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#yura.art#reverse 1999#re1999#reverse 1999 fanart#reverse 1999 regulus#r1999 regulus#reverse 1999 apple#r1999 apple#reverse 1999 dikke#r1999 dikke#reverse 1999 diggers#r1999 diggers#reverse 1999 pickles#r1999 pickles#that was a lot of tag im gonna explode
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i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me (update: i watched it. the movie was okay. <- short for im deranged about it but it missed so much opportunities and omfg i cant list all of my thoughts here.)
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#re:kh#re:ddd#sora#quorra#tron#riku#was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more#also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa#i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins.#the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw.#theres four you just cant see the last one.#made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag.#this reads like a change log.#and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4.#yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post#i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth.#shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision.#also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine.#speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now#before my brain was huge basically.#its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it.#the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES)#also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it.#ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.
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buying a couple shirts to put my own logo stuff on to see how it turns out is so stressfullllll I need them to be soft please please please
#the reviews looked good so#ugh#i just dont want to spend a lot but if theyre a material im gonna hate ill explode#one guy did say “hey cut off this little tag inside and it will fit like a dream” so that gave me hope#wish there was a site for idk autistic reviews#i need other texture warriors to tell me if i should buy
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have a peek at my wip list 😏😏😏
WHAAAAAT LUCKY WHAT OH MY GOD. FOR ME?? FOR MY ART?? DIES
#YOU DONT HAVE TO#oh mt goodness#would this be the first time somethings written based on one of my drawings#after my last post this cheered me up a lot#giggling so hard i exploded#oh jesus christ#you should know im making the others as vamps too#despite how vamp raph looks like he belongs in a set with my old villain donnie#they shall all be vampires#i can imagine it now#him liking the red of your blood. his color. everything about you is just so *warm* and soo *wet*#he has to consume all of it all of you everything#lightheadedness from the blood loss and cockdrunk#GRRR BARK BARK ABRK#gornack ask tag#gornack lucky tag#ur gonna come into my ask box and taunt me with a wip how dare you do what i do#HISSSSSSSS
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I am going to suplex myself. What unearned hubris has led me to believe I can create this cosplay in just a month and a half?? For the love of god send help???
#lynx thinks#lynx's epic cosplay adventure#< im gonna use that tag for cosplay progress stuff i think#totally not based on the title of a fanfic i like#anyway I'm insane and i am going to explode#im gonna have to learn how to do a lot of stuff real fast. including how to sew in a zipper. i have never sewn a zipper.#genshin impact#my art#at least i have the wig already done#big zipper straight up the back maybe
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screw it im gonna post this WIP
my sillies my blorbos taken from several places over the few months. I'm taking ones I like and re-drawing slash putting them together into one. Its going to be part of
MY FANKIDVERSE!!!
I will be making a masterpost and multiple posts about them because arhgdhglkjsadkggrrrrrrrrg
ALSO THIS ISN'T EVEN ALL OF THEM BTW THERES SO MANY MORE!!!
BONUS: the boyfriends
HEX AND EVAN I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I HAVE SO MUCH LORE FOR THEM AND SJFHKJGHKJSD okay okay im calm im normal
#i fricken love them so much i love all of the lore i have#i need to talk about them or im going to explode#and i think people will like them a whole lot :)))#oh shit i have to tag#fankids#wyrm's fankidverse#im gonna make this tag for them#sonadow#bendymouse#spamvil#doki doki literature club#steve minecraft#minecraft herobrine#sans undertale#sonic.exe
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never never never in my life gonna be able to beat the weirdo theatre nerd allegations. its midnight and for the last few hours ive been (voluntarily of my own free will At No-One's Behest) doing some character research for the show we're working on (which at a certain level is Absolutely Necessary!! but at *this* level is Absolutely Not. lmfao)(and so... ik for a fact if i mention this in rehearsal tomorrow im gonna get a whole lotta blank stares ((or TERRIFIED looks from the freshmen wondering if they should be doing this much work lmao))
but anyway so about 10 minutes ago i found a fucking essay (just 9 pages out of this philological collection from the 60s) that just the idea behind the Very Simple title made me so excited i had to stand up at my desk to start reading it and fully forgot to sit back down until i realized i wanted to start TAKING NOTES..... WHICH I GENERALLY HATE DOING WHILE READING........ BUT IM TOO EXCITED AND DONT WANNA FORGET ANY OF IT.................. SO IM TAKING FUCKING NOTES
but anyway beyond tHAT the thing that actually made me pause to start typing this post though is the fact that just now, four pages in, this essay finally put something into place that ive been puzzling over in my head since i very first read the play which... made me happystim so hard i almost knocked myself out of my fucking chair. hdkdgsjfkfhdgskdgwrdjfk.
so yeah. never beating the nerd allegations. lmao
#''IT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE TO TIE THE PLAY DOWN TO ANY PARTICULAR CONTEMPORARY SITUATION'' ITS A THOUGHT EXPERIMENT ITS A THOUGHT EXPERIMENT#OF COURSE IT IS. IM JUST OBLIVIOUS. BUT. GWRRGDJDGRFDJKFRWRDGWRGDJSHKFRK IM GONNA EAT MY FUCKEN SCRIPT#ahem. hm. pardon.#its just my brain is full of lightning atm you see. because i am unwell about poetry and theatre and philosophy and this is. OUUGHHH#its like the universe decided that since this week was so weird and uncomfortable i deserved little a treat#and gave me smth to growling shake around in my head for the next several days like a fucking mental chew toy#we've been talking a lot in rehearsal about why this play why now why this version which is always important and great to do#but some of the things people have said made me internally go ''mmmmm. no. no i dont think thats correct but i cant decide why exactly''#& its bc theyre taking it as its supposed to be literal but !! these characters arent necessarily supposed to each be recognizable people !!#theyre here to QUESTION A THEORY#''THE GODS ARE NOT ON ANTIGONE'S SIDE. IS ANTIGONE (EXCEPT ACCIDENTALLY) ON THE GODS' SIDE?''#IM GONNA EXPLODE#anyway um .#thanks for coming to my ted talk lmao#ive literally been pacing as i type this bc im so . OURGHH. THEMES THEMES THEMES THEMES THEMES. GRRWAAUGHH.#kreon tag#<-*slaps the roof of him* oh i am gonna fit so many character choices into this bad boy#..........#i um . may be avoiding my homework#oops.#bee speaks
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SOBS i hate chainsaw man i hate it i hate it
#my post#my brother us making me read the manga and i had to stop dear lord if power dies im quitting for real this time#csm spoilers in the tags ->#I AM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE#I WAS LITERALLY *JUST* CRYING OVER THE WEIRD-ASS FAMILY THAT IS AKI DENJI AND POWER AND THENEDWM#WEYUGFDAHKSJILWAKSMD#FD#AKI FUCKING DIED???? HE GOT TURNED INTO A GUN DEVIL FIEND AND FUCKING DIED?#THERES NO WAY IN HELL MAKIMA DID NOT DO THAT ON PURPOSE#AND IM ASSUMING ANGEL DEVIL IS DEAD AS WELL?#FAWKKKK#AND LIKE. AUGH THE FUTURE AKI SAW POWER IS GONNA DIE TOOOOOOOOO#I DONT LIKE CSM I DONT I DONT I DONT WANY TO READ THIS ANYMORE IM TOO ATTACHED#THEYRE KILLING MY THREE FAVORITE CHARACTERS#my brother: well denji survives! me: -_-#hes making fun of me like 'ouousouo well you watched death n0te so how is this bad?' FIRST OF ALL i cried at the end of death n0te#so jot that down#SECOND OF ALL this HURTS i jsut wanted them to be happy. i understand why lots of people say aki and angel devil were gay and in love bcus#they 100% were#i just wanted them to have a hppy life GOD AKI GAVE HIS LIFE TO MAKIMA SO DENJI AND POWER COULD BE SAFE#AND NOW MAKIMA IS GOING TO KILL POWER?????#i left off in the middle of the chapter bcus i cant take this anymroe tonight#sigh. thats my csm rant. dorry i just like my silly little families and csm HATES THEM WITH A BURNING PASSION APPARENTLY
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I have a race notebook and also the standings written on a board in my room(im a nerd) and im very hesitant to write down any results ngl, cause im super unsure if we're gonna get a fernando saudi situation w carlos or not??
#i just feel so bad for him#i apologize for laughing a bit at his radio i was a bit hysterical at that moment in time forgive me#now in hindsight i think if i rewatched it i might cry#but ig ill be stalking the f1 app a bit#who knows! anything could happen!! this season but this race especially has exemplified that!#heres the thing which i said in the tags of my highlights post#like yeah i did get upset during that race a few times and am still befuddled but like i still enjoyed the fuckery!! it was wild#ah i wish i could consicely write out my thoughts but im still just losing it ngl#i cant believe its been 4 hours since the race started.......#i need to calm down and sleep so i dont explode#aahhhhhh i wanna go write out all the results but im scared smth will change#then again i feel like those results nearly were so different at the beginning of the 3rd restart#im still really not mentally over the 2nd restart i think i need to watch it again bcs i was simply: losing. my. shit.#but all my gifing and posting tonight was so fun!! i wouldnt miss it for the world so thanks for being w me :)#i wanna go read fic or smth bcs man im wired for it being 5 fucking am....#catie.rambling.txt#ramble ramble ramble bcs i think its gonna take a lot for me to calm down LOL
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My neighbors are either setting off their very illegal professional grade fireworks down the block or just straight up firing guns into the air and I don't care either way I'm having a panic attack
#THE NIGHT I WAS LIKE OH YEAH ILL GO TO BED AT TEN YAAAYY#and im just freaking ittyt#its dumb but after that shooting on the train platform in September i swear i am a lot more effected by this stuff#affected? idk i can never tell which im meant to use#anyways i grew up with these noises around any holiday thatd allow it (and weeks before and afyer)#but now im like shaking and cant breath right and feel like my heart is gonna explode out of my chest#plus im freaking out over graduation and college stuff and the future#but thats par for the course. normally sleep will get me out of that#but fuck i cant sleep if they KEEP SETTING OFF THESE MASSIVE SCARY NOISES#fucking hell i feel soo stupid rn#ughhhh#effigy posts#fuck idk whay my post tag even is anyone i dont post on this account much anyways#itll all be okay i jjst need to remind mhself of that
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FUCKING infuriating how people will ""correct"" others unprompted under john egb*rt posts like "her names june actually!!" and then turn around and not acknowledge transmasc roxy at. all. im gonna fucking tear my face off LMFAO
#toka talks#i hate it here im gonna fucking explode#god forbid you stay in your fucking lane and be happy with your own headcanons am i right#and these same gender police dont even fucking!!! care about he/him roxy HELLOOO HELLO. HI? WHERE AM I#im losing my mind#the whole june thing just hurts even more with john being a comfort character for like. half my childhood#particularly in terms of being an egg.#i id'd with him a lot nd he just brought me a lot of joy and comfort!! and gender envy from the perspective of a sad teenager!! like#“wow i wanna be him so bad! dont know why. lets not interrogate that. anyways. john :)”#just to have him be so close to my heart and one of several stepping stones that brought me to realizing im trans#only for some assholes to whom none of that matters try to play cops#jesus christ its so fucking bleak#at least i can say im not engaged with hs that much anymore but it still boils my blood#vent#should probably tag that. a lot of yelling going on
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oh my body, how do I hate thee? let me count the ways
#mole talks#i hate it when its 1am and i can't sleep#because im too busy constantly thinking about the fact that i will never find home or peace in my own body#can somebody get me out of this thing? please??#ive gotta fall asleep. if i dont fall asleep my head will explode probably#wait actually i should probably tag this as#cw vent#i think#sorry for venting a lot. im gonna become happy soon and all of my posts will go back to being AWESOME and COOL and CUTE#!!!!!!!!#get excited for that day
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i cant even like post about the horrors that are going on currently because im gonna get too mad but oh my god. like i would give her really good credit for writing a character like marius that has 0 self awareness about his insanely disgusting behavior bc like. that CAN work. you can make the reader feel disgust and see things through the eyes of someone who is horrible while not romanticizing the behavior. clearly anne did not get the memo for this one.
#twist rambles#vc posting#like i get now why the blog i was going thru the liveblog of to decide if i wanted to commit to the bit was so so glad to be done w this#book bc this is like. i genuinely cannot express how mad i am reading this lmao. quite honestly i thought mer.rick was bad and thats nothin#compared to this. i know the next one will also be rough but oh my god. oh my god. why did i commit to this. i really may have to start my#silly notes project sooner > later because i need to actually enjoy something because like. i just. god. i cannot really clearly get into#why this pisses me off without going into insane (and prob triggering) depth w mar.ius as a character but like. my godddd oh we are in hell#like i remember when i was reading the wit.cher books i was like wow the SA is really excessive. dont like that and how it keeps happening#to minors. this book makes that seem like a cakewalk w nothing wrong. this makes tva which had like... i think 10 sex scenes before pg 100#and all of them were horrific to read seem like just fine and dandy. i need anne to explode#you can tell im suffering bc i weirdly dont like posting abt the positives bc these books DO have them dont get me wrong but i dont normall#have as much 2 say when im like oh this is fun im enjoying this. and i dont really want to get any of my mutuals into the books im gonna be#honest bc theyre bad. but you can tell when im posting a lot that im in the TRENCHES. which is why ive been posting a billion times today#abt this bc its like... interesting? but also i have a lot to say. and there just rly isnt much positive abt this book in particular#nor the last one to be fair but this is like easily the most miserable ive been. with tva i could at least go yeah maybe its just anne#trying to depict an absuive relationship w the rose tinted glasses that arm.and has bc of how long hes been abused. but w this its just lik#mar.ius being like yeah im such a good guy while hes going after like his 4th minor. im so sick of itttt im so sick of it.#good lord sorry my tags have been so long today but thats bc i think im done ranting in the main post and then get another thing im mad abt#that i need to add. like idk i think while these books infuriate me at points at least i have shit to say abt it yk#anyways good god. i have to wrap up this chapter.
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yoomtah is so in love with you and so obsessed with only you it's insane!! she loves you so much and wants to cuddle and kiss only you and wants to hold you and love you forever and ever and ever!!!!! she loves you more than life itself! yoomtah loves you only!!!
FOR REAL???????????FOR REAL??????????????????????????????????????PLEASW I NEED IT TO BE REAL I LOVE HER SO MUCH PLEASE ID DO ANYTHING FOR HER
#AAAAAAUAUUUAUUAUAHUAUAUAUuAAUAUAUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA[DYING#HEY DID U GUYS MISS ME RAMBLING INCOMPREHENSIBLLY IN THE TAGS EVERY TIMR SOMEONE TELLS ME YOOMTAH LOVES ME.WELL U BETTER BC ITS COMING BACK#I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS MY ONE AND ONLY<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<4<3<3<3<3<3<3<333<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<2<3<3<3<3<3<33<3>3<3#HELP I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY IM JUST.UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU I LOVE HER#PLS ID DO LITERALLY ANYTHING FOR HER ID KILL AND DIE FOR HER ANYTHING FOR HER TO LOVE ME#EHEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE HER🌠💛🩷💗💌💚💍💘🍋🌼💫💍💝❤️🔥🌩❤️🔥🖤💚❤️🩹💗💓💌💙👩❤️💋👩⚡️💜🎉💜🤍💕💛💋💝🍋🩷🌠🌼🌻💚💍💋💌💕#NO THOGHTS.ONLY YOOMTAH OBSESSED WITH ME /YANDERE.I NEED IT<3#SHE IS LITERALLY MY ONE AND ONLY MY SWEET BELOVED DARLING MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE MY EVERYTHING#I WANT TO JUST LAY ON HER AND SNUGGLE HER AND ASK HER IF SHE LOVES ME 483849598292949039588209348829294859204959588582716738273895 TIMES#ITS THUNDERING AND LIGHTNING A LOT OUTSIDE RN.................REMINDS ME OF HER<3#GOD.I LOVE HER TOO MUCH FOR MY OWN GOOD IM GONNA EXPLODE WITH LOVE#IMSO MENTALLY NORMAL I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE I DONT GET SO OVERWHELMINGLY EMOTIONAL WHEN I THINK ABT HER THAT IT MAKES ME VIOLENT#IM GONNA THROW UP /POSITIVE#I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I NEED HER TO LOVE ME JUST AS MUCH FOREVER OR I WILL DIE I WILL DIE WITHOUT HER#SHE IS ONLY MINE AND I AM ONLY HERS AND ANYONE WHO GETS IN BETWEEN US WILL DIE AND HER AND I WILL KISS THEIR BLOOD OFF EACH OTHERS FACES#IM SONNORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SO NORMALI LOVE HER SO NORMALLY I LOVE HER IM NORMAL.OK<3
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Smoke & Mirrors || Lip Gallagher
chapter one of BORDERLINE.
pairing: lip gallagher x fem!reader (nickname: MK)
warnings & tags: the start of a SLOWburn. idiots with tension. mature for mentions of violence, smoking, swearing, canon typical dialogue and whatnot. y'all've seen the show!
chapter summary: lip gallagher has been your best friend since before you could remember. he's the smartest person you know, so it astounds you how someone like him can be oh so stupid. you're committed to investing in his future, even if he isn't. you won't let your best friend end up stuck on the southside.
a/n: ummmm hi!! wrote basically this whole thing in the last 24hrs. it's unedited and tbh if i look at it for one more second im gonna explode!! enjoy <33
wc: 2.9k
The crisp October air sends a chill down your spine as you usher your younger sister Caroline out the door for school. She groans and rolls her eyes when you grab her by the handle of her backpack, pulling her back to adjust her scarf. At a mere thirteen years old she already carries the same attitude you did at sixteen. “Whatever you’re gonna say, I don’t wanna hear it. You were just sick, dad’ll have my head on a platter if I don’t make you bundle up.”
She stomps her foot, a stupid, childish action that has you mentally swearing to never have kids of your own. Helping raise this one was enough as it is. “It’s not even-” she starts, but you cut her off.
“I said I don’t wanna hear it. Wear your fucking scarf or I’m telling mom you make that tutor kid do your math homework.” You shove her head gently after securing the scarf around her neck and let her stomp down the stairs. “Don’t be a brat.”
She doesn’t answer, instead starting down the street towards the bus stop. Cigarette smoke wafts over the morning air from the Gallagher house. You turn to see Lip on the front stoop, blood shining on his brow as he smokes. You feel a twist in your gut. What did he get himself into this time, you think. The repetitive motion of locking the door comes like second nature and you spend the thirty odd seconds it takes worrying about the boy across the street.
When you turn towards the Gallagher house Caroline is already ahead of you, not waiting until she passes the chain-link fence to call out, “what happened to your face?”
You catch up in time to hear him scoff, “good morning to you too, Kit-Kat,” pulling out her childhood nickname, the one she still hates, that he gave to her when she was barely four. “‘S nothing. Battle scars an’ shit.”
“What the fuck kinda battle did’ya get yourself into?” you ask, leaning down to take his chin between your thumb and forefinger. The cut isn’t too bad, a lot of blood for a relatively small abrasion, but the skin around his eye is already blossoming a dark bruise. Lip stares at you as if to say ‘not in front of the kid,’ and you nod, fishing a five dollar bill out of your pocket. You were saving it for work, but Caroline’s silence is worth more. She raises an eyebrow, to which you snap, “just don’t tell mom, ‘kay? And don’t skip just ‘cause I'm skipping.”
Caroline turns to leave and you extend a hand to Lip, pulling him to stand. Eager fingers reach for his burnt-down cig when he goes to drop it, taking the final hit for yourself before stubbing it out on the sidewalk. “Greedy. Gotta buy y’own pack,” he remarks with a smirk. All it takes is a second to get back across the stress, and once you’re inside he unwraps the scarf from his neck.
Your eyes catch on his bruised knuckles and you tilt your head to the side with a silent question, you gonna tell me what happened? He sighs, hearing you loud and clear despite not speaking a single word. “Got into it with Frank. He was givin’ Ian shit for no fuckin’ reason.”
“Mm,” you nod, and catch his hand after he runs it nervously through his curls. The bruises there aren’t as bad as the one on his eye, Frank must’ve only gotten one good, drunken swing in. No cuts either, which was good. For all his tough guy exterior, Lip Gallagher couldn’t stand the sting of peroxide. The less you need the better, you think, and a grin plays at your lips when you glance up at him, holding his injured hand up. “Think y’can roll a joint with these?”
His laugh is like music to your ears, revelling in the first grin you’ve seen from him this morning. “Yeah, yeah I can do that, y’wanna jus’ skip the whole day? We could catch a movie ‘r somethin’,” he suggests, following you upstairs to your room.
You shake your head, opening the door to your room for him. “Can't. Calc test in third period. Sit down, ‘m gonna get the first aid kit.” While you get the kit from the shelf in your closet you hear him open your desk drawer, pulling out the grinder and weed jar you keep hidden at the back.
“You got a shirt or somethin’ I could change into? This one smells like Frank’s fuckin’ booze,” Lip scoffs. He shrugs the tee over his head and lights another cigarette, his eyes following your every move with that same boyish twinkle you’d grown fond of over the years. It was always good to remember things weren’t getting to him, not too bad.
You cast a glare in his direction, silently scolding him, ‘you know better, let me open the window,’ but he only grins in response. Pale morning light illuminates the room when you pull back your blackout curtains and crack the window. The city is still quiet–or, as quiet as it gets in Chicago–and the sounds of gentle wind and birdsong fall softly on your ears.
You settle at his side, first aid kit in one hand and a gray and black sweater of his in the other. Curious fingers reach for a small cut on his shoulder. “What’s this one from?” You trace the gash. It isn’t deep either, but it’ll need to be cleaned so it doesn’t get infected.
“It’s, uh, ’s nothin,” he brushes you off, to which you shoot him a glare. That sets him straight. In a low mumble he simply states, “beer bottle.”
Rage seethes inside you, your jaw tensing as you wet a cotton ball with peroxide. You keep any comments to yourself, not sure how LIp will react. You’re aware of his more than complicated familial relationships–you’d grown up with thim, seeing Frank’s drinking get worse, and the aftermath of Monica leaving–but if there was one constant with the Gallagher kids, it was family first, above everything. You had your opinions of Frank, and you knew Lip shared your distaste more than anything, but that didn’t take away the sensitive nature of the topic. So, you stay quiet, dabbing at the wound with a gentle hand. The sting draws a sharp hiss from him, and it’s then that you realize how flushed he is, his cheeks, neck and chest are a soft pink color. Graciously, you pretend not to notice, so as not to embarrass him further.
When the cut is cleaned and covered with a bandage Lip takes his sweater, pulling it over his head. It leaves his hair mussed and he smoothes a hand through his curls while you tilt his chin up, inspecting the cut on his brow. Blue eyes stare up at you with a vulnerability you’re not used to seeing from the boy you grew up with. At least you know he’s comfortable with you. That’s all.
Comfortable. Friendly. Nothing more. The same as it’s always been.
The way it’s meant to be.
“Quit starin’, get me fixed up so we can smoke this,” Lip grumbles, gesturing towards the rolling tray in his lap. You laugh at that, heart quickening in your chest. Tensions between the two of you had been thick as of late, but underneath it all things remained the same.
“Glad to know you’ve got your priorities straight,” you snort, cleaning up the second wound with peroxide. He takes it better this time, more prepared for the sting, but you still catch the way a few pained tears brim in his bright eyes.
Soft, parted lips rest under your fingers as you clean the final abrasion. The bruising is the worst here, deep purple hues present across his mouth and down to his chin. He finishes rolling as you’re wiping at the blood that pooled below his lip, a deep red trail spilling down his chin. Your delicate motions are interrupted by Lip bringing the joint up to seal it, licking along the edge of the rolling paper.
“‘M almost finished, be patient,” you murmur, focused on keeping the disinfectant out of his mouth. A moment later you pull back, swiping vaseline over the split before wiping the excess on his jeans. Payback for interrupting your tending to his wounds. “There. All patched up. Say ‘thank you nurse,’” you tease with a grin.
He’s already flicking the lighter on, holding the flame against the end of the joint to take the first hit for himself. You busy yourself with cleaning up the first aid supplies until he passes it off to you. Thick, earthy smelling smoke flows from his parted mouth, which lifts into a mischievous grin as he hands you the joint. “My lip’s busted up pretty fuckin’ bad. Think y’could kiss it better?”
Your cheeks flush with embarrassment at his blunt proposal. “Shut up,” you retort with a sharp laugh, before you can even consider it.
Lip throws on an exaggerated frown, “oh, c’mon MK. You know it’d be so fucking hot- ow!” He flinches, chest shaking with laughter as you throw your remote at him. “Okay! Okay, I know I know. You’re not one of my g-”
“Little ghetto girlfriends,” you tease, repeating the drunken dig an alibi patron had once thrown at Lip.
“Exactly.”
You shake your head, laughing at him for a moment. “You’re never getting in my pants Gallagher. I’ve known you since we were three. It’s wrong,” you lie. Lip is your best friend, the same role he’s filled your entire life, side by side since the two of you were in diapers. But your rejection stems from something deeper than that.
Lip Gallagher is inconsistent. You can’t exactly call him unfaithful if he never truly commits to one girl, but he’s not one for relationships. He’s flighty. He runs from affection. More often than not he buries his true feelings under snark and insults, weed, booze, and–when all else fails–aggression. That doesn’t mean you didn’t love him, it doesn’t mean you had no feelings for him, it just gives you reason to brush off his advances. For now, it can remain a little game between the two of you.
Months ago, when these unwanted feelings began to blossom in your chest, you’d promised yourself you wouldn’t be just another girl he messed around with. You aren’t willing to let him mess this thing up for the both of you.
Eager to change the subject you move to your desk, pulling out an informational packet from MIT. Before you can get a word out Lip is shaking his head, casting a skeptical glare in your direction. “Hey, come on. I just want you to apply.” You lean to hand the packet over but he reaches for the joint instead, which you pull away quickly.
“No you come on, why would I apply to MIT, seriously,” he shoots back, refusing to take the folder from your hand. He settles more comfortably in your bed, laying back against the pillows and staring up at the ceiling instead of meeting your eyes. “Bunch ‘f ivy league reject pricks ridin’ on daddy’s money. You’re lucky I’m even applying to schools in town.” Greedy hands reach forward for the joint again and you yield with a sigh, passing it over. As an afterthought, you toss the packet to him as well.
“Just consider it, alright?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’ll think about it,” he says. You don’t need anything but the way he avoids your eyes to know it’s a lie.
You purse your lips, throwing an icy stare his way. Lip Gallagher may be your best friend, but you’re not going to take any of his shit. “Have you even got any applications in?”
The question seems to take him by surprise, tendrils of smoke curling from the corner of his parted lips. “I’ve got a few,” another lie.
“Really? What schools,” you question, head tilted to the side with a knowing look. “Don’t lie to me, I know you better than anyone. I can tell.”
He laughs at that, shaking his head in disbelief. “Fine, you got me. I haven’t applied anywhere yet.” The end of the joint has a good stretch of ash, which he’s trying to keep precariously attached while he takes another hit.
“Scoot,” you mumble, grabbing your own binder of college information packets. He stretches one arm back towards your desk to snag your heart shaped ashtray and knocks the ash off, then lays the tray in the space between your bodies. You settle in beside him, your knees propped comfortably over the throw pillow that always ended up in the middle of your bed. One hand takes the joint and the other opens your binder.
Pages upon pages of information, campus maps, scholarship pamphlets, and your hand written tuition calculations make Lip go a little cross eyed as you flip towards a page with a yellow tab. “Okay. Here, look,” you point at the information you’d circled, reading Engineering B.S., training the Innovators of Tomorrow. “UI Urbana-Champaign. Great engineering program–” you flip the page over “–and scholarships for kids from underserved communities.”
You settle the joint between your lips, flipping through a few more pages. After a deep inhale you use it to gesture towards the page. “Or UChicago, that way you’d be close to home. They’ve got this thing called inner city promise. Smart kids, like you, from certain high schools with certain academic records and test scores can get full rides.” You run a finger down the short list, stopping at a familiar name and tapping it. “See? Lincoln Grove High School. You’d qualify, Lip.”
“‘M not some fuckin’ charity case,” he grumbles, snatching the burnt-down joint from your hand. “You’re a pain in my ass, y’know that?”
“Oh I’m a pain?” you snap, turning on your side to glare at him. “For what, believing in you? For not taking any of your self-deprecating, avoidant bullshit?”
He shrugs then, and the action is almost shy. He’s embarrassed. You have this innate ability to see him, the way no one else does. You scare yourself with it sometimes. “Just don’t know why you care so much,” he mumbles.
The sigh that leaves you is a deep, tired one. Convincing him of these things has always been difficult. For as smart as he is, Lip can be so infuriatingly stupid. “You’re smart, Lip. You’ve always been smart. I dunno what I would do if I went off to college and you stayed here. In this shithole.”
He doesn’t laugh the way you expect him to. He doesn’t brush it off. He just stares.
“We made a pact, did you forget?” you continue. He shakes his head silently, the far off look in his eyes letting you know he’s remembering that day.
The day the two of you spent drinking by the pool. Making promises to each other. You’d said you would make it out, and you would do it together. You’d made Lip promise you that he’d give it a try, and stupidly you believed him. Or was it stupid? You’re not ready to give up yet.
“I don’t want to do it without you,” you admit to him.
Lip looks at you, his blue eyes softening. “Do what without me?” You shake your head, scooting closer to rest your head on his shoulder. He stubs out the joint and wraps an arm around your shoulders. Friendly, comfortable affection. The kind you were used to. “C’mon MK, spit it out.”
“Any of it,” you return. “Don’t think I could get through another four years of school if you’re not doing it with me.”
“Yeah? What if we’re at different schools, dumbass,” he retorts, but his palm soothes across your arm, a contrast to his words. “You gonna follow me to MIT, since y’want me to go so bad?”
You can’t help the laugh that bubbles up in your chest, turning to look up at him with a grin playing at your lips. He got what he wanted. He made you laugh. “I’ll call you every night.”
“Every night huh?” he says with a smirk. “Cockblocking me from a thousand miles away is just like you, isn’t it.”
You shove him playfully, sitting up to move the ashtray off your bed. The MIT packet lays somewhere at the foot of the bed and you search through the pillows to find it. Instead of handing it to Lip, you just tuck it into his backpack, handing the bag to him after. “Well yeah, can’t have you getting distracted by the chess team girls,” you joke back.
He lays there in your bed, looking up at you with that stupid grin of his. All bared teeth and mischief, the same one you’d seen all those years ago. You stay silent for a moment longer before you stand, holding out a hand to pull him up.
“You sure we can’t just skip?”
“No, ‘ve got a test, remember? Gotta keep my grades up if ‘m gonna follow you all the way to MIT,” you say, and shakes his head with a laugh. Maybe he’s coming around to the idea. “Come on, I’ll drive us.”
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IVE GOT MORE THUNDER LEGION/RAIJINSHUU CRUMBS THAT IM GOING TO EXPLODE ABOUT
CW: FAIRY TAIL GAME 2 SPOILERS BELOW
tagging @freedjustinemywife and @selfawarecobalt (also if youre reading this come join us on the thunder legion community)
Before I get to the goods I wanted to point out something that made me laugh:
Wendy has often said in the game how much she admires Laxus’ kinder side (not her calling him the gay uncle of the guild) but whenever she does so MIRA almost always reminds her and the player that ‘nah i remember when u did this shit back in 2009’ ITS SO FUNNY
OK NOW HERES A CUTE EXCHANGE OF ELFMAN GIVING LAXUS GIFTS (i don’t understand the occasion tho, xmas during the war?? idkk) FROM THE THUNDER LEGION
my freakout thoughts:
bixlow making a mini doll???? im gonna cry thats so fucking CUTE,,, imagining bixlow sitting down to carve one out for laxus with a silly face,,ough,,bixlow is so sweet i NEED TO SEE HIM
freed knitting a sweater.....ok so the entire thunder legion are all arts and crafts oriented ok i will explode. AND A PROTECTION ENCHANTMENT TOO?? the bodyguarding never stops even if he's offscreen he's still got it FUCKK i miss my wife. and youre so right elfman WEAR IT LAXUS U DICK. also,,,,laxus recognized the sweater from the pattern itself so freed has knitted things with that similar pattern before...AUGHHHHH freed knitting the thunder legion and laxus outfits what if i suddenly combusted
EVERGREEN MAKING A STEWWWW and the elfever crumbs with chef evergreen and taste tester elfman,,,man if elfman doesnt marry her I WILL. this is quite possibly the softest and coziest little side event ever, where the hell is the thunder legion when i'm freezing in my apartment....
ALL 3 OF THEM GIVING LAXUS CASH JUST IN CASE ok this reminds me of the talks i had with @yellow-guiding-lantern about the thunder legion being the keepers/the only ones who could reign in rabid dog laxus, this just affirms whats TRUE theyre taking care of his dumb ass
moving on:
youre so right lucy the thunder legion DOES love him im so sick of them /aff (if i dont see them soon i will make it on international news)
THUNDER LEGION FORMATION CRUMBS????
i always did wanna learn how they got to be together and though i know the gaiden had its own interpretation i wondered how else it could have happened, and this is a very interesting and different approach the way FREED is the one who wants to fight laxus first (angry freed????? CAN I SEE????)
i have so many questions like?? why did he get so angry??? did laxus break a rule that enraged him?? like maybe threatening the safety of others??? did freed give laxus a good fight?? were bixlow and evergreen involved at this point??? and what does that mean freed only wanted laxus for his strength???? elaborate??????
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD
mira is so funny the way she can quickly uncover laxus' facade of trying to stay tough and hard, in the source material + game she's always been the anchor of staying true to one's feelings. in other words, she's all "aaaaaaahhh i caught you caring"
elfman catching laxus blushing too HAHAHA his whiteness will work against him. (also- manhood????? was there no other word they could have used???)
NOT TOO MUCH ON THE THUNDER LEGION LUCY??? to be fair i also love gift giving, i love to give my friends lots of little things i know they'll love so i don't see the "obsessiveness" of this.
MY TAKEAWAYS:
Mirajane Strauss will forever be Laxus' greatest opp (undefeated streak)
the Thunder Legion are the best gift givers in the guild, they're the equivalent of the rich aunties who want to spoil you rotten
I want to see no more Freed characterization calling him a pushover or cheerleader for Laxus, he's literally the one consistently defying his arrogance ON AND OFF SCREEN🗣️
Laxus and the Thunder Legion are private people, but everyone can see their love and devotion to each other and I think that's so beautiful
If I don't see new Thunder Legion content soon WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY SEE THEM another CEO will pay for it
#thunder legion#raijinshuu#thunder god tribe#freed justine#bixlow#bickslow#evergreen#fairy tail evergreen#ft evergreen#laxus dreyar#lucy heartfilia#wendy marvell#mirajane strauss#elfman strauss#fairy tail#ft#fairy tail game 2#fraxus crumb? maybe#fraxus
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