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waywardwizzard · 2 years ago

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"You... are a goddess."

Wash watched in awe as Zoë walked down the cargo bay stairs, the golden spaghetti-strap dress clinging to her hips. A few wisps of hair escaped the golden leaf clip holding her hair up, framing her face.

Zoë smirked and Wash felt underdressed in his Hawaiian shirt and dark blue blazer. He swallowed when she stopped, barely a foot away, the faint scent of leather lingering in the air. Unconsciously, he leaned forward, wanting to feel her full lips on his -

"Hold your horses, cowboy."

She leaned closer to whisper in his ear, her breath warm.

"I'll kiss you when there ain't a horsebrush on yer lips. Until then, you'll have to live with this."

With excruciating slowness she kissed his cheek, lingering for a second, before pulling away.

Wash was, for the first time in his life, speechless. He watched, gaping like a fish out of water, as she walked down the cargo bay ramp, the lights of Bardant glinting off her golden dress. Mal's loud laugher brought Wash crashing back down into reality.

Throwing the Captain a dark look, Wash ran back to his bunk, frantically wondering if he still had a razor.

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morethanweseem · 1 year ago

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@sheldoney sent 'Christmas Ship'

Send 'Christmas Ship' for the following!

Who starts putting up decorations in October? - Penny

Who buys the advent calendars? - Sheldon

Who places mistletoes all around the house? - Penny

Who wraps the presents for other people? - Sheldon

Who puts the final star/angel on the top of the Christmas tree? - Sheldon

Who’s the one that hates eggnog? - Sheldon but he drinks it because it is a seasonally themed beverage.

Who’s the one that bakes Christmas cookies for guests? - Both

Who sends out the Christmas cards? - Penny. Because every card does not need to discuss the history of the Hallmark company

Who knows all the words to twelve days of Christmas? - Both

Who’s the better snowman builder? - Sheldon.

Who starts snowball fights? - Penny. And she wins it too

Who’s the one that wakes the other on Christmas morning by playing Christmas songs really loudly? - Penny. Mariah Carey. All I Want for Christmas is you. At the top of her lungs.

#sheldoney #Take me where I cannot stand #shenny

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camellcat · 1 year ago

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lose my mind every time the doctor takes rose's last name in fics. brilliant, amazing, splendid, absolutely perfect.

like, what do you MEAN she'd be the one to change her last name? he doesn't even HAVE a bloody name like us! plus, she's rose tyler. you think he's going to want that to be different? it's the doctor and rose tyler in the tardis (or I suppose whatever they do in pete's world, but that's still the doctor and rose tyler having their new adventure)!!

she's rose tyler and he is whatever-he-wants tyler. end of discussion. the whole pond diabolical should've been clue enough imo

#sorry but I cannot stand it #and I keep being forced to anyways #she is ROSE TYLER #like how amy is amy pond. and not amy williams. because she's amy pond.#well rose is rose is rose and I HATE rose smith/noble sorry I've said my truth #like... rose SMITH? what? that doesn't. that's not. no. that doesn't sound right. that doesn't... fit.#I just cannot imagine in any universe or au where the doctor would want her to change her name. I literally cannot.#he wouldn't want to change a damn thing about her and her name is just so. it's her. it's beautiful. I've ran out of good words. fantastic!#he should take her last name just sayin #very passionately saying ahahahaha #this feels aggressive and like I'm getting onto people for writing these. I'm not. I just also have a very strong opinion about this lol #I just don't think you understand what it does to me when I see the doctor take her last name. I simply don't think you do #john tyler. james tyler. whatever tyler. hngk #timepetals #tenrose #tentoorose #tenth doctor #tentoo #rose tyler #doctor who

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someobscurereference · 2 months ago

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Insane over the awakening trio again. We fought a war together, saved each other multiple times, and I know for a fact I can trust you with my life. We have never learned to socialize normally so we can't interact in a normal environment for five seconds without dunking on each other. I would follow you through time and space and abandon everything with you. You are the living reminder of every awful thing that have ever happened to me. Our traumas make us hurt each other at every turn. We're the only ones who know what lead to each other becoming Like That. Our jobs are barely in the same area and we don't even hang out that much outside of necessities. You are all I have left. I cannot fucking understand you. I am the only one in this entire world who has the ability to even try to.

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#my text #asks #fe13 #This ask is so good I wanna publish it first without any of my commentary and then i'll rb it with my own comments later #this is just fun to read #thinking of this line in particular:#'Our jobs are barely in the same area and we don't even hang out that much outside of necessities. '#i don't show it enough in my fics because a lot of my fics are fates focused or au focused for convenience sake so i want the awakening tri #to be hanging out way more and have had their growth but canonically before awakening they really like. Do Not Associate.#i think of this for so many of the awakening kids in general but like. they all travel through time together. they go through something lik #the future past DLC together. their lives depend on each other so much. most of them cannot stand each other.#inigo and owain Do Not fucking get along and never have really until fates when they're both adults and even then they're ribbing each othe #there's no doubt to me that they have gotten into a physical fight at least once before. or they avoid each other and are extremely rude #when forced to work together outside life or death scenarios. especially pre-awakening.#in their supports owain tries to be nice to severa repeatedly and she goes out of her way to be extra rude to the point #that he has a crises about being weird. and even if their s support isnt' canon #severa notes that owain was always nice to her and she struggled with being nice back throughout their lives #inigo and severa don't get along either. inigo is trying to be “nice”/build his confidence of talking to others with compliments #but he's genuinely condescending and quite rude and doesn't listen to severa telling him to stop talking to her like that.#note: severa actively goes out of her way to be mean to a lot of people back then. she's not easy to get along with.#(interestingly she tells noire she only does this to take people down a peg and doesn't do it to people with no self esteem like noire.#(similar to niles in a way. to be explored later.)#These people are Not Close and they are not each other's first choices to hang out. and they probably were aware of each other in #childhood but much more aware when they're older. owain's childhood friends were probably the Justice Cabal.#severa canonically hung with noire tot he point where noire grew up relying on her. i suspect she hung with the girls most of all #inigo... i'm not sure he has any close childhood friends. which could be attributed to maybe (a) living in Regna Ferox with Olivia #if you believe they went with basilio after the first war #or maybe learning early on to hide his real self early on so he never lets anyone get close. he clearly Cares about everyone in a #'won't let anyone die if he can help it/won't let them die alone (gerome/owain)' kind of way #but is he Close with them? I don't think so. not until Awakening and he has A supports

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pilonciillo · 2 months ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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b4kuch1n · 2 years ago

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pre-holiday leave crumbs

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it #anyways. tomorrow I Travel #The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed #three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying)#goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn #anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours #until I gotta get up for car time #kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct #20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it #I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it #oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop #in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here #hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them)#also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl'#it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that #literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however #anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo #have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again #eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day

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unproduciblesmackdown · 1 month ago

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come get your levitous sidekick / vicious bastard / funny little guys

#don't tell the sheriff. that a couple of outlaws are having uh a halfhearted tussle or really cozy talk if you like #there's like a dozen of us here & i'm standing in another room saying this but a rando crops up like how & why have you just been around??#let's kick off '25 with Not That....meanwhile so totally unrelatedly i'm looking for a sexy singer & you're doing finger stuff; buddy #putting the g in g spot by way of: stands for gator. clench & death roll....but no. he's a crocodile. lotta options for c spots #corned beef #bsol #coconana #messed up like bloodsong is so Fun Sketches to me but even those take me eons. why couldn't i have done twice these in one sitting plus #a winston quant billions going :] plus i dunno whatever else floated my boat. unfortunately b/c then it wouldn't be me doing my things....#only 2/5 of these from canon but as gone on about idk where the Fake Blood was involved in turkey leg. just that it was. so #also didn't think about [sidebar with myself you forgot like angel & backlighting type imagery for Introducing Santa Violetta] like ah #so i did. well whaddaya gonna do...find & reblog the post that's like speaking of likeaprayer striking me like head first prayer second #smthing along the lines of ''muffled by dick in my mouth: lmao faggot'' there's some plausible coconana antics lol. steps; intervals....#can't have it be like ''be tender w/me bro im begging / bro im trying to find your g spot'' wouldn't beg for tenderness (cocodrilo)#or call anyone bro or much similar (either of them) like maybe i've waive the latter to try applying that to the musician/banana but yknow #in the meantime. funny little guys i cannot overemphasize this. bloodsong of love i also cannot overemphasize this #bilesong of hate....don't get me wrong Not a case where i only enjoy certain elements plucked out of canon / not as a whole #did i ever listen to that show straight through w/Ease....but if it Had been nothing but a vessel for lo cocodrilo times. god Damn #lo cocodrilo #bsol banana #also didn't think about how lo cocodrilo doesn't let go of the kazoo even to play it. mostly inadvertent Choice for top pic there #an issue that quickly arises w/like a prayer specifically: these characters don't have names. what's that mean peak literal lens?#i.e. seeing bsol itself as the less than totally literal method of storytelling that it is....idk & it wouldn't super matter #but i sure do think it'd be fun if they're treated as / perhaps actually [no name] on any possible layer of interpretation #[rando who firstnamed themself but besides that it's like eh & Where My Outlaws the less known the okayer]

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remyfire · 4 months ago

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Went to the bank today and the teller was not only from my home state, but lived maybe 10 miles away from me while we were growing up. That was trippy enough, but then he was also like. Alarmingly good-looking. It's been a long time since I was in a conversation with someone who was so oppressively attractive that I experienced a fight or flight response, like that story about writing one's crush a letter telling them to get out of your school.

But I am also mildly less embarrassed because I now know so many people who would have the exact same response if they suddenly encountered Alan or Mike on the street out of nowhere. I am in good company.

#i cannot express to you how gorgeous this man was and he was a smiley puppy dog during the entire conversation #only the fact that i grew up in an area where my wife and i did not feel safe is stopping me from sprinting back with my number tbh #though i think i would only be able to get inside the double doors and then move no further so it would have to be on a paper airplane #maybe there are reasons i haven't seriously pursued dating in five to eight years now that i think about it #i need a handler to take me to a gay bar so that i don't stand there mutely staring at beautiful people and being unable to move #my ramblings

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musubiki · 6 months ago

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Besides Danmarch (and low key FeiQiu?), what other Honkai Star Rail ships do you like?

not many honestly!!! danmarch is my fav i love their silly banter....yanli is my new second fav HEHHEHEHEHEHE you cant give me two cute kids who have so much in common and yet end up as childish bickering rivals anyway and then their mentors forcing them into the get-along-tshirt (metaphorically) and expect me not to love them instantly heheeee

#more rambling from me below but #i dont have any stelle ships yet #she just seems so incredibly lowkey #shes just chilling like the cool cousin. i think i like her better as this blank-faced dumb chill person #i know hsr was trying to push the firefly agenda but i just...cannot stand her ass lmao i know its probably an unpopular opinion #i hate when games only give you a really short ass time to befriend a character and then all of a sudden its like (you care very much)#(her death fills you with rage) like i barely know her???#when everyone was like (im so sorry about firefly i know you were close...)#and im like uhh i mean not really i knew her for like 30mins but sure #if they did the firefly death with march??? or dan heng??? or himeko ???? then i can see stelle being MAD MAD BRO #but this new random person.....nah #anyway. ignore my ramblings i wish games put more effort into relationship development lol #if you like firefly thats cool. i get it #i just cannot get on board with her #ironically thought SAM was cool as hell and the reveal really did surprise me. kudos to not being predictable #but for me it was like that post where its like #character keeps mask/helmet on: !!! <33333 #character takes mask/helmet off: :/

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

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monster-noises · 4 days ago

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See the thing I apparently don't feel a lot of pain from things like Greivous Injuries or Surgery which already makes taking recovery time feel kinda Fake.

But when I had Top surgery, I was confined in an elastic chest binder with bandages I had to change daily so it had like.. the several weeks I took off work had at least an Air of Formality to it?

But recovering from Hysto is just like..

i am Sitting

In my Pajamas.

I can sit up straight, sleep on my side, I have no bandages to change or care for, i can move freely, get up and do my normal daily stuff largely unimpedded... It feels incredibly Fake.

Like I.. shouldn't need six weeks off? I'm like Fine????

And i know I it's very much an Antibotic Stupidity Principle Thing, where just because ot feels like I don't Need means it's Working and i should Keep Doing It so that it Keeps Working..

But ooooo i am a man built on Guilt and the idea that I'm sitting home Feeling Fine (recovering from major surgery) on a paid leave and not returning to work???? What am I doing!!! I should be returning to work Monday! I'm in virtually no pain or discomfort, I'm fully functional, it's fine! This would be Fine!! (it wouldn't be, there would be Problems)

Like AHHHH

#monster noises #i mean I also Really Wanna Keep this 6 weeks off #so now i feel like i gotta Act and Lie when my insurance talks to me about where I'm at #when saying 'yup recoery is going well #still cannot adequately perform my work duties as per my recovery instructions'#is both Truthful and Adequate #and as good as I Feel #i know trying to take the bus #stand/walk for eight hours #and have my personailty be On that whole time #would #damage to my healing aside #be Exhausting #because my energy Is all going to healing even if i don't Super have a metric to Feel it by

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featherymainffins · 9 days ago

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Watch True Detective season 1 for slow burn old men yaoi.

#vibe-wise it's like. the opposite of Succ//ession #as in uuuh it's a cynical but sometimes so-ridiculous-its-funny kinda edgy detective show that paints a pretty grim picture #of the police force (as it should) and this is like mixed with the personal lives of the two main characters #whereas Succe//ssion is a satire drama about the rich where family is horror and the personal lives are sometimes mixed with the business #but also in the sense that you joke about Tom//Greg in Succe//ssion all the time but you don't actually expect anything resembling #toxic yaoi to happen. but it does. and you're like 'oh i should have seen this coming. but I didn't see it coming at all.'#and in this show you're like 'so...old men yaoi endgame right?' but the show keeps playing gay chicken and chickening out #and then it does happen S//AW style and you're like 'oh god finally' but the show itself seems to be like 'I wasn't expecting this'#sudden toxic yaoi that hits you like a punch to the nose even though the fist was curled the entire time vs #incredibly slow burn fucked up men yaoi that takes 50 years to show up but feels natural and organic and it's got style #anyway yeah watch True Dete//ctive if you want to watch two men who are extremely insufferable people who nobody should #have the displeasure of interacting with have the weirdest relationship I've ever seen #ok no it's not weird actually. it's just like. guys you meed to stop being repressed and just marry each other already.#please stop trying to fuck women and going all 'for some reason this does not fulfill me at all. for some reason I just cannot seem #to be happy with a woman.' like damn have you tried going out with a man instead? stop hurting the women in your life.#marry the only guy who can stand you instead.

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mainelad · 1 month ago

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ive only cried once during the national anthem but i sure as hell cried during the opening theme of every single damn episode of firefly

#firefly #Nathan fillion #malcolm reynolds #patriotism #take my love take my land take me where I cannot stand #crying #meirl

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iscariotapologist · 1 month ago

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my outdated and mediocre christmas music playlist. btw

#hope everyone is having a better christmas eve than me i'm about to go in to fucking work because my boss is an asshole maniac whom i hate #he also hates me so its mutual but does not make this better i'm highkey furious about it. we get to leave at noon but theres literally #three patients scheduled who together will take less than an hour to get done #i don't know what we are going to do all morning but cannot stand around or i'll get my head ripped off even though i already cleaned #everything yesterday/friday. what if we all walked into traffic instead #jk there is no fucking traffic because most other people have civilized normal jobs where they get proper holidays 😀🔫#<-pretend its the real gun emoji #me #Spotify

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simptasia · 1 year ago

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look at me, listen to me, trust me:

as somebody who is currently living through the worst trauma and depression of my life, i gotta tell you:

you cannot live on coffee

coffee cannot be your replacement for sleep or nutrients. it will become less effective over time and mess up your endocrine system (the system responsible for hormone and sleep regulation). your stress and anxiety will increase and you may put your heart and kidneys at risk. you also might shit yourself sometimes

this may all seem very obvious but its possible to be in the mindset where Living On Coffee makes sense to you

what i'm saying is coming from a place of experience. and love. you cannot live on energy replacements. no matter how tasty

eat veggies. drink water. sleep. you can do other things, you can indulge, i promise! just please, do basic self care too

#same applies to colas and energy drinks. except those are worse for you #colas are worse for your teeth and energy drinks are worse for your heart #in fact you might get a heart attack #yeah a few years ago i cut back on coffee because i was getting heart pain #but in the last five months i developed a dependence on pepsi and coke and coffee for energy #and in the last couple weeks the coffee thing got worse #and i reached a point where i wasnt even getting energy or even happiness from it anymore #plus my heart was hurting #so im taking a stand. im taking better care of my health. in general #fruits! veggies! showering more! water!#etc and so forth. and no more coffee until i can be trusted to be responsible with it #if it sounds like im describing drug addiction. then yeah #this behaved like text book drug addiction. even down to being induced by trauma #and me thinking about my next ''fix''' the second i was done with one. no good #except! coffee is waaaay easier to give up. i have painkillers for the headaches. i'll be fine #i've also been eating like shit too. because sad. but i bought healthier and easy to prepare foods #because the human body cannot live on maccas alone. it just can't. i've been having a Bad Time #everything will get a little better over time

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malachitezmeyka · 6 months ago

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I personally find it very funny that my sister and I are both obsessed with an unfairly attractive long-haired fictional man with a tendency to prance around without a shirt on who would do anything for his autistic daughter... and it's not even the same damn fictional man

"Oh we're so different we will never get along" Blatant lies, we're one in the same and completely incorrigible in what we are

#and yes I am aware that ghazan is not a dad in canon. but do I look like I care?#canon is dead and I can do what I want #vi's fictional dilf of choice is aaravos tdp by the way #but unlike aaravos. ghazan's daughter is alive...#may leola forgive me for saying that. in my defense I cannot allow myself to be anything but blunt because I will cry very easily #leola reminds me a lot of lien-hua narrative wise and that makes me insane #WAIT FUCK MY ANGST GREMLIN BRAIN JUST AWAKENED #IF WE COMPARE GHAZAN TO AARAVOS THEN THE SACRIFICE AU HITS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT #FUCK IT. NEW BRANCH OF SACRIFICE AU WHERE THAT DAY JUST SO HAPPENED TO COINCIDE WITH GHAZAN DECIDING TO GO FIND HIS DAUGHTERS #AND HE'S THE ONE WHO SAVES HER. AND THE IMAGE OF HIS FREEING HER OF THE RESTRAINTS AND TAKING HER INTO HIS ARMS #HER. BRUISED AND BLOODIED AND HALF DISSOCIATED AND BELIEVING HERSELF DEAD BECAUSE HOW ELSE WOULD HER LATE FATHER BE STANDING BEFORE HER??#AND HE NOTICES HOW SMALL AND FRAIL SHE IS. HOW THIN. HOW HER TORN DRESS HANGS SO LOOSELY OFF HER #HOW HER EYES ARE WIDE WITH FEAR AND DISBELIEF. FILLED TEARS THAT WON'T FALL. HOW SHE PRESSES AGAINST HIM BC SHE MIGHT BE DEAD BUT #AT LEAST SHE'S FINALLY BEING HELD. AT LEAST SHE GETS TO SEE HER DAD AGAIN #THAT IMAGE? IS ABSOLUTELY DOING ME IN FUCK #I'M GOING TO BITE INTO A WALL #okay. okay. deep breaths. calm down #this.. isn't where I expected this post to go but... I'm not complaining #new strain of brain fungus acquired

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