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#scribbits art#art#one piece#op crocodile#dadodile#one piece crocodile#sir crocodile#monkey d. luffy#straw hat luffy#crocodile one piece#op#op fandom#thank god I got this out of my brain#urhm.
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I understand her on a molecular level
#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#seras victoria#integra hellsing#a#sertegra#low key but god knows it’s only gonna get worse from here I just can’t draw integra that well yet#they’re speaking directly in my ear & they’re telling me it’s okay to avoid studying for my psych exam so I can kick myfeet & draw them more#need to learn how to draw pip too fuck the French but he’s got a goofy design heehee cowboy#also cocolacola if you’re out there pls know your brain is elite thank you for having the thoughts you do
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Sammon watched the pool scene of kpts episode 14, found it amazing and said "I want to write that in a show, too." Unfortunately, she never got to watch the post-credit hospital scene.
#SAMMON WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK#I watched the KornTonkla scene twice and cried my eyes out#I couldn't fucking breathe#God it's so tragic and so fitting and so perfect#blow after blow after blow I loved their end so much#I won't speak about the rest of the episode it was fine#we got a lot of good moments#but yeah nobody touch me right now I'm busy I have to go lie down and sob#I'll find the music of the last ep tomorrow I don't have the mental strength for it today#Tonkla you're right up there with Pete my dude#and if you stick to my brain for long enough I found a second tattoo I want to have#thanks Fuaiz you shouldn't have#4 minutes#korntonkla
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dont ask me why i made this, its all my hand felt like producing
#w359#wolf 359#doug eiffel#douglas eiffel#for anyone who cares about context:#basically i have this pet fic idea in my brain#because i feel like we never properly got to deal with the trauma of. yknow. U.S.S. Horrible Unending Nightmare#and i was like ok then well its super easy to break things in the haephestus for plot reasons#lets break the heating for a bit :)#yknow like in pan-pan#and the idea is eiffel is the one who goes out and reboots the heating this time#cuz hes getting antsy in there and he wants to do it himself thanks#except. when he goes and does the thing#it kinda. jitters everything unpleasantly#and it causes that section of the ship to lose power momentarily#but ofc all eiffel can think as he shouts for hera or minkowski or ANYONE#is that. oh god no hes trapped again and alone and hes going to die slowly here and he can feel himself freezing all over again and and and#anyway the gang has to go get their boy and try and calm him out of the panic attack of a century#there we go context enjoy
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PUT ME IN A BOX, BOY, PUT ME IN A BOX! PUT ME IN A BOX AND CALL ME ANYTHING YOU WANT, BOY! - Worth it by Haley Heynderickx
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Uh oh mr. citrus clementine.... someones in a pickle (been trapped in his own mind for months after having to lobotomize himself to gain critical information that would have otherwise killed him and wiped out any memory of his existence)
commission info || ko-fi (tip jar)
bonus: was messing around with finishing details and accidentally made this which i thought looked sick as fuck
#art#illustration#oc#ocs#oc art#city of mist#ttrpg#citrus clementine#god ive had SUCH a need to draw citrus with this song becuase of what happened to him LMAO thank god its finally drawn out of my brain that#song goes brr in my brain on repeat that part of the song esp is soooo good#(drawn out of my brain... unlike. citrus LMAO)#yipppee!! ive been on such a drawing kick lately cause im really trying to narrow down what my illustration process is/what i want it to be#im in the process of redoing my commission website which is taking longer than i want but i really want to get a better idea of what im#offerin u know? n so i can price it accordingly etc#which means a whole lot of drawing n experimenting hehe thank god for blorbos#this one didnt take as long as the candle rapier illustration n i did it a lil more quickly/casually; still turned out p good i think!#digital art#my art#i dont have a piece in mind for castor... sorry castor orz Hey he got the seeing red piece from last year shshshsh#sigh it'd just be fun to have all three drawn recently beside each other u know ?? but alas the brains not finding smth to spin around for#him atm :((
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Son of Dionysus
#Banesberry art#altoclef.exe#The more you think about it the more it makes sense#dr clef#dr alto clef#scp#scp fanart#scp doctors#scp art#dionysus#child of dionysus#demi god#demigods#pjo#pjo fandom#Am I going to watch the show? Probably not. I already have the books and the physical movies though#(This was spurred on by memories of another fucking timeline guh. Can our brain stop giving us aus when we havent interacted with the media#-in years please and thank you that would be appreciated)#scp au#<technically???????? May make this into my own thing separate from pjo#Hmmmmmmmmm its got me thinking now#Maybe#Idk keep an eye out#Im not gonna get super into the fandom it was just kinda a Thing I did#But who fucking knows#The fucking dress/robe thing was a pain in the ass but I managed it lmao#Feel free to like use as a background#Just reblog and like please skskssk
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or alternatively dweeb meets other dweeb more news at 11
LIGHT. LIGHT IN HIS EYES. LOOK AT EM BIG OLE EYES. LOOK AT HIM TOUCH HIS JERSEY.
GLORY BE TO THE MIKKSY SIGNED JERSEY RAAAAAAAAA
CanesWear Signing | 7.1.24
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#the mortifying ordeal of being known#you can tell how bad i was shaking from how much the jersey moves in my hands oh it was so serious for me its not even funny#“youre my favourite player thats why” “thank you” girl i would eat concrete for you without any hesitation#“new jersey?” me sweating profusely because i have to admit i had this jersey for a while now in front of his face oh god oh FUCK#“where do you want it? here or here?” “anywhere choose where anywhere” “ill do this way”#behold decision paralysis plus the constitution of a doormat with an awful aim to please vs the assuredness of a bull romping through field#“i mean its your jersey at the end of the day”#he says without thinking because he lacks a brain to mouth filter and immediately wants to slam his head into the nearest hardest object#but its okay it got a little smile out of mikksy so maybe my motor mouth can be used for good#my voice is so hoarse because i stood under for 7 hours and also loudly cheered like never before all throughout those 7 hours yesterday#also a lot of people had tickets for both mikksy and lundy or just lundy so thats why the line was moving slowly#so at one point they went OKAY WHO HAS TICKETS FOR JUST NIKO and i raised my hand like oo oo mee ☝️ and got rushed to the front#also a lot of the stuff he was signing was nonspecific posters and hats or other players jerseys (that already had other signatures on em)#which is why the attendant was like oh sweet jersey! and mikksy was like new jersey? because there werent many people at all#comparatively his signing was priced the lowest at 39 out of all cats players. the highest currently is benny at 60#does it suck his line was shorter. there was surprise when someone toddles in with a mikksy jersey. and that his signing was priced low?#yes ofc but also i didnt have to stand in the heat for long got ushered in faster and my wallet didnt cry so lets not kid ourselves here#there are silver lining to everything but anyways first hockey jersey and first signature on it acquire call that a man on a mission 😎👉👉#long tags i love mikksy i lot you understand right <3#also im never wearing this jersey again so i might as well buy a frame and ANOTHER mikksy jersey#to bad it also has my 30th ani cats patch on it too </3
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today i bring you another installment of real housewives of st. petersburg. tomorrow? who knows
#war and peace#andretole#(part of my stupid andretole au... to answer the question no one asked i.e. how would anatole know ahead of time andrei was into men)#andrei bolkonsky#ippolit kuragin#anatole kuragin#lise bolkonskaya#ft a mustacheless ippolit because im trying to figure out how faces work lately#and switching to a new brush! my god next thing you know i'll be changing the shade of blue i use for my lazy bgs#anyway consider my big brain idea: ippolit using his intel for evil (wingmanning for anatole). have you considered it? do that.#ill be off to the side contuing to think about anatole making bedroom eyes at andrei yeah its kind of a full time job#@laevateinn thank you for the image descriptions! at first i copy pasted yours then i got the confidence to freestyle a bit. hope thats ok
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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out
#zymart#zymtalk#rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st#the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL#i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board#bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route#and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week#then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly#in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized#after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly#SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it#oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi#i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie#[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now#idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim#but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it#anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe#edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j
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I've felt like I should check in with Apollo the past few days and finally managed to clear enough space on my floor to feel alright with breaking out the tarot deck again so I did! Lit his candle, said as as formal a prayer as I could muster beforehand, asked Hermes to help with communication, the whole shebang. For further context: I've been wanting to ask Aphrodite something specific (also via tarot, it's the most grounding tool I've got) but I only have the one deck at the moment and, while I've used it to ask Hermes about things in tandem with Apollo, and Aphrodite introduced herself via it (with a card that also introduced Apollo), I wasn't sure if it would be cool for me to use it to ask her specifically something not in direct tandem with Apollo. I mentioned that in the prayer but also said that that might be a question for a different session, since trying to get an answer to that (on top of the general "hey how are we doing/do you have anything you want me to learn") might muddy my ability to understand the message.
Cue twelve cards falling out of my deck/poking out while I was shuffling. I usually pull ~3 cards on top of whatever falls out, but I ended up not feeling like it was needed. Seven of them fell out face-up, too.
Despite having some concerns about whether all of the cards were "supposed" to be pulled, it was pretty coherent! And covered quite a few things I've been thinking about recently, including sorting out anxiety vs a warning/displeasure, a follow-up of a card that was the focus of my last pull, and a reminder to look at outside/intellectual sources to combat the whatever-the-fuck-my-brain's-on. There were four cards that fell out face-up together in a pile: a card I associate with Apollo at the front and one associated with Artemis (the Moon) at the back, with cards related to unity & growth in the middle. I'd had a pretty bad experience attempting an offering to Artemis last month and have stepped back and avoided asking her for anything or specifically invoking her in prayers/offerings/etc. since (except for once when it involved a pregnant friend b/c it seemed odd and tbh a little disrespectful to ask Apollo for help and not her as well) because I took it as a sign that she didn't want me to work with her. I'm also aware, though, that that bad experience could have just been a meltdown/panic attack. Regardless of whether it was either of those two things, a "hey slow down" warning, or a combination, it was nice to have some clear reassurance & an official introduction. It's also significant, I think, that part of the Moon card's message is about not letting anxiety/"self-deception" (direct from the guide) cloud your intuition. I've been wanting to burn the candle I dedicated to her for a few days now- it's possible that was a sign from her as well.
As far as the deck-use question...the first card that fell out was the Empress (face-up, reversed). My initial thought was that it was a "no", but I decided to look at the meaning in case it wasn't that which was. probably a bad idea. It freaked me out a bit because I couldn't figure out what it was referring to. I ended up using my alphabet oracle tiles for a makeshift yes/no system after finishing with all the other cards and got clear confirmation that my instinct was, in fact, correct.
All in all it was really cool?? By far the most cards I've had in one pill iirc, and a good lesson in identifying how my intuition works.
#i teared up a few times both during the reading#and when i connected that one of the lessons for tonight *was* about identifying intuition/pointing out my progress#ive gotta go tarot deck shopping now#ive been wanting to get decks for each member of the theoi i work with anyway. makes the most sense#my only deck atm is one a friend gave me. like. 3 years ago b/c he wasnt vibing with it and it's been pretty consistent#even if i got a bit mixed up and pulled a card i shouldnt have (ie i thought it was poking out in a 'falling out' way#instead of just a 'got jostled while shuffling' way)#the cards i *know* are supposed to be part of the reading b/c they either fully fell out or i drew them after shuffling#are typically pretty understandable#so tarot's one of the best ways i know to “talk” to deity in a way that's grounded & “outside” myself enough that I can trust it#more than other ways#esp when combining it w/ the guide. going off of the image for interpretation just doesnt do it for me. maybe it will in the future but also#my brain just. doesnt do that w/ art unless im in crit mode#but yeah. i ofc gave apollo hermes & artemis offerings afterwards as a thank you#(and aphrodite b/c i remembered that i forgot to give her an offering after i got back from lunch w/ my partner yesterday)#good day all around re: connecting with the gods#despite being off my meds (im ordering my prescription refill tomorrow)#coriander says#helpol#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#artemis#hermes#aphrodite#tarot#hellenic gods#hellenic community#pagans of tumblr#theoi
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So Starstruck Odyssey grabbed me by the throat and rocketed it’s way to second place campaign for me (TUC still has first in my heart ❤️) but uhm. Can you tell who my favorite character is. It’s definitely not Skip I promise why would you think that-
#okay I like his lil brain slug autistic ass. sue me LMFAO#my art#described#dimension 20#dimension 20 a starstruck odyssey#a starstruck odyssey#norman takamori#skip takamori#prince valdrinor#before I got to the last episode I was thinking up an au where Norman and Skip learn to coexist symbiotically in the body. then the finale-#-came around and was like ‘HEY THATS CANON ACTUALLY’ and I’ve never felt more satisfied in my LIFE THEY LEARN TO LIVE TOGETHERRRRRR#I was thinkin of the fact that the sorta fatherly desires came from Norman. and Massive Daddy Issues Skip. put those two together and-#-what if Norman just adopted the little slug that was sharing his body with him. whabbout that#I just like the idea that they become close like OUGH inject close Norman and Skip directly into my bloodstream thanks#I wanted to draw Skip more like a slug too so. slug boy. I gave him eyes just cus I wanted to give him a lil more expression but he still-#-can’t physically see. they’re more useful for his psychic/life sensing but he has no physical sense of sight through them#he’ll come out of the body sometimes cus he knows Norman and the crew will keep him safe. and after spending so long in the cold he-#-enjoyed the warmth and safety the folks on the wurst provided him.#I feel so many things about Skip good fucking god HE’S A SLUG AND I LVOE HIM#skipperskip
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fuck.
#atlas tag rants#atlas rants#it hurts hurts hurts in this stupid fucking brain#everything would've been fine but I had to do stupid things as usual#and now I'm here wishing i had some healthy way to cope#i was going to throw myself into something social but voice-call breakdowns really aren't my desired outcome#not when the only friend I regularly voice-call with anymore is also having a fucky night#i hurt and i want to do something dramatic but i can't because all the dramatic things are either permanent or have long-term repercussions#and I don't need that right now#THANK FUCKING GOD I HAVE THERAPY TOMORROW#god#I was having a fine night; a little worried about the vc/gaming buddy#but that was about it.#and then#of#course#I had to see something adn have stupid thoughts about it and i just#i don't want to think#i don't want to feel#i want to cry and scream and take my anger/frustration out on something#but i know what that would be for me and I can't#and I just.#HWY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS#WHY CANT I JUST REGULATE NORMALLY#oh fuck things got wooshy#i might be dissociating#when i said I didn't want ot feel i didn't mean in that way oh my god#god fuck this shit#I'm done#I'll be safe but I think I'm going to go find something else to do
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okay the website of my local church w the pride flags out front actually really slaps they have like 5000000 choirs and a page on their specific beliefs that is pretty slay actually, unfortunately for the part of my brain that thinks choosing to do this is insane for me
#like to be honest it seems very tailored to the things i would like to get out of going to church if i were to actually follow through on#this#particularly their attitude toward doubt and sin#doubt is welcome and even an expression of faith? intriguing!#sin is a part of what makes us human? thats what i think!#i however relish in sin and this may make me incompatible with ANY church#perhaps their response would be that what i was taught was sin is not actually sin and we will see if that sticks to me or not#i dont really like the concept of sin regardless of whether god is forgiving about it or not but i guess that would lead me to the last tag#like if we can agree that certain things are bad then sure i guess theoretically i can get on board with the concept of sin#there are some reads of the bible that lean more leftist or queer that intrigue me but which i don't know much about#if anywhere's gonna be open to that it'd probably be this church#they've got a food pantry as well which is nice. like as a church you SHOULD be doing mutual aid i think but you know#i think i would always relish in being a little blasphemous though. thats the spice of life thats why im alive#im rereading this. who the fuck says relish#thank god for the industriously cautious part of my brain though because i'm doing so much fucking research before even daring to step foot#in there#on the sect and on the church itself#i think this would be very much a me reading the bible to shape it to my life and beliefs thing rather than the opposite#maybe the real reason i want to go to church is so i can dom god#karinyo.txt
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omg😭😭 i just remembered i had a dream last night where i saw two new oscar movies in theatres back to back (they werent any of the current projects hes been working on, just some random shit my brain made up) and he looked so goddamned good that i literally was like slamming my hands on the table (idk how or why there was a table there) and gripping my face and gritting my teeth and biting my lip and blushing like... that was the realest dream ive ever had actually... like yea. yeah. i would. i do. i will. that is how i am with him.
#he really did look so good like god... damn...#i think that dream was because of that ithod pic that got released.....#thank you brain.#a rare treat you have given me.#also my bestie was there and was unimpressed with me losing my mind at how hot oscar is#also very true to real life#speaking of my bestie#we went out and had a really nice day today so im happy that was fun#and i miss being on here properly (chronically) so much.. i swear ill actually finally return soon because i miss and love all of you guys#sending hugs and kisses to all my tumblr buddies i hope you all have been doing well/will start to do well<3#talkin shit
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guess what i've been playing lately <3
[image description: three pencil drawings featuring characters from baldur's gate 3. the first is of the artist's original character, carxes. he is a tiefling with black sclera, long curly hair, and ram horns. he also has a scar over his right eye. the second is in a simpler style, featuring astarion grinning widely. the third is of astarion and carxes, looking at each other, with astarion being slightly shorter than carxes. astarion grins, baring his fangs, while carxes frowns at him. /end description]
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion ancunín#<= i've been told that that's his full name <3#carxes#<= that's him i prommy he looks different because of the character creation in baldur's gate 3 <3 i'm playing as him because. why not <3#might bring it closer to his actual design actually. should i do another tag for bg3 carxes.#Hm. No. i Shan't. look at my boy boy <3#tav#<= i suppose. on that hashtag grindset <3#art tag#image description#second one was done real quick to get his design down <3#first attempts looked like white ru'en with short hair. orz#goes without saying that this isn't canon. carxes would have probably let that meeting play out and then left. no time for that <3#however as my character he is subject to my whims. and i've got. Brain Rot <3#but i'm trying to romance astarion as carxes if that makes sense. no walkthroughs to optimise astarion's approval.#carxes is going to do good things for goodness' sake and astarion will disapprove which will be fine <3 it's enrichment for them <3#i'm still pretty early in though. like literally just met astarion. i'm setting up my account on my brother's gaming computer#so i can actually. see the things on the screen. since i've been killing my laptop trying to play this game. orz#i Will finish it within the decade. i swear to god. no spoilders please thank youuu <3 i'm trying to go in blind#which is rare since usually i don't give a shit. i'm going to try to discover things for myself though so <3#also one thing i like about bg3 is how similar it is to d:os2. virtually identical gameplay i love it when things are the same <3
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hi!! i just wanted to say that ive liked midoyuzu since i was like 14 and its been a few years since then (obviously) but seeing your midoyuzu art now is so!!! its so fulfilling to my past self who had like NO art to go off of, i guess? anyway! your art is super good and i love it so much <3
im glad omg? extremely late to the party but by god i am bringing snacks in here or die trying o7 was pretty baffled the first time finding out more abt their dynamic and looking them up on here to find maybe like two more recent posts and the rest from no sooner than 2017 or so askjdghsjkgdhjks but really THANK YOU!!!!!!!! happy to be of service to your inner 14yo somewhat ;v;
yknow what though the really funny thing is that i wasnt even that into them initially. just remembered that cute interaction at the end of xmas live and thought "huh these two r kinda sweet actually" and that curiosity is always a slippery slope into genuine investment and by god is tripping into it a favorite pastime of mine
#if i had to say tho honestly these two were both the last ones of their units i managed to get attached to properly#yuzuru has definitely become my fav of fine though but my actual rst fav is kanata LOL#also finding out yuzuru likes to draw in general is everything to me you go you funky master artist#cute critter line took me out back w a metal chair why r they so. auhhg#actually my good friend who got me in here Knows i was actually on track to becoming an ibyz liker but then. anvil fell comically on my hea#before i knew it theyve taken over almost every corner of my brain get them out!!!!! get them out!!!!!!!!#and i was already a ryuseitai fan and enjoyed fine casually but oh. oh god im a yuzurup too now arent i goddammit#SORRY THIS BECAME A RAMBLE UM. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!#asks#anonymous#sometimes i forget that their actual interactions probably amount to no more than 6 or 7 times in canon and the rest is just in my head#that and i just think its rather nice for both of their characters to get along!! romantic or platonic#really sweet to see midori so pumped up and passionate about the things he loves and yuzuru getting thrown off his rhythm of the always#perfect butler who resigns himself into the background most of the time. theyre just having fun!!! silly guys#and yuzuru rly does enjoy art and nonsensical doodles even if people generally find it horrifying midori loves them wholeheartedly its. yea#okay im still rambling. ill shut up now i havent slept properly in a bed in nearly 48 hours i should go do that
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