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Come little children The time’s come to play  Here in my garden of shadows Follow, sweet children I’ll show thee the way Through all the pain and the sorrows Weep not poor children For life is this way Murdering beauty and passions

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@nardaviel told me lurantis was the akoya pokemon and i???

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Boueibu Character Week Day 2: Pokemon AU

beauty akoya would like to battle! 💖✨

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@vashtijoy said my little akoyas should have sylveons to ride on!

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@silvormoon

#if he were a trainer he'd definitely have a sylveon #and probably a milotic #and let's at a spritzee/aromatisse #all the prettiest pokemon!

YESSSS akoya would definitely have a sylveon!! \;;w;;/ akoya is a sylveon!! \>/////</

but i also was told once that lurantis is the akoya pokemon bc it lures prey in with its beautiful flowers and then destroys them! ;;o;;

i feel like akoya would have to catch or receive a milotic already as a milotic bc he wouldn't have the patience for the feebas stage LOL;;

oh yes spritzee and aromatisse are perfect bc they are pink and fluffy! ;;w;; and akoya also likes aromatherapy!!

all the prettiest pokemon yess!! and also all the pink and fluffy ones! ;;w;; i always thought ninetales would suit akoya too, bc they are fluffy and renowned for their beauty, but also smart and vengeful!

#sudden surprise cat! #akuta's face is so expressive here

"sudden surprise cat" is exactly what nuru is!! XD thank you for describing so perfectly what's happening here omg!! XD im so happy you think akuta's face is expressive, im glad you can tell how surprised he is! thank you!! ;;w;;

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atsushi, working at the tax office has done something to you :c

Ryuu standing up for En and Kinshiro is everything tho.

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What a pretty Sylveon gijinka

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even though it may seem like it doesn' matter, even though this is all a big fantasy game we're playing, talking with people about fictional characters and scenarios is how i actually learn to speak up about my feelings and interact with others every interaction, no matter how small, no matter what it's about, is an opportunity to relate to others, to learn how to treat others and be treated as a person

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the longer im here, the more i feel it that what i want is not to entertain people or be seen as someone who provides content. i don't want to be someone's entertainment

i want to be seen and heard as a person, and making and sharing pictures is a way that i feel i can exist and be known as someone, and have my feelings and interests heard

i want to exist. i want to be treated as a person. i want to be loved

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haikara ep 4 spoilers (unsanitary/age regression mention)

had someone say to me that the age regression in haikara ep 4 was interesting bc they kept their appearance and only mentally turned into babies

...THAT'S WHAT IM S A Y ING it was literally an age regression ep??? i saw the preview and i was like they're adult babies??? with bibs and pacifiers? oh my gosh????

they literally could have done diapers it was 1 step away ..... thank you haikara for enabling me ........ .....

and also having the line of akuta saying he was going to wet himself sdjkdjghdgdgss;;;;;;;;;;

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i really liked haikara episode 4 ;;;;;

i like that it turned out sousuke got so excited bc he liked being called mommy 😭😭😭 even though he's a little scary when he's excited LOL;;;;;

the babies all instantly recognizing him as mommy was so cute and funny LOL.....

i liked that they had bibs and big shiny eyes and pacifiers 😭😭😭

it was honestly really heartwarming how it recognized all the things mothers do (and how the hero team immediately felt ungrateful LOL)

i loved how even the villain team immediately recognized sousuke as mommy.... XD

..but really i liked it bc i sort of desperately want to be taken care of OTL;;;;;;; i want to call someone (not related to me, who takes care of me) mommy ....... not in a sexual way i just want to be taken care of...... OTL;;;;;

sousuke liking to be called mommy was kind of a wishful fantasy OTL...... even though...... he's kind of scary LOL;;;..... but i could..... imagine......

"please make sure to spoil this beautiful boy plenty, mommy!" ... im.... trying not to end up with some weird caregiver vibe thing with sousuke and akuta here ..... (if i don't, it's probably bc i don't have time to get invested orz)

"i was going to wet my pants" ...i read this in the script without knowing who said it, so i had to watch the episode again to find out who said it

...it was akuta?

oh okkkk it was my fave ok this is fine

i cant actually tell what hes saying in this scene bc my japanese is too poor, it sounds like he says "kowa~~" (as in "scary") which isn't in the script so now im not sure if this is translated literally

it's fine.. it's fine regardless…. bye…..

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@thatlittledandere

Ah, I'm sorry for going too far with the jokes. It was and is meant as exaggeration in the name of comedy, but I completely understand and agree that such descriptions of actual violence aren't cool!

thank you so much for understanding;;;; 😭😭😭 i understand exaggeration for the sake of comedy and ive done it myself, but i appreciate your understanding that it went too far for me there ;; i thought the jokes were funny at first, and i did take them as jokes and was going along with them, but after a japanese person told me they actually like arima's mustache, i realized it's actually kind of nice when people don't respond saying the character looks bad and ugly i personally feel kind of neutral about the mustache, but this is all making me want to support it more actually... even if it is trolling lol....

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@ibusukiss

kinchan's little bonnet!!! so cute

WAAAA IM SO HAPPY YOU SAW THIS!!! \;;-----;;/ thank you for such a cute comment omg!!! >//////< i am so happy you noticed kinchan's little bonnet waaa!!! ;;/////;; thank you so much for pointing it out so excitedly!!! 🥺 it sounds so little and cute how you say it, im so happy you thought it was so cute waaa!!! /)//////(\ thank you so much!!🥺

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@thatlittledandere

#I'M DYING #I'm so kinshiro every time i see his UGLY as FUCK mustache #it's so ugly… but like his body his choice and all… who am i to tell him to shave if he likes it… #IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH THOUGH #THIS IS A GREAT REFRAIMING OF IT. THIS I CAN ACCEPT #WHAT IF HE KEEPS IT ON PURPOSE BECAUSE HE KNOWS IT DRIVES PEOPLE UP THE WALL #LMAOOOOOO #he can TELL kinshiro and akoya are ripping it off one strand at a time in their minds #but kinshiro can't say anything and akoya knows physical violence is not beautiful unless you're kou kinosaku #and he enjoys it. the motherfucker enjoys it. #god. this is why i love him #he's a little SHIT

LKVGHSGHDGHG OMG YOU SAW THIS!!!!! ..... IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THIS REFRAMING OF IT LMAOOOOO im so glad this seems to make it make sense or be acceptable LMAO;;;;;;

i mean, it's reasonable to tell a partner that you have a preference for their appearance one way or another and/or that you're not interested in being romantic with them if they look a certain way. if he wants to continue the relationship, then he'd probably shave it. i think he would do that for you

OH HE ABSOLUTELY KEEPS IT ON PURPOSE BC HE KNOWS IT DRIVES PEOPLE UP THE WALL LMAOOOOOO ive known people who would absolutely do this for the reactions and they would enjoy every minute of it,, it's kind of infuriating but you either laugh along with it or get completely played LOL.... (or you say "this actually isn't funny, stop it" which works and they'll stop bc they do actually care... but then they'll do something else like it again later LOL;;;...)

"unless you're kou kinosaki" lmaooo still such a shining moment ..though i'd personally be upset with knowing that people were fantasizing about forcibly altering someone's appearance, but if arima enjoys provoking that reaction, he's way more devil-may-care than i ever would be LMAO;;;;

(i say this jokingly bc i know this reaction is exaggerated for humor, but tbh it does make me think about how i would feel if a friend or partner reacted this way to idk,,.. body hair? like if someone were staring at my underarm hair and i knew they were imagining ripping it out one strand at a time, i'd be upset and i would not want to be friends with and/or would break up with that person

like tbh being sent a fantasy about physically assaulting someone bc you personally think they look "UGLY as FUCK" does kind of make me want to say maybe you could take a "don't like, don't look" approach to arima mustache art (although i know exactly how well that works)... i mean they are still making images with their old designs at least, like the chinese outfits (even though seifukubu are so often excluded in general cries))

i made this so im going to say that no, kinshirou and akoya are actually not fantasizing about assaulting arima bc they are good friends and they understand that whatever their opinion is, they don't have the right to force it on him (though kinshirou is struggling not to say anything lol, but it's been 10 years he's learned not to solve things with violence)

but yeah HE IS ENJOYING IT LMAOOOOO it's actually exhausting for me to be around people like this and i can't do it on a regular basis lmao, but if it works for you GO FOR IT ..have all the.. infuriating?.. fun that you want (???) LOL;;;;;;

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a japanese person on twitter responded to my arima mustache comic, "this isn't fair, because arima looks good with the mustache,"

this made me wonder if people in the japanese fandom actually like it?

i made a tweet about it and the same person kindly responded saying that there are mixed opinions in the japanese fandom.

so im wondering if anyone here actually likes it and the haters are just more vocal LOL?

the evil overlord jokes have been funny to me, but ngl it actually made me happy to see someone who likes it.

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