#that is EXTREMELY NOT TRUE OH MY GOD
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Also can i say its kind of weird that dizzy’s gg world entry doesnt mention testament at all like theres just a weird gap between her being alone and her joining the pirates. Wonder what happened in between there, maybe they made like an entire game about it or something idk who carez
#testament’s story has always been more about dizzy than dizzy’s has been about them. this is extremely true. but like oh my god 😭😭😭😭#ITS OKAY.#the kat goes meow
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#i have to vent#i've come to the conclusion that in real life i must just be an extremely forgettable person#'oh but i'm sure that's not true'#it is. it really is.#i can't believe otherwise until people stop forgetting about me.#my brain doesn't work that way.#it feels like it causes cognitive dissonance to believe something that goes against all of my lived experiences#if i wasn't forgettable people wouldn't forget me.#'God will never forget you' i know.#i know that.#but His people do and will. time and time again.#and maybe i shouldn't care so much.#but i do.#it just feels like if i want something too much that's basically a guarantee that it will not work out#if i want someone to care about me and remember me that's a guarantee that they won't.#there's no secret great nobility to being alone all the time#surprise i actually just want to die.#anyways. i won't die but.#i will remember this shitty day for a long time.
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Hey, look guys, more art-
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HOPE.
I’ve been wanting to draw him like this ever since I first saw him smile, but my will to draw eluded me until now! This started off as a doodle, so, please excuse the messiness. I drew this to de-stress.
“Fire” Red belongs to @creatively-cosmic. They have a blog called @themissingnumbers, which is really good! Go check it out if you want to see more.
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#Not my greatest work but it’s what I made :)#Hope you don’t mind the lack in quality- haha#I’ve made better pieces#but I still like this one!#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing his hair lmao-#I just kinda messed around with this one but I really wanted to draw him smiling#Fire smiling makes me happy :)#He deserves to be happy#and I hope I can help him attain that happiness.#Even if my help is the equivalent of Baby Steps lmao#Gotta start somewhere!#I could not find the font used for the hidden text for the life of me#but I found a similar one!#Hope Starry and the Mods are doing well!#And I hope we get to see more Happy/Hopeful Fire in the future :)#His smile is precious-#(Bonus!: Y’know what I really wanna see? Red smiling. And not the creepy wide/crazy/manic smiles he usually has.#I mean a true honest-to-god genuine smile. Now THAT would be a sight for the history books. Red deserves to smile too.#Just like everyone else does.#That might be my next goal aside from befriending Leaf—getting Red to smile.#Is that probably going to be extremely difficult? Oh most definitely! But I think he’s worth the effort.)#(Bonus-Bonus!: I wanna give Red a hug so bad-#but I also feel like he’d bite me or something if I tried :(#Maybe he’d just let it happen? Or cry. Or both—who knows?#Red deserves some gentle treatment. He’s been through a lot too.)#I wonder who I’ll get the will to draw next? Hopefully I’ll do them justice!#Long ahh tags Jesus Christ- Didn’t know I could max them out.#Missing Numbers#Fire Red Yuuji#My Art
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i think i love edg so much bc it is so wildly different from the regular aphelios flavors we get but it’s still so identifiable as phel…. no loose long hair, it’s so structured and short and WHITE all of his other skins keep with the deep black/blue tones and i adore it…. still the same silhouette of broad shoulders and trim waist but his scarf isn’t just pointed at the bottom and his weapons match the same silver filigree theme
#tbd.#want riot to do more stuff like this for him#i feel like so often it’s easy to cop out and give him designs extremely similar to his base bc it’s so recognizable#certainly not as bad as hs ksante or sett tho they’re just in base skin w casual clothes#need them to expand a little more their concepts are so good what happened#i loveeeeee when skins are the opposite of the base#but staying true to them#also reasons why i don’t like some ori or nami skins#it’s too much of a copout to make them humans :////#being a fish / robot is cool as hell there’s so many possibilities!!!!!!!!!#i havent taken my meds oh my god the tags are so far from the initial message
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God I really didn't think Trump getting elected would lead to another renaissance of "won't somebody PLEASE think of the men???" posts but here we are!!
#Would you people please shut the fuck up#gingerswagfreckles#I am blocking. So many people#The worst is how every single one of these posts has this smug confrontational tone of ok you want to know the truth?? The real hot take??#If we want women to have rights it's MEN who must be given even more attention and excuses and coddling!!!!!#It's always said like it's this big revolutionary hot take that none of us want to admit but is true!!! Instead of like#The extremely obvious and prevelant status quo that has continued to exist throughout all of human history#And is bashed over every woman's head since we are like 2 years old 24/7#Think of the men Think of the men Think of the men Think of the men how do men feel what if their feelings are hurt what if they're unhappy#It's your fault your fault and if they're mean to you or violently oppress you that's your fault#be nice to men Think of the men think of the men!!!!!#Like oh my GOD do you people fucking HEAR yourselves??
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i think every time someone tries to explain any aspect of sonic lore to me using incorrect information they should explode on the spot for making me read that
#yeah ive got people in my notes trying to tell me that sonics real name is olgilvie maurice and/or sonny again . SHUT UPPPP oh my god#im joking btw im not ACTUALLY saying anything bad should happen to these people of course#but its just sooo annoying. because its misinformation about something im extremely autistic about#and also people keep saying it onmy post over and over and over again as if i havent heard it before#people are sooo obsessed wtih spreading misinformation about sonic half the ''sonic fun facts'' i see spread by non fans arent even true#its soooo ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hey i have a question since you are a springtrap simp
if you did have the chance to see and or be with springtrap would you do it? Also would you fix him by just making him less rotting or fix him by bringing him peace of mind?
there is absolutely no way ta bring him any sort of peace of mind he is SO FUCKED IN THE BRAIN ITS UNREAL
honestly i would love ta see him in some sort of enclosure and study him. hes so fascinating ta me that if given the option i would probably try ta talk ta him. ive said this already but i just wonder what goes on in his head. id bring a clipboard and shit skjfskjfsjkdf HES SUCH A DISTURBING CONCEPT AND HES SO COOL I MEAN??? I WANNA KNOW HOW HE WORKS DO A WHOLE PSYCHIATRIC EVAL N SHIT
as for the second half of that question
uhhh hmmm LISTEN IRL HE WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE THE BEST PARTNER BUT MY SIMP HEART FLUTTERS AT THE THOUGHT OF BEING WITH HIM AHSDAKJHDLSAJKDFLSKJDFJKSAKLJJASDFKJDFS
IM SHY LKSADFJKLAG
he would hafta have a bath...a PROPER ONE. his suit is FUCKED but probably the only thing holding him tagether and i dont wanna mess w/his rotten bits so id like help patch him up or something OPKAY THATS AS MUCH AS I CAN HANDLE TYPING OUT IM FLUSTERED ALREADY JSFSKDFJKSFKSFLKS IM INSANE
#BYE#ERUUUH SIMP DETECTED#spacie splains#and gets extremely flustered#i swear the moment the springtrap x reader fics i read start ta get intimate im gonna fucking blow up im gonna explode#im...aaaaaaa#I SWEAR TA FUCK I HAVE NEVER HAD A CHARACTER AFFECT ME LIKE THIS B4#LIKE IK I KEEP SAYING THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT ITS TRUE#SPRINGTRAP APPEARS AND I TURN INTA A FLUSTERED MESS LIKE GOD.#'hey spacie think abt being with springtra-' OH OH MY GOD OHHH OH MY GODDD OH MOH#SOMETHING SOMETHING DANGEROUS BEAST WHO IS NICE 2 ME#GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK#I WQANNA KISS HIM SILLY#IM INSANE. IM CRAAAAAZY#TENDERLY PATCHING HIM UP AND FIXING HIM HHHHH#THE INTIMACY#I WOULD DIE ACTUALLY
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
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#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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v THIS IS. AND LITERALLY HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY LINE
dont fucking talk about or liberal scold ppl about voting if you. HAVE NEVER HEARD. READ. OR OTHERWISE UNDERSTOOD. the possible axises, reasons or other philosphies that lead to disinclination or have ppl abstaining from voting
ANARCHIST! A FUCKING JOKE! you dont even have to go into harder to access stuff for this one. u could have watched a youtube video that was half about good media analysis of a movie get a GIST on this one.
FUCK OFF and go brush up on ONE. EVEN ONE. anarchist community action. any era. any scale.
#some shit#im not no true scotsmaning here. IM BULLYING THEM#EMBARRASSING!#im so so so sick and tired of my mutuals being accused of being bots or psyops or xyz horseshit#for their. VERY EXTREMELY CLEARLY EXPLAINED opinions and politics#god. okay whatever. incase anyone forgot i use to politics blog i lil bit. just. u know#back when i felt connected to the world <- uh oh
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I believe Eraqus truly and deeply loved Terra, Aqua, and Ventus. He loved them as his own and honestly wanted what was best for them. But the thing is, his whole life was shaped by the trauma he experienced as a teenager, watching all but one of his friends die due to one person falling to Darkness. And he didn’t want his kids to go through that pain. But in attempting to prevent them from going through all of that, his actions helped to push them into fates that are arguably worse than death that lasted for over a decade. And if I think about this for too long I WILL cry.
#when I say I have a lot of feelings over the wayfinder trio those feels also extend to their extremely flawed father#who loved them so much but oh my god did he fuck up so bad#talking to myself#god but like. I know canon doesn’t state when or how terra and aqua came to be under eraqus’ care#but considering how sheltered they are I like to think they were pretty young#and the idea that he essentially raised them. just makes the events of bbs sting all the more#like terra states that eraqus is his father. and seeing the man who raised you#try to kill your younger brother. and then having to fight him yourself#like god damn that’s horrible!!!#and then from Aqua’s POV when she learns her father is dead#but then is told her older brother did it? of course she argues against it#she was raised with them she knows how much they love each other!!! there’s no way that’s true!!!#and then terra admits it. and she doesn’t even really get time to process thah before their younger brother appears and asks to be killed#and aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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orvphil: so real
for example used analysis on the following instances
orville's physical reluctance & difficulty kneeling to propose to jane vs. readily swinging right into such a kneel with phil during 'til we meet again
'til we meet again
(see above) noting the "both immediately becoming So happy to be doing this" and "staring at each other for an unbroken ten seconds after finishing the song which was evidently beyond simply a [hold for applause] thing"
having indeed an adorable little meet-cute, which may not be an integral part of every eventual writer/lyricist & composer partnership
when phil drops in at wingate manor and he an orville have a private little wave to each other like =)
sitting next to each other sharing a hay bale and orville gets drinks for them both and phil walks orville home
lucky day
the choreography where orville's at the piano and phil swings it out while rotating it and orville's "walking" while sitting to one side to help (my analysis: going ohhhhh ;w;)
both simultaneously answering "his" when asked whose song it is like the earnest effortless mutual admiration and appreciation huh fellas
margaret talking about protecting your heart from these theatricals; orville Is one of these theatricals, and he loves it; phil watching him / reacting in this moment including his little "hell yeah" move like he had for orville going off in lucky day
their general enthusiasm together / for each other / enjoyment of being around each other and increased ease of operating when around each other
phil wishing orville could hear his music and talking about how orville ruined his own night to save theirs, then remarking "...what a guy!" mmhm
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#orvphil#summer stock#orville wingate#also everyone was so funny & my god they were dancing & it's so true this show was a delight. i laughed smiled applauded effused enjoyed#shoutout to orville's escaping ''don't do Anything but get married have children'' through theatre; being gay; a little luck#it's so true: william (orville) & veanne (margaret) & gilbert (phil) were all so funny & great individually & in any combo#anthony/tony (montgomery) too lmao his ''....how dare you.'' iconic#shoutout to having orville show up for 1 Sec (in pajamas i believe) for the purposes of villain i have done thy mother. he just lives here#phil is great. trying to hold it together....writer's trick from my momma Use Your Words#and then with orville helping out he can chill out & enjoy his wins & orville can have any wins & enjoy them & chill & Do Things too#and everyone is so cool to him right away. why wouldn't they be. hugging like everybody hey besties#obviously corbin bleu is being his national treasure america's sweetheart leading role & Dancing....all the praises warranted#everyone crushes their role & is a delight. including any little moments w/the ensemble / all Ensembling things. go t.j.#it was great of course & a delight & again the orvphil is extremely real. 100% the textual intention & execution. thanks cheri love you#let's get that summer 2024 show if they can / wanna for real (they want to; let's just see it shake out. summer 2024 is pure speculation)#Oh Nooo if i forgot anything & have to reblog & add to this / rewatch & re/discover any delights
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mgsv has so many literary references to books i have essays abt it kind of makes me.
#i'm sick this is my slightly fever-induced thought stream in the rest of the tags sorry ->#all the 1984 stuff is really interesting. the position of both ocelot and kaz as the people running room 101 is really fascinating.#because it somehow manages to place huey in the position of winston while also having venom be in the position of winston.#<- would that make quiet julia? actually yes it does bc of her nature motifs.#and the whole game seems to doublethink of whats real and what isn't. though it starts to tell you what isn't real its still there.#and then with moby dick you have pequod which is just. the ship. and queegueg who is ishmaels friend. which is why its kind of perfect he i#the other pilot we see who takes kaz places. and theres other stuff with him but i don't want to get into that. i could go on for a while.#but whats interesting is that ahab seems to apply more to kaz than it does to venom. esp because his own deception results in his downfall.#whereas that isn't true with venom if youve played mg1 he just kinda keeps going with it to at least some degree.#and i guess kaz is working for foxhound but you know what i mean.#ocelot even being the perfect counterpart to starbuck who works at kaz's side but disagrees with his methods to an extreme.#he isn't of the same morals as starbuck but its just the oppositional character type.#does that mean cipher is moby dick. yes actually bc of the leg thing with kaz. oh my god.#<- funny enough i am actually getting moby dick back out of the library bc i never finished it and its been ages since i read what i did.#i remember the narration being kind of nuts.#honestly the lord of the flies stuff feels less like a reference and more like eli read that book and decided he wanted to do it irl. lol.#i can't say these books are even close to being favorites but i'm intimately familiar with both 1984 and lotf so those are. those.#and moby dick is genuinely just kind of. what in the hell did i experience. theres a lot to unpack.#and i didn't even finish the damn thing.#ok i'm done now i just needed to get that out of my system. now i'm off to read veniss underground. 👍#.txt
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i literally cannot keep living like this
#oh god... having one of those moments.... < guy who knows i will fail time and time again like always bc i am incapable of getting better#with the Current resources and support i have and the state of myself and my life... would not be saying this if it werent true its#bad for me guys and ive been fighting for like 10 years and it just gets worse and ive dug myself into a massive hole its going#to take so much effort and time and help and resources and genuine professionals help to get me out of... and i dont have that right now so#i just rotttt... its awfulll... i need to do better i really do its just extremely hard to take care of myself and to Care about myself#and to get the motivation to push through the pain and stress and agony etc that comes with recovering and trying to get your life together#especially when its just me... and i suck at sticking with that and holding myself accountable and giving a shit about myself#plus i need like. therapy and medication lol#delete later#vent#sorry about venting Just needed to get it out in the tags. damn... i will get through it i will find a way
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Woahhh you're too sweet I don't deserve you <33
Let's bring back the other half of the joke though please and thank you I do not want to see you in prison (:
Eeesh they're loudd? What do you use them for btw? Is it like a replacement for trash cans or is it like a compost thing? Sorry I'm just curious
themes commonly found in international friendships
- ‘u dont have (insert food/music/restaurant here) over there??’ - ‘wait what time is it. shouldnt u be asleep’ - alternatively: timezoned/clockblocked again - ‘do u need a hug. have a virtual hug’ - weird slang terms - ‘i will fight everyone thats mean to u. i will fight them rn’ - vague embarrassment regarding ur accent - ‘dont maKE ME COME OVER THERE’ - ‘oh yeah i have a friend who lives in (insert country here) and apparently’ - no real hugs :(( - suffering - fahrenheit vs celsius - the measuring of things in feet fucks one of u up, probably
#bothering moss#NEW TAG 4 YOU#OH MY GOD MOSS YOUR SO SWEET!!!!!!!!#<- Prev tags#You're going to make me cry Kai /affectionate#nice tag it is also extremely true to what you do on a certain post over here/silly#eepity I like it though (:#Kai being Kai#Honestly one of the best accomplishments of my life has been getting you as a friend <33
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How the FUCK could you make the emotional moments a fucking miscommunication shit nonsense bullshit? STILL. As though nothing more serious has happened???? Is she such a fucking pushover that faced with (part of) her actual tormenter she only worries about being wanted??? My GOD. MY GOD!!!!
#i should sleep#sorry#now we're arguing its a good idea to just let the crazy woman hating fascists to - and do nothing because oh all is in the past#weve forgiven#because misery visited upon misery does nothing#UH true just for the sake of it for sure#but this guy WANTS TO KILL YOU ALL#my god. my....god. sorry im too wrathful for this bullshit#well! anyway. just before the finish line. i must say: that was most unsatisfying.#anyway. nvm. extremely nvm. triply so.
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had a little episode of Maybe Brainfog? that made it really hard to think of words and also was happening when I was trying to remember something I wanted to ask because forgetting it would be really fucking annoying but trying to figure out how the hell to Use Words was both comparable to the punishments of Sisyphus and Tantalus because I kept circling back because I could never actually say my point and also I knew there were words I wanted to say but they were like. In driving distance but I don't have a car so it's like yeah I could get them but I need some external help so it's like it's not the distance as much as it's the thing that would make the distance doable. I am losing track of what I'm talking about but anyway while that definitely wasnt a fun experience (it felt like in PE when you had to run a mile and you can't constantly run so you can walk and it's like, not painful but it's not neutral either it's just not As Draining All The Time but its all sorta draining no matter what)
CUTTING THIS OFF BEFORE I INTRODUCE MORE FUCKING METAPHORS that episode 1. Gave me a better feel for my symptoms bc I straight up have the thing i was forcing myself to write and it's not like incomprehensible but you can tell I couldn't stay focused and I can actually remember (this is a big thing I always forget my symptoms) how much of a struggle it was not only to write the message but also to make sure I was using the right words to ask the question I had. I literally wrote "so the main question is" on like the second and fourth paragraphs of that ask I was fighting for my life in that ask box and I came out. Okay. 2. I feel like it's a good experience to draw from when writing characters because it's very very a lot. It's good for when you need weird out-of-it dis. Um. What's the word hard to describe? No DIFFICULT when the character needs to be having difficulty thinking it's good experience for writing that
#In an effort to combat the fact my memory is like. Refreshing itself every 5 seconds I have become extremely stream of conscious#Like my writing has become extremely stream of conscious. Just shove it out and work on it after it's typed#But the problem with the Potentially Fog was that. Oh God. The working on it after was not workinggggg#And I underestimated how bad it was and was halfway thru probably when I realized. ''hm I think I'm having straight up a minor#Episode of something that's making thinking + reading while I'm writing really hard'' and I umm umm I already felt committed to it#So I just pushed through and like. It wasn't to the point of any true exhaustion or damage but it was like ''we are so close''#And yea but it's like having a quarter mile left but you're running at 1 MPH. You're mostly done and probably not going to hurt urself#But like that's still gonna be 15 minutes of running and it's gonna feel like a lot more than that#It is really funny to look at the message I was typing bc like 1. It's nothing too serious 2. It's like comprehensible so no problem#But it is like. Hey we wait why did I say we there. Idk it's like ''hey I could've taken a break this shit was not time sensitive#Like I could just. Come back to this later'' but I had already committed myself to it? Like I could've copy pasted the damn text into#A Google doc and finished it later. Well I guess I was trying not to forget any important parts of the question and even tho in hindsight#It was ideas I probably couldve gotten back to by using the context of the stuff I did write in the moment that was#Not necessarily something I could accurately assess so I had no clue if I stopped typing if I would ever figure out what the fuck I was#Saying after that moment Jesus CHRIST this post spiraled. Stream of consciousness my uh. Well. My constant. I guess
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