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frayed nerves / damaged ending
#mafuyu asahina#bruh im tired as fuck#my art#nightcord at 25:00#that feeling when😂that feeling w😂😂😂😂#that feeling when you cant feel a thing 😆
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F/o list meme because I miss posting about them but don't have all to much energy for other stuff currently, so memes it is😂 I lowkey wanna do more of these alignment chart memes now (both self ship and others), they're just fun :D
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#when I saw this I just KNEW I had to put Piett in the bottom left one😂 he's like my only f/o who's not super tall😭#also counted Thrawn as my oldest f/o in this one even though I've had other fictional crushes before him#but either I don't ship with them anymore orI didn't actually consider them an f/o until much later#like in Grievous case I sorta had a crush on him when I was like 13/14 but just - didn't realise I could make up a character to ship w/ him#with Thrawn I didn't know yet was self shipping was either but I read like x reader stories and imagined myself being together with him#+ I started learning how to draw mainly so I could draw myself with him (and then never actually did oops💀)#and even though I don't really actively ship myself with him now he's just kinda been there for about 5 years now#also the one with Doof is probably just how I feel about him but I just really think he's so cute🥺💕💕#self ship#self insert x canon#self ship meme#thrawn#davy jones#the horned king#maximilian veers#heinz doofenshmirtz#yogar lyste#firmus piett#general grievous#hector barbossa#damn that's a lotta names#selniasposts
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#i am NOT roasting any of these names btw they're all awesome imo#but basically no one has them#also not to skew the results but LAZARUS SWEEP!!!!#literallyyyy why is no one named lazarus thats the coolest name everrrr#brought to you by im an assistant sunday school teacher and none of the kids could name a cool or silly name when i asked today lol#one girl gave her own name 😂 (abigail)#i was like it doesn't have to be a real person ypu could pick rapunzel but no she stuck with abigail lmao#this has been a shitpost#polls#didn't want to clog up the list w the meanings but those are prettu cool as well#got to the point with the kids i was like ok just give any name then#lol#also nebuchadnezzar has the possible nickname of chad which i feel is important tobpoint out for those unaware
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The Best Chrismukkah Ever, 1x13.
The Perfect Storm, 3x05
#the oc#marissa cooper#ryan atwood#ryissa#gifs_self#mischa barton#i have a lot of frustration with marissa's alcoholism in the show#i mean mostly how they adress it (or dont)#it's frustrating here because i dont mind ryan's expression of the situation but rather that the show is needlessly cruel to marissa w/ it#continuously#she's a young girl with a lot of issues and uses alcohol as a poor coping mechanism and is clearly reliant#and is treated by the narrative (and even ryan at times: see 2x09) so wrong#despite the mini rant...#i like this parallel#marissa and ryan having bad parents !#i had to say all this because i want my intentions clear vs anyone w/ negative feels towards marissa...#dont bring that here...#nah just deeped it she was struggling for three seasons and they didnt help her with that longterm issue once😂😂😂(im not laughing)#theocedit#00sedit#teendramaedit#feel like shwartz was trying to compare dawn and marissa when really marissa has held small resemblances to kirsten...#not getting too 'freudian' w/ this show they were already doing insane shit for 4 seasons#1x13#3x05
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Girl help people are arguing about the semantics of spirits, demons, and fade sex in the replies of my art on twitter
#😭😂#i think its kinda funny but like#why are yall hashing it out like that on my art??#does twitter not ? make their own thread for shit when you got beef w someone?#i feel like the weirdest fly on the wall
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making a sorta wip/unfinished compilation video thing for all the vsynth projects ive sorta lost interest in/abandoned sounds like it'd be fun to do and help me clear up some space on this got damn computer but im always like uouguhhh but what if it fucking sucks :( when it comes to like actual cover stuff 😔✌️ like mannn
#delete later#uhghhhh the urge to post wips and show im not dead vs desire to remain mysterious and post whenever tf w/ no warning#the worst part is like a majority of these r also not even past the idea stage 😭#i just have so many vsqxs and vprs and usts downloaded :')) bc i just like hearing these lil fuckheads sing songs i like#but i dont like just plug n play covers. so i try to do some extra work but it usually isnt that great cause duh im not great at this shit#and ive lost interest in some of these and dont rly feel like yknow. forcing myself to work on them more if im not gonna do more w em#tho it also kinda feels sad to like delete them in having not done anything w them... so that's why i like never share wips 😭#cause in the case its something i never finish (spoiler: most things 😔) i dont wanna disappoint#people who were genuinely looking forward to it. IF that even is anyone bruh bc thats the other thing#i feel awkward abt it bc i also feel nobody rly cares abt wips theyd rather just wait and see a final version. so ee#which is like totally understandable tbh but idk 😭 its hard to keep going when motivation is low yknow so id like to share wips#in the event anyone is interested and wants me to continue. but also i like being mysterious abt what i post and nobody knowing my next mov#ughhhhh. bangs my head against the wall. get me outta here. trapped in my brain with my own ideas fucking sucksssss sometimes#i have the power to make polls i COULD make more but. idk i feel like itd get old quick. kicks rocks.#OH and one last thing it'd reveal my shit ass music taste 😂😂😭😭 hhhhhhhhfhfjfjnf#ignore me man im just being overdramatic. can anyone hear me. aughhghgh#also i GOTTA get a good tag for the technical vsynth shit for organization#or so people can block if they dont give a fuck. but i need to think of a funny one grrr
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Rant in the tags... I am insufferable
#i keep watching video essays that annoy me.....#largely about like idk 'girlhood' 💀#and they never make sense or come across as relatable because smth like loneliness or relationship drama or identity for women is ALWAYS#connected to relationship history with men 💀#and h*terosexuality is treated as an universal aspect of womanhood#this also makes many stories unrelatable to me. a man existing is not a crime but stories saying smth deep about womanhood through how women#feel about men makes it alienating when you don't see the world that way#also idk some video essays are just soo pretentious and the person talking obviously doesnt know enough abt the topic#this doesnt only go for 'girlhood' type essays btw it also goes for the stuff i watch about minecraft and ts2 etc (yeah...) 😂💀#anyway yeah where is the essay about the universal girl experience of wanting to be crown prince rudolf (JOKING)#no but the thing is... watching dune made me realise... ppl never let a girl be a hero in blockbusters IN THE SAME WAY men get to be#st*r w*rs tried but the overall plot failed in many parts & people couldnt be normal abt it#idk i do think its because of how sex and romance are treated way differently in women's stories....... women never have those happen#just randomly on the side as things that build her up and somewhat affect the hero's journey - it often becomes About The Man#(because often it is a man)#idk#where's girl p*ul atr*ides. where's girl j*sus. where's girl crown prince rudolf#(in my fanfics.... that last one is in my fanfics...)#well just one so far unfortunately 😔
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I made some friends in pit who encouraged me to toss my sign and I didn’t think I’d made it but IT DID!!! Alex caught it <3 anyways proud moment

anyways I can die happy knowing alex caught my sign and took it backstage (Zack was like totally unphased by it but he did put his hand over his heart when I first showed it off 🤭)
#I don’t feel like going on IG to post#so here I am sharing w the void#literally best night ever (next to when I saw blink-182)#I’ll have more to post but yeah <3333#all time low#alex gaskarth#zack merrick (<- mentioned😂)#also got the sign idea from a girl#who made a I <3 jaime sign and he took it up on stage w him#they probs threw it away soon as he got backstage but it lasted a moment!
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WAKA WAKA HOW WE FEELING ABOUT THE NEW CHAPTER?
OMY CCHUUNKY SO GOOD TO SEE YOU!!!
OKOK FIRST OF ALL-
JJSJDJSJDDJSJSUSUSISISU
WHAT IS HAPPENING 😵💫😵💫
IM GLAD THAT WE GOT TO SEE SOME OF FYODOR. MY HOPE KEEPS GROWING THAT HE'LL SHOW THEM UP AGAIN AND ACTUALLY STILL BE ALIVE.
but also
WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THE RAT??? HUH. WHAT.????. NEVER ENDING QUESTION MARKS.
I LOOK FORWARD TO FINDING OUT MORE.
FUKUZAWA'S EXPRESSION AT THE LAST PANEL BROKE ME. HE LOOKS SO DISTRAUGHT, THAT WAS HIS CHILDHOOD BFF 😭
DAZAI IS SHOWING CONCERN FOR SIGMA. AWW. BUT ALSO SHOW THEM UP, FYODOR!!!
DAZAI NOT BEING PART OF THE ADA PANEL THOUGH?? PLEASE. WHY WHY WHY WHY. I SO DONT WANT HIM TO GO BACK TO THE PM HUHU. WHAT IS UP W THAT.
CHUUYA - IVE HAD SOME THOUGHTS ABT IT HIM FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER POST.
SIGMA IS BBG.
and that's basically my highlights JSJDJD
overall, I'm not disappointed with the chapter because there's SM left to unpack. I am slightly confused at where it's going though 😭 but overall yes. let's go bsd. I wanna see how you progress. JSJSJSJSS
ALSO TERUKO HAD FEELINGS FOR GENICHIROU?? (correct me if im wrong pls bbgs)
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#not me reading when i know perfectly well i have an exam later :)#JK I CAN DO THIS#ALSO#funny story#I was watching the bsd anime just now#and i found it so funny how unbelievable it gets sometimes#like the serious scenes. some of them are supposed to be serious but i cant help but laugh 😂😭#for context the scene i watched was the one w akutagawa and atsushi where there was some indian drama effects going on.#(the multiple close up pans)#in a way the manga is kinda like that with all the twists and unbelievable things going on 😂😅#but im going to ride w it ig#❤️#HBU CHUUNKY#HOW WE FEELING#patoots#ask#TY FOR THE ASK! I MISSED U 💗
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im undecided on how i feel about berserk cause on one hand some of it really hit hard and i like the main Question of god and fate etc. that the series is about but on the other hand man idk 😬. i do think the funniest possible outcome of me trying to read this is actually just playing dark souls instead
#bg3 was very eye opening for me i finally have the time and temperament to play video games again :) yay#but yeah fr i would like berserk more if some of that shit didnt feel genuinely shock value-y. and i KNOW the genre#and i know its edgy on purpose and i have a strong stomach for general unpleasantness but there were a few scenes that like#actually felt like shock value. and that i dont love. not even The Big One during the eclipse even though that was horrible to read#there was the thing w/ the horse in the arc after that had me like okay. i dont think that was necessary. nothing happened but i dont think#we HAD to even consider going there.#and the manga does have serious and thoughtful moments about recovering from sa like its a main theme for all three main characters#so why are we just shoving in less thoughtful and simply horrifying threats of the same when its not needed#ANYWAY what if i play dark souls 😂#but yeah like. the art is scary but crazy good. and im an ff girl bachpan se so like respect to the origin of the buster sword
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That's Week 2 done!
... and that's it! Lmao I wish I could keep this up but I'm gonna be so busy the next like 3 weeks and won't have the freedom to draw a bunch of duders every day. Gonna focus on the weekly stuff instead~ ✌️
#niko is right going slower would feel so much better lol#inktober#getting flashbanged by the middle one teehee#i like how this is the one October i shouldn't have done this 😂#besides the previous one...#im so so happy with how everything came out. it's like. i was made for this ✨w✨#and i think i prefer not following a prompt. every day is a surprise~. and i don't hopelessly compare myself to others#it felt great to just be simple. no need to strive for better when i know what i want to see#very comfortable. like the final endpoint expression of my artistic prowess#okay I'm getting to big for these britches lol#i may do some little things here and there. but they'll probably be on par with It's fly!
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finally fully cleaned my apartment since I got sick a week ago and it feels so good 😭😭😭
#I cleaned a lil last week but couldn’t put away all my laundry or vacuum or anything#and today I got to do it all!!!#ugh I’m so glad my adhd ass learned how to clean#having a clean space is so nice#and if y’all knew me in hs or college#you know I used to be INSANELY messy#it took a lot of learning what works best for me and unlearning my toxic relationship w cleaning#and like now I’ve spoiled myself that when my apartment isn’t fully clean for a week I don’t feel right 😂😂#ugh I feel so grown and proud of myself
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#wTf#folks friends and colleagues in class text me and I’d like to publicly apologize for seeing them texts super late#sometimes it gets to the point that it’s pointless to get back to y’all LMFAOOOOO#I get too many messages PER minute 😌😂#two friends are like BIH LMAOOO YOU DONT SEE SOME MESSAGES DO YA#sorry bae 😌#lmao I’m trynna work on this#this happens w Sofi Marina heids and Carla the most#I manage to see 4 other people’s messages just in time#LMAOOOO#goddamn.txt#w Dani I got no problem#same w 2 other people lmao#today I had 6 people asking for medical advice and it’s like 😳 feeling fulfilled 😳 when I can help y’all#bae Joselyn called me today but I was in class already and it’s like I can’t pick up but we were texting back n forth ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#Scorpio sis you need to put in the work bc you’re smart already#I tell Christian the same thing … y’all wanna be nurses? put in the work#it’s never easy#same goes to people who wanna go to 👨⚕️ or 🦷#nobody said it was easy lmao#como dije … de oftalmo si que pocos consejos os puedo dar lmao hice cositas en el cap pero me lo dieron condensadito y en un tema de 1038193#páginas así que#el resto? lo que queráis 🥰🥰
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i think my problem with persona is if i was not into character analysis and making connections i would be sane and ok.
like if i didnt know how to read i wouldnt grieve so much over persona 3's ending
#aishi.txt#thinking about my two experiences w persona again.... bro how am i gonna start the next game (p2)#the brainrot is crazy enough with just two#i think it'll stay two for a while i cant handle any more#my brain synapses can only connect so much#i have a reputation to uphold. of being the silly one in the friend group#i think uhhh persona as a series is meant to evoke that sort of relatability and depth in characters#since its based off of jungle in psychology or something#urhrghrhrghhhrhhrggh was gonna post this on twt but i dont think anyone reads my persona ramblinngs there :s#i feel much safer screaming into the void here. my personal dumping grounds#i can just feel ppl's interest in me n my art dwindling everytime i persona post there 😂 its so fickle i wish i didnt care but#el0n's changes makes everything....so painfully obvious....#engagement and whatever. as if i care.#i only go on twt when i want to be h0rni ig#wait i didnt say that
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Okay I have a story.
So my birthday is this Sunday (May 26th). My mom ordered some presents for me but one of them (an Etsy purchase) was seemingly stuck in transit and might not make it on time. I tell my mom all good, no worries. She gets in contact with the seller. After a long delay in response they get back with "Right we'll fix it!" It ships, tracking label and everything, good to go! ETA May 22nd (yesterday.)
During the work day I check the tracking and it says it's been delivered in/at mailbox! I double check with my mom "hey, is it mailbox size?" because if not, I don't want it sitting at the front door where anyone walking by could snag it.
She says "it's definitely NOT mailbox size." Okay. I text my neighbors in the building "Anyone seen a package delivered? It's a birthday gift from my mom and I wanna make sure it gets inside!" Success! Floor 2 David (not to be confused with Floor 1 David) had brought it inside. Inform my mom. All good!
I stop by home briefly around 4pm, because yesterday was hot-hot and I just installed my window A/C that morning in the living room, and according to my cat cam my stupid cat hasn't spent a single second in the climate controlled living room and is, instead, voluntarily baking herself elsewhere so I'm like "great" and hop on my bike to go home (10 minute ride) to check on her.
I get in the building door. Patches is crying from the top floor because she heard me. I maneuver my bike in the front hall. The ugliest fucking 6-foot-tall cat tree(?)/totem(?)/statue(?) I've seen in my entire life is just. Standing there.
My first thought is "What the fuck is that." My second thought is "Oh fuck that is for me." I look around at the floor in case there's perhaps anything else that might, in fact, be the gift.
No. Me and Cat Pole.
It's taller than me. I turn it around to face me and its face is painted and this is, in fact, uglier than it looked from the back.
Um.
Patches is crying. So I just haul it up to my level. MAYBE it was supposed to come with twine that I wrap around it (and hide its face from the world) for Patches to scratch. Maybe this is a prank. Maybe this is an inside joke, because when my mom moved into her current house the neighborhood gifted her some ugly-as-hell totem that apparently, by tradition, each newest-comer to the neighborhood is required to have and display in their window so maybe this is a very good riff on that.
Patches rubs against it. She's not afraid of this horrid facsimile of her kind.
Great.
Meanwhile SHE'S fine and the condo is a little toasty but totally liveable so I'm like "Good, cool, you're not baking. You're having a good time. Enjoy your new sister, I guess, I'll see you later."
I go back to work because this is a problem for later me.
After work, after my run, after whatever, I get home and it's like 8:00pm and Patches is so happy to see me and the totem pole is still just. There.
I text my friends like "so a bday gift is here from my mom and it's the Biggest Ugliest cat pole I've seen in my life. Is this a bit? Did my mom go 'that's so ugly haha! send!' Maybe she genuinely found it cute. How do I navigate this." My friend Sarah has the good advice to maybe text my mom neutrally like "Got the cat pole!" and feel the waters whether my mom is like "Isn't it ugly? 😂" or "Hope Patches likes it! 🥰"
My mom goes to bed early so I don't do any of that yet. Problem for tomorrow me.
This morning, Patches wakes me up for breakfast. I get her situated and I'm staring at the fucking Cat Pole again. I wonder if my Mom's been wondering all night what I thought of it.
I take a picture. I text her.

Okay.

I get on call with my mom. I ask for clarity that the ungodly horrid thing is NOT my birthday gift and is in fact a mix-up from the seller who sent me this instead of my actual gift. She's wheezing between words. She thinks I'm being too charitable for the amount of Absolute Fucking Ugly this is. I have to gently talk her out of using the word "monstrosity" while messaging the seller asking what the hell happened here.
I tell her I need to apologize for harming her dignity with Floor 2 David, who thinks this fucking thing is my mom's idea of a great birthday gift for her to-be-28-year-old daughter.
My heart goes out to the poor soul who did actually order this cat totem and is lacking it on this lovely day.
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What an interesting life chopped champ pizza boiii has had. When he was two he fell out of a 2nd story window and a folding lawn chair saved his life, now he brings one everywhere. He also became a chopped champion and somehow ended up on my island as a summer worker.


#also added another meme of his own for the mood#but so cool to have so many beautiful souls on one island#also how old is that damn summer child#why is he in the kitchen susing#sousing !!#I’m glad that chair saved your life 🌠#delete later ?#we were only really ‘kind of’ aquiantances the first year he was out here because it was during the 🦠 and we had no j1 help so I had to man#counter a lot and we talked a bunch when he came in#plus I could never hang out w him at the Pequot because they were doing take out only like fuuuu#then by the next year we kind of just didn’t talk :>#I find these short encounters very troubling#bc it’s like you still exist and I still exist yet somehow maybe I did shift timelines in dec 2020 bc he acts like we don’t know each other#ha ha :) maybe bc he only saw me w a mask on hehehe 😂 didn’t recognize me w it off (weirdos that don’t only see you as a full blob not by#each part of your body ;0’#but tbh it does feel like another timeline where he never told me about his chopped episode and asked me to watch it
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