#tbd. again.
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#today was not it#i will come back tomorrow hopefully i feel better then 👋#and that my notifs somehow fixes itself by then#hope everyone's day has been better than mine O/#gnight!#tbd. again.#i just needed a quick rant zzz#vi : blurb.#ooc.
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the dickroy dynamic that lives in my brain is so sexy. two disabled dudes. literally mansplain manipulate malewife. being really nasty to each other. being very loving. tantric violence. ptsd. both knowing fire and the fear of being buried alive. the sweetest eight year old in the world. they both hate each others dads. damian wayne is also there, sometimes
#reading the as yet unpublished roy fic about Nightwing 93 again. he is……. very special to ME#persephone tag#tbd#explaining the intricacies of my rich inner world (trying to portray a realistic relationship between two semi-functional adults)
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thank you zzzero for the light(er) in my life
#i fucking love characters fighting viciously with their fists and LEGS it does things to me (points at wrio and gallagher and lycaon#heck even major kwak whenever he kills zombies with his bare fists i just love itttt)#again im sorry for yapping LMAO im down bad for him#ever since i saw him in the trailer when they showed the factions months ago i was intrigued when i saw him riding the bike in the corner#LMAOO my instinct never betrays me i knew hes wife material#zzz tag#own#tbd#hes THE zzz loml yea....from the wife tag to loml tag
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester
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me rn ☺️🌸🌱💗✨️
#non sims#nonsims#tbd#I've been deathly ill for the past week#but these boops are healing me#☺️#new cc is coming btw#as soon as I can pull my bones out of bed and cosplay as a person again#💀
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at the end of the day it's a relationship that inspired me to create again, to making edits and icons and even writing
it's the relationship that helped me get through some really hard times in my life
its the relationship I met really amazing people through who I now have the joy of calling my friends
#tbd#im crying yes I know but ive been so depressed#my life has been shit the last two months and this was my escape#like I know eventually this wont hurt as much and its just this week#and that ive made friendships that outlast a fandom#but Im still going to be sad#not to mention its like????#people have been harassed and sent death threats and was accused of faking cancer and we went through it together#idk this is rambling im just very very sad#ill find something new again I know but its just a lot right now#anyways I might take a break if you want to share discords if we are friends message me#911 spoilers
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accidentally quirked into a cat and taken in by the guy ur in love with but he has no idea that it’s you yeah I’ll write that
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say hello to my obey me mc and mammoron my beloved
#omg non-twst art⁉️⁉️#i havent drawn them since *squints* 4 years ago???#damn.#it’s a singular (1) fanart of both of them and i never drew them again until now#anyways i’ll probably never draw them again for the next 91738282 years#[—✦-#-✧ my art#obm art#obey me#obm#obey me nightbringer#obm mammon#obey me mammon x mc#obey me oc x canon#(<- WHAT are the tags you use for obey me)#(anyways i’ll learn as i go i guess)#(which will be like. barely)#(also kinda scared these are new tags i’m posting on 😭)#obm mc#(🪽) yukira#(<- new tag for my bb 🥺)#(ship name is tbd ;;;)#-✦—]
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Pac: I have a name for you! White Monster da Silva!
Febatista: No no no no–
Guaxinim: It's the best Monster!
???: >:(
Pac: No? Ah, ok, no.
???: [Is still mad]
Pac: Calm, mininim! Don't get mad at pai–
???: Pai, I have the power now. [They draw their sword]
Pac: No, sorry, sorry, sorry, my bad–
#Pac#Arkanis#Pactw#???#Name TBD#September 24 2024#This frickin guy#Man really wants that Monster sponsorship#Thank you again for the translation help / checking Kia!
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#blocked and muted most stuff related to larian and yet twatter insists on making me see this#if i never see a prominent larian rep talking abt gale again it won’t be too soon#text: personal#larian critical#bg3 critical#tbd
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When you stumble upon old photos from high school and you get that weird feeling that this was simultaneously just last week and an entirely different life, you know what i mean? It feels so close and at the same time so far away from your current life...
#god!!! such a strange feeling#all those moments with friends and classmates. i have no idea what most of these people are doing rn#but we shared such a significant era of our lives. teenage years.#and i also got to see my first love again in these 🫶#i hope he's well i haven't seen him in so long 💖#he truly was the cutest and prettiest boy of them all i always had good taste 😌😌#and there was my first crush there too#also cute but not that much and not as important to me#nostalgia hitting#let me have my moment i'll be fine in a few minutes#tbd
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@puma-or-cougar & @greenlovescats
Here:
He clenched his quivering hands and weakly mumbled, "S-Sorry, guys, I- I messed up the mission, didn't I?"
"It's not your fault." There was definitely a underlying frustration in Leo's voice.
Donnie wanted to duck into his shell and disappeared forever. He'd ruined the mission and disappointed his older brother. Hadn't Leo told him this would happen? Why hadn't he listened?
Everthing was going so well! Yet, turtle luck just had to remain true to form.
"What happened?" That was Raph. It sounded like he was standing behind Leo and was stewing about something or another. He probably regretted agreeing to come along. Donnie should have known he wasn't cut out for plans or team leading. He should have stayed in his lane.
Couldn't he do anything right?
"Baxter caught me by surprise." Donne winced as he realized that this admittance only added onto his already pathetic appearance. Taken down by flyface of all mutants? Seriously? "Threw a vial of some sort at my face."
The perilous extent of what he said came crashing down at him all at once. "Do I look okay? No face peeling or anything? No spots, weird bruising, or unnatural paleness?"
"You look fine, Donnie." Leo reassured as the clothe was pulled away, as if he was checking to confirm his statement. "How do you feel?"
"The pain stopped." Donnie breathed in relief, assuming that the lack of command to keep his eyes shut meant that he was allowed to open them. He blinked a few times, waiting for them to adjust to the dark surroundings.
They didn't.
"Donnie?"
Panic seized his chest he scanned around him, trying to find even the tiniest speck of light that could hint that they really were just sitting in an unreasonably dark alley. Everything was the same shade of black and he felt his breath hitch as this sunk in, mind screaming denials as he reached up abruptly.
"Ow!"
He felt the collision as he hit something and he yanked his hand back, holding it in a fist over his pounding heart as he realized how close Leo's voice was. It had to be only a few inches in front of him, but he couldn't see him at all. He looked down and flexed his fingers, trying to see if he could spot any movement there.
He felt his hand move in a disorienting way, but still he could see nothing.
"-Donnie!"
It occurred to him then that his brothers had been calling his name, and the squeezing on his wrist snapped him from his daze. It was a tight, unnerving grip on the arm that he couldn't see, and from a brother that was equally as invisible, hidden beneath an impenetrable cloak of black.
"Bro, talk to us." Mikey was taking his turn to speak, and the grip on his wrist tightened. Mikey must have had his arm and his silence was worrying his little brother.
Donnie swallowed hard and he refused to look up, staring down at the black as he tried to convince himself that it was a bad dream. It felt like time was paused, as if the entire world waiting to hear his horrible assessment. "I-I can't..."
His word died as he felt his hand shake within Mikey's steady grip, looking up as the horror finally sunk in. Mikey's voice was equally scared, like he already knew what Donnie was barely forcing himself to comprehend. "You can't...?"
"I can't-" The panic bubbling in his gut burst. "I can't see!"
And Here:
He allowed Raph to lead him away as Leo turned his attention to the youngest. "Mikey. Could you go get Splinter?"
Mikey placed the last vial down on the table and nodded several times, happy to be useful. "On it!"
He dashed out of the room and Raph release Donnie so he could sit down, but his younger brother somehow managed to miss, chair slipping out from under him and rolling in the opposite direction. He hit the ground and Raph paused guiltily, expecting a deserved outburst of how he should have waited five more seconds to let go.
Donnie said nothing.
He blinked rapidly and then pulled his knees up to his chest, settling right on the floor where he fell. Somehow this seemed worse, and Raph hesitated on how to approach his younger brother's sulky air. He decided to give him space, but after a good sixty seconds of silence, he watched his younger brother stiffen.
Pin-prick eyes darted left and right. He lowered his hands, a note of fear touching his voice, "Raph? Raph?"
"Cool it." Raph walked over and dropped down next to him. His voice came out more irritated than intended, but what did Donnie think he did? Walked off and left him like this?
His brother really should give him a little more credit.
"R-right, right." Donnie exhaled shakily. "I just- I can't-" He faced towards the floor. "Nevermind."
And just like that, Raph felt guilty all over again.
He wasn't one for reassurance or small talk- not much of an optimist- so he just set a hand over his younger brother's and stared up at the roof, tone bored. "I ain't going anywhere."
The tension faded from his body almost instantly. Donnie unconsciously grasped his older brother's hand in his own, the hothead's face blanching before reluctantly allowing it.
#I never finished it#I have like 7 finished chapters and even more unfinished#I wanted to post but I don’t like leaving things unfinished because I dunno if people like unfinished stories#Then again if I’ve learned anything from What Was Lost…#Hmmm#Tbd#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2k12#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#tmnt fandom#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt donnie 2012#2012 tmnt#2012 donnie#donnie 2012#tmnt leo 2012#leo 2012#tmnt 2012 leo#2012 leo#tmnt 2012 donnie#ImagionationStation’s Ficlets#tmnt fanfiction
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when i finish my deaged!dick grayson fic that engages with the traumatic legacy of the robin mantle…… and the ghost of mary grayson….. and bruce waynes violent relationship with loss…… then my vision shall be realised
#i am once again witnessing comic takes against my will#tbd#dick grayson#robin#dc comics#mart#spokes#persephone tag
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i lost my mind just now, this was the most anticlimatic unboxing of my life i actually had to laugh
#i thought its my artbooks alresdy or smth my sister ordered to my place again but nah#this huge ass box for my pills im screaming#tbd#babbles
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I think Dazai being traded to the Port Mafia would be super interesting BUT ever since I looked into IRL Tanizaki I can’t see it being anyone but him 😭 there’s so much foreshadowing in the themes of IRL Tanizaki’s works that it would actually be perfect??
Unless my other theory happens which is that no one will get traded because maybe Mori will accept Yosano telling him about Tachihara being a double agent as payment enough
#honestly i wouldn’t be surprised at all if the trade doesn’t happen#not bc asagiri forgot or something. but for a tbd reason#also i know Tanizaki being traded is the most popular theory but im basing this off of the little i’ve seen on his irl counterpart#i’m gonna make another post about the Tanizaki’s at some point bc they’re so underrated#just have to find the time sobs#rambling about bsd again#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd theory#bsd tanizaki#bsd mori#bsd yosano#tanizaki junichirou#mori ougai#yosano akiko#bsd port mafia#bsd hunting dogs#bsd analysis#bsd meta
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Vox: Do you want to come over to my place and sleep?
Lucifer: Like a sleepover? Aw, that's cute.
Vox: [ is trying to sleep with him ] Yeah-
#from a conversation i had with a friend and just thought about again.#okay i got some stuff written but it's 2am goodnight#❤️#staticapple#applestatic#ooc ; out of heaven#tbd.#holoharbinger
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