#that girl fail

[dontthinkorjudge]

act of intention: day twenty-two

tw: descriptions of moral ocd / scrupulosity, older sibling figure with mental illness

tldr: i'm honestly just happy i'm holding it together right now. that's all i've done today. i'm sorry.

today was rough. i had a really bad ocd flareup when i was with my boyfriend's family. he has a lot of much younger siblings, so whenever i'm not expected to be a role model or entertain them (which i'm not - his parents don't want that authoritative sibling relationship), i'm terrified that i'll hurt them by being careless or modelling one of my flawed behaviours. it leaves me shut down and terrified of doing literally anything to prevent anything less than perfect from ruining their lives.

the worst part is that i'm doing exactly that with my symptoms. my boyfriend explained to his sister, who's nine, why i'm so nervous all the time, and everything i thought was just what i deserved was just...completely lost on her. "why would i be hurt if she didn't want any more hugs today?" "how is she a bad person for having a snack?" i'm completely letting her down and putting her in an unfair position, which is the last thing i want with them.

i'm just so tired and hurt for them. they deserve better. honestly, i do too.

[noperopesaredope]

I wish we had more female characters like Eleanor Shellstrop. One of the most unlikable people you've ever met. Read a Buzzfeed article on most rude things you can do on a daily basis and decided to use that as a list of goals. Makes everyone's day worse just by being there. Dropped a margarita mix on the ground and tried to pick it up, only to get hit by a row of shopping carts which pushed her into the road where she was hit by a boner pill delivery truck, killing her instantly. Cannot keep a romantic partner despite being bisexual. Had a terrible childhood but will die before she gets therapy. Best employee at a scam company. Just the worst but also can't help but root for her to improve.

Absolute loser. Girl-failure. Bad at almost everything. Literally perfect female character.

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Vanessa loves the Vanny “animatronic”

[absolutechaosss]

Went into dungeon meshi expecting Marcille to be peak fail girl and she IS but I feel like it's extremely important context that she is mainly that within her party. Outside of that she is a highly dangerous mage with a massive repository of knowledge who routinely survives threats that insta kill other people. Inside her party she yells too loud about dinner plans and almost drowns to death in slime tho

[willgrahamscock]

[hurlyburlytopsyturvy]

i had these funni videos recommended to me and once the homestuck rot in my brain picked up on some dave coding— i couldn’t help myself ↓↓

↑↑ rewfewence CartierKy (TheCartierKy) on youtube

[felsicveins]

The road to forgiveness is paved with miles of bullying

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

demanding a series in the same vein (heh, vein) as Dexter/Hannibal wherein a prolific serial killer plays cat & mouse with the police--except the serial killer in question is a preteen schoolgirl. this would make for compelling television due to the fact that middle school frequently causes girls to become deranged, and more media should reflect this

[ghostbredtt]

eughh I'm dead. I just couldn't post for like. three days... I think tumblr hates me tbh

I forgot how to render haii ;D very old Nyas

[ministarfruit]

day 10: love is devotion ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

[lessmouse]

the woes of half a Lyctor...

[umbramira]

late night doodle of wuk lamat 🥺

[chloesimaginationthings]

That's the wrong FNAF Mike, Vanny

[dysthoepiadaily]

The Sims: you can now have polyamorous relationships!

polyamory understander Dan: so, it's like a game where we make Dalien flirt with everyone, and then pick out our favourite to take to prom, right???

[almondpiglet]

working on a series of drag reis… hit the slay button!!!

[letters-to-rosie]

I see way too many fics where Caitlyn is cool. Arcane Caitlyn has a conspiracy board on her floor, no friends we see of her age despite being one of the richest people in Piltover, and sucks at making conversation. This is loser erasure and I will not stand for it. In this essay I will—