#itll all be okay i jjst need to remind mhself of that
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My neighbors are either setting off their very illegal professional grade fireworks down the block or just straight up firing guns into the air and I don't care either way I'm having a panic attack
#THE NIGHT I WAS LIKE OH YEAH ILL GO TO BED AT TEN YAAAYY#and im just freaking ittyt#its dumb but after that shooting on the train platform in September i swear i am a lot more effected by this stuff#affected? idk i can never tell which im meant to use#anyways i grew up with these noises around any holiday thatd allow it (and weeks before and afyer)#but now im like shaking and cant breath right and feel like my heart is gonna explode out of my chest#plus im freaking out over graduation and college stuff and the future#but thats par for the course. normally sleep will get me out of that#but fuck i cant sleep if they KEEP SETTING OFF THESE MASSIVE SCARY NOISES#fucking hell i feel soo stupid rn#ughhhh#effigy posts#fuck idk whay my post tag even is anyone i dont post on this account much anyways#itll all be okay i jjst need to remind mhself of that
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