#tarot reading room

[johnthestitcher]

Here's a close-up of the Turkish Hanging Lamp my bf gave me for Christmas - with all the other room lights turned off . There are many styles and color combinations. Made by Natto USA.

[iamwinklebottom]

THEME: “Random Ass Messages?”

Choices:

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• I keep hearing “Can’t Get You Out Of My Head” by Kylie Minogue: https://youtu.be/c18441Eh_WE?si=vfUS2-a-jjamnS81

In the past, you used to fall in love with unworthy people and easily become obsessed a lot. You healed from this and realized that you went through these karmic cycles so many times, so your heart won’t get stolen by unworthy beings anymore.

You are very high vibrational. Please be careful. Check your astrology chart and become familiar with it.

You may not realize it, but people become obsessed with you easily. If you’re in danger, please reach out to me if you want my professional help and services: https://www.iamwinklebottom.com/shop/conjure-services/30

Dealing with stalkers can be very weird and uncomfortable, but please understand what the situation tells you and is teaching you about the “human condition” and your future.

Low vibrational obsession is not attractive or cute, but many people don’t understand that. Protect yourself. Some stalkers genuinely do attack and even hate the people they’re obsessed with and cannot possess.

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• I’m hearing a song I wrote. It’s personal and not public yet, but it’s about seeing a divine lover in a dream.

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You really feel like you’ll be alone for the rest of your life. You’ve grown comfortable with that because of your past, but please understand that you specifically are meant to love and be loved genuinely. Great luck and much love to you.

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• I’m hearing “Hey Joe” by Jimi Hendrix: https://youtu.be/biguQQBpHjY?si=fv1DGjjjUgf7fs1E

At first I felt feelings of nervousness. Like “oh god.”

I heard “hey Joe, where you goin wit that gun in yo hand… I’m going to shoot my old lady; I caught her messin round with another man,” but that was just my human self perceiving only the meaning of the song.

You’re safe. Don’t worry. I’m not channeling MUCH about violence.

The thing is, this message is about Jimi Hendrix himself. He was perceived as ONLY a talented, confident, and charismatic sex symbol. Yes, he had those traits, but he was honestly very shy and kind (he did become violent when his mental health started to decline, so continue to prioritize emotional stability please: https://www.iamwinklebottom.com/product/-emotional-stability-conjure-service/260?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=true).

People will perceive your power and want you far away from them, but so close at the same time. You are a spectacle: a rare breed of being that people want to degrade and abuse, view up close with a glass between contact, or drag you into their personal space to hold forever. Be aware of this.

You must understand the vortex swirling around you and your existence. You are an odd starlight. It can be beautiful and healing, don’t let it become dangerous and unhealthy FOR YOU…

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[icanseethefuture333]

whats the tea on if jyp really did stop chan from doing his live? then chan hinted he can actually do what he wants on bubble when it blew up on stay twitter? in quite a passive aggressive manner 👀

"Oh um... I mean cus I can't do Chan's room anymore so um- I know, I want to react to it but company says no, sorry, yeah."

Before I shuffle... I honestly believe this was going to happen after Chan vented in his last "Chan's Room" when he said a rookie group didn't bow to them when they walked past nor greeted them with respect and chose not to acknowledge them. Chan was 100% right for being upset. Everyone knows in Korea that honorifics is a big deal there, so to disrespect your seniors at work / elders in general, it's really bad on whoever that group was. However, the way he handled it was really irresponsible. To state publicly without saying who the group even was and leaving it to his fans to spectaculate, he didn't take in consideration on how his fans were gonna react afterwards. He should know that Kpop fans in general are very defensive and protective over their idols, they will always go to the extreme, so him being upset at their behavior (for example, Stays attacking IVE and assuming they were the group that didn't show Stray kids respect by bowing, when there was no fucking proof it was them). It's like... What do you expect? Then now, he said the company won't allow him to do "Chan's Room" anymore (probably because he said too much and caused so much uproar). Then fans showed up at the JYP building to protest for Chan to be allowed again to do "Chan's Room" again and Chan complained on Bubble that they're not helping the situation. So really the point of all of this of what I'm trying to say is, that Chan just needs to acknowledge that this is his fault in a way. He should be able to speak his truth, but he is not in a position or industry or in a company, where that is even allowed. Chan knows how strict they are over there. If he was like a Korean hip hop artist or from an independent label, it wouldn't matter then what he says. Or let's say he was in a group like KARD for example, BM is known for saying whatever the hell he wants, but he can do that because he is not under a prestigious company, he's popular but everyone knows KARD is considered a nugu group. So either Bang Chan sucks it up and accept this is the consequences of his own actions and if he continues to behave this way, it's gonna keep causing controversy or negative attention on him.

Channeled song: Under Pressure by Queen ft. David Bowie

"Pressure coming down on me"

First things first... To confirm on what the actual truth is here... It's a yes that JYP is not allowing Chan to do "Chan's Room" anymore. They are not happy with him, he is also not happy with them. Bang Chan lost the fight, he lost the battle on being able to keep doing "Chan's Room", which caused a big argument. So there's a lot of conflict going on. Now... To figure out why he's been so adamant about speaking his mind is because he wants change. Bang Chan just really wants change it seems. I feel like he doesn't like how much he's being controlled in some aspects. Chan wanted more freedom and have the ability to be closer to his fans. I honestly believe that "Chan's Room" was therapeutic in a way for him. It gave him the space to express himself and put himself more in the spotlight with The Star card. He felt the interactions with his fans were more pure and genuine. I also think that Bang Chan felt like he had more people in his circle when he did the lives? It made him feel like he had more "friends" it seems. He could have been feeling very lonely, so by doing "Chan's Room" it gave him comfort. Dare I say he's been kind of acting "delulu"? Like he's deluding himself into think he has this connection and friendship with his fans. When it is not like that and it's more of a parasocial relationship. Then when stays behave and react to his words, it's like he remembers all of a sudden he's a leader of a group, not their friend. So it's like he acts like a parental figure for them and scolds them when they do something bad, but also it's that Chan kind of snaps out of it and realizes that his fans can't be his friends that he's wanting so badly. So when they cross the boundaries, he gets mad. When really, he's just mad at the situation behind scenes, and he's also really mad at himself. Bang Chan is upset at the lack of control he feels, he has a lot of fucking leg room in comparison to other idols, we all know that, let's be honest, but - outside of his job, Chan just feels he can't voice his mind, his feelings, and how he wants friends, he wants a family, he wants a partner, etc. So I feel like he enjoys being a idol, of course, but like most idols he is upset at the lack of ability to be honest and form stable relationships. For how he feels about "Chan's Room" being canceled, Chris is very sad about it with the Three of Water reversed. He feels like he lost the one thing where he has an outlet. Where he was able to celebrate and find joy or comfort. I asked if "Chan's Room" could ever come back, I got The Empress so it's a yes. Chris could tell someone in his company who is very nurturing towards him and he goes to them for advice or love. So this person feels like a "2nd mom" to him and if he tells them how much this means to him, then they will be able advocate for him to get him to do the lives again. But that is a smaller aspect of what this card means. I feel there is something much bigger here? Everything has been such a chain reaction and Bang Chan has been wanting change, so he's getting it now. He will find something else that will be more emotionally fulfilling and make him happy. It will be something that's creative and allow him to pursue a new passion. I am unsure what exactly that thing is ... but it will be good for him :)! The outcome for Chan overall is the Mother of Air. Bang Chan is gonna receive more power and clarity from this situation. I believe the person I mentioned earlier could help him with this. They could be a senior idol or someone he worked with at JYP. I'm being reminded of Sunmi honestly or someone who is connected to Sunmi, perhaps a former member of Wonder Girls as well? I know that Yeeun and Yubin were also air signs since Sunmi is a Taurus (Yeeun also known now as Ha:tfelt is a Gemini and Yubin is a Libra). This is interesting, I would like to see how this artistic endeavor pans out.

For clarification cards, I got Ace of Earth and Ace of Air. So Chan is aware that this is the consequences of his own actions lol. He just has to get over his ego first. He will find stability and figure out how to be more grounded with his emotions in the future. There will be a business opportunity presented to him that he's gonna take. Perhaps he will sign a new legal contract with this earth and air combination (I'm being reminded of the energy of the members from Wonder Girls again. Since two members were earth signs and the other two were air signs). If Chan has more patience, he can overcome this burden he's been feeling and will be able to attract more prosperity once he heals and connects to his higher self. There could also be something that will happen to him, that will be similar to what happened to Wonder Girls. Or it could just mean they will be a mentor for him or be considered an inspiration.

Channeled song: Why So Lonely? by Wonder Girls

"Baby why I'm so lonely

I'm so desperate, but you're not

Baby no, my heart

I don't know when you will leave me (Tell me why)

What are they? Your feelings

What are they? I love you so much

But I hate this suffocating feeling"

[commence-screaming]

I know you all are awaiting my response, and I’m grateful for your patience. There are some things I have to address here. Never wanted to put everything out there—I don’t like drama on my blog. I have a document that’s over a thousand words long, but I realized that when people have blocked me and are saying stuff in the main tag, they don’t want to listen. They just want to hurt me.

So I guess now there are things I have to clarify… it’s heavy, but I tried to keep it short. I didn’t have the energy to read everything they were saying about me so I may get things wrong. I didn’t really want to post this.

Content warnings for mental illness, suicidal ideation, mentions of abuse.

Let’s get right into it.

1. I’ve always lived with the paranoid delusion that everyone was conspiring against me, that people secretly hated me and would smear me behind my back. I passed these off as negative thoughts, anything that might’ve “confirmed” this would set it off. I’d have an episode I would have to deal with on my own. I thought that nobody would stick with me in a crisis, and I would always be thinking along the lines of, “is it all over?”

I feel liberated, now. There’s no need to fight when they’re true. I am more at peace with myself.

2. I never want to hurt anyone. Not a real level, the angst stuff is fictional pain. I am autistic—the things you’re hearing me say are the first times I’ve talked to people (other than my family) for my entire life. I always want people to go to me when I do something wrong so I can handle it and learn from my mistakes, that’s why I have my bio set to what it is.

That, and my memory is so fuzzy that I can’t remember too much from even last week. I tend to dissociate and my brain turns into mush.

3. The “minor incident” that Ghouse and the others were talking about was one of his mods saying she’d “tear people apart” and then immediately citing me as the main cause because I was “being rude.” I told her why I was taking a break, as I couldn’t handle it, this had happened before and I asked them to correct me if I was wrong—even confirming multiple times that we were just joking around because I was paranoid.

I suggested they go straight to me for future reference. I was having a mental health episode. She called me crazy and that I was overreacting, implying I was stupid. Another mod told me I was overreacting and that I was acting pathetic and childish. This made point 1 so much worse.

4. The “suicide baiting” was something I told the Panic Room server in confidence. I told them I was talking a break. Ghouse said “it wasn’t that bad but okay,” as if he were gaslighting me. He said things like this as I was sobbing alone in my room, which he was well aware of.

I have to clarify that it wasn’t baiting. Suicidal ideation has been something I’ve been dealing with since I was 9 years old. I have been abused/gaslit for more of my life than I have been safe. I never wanted to say this, but they were brushing me off at a point where I was trying to find a reason to live. I had stupidly thought that they would understand what they were doing to me if I said.

5. That was the first time I had an episode like that. To say that it was baiting is to say I was lying. Let’s play devil’s advocate here.

If I were lying for attention, why would I destroy all my relationships in a single night? Why wouldn’t I make art or something along those lines? They’re big on art.

If I wasn’t, then that would mean that I was having a few bad days and they did nothing to help me… beyond condescendingly saying that I need help. I don’t blame the minors in the server, I’m talking about Ghouse, who is older than I am by around 2 years. I told them I called 988 and it didn’t really work. He continued to tell me off.

After I was kicked I was made aware that they immediately started insulting me. Whether you believe me or not, purposely attacking someone who’s mentally ill is… too far. I hadn’t done anything to them before this incident.

6. The reasons I freaked out was because I was sad that I had unintentionally hurt people, I had started a new, dangerous job, and… well, to be honest, I was terrified.

They were making me forget that I’d been hurt. I was starting to trust them. I had been starting to look forward to tomorrow. And, I was so scared that it would all be over. I didn’t know when, just that it would be.

Now, it is.

7. I may very well have been joking around with everything while on the server, but serious topics were serious. I was never “demeaning” when Ghouse was venting about something that happened to him beyond a couple of lighthearted comments. I thought they’d have the same respect for me. Again, I had confirmed multiple times that I was joking.

8. I might not have done much wrong in the Panic Room situation, but the other things that people are saying about me? I had no idea.

That was the first time I’d ever heard of them.

In the past, my autism had gone completely unchecked. some of those things were from when I was a week into being on my first server… ever. I was 17, had no idea how to check for age or even pronouns. Never used anything but tumblr, never interacted with anyone. Never went to school or even had a job at that point. I more tried to figure out everything based off of my own experiences… which was, not good. To say the least. The things I did, in my head, I thought they were “normal.” This doesn’t make it less terrible, but I hadn’t even remembered some of the incidents until someone pointed it out. It was so mundane to me—I was a messed up child. I’m sorry for this.

8. I wasn’t the best person, I really wasn’t. I didn’t know how to “mask” my traits at that time, I was excited to be able to talk to people. I was protective over my friends (my first friends! ever!) and very clingy. I didn’t know that people held characters close to their hearts, either? (When I have a favorite, I only want to hurt them, you see)

So while the doc was deliberately taking things out of context, some of the other accusations are true, unfortunately. I will be posting my DMs between me and the people on the server in my doc.

9. I have explanations for what I’ve seen of the accusations, but I don’t really recall anything from that incident over 3 years ago… if someone had told me, or even confronted me, I’d have known what was wrong. But they didn’t, and they kept talking to me like everything was normal. I was completely unaware. This is most of the reason I thought people were plotting against me—people would be cold to me and I wouldn’t know why. The worst part is that I can’t apologize. I can’t even try to rectify anything. Some of the people in that server still played PAYDAY 2 with me, some would even reply to my DMs. I had… no idea.

I have hurt people. Unknowingly, but still. I apologize to anyone I’ve affected. Most of it was not knowing how basic social media functions worked. I hope you understand that my behavior was out of line, and that I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. Don’t defend me on that, I was entirely wrong. But… smearing me in the fandom tag instead of going to me directly means that they want to attack me. They don’t want an explanation.

All of my actions were genuine. I never intended to hurt anyone, but that’s what ended up happening. I’ll put more detail into the doc.

10. I was already going to take a break. I was already doing poorly, and the server knew this. At that point, they want me to go through with it. What else would they be saying when they do all of this? Unless I’m reading that wrong. Whatever the reason is, they don’t want to help me, they’re deliberately being malicious and they know I wasn’t baiting.

Although, I guess I have to thank them. Now, I can say that I wasn’t delusional. I can say that I was too smart for my own good. How crazy does it sound to think that everyone was just waiting to betray me? But… they were. I can begin to trust myself again, even if it’s accepting some of my “negative thoughts” as reality. I won’t be reaching out to anyone I don’t already know, and there is safety in never putting myself out there again.

Thank you to everybody who stuck around. My delusions… weren’t entirely correct. Just like how most of my former friends blocked me on sight, there were a few people who didn’t mind when I wasn’t responding. There are some people who believed in me to a point where even if all those accusations were true, they believed that I could change. That’s… something I never thought I’d hear, ever, in my life. That is a form of trust I don’t deserve, really.

So, I was wrong again. Not everyone wanted me gone. It took all of this for me to realize that there were people who loved me in the truest form of it.

As for everyone who cut me off… well, I hope you understand that because of my mental issues, I can never trust you beyond a professional level. It is for my own wellbeing, because I’m still not doing good. I will still be taking that break. The PAYDAY 2 fandom was a source of reprieve for me, and now it’s not. It wasn’t an accident that it turned out that way. All my safe spaces have been taken from me. I don’t know why the Panic Room server hated me, so I can’t provide any extra insight on that.

The truth is, I haven’t been around because I’ve been dealing with depression for a long time. I’ve been passively… yknow. Not actively. I haven’t had the energy to respond to anything on most days, I’m sorry for that :(

All of this was just the breaking point, really.

Thank you for reading. I know most people won’t, but I appreciate those who do. I won’t blame the rest of you if you all decide to leave as well, I understand that. I never made the blog for other people, I made it for myself. This whole thing will serve as a reminder that there are more important things than online spaces. Can’t get therapy because I’m broke, but I can enjoy the few things I still can… even if I’m reminded of what I’ve lost. I don’t think I’ll really be here anymore, but I will be okay.

[izukuleeyoung]

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[tadpoles-and-daydreams]

Y'all one of the hardest things is when I'm doing a reading for myself and I'm told "Hey, this card with a negative connotation? Yeah, this is something you should be doing. No, it's not behavior you should get rid of- you're supposed to TAP INTO that energy."

LIKE BRO??? WTF DO YOU MEEEAAAN

I mean I can fully understand where this is coming from but that won't stop me from complaining about it /lh

[thelogicofthetrance]

September 3rd, self-care moments for the New Moon in Virgo 🌑

[m-eltdown]

[knightofhylia]

💀

thank u @toastysaur ![reading under cut]

You

Dissolution - Water, cleansing, transition

Can you practice being fluid? If the container that held

you was removed how would you flow?

After the fire has burned away all the unnecessary, what is left? Without these restrictions, you are able to flow freely and allow healing to take place. Cleanse and protect this new you, there is still a lot more evolving to do but you are taking the first steps on the long journey ahead.

Family

Metamorpjosis - Pain, change

Who are you now? Who could you emody in the future? What do you want that person to be like?

Painful change and struggling to convince yourself "Can I really do this?" The answer is always yes, you can. We are built to change and evolve. Holding onto things that slow us down or hurt us is against our core drive to survive. Trust in the transformation.

Friends

Separation - air, analyze findings

When you lay yourself out entirely, good and bad, what do you see? What parts are no longer relevant?

After Dissolution is Separation. Pick through the ashes of the cleansing dissolution and decide if what is left is worth it. Who you communicate with reflects who you are. Nuture what good you find and it will grow.

Love

Death - endings, literal or spiritual, preparation, fight

Where is death appearing in your life? Is it welcome, or do you fight it?

Death occurs all around us whether we are aware or not. Sometimes it's obvious when it is dead, sometimes we just don't see the signs. Although we cannot cheat death, we can try and fight it.

Career

Human - Connection, imperfection, mistakes

What makes you human? What are your unique gifts and talents?

As humans we rely on community, everyone needs connections even if they are imperfect. Oftentimes we humans are more obsessed with reaching perfection than making it efficiently. Where is your usefulness out of what society tells you? Where are you self sufficient?

Overall:

Hmm I tarot diagnose you with "Going through it" disease. Seems that you are in the process of completely reinventing yourself your relationships, your family, your friendships. Oof! But, the good news here is that this is what we were MADE to do, and in the end you'll thank yourself for cutting all the ties and letting things go. Dissolution and Separation being in this reading gives me good signs that taking it one step at a time is the best way. None of this needs to be done overnight. With all this reinvention there is bound to be confusion and worry over doing the right thing. There is a community out there for you even after all this mess! They will love you for all your imperfections and creativity 👍

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[putmenthedirt]

gonna take some melatonin in like an hour so i can fall back asleep. today was a horrible day and i hope tomorrow will be better. weighing myself in the morning tho so it’s all dependent on that.

[bestfluteninja]

breaking news recognizing that you feel desperately lonely because you have been severely lacking in social conversational interaction this week and taking steps to fix that will ultimately make you feel better!

[vivisviolets]

Initals: O. M. M

Pronouns: she/her

Gender: female

3 things I like: pop culture, money and shopping

OMM💖💗💝 ₊˚⊹♡ The Sun, The Lovers, The Five of Cups, Death (bottom of deck) ₊˚⊹♡ 222, 333, 555, Sagittarius/Leo/Aries placements (Sun, 5th house, Mars, Venus, etc), Gemini/Aquarius y2k/2010s love, snapchat, filters, engagement, bsf girlfriend, channeled song, Just the Way You Are - Bruno Mars

₊˚⊹♡ awe this is so cute~~ let me get right into it, this is someone who you will become fast friends with/have an immediate connection- because of how sweet this person is!! I think both of you will meet with the intention of dating, so this may happen via a dating app, but I'm also hearing socials like Instagram/twitter/X, someplace where you may post things you like but also selfies- I'm hearing your profile being personal to you (selfies, quotes, outfit/makeup pics) will be what draws this person to you (via social media/dating profile). while there is an emphasis on this happening online, you both will live in the same town/small area!! so there is a crossing of you both sharing your relationship via online spaces + irl places!!

this person is just *so* sweet omg- I hear so many giggles so they may have a really cute laugh and laugh when nervous- they don't mean to laugh at uncomfortable things nor do they EVER laugh in a sardonic way- its just how they carry themselves through social situations (they may be very kind to everyone but struggle with underlying social anxiety), very empathic to everyone but is more introverted so she is good at keeping emotional boundaries for her own safety. also a bit of a "crybaby", which just means they cry/release their inner emotions easily! I got a random scent of a scented candle, sweet like a baked good- so another indication for this person is this person may have a sweet tooth to the point it's a joke that it's what makes them so sweet haha- or she may like to save aesthetic cookie recipes on pinterest but shy away from actually baking them- until they meet you- because whether or not you like to bake- when you two are around each other you are each other's motivation!!! and you want to do a lot of different creative projects together, like photoshoots, clothes shopping, thrift-flipping/diy things- she is very creative and I see she may love to make bracelets/jewelry, something with beads/pearls/and gems! they are also very divinely protected due to how pure their heart is, the divine/Spirit/God loves them ♡ and once you two become a couple you will also receive their divine protection/good fortune!! I believe you will meet them when things are beginning to shift for you already, like you start up school again, or start taking different classes, or you get a new job- it's some change where you made the choice to change (maybe you even move?), and that will make this person flow towards you energetically! along with a lot of other people- I'm seeing friend groups flocking to you due to your inner confidence being renewed after making some choices for yourself ♡ I'm just gonna come out and say it, this person is marriage material ♡, you both hold each other's vulnerabilities so well, and you already love to build and grow together- they love how driven you are and want to give to you in abundance, and you love how emotionally supportive and intune they are!! it will just make sense and feel so natural to think about marriage maybe even as soon as 8 months into the relationship- but the marriage could also happen 1-2 years into the relationship as well if you two wanted to settle down more first... I see a moment where you two are taking a snowy/winter night walk in big puffer-fur coats~♡ i think this will be such a pure moment for both of you, you'll both feel so content in this relationship and honestly wonder what time itself was like before you met the other ♡❄️, it's the type of contentment and happiness where you feel like there was nothing else before it. the wedding itself will be stunning, you'll both have a whole theme planned and your person will look so gorgeous in her dress ♡ beautiful photos too and so many happy guests- you two will be on cloud 9!! - this relationship is incredibly sweet and full of pure love, both of you will feel safe pouring your energy into the other because the other will always give back ✨no matter what you may face together,- I see even years into the relationship you'll both still feel on cloud 9 ♡💗

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[illusionsofhers]

cali house

[alyjojo]

Thinking of You - April ✂️ 2024 - Gemini

Whole of their energy towards Gemini: 10 Cups

Feelings: 9 Cups rev

Intentions: 10 Pentacles

Actions: Queen of Cups & Ace of Cups

This person is deeply in love with you, all about you, doesn’t have eyes for anyone else but you ❤️ Real Estate and Collaboration came out, you two could be trying to move in or buy a home together, you could work together, or the purpose of buying a home would be for offices because that’s what I’m seeing. More work space, or separate? I’m seeing two people on the phone and one having to leave the room constantly, even if you’re not actually getting a bigger place - Spirit could be saying you need to 💯 For your own sakes, work wise. They see you as their dream come true, there’s a new opportunity for you or them both, and they’re really excited about it. Even if you can’t afford it right now, you’re both working towards something. Could be a down payment on a house, or some kind of property you could rent out and make extra money, some kind of investment like that if Real Estate isn’t literal. You two balance each other beautifully.

Money seems to be the issue, it’s shown in their feelings but it’s reflected in you too. Credit, loans, savings, getting things approved. This month probably isn’t the best time to go about that, so consider it a blessing that things haven’t worked out yet. You may have bid on several places and others are snatching up the things you want, there’s a feeling of bitterness and annoyance at not having gotten what you wanted yet, you feel like there’s been no progress whatsoever. Or some of you could be playing around with these ideas, but no one has taken action yet, and the other person is irritated with the one that hasn’t acted or wanted to. You’re holding onto hope, whatever you both are working towards *is* your dream (shared dream) and there’s a sense of anticipation like it’s on the horizon. Eventually.

The intention is working hard, continuing to save money, continuing to build 10 Pentacles together because that’s what you both want, you just need more money (credit for some). 3 Wands came out this time, again it’s like it’s *right* there, it’s on the horizon, but it’s not here in reality just yet, there’s more work to do. In action, your person is in love with you, Queen of Cups shows genuine emotions, her care runs deep and it’s not just about her but everyone involved. It seems like that’s the thing that’s going to make her turn around and reconsider something that’s already been decided “no” on, and it feels financial. Work possibly, definitely regarding money, things aren’t going to work along whatever the hopes and dreams are - how they are currently. It’s like Spirit knows what you want, what you have, and what you don’t know you need yet - and that’s where the outcome will inevitably lie. But it looks positive 😊

Messages:

Their side:

- Obsessed with Work

- What other people say matters too much to me.

Your side:

- Nothing is an accident 💯

- All About YOU.

Oracles:

Give me nirvana I can dance to 💃

Real Estate 🏡

Wealth - Investment - Megaproject

Collaboration 🤝

Backup - Unity - Enhancement

Possible signs:

Pisces, Virgo, Aquarius & Cancer

If you’re dealing with:

Strength shows you holding back from other people, probably because you’ve got a lot going on that’s keeping you busy at the moment, probably nothing personal. Others may have a similar story, including your person in this reading. You will overcome the difficulties set before you, or your people will, this probably isn’t going to be the easiest month with an eclipse & a retrograde going on.

Aries - someone you work well together with, could be romantic but not necessarily, you both have a serious work ethic and can rely on each other for sound advice & cooperation

Taurus - could be spending a lot on beauty products, art, children, business even, or they’re single & not coming/going back

Gemini - plotting an escape, being sneaky & strategic about it, but what that’s about idk

Cancer - very attracted to you but feels left out/behind, you don’t reciprocate feelings?

Leo - healed from this, waiting on destiny to bring them what they’re meant to have

Virgo - whoever acted like an impulsive horn dog in this connection deeply regrets it - or the other person is just very sad, feels it was/could’ve been something great

Libra - healing from something sudden & painful you’ve said or they found by stalking

Scorpio - hearing good news, being rewarded for their hard work & effort, they’re #winning

Sagittarius - happy with their decision or getting something great - that they deserve

Capricorn - your father/husband/boss, someone very serious and financially focused, they could be “laying down the law” somehow

Aquarius - likes you or you like them, there is communication initially, or one date, but someone is walking away & going ghost 👻

Pisces - doesn’t know if they want a new beginning because their heart isn’t in it

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