet it makes me wanna cry. Name three books that have actually made you cry [really cry not a few tears]: I don't think I've ever gone beyond just a few tears, really. The Notebook probably was the hardest on me, though. Or Old Yeller. Idr. Is it easy to annoy you? Maybe. Do you watch musicals? If so, which is your favorite? If not, why not? No, because they make me cringe into a new dimension. Do you wear short shorts & tanktops in the summer? You will never see me in shorts, and I wear tank tops like... always. Always to bed, at least. Does the idea of having a baby at your age scare you? Having a baby period does. No fucking thanks. Do you remember who your best friend was in fourth grade? Quiata. Maybe still Brianna, idr. What band has the power to make you cry by splitting up? None. Is there anywhere in your house that you’re scared to be alone in? No. Any embarrassing/childish shows you secretly still enjoy watching? No. I don't watch TV period, but what I do like, BELIEVE THIS SHIT OR NOT, I'm not embarrassed. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital for a long period of time? I think the longest I was ever supposed to stay somewhere was three months, but that didn't actually happen. The longest I've actually been in a hospital was two weeks, give or take. Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex? I'm not straight so obviously not. Name three things in your room that others probably don’t have in theirs: An iguana, a snake, and a rat. In the same general area lmao. What’s something you can cook or bake like a pro? Nothing. If you could pull off any hairstyle, what would it look like? A pixie cut. The kind with the shaved sides. Besides furniture, what’s the biggest thing in your bedroom? Uhhh my snake's cage? Do you diet and exercise regularly? I do a 16-hour fast daily. What’s something that you think is really cute? Even though I don't want kids, I can't see men being really vibrant and cute with babies or toddlers without just alksdfjioawer Would you rather donate time, blood, or money? Hm. I feel like ultimately, money would be most beneficial in the majority of cases? Can grills be sexy on a guy? They are incredibly unattractive on anyone. Are braces cute? Not particularly, but they're not like, unattractive. Unlike grills, they serve an actual purpose and aren't as obnoxious. Which of your friends makes you laugh the hardest? Girt. What brings out the worst in you? Being extremely stressed. I'm seriously snappy and irritable. Would you rather go to Canada or Mexico on vacation? Canada, probably. If you have glasses, do you get days when you don’t feel like wearing them? I don't think about it because I don't have a choice if I want to see. Do you ever wear hats indoors? I don't wear them period. Have you ever played bingo at an actual bingo hall? No. Have you ever pledged money to a Kickstarter and it reached its goal? If so, did you get any fun extra stuff because you pledged a higher amount? No. What’s your favorite comic book/graphic novel? I don't have one. What’s something you can do without looking/with your eyes closed? Type. Is there a color combination that holds a significance to you? If so, what is the combination and what does it mean? No. What was the last thing you swore at? I don't know. If you use Facebook, do you ever look at the Memories page? Ugh no. Let's not remind myself of dark times or more specifically cringy ones. Do you have a drawer where you just throw some random stuff? No. What’s the funniest shirt that you own? I don't find any really funny. What is something you absolutely refuse to pay for? Ummm "fancy" clothing brands, to name one of the top contenders. Has a stray/runaway cat or a dog ever followed you home? If so, what did you do with it? Maybe a cat? I don't think so, though. Is there a stranger you expect to see every day? No. What is something you take pride in? My recovery. What is something you have a lot of experience in? I guess photography? What’s the biggest magnet on your fridge? I don't feel like going to check. Do you prefer things (movies, books, etc) that scare you or make you laugh? Entertainment media rarely actually scares me, but I prefer "scary" stuff. Were you born with naturally straight teeth? Well, I had to get braces, so I would assume not? Do you try not to take a lot of medicine or do you take it whenever? I avoid OTCs when I can; I'm on enough prescribed stuff. Do you prefer original or sour Skittles? Sour. Do you check to make sure your ear phones are going in the right ear? No. Are fireworks illegal to buy where you live? The big ones, yes. People still go to Myrtle Beach on the SC side to buy them tho. Can you talk and work at the same time? No. Do you care more about yourself or more about others? This really depends on what the situation is... and my state of mind at the time. But I think usually myself? It used to be others, but I learned how unhealthy that can be. Do you find it easy to pass the time or do you get really bored? I get bored excruciatingly easily. How often do you re-watch/re-read things or are you more ‘once only’? I'm typically an "only once" person. What color ink do you prefer writing in? Black? Have you inherited any garments from your parents or grandparents? I don't think so. When was the last time you visited the doctor? Why did you go? Around a week ago to get my vitamin D re-checked. Have you ever been in a Catholic confessional? Yes. Who was the last non-relative you rode in a vehicle with? My VR coach. What movie are you looking forward to coming out? I will be seeing the live action TLK as fast as physically possible. What was the title of the last song you listened to? "God Hates Your Outfit" lmao. ^Who performs it? Jeffree Star. Can you do a backflip? No. Is your car newer than a 2004? I don't have my own car. Who is the lead singer of your favorite band? Ozzy Osbourne. How would you feel if you knew you were adopted? If I grew up knowing, I wouldn't feel much of anything new besides the fact I'd be grateful as hell someone chose me. If I just suddenly found out, I'd be inexplicably shocked and furious I was never told. Do you have freckles? No. Do you have dimples? Very clearly on my left cheek, and I have a super shallow one on the right that used to be more apparent. And I have back dimples. When was the last time you went fishing? When Sara was here in June last year. Do you know anyone with a pet that has your name? No. Do you expect to be married in the next 2 years? Most likely not. What was the last injury you received? Probably something from Roman playing. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah. Do you regret it? No. Do you ever get in weird moods and listen to music you normally hate? Very rarely I listen to pop from when I was a kid. How old is the oldest person you’ve dated? Well, we "dated" for less than a day, but idk. I'd guess he's 27-ish now? Have you ever tried a colorful macaroon? No. What’s the last thing you made out of clay? An anatomical heart, I think? Did you learn to type through a computer program for kids? Not really for kids? We took them in middle school, and they weren't like, super kiddy. How many years were you homeschooled? I never was. What color is the tree outside your window? Uhhh probably green? I don't wanna get up and look. What do you take for pain? Advil/Ibuprofen. Which pharmacy do you use? Harris Teeter. What is this month’s calendar picture? Don't have a calendar. Is there a coffee shop in your town that’s better than Starbucks? N/A Who has the best personality on YouTube? Shane Dawson's is probably the most universally likable, I think. Have you ridden your bike yet this year? I don't have one anymore. What does your bike look like? N/A Who are your favorite kids that you’ve babysat? I babysat only once and hated it. Not the kid, just the duty. Who is your favorite cousin? I don't have a favorite. Does one side of your family live in another state? Both sides do. What states did your parents grow up in? New York and Ohio. What, if anything, are you severely allergic to? Severely, nothing. Have you ever had an allergic reaction to an insect? No, thankfully. Do you spill food on yourself while you eat? Not often. What is a topic you like to answer questions on the most? Meerkats or Mark. Have you ever seen a queen bee outside its hive? I have no clue. Which Clue (or Cluedo) character is your favorite? I was always Miss Scarlet because even as a kid I knew she was hot stuff. Do you watch any old films? If so, name a few of your favorites. I don't really watch movies period. But a few I like are The Outsiders, Old Yeller, Johnny Got His Gun, A Raisin In The Sun, Steel Magnolias... lots of others, really. Just not many are coming to mind immediately. Who are some of your classic era film actors and actresses, if any? Idk. Do you have any novelty ice cube trays? No. Your ex taps you on the shoulder and says, “I still love you.” You say? The only ex who I'm aware even loved me in the first place is Jason, and I probably wouldn't say anything. Got a very strong feeling my PTSD would literally erupt like goddamn Saint Helen and I'd leave the situation in the blink of an eye. I don't love him anymore, and I don't even know if I'd believe him telling me that now, but I know damn well it would fuck with me. Would you ever work at a movie theater? It sure as hell wouldn't be my first pick. At least here, they're grossly underpaid and overworked. Do you have a phone charger in your car? If you have a specific type of cord. Do you live far from your parents? I live with my mom. Dad's like... 20-ish minutes away, if that? Can you go see a doctor alone or do you like to take someone with you? Mom is always with me. Do you like pineapple on pizza? Never tried, never want to. I can just about guarantee I would positively loathe it. Sweet and savory don't mix with me. Do you like to hold hands? With my s/o and I'm comfortable with them, yeah. What’s a show that you absolutely refuse to watch? 13 Reasons Why. How many times have you been in love? Twice. Do you remember how old you were when you started swearing? However old I was in the 7th grade. Last thing you cooked? Toaster strudels in the toaster oven. Movie you want to see? I wanna see the newest HTTYD soooo badly, but I doubt I'll get the chance while it's in theaters. Ever spent the night in a tent? Yeah. What do you call your grandparents? Grammy. The others are dead. Can you snap your fingers? Poorly with my right hand. Can you wink? Only with my right eye. How many keys do you carry with you? One. How well do you know the people you live with? Well, she's my mom and we're very close. Do you own any jerseys? No. Who knows your biggest secrets? Sara. Have you ever ran from your own parents? No. Are you afraid of clowns? No. Do you crack your knuckles? I physically can't, and besides, the sound is disgusting to me. Who IMed you on Facebook last? Girt. Could you see yourself dropping out of high school? I'm long out of high school, and I didn't. Do you have any personal fashion rules that revolve around your own preferences/body type (e.g., you never/always wear a certain color, sleeve type, or length of dress)? I don't wear shorts, tight shirts, dresses, skirts, crop tops, I wouldn't dare touch a romper, I highly doubt I'd wear yellow... just to name the ones that came to me immediately. Do you remember any celebrity whose style you admired when you were a teen? What do you think of that style now? YO Avril Lavigne was my emo model okay. She's still a queen. The last time you had a conflict with someone else, did you confront them about it or keep it to yourself? Do you think it would have been better or worse to do the opposite? Uhhh... I don't remember who this was. When you finally make a decision to do something you have been contemplating for a while, do you become highly anxious and motivated to do it right away? Yup. When you were a kid did you make up lies about your life to make yourself seem more interesting? Alternatively, did you know kids who told these stories and did you believe them? Bitch I made up that a talking wolf came to me and gave me animal powers and the rule was I could only tell three people. I was a fucking weird kid. I know others who have made things up, too. Can you think of a moment from your childhood that was totally “on brand” for you, or consistent with your adult personality? I'm sure there's something, but nothing's coming to me rn. Have you ever warned someone else about something, whether it was about a person in their life or an oncoming weather event? Yup, in numerous scenarios. So, is it "gif" with a hard G or soft G? I say both, but "jiff" more frequently. Is there a book or movie that you thought was about something completely different from what it actually ended up being about? What did you think it would be? Maybe... Is there an item that you bought on a whim, but now consider it a crucial part of your life and you would or have purchased it again? I have no clue.