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i just wanna know. what does anyone want artists to do. im really just curious. Like if u steal all of our work and chase us out of all of the jobs and crush every single one of us until we either die or quit. Whats the end goal. artists provided their work for free for 2 decades and built their lives in digital spaces. And in a few years the landscape is changing drastically away from that :/. I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of artists being disrespected. And yet its not going to Stop. Our spaces are still snuck into and scraped, our work is still stolen, and we still have people that are just outright fucking nasty to us just bc u draw a furry animal or are queer. what is anyone supposed to do. our communities were destroyed. our spaces were destroyed. so many artists are Gone and scattered to the winds. What is anyone Doing.
#not art#more than anything else its just Venting#i genuinely. want to die So Bad because of this shit dude.#like i built my whole entire life in digital spaces because there was Nothing for me outside of them#and now theres nothing Inside of them either#and i feel so fucking empty#my friends are hurting or Gone#my peers are Gone#the spaces only get Worse#my peers are being Stolen From over and over#the infighting is its OWN thing and i COULD tolerate that when it was Most of what i was dealing with#but now its . from the outside too#now theres outfighting and infighting! and i cant . theres just no space for me#theres no space for anyone! they were all fucking crushed#and its So Difficult to feel like theres ANY POINT to building your work online anymore#why should i keep fucking posting??? feed an art bot and an algorithm??? my friends arent going to see it#the people i like arent going to see it#whats the fucking point.#vent#vent post#-_- sorry#cw sui ideation#im So SO tired man :( im so Fucking Sad too#i never get any less sad looking around my spaces anymore :(#we had th and artfight and even those are fucking. a part of scraping now. and it is truly the final straw for me?#like you came into OUR spaces#OURS. for ARTISTS. and ARTISTS ALONE...#and you STOLE our work :(#that we put out FOR FREE ANYWAYS.#. :(
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I think this is one of my favorite lines from the Wraith route because of (imo) how much the meaning changes depending on if you got there via Spectre or Nightmare. For Spectre, it honestly strikes me as a genuine question. Why are you doing this to her? If you're on the Spectre route, you presumably already know the Narrator can't really be trusted, since you had to reject his reward to get here. What are you hoping to gain from continuing to hurt her? For Nightmare, it honestly just makes me sad. As the Shifting Mound describes her, "She desires only companionship, but the only thing she knows is how to hurt." This line feels like a plea from someone who genuinely doesn't understand why you keep rejecting her. She wants to be with you, but she just can't understand how to do that in a way which doesn't hurt you.
#at the risk of getting put on a list there is something tragic & relatable in nightmare#someone who desperately wants to make connections but just can't understand how#anyway wraith is one of my favorite princesses for stuff like this (and bc tragedy aside her route is a riot)#also im sorry if she doesn't say that line if you got there via nightmare#that's how i got her and i could've sworn she did? But i only found footage of her saying it in spectre#slay the princess#stp#stp wraith#the wraith#stp spectre#stp nightmare#side note archetypal/heart#(slash so i don't accidentally tag them)#pointed out on another post of mine that you get wraith via nightmare by killing her and via spectre by leaving her in the basement#in both cases its a rejection of her (rejection being one of wraith's main themes)#which makes me speculate on spectre's ch 3 (which i think we currently have very little info on?)#Trying to run from Nightmare should technically be a 'rejection' as well#but you get MOC from that (and from choosing to stay with her)#imo bc you're just repeating the same inaction which got you into this situation in the first place#you don't want to slay her. you don't want to set her free. So you just leave her there (again)#and so you get MOC where things have only gotten worse and you have no choice left. Because you chose *not* to take action again#So I wonder if spectre 3 will be a similar 'repeating your past mistakes' type of deal#i was skeptical about it coming from stabbing yourself while she possesses you or trying to crush her bones#but it does make sense with that in mind#im curious if it'll parallel MOC#except instead of having no choice but to free the princess you have no choice but to obey the narrator again#maybe you both end up stuck in the cabin forever again?#idk#sorry i probably should've put all of that tag in the post lmao
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Proship dni for my comfort thanks.
I feel like everyone portrays F/Os as these romantic, perfect all around lovers, and while that's all well and good! I prefer F/Os who are flawed, who don't always say the right things. Who can sometimes be petty or selfish. F/Os who have a habit of seeing conflict as a contest on who can talk the loudest, instead of a conversation. F/Os who run out of patience sometimes and have to go cool off mid-conversation, even if they're right. F/Os who struggle to communicate their emotions.
I find comfort in the idea of a relationship where mistakes like that are allowed and given room to breathe. A relationship where, no matter what the conflict is, the walls eventually come down. Maybe it takes hours, maybe days until you're both calm enough to work it out. Maybe it takes several conversations to solve it, but each end in Hey. I love you. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
You're not perfect, and neither is your F/O. That's okay. That can be beautiful, too. There's not a hug that's more comforting than the firm, tearful one after reaching mutual understanding. Knowing that you didn't mess it up too much, you didn't break things permanently. You couldn't if you tried. They missed you... and you've got some serious affection to catch up on.
#.thoughts#selfship#selfship imagines#selfshipping#f/o imagines#LeV1#Yes this is about V1 and I...#We're really different- personality wise- with starkly different views on lots of things- violence for example#It can be kind and understanding with me but I often forget that I'm the exception and not the rule#And get upset when we meet others and it immediately threatens them and treats them like they're pests#I think its original purpose as a war machine should NOT be a ''get out of jail free'' card for being an asshole#And V1 uh... Disagrees. To put it simply 🙃 <- Palpable frustration#Anyway I'll quit rambling now#I still love my machine#proship dni#comship dni#safeship#safeshipping#.banger posts
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using the dream i had where utena had white streaks in her hair as inspiration, i made these designs!!! i wanted to keep them recognizeable, but also have more fantastical elements to them. i dont know if their (mostly utena's) outfits make too much logical sense, but since they're inspired by a dream, do they have to be?
#my art#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#i originally wanted utenas entire uniform to be white with red accents but there just wasnt enough contrast so. had to go black#i do like the gold though but now that im looking at it again idk if i want her shorts to stay gold or be white instead#also this bird wing and moon/cloud motifs i have used on some of my ocs before so i took that as inspiration#the cloud print i put on anthys dress is like the 3rd character ive used it for and she probably wont be the last#anyways yeah we got a free flying bird and a princess of stars and the moon!! yippee#i think these designs turned out nice but ofc they are subject to revision if i draw them again#2023
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25 days of moodboards day twelve! (nostalgia)
#i have a lot of general nostalgia boards already so i mad this one library themed!#we didnt go to our public library a lot when i was younger (moved around too much and my brother was a loud kid)#but i loved my school library and little free libraries!#anyways all of this to say SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL LIBRARY#GET A CARD#YOU CAN CHECK OUT E-BOOKS AND DVDS AND CRAFT KITS AND MAGAZINES AND GO TO EVENTS#DO IT#moodboard#books#nostalgia#agere#mine#library#dear america#chronicles of narnia#<< i loved both of these series#i wanted to put the royal diaries and fairy rainbow magic on here too but i couldnt find any good pictures
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geralt is also a most real depiction of good quality fatherhood and great girldad representation because EVEN THOUGH witchers don’t even experience aging at the same rate as non-GMO humans, EVEN THOUGH it would be “biologically impossible,”
geralt having had been raising a pre-teen girl for maybe a few months to a year already “gave the impression of having aged,” his “face slashed by wrinkles.” the emotional toll on this man from raising she-devil ciri
and this is only the very beginning of the saga. BEFORE everything goes to shit. the wrinkles have set in
#i know this is description is colored by triss’… [sighs] aroused… point of view#but the lines in the second screenshot are such a good description of him come on 🥺#same with when cahir sees ciri then him at thanedd#it’s not canon but please also apply to yennefer post-thanedd 🙏#can you imagine geralt and yennefer reuniting at stygga castle and yennefer only got even more MILFy#sorry. who said that#it’s actually surprising that when geralt frees her from her shackles#we don’t get a paragraph about how he was down bad. not the time geralt but you know he would be thinking ‘ravishing’#meanwhile yennefer is covered in blood and bruises and her hands are fucked from torture and geralt’s still adoring her beauty#yennefer: at her most undignified | geralt: i would worship her#yes yes i know they were defeated and horribly empty at stygga castle#but i’m just saying despite it all the love and attraction persisted. despite IT ALL#you know like they changed so much and got even more fucked up and traumatized#well i’m just raising my hand to say well also they also got sexier.#actually fuck it remember she appears like a titaness for a brief moment. her short queen REALNESS#like i do think geralt deciding to split up is what further doomed the hanza (they were already doomed but you know)#(it was very scooby doo of him to do that)#(on the way there) angoulême sees stygga on the cliffside jutting out above the lake: what?! that creepy castle… nuh-uh…#milva: … would you do it for a bump of fisstech? | angoulême: … | milva: two bumps of fisstech?#um anyways#i was going to say that once geralt freed yennefer it was OVERRR for vilgefortz and skellen and co#BOOO you were all fucked. woman unleashed#remember when bonhart attacks yennefer it is like a lion and a panther in the cell#geralt just unleashed the panther on them#they really should have had yennefer under stronger security like i guess vilgefortz’ misogyny really was the death of him#that is also kind of true because he dies because of geralt’s amulet from fringilla#so it was literally because of several women and a girl and also a vampire that he triumphs#you know when you put dandelion with a group of women it feels like a fox in a henhouse. even if said fox is stupid and gets kicked#however putting regis with a group of women is something like the angel that appeared to mary#the elbow-high diaries
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⋆˙⟡ Cyno meets his Sumerian Princess ⟢
#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ selfship art#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ selfship: cynira#this is actually my favorite selfship piece I’ve ever done so I wanted to bring it to the new blog#took me 34+ hrs but it was so worth it#feel free to zoom in especially on cyno#I put a lot of effort into him#I might continue drawing bits and pieces from this cyno au#bc I love the idea of him being my guard as we travel across the sumeru forests and desert#it might be my most fleshed out au to date honeslty#anyways I will shut up now#the princess doodles
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*coughs* would just like to say ☝️ that in any moment of danger, kiri does that thing where he steps in front of you and reaches back to kind of cage you against his back while he presses a hand against your lower back to keep you close 🙂↕️
#hello hopping in!! still so extremely busy im so sorry ill get to asks when im free!!!#but 🥹🥲#i miss everyone dearly#i think kiri is so innately protective in the ‘nothings gonna touch you’ way and im hOWLING thinking abt it#like he could very well put you out of harms way by pulling u pushing u whatever#but NO. hes putting HIMSELF in between you and the threat#bf and i caught up to mha#someone pls tell me why i forgot that hawks got afo-ed#like what the fuck. what the fuck.#tho we did get him shirtless 😔#but. sigh#still. honestly kind of like that that happened idk something how i can see why it makes sense for his character arc#ANYWAY so many thoughts but i love bnha still
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Let me start by saying hi I have physical nerve damage and couldn’t handle the recoil of any firearm probably and I literally don’t have a 3D printer or a license for firearms. I think more of these bastards should be scared of the potential consequences of their accumulated blood money. I’m crippled as fuck with nerve damage in my good arm and a bit in my neck just to be clear so legally and genuinely physically speaking I ain’t doing shit & I also have literally no firearm training, never paid for any training, and cannot get access to it as far as I know anywhere locally. I just like seeing rich people as scared as we are every god damn fucking day; it’s like a breath of fresh air in this capitalist Hell hole.
#just putting that massive disclaimer in there because it’s true and I also gotta get my hand checked out for a weird thing going on#with the skin of my palm that hasn’t spread but ya a weird texture and I’m like mmm :/ it’s not going away like it did months ago damn#anyway eat the rich#Luigi mangione isn’t the actual shooter this is all one big setup and framing with planted evidence#free Luigi and the Florida woman! they did nothing wrong!!#love people saying we should get a Luigi for this even though it’s not the same guy it’s just a fun thing to say now#mine#op#uhc ceo#united healthcare#current events#2024#c slur#tw c slur#cw c slur
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tyyy beloved @ash-and-starlight for the tag here r some books im excited to read next year !!!
tagging (v optionally) @wakingstone @jumping-jackalope @legofbicuriosity @lesbianboyfriend 👉🏻👈🏻👀
#rn i’m most excited abt the sophie lewis#3rd in line on libby 😤#ash i’m 🤝🤝 abt priory ppl keep reccing it to me for so long now. something about lesbians? anyway 🫡#alsoooo putting baru on here as a contract bc i rlly have been meaning to read it since we talked abt it!! [redacted amount of time] ago 😭#a bunch of these i uncovered when sorting/moving stuff out of my room n remembered they existed#you exist too much and freshwater and the rilke mainly#tryinggg to read more physical books again#also imagine all of the locked tomb series is here i just couldn’t fit em all#but feel like that’s my duty as a lesbian asw 🫡🫡🫡#exit west i’ve heard is v cool#histories of the transgender child i’ve had on my list since i read excerpts a whileee ago#and decolonizing methodologies i saw in the reviews for braiding sweetgrass which was v good#anywayyy hehe feel free to drop more recs !!#i like that we’re all like. this is my tbr for 2025. dont worry abt the book(s) that were on my tbr for 2024. or 2023. or-
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I’m having normal thoughts about boys right now ok (I have a deep visceral need to hunt someone through the forest, nothing but the sound of him gasping and breaking through the brush with his heartbeat thrumming like an animal of its own in his chest and in my ears, my paws beating against the earth as I race after him, teeth clicking and practically foaming at the mouth at his scent. Just him and me in the dead of night. And when I finally catch him I pin him to the ground and fuck his brains out under the full moon <3 )
I can be left alone with a pretty guy in the middle of the night under a full moon. Yeah just leave him by the forest :) no yeah don’t worry abt it haha yeah I’m just gonna go out for a run :) it will be good for me and also him. Enrichment :) being hunted by a big werewolf counts as a couples exercise right
#yeah ok I’m on my blood moon right now I’ll admit#anyways I don’t know what the otherkin equivalent of monsterfucking is.#I’m a monsterfucker in the way that I’m a monster and I want to fuck other monsters or humans. But not in a “human who wants to get#fucked by monsters” way.#cough. Anyways.#*gripping the sink gritting my fangs trying to be normal* pleaseeee I need to run through the forest completely unrestrained and free#I need to chase someone and hunt without killing someone bc I feel bad about hurting animals and people#pleaseee it would be so good for me to hunt a guy and fuck his brains out at the end#I promise I’ll take care of him afterwards and lick his bite wounds and wash the bramble scratches clean and put the bluey bandaids on#afterwards. I’ll give him a nice bath and water after he ran all that way through the woods. Giving him blue gatorade.#and then I take him to bed and curl up around him and we sleep together like#that scene from totoro. just sleeping on a big fluffy werewolf. Pleaseeee it would be so good for me so so good#it’s enrichment ok?? It’s for my mental health!! And we both get to exercise together like that’s basically hiking right guys??#it’s a great couples bonding activity to be hunted by your werewolf boyfriend right#monster fucker#monsterfucker#trans werewolf#werewolf tag#blood moon bite#< my hornyposting tag#terato#terat0philliac#teratophillia
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imma say something controversial ( brave of me at 6am ) but the rpc should embrace being unhinged more
#during my sabbatical i spend some time on the [siren sounds] side of tumblr and you know what -#i think we should go back to accepting that it's okay to be a little weird and we should broaden our horizons#'oh but this isn't -' as long as it's tagged properly you should be free to say whatever you want honestly!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you want to come out and say 'this muse can take a baseball bat up the [redacted] if they put their mind to it'#then THAT'S YOUR GOOD RIGHT !#anyway -#i. choking on some moonlight ! ( tbd. )
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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Friends, I'm taking a break. A REAL break, this bloody revision will get finished when it gets finished because me smashing my face into this manuscript and getting nowhere because I'm so burnt out I can barely function enough to keep afloat let alone do all the heavy lifting I've had to over the past few months, when I'm six chapters from the end, six chapters that a year ago, would have probably been relatively EASY for me to sort out, is STUPID. I want this book, which I LOVE, to be done well more than I want it to be done fast, and I want to be sane afterwards more than either of those things.
#the reasons why I'm in this state? are 98% NOT ON ME#where my 2% are “too inexperienced to recognize I was being asked to do unreasonable and inappropriate amounts of free labour”#and “not putting my foot down the second I started to realize it for fear of tanking my career before it started”#Anyway publishing has done it's best to destroy me and I say YOU HAVE NO POWER OVER ME#we are taking the time we need to tend to ourselves#our mental health and our precious creative energy in this house#and then FINISHING WHAT WE LOVE IN A WAY WE'RE PROUD OF OUT OF SHEER FUCKING SPITE IF THATS HOW IT HAS TO BE#to delete later probably because yeahhhh
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government shutdowns are just the funniest fucking thing to me like. got a dysfunctional congress? have you tried turning the whole govt off, waiting a bit, and turning it back on again?
#except it's more like congress just goes oh yeah we are putting the whole federal govt in time-out until we get tired of it#have fun with your unplanned unpaid vacation of indeterminate length or alternately just have fun working for free :))#kinda puts the lie to the sense that govt is an immutable or inevitable entity almost outside human control. it's just a circus#anyway lol let's see what happens next week#government shutdown
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New fic by @silverjirachi out wahoo wahoo! Go support it!!
#my fic commentary remains impeccable <3 (gnawing)#more quick fanfic doobles its more likely then you think >:]#also going through an art style crisis atm dont worry abt it KJHKJSDF#anyways. big fan of spinda that was my fav mon as a bit as a kid. also worried abt spinda considering it was never mentioned in the sequel#please be alive out there buddy#good excuse to draw younger them again :] prequel fics always fun#curious to see where it will go!! also specifically what the end point will be :3c#is it the archie running away in the night plotpoint or.#like courtney has very much alluded to things after that in th already existing sequel fic will we get to see#or will those things be tackled in the last part of the trilogy hmhmm#i like thinking abt fanfics. i like how everyone in the fandom has such different takes on the characters#allows me to take them and put them in scenarios its like free aus for days to play w#<making up so many endings and plotthreads up in my head to every fic i get my grubby hands on#rotating them around like theyre in a microwave#oh back on track i do not remember if the devil and the dead sea ever mentioned eye color of either of them so i just fuckin winged it#perhaps they are inaccurate if so Uhm. Apologies#now we patiently wait for the chapter releases. spinning really hard#TWO fics ive been excited for updating again after a good forever tis a good month
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