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motownfiction · 1 year ago

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1. favorite fic you wrote this year

ok. so, i hate that this is the answer because i'm pretty sure i've given it before, and it's relatively new. but i wasn't even happy until last month, so looking back at older pieces makes me sad. but. objectively, my favorite piece of the year is "a night for a knight." it's my favorite appearance of lucy this entire year because she's so lame in it. but! apart from that, i really like this piece, "friendship." i don't know if i'd call it a favorite, and i don't see it making the retrospective. but it pairs some unexpected characters in an interesting way.

2. least favorite fic you wrote this year

with how unhappy i was this year, it could be anything. one that immediately jumps to mind is "pink water." not because it's bad, but because i had such a terrible day when i wrote it. going back to this time in my archive was genuinely difficult for me.

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

you are sending me on quite the goose chase here, aren't you? again, i can't guarantee that this will be the favorite, but "it's OK. it's just bones" was memorable. that, and "do boys even have virginity?" which sounds like a joke line, but daniel is earnestly wondering if that's what he just lost, if he lost anything at all. he's my favorite character, but they all are. these are the ones that stick with me because people tend to reblog daniel pieces with quotes.

4. total number of words you wrote this year

i don't know, and i don't have the energy or means to count them all up in separate documents.

5. most popular fic this year

i'm not sure, but i think it's "fine china."

6. least popular fic this year

i think most of my pieces get zero notes. it's my lot in life. i do, however, think "the high priestess" deserved more than zero notes. sadie has a complicated relationship with maggie, too. it's not just sam.

17. fics you’ll continue next year

maggie and roy, will joining rocky sullivan's cogito ergo sum. again, i'm not putting these off because "oh, writers start projects and never finish them!" i'm putting them off because daily prompts take priority, and my research and teaching take priority over that, too. this blog is something i very much run on the side, and the fact that i'm able to do so much and still have a very successful career feels notable.

18. current number of wips

i guess two? but again, see above. i'm not being a chicken or a lazy bones. i know exactly what i want to write, and if i had all the time in the world, they'd be long done. i am literally working my ass off at other things that i get paid for, lol

#asks #pelopides #thank you!#i feel like i'm kind of curt here but like #i need people to understand that i am TRYING but my students and scholarship take up a LOT of my time & they will ALWAYS be more important #than will even though i love him

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the-rodent-gentleman · 1 month ago

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All rise for the Big Daddy of Wrath

And as a bonus:

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gigizetz · 11 days ago

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Hi Gigi :3

Are we gonna get a hold them down animation? Or no because the uncomforty topic?

that's up for the future to decide

I'll be busy with commissions up until february I think, so util then I won't be working on any Epic animatics

and then once I have time again I'll finish God Games

and after that I kinda want to do Legendary-

#why do I draw like I'm running out of time #every day I draw like I'm running out of time #I would definitely enjoy making a hold them down animatic #the vocals on this song are simply too divine I love Antinous' voice so much #like when he died I actually got kinda upset just because I wanted to hear him sing more #even though the song is a bit too dark for what I normally work on I think I could make it work in my style #I'd just make the gruesome descriptions these very subtle drawings that wouldn't last long #and let the lyrics get the message across better than the visuals #gigi's asks #epic the musical

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lotus-pear · 11 days ago

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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)

#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family #i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated #god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward #he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette #until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan #and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive #for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up #“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole #what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative #there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered #GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART #i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu #TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it #terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months #akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless #not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending #persona 5 royal #persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #sumire yoshizawa #goro akechi #lotus draws

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ciderjacks · 6 months ago

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despite Laios low self esteem making him think that if he’d been eaten, Chilchuck and Marcille wouldn’t have helped Falin,

theres a small part of me that thinks the reason Chilchuck stayed with the party and went back in the dungeon in the first place was because he didn’t want to leave Laios alone. That Laios was moreso the reason he stayed.

#dungeon meshi #chilaios #OK SORRY. THE DEMONS. I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO LIKE THIS PAIRING. I DIDNT. BUT. HHH. FHFHJFJV. I FEEL CRAZY. LET ME EXPLAIN.#Pre canon it seems Laios is the person Chilchuck is really the closest to #He gets along with Namari and they are probably way better as buddies than he and Laios but #He and Laios seem *closer*#If that makes sense #Laios calls him his first name enough and without any issue or hesitation from Chilchuck #That I sort of inagine its not like. A misunderstanding. Laios is on a first name basis with him for a reason.#He also worries probably more than anyone about Laios #And his biggest criticism of him is that hes “reckless”#he’s comfortable around Laios in a very specific way and so is Laios around him #and in the series he shows many times that he’ll risk his life to protect Laios #Like staying with him to confront the elves because he was worried Laios would say something stupid #Hes the first one to run up to him when Falin punches him #I mean I think he was also going back for Falin like its not like I think he doesn’t care about her or anything #He clearly does #But I don’t know if he’d have gone back if Laios hadn’t #And if Laios had been eaten I think he wouldn’t have even had to be convinced by Falin #I also think Marcille would’ve gone back for him but probably more bc Falin was going back #Like sort of a reversed thing #AGAIN not that I don’t think she cared about Laios at the beginning either #But she before the story she was mostly Falin’s friend who knew Laios through Falin #She only really got to know him when Falin got eaten and they had to do a team building exercise #Though now I sort of want to see an actually reversed scenario #Bc we also know that Chilchuck is sort of uncomfortable around Falin (said in relationship chart)#So I would love to see them be forced into a team building exercise to find a person they both love the way Laios and Marcille were

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month ago

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Bonus 13: Beware the Grapes of Wrath.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen qing #wen ning #WWX's main weapon as the Yiling patriarch is considered to be 'Wen Ning' - which makes sense as far as the whole necromancer thing goes.#However...That *is* Wen Qing's beloved baby brother!#In her perspective WWX skipped town for a few days (or so) and took WN with him #only for them both to show up bloodied and in a state of disarray.#There's no way he told her he was going out to duel Jiang Cheng. For several reasons.#He doesn't want to involve her in his messes anymore than he already has.#It's less that she would try and stop him and more so that he honestly wouldn't even think to say something about it to her.#WQ and him aren't partners in this situation. He actually openly disregards her opinions several times.#Wei Wuxian's emotional distance from everyone around him is a big part of this arc.#Like all good tragedies...his biggest flaw is his hubris. He doesn't *need* anyone when he's so capable on his own.#He doesn't need to ask permission when obviously this is the only way forwards.#He has to do it all on his own! No one else needs to be involved!#And if you've been in the position of realizing you have a problem of toxic self-reliance - you know how harmful this mindset is.#It's why it's so satisfying to see WWX in his 'new' life start to let other's share his burdens.#I will die on the hill of 'love means carrying each other's weight. All a burden means is that I can give you support and you support me.'#YLLZ is less 'competent and sexy' and more 'depressed and can't see it'.#Another lovely nod to the main theme here is how he starts leaning more and more into the rumours about him.#Though we are also still confronted with how these rumours fail to actually live up to reality.#Rumour has it the Yiling Patriarch is undefeatable. What a shame if that rumour turned out to be untrue!

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rhiangalaxy · 2 months ago

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Get you someone who looks at you like Luo Binghe looks at Shen Yuan infodumping (ft. a lil bonus under the cut!)

(Piece chosen by this week's poll!)

[ID: A Scum Villain Comic. The first image depicts Plant!Yuan excitedly looking at and holding a book that has his demonic butterfly resting on the edge of it saying "Binghe, have you heard of the Iron-Shelled Muskrats? They're said to have near impenetrable skin and live in the deepest depths of the Abyss-" Image two depicts Luo Binghe resting his head on one of his hands and looking presumably towards Shen Yuan with a soft love struck expression. One of SY's butterflies rests in his hair. SY continues in the background, sort of faded out with text saying "Blah, Blah, Blah, place name...backstory stuff... " End ID]

[ID: A Scum Villain Comic. Characters drawn in chibi style. The top half depicts Plant!Yuan, now with an angry expression, gesturing out with one arm causing his butterfly to move out of the way. He rants "Oh, that reminds me, you will not believe this novel I just read. The writing was so awful-" LBH continues to look at SY the same way as the comic above, with a thought bubble above him saying "I would die for you". The bottom half depicts Shang Qinghua, pausing in surprise before taking on a concerned/dreading expression and saying "Something just happened.... A caption points to him saying "Author of said novel." End ID]

#svsss #scum villain #shen yuan #luo binghe #bingyuan #mxtx #plant baby sy au #myart #sy: i hope im not being annoying while ranting but I cant just Not tell Binghe about this #lbh: i love how a'yuan sounds when he's angry (at other people than me) <333 #rip sqh unfortunately for him no matter the universe sy remains a hater 😔#fun fact even though he seems like he's spacing out these infodump sessions still ingrain themselves in binghes mind #and subsequently helps him during the abyss :D #svsss au

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babacontainsmultitudes · 6 months ago

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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.

#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL #dndads #dungeons and daddies #the peachyville horror #dndads spoilers #dndads s3 ep 5 #tony collette #ebenezer white #[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK #choosing to believe there's a chance they save him #I REALLY hope they save him #please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy #and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with #BUT NOW WHAT #Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl #stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao #Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck #Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun #*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match #Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though #what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him #oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol #undescribed

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 7 months ago

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one morning you cling to satoru’s back and sleepily plead for him not to leave for work and he feels closer to killing the higher ups than ever before

#explodes #i am . Thinking abt him #thinking abt him meeting a sweet non-sorcerer who makes him feel normal #thinking abt how weak he is to you and how he never ever ever wants to let you down or make you sad #so when you give him that meek little pout and ask him not to leave you in that sleepy little voice a part of his brain is just like .#……. maybe i could ask for a day off #even though he realistically knows he can’t #you make him want better things for himself #:((((((((((((((((((((#anyway i’m also imagining him kissing you all over and promising to hurry and being absolutely Stone Cold all day #no messing around no being silly he is a man on a mission and everyone is terrified #he kills the curse so quickly and thoroughly with such a serious expression that yaga asks him if he’s doing okay #💀💀#…. i love him .#he cherishes soft mornings with you more than anything!!!!!!!!!! he wants to sleep in with you…. it’s his dream……..#ari noises ✩#gojo x reader

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moeblob · 3 months ago

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I love them! So much!

#detroit become human #kara ax400 #luther tr400 #i love them so much and have something planned for luther in the hes a 10 but series #i may have spent a lot more time on this than i planned (aka two! doodles!)#but you know what 100% worth it i love them and i love him supporting womens wrongs and and #i got so emotional the first time i saw his status updated to family im like crying over this family #also kara having the ability to not only die in almost all her chapters but also kill in almost all her chapters #like girl please i love you and i love that you are willing to be rational and not let luther kill a guy returning a glove #but also you are unhinged and i love you there is no downside to kara i love her #also she gets to not only be a blonde menace but she rocks brown and black and white hair??#truly a lady who can do anything is2g #this suggestion added a year to my life cause it was technically the first one received #even though its the second i drew - i got it first

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wickedcriminal · 21 days ago

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Last Unicorn quote stuck out to me so I gave it to Spider-Fox

(the only person willing to be your friend and he didn't show up until long after you already lost all trust in other people)

#i won't post about the movie yet but i WILL post more sonic prime heyooo!! there's no escape!!#sonic prime #sth #nine the fox #miles nine prower #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #tails the fox #my art #baby fox do do do do do do #poor sonic though: imagine raising a kid like family only to see how the kid would turn out if you were never in his life and its BAD #the guilt that would crush him for not being there for him (even though it wasn't his fault) so he tries to make it up to the kid #by doubling down on affection and praise and trying to let the kid know he's worthy of love #but ultimately he's NOT the same kid; you missed your chance a long time ago and now all you can do is watch as your baby brother #fades into a shadow of pain paranoia and loneliness and everyone keeps saying that the only thing left to do is give up on him entirely #but you CAN'T DO THAT you'd rather die than give up on this kid #but it keeps biting you in the ass because he's NOT YOUR BROTHER and he's hellbent on isolating himself at any cost— even from you #I'M NORMAL ABOUT NINE I SWEAR

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shakingparadigm · 8 months ago

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they are sooooo cute

#by the way. sua with glasses. yes.#senior sua.....#sua is the senior who is calm and sweet with everyone like a goddess #till is the senior who looks lowkey hard to approach and goes straight home after work so nobody is really that close to him #if senior sua will comfort and gently encourage her juniors with kind words #till is the senior who seems stricter and will give criticism (with good intention. just a bit blunt)#mizi being shy in the offrec au is so cute 😭😭😭 and the fact that even though she's shy she was the one who offered to approach till #is sua offering mizi a coffee? or is it the other way around? either way adorable #i love how mizi and ivan are taller than their seniors 😭😭😭 soooo cute wah #till and sua are friends in this au. let me believe in these lies #the cool seniors who go out for lunch together and stay in each other's trailers/rooms to talk about their respective headaches #i don't know why i made this post sorry. moment of weakness #literally just rambling #anyways offrec au my beloved #alnst #alien stage #alien stage till #alien stage sua #alien stage mizi #alien stage ivan #ivantill #mizisua

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fiona-fififi · 2 months ago

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Call me homophobic, but I don't actually think it's great representation to stick a complex, dynamic, newly-realized bisexual character permanently with a flat, boring, underdeveloped love interest just because that was the first guy who showed interest.

#in my hater era #like what you like #but goddamn #the argument that this is somehow outstanding queer representation is baffling #they have had 13 episodes to DO something with this character and they have chosen not to #no development anywhere #even though they literally brought him back so there is built-in background ripe for the picking #and yet #anti bucktommy #anti tommy kinard #the saddest part is #i don't even hate him #he's not important enough to hate #there is just absolutely nothing to him #and that's sad because whether or not he was intended to be long-term or endgame #the writers are better than this and the character SHOULD have SOME development #like why are we all swooning over 911 shoehorning in a returning character to tell a bi buck story #but treating that character like the most expendable love interest in history #i don't like him but actually i think queer characters #and especially ones who are part of such a major later-in-life bisexual realization storyline for a beloved main #deserve a little more respect than what 911 has been giving him #anyway #might delete later i don't know #also i need to stop looking at the 911 subreddit #worst takes i've ever seen that place is a cesspool

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boygirlctommy · 5 months ago

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i love the bit from oct 17 2020 when tommy and quackity trapped wilbur in a cobblestone box to keep him from pressing the button... wilbur punching through the blocks with his bare hand to try to get to the button... tommy frantically replacing the block in front of him yelling for quackity to do something... the moment when tommy stops, blocks the exit, and tells wilbur to do it. press the button. but then theyd die with him. quackitys like "wait, wait-" but tommy holds his ground and wilbur. ohh wilbur. "why'd you have to make it so hard?"

#my post #this is just me rambling sorry i love that stream ive watched it sososossoooo many times from all 3 povs #AND AFTER TOMMY AND QUACKITY LEAVE....#wilbur replaces the button. i just need to know that its there.#and he goes on and on about how hes such a showman. how he shouldve just pressed it when he was alone.#but he just NEEDED someone to see him he needed someone to bear witness. guh #shaking. shaking. shaking. tommy put so much trust in him in that moment. he looked at him and said i know you want to hurt yourself but yo #wouldnt hurt me. and is he right to believe that? is he? maybe back in lmanberg maybe back during 'your life is worth more than the #revolution' but in pogtopia?? during 'wilbur wanted to be treated poorly so he treated others poorly'? it was a gamble for sure #and i mean as time went on tommy realized that. that as much as he cared about wilbur he couldnt trust him all the way.#but either way. in that moment i think tommy was sure that wilbur wouldnt press it if he realized that tommyd be killed as well.#that even though at this point people were saying wilbur was crazy. that hed lost it. that even if he didnt get it he knew something was #different about wilbur now. in that moment he bet everything on if there was anything of his brother left he wouldnt hurt him.#fucking. collapses onto the floor #disclaimer if anyone actually reads this far im not trying to slander pogbur in 2024 by calling him crazy thats just how like. every single #other character saw him.#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk

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artkaninchenbau · 4 months ago

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Wanted to make an Egghead-themed sticker sheet for a looong time, and once I got to it I noticed had enough room for a few more extras after the Strawhats were done... So here's some Cross Guild chibs for you

#One Piece #Sir Crocodile #Dracule Mihawk #Buggy the Clown #Cross Guild #My art #A reasonable person would've done like the Seraphim as extras or fucking Lucci Kaku and Stussy or even some of the Vegapunks #No you get the Strawhats Bonney and doofy ass looking Kuma and these fuckers #It's MY sticker sheet I GET THE DO WHAT I WANT #I'll post the rest some other time (the actual sheet looks like ass because it wasn't easy making sure they would all actually fit there)#(So I wanna post a more Glamorous Round Up of the Chib Art rather than the sticker sheet as it is) (Also I half assed the bg for it so bad)#But you get these fuckers for now #Just in time for The Husbandile's Birthday <3 #Also yes I know Mihawk's outfit color has changed AND I DON'T CARE. Look I LOVE a good yellow but Mihawk's Piss Yellow ain't it #Also I wanted to draw him with his OG bright red eyes anyways and the magenta went better with there #Ngl Buggy was the Second Funniest chib to draw on the sticker sheet. Kuma was the funniest one though but Buggy? A Great Second

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tea-cat-arts · 5 months ago

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You know what, I've read enough fanfic. I'm confiscating Madame Yu from you guys

Free my girl- she did the things she's being accused of, but not as frequently or severely as the fandom pretends, her actions are being taken out of context, and her depth is being reduced to that of a Colleen Hoover antagonist

#mdzs #madame yu #yu ziyuan #oh to live in a world that showed her the fraction of the empathy this fandom shows jgy or xy #or as the svsss fandom shows Shen Jiu #even though she didnt do anything nearly as bad as any of those guys #like- she was extra harsh and observant towards wwx but she didnt actually do anything other than enforce rules/punishments #which are noted to be significantly lighter than those of the Lan clan #and y'all know the whole whipping thing was an act right? y'all know she was making a gamble to try and get the wens to leave right?#y'all remember that its noted that wwx would recover in like a couple days right?#she's not some vindictive woman who baselessly hates wwx and beats him for no reason #god forbid a woman be mean and unhappy after being more or less forced into giving up her carrier to marry a man who doesnt love her #and then said man adopts his crush's kid and treats said kid with more kindness than any of his own kids #if y'all were just taking a hard line against beating kids I think I could respect that but no-#fics will condemn Madame Yu and then wubify Lan Qiren in the same breath #the tgcf fandom's treatment of Ling Wen gave me hope but y'all let me down

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