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well nvm the batteries in my scale died and i have to buy some LOL

weighing myself in the morning and deciding whether or not i should kill myself

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The best and easiest way to not eat is to be busy.

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weighing myself in the morning and deciding whether or not i should kill myself

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day six

idk why but all day while i was counting my cals i thought my limit was 900 so oops. btw i went over it anyways

cereal 162 cals

pasta salad 75 cals

corn dogs 400 cals

oreos (the urge to binge was calling my name) 330 cals

total 967 cals. did 10k steps tho 😙

time to get back on track!

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i fuck up way too much. i hate myself. it’s consuming me.

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brooooo why does getting skinny take SO LONG in the beginning

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day five

cereal 78 cals

watermelon 46 cals

cheeseburger 630 cals

mac and cheese 146 cals

pasta salad 38 cals

total 938 :(

time to get back on track!

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day four

cereal 235 cals

lunch two cookies 270 cals

snack chips 560 cals

total 1065

time to get back on track!

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day three

lunch: two cookies 340 cals

dinner: mostaccioloi 400 cals

dessert: vanilla ice cream cone 290 cals

total 1030 cals

time to get back on track!

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day two

breakfast: grapes 100 cals

lunch: cereal 235 cals

dinner: mostaccioli 865 cals

total 1200 cals

time to get back on track!

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can i just fast forward to the part where im a size 3 in jeans

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under arm fat is ruining my existence

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from 📌

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it’s true what they say about people treating you better and different when you’re thin. when i was my thinnest, people were SO nice to me and always complimented me about how good i look. so yes, the suffering is worth it in the end :)

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one of my lowkey forms of self harm is weighing myself even after i’ve eaten LOL

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quitting vaping has made me lose my greatest appetite suppressant i am struggling