#terra ramble
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I gotta say the person I was this time last year; is far from the person I am now.
I spiraled down a rabbit hole of depression and anxiety like no other. I've always had it but this was worse.
But I realized... yes they hurt me... but what I do with these emotions are my own doing. I had to pull back.
I cut out toxic family... I was discovered by lost family.. imagine being in your 20's and your MIA uncle just discovered you exsist! How crazy??
Then you ask more family about your childhood only to be verified by them that your past really was that messed up.
I gave myself a moment to mourn the younger me that was robbed of a decent childhood. But then I stepped forward.. something 2020 me couldn't do.
2020 me was drowning in pain and misery while 2023 me has only walked forward.
I can acknowledge that my trauma is valid, while also accept my own wrong doings. I can break down and find the words to describe my traumas, while also able to reflect and realize how messed up some of my life choices are.
And yeah, It hurts. It sucks... but I dont wallow in that anymore. I dont just swim in it till I'm drowning. I know when to climb out for a rest.
I really wanted to share with someone my accomplishments over this. This has been one hell of an up hill battle for myself.
I still have a long ways to go. A very VERY long ways to go. I have toxic mindsets I need to work on, I have to deconstruct my sense of humor as some of it isn't very good. I need to work on expressing my feelings, and not be an asshole.
But for now... im glad I've made progress becoming kinder to myself.
I do have this community to thank as well. Sometimes you guys make me realize something that makes me self-reflect. From the wonderful fanfics with impacting moments, to the lovely fan art, all the way to the wonderful one on one DMs I've had.
You guys have helped me, even in a small way.
Love you all and now back to my endless dive of sun and moon brain rott.
#terra ramble#terra02#thanks for reminding me where my half and half sexy men love came from.#you guys are amazing#personal#sorry for rambling#i dont usually do this#but I wanted to say thanks
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one day, I will set this right
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh terra#kh fanart#my art#I finished terra's part of bbs today#I knew WHAT happened but not HOW y'know?#ouch man. ouch.#honestly did not expect him to become my favorite wayfinder#I should've known really I'm a huge sucker for possession tropes#especially if they're super tragic#AND DUDE WAS LITERALLY SPLIT INTO THE 3 FUNDAMENTAL PARTS OF A HUMAN BEING#which is in the process of doing something terrible to my brain#so um. if you're a terra enjoyer hmu seriously#I'll probably be making more fanart for him anyways#sorry for the ramble#can't wait to see him again in III <3#hashtag terradefender4ever#hashtag eatshitxehanort
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me when my comments happen to be read by creators whose stuff i like!!
#bigbst4tz2#this isn't meant to be freaking. parasocial or whatever i just thought it was cool that the creator liked the comment a minute after i-#-made it pff. and felt the sentiment might be appreciated on here#youtube as a community activity! feedback that connects creators and their audience! yes!#terra is rambling
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I adore that KH has characters that parallel each other in multiple ways. It's not just Ventus = Sora = Roxas, Terra = Riku = Axel/Lea, Aqua = Kairi = Xion, but you can mix and match and it'd make sense.
Sora = Terra: Both couldn't overcome the darkness and nearly or fully get Norted. They fail their Mark of Mastery and pretty much go missing. Both tend to be associated with rage in one way or another.
Riku = Aqua: Made to be the Masters in their respective trios, the Responsible One^tm, struggled with darkness and were in the Realm of Darkness for a while
Kairi = Ventus: Pure heart of light, had to go to Sora to recover/hide, struggled with being left behind
Sora = Xion: It's interesting how alike these two can be (though of course, you'd assume so naturally), but sometimes even more so than Sora and Roxas at times, specifically their sacrificial behavior
And I could go on and on, but that's the basic gist of it. It makes for interesting analysis and imagery. On the even more fun end, it makes for potentially fascinating potential team-ups!
#kingdom hearts#kh#sora#riku#kairi#kh aqua#kh terra#ventus#roxas#kh axel#kh xion#don't get me started on the kairi and axel/lea parallels#put ventus riku and xion together and you suddenly can say a billion things about them thematically and symbolically#the fanart would go HARD#yoroshiu rambles
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meme for when the basic narrative staple of dramatic irony gets mistaken for a plot hole
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Okay okay hear me out hear me out... Wayfinder Trio but dressed up like the Finding Nemo characters! Venn, running away, Aqua and Terra over here like "I have to find my sibling!!! Time to treck the entire different worlds for him!!!"
I'm sorry I just--
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So I’ve been theorizing about Rosebird Parents, aka; ‘Raven is Ruby’s real dad’ for close to five years now, and it’s funny how in that time I haven’t actually touched on what feels like somehow both the most obvious AND most innocuous bit of potential foreshadowing to this theory.
I am of course speaking of Saphron, Terra and Adrian Cotta-Arc, aka; the wlw couple raising a child together.
Now on the one hand, yeah it is really easy to read this as a potential subtle hint towards Summer and Raven being Ruby’s parents; a case of the show ‘planting a seed’ in the audience’s head of the image of two women in a relationship raising a child together. Particularly as there is no mention an ex-husband/boyfriend or other kind of ‘sperm-donor’, leaving open the possibility that Saphron and Terra may have conceived Adrian themselves.
On the other hand… yeah it’s also possible to read a bit too much into this. It’s entirely possible that if Saphron and Terra are meant to hint towards anything, they could just as easily be meant as a hint towards Bumbleby, given their shared hair-colors and the fact that Volume 6 is so pivotal towards the development of Blake’s and Yang’s relationship.
And appearance-wise, while Adrian certainly looks a lot like Terra, his design doesn’t exactly have any stand-out elements that point to him also being Saphron’s biological kid.
At least not in the same obvious way as Raven being easily mistaken for Ruby’s mom.
So when it comes to ‘the Cotta-Arcs are foreshadowing Rosebird Parents’, my honest take is pretty much: ‘They might be, and they might not be.’
That. Being. Said.
If it IS ever mentioned, especially in-show, that Saphron and Terra really did conceive Adrian together…
Then I would consider that to be THE, smoking-gun evidence that Rosebird Parents is ABSOLUTELY a thing that is HAPPENING.
Because when you really get down to it, the prospect of ‘two woman normally can’t make a kid together’ is really the biggest ‘barrier’ to Rosebird Parents. It’s just one of those things that is generally a given in most stories. Something that the audience just assumes to be true.
But, if RWBY happens to put ‘two women can make a baby’ on the table as a thing that CAN and does happen in its setting?
Then that means EVERYING myself and others have been saying is now ALSO on the table.
Ruby looks nothing like Tai but enough like Raven that Raven can be confused for Ruby’s mother?
Summer and Raven seem to have been quite close with strong hints that at least Raven was in love with Summer?
Raven has all the classic traits we so often see in “I am your father” characters?
The creators have disproven Qrow being Ruby’s dad by saying she and Yang are half-sisters which is a relationship which would be unchanged by Raven being Ruby’s other parent?
ALL of that and MORE starts being a LOT more relevant.
It effectively takes a statement that ‘if Raven were a dude, we would ALL be expecting them to be Ruby’s real dad’ and says “Yeah, for all intents and purposes, she basically IS now.”
#rwby#rwby rambling#rwby theory#rwby analysis#rosebird parents#rosebird parents theory#saphron cotta arc#terra cotta arc#adrian cotta arc#how adrian cotta arc is the potential smoking gun for the rosebird parents theory
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The thing that gets me every time is at Nibelheim when Sephiroth disappoints everyone:
While everyone else tells Sephiroth some version of “I looked up to you”,
Zacks tells Sephiroth “I trusted you”.
For most Sephiroth was a goal, a lofty standard to live up to, but Zacks thought he was a friend, a guy he worked with, someone he could trust his back to.
Sephiroth didn’t disappoint him by being less than perfect he disappointed him by breaking his trust
#like as much as I can tell zacks wants to be a hero but is the only one that doesn’t use the word hero interchangeably with sephiroth#if anything Angeal was the gold standard for Zacks#Sephiroth just was his friend and only guy who shared the pain of losing Angeal with him#kinda murky in birth by sleep can’t tell if the hero Terra reminds zacks of is Sephiroth or Angeal#cuz I was like he means angeal#but then he’s like you don’t look anything like him#which makes me think it's sephiroth#but does bbs count in ff7 lore?#I don’t know#crisis core#zack fair#sephiroth#broskie you did my guy dirty man#feels#zacks fair#like to zacks sephi was just a dude a competent dude but a dude#rambling
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BBS is a tragedy in many ways, but one of the things that gets me is that the catalyst, the one big thing that caused this mess to begin with, is so avoidable.
Like, the story starts primarily because Terra starts to fear himself (because of the darkness he has unwittingly 'used') and this causes a spiral of doubt and obsession. A spiral which he could've escaped from or maybe not even started if he just 1) had been taught the balance between light and dark properly (that darkness is more than just unquestionable evil, that light is more than unquestionable good, that they can and should co-exist in balance), and 2) had consistent socialization from more than the same 3 people.
Like. BBS is a cautionary tale about what happens when people aren't exposed to a wide enough variety of people and, therefore, end up naive and overly trusting because they never learned that people have ulterior motives. Terra is consistently manipulated and used by people literally everywhere he goes, because he can't see that they might not have the best intentions! He can't see the red flags because he doesn't know there are red flags to look for!
Xehanort knows this. It's why he targeted Terra to begin with: because he would be susceptable to his words. The main reason he couldn't use Aqua is because she was too confident in her own values, she didn't have the seed of doubt that Terra had. It's the only thing that prevents her from being used the same way he is, even though she is just as naive and trusting as he is.
Ven probably has it the worst socialization wise. Unlike Terra and Aqua who, presumably, has/had a family and life outside of the Land of Departure prior to beginning training there, Ven doesn't remember anything before then (not that he had much he'd be happy to remember anyway). And since he's the youngest and most 'fragile' one (due to being in recovery for most of his time here), he gets somewhat coddled and shielded by everyone else. Not to mention the way Eraqus completely forbid him from leaving and never intented for him to ever see worlds outside the Land of Departure. Sure, Terra and Aqua aren't typically supposed to leave either, but at least they'd be allowed in certain situations. Ven wouldn't.
Ven isn't allowed to interact with anyone outside of home. He's not allowed anything that involves the outer worlds. (He and Naminé are a bit alike in that sense. Though at least the people he's stuck with are nice to Ven and do genuinely care for him, unlike Naminé...)
BBS happens largely because Eraqus failed as both a teacher and a parental figure to all of them, but Terra most of all.
#started bbs again and had feelings. not sorry#so much of the story in general (but ESPECIALLY terras part) happens the way it does bc eraqus was a flawed man with flawed values#he taught his pupils a rigidly black and white worldview that doesnt work when put to practice#and he isolated them from the outside world meaning they lack so so much necessary knowledge and exposure#its why they were so much more susceptable to manipulation and misdirection than someone like sore#who is also largely trusting#but he has had proper socialization and exposure to different people as he grew up#that he can tell good and ill intent apart#but its also like.#at the point where the story starts its already too late#because the damage is done#they cant undo the flawed teachings and under-exposure in an instant#eraqus failed to see the consequences for his teachings- that by demonizing darkness he makes it a source of fear#and as he himself said: fear leads to obsession and obsession feeds the darkness#and obsession he unwittingly stoked by creating said fear#also just to be clear this is not meant as eraqus hate he is a complicated man who made mistakes#but nevertheless meant well and could never have forseen just how badly his teachings wouldve made things#OUGH its a complicated situation and none of them are really at fault!#(except xehanort)#(he is very much directly at fault)#terra#aqua#ventus#eraqus#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts birth by sleep#kh#kh bbs#xander rambles
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So uh
Me remaking the character creator unnecessarily because the app still existed is a bit more relevant i guess
#jellyfish's thoughts#jellyheart rambles#they better be making some form of remake#theres no way you can have such a pivotal story to the plot of kh and silently remove it#kingdom hearts#khux#kh#khux picrew#btw if anyone has the character pieces from dr ill be very grateful#just because it bugs me that i have aqua and terra outfits but no ven
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I just saw someone on the internet say that KH3 was announced ten years ago and I just got slammed with 1000 psychological damage
#nat rambles#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#HOW THE FUCK#LIKE ACTUALLY#sora kh#riku kh#kairi kh#aqua kh#ventus kh#terra kh#roxas kh#xion kh#axel kh#im not ok
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If I had a nickel for every time Greg Cipes and Ashley Johnson played love interests together, I'd have 4 nickels.
Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened 4 FRICKIN TIMES!
#ben 10 alien force#gwen tennyson#kevin levin#teen titans#beast boy#terra teen titans#tmnt 2012#mikey tmnt#tmnt renet#super robot monkey team hyperforce go#srmthfg chiro#srmthfg jinmay#not lego#enjoy my rambling :D#greg cipes#ashley johnson#ben 10
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i know So Much about horseshoe crabs now you guys. did you know in malaysia they're called belangkas and their family is limulidae and they have these weird little pusher feet on the back to scoot around and they've been around for at least 450 million years and their blood is cerulean because it has hemocyanin and copper and also has these things called amebocytes that glorb around viruses and pathogens + because of that their blood is used to test if medical drugs are sterile (if you've ever gotten a medical injection, it was probably tested on horseshoe crab blood first!) and also that they are really really tiny when they're born and molt A Lot (literally just crawl out of their skeletons + expand. so cool) and the females are much larger when full grown than the males and also have flat fronts of their shells as opposed to the curved arches the males have for mating and it takes them ten years to reach sexual maturity and they're actually NOT CRABS they're more closely related to arachnids and they have an open circulatory system and they're nocturnal and come out to mate with the full moon but other than that people don't really know where they live most of their lives and and and
HORSESHOE CRABS!!!
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Vale, prou, aquí la qüestió realment important:
#no vull explicar allò del [redacted] però si hi jugueu ho entendreu. em sap greu era la millor que podia trobar :/#jo ara per ara me les sé totes però a vere quant dura això#perce rambles#coses de la terra
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Small doodle of Terra and Aqua, as well as some whump Terra & Aqua headcanons underneath…
I wonder in the future when the Terra and Aqua are going into their later years, will getting white hairs give Terra and Aqua PTSD flashbacks?
The time she spent under the effects of Darkness was small, but I suspect she had some inkling of what she looked like as Anti-Aqua. We know that she took Master Eraqus words on Darkness very seriously, so I think she’d be quite embarrassed and mortified by it. I can only hope that in her later years, she’s made peace with that ideology. But when the white hairs start coming in, she starts to nightmares about transforming back into Anti Aqua. Thus, she ends up throwing herself into training to distract herself.
Meanwhile, Terra gets the worst of it. The guy spent 10 years under the control of Xehanort, so he has a lot more to unpack with his trauma. Much like an old wound, the deep aching fear of Xehanort coming back and taking his body again haunts him for years. Some days are good, some are bad.
When the white hairs come, he starts to have panic attacks and those nightmares. Those would get really bad if he starts losing hair. He could be found shaking after waking up from a nightmare and even screaming. It’s not a fun time for either with them…
I doubt that Nomura and the KH team would actually go this way with characterisation (let alone write about so far into the future), but it’s interesting to think about
#kingdom hearts#bramble Rambles#Kh#terra kh#terra#Xehanort#master xehanort#anti aqua#kh aqua#aqua kh#terraqua#I blatantly ignored drawing terra’s armour and aqua’s gloves#man I’m really bulling the Wayfinder Trio this month
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If there is ever a female Doomslayer they should have it be like Metroid where you only learn she’s a woman if you beat the game on Ultra-Nightmare or smth and she takes off her helmet and its revealed she is the most gorgeous woman in the world with the most wonderful husky voice you’ve ever heard in your life
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