#ignore me man im just being overdramatic. can anyone hear me. aughhghgh | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sundial-bee-scribbles · 1 month ago

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making a sorta wip/unfinished compilation video thing for all the vsynth projects ive sorta lost interest in/abandoned sounds like it'd be fun to do and help me clear up some space on this got damn computer but im always like uouguhhh but what if it fucking sucks :( when it comes to like actual cover stuff 😔✌️ like mannn

#delete later #uhghhhh the urge to post wips and show im not dead vs desire to remain mysterious and post whenever tf w/ no warning #the worst part is like a majority of these r also not even past the idea stage 😭#i just have so many vsqxs and vprs and usts downloaded :')) bc i just like hearing these lil fuckheads sing songs i like #but i dont like just plug n play covers. so i try to do some extra work but it usually isnt that great cause duh im not great at this shit #and ive lost interest in some of these and dont rly feel like yknow. forcing myself to work on them more if im not gonna do more w em #tho it also kinda feels sad to like delete them in having not done anything w them... so that's why i like never share wips 😭#cause in the case its something i never finish (spoiler: most things 😔) i dont wanna disappoint #people who were genuinely looking forward to it. IF that even is anyone bruh bc thats the other thing #i feel awkward abt it bc i also feel nobody rly cares abt wips theyd rather just wait and see a final version. so ee #which is like totally understandable tbh but idk 😭 its hard to keep going when motivation is low yknow so id like to share wips #in the event anyone is interested and wants me to continue. but also i like being mysterious abt what i post and nobody knowing my next mov #ughhhhh. bangs my head against the wall. get me outta here. trapped in my brain with my own ideas fucking sucksssss sometimes #i have the power to make polls i COULD make more but. idk i feel like itd get old quick. kicks rocks.#OH and one last thing it'd reveal my shit ass music taste 😂😂😭😭 hhhhhhhhfhfjfjnf #ignore me man im just being overdramatic. can anyone hear me. aughhghgh #also i GOTTA get a good tag for the technical vsynth shit for organization #or so people can block if they dont give a fuck. but i need to think of a funny one grrr

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