#ta pls dont find this

[wring-wraith]

so truth be told i only listen to riot games music i dont play LoL, so when i saw Aphelios' name on the Heartsteel members list i was like "OH ITS THE GUY FROM THE SONG"

[definitelynotnia]

i was on video call with my boyfriend and he was doing some project work idk and i was watching hunger games and RUE DIED and i was distraught and going through like 8 different emotions and turns out this whole time he had been watching me go through the stages of grief and he SHOWED HIS MOTHER 😭😭😭 and when i realised whats going on i was obviously embarrassed as hell like bro?? some warning would be nice???

[poraphia]

Halloooo ^^ ..

I read a lot of ur stories and now Im in love with fictions :3 (might need therapy cuz of it but nvm that)

U an amazing writer <3

(Im pretty new to Tumblr so extremely sorry if this ends up where it shouldnt be or smth like that lol)

But anywaaay , Can I pls request a Wilbur Soot angst fic :D ?

Im going thru THAT phase rn so anything would be awsome really ..

Maybe a fight (unintentionally) breaks out between Wilby and reader and Wilby accidentally raises his voice and reader gets scared ? I know its a cheesy story and people might'a written before but I barely find Wilbur angst fics anymore :(((

Anyway , Thank u so much .. U dont have to write any of this if ur uncomfortable .. Hope ur doing okay :> .. Take care n' bye :D

"You’re Being Too Loud."

➵ PAIRING! cc!stressed!wilbur x stressed!reader

➵ CREATING! 10.12.23 | 1444 words

➵ CONTAINING! angst to comfort, wilbur is ignoring reader, reader lowkey has attachment issues, reader sensitive to loud noises, wilbs is overworked

➵ SAYING! hiii @toastyliltoasts41 welcome to tumblr! sorry for the late late response but i hope you enjoy :) personally going thru this myself especially w so much work ive been doing recently and also im noise sensitive (literally walk around with noise canceling headphones all the time). thank u for all the nice words!

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I slipped off my shoes and placed them near the doorstep. My socks glided against the furnished planks as I slid to our shared office. I dragged my backpack behind me, feeling the weight of my laptop, notebooks, and textbooks. Once I made it to the room, I placed my bag on the chair and unpacked all my belongings onto my desk.

Today was too exhausting, and the one thing I dreaded doing right now was to open my laptop and be faced with more work. Instead of taking my laptop with me, I grabbed my phone and dragged myself out of the office and into the bedroom.

After changing into my loungewear, I snuggled myself into silk sheets, shivering a little from the cold fabric wrapping around my body. Ignoring the chill, I held up my phone with both of my hands and swiped open the messaging app to text my boyfriend. I glanced at the past messages, realizing that Wil hasn’t responded to any of my messages from this afternoon. The last time he texted was this morning when was telling me what time he would come home. Sighing, I typed in another message in hopes that this time he would respond.

“Hey, I’m home now. Too tired to cook food today. Let’s order something when you get home? <3”

I clicked send before clicking off my phone and placing it on the nightstand. My eyes fluttered close, and slowly, I drifted off to sleep.

I woke to the sound of footsteps clicking against the ground. With my hands I pushed my body up to examine the noise. From the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of a familiar tall figure headed toward the office. A small smile formed on my face as I carefully got out of bed.

My bare freet pressed against the cream colored carpet. I wandered around the hallway before finding the office door slightly ajar. Through the crack I saw Wil hunched over his computer. His sweater’s sleeves were rolled up to his elbows and his fingers hastily clicked against his keyboard. Quietly, I approached him from behind, throwing my arms around his shoulders and hugging him close.

Wil quietly hummed in response. I titled my head, pecking his cheek, but he didn’t react and instead his eyes stayed glue to his screen. My eyebrows slightly furrowed, but nonetheless, I continued hugging him.

“Hey, sweetheart.” I mumbled in a croaky voice.

“Hey,” he replied blankly.

“Did you see my texts earlier today?”

“Uh huh,” He said absently. “I saw the message after I ate though. Sorry.”

I felt my chest tighten a little, hurting at his absence. All I wanted in the moment was a hug and a conversation about each other’s day, but instead, he was absorbed in his work and couldn’t even make the effort to look at me.

“Wil, can we talk?” I asked.

He slightly shook his head. “No, not right now, honey. This video has to be out by tomorrow and one of our editors hasn’t been feeling well so I took up the work.” He explained briefly.

“But you’re already busy working at the studio…” I mumbled.

“I know, but I can finish this up by tonight. Just give me some time, please.” He requested. My heart skipped a little, feeling like a dog that had been put aside for a brand new puppy.

“Wil, you haven’t talked to me all day. Could we at least just have dinner together?” I nearly pleaded.

“I already said I just ate, (y/n).” Wil said rather sternly. “Please can I just finish my work?”

“But I want to spend time with you.” I said, speaking up a little bit. I unwrapped my hands away from him and stepped back a little. He turned his chair a little to face me with one of his hands still on the keyboard. He looked up at me, a stressed but furrowed expression on his face. I wrapped my arms around myself, hugging my own chest.

“I want to spend time with you but you’re basically prioritizing this work over me.” I said again. “I understand that sometimes you have too much work. I understand that. But we haven’t been spending time with each other for the past few days and it’s driving me crazy. I just want to relax with you, Wil.” I bit the insides of my cheek. Wil, in turn, sighed and rubbed his nosebridge.

“I’m not prioritizing work over you, (y/n), I’ve just been busy lately and this argument is just stressing me out even more.” His words were spat out like venom.

“Which is why I’m asking that we just spend time together! This isn’t just for me, but it’s for you too.” I threw my hands up, frustrated. “Wilbur, we can relax together! You’re acting like this isn’t stressing me out either!”

Wil got up from his seat now. His tall figure nearly towered over me, making me slightly cower. “I DON’T WANT TO FUCKING RELAX RIGHT NOW, (Y/N)! I HAVE SHIT TO DO!”

I stepped back, nearly stumbling. Without realizing, tears were running down my burning hot cheeks. The air went cold and I felt this hallowing emptiness surrounding me. A ringing was bouncing in my eardrums and goosebumps ran through my arms and legs. He looked down at me, eyes wide as if he just realized what words escaped his lips. Before he could say a word, I walked out of the office and back into bed, slamming the door behind me.

I jumped into the mattress and buried my face deep under the sheets. I quietly sobbed into the fabric, not caring for the tears darkening the silk. It didn’t take but a couple minutes later to hear the creaking of the door and soft footsteps approaching the bed. I lied still under the covers as I felt the mattress dip from a newfound weight.

Wil sat there for a while. His knee shook a little, making a tiny thumping noise against the floor. I was turned away from him with his lower back lightly pressing against the heel of my foot.

“(y/n)..?” He softly called out for me. “Are you awake..?”

I shifted a little, moving my foot away from him to let him know I was listening. He sighed with his leg coming to a stop.

“(y/n), I’m sorry. I—I’ve just been really stressed, but that gives me no right to start yelling at you. And me being really busy has been taking away the time with you.” He paused a little bit, presumably licking his lips. I still didn’t have the courage to move. Instead I laid still, not daring to move. “I’m really sorry, (y/n).” He apologized again.

A deep sigh huffed from my nostrils before I sat up, letting the sheets cascade off my body. He turned his head to look at me, his feet still planted on the ground. I looked into his eyes, seeing the pained looked deep in those irises.

“Y-You know I don’t like loud noises.” I croaked out, my voice cracking with my words. He slowly nodded, bringing his legs up on the bed to fully face me. “And I really don’t like it when you yell. Please, I really just wanted to spend time together.”

“And we will spend time together.” He grabbed my hands and cradled them in his. “I’ll message Elodie right now if she could finish the work. But right now, it’s going to be me and you together, okay? We can maybe catch up on our show and I’ll order some food for you, okay?” He reassured, rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand. “Maybe I’ll steal some fries from you every once in a while.”

I giggled a little. “Noooo! Get your own food!” I whined, lightly pushing his shoulder. He chuckled in response before wrapping his arms around me, pulling me close to his chest. I wrapped my arms around his torso in response, breathing in his scent.

“I just missed you, Wil, you know that…” I softly whispered. He nodded, running his fingers through my hair.

“I missed you too. I promise I do.” He whispered back. His voice was low and deep but he made sure to maintain his volume. It was soothing, something I could fall asleep to,

and most importantly,

it wasn’t loud.

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a / n ~ hope you enjoyeddd notes of all kind are super duper appreciated! if you wanna be in a taglist or an anon my inbox is always freee :D ALSO SURPRISE!! TWO ONESHOTS IN ONE DAY I AM ON A ROLLLL

[caraecethrae]

oh wow, I had no idea i was already following you, that's extremely cool

I have gotten so much value out of it so far. I'm so thankful that a scholarly Ogham book is finally out there, and it will absolutely be my recommendation as The Ogham primer from now on!

Behold the fairy mound before your eyes;

It is plain for you to see, it is a king’s dwelling,

It was built by the harsh Dagda:

It was a shelter, it was a keep renowned for strength.156

Although the name is translated as ‘the harsh Dagda’ here (which is a perfectly valid interpretation), the range of other meanings that are suggested by dúr could be interpreted as equating dúr (or duir, as it’s sometimes spelled) with dair (also sometimes spelled duir), because dúr can be given to mean ‘hard, rigid, solid,’ but also ‘firm, resolute, hardy,’157 which offers a perfect complement to the hardy qualities of the oak. In the context of the Dagda having built the brug itself (using construction materials like oak), where the strength of its fortifications are emphasised, a translation of ‘the steadfast Dagda’ would perhaps be more apt, or perhaps even ‘the oaken Dagda.’

– "A Guide to Ogam Divination" by Marissa Hegarty.

[minimiance]

Toxic Gaz??? Toxic Gaz who has you meet the team and is just talking over you and speaking for you the entire time.

His friends aren’t much better. Any questions regarding you go straight to your boyfriend. “How’s the missus been feeling lately?” the Captain asked, never looking at you when he asked. Looking at Gaz while puffing a cigar.

You don’t listen to what your boyfriend says in response, knowing it was something about how nice stuff was with you two.

“Ah, finally got the lass ta quit yammering about separating, aye?” You catch the other Sergeant, Johnny if you remember, say with a laugh. Looking at him with anger and about to open your mouth before Gaz laughs over you. A hand placed on your head and ruffling your hair patronizingly as he gives a simple “thats right” in reply.

You nurse your drink, some fruity little thing that Gaz got for you because he was convinced its what a pretty thing like you would want to drink. Thankful for the only man there not actively involved in the conversation, skull balaclava on and a drink he hasn’t even sipped in his hand.

When the night is finally ending you feel like you’ve run laps, rather than sat and listened to them talk about anything and everything without including you. The only time you managed to get a sentence in resulted in Gaz chuckling at you, gripping you close to his side and otherwise leaving you unacknowledged. You didn’t think you could ever be more thankful for the bed you knew was waiting for you.

Listening with noncommittal hums as Gaz just yammers on and on to you while driving home. And without taking off any of your clothes, you find yourself collapsing into bed the moment you get home.

Huffing when Gaz starts helping you strip down, kissing at your body and grinning with all charisma as you wrap your arms around his neck. Making quick work of stretching you on his fingers. He was never one for patience, but that’s why you had fallen for him in the first place.

Even when he talked over you, and said entirely too much to his friends. You were the loud one out of the two of you in bed. Sharp moans and borderline screams leaving you when he thrusts so deep you claw into his back. And you can’t complain when he flips you over to fuck you in prone bone.

His thrusts are sharp, almost snapping his hips onto yours inhumanly. Like he wants to fuse with you. Until there’s just nothing left of you or him, and only both of you combined.

And then he’s sitting in another shitty pub next weekend, you glued to his side, as he talks over you and the rest of his team pretends you aren’t there.

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uuhhhhh got a little carried away with this one!! honestly its not beta read and its like literally just something random and insane ramblings so please dont judge too harsh on how inconsistent it is, i realized halfway through i had so many ideas for toxic! gaz!!!! the idea of him being codependent but in a way where he literally HAS to say and do everything for you because he needs you to need him??? ugh drooling pls let me know if u guys want more of this or have any ideas for toxic gaz :p

[williamy3w]

Hey! So I have family out in Chicago who can get to your tape, Henry, but they'd have to send it to me in order to get thr actual audio (they dont have anything they can use to play it) would that be alright? Or should we keeo the tape in there and find a different solution? :[

h e y bud dy. so rr y if i hop on and of f re ally qu ick , i do n ' t want to attr act to much att en ti on. i don't kn o w if i h av e a ta p e in Ch ic ag o, but that s ounds ab out right for what and w here anything left of me out th ere w ould b e. as l on g as the music m ak es it fr om the re to somewh ere ever y on e can acc e s s it, i wouldn ' t thi n k keep ing it in the place it was f ound would be that im por tant. being abl e to see everyth ing would be rad eno u gh, i don' t think it ma tt er s. make su re you have some way to pl ay it, th ough. some of my other list ene rs said be fo re that casse tte playe rs aren't as common as they we re, and i'd hate to see it get br ick ed. if you get on e and need a list of sweet ta pe s to pl ay, i'd l ove t os h are. i'd get you a physical mixt ape, but that went with the r est of the phy sica l stu ff. good lu ck. and th ank you.

[tazzymcclazzy]

RAAAAGH GRAAARRRGHHH AND OTHER SUCH SCARY DRAGONDOGTHING NOISES pleas e read this

tazdrgaoneyetagain -> tazzymcclazzy! first url change lets go

HELLAO! i go by taz, tazzy/tazzer, jevil, heart, kidori/doc, petco, dogfag, daybreak, addax, or Sir Razzmatazz Jevil Drgaone Mcclazzy Fazbear Wof SV III. also any variation of the word wolf or dog

☆ he/it/that/wolf/any canine-related neo you can fathom but i very much like it/its, transmasc and pan! can't quite describe my exact gender its like caninegender and boygored's evil child it's like the cissest-looking trans man you know its like some shadowy creature in the woods its like a docile-ish wolf or perhaps a doberman its like the joy ang nightwing base. you know the drill. one day ill find a xeno that fits that. YALL REMEMBER THAT I GO BY IT/ITS TOO

☆ furry and therian (wolfdog) and pet regressor and selfshipper and um. heart fictionkin + nightwing otherkin also. man i sure do love night i guess. and kasane teto + addax wof fictionkin

☆ not whatsoever diagnosed with anythin other than a few miscellaneous conditions but everyone who talks to me agrees theres some divergent on that neuro

☆ chronic epistaxis i am the number one bleeder . also i have other Problemce that many people have told me qualify as disabilities but like i dont know man

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sona refs, theriotype refs, and other such images under the cut

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second one by @/ratboyinastarrycoat!!

THERIOTYPE REFS:

i am simultaneously a large predator and an Oipouy. got a problem with that, liberal?/ref

OKAY THATS ALL SCAMPERS AWAY

[rattlesnakess-den]

we need one more person with animal hesiter name but then we can go and blow shit uup hehehehe I'm happy to find another heister also you sound like striker to me if you dont know him pls it be funny look up heluva boss also pls dont tell my dads that i know what that is I think wolf would kill me thansk!

-🦈

Now I- I don't think I know to much bout who that is. Don't think I'm too familiar with "he-loov-a b-"....... wait..... is that spose ta be said like "hell of a boss." Y'know, Guess I better look that one up.

*one very short video later*

Hah. Interestin fella. Lemme guess, ya think that cause I'm a cowboy too? Haha. Seems more of a edgelord ta me than I am. (wait he rattles i-) Anywho, assumin this "heluva boss" is a show then? Now I'm wonderin': why wouldn't Wolf want ya knowin bout this?

[losers-club-hcs]

What are your hcs about the poly losers club getting together? Were they young? older? i never get sick of hearing peoples takes on this.

Oooo! Im really excited to write this one lol

This doesent make a lol of sense sometimes but ill probably expand on it more later, but heres this for now lol also pls excuse my grammer mistakes ill edit it sometime i promise i just wanted to get this out so i wasn't stressing about it lol... i say lol toooo much

After the whole clown trying to murder them deal the losers bond was the strongest it had ever been, they were with each other allll the time

Rarely ever would you find a loser without at least one other by their side, ben bev and mike take walks around town todether,eddie richie and bill ride their bikes around town, etc.

It started with bev, she knew she liked ben and bill as well but as time went on, she started to develop feelings for the others as well, little did she know the others felt the same

One day at the clubhouse, the losers were chatting amongst themselves when Ben brought up the topic of crushes

The losers went silent... the first to speak was mike "I dont really understand love that well but i know that i feel safest when im with you guys"

Stan was the next to speak "me too... i dont know what i would do without you guys you are the most important people in my life and i cant bear the thought of not being with you guys..." "well if thats not love then i don't know what is am i right, i mean you guys ARE great, easy on the eyes too" richie says shooting Bill a wink

"I know this sounds weird but couldn't we all just be together... i mean weve been through so much together it just seems... wrong to be with anybody else both in a romantic way and a friend way you know?" Eddies suggestion was quiet but it sparked something in the others

"Id like that" bev smiled at eddie

The other losers chimed in with aggreements as well

"Does this mean i get ta smooch ya now eds" richie says making kissy faces at eddie to which he promptly gets a pillow to the face

They all laugh and the serious tension is broken, they notice that... nothing really changes sure there a bit more touchywith each other but they still feel the same, they've loved each other all along, who knew a conversation about crushes was all it woyld take for them to realize

[flavorous-tea]

Future Fanfics (By Me)

Basically: some ideas ive had on the backburner for quite a while now, and I'd like some motivating words or feedback if you'd be interested in reading them. please let me know the general consensus for these or they might never get up off the ground.

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED - please dont steal these ideas they mean so much to me🥲 and also pls dont leave any nasty or hateful comments. this is a safe space so move on if you dont like the content.

Fandoms: AOT, Haikyu!!, Raya and The Last Dragon, Puss in Boots: The Last Wish (just hear me out)

In Memory of You - Bokuto Kotaro x Akaashi Keiji

→ blurb: Akaashis anxiety-ridden mind is the only thing that ever truly breaks him. And it knows how to in the most excrutiating ways

OR

Akaashi dreams of a life without Bokuto and loses himself along the way

→ basically: A Christmas Carol theme (i.e. past, present, future,) of their relationship in Akaashis dream. Post Time-Skip

→ featuring: Fukurodani team members, established kuroken, established relationship, smut, fluff, personal headcannons, bo being the best husband forever <3, mentions and implications of mental illness, panic/anxiety attacks, minor character death, homophobia, coming out, implied sex as minors, domesticism, cheating, etc.

→ excerpt:

"We're sorry, the number you have dialed--"

Akaashi exhales, finally realizing he was holding his breath in the first place.

And he doesnt know why, but he cannot inhale. His hand comes to his chest, roaming, finding the clog in his throat, reaching for the reason he cannot breathe. But he cannot find any. 

He shuts his tired eyes crushingly while his hand travels over his collar bones, his chest, wishing they were Bokutos. And then, the phone in his other hand begins to vibrate.

He can breathe again.

Until you Came Along - Ushijima Wakatoshi x Tendou Satori

→ blurb: Tendou, or "The Heartless Monster", has never been afraid to do what he wants; damn the consequences. Hes never known fear.

But when a tall, sensical (and very good looking) man shows up on his door step, the unfamiliar feelings he had buried long ago claw into the deepest parts of him until hes being torn apart from the inside out.

→ basically: "guess monster" tendou is now "heartless monster" with zero emotional intelligence until Ushijima moves in next door and rearranges his entire view on life. everybodys 3rd years.

→ featuring: pretty much everyone in Haikyuu but in one school, Bullying, violence, eccentric and flamboyant tendou, canon Ushijima (mostly), emotional unavailability/ignorance, trauma, cheating, parental abuse, drug use, theft, etc.

→ excerpt:

"But it hurts.” he smiled like a mad man, his face wet with tears. “...I don’t want to lose him, Semi. I can’t lose him. God, I’m so scared.” He practically breathed the words out, his voice barely rising over a whisper. But despite the low tone, anyone could hear from a mile away how scared Tendou was.

Take Me Back (and keep me there) - Sakusa Kiyoomi x Atsumu Miya

→ Blurb: "I wish we never met." Sakusa gritted out.

It were those words spoken without thinking that ultimately turned Sakusas entire life around--he had no idea that when he woke up the next morning, it would be to an unfamilar life... with Atsumus existence forgotten to the world, living only in his memory.

OR

be careful what you wish for.

→ featuring: Fantasy elements, Osamu, Alternate Universe, Emotional abuse, toxicity, established relationship, getting together, Sakusas a huge dick but grows and learns from his mistakes, Atsumu haunts the narrative, violence, confusion (lots of it), etc. more TBD

→ excerpt:

Atsumu lifted accusing hands to his chest. “I could have lost my job, Omi! What the fuck were you thinking!?”

“Sorry for trying to make you feel better!”

“You did that all for yourself, don’t lie to me! Because you can't handle not being in control of everything, you selfish bastard!”

Opposites Attract (but for all the wrong reasons) - Tsukishima Kei x Yamagucci Tadashi

→ blurb: ...undetermined.

→ featuring: canon universe, established Kagehina, karasuno team, friends with benefits, situationship, Tsukkiyamas third year, oikawa/yamagucci, nsfw, punkyama (iykyk), hurt/comfort, emotional abuse, psychological games/torment, mutual pining, etc.

→ excerpt (implied smut):

They contrasted each other. Like hot water on frozen hands. Like cold fingers across warm cheeks. Tsukki’s fingers stayed cold against his hips and his neck, his thighs, even when they traced tiny patterns on his spine and hips to drive any coherent thoughts from his brain. He remained cold throughout it all.

TITLE TBD - Bokuto Kotaro x Akaashi Keiji

→ blurb: Akaashi reminicses on a time when he and Bokuto were truly in love - before the countless acts of infidelity and abuse.

→ basically: god! au (giggling and kicking my feet) where bokuto is zeus and akaashi is hera

→ featuring: hurt no fucking comfort, sad and happy memories, getting together, infidelity, self harm, violence, gods :), perhaps kagehina, kuroken, and other ships, parenting, etc.

→ no excerpt yet :(

TITLE TBD - Raya x Namaari

→ blurb: After reuniting all of Kumandra, life becomes what Rayas young self had once only dreamed of. But that little girl turned to stone along with her Ba after years of solitude and mistrust. Can she find a way to let go of her fears, once and for all, in an unassuming friend turned foe turned...ally? Neither Namaari nor Raya know the answer until it is too late for them both.

→ featuring: forced proximity, mutual pining, trust issues, metaphors upon metaphors ("thank you Ba," we all say in unison), enemies to lovers (duh), trauma, PTSD, homosexual thoughts, first kiss, etc.

→ excerpt:

"Now, what am I missing between you and Miss Namaari?” He implies, looking into the direction of the kitchen doors leading out into the large dining area. Raya looks behind her, in the direction of her fathers eyes, and is instead met with another pair that quickly avert themselves. Namaari had been staring at her.

Raya turns back around, suddenly feeling feverish, and begins, “Um. I—We…” Raya, suddenly lost for words, wonders what exactly did happen between them.

TITLE TBD - Puss in Boots x Death

(please just bare with me)

→ blurb: Puss has had many adventures since his last encounter with Death, but now his time is up. As promised, Death is there to catch him when he falls and deliver him between worlds and into Deaths realm. But what they didn't expect was an understanding to form between them without hostility. Puss and Death spend a minute and a lifetime together as they travel through Puss’ past and into his future, and when he has a decision to make—reincarnate or stay a lost soul—he decides he doesn't hate the inbetween option: staying by Death's side.

→ featuring: established kitty/puss, fairytails, headcannons of future puss adventures, canon personalities, headcannons on Deaths backstory, vulnerablity, friendship, etc. idk yet man.

→ excerpt:

But at the top of that hill, under that shade, in that breeze, El Lobo explains that there wasn't a childhood to have. He was born death, and he would die death. “How… does that work, anyway? How does death… die?”

The Weight of a Thousand Words (i will never be able to say out loud) - Erwin Smith x Levi Ackerman

→ blurb: The minute details of Levis life after Erwins Death, basically.

→ featuring: depression, sleep deprivation, suicidal thoughts, ackerbond, hange <3, eren, armin, whoever else idk, hurt/little comfort, regrets, violence, etc.

→ excerpt:

Oh, the hopelessness of watching a parent cry. Hange feels this hopelessness now as tears stain her shoulder. Levi is silent all the while. The silence speaks a thousand unspoken words she wishes he would just scream.

On the Winning Side - Erwin x Levi (<3)

→ blurb: In the midst of a national conflict, Commander Erwin Smith of Marley and Captain Levi Ackerman of Paradis Island find themselves on opposite sides of a bitter war, each determined to lead their nation to victory. But when fate intervenes and their paths unexpectedly cross, sparks fly in ways neither could have imagined. As they navigate the treacherous waters of love amidst duty and honor, they must confront whether their newfound bond can survive the brutal realities of war. Will their love conquer all, or will the ravages of battle leave them both brusied and bloody beyond repair?

→ featuring: violence, gore, politics, cultural references(?), smut, vulgar language and description, romeo-and-juliet-esque, enemies to lovers on an entire diff level, betrayal, etc. more tbd.

→ no excerpt yet...

thats it. PLEASEEE let me know what you think, itll drive me to finish and post these (on ao3/wattpad)

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[psychhound]

while i both largely agree with this passage and also dont know the exact context this quote is from, i do also find it notable that ttrpgs can be more effective than therapy or social skills interventions and and also dramatically increase players communication abilities when played over time

like i do think the quote largely raises a good point and people shouldnt neglect other avenues of help or healing or treat ttrp like a magic potion or anything but

as a guy who's halfway through a 100 page thesis on ta-rpgs (therapeutically applied ttrpgs) and also ran a pretty large study on long-term tabletop roleplay and the development of emotional resilience - ttrpgs are actually real damn good at helping us heal and grow!! and like speaking from personal experience too, ive tried five different therapists over the course of like 10 years and while every once in a while they were good for getting new information or pointing me towards resources, they never actually ... helped me heal or grow in the way ttrpgs have

i think traditional therapy has its benefits and its quite effective for some people when they have the right match and i think outside of those people it tends to be a lot less effective on the whole than society thinks. this goes double for marginalized people and neurodivergent people (during the first few years i was going to therapy a lot of therapists had on their sites that they wouldnt see autistic people bc we were just so foreign and different and it was considered the norm that you had to have special training to talk to us. and thats still kind of prevalent in the us and social work schools dont always teach you like. literally anything about neurodivergence much less up to date information)

ta-rpgs (meaning a therapist or social worker or certified therapeutic gm running a ttrpg with therapeutic intent) are still a pretty new field and its only in the last few years that things are being like. Published on them outside of stray case studies and being more formalized. but a lot of what is being said about them by ta-gms is like. people are actually invested!! they dont drop out of therapy!! the lessons actually Stick bc the narrative and emotions that go with it help us process and encode it!! we develop social skills and communication skills even quicker than traditional group therapy!! people learn from each other!! they become more empathetic and understanding!! they can process trauma!! they learn new life skills!! its all the benefits of group therapy and narrative therapy and drama therapy and then also sprinkle in some act and dbt and other things that lean into that practitioners specialty and all in all you have a very good soup

and what im finding in my own research is that these benefits arent really unique to ta-rpgs. the right group playing the right game with the right intentions can and often does tap into all this stuff too. there are a few key differences between ta-rpgs and your average homegame but like. playing ttrpgs actually does have a Lot of benefits and healing and growth effects even in people whove had past damaging experiences with ttrpgs (myself included)

i think there are a lot of factors that go into why ttrpgs specifically are so beneficial and if you want to know all of them yall will have to read my thesis :) but ... they really do function quite similarly to group therapy in some foundational ways and also majorly fulfill the three necessities of self-determination theory which are autonomy, competence, and relatedness, which people need to be fulfilled and healthy

i know that was not super The Point of this post so im sorry to hijack miss dungeon gal but i saw an opportunity to ramble about my research so i hope you dont mind

thesis (and potentially journal article) dropping in a few months hopefully so .... send good vibes my way pls while i finish all this

The last point that we want to make on what TTRPGs are is also a bit of a commentary on what they aren’t. TTRPGs are not replacements for social skills, therapy, or communication with others. They are also not the most important thing in the world, or at least they shouldn’t be more important than the health and safety of everyone involved. This being said, TTRPGs are places to try out different perspectives, experiment with perceptions, and explore worlds unlike our own. That’s something special, so please, keep the safety of yourself and others at your table a priority. No games are better than bad games. In TTRPGs or otherwise.

From the "What is a TTRPG?" section of Shattered Neon.

[lotuslate]

Να 'σουν εδώ να σε βρει η ανατολή / If only you were here for the sunrise to find you

[fearfollow]

fun throwback: one time tumblr wasn’t working and i know how everyone calls it like ‘tunglr dot com’ but i wanted to take it a step further so i fucking said ‘turn bob dot corn’

[thefluxqueen]

*kicks the door down* i NEED to know more about darkwoods!Snake our timezones don’t match enough to me to play and find out for myself i NEED the c!Snake infodump pls

Why hello there Ghast :) I Have Many Thoughts thank u for asking.

okay so like

Snake originated in my old mc server, the piss pit smp, which i will henceforth refer ta as the pit for politeness sake. in that friend group i go by Snake more so my chara became c!Snake and the name carried over inta darkwoods :) on that note! their like, timeline is starting in the pit -> kaizo caverns -> darkwoods

to expand on alla that, in the pit they were a simple bird guy potion seller who was childhood friends w/ my friend's chara Bee and tormented the leader of the local city state and the server's owner/god for fun <3 Alot happened w/ the gods of the server and it ended in my friend beetle’s chara slowly destroying the integrity of the world itself in their grief, and somewhere near the end of it all when everyfin was tearin itself apart, Snake.. slipped through the cracks. not on purpose, but while everyone else had the help of another god to escape the world, Snake fell through on their lonesome. the thing about the pit is it was a server not really, ment to be left, so the world didn't really take kindly them doing so.

Snake ended up in Kaizo Caverns, a super hostile map i was very obsessed w/ for a while like right before joining darkwoods, so my brain was like 'hey wouldnt it be funny to connect these-' and what that lead to is me tormenting my little bird guy <33 by virtue of kaizo caverns bein in version 1.2.5 Snake's wings just, dont work and for pragmaticism he ties them together and to himself so they dont move/get in the way.

i personally played the map for like 18 somefin hours but i translated that inta Snake bein stuck in there for like, several months, dont really got a specific timespan for that

i kept a death counter while playin cause i am very much not good at video games, and those deaths + the general trials and tribulations of havin ta eat rotten flesh at several points and conserving food/resources and spending an increadibely long time traversing the caverns while on edge, all together form inta Woah This Bird's Traumatized LMAO

During those many months Snake was basically entirely isolated, Except! sometime pretty early on they found a half busted headset, which they procceded ta wear constantly but only Occationally got any sort of signal. those brief moments are how they met @kishdoodles' character redac! snake got a reprieve from the loneliness and over the months they went from strangers to friends even if it was just in snapshots, this was basically me rationalizing why kish let me immediatley move inta their house/backyard when i joined the server lmao

after snake completes kaizo caverns they like, fall Again inta darkwoods (havent really thought too hard inta that transition specifically akjwrk woo dimension travel!) and i ORIGINALLY deemed darkwoods his retirement arc after alla that shit in the caverns,,, little did i know,,,

i join darkwoods and im faffin about, live in a hole behind kish's cabin/farm, sign my soul away to @renchant and join Deep Dark Deals, yaknow, the ush. and then i decide ta make the abyss. the thing is, when i was buildin the first abyss it was completely seperate ta Snake's whole deal i was like this is just ta torment my friends its got its own personal lore but its not connected ta my guy yaknow. But Then I Built The Second One

somewhere in the process of building that i decided that oh hey, wouldnt it be cool if Snake built this one, since the whole deal w/ the abyss is that it infects people ta build other ones. and now here we are kajwekrkjewkj

Snake has been once again buried and isolated, see the lines from the book they wrote thats in the 2nd abyss: 'a person made for the sky buried over and over and over again.' 'Must be fate at this point. Rooted to the earth whether I like it or not.' ummm,,, sad! 

several consequences of the 2nd abyss is that its slowly sapping Snake's like, ability to feel emotion and kinda retaining that for itself, and 2.) since Snake went completley missing, Redac went to hunt them down and uhhhh died in the 2nd abyss! whoops! kish wrote a will for them that's at their cabin and  o guh gwe ;-; that shit makes me tear up every time i read it,,, wtf,,,, mc rp really hits diferent man.

annnd thats where we are atm! <3 in regards ta like, personality Snake is basically just me but like, a bit more abrassive/assholely id say, i once described them as 'distinguished fucked up' durin the pit days n tbh that still tracks LMAO

other miscellaneous things are that for like, each period of snake's life they have a specific tool they hold onta the most: fishing rod for the pit, sword for the caverns, axe for early darkwoods, and pickaxe for post abyss :3, snake's got a lil bee charm he useda have in his hair but moved ta his waist that like represented his childhood friend :0 ive recently decided that they also keep an old feather of redac's on the same string, and snake not havin a soul definitely has an effect on how easily the abyss infected them/fucked em up

ON LAST THING, on darkwoods, I have a habit of wearing player heads insteada a helmet cause we have that plugin that drops heads n i think its fun, and i do this Constantly enough so that you and other members have mentioned u really only see my skin’s face on heads of my own scattered around LMAO. the way i draw this is as Snake wearin hand painted masks of people’s faces <3 just girlie things

and thats basically it! i Will forget somefin n come back later but uhhh bird infodump be upon yeh :3 have some doodles: (Old doodle of pit era Snake and post abyss snake w/ a Pilot mask)

[starseungs]

ituloy ko na lang sa ask hehe i believe magkakabalikan si y/n and jisung pilitin natin char 😁 sakto omg nasa car ako ngayon tas ang lakas ng ulan naalala ko fic mo pls nalungkot tuloy ako (pero the good type na lungkot HAHAHA) i think lagi ko na siya maaalala pag umuulan hehe.

ang galing mo talaga magsulat it's the type na di mo malilimutan tas every time pag natapos nang basahin may impact halos di ka makagalaw for a few mins kasi magpprocess ka pa at di pa rin makaget-over 😫 pa-share naman po ng writing tips lods 🫶

want q talaga sila magkabalikan pero not now ☹️☹️ siguro if na sort out na nila priorities nila and if they figure out how much effort they want to put in the relationship (tangiks bat nag aanalyze aq ng sarili kong fic AHAHAHAHAHA)

hala slay baka ako din pag nasa car tas umuulan kaso feel ko mas maiinis lang ako kasi i dont rlly like rain that much

ehmgee siyaugh 🙈💞 baka kiligin aq ha choz writing ko is just very inspired by other writers i like kasi i learned from observing the characteristics of the stories i read!! ang tip ko lang siguro namabibigay is observe the parts you like in the stuff you read tas try mo sila irecreate in your own writing ganun// tas for the impact talaga i really put attention sa arrangement ko of events/how i relay information kasi it really does affect yung pacing ng story to your readers,, like dont info dump on one part; instead spread out mo siya throughout the events ganun (eventually you'll find na if ganun mas madami kang ma iinsert na events for your characters or explore more of their thinking/feelings)

ewanz ko if this made sense pero yeah 😆👍 another thing is just try to think from your character's perspective if you really want to relay how theyre feeling. problema niyan is medj mahirap to put it into words so practice lng talaga as well as use your imagination ς(>‿<.)🤍 still starter-starter palang din ako (even tho its been a few years since i started doing fics, its not very constant) so these are just stuff i currently do from what ive observed as a reader din

[sscarchiyo]

What were your first impression of your moots bs how you think of them now?

everyone is intimidating, kool and talented...thats it :/

@p-ol - at first i was like "why tf are u 5'8, but im born b4 u and still at 5'0 or 5'1?", yea i wasn't accepting it at all & now you remind me of baji with ur personality. and everyday you when sum is going down on dash you're there and you're hella funny <3

@tiny-moonie - i literally loved you before i even got to know you, you had the best ta brainrot ever and i was living for it & now that hasn't changed at all. you give great advice and listen to me ramble about life's problems and your insults are brutal, but im living for it <3

@k1samaniac - i really liked your hcs and i thought you were kool, i liked your vibe it gave off "im a nice person, but i'll chomp ur legs off if u piss me off" & now i feel the same way, but i love your colorings like omgr the shading is crazzyy pls teach me. and you say the most random stuff sometimes and im just scrolling like "go king go!" having no idea what ur talking about <3

@luvuharuu - i really liked ur fuyu theme back then, wasn't it the twitch one? yea, that one and i think our first interaction was me sending you chifuyu angst & now you're like the best :) without you, i wouldn't be able to deal with ghosty and i'd have nobody to slander south and ran with <3

@yaoomie - the amout of times, i almost mixed u up with the other maya is sad and i should throw myself off a bridge & now i've given you a nickname in my head, so i dont forget alsooo ur drawings are so cute, i'd give you money but im broke <3

@koffeekoko - jellllll aomgg, ok ur theme and this one work you wrote for kazutora-had me ascending to the heavens in tears & now i stalk ur blog sometimes times ahaha n you're so freaking nice too <3

@kallikrein - the amount of times i also stalked ur blog is uh- we dont talk about that :) i really liked the way you write for takeomi, hence i was in my omi phase atm & now i love seeing the way you gush over wakasa, idk it's just fun to see and holy cow ur navi? chefs kiss <3

@kaizokuluv - ahhh ok, i thought ur interactions on ur old blog were so funny and i thought you making ur own gifs was so kool & now your the reason i started one piece (which i need to continue) n you're real nice and sweet <3

@megurulvr - ace *sighs*, ur deku theme back then made me love you/hj. i liked your vibes honesty & now i lovee talking to you cuz ur hella funny and read my works for me so im not making a fool out of myself <3

@dearmegumii - when i find out u were canadian too, i was like "ahhh twins😜i loved ur theme, if im correct it was brown was it not? :0 yea, you seemed rlly nice n polite & now you're such a silly goofy goober when u come into my inbox with those memes and you fuel my geto suguru (27) cult leader brainrot even more and i love you <3

@softshiin - gosh i rlly loved ur carrd, it was so pretty and you seemed rlly nice too. now i think of you as shin's #1 :/ like it's so canon, he told me so. every time i see something shin related i think "omg vany would loves this" <3

@ttatsuu - i was rlly shy to talk to you at first, but ur so sweet and nice. omg , reminds me that one time i tried to request something, but you didn't understand it so you came into my inbox to talk to me about it? ahh almost cried (in a good way) & now I NEED TO TALK TO YOU MORE AND I WANT TO BABYSIT U AND MITSUYA'S KIDS <3

@sukunasbabymama - i though you were funny, cuz i remember one of the first works i read from you was something about tenjuku or toman where their friend is pregnant and i laughed so hard i started choking & now you're like a big sister, you're so nice and i love yer vibes. also i loveeeeeeee the way you write sanzu <3