#talking with my guardian angel

[ahopefulbromantic]

Me: I wish I could just live with my friends. Have our little commune or qpr or whatever. And I wish we would cook together and do the dishes together and pray together and talk together about God or anything else really and sing together and sit together in the living room and play games together, and I wish everyone was celibate without any angst about it so that no one would leave us when they find a chance for a romantic partner. And we could even adopt and raise kids together like a family. And I wish-

My Guardian Angel: Idk sounds like a convent to me.

Me: ...oh.

[lilbitofmac]

Guardian Angel AU: Stephen is at his wit’s end following the aftermath of Endgame. After pushing himself nonstop, saving the world, the universe, and the multiverse from an onslaught of threats, it seems he’s gained someone’s attention.

Who’s this supernatural being? And why won’t they just leave Stephen the hell alone?

[malhare-archive]

There are some delusions/hallucinations I never talk about because I'm attached to them and if you try to argue with me about it I'll get actually upset

[stabbyfoxandrew]

*my European ass checking what the hell 10 inches are* Well, that sure ought to kill whoever stands in front of it. Would all angels have knives, or is Neil special? I'm starting to think about all the angel politics, and I have questions. Angel Neil for this week <3

WIP Wednesday (4/17) | Guardian Angel Neil AU (Part 169)(nice)

Neil’s eyes go huge. “What?”

“Kevin and Nicky at least,” Andrew says. Aaron shouldn’t meet Neil anytime soon. If he catches the way Andrew looks at him, it might prove him right.

“Andrew—”

“As long as you don’t pop your wings out or perform a miracle, they would never know. You look like a human,” Andrew says. A beautiful, ethereal human…. “You could watch games with Kevin and sit in on practices without worrying about it.”

“I guess you’re right, but… I’m not allowed.”

“But—”

“Andrew, I can’t.” Neil says. Andrew can tell from his tone that it’s his final answer.

“Okay,” Andrew nods. “That’s fine. This is enough.”

Neil doesn't look certain. "Is it?"

“Yes. I just... would like if you could be with me like this everywhere else." Andrew says, feeling like an idiot. This is way too close to admitting his feelings. Goddamn, he could've just brought a ring up with him.

"I'm sorry you have to keep me a secret. It's just... I don't know what would happen if I broke that rule. I can't risk hurting you. I won't risk hurting you. Not over an exy game. Not over anything."

All at once, it seems Andrew's heart has taken up residence in his throat. He clears it, tries to force it back down. "I’m— I didn’t mean to make you upset earlier.”

“I know you didn't."

"I shouldn't have said anything. I definitely should've have brought up Nathan."

"No, you shouldn't have."

"Sorry." Andrew can barely say the word, but he manages it. For Neil.

[pinkcatmaid]

Call me crazy but I think I saw a fairy today

[aropride]

memory issues are horrible and life altering and everything but its always fun to get to have a little "hang on let me dig through old files in my brain and ask around the brain office for a couple minutes real quick. Ok this is funny" moment sometimes

[projectiondepartment]

freaking out about my body as per usual not so much the appearance of it cause whatever but the reality of it and that i no longer do the destructive things that allowed me to change it and i've severely underestimated how important the force or having that option to change was Ummm save me david cronenberg

[the-cpu-system]

Local teenage girl hates her dad and seeks comfort in the idealized AI version of him 🤣🤣🤣😝😝😝⁉️⁉️⁉️

Dialogue from an rp !!

[the-oddest-inkling]

God, giving me the same trials over and over again: “How is she so stubborn and dumb? How often do I have to let her go through the same trials again until she understands?” 

[madamelebeau]

IT'S A LIL PAST 12AM MY TIME IT'S OFFICIALLY GUSTAVE'S 40TH BIRTHDAY <33333 I'LL POST ALL MY OFFICIALLY SAPPY STUFF WHEN I GET UP LATER TODAY BUT THE EXCITEMENT IS SO IMMENSE ALREADY !!!!!

[lovepotionnumber5]

had myself an ugly time rereading some good ol' 80s comics, which feature imho some of the most devastating pages in dc comics history. tl;dr, its after '85 crisis, meaning kara has died (dick giorlando you live up to your name) and has also been pretty much wiped from existence in very comics fashion. she doesn't appear in continuity from '85 crisis until 2001, i dont think--with one exception. christmas with the super-heros #2 (1989). my babygirl.

its not super complicated--each hero gets their own little story on how they spend their holiday, helping others (superman), feeling sad about robin (batman), let some rich guy pretend to be santa (hal and barry), and deadman possess a repo man to make him give money to the people he's hurt. he also sends some wine and presents to his old friends.

and he's lonely. no one can see him. what's the point? is misery the reward for his acts of good?

and if they were going to do crisis.......

why the FUCK didnt they at least give us something like this.

[betasuppe]

So very VERY good news... someone who I can only describe as my own personal anonymous guardian angel has made it possible to get a brand new Galaxy Tab S7 FE & it is in my hands & HUGE! So much bigger than my old tab!!! & it's beautiful & sleek & modern & so wonderful I could ACTUALLY cry -

& no lie, you guys, I'm legitimately feeling so ABSURDLY & OVERWHELMINGLY grateful that I sobbed when I took the box in my hands!!

- & now the only problem is my work is absolutely insane due to a grand opening we're holding at the end of this week & I'm going on "staycation" starting on the 12th for my birthday week so like.... eventually I'll get to draw on a tablet again x((((

BUT - I HAVE A FRESH NEW TABLET & I CAN DRAW DIGITALLY ONCE MORE WHEN THAT TIME COMES!!!!!♡♡♡♡

[insertsickusername13]

someday my excesses of richjake angst will stop having an effect on the general bmc populace but for now, I think I should tell you that Brooke visited Jake the morning after the fire. She only intended to stay for a moment or two (they're not supposed to be friends, Chloe made sure of that) but he wakes up while she's there and he's high and disoriented because of the pain meds, so much so that all he can do is ask where Rich is in a small, pathetic whisper (his first though upon waking up in a hospital is 'where is Rich?'---this boy has it bad). She's got the kind of moral compass that tells her she has to tell him everything ---that Rich is in the ICU, that Jake's house burned down---and of course it's terrible and his reaction is heartwrenching, but it really could've been worse. He giggles and cries before falling right back asleep.

She's worried for him, though, and wonders what insensitive thing a nurse could end up saying to him when he wakes up. What if he cries? What if the doctors make it worse? So she decides to stay just until he wakes up and seems stable. Twenty minutes or thirty minutes or an hour and a half later (time passes strangely sitting in a hospital room), he's blinking awake and asking where Rich is and what happened again. And she's forced to tell him again. She has to watch the confusion on his face, the denial, the hurt, the tears he wouldn't shed if he weren't drugged up. Again. He drifts back off, and when he wakes up for the third time, she lies.

"He's okay," she says before he's even asked because she can see the formation of the question in his mouth.

"I wan' him."

Brooke hasn't even told him the truth and he still looks like he's going to cry---glassy eyes, pouting, searching the room for Rich even though he clearly isn't there.

"He's busy, he'll come by later."

The lie burns her tongue and throat and she almost feels guilty for the pain because she knows Jake must be going through so, so much worse.

"Why won' he come now? 'M need him now," Jake whispers, and he sounds so confused. So broken.

She doesn't know how to mollify him. He didn't have much and he has even less now---Rich is familiarity. Rich is safety, Rich is protection, Rich is being teased ruthlessly in public for being upset over a breakup with Chloe but being held in private as he cried, Rich is late nights and drunken confessions of fears and sorrows. Rich is someone she showed up too late to be. So she says, "He's on his way, I promise. He'll be here soon. Everything's gonna be okay."

And Jake nods but pouts, upset over the fact Rich can't just magically appear then and there. Before it's been long enough for him to even begin to realize she may have been lying, Jake falls asleep.

She practically flees the room the second he's out. She can't do that again. She cannot lie, she cannot break the bad news. She cannot see him there so helpless, so desperate for any reassurance. She does everything in her power to forget it ever happened.

(and it's ironic because the next time he wakes up, he asks for 'the pretty princess girl---where's she? why'd she gotta go?')

[ftmbruce]

"You did it!"

"I couldn't have done it without you!"

"All you."

[dejwritesarchived]

okay, so bday outfit will be here on the 27th, bday shoes are already claimed, hair appointment is next weekend, still have to find a jacket to wear on my bday, some jewelry, and a purse. i have to get a headcount on bday dinner so i can make reservations on monday, i have to schedule my lash, nail, and makeup appointment. everything is going to go perfect.

[munamania]

engaging in the email apology tour this week starting out strong