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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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the thought of icemav celebrating christmas together makes me a bit crazy. what do they give each other???
usually nothing . That’s kind of a big deal. in the 80s/90s they’d (reluctantly) celebrate Christmas with carole and bradley (who took that shit kinda seriously) so they wouldn’t really do anything by themselves. Maybe go out for a nice clandestine dinner just cause. After Carole dies and Bradley’s papers get pulled from the academy, ice’s low key newfound interest in celebrating christmas is one of his many many ways to try and normalize relations between him & maverick and try to improve their relationship in the conspicuous absence of the rest of their family. but yes he does make an effort—as does mav—to take advantage of holiday time to be with him as often as possible so, though their schedules don’t always line up, after 2006 they spend about 3/4 xmases together
Ice has very few hobbies besides a.) lovingly working on his cars & plane and b.) reading, so he is exceptionally easy to shop for (as most hobbyless men are): nice tie pins, cufflinks, those unnecessarily expensive hardcover books about weird random topics you find in airport bookstores, fountain pens, nautical /aeronautical themed paperweights, nice leather watchbands etc. highbrow rich guy stuff
Maverick has sooooo many stupid little hobbies that each last between 4-6 months so he is ridiculously hard to shop for— “i thought you were into woodworking so i got you some tools :)!” “uh no that was in April. im trying to learn how to make wallets now” :( so mostly if ice ever gets him anything it’s usually just an expensive dinner date in the city or cash in a blank card or a blank signed check for airplane parts for the next year. Buy whatever you want idc <3
any and all gifts are given with extremely little fanfare PLEASE don’t make it a big deal… hidden around the house with a little “merry xmas!” note attached, or shoved into each others suitcases pre-leaving-for-navy-reasons, or unceremoniously dropped into one’s lap while he’s watching tv, “here you go,” “oh, this is nice, thanks!” Et cetera. love language of gifts/acts of service, but, like, very quietly.
#baby’s just making shit up now#in the mid-2010s they realize the potential of the hangar to have a >10ft xmas tree so that becomes a tradition late on in their rlnship#holy shit the ceiling is so high we could get like a 14fter in here#uhhh no my back will give out if we try to carry it in#etc etc#every place ice goes internationally he starts buying Xmas ornaments#daydreaming of Christmas with maverick#can’t wait can’t wait can’t wait :))))#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun#asks#ice & mav both have undiagnosed adhd this is a hc ive had for a full fucking year now#ice can read a 400 pg book in one sitting & mav has to take breaks every five minutes when he does taxes#or something#you guys ask me for headcanons and it’s usually just ‘imagine what two really repressed guys would do’ lol#but thanks for the ask!#even after they get married it’s still the opposite of a big deal#it’s just a little smth nice :) tokens of friendship/affection either way
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it's late but look! bye 2023 hello 2024 im just gonna draw takuya some more
#digimon frontier#not gonna tag more than that but whats up i drew all year isnt that fucking crazy#turns out indulging in The Special Interest is a good way to deal with burn out#i mean im still burnt out but thats fine because i can just draw a guy who is literally burning out!!!#shit i might be projectig even more than i thought i was...#thanks to everyone who likes frontier enough to look at my stuff!
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when anyone claims to be #1 seabury fan in their bio or something . heh…..𝔬𝔥 𝔥𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔶....
#IM SO /J ABOUT THE LAST PART GUYS PLEASE#it doesn’t happen on here but it does sometimes on pinterest#i do not fuck around with this stuff gang 😤😤😤😤i take it very hashtag seriously❤️/hj#its not a big deal im just being silly I THINK☝️#literally it me sigh 😞#<- yeah no SHIT#WE GET IT JADE#ngl i wonder who my second in command is#maybe pookie kaden because he is also a frequent thayneposter on pinterest ❤️#<- thank you kaden for your deliveries we love youuuu 🥰👨🌾#nobody gets eabury like i do…………….#i sound very egotistical im sorry chat#“this town ain’t big enough for the both of us👿” ass
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a wise guy and a lost dog
#thank u fallout lore for being so absolutely batshit that my crackpot oc ideas ended up WORKING#made an incredibly funny dynamic in my head .#guy who is crushed by horrors of his past vs guy who was a Direct Victim of said horrors but just wants 2 be friends . FIGHT#im just gonna sayyy they knew each other very briefly at navarrooo and arcade remembers him and is scareddd for his life#meanwhile fry has actual Holes in his brain so he doesn't remember shit . so its all good (< lying#its like . one sided beef LOL . arcade really doesn't want to get wrecked for actions he didn't know abt till afterwards#so he very much Does Not open up abt the enclave once he realizes who he's dealing with . fry ends up finding out anyway :3#they understand each other better after that i think#scoots art#look at my ocs boy#fry#fnv#courier six#arcade gannon#putting this in main tags sorry . for cring e
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something i don't see people talking about is the way hyperfixations come in like stages and cycles like it's not just "i'm obsessed with this thing" it's like. euphoria from finding something new and it brings you so much joy and then as that initial dopamine rush wears off you start to get more and more down and feel isolated as you start to realise that no one else cares about it as much as you do and you feel silly for being so into it and the thoughts become repetitive and boring so you get more and more depressed and lonely and then you inevitably lose the hyperfix which leaves you drifting feeling miserable and hopeless until you start the cycle again. idk if i explained this well or if other people will understand but it brings genuine phases of euphoria and straight up depression and this is why i get annoyed when neurotypicals use words like hyperfixation to describe like, an interest. bc it's not. just an interest it becomes who you are and when you lose it it's like losing yourself and you spend so much energy thinking about it that it interrupts your daily life and it's so fucking draining 👍
#like if i see one more nt being like hyperfixation this hyperfixation that SHUT UP!! YOU HAVE AN INTEREST#talk to me when you stay up until 6am every night bc you can't fucking sleep bc ur thinking about it.#talk to me when you can't process emotions in a normal healthy way because you can only relate it back to your hyperfix#paired w madd especially it's IMPOSSIBLE to be normal about shit i swear 2 god because the second i'm upset or lonely it's straight back to#immersing myself in another world and being someone else and not facing my emotions instead letting 'someone else' deal with them#not just negative emotions yk it's anything it's fully immersive to the point i end up not knowing exactly who i am myself bc i'm rarely#myself in my head yk#and it's so isolating#and this is why i get mad when people use these terms lightly bc they don't fucking get it#oh you're hyperfixated? oh you're delusional? you're delulu? watch this#< guy who has delusions that all of his friends secretly hate him bc he's too insane abt xyz media and who feels alone bc no one else is as#into it even though it wouldn't be reasonable to expect them to be#like i'm constantly questioning whether all my friends are secretly against me & finding me annoying anytime i talk about it but it's fine#it's so fucking isolating#i'm not losing my hyperfix yet thank god but i am in the stage of like realisation where the initial euphoria has worn off and i'm like#fuck no one else gets it. no one else is thinking about it like i am. and it's so lonely#< like not to sound like 'i'm 14 and no one gets me' or i'm not like other girls or whatever 😭#it's not me being dramatic i genuinely. know that no one else is spending every waking moment thinking about the things i am the way i do#and it's so incredibly depressing i can't even explain it in a way that will make sense#because i want to talk about it so fucking bad and i can't. even to my friends and gf who always listen i end up feeling annoying#and then i get genuinely delusional not like tiktok girl voice delulu like i genuinely start questioning my entire reality#just if i talk about something a little too much#bc i'm convinced i'm fucking annoying and no one gets it and they're thinking bad things about me#but i know they wouldn't. but it feels like they are#idk#anyways !
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"Back by unpopular demand:"
"Us!"
#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi]#[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt]#[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now]#[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah]#[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw]#[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any]#[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;]#[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn]#[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time]#[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3]#;ic#(?#;ooc#(??#[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]
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I don’t get them too often anymore but I got one of those “hope this gets updated soon” comments in my inbox which like/ I get it. I want my fav fics too update too. But it was especially annoying and depressing bc I’m already frustrated with myself for not writing much/not updating any of my fic this weekend after I Finally got back into a better writing habit. And it was just. Not a pleasant weekend all around for mental health or personal accomplishments. So like. Yeah. Idk
#I probably sounded like a dick in the reply but uuuugh I tried to be polite#and thank them too#bc comments are nice#but it was a whiplash of ‘OH COMMENT!! SEROTONIN!!!’ and then immediate feelings of failure#which I know is my own issue and I gotta deal with it#but uughh#also I wanted to do something really important life-wise this morning and I didn’t do it bc I was scared and nervous and also fucking tired#so#Mianmian is just having a Shit Time outside of work rn#work is going great which is good I guess#*big sigh#sorry to be depressing on the dash tonight guys#cross talks#personal#I may delete this#I don’t really like posting stuff like this but I need it off my chest
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i keep drafting posts abt boytoy and then deleting them. some things should be saved for journals. unexpectedly i do wish i had a sister to yell at about him cause he does that with his sisters abt me. which is so. he likes me enough to talk about me to the degree that his sister recommended a baller documentary for me using him as a messenger. what is happening. imagining myself talking to my brothers about this is the funniest thing in the world
#I CANT TELL MY FUCKIN MOM NEITHER she would be more invested than i am and i Cannot deal with that rn#ok ok ok maybe i can hang out with amanda and talk to her. we talk about boys. oh shit we can talk at farm fair oh thank god#i need to be a stupid dipshit abt this guy to SOMEONE or I'll go insane#i know im just a romantic fool but there are so many little serendipitous things that have me just. head in hands. I need to gab#oh god what if he shows up at farm fair. not allowed. illegal. hang on. so many things are happening in my life#goodbye shit fuck summer hello holy shit homo fall#im trying so hard to be normal abt him and it's not working but it's ok he's not normal abt me either 🥰#and he just. texted me something that. i need to go lie down
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They r something serious to me
#Thank u for gving me the chance to hear so what and let me in at leadt once in my life#And i hope the security who just Observed me and a homeless guy almost physically get into it has a horrible week and month#Men arent shit tell me why i kept making eye contact with a guy in line to get him to come over and help me deal with the guy cus idc about#myself i can handld these people even when they have a weapon but when he startedgetting into the faces of the girls next to me?#I was pissed tf off and the guy in line looked over AND LOOKED AWAY 😹#On a nicer note me and choerry r meant to be im serious we r locked in#Both tours im sat next to her and did a heart .. and she the only one who looks at me during soundcheck#I Love You Forever Twin
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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better ✨
#reading your messages like#i am dealing with a lot of shit lately#thank you guys for being here and making my day better#anon#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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‘the most crucial skill that a good drinksmith needs is listening… drinksmithing is all about having conversations with your guests’
tea house owner!reader energy for real
#my mind shot straight there when siobhan said this in the hsr event#hey guys#what if i just steal the concept of the event and write a continuation?#the reader does spy on people and accept bribes for jobs blah blah blah#but they also offer free therapy over tea!#(but only if they like the person if course) (everyone else is getting eavesdropped on)#…i started writing this as a joke but hey it could be fun#if i ever write a continuation of that fic i might do something like that#high cloud quintet members coming for therapy after baiheng dies#reader helping couples talk through problems in their relationship calmly#i’m a sucker for characters who are very elusive and sneaky and cold but when it comes to it have a heart of gold#‘yes i will expose your enemy’s business blah blah but hang on let me help this lost child find their parents first’#‘oh you’re not being patient? you think your rivalry is more important than this child? actually you can keep the money and leave thank you#[turning to child] ‘now tell me where you last saw your parents’#and with their connections from the various dealings they’ve had around the xianzhou they’d be really good at dealing with these situations#and with regards to the jing yuan aspect of things i firmly believe he needs somebody with kindness and warmth in them to fall for them#reader can’t all be bribery and dodgy deals#imagining him coming to the shop one day to get some information they’ve gathered or whatever#and they’re like ‘shush not now i’m hearing this girl vent about her shit partner’#or doing something nice#and he falls even harder#sorry i have gone on an absolute tangent here#i don’t know what demon possessed me#maybe i will write a part two who knows#that reader would certainly be a fun one to flesh out#r’s random thoughts
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#why everytime i stumble upon content about being bi it makes me really want to stop being bi?#i'm already dealing with medical trauma and sa and now i also have to feel bad about myself bc i'm bi??#like no thank u#my plate is full#also#i hate people saying just stop choosing shitty guys and choose a sweet one#i was assaulted by one that initially looked sweet#bc guess what? they always look sweet in the beginning#that's part of their plan#sorry if i have an hard time trusting men after living in a world where a good chunk of men do extremely damaging things#uuuuugh#it's survival instinct not hate#and there are also problems with girls too that are too long to articulate in a tag section vent#i wish i could just exist in a world where attraction and having a partner isn't a big deal so my brain could detox from this damn#way of thinking that is pretty engrained#and dw i have 2 therapists atm so ig#maybe at least one of them can help me but like everything's complicated#my health has been shit for too long for my liking and my brain is slowly melting from my ears and i have random panick attacks and i just#want to exist without triggering content popping up from nowhere#emma and her stupid vent
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Wake the fuck up babe, new favorite genre of pic just dropped: mfs in ugly saggy clothes doing gay shit.
#I call it Sidcore#you can’t tell me I’m fucking wrong#the only thing I want in life now is to have this with someone#I’m literally shaking right now I want this so much#reminds me of that video I saw the other day of a guy pissing on a pair of Osiris D3s#lowkey I let out a very quiet sob when I saw it#thems some 110 dollar sneakers think of the people who want some#*cough cough* me#thanks for dealing with my shit today#this is my kink
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Making a backstory for my new oc and finding ways to tie him into the pre-tadpole mess with Gortash and Durge
#I’m having a normal night thinking about these guys#and by mess I mean his father had dealings with Gortash until shit went down and Gortash sent Durge after him#so his family fell apart and then shortly after that he was abducted and given a nice little tadpole#which means he’s feeling all sorts of emotions all while falling head over heels for Gale#anyways thanks for coming to my bg3 oc tedtalk#bg3 oc#bg3 tav#oc: rawley
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Sorry, still following the serise. Just can't post much right now coz of real life commitments. So have a tier list -
#heartstopper#heartstopper season 1#netflix#netflix heartstopper#alice oseman#tier list#yes i do think its funny that my fravriote characters hate eachother#well ok hate is a bit strong#tao just didn’t trust nick until the end of the season#& poor nick just wanted his boyfriends mates to like him lol#tori & imogen are listed that way#because Imogen will apprantly get character development later on#& tori has a whole book about her#so i hope she's not just regulated to quirky sister that pops up for 1 second an episode forever#darcy is hard because i do like her#she's just a little....loud for me#but i think it's good she's proud of her sexuality#+ as a teen it makes sense that she's not the most subtle person#& i think her “flaws” help her & tara work#like I can definitely see tara becoming more confident in her sexuality as she gets older thanks to Darcy's support#& i can also see Darcy becoming more mellow/tactful as she gets older thanks to Tara's influence#some people might not like tao very much#& i agree the hair has to go#but he was so cute/funny with elle#he ate harry up every time (not that he makes it hard the guy's insults are shit)#& while i don't like him hurting charlie#i think his insecurities & the way he deals with them#was pretty understandable & very realistic for a 14/15 year old#like I love nick but from Tao's POV i completely get how he could come across as not a good guy#think the rest of my listing is pretty self-explanatory so won't bother going over them
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