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Long hair salem bust bc. Why not
Been wnating to grow my hair out,,,, but i keep cutting it too much !!
#as soon as i get ti the awkward stage im like#absolutely not#snip snip bitch#im trying my best#also dont mind the highlighting looking kinda wack i am so tired#and i just.#was fuckin around more than anythjnv lol#digital art#furry artist#artists on tumblr#furry art#anthro#furry#original character#fursona#oc art#safe fur work#salem#my art
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i wish i had had the money to get the weirder blaseball merch. i have my naswa hat, but other than that i wish i had been able to afford the bomber jackets and the silly hoodies, and
#blaseball#blaseballcares was so good while it lasted#and i just.#it's just over.#the channels are closed.#no one talks in the server.
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...i get money later tonight
*stares Very Loudly in the direction of mr neil newbon's streamily*
hm...........
#it's. actually more than i can afford. it really is.#but.#/but./#this could fix everything that's wrong with me#ALXNSXNSKCNSKN#i mean... sometimes in life there are times when we've just gotta do Unreasonable things that make our souls sing#and i just.#listen.#i have had an Unreasonable attachment to astarion for Three Years. like— massive.#i am. So Unreasonably Eager to have something signed by his voice actor.#...it's not like i'll have /no/ money left over if i get it...#aaaaaaaaa#idek if i'll be able to do the thing in time; maybe everything will be sold out by the time i get there#who knows
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totally normal sentences i regularly say and hear at my job that definitely don't have any other possible interpretation:
I need some subs
Can you take care of my subs for me?
That station has so many subs
These subs are difficult
I don't have time for my subs
They put me in a sub station
I need to finish all of my subs
#was thinking about how i just say 'guns' instead of 'torque guns' bc at work we don't need to make the distinction#and how it could be misunderstood by people who don't know#.... while i was working on my subs#and then i realized. sub. sub is also a word outside of my job.#and i just.#these are totally normal every day common sentences.#shh ac
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have you ever considered doing a tenmartha amv to washing machine heart by mitski >:)
that song is on my tenmartha playlist!!
consider it. considered.
#honestly going thru a Moment in my life rn so idk if it will be timely. but i'm adding it to the list#sometimes i think about martha during like. your best american girl. or strawberry blond.#or any of the mistki songs about not being Enough for the white boy#and i just.#scream#mailbox
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reylos think they’re sooo oppressed bc “everyone else is allowed to like problematic things so why aren’t we” girl nobody said you couldn’t. we just think it’s a stupid thing to like.
#I have seen posts and comments like that#I saw a comment like that today#and I just.#bro. you’re missing the point.#it’s a horrible romance. it’s not even romance.
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well, this sucks
#puppy barks#I dunno my ex messaged me about interacting with another blog#and it wasn't an issue!#they were like#happy I was moving on and stuff#and being a functional person#but it makes me feel worse about posting here because#yeah#they could see it#And I just.#don't feel great about it
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Small teeny bit of oc posting, if you will allow
#eggs can art#oc#oc art#do you ever just get really fucking emotional about a character#I just finished this like. draw a character every other day ish challenge thing#tldr I drew him 30 times starting Jan 31st#and I just.#he’s changed so much#but he’s still the same#he’s still my silly little bird boy#I know him so much better know
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I have literally never once looked at an animated film and thought: “You know what would be good? A live-action remake of this”.
#Penny’s Confessional#text#text post#i dunno#maybe it’s just me#I see a lot of posts like#wouldn’t it be great to have a live-action remake of x y or z animated film#with x y or z actors in the leading roles#and I just.#Don’t want any of it
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i am this 👌 close to telling my friend that in the few days we've been texting again i have begun to fall in love with him
#we used to b besties#then we stopped texting much and i moved an hour and a half away from him#but we started texting again last week#and i just.#wow#when i talked to him in person a lot i already had a significant other so i didn't rlly see him romantically#but gd#im single now and so is he#...we could........ change that 🤔🤔#i speak
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Spent money I don’t have on the new legend so politely reminding you about my Etsy where I sell Tarot readings and profile pic commissions or my PayPal if you’re feeling generous
#apex legends#gaming#apex legends season 17#apex legends ballistic#august montgomery brinkman#xbox one#im. honestly really sad#they redid the firing range#and it’s cool now#which isn’t bad but#i lost a friend last year#he’s ok. I HOPE???#but he just decided he didn’t want to talk anymore#and I just. miss him#because if we were still friends#we could have so much fun on the new firing range!!!!#and I just.#like can’t think about it rn without crying#ok. anyway.#ballistic is cool#Etsy#PayPal#paypal commissions#etsy commission#tarot reading#sorry.
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#they found cancer in my dogs lungs and she only has a few more months they think#so when i see over christmas it’ll probably be the last time#and i just.#i can’t do that i can’t lose her#i’ve known it was coming but. oh my god#i just. want her to live forever#i don’t want to o this. i don’t want to have to say goodbye to her
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bestie is coming home on 1st im having thoughts
#obviously i missed her and would love to see her but seeing her brings so many complicated feelings and i hate it#i realised somewhere in the middle of a metro surrounded by a crowd that my bestfriend loves her boyfriend more than she loves me#i saw them flirt and hug and ive known her since we were 11 okay i had never seen her be so happy and calm and peaceful and CONTENT#and it made me feel yuck disgusting gross that i could never give her anything like this in years of our friendship so ofc she loves him#more than me#i used to be annoyed at her telling me about him what he did down to evey detail but there's one i can remember really well#how she was upset with him and he got angry too very angry so she thought he was breaking up with her and she started sobbing so#uncontrollably on the phone itself because she couldn't lose him and so he at like 11 pm?? he left his pg and showed up at her house told#her to come down just to give her a hug and then they went to have ice cream to make her feel better#and i just.#obviously she loves him more ivy you don't even talk to her unless she talks to you you talk once in like 2 months#she has made me realise so many things about love 😭#i think i get it love means showing up being there when the person you love needs you no matter what#like i get it's not always possible real life problems but#like he did have real life problems going out so late getting an auto not even being sure if she would come down cause she has very strict#parents#he was willing to put in all that effort just cause she was sad and that's why she loves him more than me it makes sense#but this is why i feel so scared im not even 2% of the person he is i always feel she is going to realise im an asshole and leave me#but we talk so less it wouldn't even affect me realistically#but then i would have lost all my childhood friends everyone who knew me when i was happy better than present atleast#i would have lost all friends period since i don't have any irl friends 😭#this is why i feel conflicted 😭😭😭
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that moon poll happening during ramadan with the significance of the moon in islam and YET we can't even have 1 tog fan thing that references ramadan + the moon
#this is inspired by the beautiful moon and star decorations i saw on my walk earlier#they were made from this blue/white/yellow/red printed fabric and looked like they were stuffed with something squishy#and they were hanging behind the classic moon + star string lights#and i just.#why do we not have a single fanart of yusuf and or nicky with ramadan decorations ??????????? not one ????????????#what is prettier than the sun + moon string lights during the night time during ramadan ??????????? name me one thing#it's extra pretty rn against the snow 🥺🥺🥺#like. am i the only one affected by the decorations ??? are you guys just not seeing any ?????????? what is going onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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you all say that you hate your past selves but in truth i think you hate the fact you embraced 'cringe' things with an absolute lack of shame. you were open. you were willing. you wanted to fall in to something that made you feel alive and then when too many people told you it was wrong or that thing got horrible and bad that shame grew in like a kudzu in the vines of your soul.
and now, in your 'old age' (you're fucking 20 not 6-fuckin'-5) you let that kudzu suffocate whatever was left and now all that stands is an untamed, unchecked garden of elitist disapproval that you've made your goal to spread to every single fucking person involved in that thing you once loved and cherished with all your heart.
now, i beg of you the question: are you actually happy? or would you rather keep pretending you are; suffocate in your misery because accepting that you were just a kid that didn't know any better and that you're wrong about your view of your past self and the things they loved to try and kill them ? to stifle that realization, that new growth?
would be too much for your shallow pride to handle?
the kudzu is thick. too thick to cut, to shave, to slice- tear- rip- break- you let it curl and crush you, suffocate the life out of you because living is an admittance of shame and admitting shame isn't something mature people do. mature people deny. they deny wrong was done and condemn those that engage with the horrible thing because they're wrong and deserve it. they die in the kudzu, become apart of it.
in front of you, a single lighter. it's within reach, practically empty, but a slight shake reveals enough fluid for just one last light. and now you have a choice:
drop the lighter. why not let the kudzu take you, become another soul caught in its throng, ready to pull another hapless soul down in with you? misery does love company, after all.
or you could light it. it's never too late to change, even if the voices of those in the kudzu around you say otherwise. the kudzu will burn, along with whatever stifled growths that suffocated under its evertight grip.
but in the charred ashes of it all, you'll be free. not cringe, not based, not basic, not fake, not whatever-other-fuckoff-lingo there is.
you'll be free.
you'll be you, and you'll be free.
but it's your choice.
i just hope you'll make the right one.
#personal#personal post#cringe culture is dead#< god i wish it were true#vent post#scotty's ramblings on the wall#rant#discourse#purity culture#i really don't know how to tag this#i just. have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this one specific tiktok trend where like#literal kids say that they're glad their pasts are dead#and i just.#dude you're like 15 you're gonna be doing the same shit when you're 18#please just enjoy whatever of this mortality you have because if you live believing that you're cringe it will kill you#it will destroy the fundamentals of who you are as a person and i promise you it is agony to keep it together#you can accept your past without disavowing it i promise you it's better in the long run
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