#that drug-like euphoria

[shallowseeker]

The fight against dark places:

Against running away, against checking out of life forever, against nihilism, against depression, against hopelessness, against suicide.

Against accepting what someone else tells you that you are.

Cosmic entities telling you what you want, how to feel. "Go to sleep." "Become boundless."

"Give up your identity." "I won't be resisted." And if you do resist... I'll find a way to kill what you love, so you won't have a reason to resist anymore.

"Where if there were no rules? No pain, no prayer... just bliss. For everyone. Forever."

11x07

11x21

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Give up your humanity, your smallness

11x21

"I am the end of your struggle," Amara says. "Angels, demons...you all end up here," the Shadow says.

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"Infinite peace, yes? Think about it. No pain. No regrets.

13x04

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And later.

THIS is the Empty... pretending to be Dumah. It's attacking Heaven to get to Jack, sure.

BUT CONSIDER:

...its troublesome reaction to seeing Cas again. First, the disbelief: "I thought you were supposed to be on Earth." (The Empty can't get to Earth.)

Perhaps, when it HEARS how much Cas cares about Jack; it realizes that Jack is a thing tying Cas to Earth. Or maybe... that it can use this opportunity to get what it really wants: the immediacy of having Cas quiet and willing, "in a place that is worse that Hell."

(I think of: "Hell is Hell for demons, too." If the Empty can't get back to sleep, then... perhaps where it lives is a terrible place to be.)

"Don't leave me."

*heavy breathing*

*stare*

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BONUS:

The Empty (in Dumah): "What does it want?"

"Jack."

HERE'S THE THING THOUGH.

Does it? Is that what The Shadow really wants? As the audience, we're heavily colored by Naomi's assumption here.

Perhaps after letting Cas go... it realized it wanted Cas back?

Castiel, run.

Like Amara, who wanted nothingness, for "everything to go away, everyone except you, Dean," ...perhaps the Empty wanted to soak in nothingness... alongside a companion.

Ever since it woke up, maybe it's learned the difference between being alone and being lonely?

[wlwlovingwlw]

Rue Bennett

Euphoria 2019 -

[joogios]

When Zeke takes drugs or has a manic phase, he smiles exactly like how his mother as the Smiling Titan smiles.

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

I feel like psychoactive substances don’t work on me like they do on most people because my normal state of mind makes me feel like I’m trippy and stoned 24/7 as it is.

[neuroticboyfriend]

finally tried hydrocodone for my back pain and THIS is the ~big scary opioids~ they've been talking about?! i know they're still ykno, serious medication but. i. feel. fine! i even took my other medication todayy!? i'd be angry but im honestly just. WHAT. i'm not in pain! yall coulda gave me this YEARS ago but you just didnt! i shouldnt have had to have figured this out all on my own especially with how it coulda easily gone sideways if i didnt have some awareness of what im doing?? fuckkk the war on drugs man. fuck it. shit.

edit: to be clear no i am not prescribed this i found some in the house it aint mine

[notfeelingthyaster]

everytime i watch riverdale again i feel like im using chemical drugs, everytime i watch glee i feel like im using weed, the difference is subtle, but there

[rambiing]

I AM SO FULL OF LOVE AND JOY!! :3 <33

[angelically-crying]

guys do you think Logan was so quick to get kidnapped because he needed a good dick or something? Cause like, if you’re hated all across the world for what he did, I doubt you’ll be getting any leftover 😻 or whatever, and like…. Maybe he was just tired of wanting a choice in who he bangs so he just lets this random masked guy kidnap him for a possible fling.

if you couldn’t tell, this is from my notes app from my waking up at 1:07 am due to my cats leaping up on me busy with my random psychologically concerning dream. Good day.

[bingqiv]

honestly great week for gender. got called a gentleman by a customer earlier this week (who was taking about me) and then got called a young fellow this morning.

10/10.

[librarygf]

julie andem was really that bitch (celebratory), i have to say it. skam was so real and it took teenagers seriously and it portrayed their struggles with care and respect and without exaggeration, and it always made the point that looking for support in others is the best thing you can do, without ever feeling like an infomercial. also her directing was SO good bc no matter the actor, the scene always felt entirely real and you could see everyone thinking before they spoke, like they were real people having real conversations, and that's a feat!

[redwolf17]

Oh my GOD. This Jaime chapter… 😈 🥳 🍾 💃🏼 I am fucking high on life, oh my god, I don’t think I’ve had so much sheer diabolical FUN since the Dany-Olyvar-Young Griff clusterfuck

[twisted-tales-told]

There is nothing I can do to explain the Effexor side effect of phasing/virtigo unless you’ve gone through it

[echoesofadream]

taecho a/b/o au where I am an alpha taehyung is omega and he is making me go like this

with his perfect perfect perfect lean toned long fleshy smooth silky soft perfect perfect body he probably smells like earth and ocean and honey and musk and strawberry and caramel and vanilla and my alpha needs to claim him so bad im going to bite him not just his neck I need to bite his thighs and arms but I will bite his neck and give him my mark and I will.breed him

military wife alpha era

[spiral-wizard]

Feeling more immersed in The Masculine Gender lately and it's been wild... it's felt like this distant thing I've been striving for my whole life (whether i knew it or not) and now that I'm out here living in my actual gender it's been hard to actually wrap my head around it

?????

[yourethecoolestpersonhere]

Elliots song was so out of place and random idc idc idc idc

[nururu]

just thinking about how ppl think I'm stupid bc of a limited perception... I have multiple dimensions. people I know irl don't even know the scope and depth of the work i do. when ppl get a glimpse of it, they're overwhelmed bc it's overwhelming to explain. on here, I talk about zoros butthole. irl I talk about sustainable and responsible agriculture and micro ecosystems and forest stewardship and anarchy&decolonization and I organize with the community and with the tribe and do construction and electrical and lots of science. I have to do lots of science. not only that, besides geology, I'm all self taught. people have so many dimensions.