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gonna make this an actual post so @merddynaladar im treating this like its an ask lol ... thank you for the encouragement! i have some oc rambles under the cut, about these ocs i posted the other day :) my quinn ocs that i love so so so much, ariel alan and maya!!
cw for nsfw and general adult themes !?!? tho im not really going into depth about my story at least Yet....
so, this is ariel!! she is 22, she, 157 cm, and her whole story is about the differences between her online/offline self. she streams online and is a camgirl, and shes very cutesy and pandering there, but irl shes very tough and aggressive, will not hesitate to confront and fight a bitch. shes also a prostitute <3 she was actually the first oc i made for fun one day that started my whole oc universe! so i love her a lot shes my fave oc :) shes very >:3c embodiment, loves chaos, loves fashion, going to bars/clubs, lazing around with the other 2 charas that are her besties! i gave her a carrd, a tumblr, and here is her pinterest board :3
this is alan! he is 23, he, 190 cm. he's went through a LOT of personality changes and its really funny to see what he has become because i originally made him to be a whumper for an old hyperfixation chara...!? but anyway... he's a drug dealer and has a ton of issues. he's very down and gloomy and genuinely depressed as fuck. but he and ariel have been friends ever since they were teens and have grown to adapt around each other if that makes sense? they're very similar in a lot of ways. he loves chaos and shit as well and also would fight a bitch, except he would actually hesitate, unlike ariel. he's not online at all that's just ariel's thing, he doesn't really know how to dress himself, he kinda just fights for his life everyday tbh. he and ariel are VERY GOOD FRIENDS !! they are at the secret third thing stage of their relationship. wlw mlm solidarity. you would not want to be friends with them.
and finally, maya!! she is 17, she, 163 cm. she is very sweet and lovely, deeply traumatized girl (they all are tbh). shes a big factor in my "main" story like, ariel and alan help her deal with something Really Bad, and they fall in love with her, not romantically, just in the I need to protect you and have you live safely and comfortably forever type of way. don't rlly feel like going into main story details tho aghusidfsdf. maya watched ariel and alan from afar in the past, daydreaming of a life where she knew them and she had all these fantasies and thoughts abt them bc she was just so curious abt them. she had a rlly bad home life and they often saw her wandering the streets n stuff but there wasn't rlly anything they could do besides help her out w little things every now n then. she becomes someone whos very silly and sweet with a bit of a dark side bc like shes got ariel and alan as company IHUSDIFHSD. its a whole thing.
little divider hehehe. just wanted to add some context that i made a whole world for my ocs like i mentioned, and this specific city they all live in is called quinn. its a very shady and dangerous town, which is why some charas are the way they are, ariel in particular. shes just had to grow up knowing how to fight for herself. but yeahhh idk what else to say !! im still working on alan and maya's toyhouses shuisdfhd
#oc stuff#oc: ariel#oc: alan#oc: maya#cw#tw#trigger warning#content warning#just general stuff idk what to tag in particular nothing crazy is mentioned just#idk my main story is pretty heavy#rlly just a summary of the charas tho!#thanks for replying to my post w this!#minnie post#not art
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traditional style 💖
#akoya gero#gero akoya#cute high earth defense club love#binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu love!#boueibu#my art#my akoya wanted to join in the vintage dress-up party too!! \;;w;;/#ognvuhgh i wanted to have this done earlier bc other people were doing art so fast for the new outfits but it got dragged out#it was Mostly done a few days ago and i made final edits and was going to post it just before i rushed out to work#i put it up then i was like '??? wait there's a color blob in the wrong place i thought i fixed that???'#i was down to my last minute and didn't have time to do it so i was like auuuughhgh and took the whole thing down#on the Next day i opened the file again to see what was wrong and the color blob was NOT THERE#so im like ??? why did it suddenly appear again in the png. so i looked and i made an error in naming my files#i accidentally named one of the versions 30 instead of 03 so it sorted into the last place instead of the actual most recent version (07)#so that is the reason i ended up being 1 minute late to work. and the lesson to me is i should not try to post at the absolute last minute#(i say this but if i don't get smth done i can't stop thinking about it. it bothers me constantly to have something almost finished but not#(and then it's difficult for me to focus on other tasks so this is why i feel like i have to just get it done before i switch tasks)#anyway i wasn't totally sure what era the traditional outfits are supposed to be from. im not knowledgeable about fashion actually T.T#i googled 'when were suspenders popular' and ended up just looking at old photos and clothing patterns from the 30s-40s#photos from back then were black-and-white can you believe it.. you have to actually look at drawings and paintings to find color#everyone who left me messages elsewhere: THANK YOU SO MUCH!! \>/////</ i will reply soon!! \;;W;;/
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#guess who finally was able to draw flint#and get out of a mini art block#it just so happens to be selfship work#i would usually be nervous to post selfship stiff but idecccc#healing my inner child and also#flint is bbg#he is my bbg#im inspired by tiktok ppl who make niche f/o shrines#and i lowkey wna do that w flint#and i wna print this out teehee#and that PLUSH IDEA ‼️‼️#selfship so rl ugh#i also wanted to mention i appreciate rhe follows lately#and my new mutuals!!!#thanks for ur hashtag comments#idk how to generally reply to them and im SOCIALLY AWKWARD AS HELL#so just know i appreciate yall!!!#if yall want plz request flint in mundane poses#i may even make some more bugsnax crossover stuff#anyways. this is long#have my sona and the loml!!!!#my fanart#my art#selfship#selfship art#sona x canon#flint lockwood#cloudy with a chance of meatballs#f/o
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daily post abt how sad and isolated i feel since twitter was banned bc a lot of the fandom only interacts w me/my fandom posts on there even if they follow me here or on bluesky
#text#thanks to everyone who replied to that big ass sad post i made btw y'all are rly sweet i read them all and appreciate them#i just wish more h*llcheers talked to me on here#(censoring so i won't clog the tag w my personal stuff)#i miss seeing you guys post abt your days or your random thoughts :/#tumblr isn't rly for that#everyone just reblogs stuff but it's not as personal#starting to feel like a lot of fandom ppl i like/my mutuals just don't like me anymore#and if so i wish ppl would tell me why :/#so we could talk it out and i could maybe change smth idk
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#[ sorry i'm taking 200000 years with replying to messages on here and discord! ]#[ i'm having some v bad pain days so battery is looooow ]#[ ON THE BRIGHT SIDE ]#[ there has been STUNNING nnoitra cosplay on my twitter feed.. ]#[ like w o w i was shook ]#[ i hope i can write tomorrow !!!! and i hope you're all doing good guys! ]#[ thank you very much for your patience! ]#toby post. ╱ out of character.
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been picking at the stuff at the top of my drafts this evening..... got five lil things in the queue rn that i think i'm gonna set to post tomorrow, but i'm also like. gonna keep going for a bit longer, see if i can't get a few more done too uvu
#i feel bad for going for the newest stuff when i have such oldddd things at the bottom of my drafts...#but they're the freshest in my mind and like. i have.... a LOT of starters to reply to...... lmao;;#i'm gonna feel bad no matter where i start so w/e if starting with newest stuff is easiest it's what i'm gonna do#anyway yeah i have my counselling appointment tomorrow and i'm betting i'll be p exhausted after it#so i think letting the queue post tomorrow will work out nicely#if i get anything else done i might set it to post tomorrow also..... but might let it post friday instead idk#LOVE Y'ALL thank you yet again for putting up with meeee ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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Notes are cool but when u start talking to me...thats worth 50 notes babey
#dont get me wrong thou its def still worthwhile seeing my shenanigans get acknowledged w likes#like oh!!! it is not dead in here thanks you for seeing me :)#i appreciate that very much#redstrewn talks#meta#not touchstarved-specific tangent in these tags. but semi-related meta stuff#naturally one would assume i prefer a chatroom like discord server bc that's convo#and of course that allows for longer back and forths#but theres a sort of...temporal lock to chats? like to reply to an old conversation no longer works since its buried by new ones#i dont get that sense with posts. at least on tumblr. i know instagram and twitter has that weird culture of “wHy arE yOu sCrOlling sO fAr#baCk mY pOsts yOu STALKER!!!“#but on tumblr its normal to get back to posts that are a little old. even maybe really old#and what happens is conversations dont get locked by time. if someone finds an old post with ideas: they can revisit it and rekindle#those ideas. and maybe continue expanding on it. a conversation gets made where it would have been lost to chats#and imo theres less of a sense of cliqueish fear. like a blog is public to everybody. whereas in a chat it might feel daunting or#intrusive to join a conversation. especially between regulars. no matter if its a public server
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a junkyard dog ain't always pretty but you always love that toothless smile
#i miss tyler bertuzzi#liv in the replies#the absolute way i just got bodied by shake it out coming on as i uploaded the pictures to this post#um. sorry not sorry. the google doc/pdf of the quote that i used for this was literally titled#god fuckin curse the notesapp i wrote two years ago#directly referencing the note i have (pretty sure from when the maple leafs seemed really serious about wanting bert) & i remember#being slammed out of NOWHERE by the sudden thought (because i've been preparing for years for bert to leave) (andreas in feb moe in april)#verbatim: if tyler bertuzzi ever gets traded or retires it's catalog of unabashed gratitude the heart part and i will sob#S T O P#tyler bertuzzi#detroit ride or die#this does actually rival we don't have a future we have a dog for some of these for me which. fuck u past me for being so right about this#things that i need you to know for the narrative: oh dumbstruck is tyler's first nhl game (vs the flyers)#thank you every day is from tyler's hat trick & yes the bruins on knucklehead is intentional because it hurt my feelings#also should note. i'm sorry is from when tyler broke his hand this season & no i'm not okay about the narrative of who is he w/o his hands#yeah yeah yeah. the last five make me want to throw up screaming crying shaking wailing#i made it so much worse by looking at dyl's post#dylan larkin#anthony mantha#andreas athanasiou#catalogue of unabashed gratitude [abridged] - ross gay#my sincerest apologies to fabs i simply could not put him in here he was in we don't have a future we have a dog that was all i could take#should i have abridged the last one to say 'for every day'? yeah probably. did i think of that too late? also probably. wait hang on#ooooookay so i did it so now that tag doesn't make sense but it's fine i also have an alt for dumbstruckand pelican heart :)))))))#what i wish i could've made for u but the pictures don't exist is tyler running down the drive barefoot on the phone the day he got drafted#do you really believe in him? is he a good kid? no problems? you're gonna love him. you're gonna love him.#i'm also fully not even gonna talk to y'all about vrana. i can't do that red string tonight. we're also ignoring sunny#STEVE WHAT FUCKING TEAM ARE WE GONNA HAVE TO PLAY WITH#yes i made this exclusively for me no i don’t care yes i am a lil sorry i love him u’ve heard it all before. dilly i’m kissing ur forehead
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i find it a rather fascinating phenomenon on here to see people post pictures of laura smoking or doing cocaine or whatever and tag it as an aesthetic or as if that's them to some capacity. i don't have an issue with people who relate to laura and her struggles coping w/ her abuse, however, i draw the line at people downplaying what she's going through. she's a fictional character, yes, and people have called this out before, but genuinely it's bothersome to a certain degree. laura palmer is a victim of incestuous abuse at the hands of her aggressive and controlling father, which is represented in parts through the form of BOB or just leland. in order to cope w/ this abuse, she turns to alcohol, drugs and sex work with older men. there is no place in her mind where she believes she's a good person, that her best friend donna is only going to be corrupted the more they hang out, that the love she feels (or felt) for bobby was never real. she never believed in goodness for herself, only the pain she thought she deserved. it's an never ending downward spiral for her, one that the people of twin peaks actively witnessed, yet never tried to help her out of. her therapist participated in her abuse by having sex w/ her when he was meant to guide her toward a better outlook on herself and life. there were so many signs that pointed toward what was going on in the palmer household, many signs that screamed for help. no one listened. this character was crafted in such a careful way to show the audience just how terrible it is to go through abuse at such a young age, what the trauma does to someone's mental health, and what the extreme's of it can look like. laura's life was valuable, she was deserving of a loving partner, time with her best friend, and general activities that teenagers participate in. laura palmer was deserving of happiness. and yet, her father stole it away from her. so yes, if you can relate to her struggles, more power to you. i wish you well in healing. but using her in your coquette aesthetics demeans laura's character and reduces her to just another fictional girl who smokes, writes in her diary, drinks, has boy troubles, etc. "omg! she's SO me!!!" no she's not. i bet you a dime that those of you who are posting these aesthetics and mood boards haven't even touched a drop of alcohol a day in your lives. go do your homework and take a walk. laura deserves much better than your minimizing. though, this also applies to characters like shelly and audrey (ESPECIALLY audrey). don't think i don't see how y'all just completely wipe the slate on these complex characters and make them into nothing but a pretty face set to lana del ray music.
#q.txt#twin peaks#laura palmer#incest //#child abuse ment //#sorry for the essay i've been thinking about this quite a bit#i'm not tagging anything else on this post because that's excessive#if people are going to argue w/ me in the replies or rb's don't bother#i'm set on this point and i'm not shifting thank you#anyways laura deserves the world and i think about her all the time#the fate she met is devastating and makes my stomach churn
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#vis#[[my mental health is really really bad today/last few and I'm not entirely sure why#so i want to say im here for all distractions bc obvs#but i just idk im so blah idk if I'll even#work myself up to replies idk idk im ramblimg now when i should prob just post this in the ooc#but yanno here we are i love spilling in tags idk why 🤣#anyways thats where am im at yall but ily all no matter what ❤️]]#[[thanks for putting up w me fr fr lol]]
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Oo new special interest? 👀 If you’re comfortable do you wanna tell us what it is? I love hearing about other people’s special interests
ehehehehe im excited that someone asked :D !!! it's been one of the major reasons i havent been writing or interacting w this blog for the last couple of weeks (sorry lol) bc right now literally all that i do is watch, read, talk about, and think about the hobbit and lord of the rings 😋
#its soooo funny for me bc its a decades old fandom with millions of fans and im looking around like omg has anyone heard of this!?!?#i started w the movies and now im rewatching the movies while also working my way thru the books loving every moment of it :))#have yet to see if i write anything for it but knowing me the answer is probs yes#i wont post abt it here tho..... i have a side account dedicated to it#that i made after terrorizing my mutuals that follow my main#thank u for asking me about my interests i love you !!!!!!!#french fry replies
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iris is sooooo awesome she really traumatized phoenix into being an emotionally unavailable mess 🥰
#my personal reading of him is that saving edgeworth was just like a thing on the side to him#like yeas he wanted to save him but like.. law is hard + he is no prodigy. and edgeworth never replied to him#so it was more of a pipe dream to him#when iris came into his life he threw himself 100% into their relationship#bc he is. deranged like that#then 3-1 happens and it fucks him up soooo badly. and to cope he gives his 100% to edgeworth instead#bc edgeworth is like something unattainable to him. years of not getting a single reply means he wont be hurt by him#cuz how can u be hurt by someone who doesnt even speak to u?#mentally affix him to a pedestal so he doesnt have to emotionally deal w the betrayal from iris etc etc#then aa1 comes and hes insane about him. as everyone had seen#and then aa2 happens and hes 'betrayed' Again#cuz like honestly edgeworth hadnt betrayed him in aa2 he had a fucking meltdown. he doesnt really owe wright anything#but aa2 phoenix.... CRAZY ASS.... 'i wish you stayed dead!!'#cuz he has no healthy emotional regulation whatsoever. cuz he idealizes ppl as a way to cope w trauma and doesnt rly treat them like equals#he gets sense knocked into him by 2-4 tho. hes still nuts tho in 3-5 with how he never got over iris LOLLLLL#if he ever gets his shit together itll be thanks to trucy. but that deserves a whole post of its own#but yes iris is so awesomeness 🥰 TRAUMATIZE THAT BI MAN! 🫵
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[slams fist, screeching]
ASDJKHDASJKHDKJAWSHASJDKDSAAKHDKJHSKSDSHADJKDS
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS WENT OVER MY HEAD AAAAAAAAAA
AND THEY INTERACT JUST LIKE HOW I IMAGINED THEM SDASHDKSAJHKJASDHDSKAJHDSKJHKSDAJ
AND THIS SCENE
IDK THE CONTEXT BUT THE FACT THAT WHEN CECIL TOLD HIM THAT??? AFTER EARLIER WHEN BARTZ COMFORTED HIM???? MY HEARTTTTT
im so sorry for screaming i just im eating so much rn this is more than most of my ships aaaaaaaaaaaaa
#dissidia final fantasy opera omnia#my heart ❤️#im so happy rn#catch me taking inspo from this#cecil harvey x bartz klauser#i love them so much#ik to some my reaction may seem nonsensical#but the feeling that you're not being insane for thinking that these two may have a good relationship w each other is#so satisfying#thank you so much op who replied to my post#the content may be little in comparison but im grateful for any
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on that last rb's note: some of these boycotts are not easy. a majority of my already-few safe foods are on the list. grocery shopping has been hard — it's already hard for me on a normal day — and it's only gotten worse as the boycott list grows. but i am still doing it. and you should still be doing it. you should still be trying, even when it's hard. free palestine.
#i just wanted to clarify my stance because yeah for some people a starbucks boycott IS hard#now that all big brand sodas are off limits im struggling to find alternatives#i know its pathetic and unhealthy blah blah blah i get it but i live off of mtn dew bc its one of the few fruity-rather-than-cola-y#caffeinated beverages out there. im absolute trash at drinking water. and if i dont have caffeine i am barely functional#but that pales in comparison to anything happening in palestine so i have to figure my shit out. not easy =/= not worthwhile#hope this is clear that its aimed at ppl who are struggling w boycotting but encouraging them to keep it up (or start again if they caved)#used to get mcdonalds frequently but i stopped w the boycott and you can too! i believe in you#txtly#also. if you're reading this and you start to get mad at me for whatever reason#before replying or sending me an anon i ask you to read the post at least twice more ok? ok thank you bye
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having a normal one over dungeon meshi twitter misinformation being spread
#i saw this tweet abt a laios screenshot that has the subtitles going ‘thank god!’#and it was like woahh laios coming from a culture w/ a monotheistic religion confirmed??#kinda jokey but then discussing it seriously in the reply tweet#and i responded going hey it’s not a direct translation !! the og doesn’t mention a deity at all its just a common translation of tht phrase#and they like. liked my reply but didn’t respond or add any clarification to their og post#then it BLEW UP like 1.3k likes last i checked and more n more people are just taking it at face value#even with other people in the replies also correcting them#someone said basically the same thing as me like an hour ago and op replied going interesting! i didn’t know anything abt that#as if. as if i didn’t tell you !!!!! hours ago at this point!!!!!!!!#AAAHHHHHHHHHH#like acknowledging my reply by liking it then when someone replied to me and i answered they liked my answer too#so you are OBVIOUSLY reading them. and i OBVIOUSLY know japanese#SO WHY IGNORE IT#ughhhhhh auuuughhhhh moans of the dead and dying#i have to go to sleep#casting a magic spell on myself so when i wake up in the morning i no longer give a shit
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every now and then i come on here and wail and yell into what I think of as the void and then ppl come out of the void to say some kind words to me and i appreciate it so much, and also i get so flustered because I was perceived being anything less than a completely normal joe HFDSJGKL
#the fact that ppl take the time to interact w smth i've said/shared is always wild to me and really means a lot#but also im so so sorry that u had to see me have A Time on here fsdhgkl#big old brainfight between ''this is ur blog - post what u want'' vs ''i cannot subject other ppl to my emotions unless theyre happy ones''#im also so scared of responding sometimes bc i am afraid i will say smth somehow wrong and everything will come tumbling down#so if i ever do not respond just know that i likely saw it and teared up a little and then got scared that i'd stumble in a reply#and ended up avoiding replying bc i didnt want to ''ruin things'' somehow fdsjkl BUT I DEF APPRECIATED IT and wanted to say thank-you!!!#there is always a thank-you ready in my brain but i get scared of saying it sometimes bc i cannot always find the perfect way to say it !!#okay im gonna cut off my rambles here for tonight bc im starting to feel like i'm saying things wrong somehow so ADIOS FOR NOW fdsjkl#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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