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I yearn for the company in bed late on a cold night. I yearn to be kept warm by his heart, and the world clear by his light.
#mlm positivity#mlm pride#nblm account#bi mlm#gay guys#gay men#mlm post#nblm positivity#nblm post#mlm account#gay mlm#mlm things#mlm yearning#nonbinary love men#t4t mlm#t4t yearning#system yearning
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bickelheads stream my love by modern baseball . Please . PLEAAASWEEEEEEE
#SORY ILL GET TO THE RECS NOW i had to get this out of my system .#bickel#ii nickel#ii baseball#inanimate insanity#phonification#ok actually im editing this to ramble again#the idea of having a bond/relationship with someone basically teathered to your soul is so .Augh#you were MADE for eachother!!!!!! every fiber and atom of you is tethered to the other!!!!!! AGGHHHH#do you think that by falling in love they broke their code or . transformed the code in a way#gay yearning so bad it rewrote the very fiber of your being#my bad#ramblings over . we're going home.#OK OUGJ#IM LEAVING
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Chained up Lycan
#furry art#lycanthrope#werewolf#werewolf transformation#drawing#angelofalls#doodle#sketch#art#I know its been a min (a whole month) since I've posted but I swear I got a backlog of unfinished illustrations I can't wait to finish#some werewolf themed yeah and many are Cowboy Angelo drawings I need to get out of my system! Ive been yearning for the ranch!
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big, beefy, towering, ginormous, 17ft tall, built like a brick shithouse with arms that could crush me butch
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#the girls that get it get it#butch bait#lesbian#butch#butchfemme#stone4stone#stone femme#stone butch#pillow princess#butch appreciation#butch lesbian#femme4butch#femme#i feel the need to clarify that im not american#but used the imperial system for the vibes im trying to put forth#sapphic yearning
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I know Binghe is like one of the four horsemen of yearning but I NEED HIM TO YEARN MORE!!
IN THE JINLAN CITY ARC?? WHEN SY/SQQ WAS SCARED SHITLESS AND BINGHE THOUGHT HE WAS SCARED AND DIDNT NEED HIM ANYMORE??? TRIPLE THAT TIMES 100 AND GIVE ME BINGHES POV WHERE HES TRYING TO DELUDE HIMSELF THAT ITS JUST A MISTAKE AND HIS SHIZUN WILL TAKE HIM BACK ITS OKAY ITS OKAY HES GOT IT ALL UNDER CONTROL!!
NEED HIM TO HAVE SO MUCH ADORATION AND HURT AND LONGING FOR THE MAN THAT ONCE HELD HIS HEART AND STILL DID BECAUSE HE JUST WANTS TO KNOW WHY HE ABANDONED HIM?? IF HE WAS STILL WELCOMED BACK HOME??
GIMME THEM YEARNING BINGHE FICS !!!
#suki drabbles#svsss#scum villain self saving system#scum villain#luo binghe#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#bingyuan#I NEED YEARNING BINGHE SO BAD#SPECIFICALLY POST ABYSS ARC#AND SY UNKNOWINGLY LOVING BINGHE BEFORE HE REALIZES IT HIMSELF#GRRRRAAAGGGGhHHH
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Let me tenderly embrace you, just this once my flighty beloved. Let my filthy skin remember the touch of God's salvation. Let me believe. Please let me believe that God loves me. Let me believe that he hasn't abandoned my broken body. Let me believe that you are my God sent reward for enduring the harshness of being me.
#svsss#tgcf#orv#alnst#devil venerable also wants to know#2ha#the husky and his white cat shizun#omniscient reader's viewpoint#tian guan ci fu#scum villian self saving system#bingqiu#hualian#joongdok#ranwan#mlm yearning#ivantill
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When your dad cant be cool and forces you to get your Portrait painted all dolled up so he can brag to his collegues
#ny hates this she yearns for the mud#sj is discovering the joys of being a parent#ning yingying#shen jiu#offscreen#svsss#svsss system#svsss fanart#mxtx svsss#scum villain self saving system#scum villain#my art#digital art#click for better quality#fanart#original shen qingqiu
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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Fluffy Moshang Prompt for @alikamorein for Svsss Gotcha 4 Gaza! Thank you so much for your donation. I hope you like it!!!
I thought it would be cute of them to finally have their own honeymoon and enjoy each other's company while being super lovey dovey!
#svsss#mobei jun#moshang#shang qinghua#sqh#mbj#scum villian self saving system#scum villains self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#I tried out a new coloring style that was softer to better get the yearning feeling!!!#i really think they deserve to have their own honeymoon like Bingqiu and take a break from doing all that work#let them travel all over#let Shang Qinghua lead his Husband to places only a god would know#and let them kiss and look into eahc others eyes and say they love each other#ahhh theyre so cute theyre everything#my art#nibbelraz
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You are my moon, in the lightest of skies and the darkest of nights.
#mlm positivity#mlm pride#nblm account#bi mlm#gay guys#gay men#mlm post#nblm positivity#nblm post#mlm account#did yearning#system yearning#did system#gay mlm#mlm things#mlm yearning#nonbinary love men#t4t mlm
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there's something so odd yet fascinating about how fanworks for mxtx's books tend to misinterpret the literal protagonists of her stories more than any other characters
#keri chats#mxtx#scum villain's self saving system#mo dao zu shi#tian guan ci fu#my extremely watered down hypothesis: it's the Yaoi Bottom Protagonist Effect#fans often hit shen qingqiu with the Isekai Transmigrator Identity Crisis beam or Returnee Angst beam#but he canonically doesn't think of himself as “shen yuan” or yearn for his og family even once across the years he's been in PIDW verse#he likes where he is now & is kinder n friendlier w his peak lord peers than ppl realize. it's not a ruse or acting. he's really like that!#wei wuxian... i could fit 50 essays on him alone tbh i've talked abt him in other posts & mostly blame c/q/l for the characterization hell#xie lian objectively got hit hardest by the yaoi sub fanon beam LMAO he's inexperienced w romance and sex but not... not like that#xie lian is a lying liar who lies. he tricks and mocks people. pretends not to know things. a smart weapon-loving martial god#xie lian doesn't easily share his thoughts even with the reader bc of how badly he's been hurt. but he sees all the signs of love#and he knows what he desires. he just takes a very very long time to feel comfortable acting on it#mdzs#tgcf#svsss#danmei
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bdubs is so cool hes the reason i hate describing things as content wdym this is content its so much more, it’s craftsmanship, it’s meticulous detail and love and care and deliberate thought and aaaa his videos are crafted so well, i love how he takes the time to explain his process and then uses a building montage not sped up to not only include us in the process but really emphasize that this is thoughtful art not just a build that appears out of nowhere. ugh if stop and smell the roses were a guy it would be bdubs. his videos are just so engagingggg and the humor in them also rules and i could listen to bdubs talk for hours and hours because something about his sentence structures and vocal inflections just draw attention and are so fun. what a guy. also does anyone else watch his old vlogs and experience a deep sense of yearning.
#help girl the bdubs videos are such masterpieces theyve got me talking about vocal inflections#also im so so serious about the yearning i want to have a family like that someday#hes so cool and funny and awesome and he deserves to hear it shouted from the rooftops!!#bdubs#hc10#sowwy i had to get this out my system#mightaswellspeak
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"you're trapped in time, stuck in a loop, questioning reality. let's talk about it [...] time isn't real. your mind is a remix machine. welcome to the glitch."
#grunge#Aesthetic#goth aesthetic#boy blogger#I'm drinking your milkshake#grungy aesthetic#male satire#male manipulator#mlm YEARNING#idymcore#humor#funny#boy blog#Boy Blogging#idym#boyblogging#gothic#goth#lol#haha#otherkin#alterhuman#nonhuman#fictionkin#actually a system#endo safe#pro endo#endo friendly#endo system#system stuff
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oh my god what the hell is happening why the fuck am i turning into a Wars x Athena shipper whats going on
this was not the plan. this was not the plot. im bonking them both over the head like “YOU DONT LIKE MEN AND YOU DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP. YOU ARE COWORKERS AND BESTIES STOP IT” and somehow this fic keeps going in a completely different direction!!!!!!
im the writer but its starting to feel more like im a prisoner. why am i writing a tragic straight romance, why am i writing ROMANCE?? HOW DID I GET HERE.
#what yearning victorian soul possessed me that i suddenly feel so much about this ship that i dont even ship what’s happening.#i just gotta write this one fic to get it outta my system 😭#i guess this is what musicals do to a man what the fuck#jes rambles
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Genuinely wild the disparity between characters I’m horny for on main and the characters I would actually like to fuck.
#most of these blorbos I thirst over I would not want to sleep with#what I want is much more sinister than that#I want to put them in Situations#nie mingjue#luo binghe#mobei jun#all these big (hopefully hairy) dudes who breast boobily#I am overcome with lust but I do not want you carnally#I yearn for the awful little twinks#I *need* to dominate them#do things to them#put them through the machine with many gears#nie huisang#jin guangyao#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#liu qingge#yin yu#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#svsss#tian guan ci fu#tgcf
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You are the reason I can smile in the face of disaster, the only reason I get through everything is to come home to your arms.
#mlm positivity#mlm pride#nblm account#bi mlm#gay guys#gay men#mlm post#nblm positivity#nblm post#mlm account#did yearning#system yearning#did system#gay mlm#mlm things#mlm yearning#nonbinary love men#t4t mlm
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