#talks about death

[bloodandhairspray]

Hey, so I am exhausted tonight, so I'm sorry if replies don't get done, but while at work, I literally watched someone take their last breath before passing. I might be on to kinda see how people are doing and liking stuff, but in terms of actual replies, I don't think that they will get done like normal.

[real-levyanno]

I saw your account on wattpad and I wanted to ask why the actual eff do you think it's okay to give so many rare issues to your oc? A RARE colon cancer, a RARE heart issue, him being super young and having arthritis and scoliosis?

How the hell is he not dead because if I were him, I'd be dead. You legit went through googling rarest things to have as a kid and then applied them to your OC. And you wonder why you don't have followers

TW: mentions of attempted KYSing

I- honestly I laughed when I saw your ask. You say you know my wattpad but obviously you don't know my history or else you would know why Lukuro has so many things wrong with him

Lukuro is me

The rare colon cancer? Familial adenomatous polyposis (FAP). I had my colon removed at 13 years old because I inherited the disease from my dad and let me tell you, its not fun being rare. Literally I had to travel every summer to.find a doctor who knew what to do when looking for polyps on my colon, which have spread to my stomach. Had I waited to 14 to.have my colon removed, the polyps would have turned cancerous

The rare heart issue? Patent ductus arteriosus (PDA). I was born with a hole in my heart and had to have surgery to fix the hole. I can't have CPR or be resuscitated or else the coil in my heart will move. I grew up practically sleeping all the time and now being able to be a normal kid because of my heart

Scoliosis? Guess what, I have it. I have it and I also have a 6th lumbar. I'm only 18. You know how much pain I'm in because my spine is messed up? Of course you don't because you wouldn't be here not knowing the history of my OC. I can't lay down without being in pain from my spine. Scoliosis was also a nickname I had in high school. My friend Shawn would call me it just to mess with me

Arthritis? I was diagnosed a couple years ago with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis in my hands, knees, and ankles. I had to have a steroid shot in my right knee and left ankle. My doctor even said it was a good thing I took up cross stitch because it helped sooth the arthritis in my fingers

And to answer your question on how he's not dead? Because he's me. I have tried to overdose on pain killers because of all the shit I've had to go through and now I have a doctor who thinks there's an issue with my gallbladder. You don't know anything about me or the life I live. You don't know how.many times I woke up in the morning wishing I was dead. I have anxiety attacks going to the hospital, I have a fear that the anesthesia won't work on me and instead I'll be paralysed while doctors poke and pride my body

You don't know how many times I've been called a liar about these issues. And to top it all off, people keep saying that I'm just "conditioned" into thinking I'm autistic or adhd. They refuse to believe that I have a genuine issue inside my mind the affects me because how the hell could a single kid be so fucked up?

So you tell me how the hell am I not dead? Because I would gladly be dead instead of suffering through this body that is slowly killing me

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

being a student during peak pandemic was so fucking surreal like. "it's not an excuse to fall behind" I cannot stress enough to you how much A Worldwide Plague Upending Life As We Know It is literally one of The Top Three Reasons to fall behind

[alexisabirdie]

I'm at my aunt's birthday party, the men in one room are talking about football and the women in the other room are talking about death.

[girlinafairytale]

[ghost-bxrd]

Headcanon that when Jason so much as says “ow..” on the comms the rest of the batfam immediately assume he must be dying.

[evgar]

kiss of death

graphite and watercolors on paper

[kotse]

@hg-aneh fanart of fanart! i want them to be best friends in the rain and have a slumber party

[hey-there-22]

I love how the TARDIS had a human form with eleven and she was like "my thief, my thief, I love my thief" BUT FAILED TO MENTION THE GOD OF DEATH HAD BEEN IN HER BACK FOR DECADES.

[ulgapodatkowa]

I have so many thoughts but I at least want to address the "for the new unicorn" note. because first of all it's so incredibly gratifying for izzy to finally be accepted into a community. it was shown before that the crew cares for him in some way but it was the first time he really saw that. that he isn't useless and alone, that he still has a place on the ship. even more so the crew WANTS HIM to be on the ship. and also that they want him to embrace his disability which doesn't make them think any less of him.

but also the choice of words. because inherently it rings queer, unicorn as a symbol of queerness. and even if it may have a negative sound when you use it differently here it is extremely positive. izzy is not only accepted to the crew, he's also accepted to the queer community, to the family. the unicorn on the revenge was also the one that was leading the ship, so one can argue that they want him to take that role in their dynamic.

and you can see that he does so immediately. he puts himself together and starts helping the crew. he's still bitchy but no longer violent and cruel. he helps stede and lucius immensely because that is what he does now. he's part of the family. twat.

[tieflingkisser]

Israeli Parliament Set to Discuss Legalising ‘Death Penalty Law for Palestinian Prisoners’

look up the conviction rates for Palestinians

look up how many and for how long Palestinians are held without charges, without bail, without visitation or access to lawyers

this is absolutely a prelude to formalized mass execution of political prisoners

[artkaninchenbau]

People keep on asking for more Baby Robin and Papadile so here is more Baby Robin and Papadile. Now never ask anything from me ever again

[hinamie]

"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"

some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3

[teaboot]

Wait why were you in israel/palestine? Aren’t you canadian?

I am. A friend of my family was traveling from Egypt to Jerusalem on pilgrimage and someone who had reserved a spot in the group had to drop out, so there was a last-minute seat available and they asked me if I was interested.

Life is short, and it wasn't the sort of trip I'd be able to afford on my own in a million years, so I tagged along as the token agnostic.

And I'm glad I did, because a few months later some of the places we'd visited were leveled flat.

A lot of beautiful, rolling green hillsides are charred dust now, and good, kind people are dead.

Buildings we slept in are gone. Children who waved to us in the street are gone. Small shops and vendors and houses are gone. Old men gathered together to smoke and chat in little rooms by the streetside are gone.

Passing from Israel into Palestine was a visible, abrupt switch from a modern city not unlike Vancouver to a slum. Like some of the reservations I've been to here up north that go to shit sometimes, where the Chief and his family all have brand new BMW's and nobody else has had their plumbing fixed.

Buildings were repaired with minimal supplies, trash was gathered in the streets, and the roads were bare dirt for long stretches at a time. You could tell that this wasn't a place being treated kindly, but people were doing their best. Everyone we met treated us well. Everyone we met was kind, and welcoming, and generous.

One man I spoke with said he was hoping to come to Canada someday. Take his family and live here. He asked how cold it got.

I told him that their winter was like our summer. He didn't like that- said he didn't like being cold.

I told him to wait for summer, then, and he could visit with me. Told him everywhere he'd have to see when he arrived, all the best landmarks and museums.

The first bombs dropped before winter.

I don't know if he waited.

[girlinafairytale]

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[misteria247]

I'm going to throw something and become violently ill

Ford was so on edge, like he was pacing and all tense and then Stanley touched his shoulder. And like immediately Ford relaxes, his posture loses some of the stiffness it had. He stopped pacing, and just let's Stan touch him.

Even when he's losing his fucking mind, hasn't slept in God knows how long, and he's mad at his brother, Stanford still finds comfort in Stanley. Even after everything and all the hurt and miscommunication between them, Stanford still essentially trusts his brother when it really counts. Stan gives Ford comfort and the feeling of safety with just a gentle hand on the shoulder and a concerned "Easy there, let's talk this through." That's all it takes to get Ford to stop everything.

Fuck these two I hate (affectionate) them so much 😭