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i really want a master's degree in japanese language or translation or something. problem is that it's expensive and useless and there's too much on my plate for that right now. how do i talk myself out of this
#i knew it would just be a matter of time before i got bored enough to start eyeing master's programs#i just didn't think it would be. how long. just under two months???#there is a school near me that has a master's in english/education and a certificate in japanese translation and interpretation...#that's looking pretty juicy right now... a decent mix of fun and useful... i wouldn't have to take it fast... i could just ease into it...#BUT I NEED MONEY... THAT'S WHY I TOLD MYSELF I'D GET A JOB... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#do i even want to teach college if i need a phd to be tenured??? AAAGGH#what the heck am i trying to do. i don't know. i just wanna have fun but :(
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Wait i just saw your tags that your job is the "do list of tasks until complete then leave" type - what sort of job is it? Bc that sounds amazing tbh
I will say my job isn’t like this ALL the time…maybe like 50-60% of the time
I’m a “pottery operator” at a community art center—but essentially I’m the assistant to the main teacher. I also teach classes, but that’s only a few times a week. The rest of the time my boss gives me a check list of studio chores to do. She is often not there bc she owns her own gallery, so for example every Monday and Friday I spend the whole day just checking off tasks on a to-do list. Things like cleaning and organizing shelves and cupboards, loading kilns (which I LOVE to do, unironically), mix clay, prep clay and tools for lessons, etc etc… and then when I’m done, I can either “lesson plan” which is usually me looking at pintrist, writing a bit, or working on teacher samples to see how I would demo it (which is very fun to me) or I leave, because I get paid salary, so if the work is done I’m good
So basically it is literally the perfect job for me. The perfect mix of social interaction (and it’s usually with other artistic people), teaching (which I also love to do), and mentally and physically engaging but NOT back breaking menial tasks that I can just check off on a to-do list (and I usually listen to an audio book the whole time..)
So, like, a pretty niche kinda job I guess….but it’s seriously the perfect fit for me
#I also rlly like my boss. we vibe.#she’s older so she can’t do a lot of the physical studio chores anymore so I’m just like hey. give me a list and I’ll do it#so even when she is there I’m usually doin my thang by myself in the studio and she takes care of paper work stuff and emails#I teach classes too but it’s no where NEAR as much work at teaching at a public school. we have like 1 class a day (sometimes two)#like 2-3 times a week and we split that between us#like it is a GOOD gig . especially to me who is obsessed with all things ceramics and clay#it’s a good balance between menial tasks and teaching for me#public school was way too overwhelming for me#also this place gives me time to lesson plan ON THE CLOCK.. they actively say do not do work at home you don’t get paid for#they’re all about mental health and work-home balance#sorry this is probably way more info than u needed#but I’m still just geeked I even have this job. love it#also did I mention I get 45k a year for this on salary and good insurance and 401k#I make more than if I’d used my teaching license …
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You know as a horror fan "cultural Christianity" is such a useful term because as an atheist as well as a horror fan and a fan of haunted house stuff if it's done well I very, very quickly noticed how many horror movies are Christian propaganda. So few horror movies involving religion (which is a shocking amount of them btw) pick any religion that's not Christianity to center itself around and when they do that religion is bad and evil, not the cause of evil and the savior from it (because the demons may be Christian, but God and the bible are also the solutions in a way other religions aren't granted. Bonus points if it's an indigenous religion being portrayed as Evil and Bad).
Pretty much any exceptions I can think of to that rule use Judaism and the Holocaust as a backdrop and never in like a normal, the Holocaust is horrible way it's always playing on myths of Nazi Germany's experimentation on the Jewish population. Which I find highly troubling and disturbing, but regardless nothing like being a horror fan to convince you of cultural Christianity because no other genre leans on religion as a plot device so much unless it's straight up a Christian movie for a Christian audience using Christianity as it's main theme and through line.
#winters ramblings#side note i ALWAYS hear about how we learned SO MUCH about medicine and the body from nazi Germany and i KNOW that has to be#at least SOMEWHAT untrue because the methodologies nazis would have used in CONCENTRATION CAMPS do not seem#like theyd yeild USEFUL information about anything. people criticize studies now for being overly populated with undergrads#because THAT skews your results theres NO WAY the camps had conditions good enough to yeild useful information#and theres NO FUCKING WAY IN ALL HELL that nazis had good enough methodologies and treatments of their PRISONERS#to be getting any result worth using. maybe we learned a lot on how to TORTURE people but medical sciences??#i think body snatchers orobably taught us a lot LOT more than the fucked up things the nazis did to the jewish population#and i find it DEEPLY DEEPLY troubling that we seem to remember the nazis like the NAZIS want us to remember them#and not as the scum of the earth they were- they werent useful DOCTORS even if there were olenty of useful engineers but they werent good#engineers BECAUSE they were nazis they were just good at their jobs WHY do we attribute their intelligence to BEING A NAZI#if anything thats proof all their smart at is building shit but anyway something tells me nazi germany didnt teach us NEAR#as much about medical anything as the myths lead us all to believe and WHY are we myth making about FUCKING NAZIS#time to start myth making the jewish people who survived or did uprisings or literally ANYTHING but the fucking nazis#now on the flipside as a horror fan Christianity is SO BAKED IN to how certian genres of horror run#if you had a haunted house movie WITHOUT Christianity id be genuinely surprised. if it wasnt at least Judaism with Weird Holocaust shit#id be even MORE surprised. ive never seen a weesterm horror flick that centered around like. Sikh people or even Muslims#and youd think being an abrahamic religion Muslims would make the cut but no even THEY get shunted because brown#like you CANNOT convince me culture Christianity doesnt exist because as an athiest horror fan BOY do i know thats not true#its actually one of my LEAST favorite things about the horror genre and WHY i have a hard time with haunted house movies#sure i LOVE james wans work but its STILL uses Christianity as a plot device and i HATE Christianity in my horror cheerios#plus you got shows like supernatural who LITERALLY wrote a show of bible fanfiction and uts very clear they never read the bible#i know this because i have a good friend who is religious and even CHRISTIANS find the Christianity in that show baffling and overbearing#and hilariously inaccurate but still lmao. anyway cultural Christianity is 100% a thing as an athiest its IMPOSSIBLE not to notice#so i find it REALLY WEIRD that athiests deny its existence as if weve not been victims of it out whole lives#and religious people who arent Christian too!! we should team up to beat the christians back to where they should be!!#just as invisible as the rest of us OR the rest of us just as visible as christians!!
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honestly I wouldn't get sick as often if my workplace adopted a stricter policy about sick people working
#my coworker looked super sick and said he thought he had a stomach bug and was STILL AT WORK W/OUT A MASK#BUDDY GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WHY ARE YOU HERE SICK#if this keeps happening I'm gonna have to contact HR or something#like less workers will get sick at work if you do not let the sick workers near them#ALSO I WORK IN A FOOD PLACE THAT SERVES FOOD?????#sick people should NOT be allowed near food I'm sorry but that's just fucking common sense#at least wear a mask if you're insistent about showing up to work sick like that is the LEAST you can do#I have asthma and can still manage the masks when sick like! it's not hard! and if it is then don't come in!#we are not getting paid enough to come into work sick!!#hrnngh....my work is run by idiots I swear#I'd get a different job but I also know it's literally going to be the same anywhere I go but tips won't be as good#if I can just hold out and things come together I might get into a teaching residency and get to deal w/ a different sort of nonsense#and not be as insane hopefully#sick kids do not scare me as much as sick adults and if memory serves teachers have an easier time calling out#(at least they did when I was a wee lass in school)#oracle of lore
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Why am I so proud of myself for doing something that is basically a failure on all levels
#so i started this level 2 certificate back in like march when i first started thinking about quitting teaching#i was like ‘if i just stay busy then the existential dread won’t catch me’#but it turned out that grad school plus teaching plus frantically trying to find a job was uhhhhh a lot#and the one thing that didn’t have a deadline was this random level 2 certificate. so i just sort of. never did the assessments#i still have the textbooks and assessment booklets slung under my coffee table judging me for my terrible time management and general lack#of commitment to things i commit to. but they’ve sort of blended into the scenery now#and i got an email in like.. june i think it was asking me if i’d completed the course yet & if i needed help#and i was like ‘omg yeah i’ll get it done soon! i have some assessments for my main course which are taking priority#but i Will finish this’ [john mulaney voice] AND THEN I DIDN’T#it’s been nearly a year. i cannot believe this#so anyway. on the 9th of this month i got an email from a whole different person. this one was damn near a welfare check#i mean on the surface she’s just asking if i’m still going to complete the course and if i need help but there’s this undercurrent#that’s like ‘are you even still alive?’#so i saw that and i felt bad and was drafting a reply in my head. but then i immediately forgot#i only remembered today. but i did email her back! i said sorry for the late reply; thanks for reaching out & i asked how i should hand in#the assessments. because i genuinely don’t know. i think this is part of what’s causing my mental block#i mean they gave me assessment booklets but does this mean i have to physically take a train 50 minutes to campus to drop them off??#or can i just type everything up. like. i’m fine scanning in the title pages if they need my signature#but it seems so much easier for everyone if i just type this#OKAY she just got back to me and said i can email the answers if i’ve typed them & asked if i can have this back by the end of marxh#*march. which is honestly way more grace than i deserve imo#fucking hallelujah. i’m going to put this on my calendar#i do not know why i’m proud of myself for sorting this out. like. it took WAY too fucking long#i guess it’s true that it’s never too late to own your shit and fix it. but also. god fucking damn#there was no need for this thing to take A FUCKING YEAR#personal
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"(blank) hates laios!" WRONG WRONG WRONG. SHUT THE FUCK UP
shuro is just as awkward as laios and it is made So clear he considers him a friend and likes him. he defends him when the canaries start talking shit and actively readies himself to physically fight them so they dont get to him.
namari also likes laios. she respects him as a leader and also defends him and readies to fight the canaries.
ive not actually seen anyone claim izutsumi hates laios, but a lot of ppl Are weird abt them. izutsumi and laios' relationship was rocky at the beginning. he struggled to figure out how to interact with her. but by the end, she actively seeks him out to talk with during the lead up to the feast. she hides behind him when falin wakes up. she has already realized shecan do what she wants and does not need to stick around, yet she does. she sleeps near him on the windowsill, waiting with him and marcille for falin to wake up. she has accepted him as part of her life and wants to keep him in it.
marcille does not hate laios. let me say this again.
Marcille Donato Does Not Hate Laios Touden.
marcille Loves him. in a platonic, familial sense. laios returns this just as readily. she yells at him. she whacks him. she tells him whats on her mind. she uses healing magic to ease his pain during the parasite fiasco. she reattaches his leg when he loses it. she teaches him magic. she lays her head on his corpse and cries before reviving him. she launches herself at him two times, when the canaries interrogate them and when he talks her down in the tower. he is a comforting presence to her. she trusts him, she cares about him, she worries about him, she imagines him as a big fluffy dog that loves and protects her. laios is her rock when falin is taken from them time and time again. and she tries to be his as well. she whole-heartedly, unconditionally, loves and trusts laios.
chilchuck does not hate laios. laios pays him his rates, no questions asked. laios trusts and respects chilchuck's job as a lockpick. laios does not see him as a child (at least, i cant think of an instance where he does so). chilchuck states, outright, he sees him as a friend and doesnt want to see him hurt. he actively worries about him as the falin situation gets worse. chilchuck respects laios. he shows almost 0 hesitation in helping get falin back, nor eating her by the end. he does not think of leaving him once, until he realizes he could lose him. chilchuck is cowardly with emotions and prefers to bottle things, so his first instinct was to bolt. he was angry because he was scared of watching someone he cares about destroy himself. laios is his Friend.
and holy shit. holy Fucking shit. kabru DOES NOT hate laios. kabru has the rockiest start known to man with him, and he Still helps him by occupying the canaries. he warns him about them. he hides the black magic from them just as shuro does. his whole Thing is trusting laios despite himself. kabru has his own baggage regarding other people, just like laios, yet he tries so hard to believe and trust this man. he Wants to. kabru is not very hopeful, but laios makes him Want to be. he states like 3 times he wants to be close to him and sees him as a friend. he stays through the entire feast!! the man who hates monsters, whose biggest trigger is monsters, actively, consciously, Willingly stayed through the entire monster meat feast. all to help his friend get his sister back. he could've left!! the feast was like an entire week!! yet he was there for every single day. he was one of the closest people to the door when falin awoke!! after reuniting with her brother, her friends, the people who knew her the most (plus senshi and izutsumi), the first person she greets is kabru!! he wants to be close to laios, he likes laios, laios is his friend and he cares for him, he wants to meet his sister!!! kabru fucking stays on the island with him as one of his closest, most trusted advisors when he becomes king!!!!! he wants to help him succeed!!!! he wants him to be happy!!!! laios is his friend!!!!!!!!
im just. people like laios!! laios is a nice guy! he is friendly and cares about people! he is weird, he doesn't understand most social cues, he oversteps boundaries, but they stay beside him, because they like him and he is their friend. he is their friend!!!!! friendship is not all sunshine and rainbows, relationships in general are not sunshine and rainbows. you will upset people, people will upset you, you will get into arguments, things will happen, but at the end of the day, the people close to you like you! they love you! they care for you! they want to work it out and get through it because they love you, but they will feel those emotions first! human relationships are complex and messy and life is complicated. even shows for toddlers know this.
if you truly believe any of these characters hate laios you are worse than a toddler. watch some fucking oobi or something. god. fuck.
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#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#laios touden#marcille donato#kabru of utaya#toshiro nakamoto#shuro dungeon meshi#izutsumi dungeon meshi#this goes out to that one stupid fucking post i kept seeing like. last week#how can you read the entire manga and still think 'oh wow i hate shuro or kabru or whatever'#like genuinely i dont think you actually know how to read#like you know how words come together to form a sentence#but if its not directly spelled out for you like a magic school house book then it flies over ur fuckin head#anyways im normal
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Oh geeze, I remember when a completely twisted wreck showed up near my school for a couple of weeks surrounded by police tape and none of us knew if it was from an actual accident that they were taking forever to tow or if it was a high school prom scare tactic.
The scare tactic that really traumatized me was the train video they made us watch in elementary school, probably around fourth grade or so. (It's so bad that it has lived in my head ever since as The Train Video.) They had the whole grade and I think one other gather in the gym and sat us on the floor while they projected the video onto one of those portable projector screens.
I don't remember the start of the video but the grand finale was when two kids were playing chicken on the tracks while their friends were getting an educational tour on the train. The conductor was showing the kids on the train how it operated and letting one of the kids try out the controls while the kids playing chicken on the tracks panicked for some reason (I think a caught shoelace or something?) and rolled the wrong way (into the tracks instead of off of them). So in other words, it ended with a couple of kids not only witnessing but being physically involved in their friends' gruesome death.
Needless to say, the entire gym was dead silent after that video. Looking back on it I don't think the teachers were prepped about it, either, since they were clearly stumbling for words as they tried to turn it into a lesson and herd us back to our classrooms.
And to this day I am incredibly uncomfortable standing on train tracks and will constantly have my head on a swivel to make sure I don't miss any oncoming trains.
WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU AMERICAN EDUCATION SYSTEM?!!
#USA school system#teaching by deliberately traumatizing students#this fucked with me so much#do you know how many streets have train tracks in them?#and how many commuter rail systems just have the people walk across the tracks to get to the other side?#at one of my previous jobs there was an abandoned stretch of tracks near where the contractors were allowed to park#you better believe I checked both directions before crossing the tracks and crossed them as quickly as possible every single time
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Examples of Answers to the Question, "Why Did You Quit Your Previous Job?"
If you're looking for shift work or teaching jobs near me, then be prepared to face hard inquiries during interviews. You can anticipate being asked, "Why did you leave your last job?" It's accurate that nothing specific can be assured, but in general, this question has a lot of value no matter whether we look at sample employment interview questions on trustworthy websites, where experts analyze the organizations and share their educational job interview experiences. While some people have trouble intellectually understanding how to answer the question in the first place, most people are more than capable of addressing this kind of situation.
Important advice on how to respond to the question "Why did you resign from your previous job?"
Certainly! The following advice can assist you in correctly responding to the inquiry, "For what reason did you leave your previous job?"
Be truthful and open-minded
Give a sincere response that reflects your motivations for quitting your prior teaching position. Honesty is essential to uphold credibility and foster a relationship of trust with the interviewer.
Stay upbeat
Instead of criticizing your former employer or coworkers, frame your reaction positively by focusing on the chances and progress you were pursuing. Throughout your entire response, be respectful and professional.
Highlight your professional goals
Stress how your desire for professional development, career promotion, or the quest for new challenges led you to leave your prior employment. Show that you're eager to learn new skills and are prepared to take on additional tasks.
Talk about cultural fit
Describe how, if applicable, the institutional culture, values, or working environment of your former teaching position prevented you from staying there. Make it clear that you're looking for an educational setting where you can flourish and make a meaningful contribution.
Demonstrate personal growth
If you left your teaching job to take care of personal or family duties, emphasize the value of keeping a work-life balance and taking care of personal obligations. Emphasize how eager and ready you are to return to the workforce with newfound commitment.
Connect with the fresh chance
Link your reasons for leaving your former work to the teaching position for which you are applying. Describe how the new position fits with your professional objectives, principles, and aspirations, demonstrating your excitement for the chance.
Keep it brief
While it's crucial to give a thorough response, try to avoid getting bogged down in the specifics of overexplaining your reasons for leaving. Focus on the important elements that led to your choice and be sure to keep your response brief and to the point.
Prior preparation
Spend some time practicing your response to make sure it is clear and confident. In order to improve your response and make it seem natural throughout the actual interview, practice giving it in front of a mirror or with a buddy.
Be ready for additional inquiries
Be prepared for follow-up questions based on your response from the interviewer. Always be prepared to give further information or to elaborate on your reasons for leaving.
Keep a professional attitude
Always act professionally while discussing your old employer, despite the reason for your leaving. Speaking critically of your former workplace or colleagues could give the impression that you lack professionalism and attitude.
Never criticise your former employers in the public
Take care that you never criticize your former employer unless it's a very severe matter. Bringing down the reputation of your former employer and the institution during an interview can reflect poorly on you.
Why did you quit your previous job? Sample Responses
Here are some sample responses you may employ in any of these situations based on the aforementioned considerations-
Seeking prospects for career advancement
Example response - "I made the decision to leave my former teaching position because there were little chances for career progression at that point. I have a strong commitment to my ongoing professional and personal development.
Even though I cherished the knowledge and abilities I obtained in my prior teaching position, I came to the realization that I needed to seek out fresh opportunities and challenges if I were to meet my long-term career goals.
I think that the teaching job I have now is the perfect chance for me to broaden my skill set, take on more responsibility, and contribute to the growth of children and the institution.
Pursuing personal and professional development
Example response - I made the decision to leave my former teaching position after giving it some thought in order to improve my professional growth.
In my opinion, it's essential to invest in your professional and personal development if you want to be productive in the quickly changing educational settings of today.
The chance to work for this educational institution is very alluring because it exactly reflects my career objectives and provides a clear path for progress and ongoing development. I'm excited to take on new challenges and use my abilities and experience to advance both institutional and personal achievement.
Moving to a different country or city
Example of a response - "Moving to a new city was inspired by a substantial change in my life. Although I had built a solid foundation and reached significant milestones in my prior teaching position, the move offered the chance for personal development and a new beginning.
I'm thrilled about the fresh opportunities this city presents, particularly the prospect of lending my knowledge and experience to a fresh educational setting.
I am excited to have a positive influence on my co-workers and students because the position I'm looking for completely matches my career goals.
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might make chuuya a sona as a gift
#not many gifts you can like give to “yourself”#but we know he wanted one and we're like#trying to sort out how to make him be a thing again instead of just#motions vaguely#🔸#just not a thing we've ever had to deal with#we're all always just Here#even Fayt just hides in his pile but like. he's still Fayt#we don't feel whole without him being complete so it's kinda selfish admittedly#right now the only time he responds is when he's doing work or when we put specific music on#wish we didn't have to work this week this is just not something we want to deal with during 9 hour workdays#Especially since any time he's near front and not manically hyperfixated on doing work he just makes us cry#tears! instantly!#not convenient for doing a job where you teach other human beings if the mask breaks midshift!#probably just make me or ciel do front facing work for now#maybe yesod too#pain in the ass
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Anyone else crying at 10pm because they are realizing their poor memory means they probably will never be able to hold a conversation in the language they're trying to learn even though they've literally been studying it most of their life or is that just me?
#my father studied spanish for 5 years in high school and college and was damn near fluent#he started teaching me the basics when i was like 6 AND i studied for 4 years in school#AND i babysat a child that only spoke spanish#AND ive done years of apps and classes and videos and books#and i have nothing#i can kinda und3rstand some written Spanish#i cant understand anything spoken to me and i can only know a handful of basic sentences to respond with anyway#same with asl#i taught myself to fingerspell when i was like 8#i have books and have done classes and watched videos#ive worked jobs where ive had to communicate with Deaf folk#and yet when my partner signs to me 9.5 time outta 10 my brain goes blank#like those signs literally mean nothing to me like ive never seen them before in my life#i just want to remember things#im so tired of feeling stupid having to tell ppl i dont understand when i SHOULD understand
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One of the other things that stopped me from perusing college was that by the end of my schooling I felt so very stupid and that I was lacking core skills and I'd flunk out of college. Which I couldn't necessarily do in highschool
#elias howls#is this true? a little bit. yeah.#especially considering that during the last 3 years of hs I was online (even before covid) and I truly learned nothing those 3 years and sti#ll was suffering immensely#It DID teach me that if I do ever go back [into education] that I cannot do online courses. I need that typical classroom setting#still thinking abt my gpa all the time. it was abysmal. I think if I had been in my public hs they wouldn't have let me graduated because it#would've been too low#idk. its... frustrating to think about because I had a really clear downfall in relation to school. I went from being an award earning stude#nt for near perfect grades to a d/c student. but nobody checked in. I guess I just hid it that well.#you could tell in my work I think though that I just didn't care anymore. I was so tired by softmore year. none of my essays had any passion#in them. i didn't take any notes. (i was never taught how to properly take them anyway). never studied (wasn't ever taught to study). I was#on autopilot#i do try to be kind to myself and all that but like. I do absolutely constantly feel stupid and that I didn't really earn my degree. but i a#lso know any more years in highschool and I really would've have a breakdown.#still. with certain people I hate talking because as soon as I have to say I didn't go to college I know I'm instantly less to them. I'm jus#t some stupid person. especially if I dare to say I'm currently job searching.
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On my knees begging for some grace.
#i have gotten so many rejections for jobs#and art opportunities#and one of the ones that rejected me offered me a different job at the same place#i interviewed today#i couldnt be a more perfect candidate if i was grown in the backyard of the business#BUT#my teaching schedule had to be set before the summer#so i have three 3-hour classes to work around#plus a weird month-long afterschool thing where id only be able to work until 2:30pm#after the fall my availability is PERFECT#and its only a part time position#but after a (i thought) glowing interview i could tell she was super wary about my availability#like PLEASE#im happy to have the shittiest busiest October/November of my life if it means i can quit the bakery#this place is an art supply reuse center with pride flags and a zero tolerance hate policy#like PLEASE dont make me stay at Casual Racism and Pastries#im near tears im begging#and i wont find out for like 2 more weeks#😮💨#personal
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