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Okay, so a few posts back I suggested that there could be a parallel between Oboro and Sensoji and the way they might have noticed Hizashi's loneliness. If you haven't read my other recent posts about the 3 baka, Hizashi alone, or Hizashi and Sensoji, those are recommended, but I'll try to sum up the important parts here.
Here's what you need to know:
the 3 Baka were inseparable, to the point that their classmates probably saw them as a single unit rather than 3 individuals.
With Shouta and Oboro having their internships together, they were able to grow together, inadvertently excluding Hizashi.
Hizashi was paired up with Sensoji, who seems comfortable diminishing and excluding him.
This all leads to a mock battle between the four of them, with Oboro and Shouta on one side and Hizashi and Sensoji on the other, with all three of them ignoring Hizashi, communicating that his presence was unnecessary and unwanted. Hizashi's probably incredibly lonely during this time. Sensoji doesn't care. Shouta's too caught up in his own head to notice. But Oboro does. Because the next thing we see is that Hizashi's been given his own pair of goggles, and Oboro is suggesting the three of them start their own agency.
It's not just Shouta's insecurities that prompt Oboro to suggest their agency. It's Hizashi's loneliness.
But then Oboro dies.
Oboro dies and Hizashi is spending more of his energy on protecting Shouta than processing his own grief and Shouta doesn't want to see how much he's hurting and his classmates don't know how to look past the front he's putting up and there's nobody left to realize he's alone again.
Except Sensoji's already seen Hizashi apart from Shouta and Oboro. He's probably the only person in the school who's seen any of the 3 Baka without the others. He knows how much Hizashi loved his friends. How much of his identity was in being their friend. And how that's all gone now. Sensoji's the only one with the proper perspective to see how alone Hizashi is now.
I think there could be an interesting parallel between Oboro being the first one to notice how lonely Hizashi must have been at Buster Union and Sensoji probably being the only one to realize how alone Hizashi really was after Oboro died
#rooftop trio#yamada hizashi#present mic#oboro shirakumo#loud cloud#sensoji#mister blaster#bnha#my hero academia#bnha vigilantes#does this all make sense?#it's all canon except Sensoji actually noticing Hizashi#that parts my own headcanon#but sensoji did have a canon change of heart sometime following oboro's death#🤷♀️#you never know.#this could be how it happened#17 going under
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Some of my personal hcs of Jotaro (+ his scars) as he gets older <3
#he's got a dad bod for SURE#I've got more hcs but that's gotta be its own post#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojos bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba#jjba art#jjba part 3#jjba part 4#jjba part 6#jojo's bizarre adventure stardust crusaders#jojo's bizzare adventure diamond is unbreakable#jojo's bizarre adventure stone ocean#jotaro kujo#kujo jotaro#jjba jotaro#jojo jotaro#3taro#4taro#6taro#headcanon#art#my art
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part 2!!!! [read part one here]
transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:
“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone
“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try
think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress
#if you still can't see the rhyme scheme try reading it out loud#if that doesn't work uh. idk. can't help you#my art#grian#geminitay#smajor1995#bdoubleo100#inthelittlewood#secret life#grian and his terrible horrible no good very bad eldritch coworkers: the sequel#cant wait to post the next part so i can be like 'my three secret life comics. and yes they all rhyme'#this one narratively doesn't work nearly as well as a standalone compared to part 1#however i accidentally went way too hard and could probably upload the middle page + second to last panel as their own separate art pieces#tbh i'm considering putting an explanation of everything below the readmore buuut i don't feel like it atm. :3 later maybe#me and my 20+ life series headcanons i only allude to without explicitly stating don't need to explain ourselves#still experimenting with this webtoon-esque vertical comic style#still not sure i like it#it gets long too quickly#among other things#but it's very easy to read on a phone so
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@enderfore replied to your post “What do you think of Rook's savanaclaw card? <333”:
Chenya pic where???? I can barely see anything in that room there so much going on, rooks such a lil freak (affectionatr)
he's under the row of flags on Neige's side of the room, next to the big Neige poster with the yellow background (look just to the right of the hand holding the apple)! he's REAL little; once you know he's there you can kind of see him in-game, but I only noticed him in the first place because I took a screenshot and was having fun zooming in on all the details!
I think that's either Hop or Snick and Dominic on either side of Neige, but if the others are meant to be anyone in particular I don't recognize 'em. though I do love all the absolutely terrifying implications of Rook having this. was this some kind of officially-published merchandise (and if so, why) or did Rook like...go hunting through the RSA trash to find this random student lineup just because it included Neige, and has had it hanging proudly on the wall ever since. (I mean, he definitely did do this, I don't know why I'm asking. the real question is why he hasn't cut out little pictures of his own face and stuck them over everyone else's yet.)
there is seriously SO MUCH in this room. how did Rook manage to keep this hidden for three years. also, somebody give this background artist a raise immediately.
#screenshot#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers#this just in: the savanaboys are canonically very respectful of each other's privacy and right to their own personal space#the other option is that no one actually wants to see why rook is always so desperate to keep people out of his room#but these are not mutually exclusive! leona respects your boundaries through genuinely not giving a shit. ⭐️#god. rook's room really was somehow exactly what i expected but also so much more than i could have ever imagined.#the literal divide down the center including his BEDSHEETS AND PILLOW#do you think rook makes sure to sleep precisely down to the mm in the center of his bed each night what am i saying of course he does#he has also probably trained his eyes to move independently so he can look at both of the hanging posters above his bed at once#savanarook really was such a treasure. i shall miss him.#(i have also decided based on basically nothing that because there's a banner with vil's unique magic name on it)#(and the corresponding banner for neige says '[someday my] prince will come')#(that i'm going to headcanon this as being neige's unique magic. i must know what it does. the possibilities are TANTALIZING)
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The individual panels vvvvvvvvv
#this is basically how part 26 went right?#just replace wife with daughter & partner#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#arthur lester malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent#animatic#digital aritst#artists on tumblr#thank you snapcube sonic fandub 🙏🙏🙏#also its my headcanon that while john has full control over arthur's eyeBALLS#they have shared control over the eyeLIDS#like#theyre close enough physically to be in john's control#this can explain why they both have access to arthur's tear ducts like in part 20#so if arthur blinks or shuts his eyes john does too#and the beams of light is where john is focusing#i though since he doesnt have eyes of his own itd be a cool way to show that visually
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Jason may have a point here
Jason: Kill him.
Batman: No.
Jason (insistent): Kill him.
Batman: No.
Jason (angry): Kill him!
Batman (loud): No!
Joker: Can I kill myself to escape this nightmare of awkward father-son tension?
Jason and Batman: Shut up!
Jason: Ignore me, like you did when I died. What about the countless lives he’s taken? What about Barb? What about the hell he’s put all of us through for some sick joke? If you didn’t want to do it for those reasons, what about me? I wanted to ignore this, but he took me away from you! Why not vindicate me? I thought I was your son!
Joker: Guess you weren’t that close.
Jason smacked the Joker with the crowbar for the fifth time.
Jason: Shut. The. Fuck. Up! Back to you, B—Batman. When I saw the bomb tick down, I accepted it. I accepted my death with the assumption that when I died, you’d kill him. Then I wake up, and this monster is still alive. Why?
Batman: I’ve contemplated torturing the Joker in private. Making him feel pain from every nerve in his body, savoring the light leaving his eyes when I finally kill him. But I don’t want to go to that dark place… because that won’t fix crime. If I kill the Joker, I would be crossing a line I can’t come back from.
Jason (in disbelief): Stop joking.
Batman: I’m not.
Jason (tapping the gun on his leg): You have to be.
Batman (deadpan): When have I ever joked with you in this suit?
Jason: It’s not too late, because you can’t be serious. It literally would fix one thing… HIM! Because he’d be dead!
Joker: Can you tell me what type of torture methods you’d perform on me? I might need to use those later.
Jason pointed his gun at the Joker, showcasing how the crazy clown is only proving his point.
Batman: If I kill him, I would never return to who I was—the person I became to fight crime. I would kill the next one like him.
Jason: Then fucking do that! You can't be arrested. You’re friends with Commissioner Gordon, who, by the way, the Joker shot his fucking daughter. You shot his daughter, right?
Joker: Yeah.
Jason: Okay, so should I shoot him, or do you want to go first?
Batman: The Joker would have to do something insanely unforgivable to make me kill him.
Jason stays silent for fifteen seconds, unsure of how to respond.
Jason: …He blackmailed my mom into handing me over and tortured me horribly and then I died in a bomb explosion. Not from the bomb either, from being suffocated under rubble. Just so you know, I was legally dead for five years because of him.
Batman: That’s different.
Jason (twitching eye): Different how?
Batman: You're here now.
Jason looked around, incredulous.
Jason: Am I on a hidden camera show? Because that’s not a defense. Are you seriously trying to excuse what he did just because I’m back now?!
Batman: Um... It’s not right!
Jason: Why? Go ahead, tell me—why is it wrong for me to kill him and for me to kill irredeemable criminals? I'll wait. I have the detonator.
Batman: Because when my parents died—
Jason: Nope, nope, nope! My mom sold me out to the Joker. My dad beat me; my step-mom beat me! You’ve got to come up with something else!
Joker: …He has a point.
Batman (clenched fist): Okay, after saving lives without killing criminals, I learned that all life is valuable.
Jason (without hesitation): Joseph Stalin.
Batman: Okay, that was a war leader—
Jason: Charles Manson.
Batman: Hold on, he was a cult lea—
Jason: Jim Jones.
Batman: They volunteered in both situations.
Jason (calmly): Adolf Hitler. The Nazi soldiers who knowingly participated in the extermination of Jews and those who escaped to Brazil.
Silence.
Joker (weakly speaking): I’m… the one possibly dying, but he brought up a couple of good examples. Like I’d kill me after that.
Batman (stammering): No, wait, because that's not the same. The Joker is not the same as them.
Joker: Thanks, Batsy. I try to be different.
Jason (trying to breathe calmly): Okay, I’ll cancel out the world dictators, the cult leaders. I’ll do that for you… Jeffrey Dahmer, Ted Bundy, John Wayne Gacy, Wade Wilson... I can go all day; I love learning about true crime and wars. He’s not exactly like them either, but he’s pretty damn close.
Batman: …
Jason (irate): And again… him torturing and killing your adopted son isn’t the line? Am I near the line?!
Batman: I told you not to fall for your mother's tricks.
Jason (shocked): Oh… my God! Are you resorting to gaslighting? Are you really gaslighting me while I have a bomb? We’re doing that?!
Joker (not taking any of this seriously): I wouldn't stand for that, neither would Barbara.
Jason hit the man in the arm with the crowbar to silence him.
Batman (doubling down): All I’m saying is that when you came back, you started killing left and right.
Jason: Yes, rapists to my right and murderers to my left. It’s not like I kill shoplifters.
Batman (scoffing): Hypocrite.
Jason: A shoplifter might have a reason to steal and doesn’t resort to kill people.What rapists have you met that had a reason? Because rapists aren’t redeemable; they’re fair game. Same with, let’s see, child traffickers, pedophiles, serial killers, assassins—literally awful, evil people! That’s target practice.
Jason aimed the gun at the Joker as he spoke to emphasize his point.
Batman (indignant): Okay, last I checked, murder is wrong!
Jason (pointing his gun at the Joker): It sure is!
Batman: A criminal is a criminal. I treat them all the same.
Jason (laughing because he had this one ready): Let’s talk about Selina Kyle.
Batman (nervous): Let’s not do that.
Jason: No, no, she gets a pass when she’s attacked people to escape prison. If a criminal is a criminal, then why isn’t she in prison? Because she meows at you? Because of your odd sexual tension with her—I’ve read your journals. And I don't judge man, that's your love life, but I want to know why she gets a pass. Why does Black Mask walk? Why does Mr. Freeze walk? The Joker gets to walk… why is that? Tick-tock, detective.
Batman: …If you give me five minutes, I will think of an answer.
Jason (cocky): It bothers you, doesn’t it? That I’m doing a better job at being you? That I'm taking on businesses in this crime-ridden area because I can admit that crime will never stop? Is it that I kill murderers and rapists, and that hurts your feelings?
Batman: It doesn't bother me… I just don't want you to do this.
Jason (serious): Let me dial back the snark. I'm not asking you to kill Selina or Riddler or Mr. Freeze. I want you to kill the Joker. The man who's been alive and committing crimes since I died. I'm not even mad at you for not stopping my death. Honestly, I forgive you for that. But for the love of God, kill him! Kill him, and I’ll take the blame. That’s all I ask. I am begging you! Do you see this? I am begging you!
Batman sighed with regret knowing he couldn't turn on his morals again. It would only lead to worse happening to him and his family and that included Jason.
Batman (final decision): I can't. I won't. I'm sorry.
Jason: I—Wow, you’re actually going to make me do this. Okay, I kill the Joker or… you kill me.
Jason tossed Batman an extra gun, which the man catches with ease.
Jason: Or you can shoot him.
Batman (somber tone): I regret the day I let you into my life… Not because of any faults you made, but my own. I gave you a good life, with the life of a hero in the mix. Now that you’re alive again and there’s nothing I can do to stop you… I won’t kill him or you. Again… I’m sorry.
That was all he could say. The decisions he made in the past, when Jason died, were secrets he wanted to keep buried, even if it meant Jason would never learn the truth and would continue to harbor resentment toward him.
Jason: Heh… You regret taking me in because of the hero life you gave me—not because I died or because my murderer is still free. Cool. I suppose you’ll just stand by and watch me take him out.
With a dry chuckle, Jason spun the gun in his hand, poised to pull the trigger. Batman reached into his utility belt for a weapon.
Jason (with feigned sweetness): This is fantastic! I always wanted a moment like this with you!
Jason grabbed the Joker and aimed the gun at the cackling psycho's head.
Jason: I’m going to enjoy this!
Batman: DODGE!
Jason: What?
Batman hurled a Batarang at Jason, striking him in the neck and impaling him. In shock, Jason dropped the gun and the Joker, blood spurting from the wound.
Joker (amused): This is fun! What a twist! I didn't think you would hurt your own son!
Jason (shocked and angry): You threw a Batarang… at ME?!
Batman (regrettably): Oh shit, shit, shit! You were supposed to dodge!
Jason (betrayed): You pulled a Piccolo on me!?
Batman: I thought you would dodge! I shouted “dodge!”
Jason: You thought I would read your damn mind, toss Joker aside, dodge, and then not shoot him?!
Batman maintained a stoic expression, but inside, his mind was screaming in embarrassment.
Jason and Joker: Oh my God, you actually did. GREAT! I’m agreeing with him!
Jason yanked the Batarang out of his neck, chuckling dryly as he trembled.
Jason: This doesn’t even hurt me, crazy right? I—You threw this at me to save him… You know, maybe in a few years we can laugh about this, but not here, not today. I’m sorry too… but I’ll see you again.
Jason pressed the detonator, successfully escaping alongside Batman. The Joker was buried beneath the collapsing debris of the buildings, but somehow still alive.
#batbros#jason todd#batfamily#batfamily chronicles#batman#batfamily shenanigans#bruce wayne#batfamily headcanons#I actually cried writing this#both have good points#Jason's is better though#team jason todd#jason todd centric#jason todd calls out bruce#batkids#microfiction#script fic#batfamily funny#batfamily fanfiction#batfamily comedy#batfamily feels#jason todd is right#batman and red hood#I've seen so many versions of this online and wanted to write my own#batfamily microseries#flash fiction#headcanon batfamily#part of my batfamily flash fiction#batfamily fic#batfamily fluff
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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention#‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short
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how do i even caption this. ultrakill scenery
#ultrakill#;my art#/ these are lazy. also you can tell which parts i have done with my own colors and which i haven't#/ this is mainly just headcanon stuff. uploading them here to archive them
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Regardless if Eris marries Nesta out of ambition or love, one thing remains the same: He doesn't push her to have sex with him or get pregnant. He's not a saint, but he's decent enough to prefer when a woman actually WANTS him before sleeping with her.
Nesta was raised to see children as another duty to fulfill once she married, and after Nyx's birth, she has some heavy feelings about pregnancy, and she tells Eris that much. He respects it and agrees to wait until she's ready, until she genuinely wants to be a mother. When they sleep together, they both take precautions and make sure to not take risks.
Eris has no problem arguing with Beron if the man tries to pressure Nesta into giving them an heir, making it one of the few times he actually fights his father back. And that's the first time Nesta imagines herself having kids with him because seeing him standing up like that for her sake made her feel things
If they get married out of love, this process is even smoother because they just enjoy their time together by going into a long romantic honeymoon, away from everything. Eris has brothers after him, so it's not like he needs to conceive a child urgently, and Nesta always wanted to see the world first. It's only years after their marriage that they finally take that step, because Nesta begins to imagine her own family with Eris really often and the man is downright having a baby fever because of Elucien's kids.
The moment they start trying, they barely take breaks from it. They take this matter very seriously. Nesta falls pregnant within the month and gives birth to twin daughters.
#i headcanon eris as a girl dad#and nesta loves girls too#so they're the happies with it#beron not so much but no one in court cares about his opinion at this point#in my head he's already dead or put into a coma so he doesn't bother them#nesta choses tamlin as the godfather as a way to establish the alliance between both courts but also because she trusts him#in this au tamlin and nesta are besties btw#and elucien are also happily married and with their own little family#elain is chosen as the godmother#their kids grow up together and thrive#and tamlin's kid is part of the group too#i have this au fully developed in my head#neris#nemlin#elucien#eris vanserra#nesta archeron#lucien vanserra#elain archeron#tamlin#beron vanserra#two sisters for two brothers#indeed#acotar au#pro nesta archeron#pro tamlin
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I feel like not enough people talk about how desensitized Mob is to horror. As in, there's literally an omake where he watches all through a horror movie with a straight face, only flinching because of the sounds, and also, his percentage never ticks up just because of a spirit, even if it's an objectively terrifying one. I mean, it's obviously because he grew up alongside spirits and so they are a perfectly normal part of his life, but like.. that's so fun i think?? And it has a lot of comedic potential methinks.
Like, imagine his school friends inviting him along to a horror movie night, expecting the seemingly timid and naive boy to get scared shitless, but instead they're the ones who end up clinging to each other, hiding behind their hands and crying, all the while mob is nonchalantly watching, and lowkey falling asleep even - and they're all just "???? How??? Are you so fucking calm??!?" And Mob just shrugs and points to a being missing a jaw in the corner of the screen and says "i like that one. It looks cute". They all stare at him like he's insane;
Or him helping Ritsu when he realizes the younger has been struggling with getting used to spirits now that he's an esper - seeing shadows in the corners of his vision, knowing there's things watching him as he goes about his day, decapitated bodies and strange creatures roaming the streets - and tries to help him see that they're not always harmful, and teach how to get them to go away if need be, and reassures him that they can't get in their house due to Mob's aura, so he's still safe there - which is to say, at least, now Ritsu knows for sure that there are no spirits in his room, still traumatized from a comment or two Mob made when they were kids and never bothered to elaborate on, lmao. Mob apologizes for not clarifying that they were long gone, it just never occured to him that that would probably be scary to any other normal kid;
Or imagine him entering the s&s office one day, and Reigen greets him as usual, until he looks up from his computer and there is a fucking eldritch abomination of some sort of misshapen child hanging off of Mob's shoulders, and, as one might expect, he Freaks, and Mob is just like "Shishou, stop screaming. This is Lily. I promised to help her with her homework so she can pass on on her own". Etc...
Like, it's just really funny to me. Let Mob be a bit strange and off putting, he deserves it <3
#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama shigeo#i feel like people sometimes forget that mob can see spirits tbh jdshs#like thats just a normal part of his life. he would not be scared of them.#(no offense to the people making the funnies about mob 'hallucinating' ghosts and getting terrified of course jdhdhdh. i find it funny too#i just dont think its entirely accurate)#kageyama ritsu#reigen arataka#headcanon#meta#my own post#i just really like thinking about spirits in the mp100 universe and mobs relation to them tbh......
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Bobby Breen - Let's Sing Again, 1936 Let's sing again,
let music into your heart.
But you must do your part,
let's sing again.
#Let's talk about shelldon people#he deserved better#he's part of the family#like come ON#my headcanon is that he develops ninpo of his own#AI ghost shelldon people#thats my take#shelldon#sheldon#donnie#donatello#my art#art post#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt shelldon#this is how I cope my nintendo breaking#enjoy the suffering
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“It’s not easy to talk about, but…”
Autistic!Tomura Shigaraki, QPR, GN!Reader, Discussions of Pain
The whole time you’ve known him, you’d never describe Tomura as someone who really complains. He’ll frustratedly talk about games levels that he’s stuck on or how hot it is, any little thing that doesn’t really matter, but if something is really, genuinely bothering him, he keeps it to himself.
It’s really hard for him to talk about the things that bother him, especially if the kind of help he needs is something he’d have to talk to a stranger about. You understand that he’s had a rough time with professionals, so you’ve never pushed him on it.
You were getting started on breakfast when he says he wants to talk to you sometime about something important. “It doesn’t have to be now, or even today, but just…. Sometime. Is that okay?” He’s clearly very nervous bringing it up, and you can tell it’s important to him. He doesn’t look at you when he says it, but that’s not unusual for him.
It ends up being almost a week later when Tomura approaches you again to finally sit down and talk. He fidgets with his phone, likely with notes of what he wants to say. He takes a deep breath before he starts.
“It’s not easy to talk about, but I don’t want to be in pain anymore… I just don’t know how not to be…”
You sit quietly, just listening to him talk for the longest time. He’s done a lot of reading and tried to figure out what’s been happening to his skin his whole life on his own but he just can’t do it. He’s tried soothing creams, numbing creams, anti-inflammatory gels, everything, anything, but they just makes it hurt more or make it hurt differently. He’s tired. Tired of waking up in the middle of the night unable to stop scratching. He tried wearing gloves to bed, he’s tried trimming his fingernails super short, he’s tried anything he could think of. It wouldn’t be so bad if it wasn’t causing open scratches all over his body all the time.
“It’s hard to take care of a body that burns and bleeds when you’re just trying to clean and care for it.” Tomura says, kneading the bottom hem of his hoodie with his hands.
There are the beginnings of tears welling in his eyes as he’s clearly frustrated and embarrassed at not being able to solve it on his own.
Eventually he gets quiet, and lays back. He takes a breath, before continuing. “I don’t even know if it’s a real itch at this point. I’ve thought about it being some kind of nervous tic, or compulsive behavior, maybe a mix of a few things, I’m just….”
The tears roll down the side of his face, but he wipes them on his hoodie sleeve.
“… I don’t want everything to hurt anymore.”
You ask if you can give him a hug, and he says yes. He sits up so you can wrap you arms around him for a moment. That seems to help soothe him, if only a bit.
It’s definitely a long road ahead, but you tell him that you can help advocate for him and be there to support him if he wants to find someone to talk to about these kinds of problems. He looks nervous at that, but you assure him that you can start as small as he needs to. He visibly relaxes, laying back down. He looks up at you, and pats for you to lie down next to him.
You lie back with him, just sitting there in silence for a little while. You know it’s not a lot, but just having you in his corner seems to make his whole disposition a little more hopeful.
#mha tenko#autistic!tomura shigaraki#autistic tomura shigaraki#i wrote it with the intent of it being a qpr#but do with that what you want#could be read as >#bnha x reader#mha x gender neutral reader#mha x reader#tenko shimura x reader#tomura shigiraki x reader#tomura x reader#x gn reader#shigaraki x reader#x y/n#x you#x reader#shigaraki tenko#shigaraki tomura#tomura shigaraki#my hero academia#mha headcanons#mha#my hero acedamia#boku no hero academia#bnha#this is based on my own experience with skin problems and hopelessness#I’d love to hear what you think of this as a jumping off point#may do a part two for this specifically
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I think my favorite thing about Katya/Sofia is the way that, in their final scenes, they end up thematically switching places with one another in how they're set up as foils to one another through the rest of the film
Sofia, who starts off beholden to no one in terms of loyalty, family connections, patronage, etc; who to Katya represents a (very idealized) notion of freedom that she envies but can't access - ends up leaving with the collection of her mother's belongings that she was finally able to buy back (which does incidentally include a watch, where she hadn't been associated with that motif much up until then!). It's a better ending than most (since she, y'know, lives), but even then she's still fundamentally unfulfilled, because the ties she developed to Katya, the ones she wanted to maybe start building a life around, have been irreparably severed.
Meanwhile, Katya has been the nexus of so many personal ties of obligation through most of the film, even as she resents what they've contorted her life into. But she makes her ultimate decision to betray Goncharov and the goals she'd been helping him toward up until then, as a selfish one for nobody else's benefit, giving up the life of prestige she had/was close to having so that she wouldn't be emotionally tied down by the relationship they once had, the system of connections and favors and debts she came from. (Incidentally, this is why I think her plan was to fake her death, even if it's left ambiguous in the actual scene; what else could be a more complete severing of connections that would allow you to become a new, unburdened person entirely?) The fact that she's not thinking of Sofia as affected by her decision, because she's not thinking of her as a part of that same web of connections, is what makes that unintentional second betrayal so tragic! But even so, it means she ends in a place similar to what we first see as Sofia's position - independent and able to make her own way in the world, but having sacrificed something she didn't realize she'd miss for it, until after the deed was already done.
#Goncharov#unreality#listen. I spent the bus ride home hammering out a bare-bones set of headcanons for the inciting plot conditions and character connections#that I wanted to take as a 'baseline' for what additional personal material I'm drawing on to make content in the future#this feels increasingly deranged of me but also. I'm having fun so who cares#(and also since part of the whole Thing is everyone slightly catering to their own tastes within a broader framework -#I am simply going to. not feel bad about tossing my own Serious Tragedy and politics-inflected version into the world too! :D)
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Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.
The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.
It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.
In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.
#in short Jimmy doesnt only care about Curly#he only cares about the securtiy that Curly provides him#and i headcanon that the reason he tried to kill everyone is because he knew it was only a matter of time befor Curly realized this wasnt#somethgin benign Jimmy did that he could smooth over but somethign that Curly would repremand and condem him for and take his security away#like yes Curly did not react fast enough or strongly enough to what Anya told him but you could see him showing more concern over it as I d#understand the psychology behind people and more specifically men like Curly as he is hearing something horrible his friend did to someone#he cares about but has less of a bond with. he feels the need to protect his crew as people first and sadly Jimmy is still the person he wa#closest too yet I still think everything happened too fast for Curly to process as would you not grapple with the fact your closest friend#is a monster you must personally deal with? or that he did something so vile to someone else you have become protective over? Would you not#think of the relative power that friend holds and how if you approuch this wrong it could end badly for everyone? He had all these thoughts#but not enough time to think about them. Also how Jimmy was one of the main people in his personal life he felt a need to protect seeing as#he got him this job. Like imagine the one person you are really trying to make good is still bad after everythign and now you have to be th#hand of judgment youve shielded them from for so long like I do not think Curly handeled the initial situation with Anya correctly I dont#think it was the case of him not believing but not really knowing what to do and feel about it as a friend of both parties the captain and#guy going through his own shit and it says so much that he was dealing with all that so well compared to Jimmy who got everyone killed cuz#he thought being captain would be like sitting on the thrown and not emotionally mentally and physically taxing like I cant say Curly is th#best person due to his inaction but he is a good person doing the best with the knowledge and shitty resources he has cuz like also Id just#be terrified that my suicidal and nilihst bestie who clearly has an inferiority complex around me is the copilot who has access to the most#to the most important parts of the ship and the means to kill us all if he feels like him or his security are being threatened like#Anya and Curly just deserved better because they get put through the ringer like just put him in a class to teach him to be less trusting#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers
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@pokenoire 's lgbtq+ headcanons for my childhood OTP gave me some ideas ^^
#satosere#Amourshipping#Queerplatonic!Amourshipping#Ash x Serena#Qpr!SatoSere#Queerplatonic!SatoSere#Or Romantic Amourshipping but with a little kick#Ash Ketchum#serena pokémon#Yes Ash is going to be my personal AroAce character I'll still ship romantically with someone as an exploration of the spectrum#I'd probably put him to the microlabel demiromantic or grey romantic but just aroace as an umbrella term is fine enough#Mostly because there were occasions where he wasn't feeling repulsed by signs of romance and was slightly interested in other characters#(as seen in the Indigo League for example or the Pokémon 2000s movie a little little bit or sth)#But he probably doesn't search for any romance in his life from his standpoint. If it happens it happens if it doesn't he doesn't care#because he doesn't think/plan anything in that direction)#But that's just my headcanons because I like projecting my own aroace experiences onto him#As for Serena#Ace headcanon because I am ace that's the only reason tbh xD#Included the bi Serena headcanon in the second part because it still seems kinda popular? Not as much as for other characters but I see it#more often than ace Serena lol#Also because I can see it
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Vox HCs #4: Theories about how he works like biologically
Cw: Sfw - but discussion about non-sexual anatomy type stuff
A/N because I've thought way too much about the logistics of him and robotic/tech demons and how they work/could work way too much. 💀 These are just some of the things I've thought about
- The main thing I see people wondering about is his face and how he drinks stuff, kisses people, etc.
- I think that the screen of his face is a full screen in its resting state, but he can influence the way it kind of functions/presents. ie. Manipulating the area around his mouth so he actually does have a mouth and its not just a projection on his screen.
- I don't think his mouth is a constant actual 3 dimensional thing though and is rather something he can change at will whenever he sees fit.
- If you were to touch it just in casual day to do life, his mouth would just be the screen / 2d.
- Also, I don't think his mouth feels like a normal mouth. If you were to kiss him I feel like his lips would not feel exactly like normal lips, and that his lips and tongue would kind of have that kind of static electricity sensation to them.
- Like if he were to lick you, I feel like you'd get that kind of static electricity sensation that makes your hair stand on its end.
- I'm not too sure about the rest of his face though. Maybe he can manipulate the rest of his face to become more 3 dimensional, but I don't think he would do it often as it's not necessary.
- Due to him being seen drinking during season 1, I think it's safe to assume that the way his internal functions are designed are relatively similar to normal humans.
- I believe he'd also have a somewhat similar body system as well. However, it just would be like metal parts, wires and artificial stuff underneath his skin rather than actual muscle, veins, ligaments, organs, bodily fluids, etc. Etc. That mirror those bodily systems.
- Having said that though, I do think parts of him are sensitive to being damaged by water. He may be just fine drinking water and liquids, but if they got in his ports (like on the back of his head), that would be bad.
- Because he prides himself on being up to date tech wise, he'd likely be waterproofed to a degree, but it still wouldn't be good. I can imagine him being damaged by it and bluescreening and forcefully shutting down to prevent any further damage to his less human reminiscent systems. (Do you think he lays down in rice when that happens? 💀)
- Also, I do not think he technically needs to eat or drink stuff. Judging by the fact he can plug into things (like how in the Stayed Gone video he plugs into all the computers and stuff), I think his main energy source would actually be charging using electrical wires and stuff.
- I think that him eating and drinking is just a preference of his, and that other demons who are similar to him wouldn't need to eat or drink. He can still get energy that way, but it's less efficient and more of just a preference/reminiscent of his past life as a human that he's held onto all this time.
- I also don't think he really 'sleeps' in the traditional sense or needs to sleep? He can likely regain power that way, but he wouldn't really need to sleep and could just stay awake all day and night if he's connected to a suitable charging source every couple of hours.
- I do think he would like powering down/switching off for a bit to rest though - just to not go crazy. Even if you wont die from lack of sleep, it's still nice to not have to think about things for a couple of hours.
Now I'm thinking about him laying down in rice after trying to go swimming without water proofing himself properly while bitching lmao.
#vox#vox headcanons#vox x reader#hazbin hotel#ive been thinking about this for quite a bit both for him and also my OC haha. i hope i articulated it well enough#I also want to write a short exerpt of him and what I think he was like while alive/ maybe even what his death was like in my own hcs?#Ive got part 2 of Snap in the works as well 🙏#lots i wanna do but no energy to do it with rn sadly
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