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[gr4cier4cie]

♡ i'm a shameless caller (she's a full machine ♡ 2

or: you're the best thing that had ever happened to him. lando can't help himself from reminiscing a bit. or a lot. or all the time. (can be read as a happy standalone or a flashback from part one of this!!) fem!ex!reader x lando norris pt 1

warnings: none just a lil fluff and angst!! THIS IS A FLASHBACK TO WHEN LANDO AND READER WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP TO HELP FIX THE DAMAGE I CAUSED W PART ONE IM SORRY!!

♡

voicemail 1: — [1.10]

"hey, love, just got back to the hotel. [pause] quali was a killer. missed you like hell the entire time. can't even sleep without you anymore. [laughs] mum just sent me that video of you two baking at the house yesterday. she really likes that blue scarf on you—she told me to tell you to keep it. says it looks better on you than her. [laughs] she'd probably kill me if i said i agree, but i do. love you lots. hope you're, uh, sleeping well. even if i'm not. see you soon, baby."

voicemail 2: — [00.52]

"oh, baby, you would not believe what just happened in the drivers' meeting! [laughs] max tried to—actually, no, this is too good for voicemail. please, please, please call me the second you're out of work. it's absolutely mental. also! good luck on your presentation today, baby. you're going to smash it. i'm crazy proud of you. miss you lots. love you forever."

voicemail 3 — [1.12]

"hi, lovely, just got the care package you sent. [pause] how'd you know i was missing home? thought of it this morning, actually. feels like.... like you know me better than i know myself. sorry i didn't get a chance to call until now. had to stop carlos from eating all the biscuits you made me. [laughs] i stole a bunch of the tiny hotel soaps as a present for you when i get home. call me when you're done with work, yeah? love you."

voicemail 4 — [1.13]

"baby! wake up! i just had the best dream—it was you and me at home, and you were wearing my old race jacket and you were... cooking, maybe? i dunno, i'm already forgetting it. [laughs] but it was.... good. we were happy. simple as that. [sighs] i miss that. you, in the kitchen, in my race jacket. send me a picture of you in it when you get a chance. i miss you like crazy over here. anyways. love you forever."

voicemail 5 — [00.53]

"hi, lovely girl. i'm hiding in the bathroom of that gala thing i told you about. you would love it���they have the mini strawberry shortcakes you're obsessed with. ate like, four of 'em, just for you. [pause] keep reaching for your hand when i'm talking to people. keep thinking you're here with me. [pause] anyways. call me when you get a chance."

voicemail 6 — [0.50]

"hi, baby. i just found that note you left me in my bag. [sighs] you're really... something, aren't you? it's, uh, been one of those days. i really needed it. i really needed you. kinda pathetic, yeah? [laughs] sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve you. [pause] call me when you wake up? just... wanna hear your voice. love you."

voicemail 7 — [0.51]

"morning, lovely. just had breakfast with the team and... [laughs] you'll never believe what happened. you know the bracelet you made me? the beaded one, with my number on it? everyone else wants one, too. said it's giving me luck, or something. [laughs] you should charge them, if you ask me. anyways. love you lots. see you soon."

voicemail 8 — [00.21]

"hi love. it's properly miserable here in silverstone. raining like hell. my hair's all messed up, now. [sighs] don't laugh when you watch me on tv, yeah? i'll know if you do. [laughs] love you, baby."

voicemail 9 — [1.12]

"baby? just got your text about your day... wish i was there with you. would've made you that awful tea you pretend to like when you're stressed. [pause] i'm sorry it wasn't good today, baby. you don't deserve that. i'm so proud of you and... [pause] god, you deserve everything. everything good. i promise tomorrow will be better, yeah? i love you so much. hold on, okay? i'll be home soon."

voicemail 10 — [1.16]

"hey, baby. i know you're in the air right now, but... [sighs] i just watched the sunset from melbourne. took a couple pictures for you. can't wait till you're here so we can watch it together. [pause] i keep, uh, thinking about how you... how you changed everything for me. i didn't know life could get this good, you know? didn't know it was possible to love someone as much as i love you. [laughs] i was thinking maybe after the race... [pause] we could talk about you coming to more of them? like, all of them? permanently? [laughs] anyway. call me when you can. love you. so much."

♡

note: so... for those of you who read part one im sorry i tried to make this happier but i am now realizing it's not much better 😭 i want to apologize but what can i say?! angst IS my specialty!! MWAH LOVE YOU ALL!! taglist: @f1fantasys

[bwobgames]

She decides to hang out with a friend!

Which is. A bit of a shame since everyone seems to be somewhere else.

Which is why, the wonders of technology!

She looks at her phone and sees a clear lack of signal. So that’s how it is huh.

But, she also sees some unread notifications from a dear friend.

She puts the phone close to her ear and hears the first of multiple voice messages.

“Hey girl! How are things going? Please tell me if the train is any good I’m dying for a quick escapade. If I hear anyone else try to explain to me how the stock market works, I’m going to be on the news.”

“Is my baby okay? Did he shave that awful moustache? Please say yes.”

It’s Eva! Her friend from work!

A fellow young mind wanting to live it up in the world of business, although unlike Mari, she had some family capital with her already.

Probably why she always managed to stay cheery even while taking difficult business decisions.

Before Nina stepped in, Eva was her one ally in the rough path of maternity, picked up the slack when Eugene got bored of taking care of his pregnant wife, as he does. Although due to her international responsibilities, she wasn’t available as much as she wanted.

Until Eva suddenly showed up with a baby of her own.

They made a glorious system. When Eva had to travel, Mari and Nina would take care of Owen. And when Mari and Nina were too overwhelmed by work, Eva would look after them.

And of course, they all got to have play dates together!

She’s a bit envious on how easy Eva could take care of 3 children. The second Nina was out of the picture Marigold started to struggle.

It seems that pure unfiltered love is not enough to stop children from chewing cables.

It takes a village, truly.

Of course, someone of Eva’s calibre could’ve just paid a nanny, but she wanted Owen to grow in an environment full of friends.

And when he already got those friends, boarding school it is. A boarding school the three of them got exact knowledge on who the teachers, the directors and even the janitors are.

At this point, those kids have 3 moms now.

“By the way, tell Nina her cake recipe is a godsend. I fought myself not to eat more than one piece of it and I lost. That wife of yours is gonna give me diabetes!”

For a long time, Eva thought Mari and Nina were already married. Which made for a very interesting situation when she finally saw Eugene at the house.

She called the cops.

Eva doesn’t know what happened at the mansion.

And if it were for Mari, it would stay that way.

Owen himself might tell her someday, but secretly, she hopes he doesn’t.

Eva already lost her husband; she doesn’t need to know her son died too.

Died under Marigold’s supposed watch…

She lied to her. She said she doesn’t know where Owen’s sudden aggravation of his storm fear came from. She said she can trust her with her son.

She refuses to break that promise again.

“Also, also, did Vivi go or not? If she did tell her I said hiiiii! If she didn’t tell her I said byeee! Oh, the two lovely boys as well!”

Ángel got along with her, he even played matchmaker with a friend of his! That cheeky little man.

“Bring me something yummy! Bring cheese! And meat! And many many drinks because I have gathered so much gossip you wouldn’t believe!”

She needs that information now.

“Alright I’ll leave you be, I’ll be watching your stocks from the sidelines, don’t worry. And! I booked a trip for the telescopes I was telling you about! This time I will not be stopped by sudden emergencies I swear! We will have a fun star gazing bonanza I swear!!”

“Okay byeeeee! buy me something nice, eat well, don’t let Owen convince you I allowed him to drink, don’t attack people and relax for once!!”

She’ll try.

But first, time to respond

“I need that information. I’ll get any and all drinks necessary, I need it. And I’ll be holding onto that promise, I want some stars!”

“Also, the TV show you recommended? I watched it all in 3 days. Amazing. The second I get signal and a private room I need to discuss it with you, or I’ll explode”

“Currently Owen still has that moustache and I’m afraid his mind is not going to change anytime soon. My condolences.”

“Everyone says hi and they miss you! If they don’t say it, I’ll make them.”

And for a final message, something important.

“That is all, I’ll call you later!”

It’s always nice to catch up with friends, even with both of them being busy working women, they always find time for a tea break.

Which sounds like a great idea right now! Relaxing tea adventure!

Until a pink haired creature finds her.

<PREV START NEXT>

[hrizantemy]

I said to Tamlin, my back ramrod straight, “You don’t get to speak to me like that. You promised you wouldn’t act this way.”

“You have no idea what’s at risk—”

“Don’t you talk down to me. Not after what I went through to get back here, to you. To our people. You think any of us are happy to be working with Hybern? You think I don’t see it in their faces? The question of whether I am worth the dishonor of it?” His breathing turned ragged again. Good, I wanted to urge him. Good. “You sold us out to get me back,” I said, low and cold. “You whored us out to Hybern. Forgive me if I am now trying to regain some of what we lost.” Claws slid free. A feral growl rippled out of him. “They hunted down and butchered those humans for sport,” I went on. “You might be willing to get on your knees for Hybern, but I certainly am not.” He exploded. Furniture splintered and went flying, windows cracked and shattered. And this time, I did not shield myself.

The worktable slammed into me, throwing me against the bookshelf, and every place where flesh and bone met wood barked and ached. My knees slammed into the carpeted floor, and Tamlin was instantly in front of me, hands shaking— The doors burst open.

This scene is one of the most twisted examples of how the fandom—and Feyre herself—manipulates the narrative when it comes to Tamlin.

Let’s break this down:

1. Feyre’s Intentional Provocation

Feyre wanted this reaction. That’s undeniable. Look at her internal monologue:

“Good, I wanted to urge him. Good.”

She is deliberately pushing Tamlin to the edge, goading him into losing control. This isn’t an innocent conversation where emotions spiral out of hand—this is Feyre calculatedly provoking someone she knows is volatile, emotionally compromised, and deeply unstable after everything that’s happened.

She came back to Spring Court with the explicit goal of destroying it from within. She wanted Tamlin broken, isolated, and enraged. And when he reacts violently—not even directly attacking her, but lashing out at his surroundings in a loss of control—she welcomes it. She doesn’t shield herself on purpose so that there’s a physical consequence.

This is not to excuse Tamlin’s outburst—because yes, losing control like that is dangerous. But this wasn’t some random act of cruelty. Feyre engineered this moment. She weaponized his trauma, his guilt, and his desperation.

2. Context Matters

Tamlin is a male who has:

• Been manipulated by Ianthe.

• Seemingly sold out to Hybern out of a desperate, grief-stricken attempt to save Feyre.

• Watched his entire court slip into chaos.

• Been lied to, abandoned, and humiliated.

Feyre knows exactly what mental state he’s in. And rather than handle it with any sense of maturity or strategic distance, she taunts him about being a traitor, a whore, and someone who kneels for Hybern—when she knows damn well he thought he was saving her life.

3. The Double Standard

The fandom excuses Rhysand constantly for far worse behavior—mind control, threats, manipulation, and even outright abuse of power—because he’s “traumatized” or “had no choice.”

But when Tamlin, a character who clearly struggles with emotional regulation and grief, explodes after being intentionally provoked, suddenly he’s irredeemable?

Where is that same energy for Rhysand threatening to make the Autumn Court bleed because Lucien drew a sword? Or Cassian snapping because Nesta irritated him?

Feyre walked into this scene knowing exactly what she wanted to happen. She didn’t protect herself because she wanted a bruise—something to hold against him, to further justify her sabotage and to make herself the victim.

4. Feyre’s Hypocrisy

Feyre has repeatedly used her trauma as justification for her behavior—but gives Tamlin none of that grace. She acts as if he should be perfectly composed while she’s actively tearing his court apart.

She’s not confronting Tamlin out of a desire for closure, justice, or even protection of others—she’s doing it to provoke a reaction.

Conclusion: Why I’ll Never Blame Tamlin Fully For This Scene

Because this wasn’t a one-sided act of violence. This was a calculated emotional attack from Feyre, designed to push Tamlin into snapping so she could justify her actions and further vilify him.

Did Tamlin lose control? Yes.

Is that dangerous? Yes.

But was this entirely his fault? Absolutely not.

Feyre wanted this. She orchestrated it. And the fact that people ignore her role in this moment just proves how skewed the narrative has become.

[fishhateme]

so... LinkedIn au part four, anyone?

Listen. LISTEN. I know it's been like a month. But last week was the ao3 fic, so I'm making good on my promise and finally, finally continuing this au - rest assured, there will be no more longer breaks, we'll do biweekly updates now. Technically, this was supposed to come out on Thursday, but I was genuinely creatively blocked. Anyways, hope you like it! if you need to catch up, go read part 3!

Max wasn’t an expert on coffee, not really, but he’d wager the espresso he was drinking right now had been burned, watered down with tap water, covered up with sugary syrups he couldn’t name if he wanted to, and then topped off with the cheapest milk known to man. 

Ah, the beauty of a college campus Starbucks. 

Besides him, Daniel was drinking a chai latte (“I’m actually not supposed to be drinking this, I’m lactose intolerant, but YOLO, am I right? George, do people still say YOLO?”) and George, the TA, was typing furiously on his cellphone, his caramel macchiato long forgotten beside him (“Are you flirting with your boyfriend again, Georgie? Your boyf?” “Erm- Alex is just a friend, Professor Ricciardo. And nobody says boyf”). 

In any case, Daniel’s eyes were now focused on Max as the Dutchman tried not to grimace anytime he took a gulp out of his drink, thinking that it was surely unfair that this man had such naturally long eyelashes and puppy-dog eyes. 

“What about you, Max? Got any boyf?” Daniel asked, voice mocking as he said that just to annoy George, obviously. 

Obviously. 

That was the only reason he was asking about Max’s relationship status. 

Even though the espresso he was drinking was hell on Earth, Max forced himself to take another gulp and swallow it, if only to buy himself some time. He thought about that Spanish car designer with the stupid mansion in Madrid he’d invited Lando to for the weekend, because if a God existed he surely wanted to show Max that good things happened to good people, just not him. 

Unlike his friend, Max was meant to squirm under hot, middle aged men’s questioning gazes. 

Actually not the worst fate in the world, now that he thought about it. 

“Eeeeh” he said, noncommittal. “No, no, uh, boyfriend”

If he hadn’t known any better, he would’ve said that Daniel smiled at that, but his plush lips were quickly covered by the plastic lid of his drink. “Ah, a pity, such a handsome man all alone. I’m single, too, if it helps you feel better. I’m All By Myself, like my friend Celine.” he stared at Max, the corner of his mouth quivering, clearly searching for some recognition that never came, “You uh, you know Celine, actually?”

Max frowned, not sure if he should focus on the fact that he’d just been called handsome or on the Aussie’s question, suddenly feeling socially inept. He knew a lot of people in the physics world - Jos had made sure of it, had taken him to see particle accelerators instead of playing football when he was a kid - but not so many in academia, not really. “Uh… Celine?”

George gave him a weird look, almost pitying, but Daniel was nodding along, a thrilled gleam in his eyes. “Yeah yeah yeah, Celine! She, uh, awesome lady, gosh, she did a lot of work in the, uh, green sector…” he turned to George, a gleam in his eyes, “George, Tell Him”

George rolled his eyes, sighing, but he set his phone on the table as he reluctantly smiled at his professor, seeming mildly amused. “Oh yeah, I remember Celine, It’s All Coming Back To Me Now”

Daniel almost jumped from delight at that, squirming in his seat like a child on a sugar rush, the corners of his eyes crinkling up as he looked back at Max, trying not to laugh. “Yeah, uh, I don’t know if you remember, Max, she was really big in the green energy space, uh, she invented this whole new type of power plant… it was very, uh, revolutionary. She discovered, um, a new type of power” he said, his voice jumping an octave at his last words, his entire body language jumpy as if he couldn’t wait for something.

Max blinked, feeling like he’d missed half of the conversation, lost, suddenly back to being in the backseat of his dad’s car after another failed Physics Olympiad.

Was this Celine woman important? Was he forgetting, like, another one of Marie Curie’s daughters and they were laughing at his lack of physics knowledge? Had Daniel read his old fluid dynamics papers and expected a scholarly genius, only to be disappointed? Was he going to tell everyone he knew that the old prodigy of aerodynamic engineering was actually a fraud who hadn’t even designed a successful new aircraft in almost a year now? Was this all a big joke, and he was the punchline?

“She discovered The Power Of Love!” Daniel cut in, laughing so hard he almost fell out of his chair, tears in his eyes as he cackled. 

Unbeknownst to him, he'd said something so odd and utterly unfunny he'd completely snapped Max out of his spiral.

Huh, that's certainly a new way of getting back to the present.

Other patrons at the Starbucks stared, but at least one or two recognized Daniel by his honking laugh, waving hi at their professor, evidently somewhat fond of his antics. 

Max felt half confused and half embarrassed, and he let out a little chuckle out of politeness, although he was mostly starting to get irritated by… whatever this was. He looked at George, feeling lost, and the TA laughed as well, clearly a little in love with Daniel too because he seemed far too charmed by the older man’s shenanigans. At Max’s lost look, though, he clearly took pity on him, because he stirred the caramel macchiato pensively before finally giving in. 

“Celine Dion, Max” George explained, whilst Daniel was too busy laughing his ass off.

Max blinked once, then twice, feeling stupid. This wasn’t a… physics thing, was it? It wasn’t the type of get together where three academics tried to surpass each other’s encyclopedic knowledge of increasingly obscure subjects, it was just… three guys in a Starbucks. 

Okay. Cool. Chill. Max could do that. Totally. 

“Oh” he said, lamely. 

Daniel was so delighted he was kicking his feet by now, wiping off his tears with a cheap napkin. “Ah, mate, you should’ve seen your face…” he sniffled, looking like a kid on Christmas as he beamed at Max, not even remotely ashamed. “Sorry, uh, I promise I don’t do that often. Must be the caffeine in my system” 

“Yes, you do. And you’re drinking tea” George piped in, his British accent barely disguising his rudeness, but Max and Daniel were too busy making lovey dovey eyes at each other to really pay attention to his words. 

What a weird fucking dude, Max thought, breathing slowly as he allowed himself a real smile.

If possible, Daniel smiled even wider, as if in reflex.

Okay, yeah, I wanna fuck him. 

They ended up spending over an hour at the Starbucks, mainly because Daniel had gotten it into his head that his first-year students should computationally model the hypersonic aerodynamics of a cow for 20% of their grade, and now he was in a bit of a pickle since he was expecting at least one of his eighty or so students to adequately assume the cow would fucking die, and none of them had gotten it right. 

George, exasperated, was already emailing one of Daniel’s faculty members, the Seb guy, asking how they could delete a graded assignment from the applied physics department’s digital database before the faculty head noticed. 

Meanwhile, Daniel was bent over the table, sipping his third venti chai latte, clearly on a little bit of a sugar rush as he covered his face with his hands, “I just don’t get why they didn’t tell me to fuck off! They should’ve told me to fuck off, right? I mean- how many days did they even spend on this?! They put the- they put the fucking cow in Mach 5 velocity, did nobody think about the poor animal?!” 

Max was just thankful he’d never had to study under Daniel, really. Not only would it have been a massive obstacle to his accelerated course of studies, which his father had personally designed, it would’ve also made him want to stay and have class with his peers, which would’ve been hugely detrimental to his carefully timed life plan. 

They wrapped up the coffee date (was it a date when you brought along your TA and only talked about work? Max should really just swallow his pride, reinstall Grindr and be done with it) after Daniel texted a friend of his about animal cruelty and sticking bulldogs in wind tunnels or something. Max just hoped it wasn’t the bulldog guy from the convention. 

It probably was, wasn’t it? 

George had long since headed to the dorms, arguing weakly about homework, which his Aussie boss clearly didn’t buy for a second, but had still allowed. 

As he took him to his car, Daniel smiled at Max, sweet like honey. His tan skin was glowy in the golden light of the sunset, and he almost looked regal, like a statue of a long forgotten Greek god. 

The college parking lot was silent and deserted, at this time of day. Above them, the clouds shone a mesmerizing mix of pink and orange hues. 

“I had a lot of fun today,” Daniel said, his voice quiet like he was afraid to ruin the moment. “Thanks for coming by. I know it’s not the most, uh… exciting, compared to your big-boy labs and, like- fancy computing systems and everything, but… y’know”

Max nodded along, eyes wide. He didn’t want to miss a single second of this, whatever this was. He wondered if Daniel’s lips tasted sweet with a hint of chai tea, tried to imagine how the spiciness of the black pepper would feel on his tongue. 

“I had a lot of fun, too. It was nice to get shown around. I never got the, er, proper college experience. So it was of course lovely to join you, Daniel” Max responded, surprising himself when he realized he had actually had fun, even though it had been, objectively, a waste of his time. 

He could waste time, and be cool and laid back, and have people know his name and order in a coffee shop, and memorize Celine Dion songs to make shitty jokes. 

He could, truly. 

Let me show you I could, he wanted to say, but the words died on his lips. 

Daniel stared, still, uncharacteristically quiet. 

He was awfully close, Max realized. 

The Aussie cleared his throat, his Adam’s apple bobbing, but he didn’t take a step back. Max could feel his breath ghosting his lips. He must’ve looked pathetic, now, pupils blown wide and cheeks burning crimson for a man he hadn’t even touched. 

Daniel seemed to finally get the memo, letting his eyes drift shut as he leaned in for a kiss, a soft peck of the lips with barely any tongue, tentative and unsure. Chaste, almost - silly for men their age. 

Max sighed deeply through his nose, taking a step forward, wanting to be impossibly closer to Daniel, to press their bodies closer together, closer, closer, closer. 

But Daniel pulled back, his warm hands caressing his shoulders, keeping him in place as he smiled softly. “Drive safe, Max”

And Max, maddened with the burning need for more, couldn’t do much more than nod, watching as he walked away. 

[yukinapilled]

BEG FOR IT

Ermmm, this is my first post, and it is probably my only one LOLL. I can't stop seeing desperate toji on my feed, so ykyk I had to feed myself WKKWKK okay guys. Idk how to format it on Tumblr, but here we go. MDNI. Warnings. Desperate toji, dirty talk, praise kink, implied size kink (it's Toji, come on), slight roughness, reader insert (use of 'good girl') ---

You barely even realize when Toji shoves you back against the mattress, looming over you, his body practically vibrating with tension. His hair falls into his eyes, his dark irises locked onto you like you're his entire world, clouded with lust.

"Fuck…" he groans, voice rough like he’s been holding back for hours. His hands tremble slightly as they slide down your sides, gripping your thighs hard enough to bruise. "You're killin' me, baby. Look at you-- so fuckin' pretty underneath me."

He leans in, forehead pressing against yours, breaths hot and ragged.

"I'm gonna take care of you," he murmurs, almost like he's promising it to himself. "Gonna make you feel so fuckin' good. Let me, yeah?"

One hand slips between your legs, slow, teasing—but he's already losing his composure. His touch is needy, desperate, and his whines make your whole body shudder.

"So wet already… shit," he growls, pressing kisses along your jaw, down your neck. "You need it too, huh? Need me just as bad?"

You nod, breathless, and Toji does his best to keep his smirk on his face-- like he's not fighting for his life.

"Good… good girl," he whispers, voice broken. "Gonna fuckin' wreck you. You ready? Need you to tell me. C'mon, sweetheart. Talk to me."

His fingers trail dangerously close to where you ache the most, but he holds back, waiting, teasing, needing your yes like it's the air he breathes. His whole body is tense, muscles flexing, like he’s fighting every instinct to just ruin you on the spot.

"Beg for it," he mutters against your ear, "and I'll give it to you. I’ll give you everything. All of me."

Shout-out to Grammarly <3

[lovers-serenade]

"can i be yours, my love?"

i was stupefied for a good moment. i wasn't expecting this. no, not at all. i need to think this through. i can't rush through this. not with him.

"answer me honestly, will you?" his soft gaze caught my wide eyes, stabilising the rushing mind.

i look down dejected, "it's just - how will we manage everything? we have to get through college and internships and projects. our schedules don't even match. we won't have time for each other maybe, maybe it was just for now that we-"

my voice breaks. i hated to admit that our daydream had to end this soon.

"we had maybe – just for now that we had time together."

he stays silent. his hand still doesn't leave mine. i'm scared to look up. i'm afraid of seeing his heart break. but when his own hand starts to shake, something breaks in me too.

i let out the honest insecurity hiding behind my previous words, "you know i'm really scared. i've never done a relationship before. i don't want to mess up with you. i really don't know how to love you the way you deserve." i whimper out, unsure of what i should do with all my feelings.

his fingers tighten as his asks, solemn yet hopeful, "do you love me? do you like me? answer me this much only"

i nod, instinctively the truth coming out to the vulnerable space between us. "yes i do. i do. i love you so much that i don't know what to do with it."

"then be mine. you loving me is reason enough for me to do everything for you. i promise you, we'll figure out everything step by step. please let me love you." he pleaded.

"i love you. i love you so much." my arms wrapped around his torso, head resting on his heart beat.

"i love you, thank you for letting me be yours" his voice was now relieved of any lingering anguish, his lips pressing light kisses on my hairline.

hah, how did i delude myself into thinking that I'd be good without this man too. his love is so warm, i could never step out of this fireplace anymore.

~

note : i personally feel more comfortable writing the love interest character as he/him. but if you have any scenario in mind that you'd like me to write with a she/her or they/them character, send me an ask <3

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© A Lover's Serenade

• category - fiction

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@sugwrpwzz You are one of those people I would easily become best friends with. You have amazing humor, and I never get bored when reading your posts- no matter whether or not they are created by you, I know it will be good. here is to Helluva Boss fans and potential besties to come. Ty for supporting me, *boops nose* <3

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@jenna-artist I absolutely adore your art! <3 The style is so unique and such an eye catcher. Thank you so much for following this blog, I promise you will never regret it. <3

@theradiodaemon I truly love Hazbin Hotel, and when I see other fans it makes me jump for joy. Even if Alastor isn't my number one favorite, he isn't my least either. I want to learn so much more about his lore but ofc animation takes time, which is why I love ask blogs like you. Thank you for making my days brighter and more sinful <3

@akiraa-aa If you look closely at this account, this is my old one. I mostly followed this one because I needed some self love. And just because it is not someone other than me does not mean I'm not gonna share love to him. We did it, Akaria. We really made some friends. We are happier now. We stopped harming ourselves. We are becoming healthier. Yes, Mr. Big is still here...and no, you are not dating but you have a wonderful online husband and community who adores you so much. <3 Thank you, me, for not giving up on your dreams.

@itzay0910 Your mind is so creative with all of your characters. I saw one where you said your mother Carmen was pregnant (I didn't know if you meant online or IRL) but congratulations anyway! <3 you're gonna be a sister, and I have a feeling you will be an amazing one. That little one will be so happy to have you in their family, just like how I enjoy having you around. Thank you for reblogging my autism posts and other ones, and thank you especially for interacting with my blog in general! I love you <3

@joeywalters7 I enjoy reading your blog and I love how dedicated you are to stay in character. Thank you for following a train wreck like myself, it truly TRULY means a ton. I always end up laughing at loud when reading the long strings of comments under your posts. You truly know how to perform for an audience, and I admire that trait in you <3

@eroswmorals As a fellow OCDer I am happy to find someone like me on here. Most of the time I get so stressed out from my fears that My body makes me physically sick. I don't know if your mind also tries to scare you and tells you things that are not true, but mine does and it is hard to navigate. We are all different and I appreciate you for following me and keep going on with what you are doing <3 We're here for each other.

@xking-george-iiix I didn't expect to find any Hamilton fans on here, but I found a community that loves me and you are are a part of it. You're still my favorite king, and I will wear that badge for the rest of my life. Thank you for talking with me and taking time out of your day to support me like you do <3 I love you, King <3

@warblogs17282 I love all of your Helluva Boss/HH themed posts! I didn't expect to be followed by someone with a big following, so thank you! I seriously love you so much, like you kept me entertained just as a fan. I am seriously so grateful you followed me! I screamed with joy when you did. Thank you. Thank you <3

@maeveeileen29 Having someone my age on here makes me feel safer. I feel like I can actually connect with people now. A part of ur user reminds me of one of my old friends Eileen which brings back some pretty bad memories ngl. But I always feel reassured around you. You are so much better than her <3 Thank you for being so cool and calling me cool too! I smiled so hard I had to use lotion to help soothe the ache lol. <<333

@irisfuture I've always wanted to use different emojis for feelings that are really hard to express and hearing that you are actively making some is extremely fascinating! I know that you and your team are working hard and I have to say thank you! Also I absolutely love your profile picture and your username! You sound like such a idea-filled person and it makes me excited cuz I'm the same way. Thank you for following me, Iris! <3

@pianomouth That name is always so funny! I mean I can just imagine having a piano as a mouth and the white keys being the teeth and the black ones being the spaces between them and pianos are so loud lol (Which correlates to you saying you ramble, I do too!) One of my really nice and listener friends has the nickname Lily, and even my childhood best friend was name it so hearing that name gives me peace and makes me think a lot. Thank you for being yourself on here, I adore authentic people (also I have a piano at home eeeee :D)

@pixiestickkk I've been following your blog for a while and I love Bryce so much <3 There are not many accounts for her but seeing yours made me light up and explore it immediately. I absolutely LOVE Brcu fans <3 Ya'll light up my life. Thank you for following me!! (Also I love your user it is so fun and iconic)

@deer-milkshake-999 Your pfp is so good!!! Did you make it urself? If not it's oki but it is such cool art!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEKKKKK! And uh...wdym by deer MILKshake? Like the deers blood or uh...okay I shouldn't be asking that lol. U seem like a chaotic gremlin which I love doz so here, have a bone *Throws bone that says: Thanks for following* <3

@loonafan33 I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE talking to you!!! You may think that you are annoying or that nobody cares but I do. I care so much about you. I can't believe that others don't, because you are such a good and lovely person. I hope that life gets better for you at school, and if it keeps going the way it is know I will still be here for you no matter what and I am not leaving. I would never ignore you or push you down in any way, and I only think good things about you. You are never a burden, you are always loved when you come to this blog <3 I love you <3

@fungusamongus93828 ur user is actually so funny lolllll. It rhymes, and also it has among us in it. (Do you play among us? I love it. I have it downloaded on my computer we should play together sometime I really suck at imposter tho. The game may seem dead but I still draw among-us-es in my sketchbook and still play the game. You be a silly goober and I love silly goobers :3 Here, have a mint ^^ <3 WITH MIND ALTERING FUNGUS HAHAHAHAH (it tastes like candy Dw ^^)

@theadhddimsenion Thank you for reblogging my posts (I think you reblogged one of Blitz?) Liek thank you reblogs help me grow more and I appreciate it so much. The ADHD dimension is such a cool name and I understand it completely. It is a whole other world to have ADHD cuz your thoughts race through your mind like a goddamn train track and it gives you so much creativity. Just make sure to take care of yourself if it gets too overwhelming! Self care if always a must! I love you <3

@glitzymeow Even if I don't know much about you I love ur pfp with Loona and Octavia. they are truly meant to be sisters, as Octavia needs a friend and Loona needs the stability after so much shit going down. I LOVE CATS BTW DO YOU LIKE CATS?? Do you have any? Now I'm curious lol. :3 Also Glitz and Glam reference? I loved their song. There is a full version on YouTube if you wanna see it- just search up Clown Bitch full version. Thank you so muchhhhhh for the follow, I appreciate you so so so much! Have an amazing and wonderful weekend, dear!

@summerduffy I think we have messaged before? I don't know I'd have to go check again but whenever I read your username I think of daffodils swaying in the summer wind and it makes me feel at home for some reason. Idk if you like summer too but I read that you are an artist and ik your art must be good! (Cuz we are all artists deep down, so we are all unique in our craft.) Thank you for following me, summer person, I hope you enjoy the sunshine on your face like I do this July ^^

@absolanpatrick Every human on this earth deserves to be respected regardless of gender, sexual orientation or the color of their skin. It is so sad that people in Sudan have yet to understood that. I keep praying that my efforts are not in vain, and that you will get the help you need. I am praying for a miracle my friend, and thank you for reaching out. You are such a brave and kind soul. May the heavens bless you, and may you make through this horrible situation <3

@lunarloaches22- I saw your art when I clicked on your profile and I absolutely fell in love with it! The lines were so clean and beautiful and that first one of that animal I believe? Absolutely perfect! I love anyone who has a moon reference in their name, and the creativity is beautiful. Now I need to search up what loaches means, lol. And numbers in the 20's mean a lot to me since I was born July 20th...and that specific number is when I met my Red <3 Thank you for reminding me of those two beautiful moments. I appreciate you <3

@justiceiswrath I thought Satan's design was extremely cool and the fact that he needs therapy for his anger issues is funny. I'm a very spiritual person, so hearing the calming demon talk about realigning his shakras really made me smile. Energy is in a couple different places in your body, and moving it around (also known as Reiki, which is plucking negative energy from yourself. It is actually a thing. I reccomend trying it if you feel sad, and also crying is good for you. It lets out that negative energy. that is why you feel numb afterwards) Thank you so much, mr. underworld demon-version-of-judge-judy-with-scorpio-tendencies, Have a happy day in hell, and let's hope Lucifer doesn't show up anymore- cause you are the law as you said in Mastermind and you've ruled the endless night since long before the golden angel's fall.

@sophiaadamm I love your pfp with the little witch outfit! Purple is my fav color so the fact that it is in the hair is so wonderful. When I think of your name I think of those gacha videos where people put themselves in the afton family, except for you it is the Adams family which makes me smile. I once heard snapping as a child and fully believed the Adams family was out to get me so I hid under my blanket for the rest of the night lol. Oh, the things we do as imaginative children (and even more as imaginative adults ifykyk) Have a wonderful week, dear! I love artists like you <3 go make your bags darlin'. I believe in you!

And lastly, the follower who got me to thirty.

@fandomsfan1 Thank you so damn much for the inbox ask. Being called cool by someone I admire is honestly the best feeling in the entire world- and the fact that you followed me after! Thank you thank you thank you thank you! I am so goddamn grateful. I'll be sure to write down in the Brandon notebook that your words came from a special one with a big heart. Take all the time you need, dear. Just know I love you especially <3 thank you for caring so much. It made my whole month at this point!! <3

A personal thank you to each one of you took over an hour but it was so worth it. Thank you for getting me here today. Thank you for caring. And most of all, thank you for being you and being the lovliest thirty followers a guy could ever ask for <3 I love you all.

[d0ggykn0tslut]

good puppies wait by the door for their owners to return home. today was like no other, i waited on all fours, tail in the air, collar and leash at my feet for my owner to click into place, following the click of the lock on the door behind him. little did my dumb puppyself know, daddy had a really stressful day at work and intended on taking that out on his precious little puppy. as soon as the lock clicks behind him he wraps the collar around my pretty exposed throat, taking the leash in hand, he tugs me over to the couch where he sits down and i perch up on my knees between his legs. without more than a snap of his fingers, my jaw falls slack, exposing my tongue, slick with drool at the thought of his length down my throat. undoing his belt and button he slips his cock free and it springs up plopping against my tongue. his hands tangle in my hair wothout a single word between the two of us, he guides my mouth down his length as i relax my throat so i can take it all.

"there you go, puppy. im going to count to 3 and when i get there, you best brace yourself"

my eyes go wide as i nod my head as best i can as he holds on to me.

"thats my good little mutt. 3....2....1..." without a moment of hesitation he grips my hair in his hands and thrusts his cock all the way down my throat, my nose buried in his musk from a long hard day. he continues thrusting in and out of my relaxed throat as my tongue swirls around the underside of his cock. i feel him start to throb in my throat as he wraps a hand around my throat, tightening his hand to feel his cock thrusting in and out. his hips start to jerk and thrust roughly as he cums down my throat, pulling out with a pop as i suck every last drop.

"fuck, youre such a good puppy, you know that?"

my tail starts wagging as i whine softly, he notices me grinding my tdick down against the floor before slipping his boot between my legs.

"there, mutt. use daddy's boot and just maybe you can have my knot stretch your slick puppycunt." his words sending a shiver down my spine as i grind down harder against his boot chasing the high my body so desperately craves. he picks the toe of his boot up, grinding it against my throbbing tcock as my body starts to spasm and the waves of my orgasm start to crash over me. gripping onto his leg as i ride out the end of my intense orgasm.

"f..f..fuck d..daddy" muttering between deep breaths in an attempt to regain myself before i feel his hand wrap in my hair and tug me up and bending me over. my puffy puppycunt and hard throbbing tcock on presentation as i hear him lick his lips.

"now my fun can begin, mutt. hold on tight puppy, it will be over soon. i promise" as his tongue licks from the base of my little cock to the opening of my hole, i knew then it would in fact not be over soon.

[tinyfaust]

Giving fanfic to an actor who doesn’t participate in that kind of thing outside of their job is a genuinely insane move. I’d be so fucking embarrassed. I can’t even imagine what I’d do if somehow (universe forbid) Andy or Sid ever found anything I made ever. PLEASE don’t look at the shit I’m forcing your guys to do in my free time. I’ve seen people get their own fanart signed by actors and I’d cry if I even attempted at that. I’m supposed to let them look me in the eye while I ask them to keep it sign a piece of art I made with all the rabid love in my gay lil heart? NEVER!

I mean I know they’d be cool with it bc they actively participate in fandom but my god I’d still be so shy to expose myself like that…

Oh it was so fun! My aunties were all doing their Anne Rice thing and my uncle was a huge Trekkie. He handmade all his Starfleet and Klingon costumes and he used to play Eddie in those shadow cast RHPS shows on Saturday nights. It was really a joy to grownup with loving something that much to feel super normal.

Drag Garak is coming babes I promise I just gotta work out some of the details >:3

I feel the same way! I wasn’t built for the world grinding I was made to be given a lil snack bowl while I hog your back shed for my artistic needs and entertain you with my visions. Without art yall would have nothing. Pay your respects you criminals.

so idk anything about writing fanfic, but do yall like.. do commissions? How does it work? You’re just self-fueling all your ideas/ getting inspo from conversations and things you see? I know people do gift fics bc I’ve been deeply honored to have fics gifted to me, but has anyone ever been paid for a fic? Is that a thing?

[thefixer]

hey all , just a quick update to tell ya'll where i'm at ( since i'm comfortable sharing about what's been personally going on with me . )

so i was let go from my job about a month ago , which was a long time coming . after two whole years of not being listened to or supported . being gaslighted , being worked to the bone or to the point of burnout and continuing to put to work without so much as a check-in or help . feeling constantly stuck and trapped in a position after explicitly asking for more responsibilities and / or asking to be taught things / showing interest in other ways to operate the shop ( honestly i could go on here , but i'll digress . ) it seems like they only did me a favor , even if the needed a "valid" reason to fire me . point is : i wipe my hands of that fucking place and it's on to better things which are in the works as i speak .

so yeah , that's what i've been dealing with for two years and i'm hoping now that the one thing that was really getting in the way of my creativity . i'll be able to stick my toes back into writing on here . my main focus for this blog still is to cultivate my safe space and i've slowly been doing that already by utilizing the hard block feature . i need to lean up my blog a bit , but i of course have a few things on here that i'm able ot work on and put out . so if you're expecting a reply for either a thread or a meme . i'l get to those in time . but just a reminder it's gonna be a slow process since i'm still getting back into this thing .

[hinamie]

sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/

[taikin4]

the seeds 🛐

[banditblvd]

Prime defenders but it’s only the stupidest things I’ve drawn for them

Banimatic

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Fishing Interlude

[First] Prev <–-> Next

[lover-of-mine]

911 Hiatus Rewatch and Parallels:

6x09 “Red Flag” -> 6x12 “Recovery” -> 6x15 “Death and Taxes”

[tetzoro]

𝑬𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 𓂃 ✩ˊ˗

written in the stars and bound by the fates, two lovers are drawn together by the pull of destiny. with a practiced grace, they orbit each other as if they were a part of an eternal dance, one so powerful that even the universe could not keep them apart.

for even it knows that like itself, the love they share is truly infinite.

thank you to @crytearia4eren for bringing my vision to life :’) i will never be over this ! it’s everything i wanted and more. ❤︎