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hey! we’re the antares system!
roughly aware of 17 alters
made this account for the alters to use to discuss whatever they’d like as well as possibly meet other systems
still figuring things out as we go
if you have any questions feel free to ask!
*** endos please dni, thank you
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it's killing me that systems think they are faking or lying because they haven't had other alters front in a while, headspace has been silent, your communication is down, and overall just "feeling like a singlet"
because number 1, cdds have more symptoms than just alters, number 2 it's a covert disorder, and number 3, you are an alter!
no one experiences the same level of their symptoms for any of their disorders every day.
if my avoidance to food due to arfid is more noticeable some days, why is it different for having alters in osddid?
cdds are covert disorders. they will try and hide your symptoms because it's the whole point of their existence. don't blame yourself for a survival mechanism your brain created to protect you!
and I see so many people forget this, especially hosts, but you're an alter! if someone else doesn't front, that doesn't suddenly make you a singlet because you are still part of a system
you can make mistakes or be wrong, but don't fakeclaim or feed yourself misinformation in order to realise that!
#❕ – zero speaks#did#osdd#did system#system#did osdd#actually did#traumagenic system#actually DID#did alter#actually traumatized#osddid#endos dni#dissociative identity disorder#proship dni#anti endo#pro endos dni#syspunk#system punk#system help#sys help#system advice#alter help#anti fakeclaiming#fakeclaimers dni
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you ever think about how fucked up it is that shen qingqiu's first mission out of sect was him subduing the skinner, a demon who targeted and replaced people no one would really miss?
very fun how the skinner ended up getting killed and destroyed by someone else who took the place of a person no one really missed
#i think about it a lot#fucks me up#like. shen jiu is a prick and was miserable to be around but it really is fucked up that the only person who missed him is yue qingyuan#and all of the other peak lords were like “well it's weird but he's actually better to be around now”#(no shade to the other peak lords. i love those guys and they did run a bunch of secret tests to try and make sure it was their shixiong)#(not their fault that system let sy cheat)#like. that fucks me up a lot.#pip speaks#svsss#btw im not saying that shen yuan or the skinner are equivalent in any way. intent and what you actually do with your life matters#but it is an interesting parallel
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Plant Yuan and his favorite Jiejie! (ft. some bonus warmup doodles)
[ID: A Scum Villain Drawing. A young Ning Yingying, excitedly drags along young plant baby!Shen Yuan by the hand. She is carrying purple and yellow flowers in her other hand, exclaiming "C'mon! We have to show Shizun!" Shen Yuan, appears to be just as excited, with a bright smile and closed eyes. He is carrying a bouquet of pink and blue flowers under the arm not being grabbed by NYY and is being followed by a purple demonic butterfly. End ID]
[ID: A Small Compilation of Scum Villain Comics. All the characters are drawn in a chibi style. The left half, has a worried Mu Qingfang pointing and saying "Shixiong, maybe you shouldn't hold Yuan'er like that???". Liu Qingge, holding a happy Shen Yuan by the scruff responds with a nonchalant and vaguely confused expression, "Why not? He likes it." The right half has Shen Qingqiu (SJ) looking down with a pinched expression, holding up a closed fan and stating "Remember A'Yuan, we hate Yue Qingyuan, don't be fooled by his bribery and pathetic looks." Shen Yuan with a :3 face, points towards a sad looking Yue Qingyuan who is pressing his pointer fingers together and simply responding "Ba!" SQQ responds "No!!!" in horror. End ID]
#svsss#scum villain#shen yuan#ning yingying#mu qingfang#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#plant baby sy au#mxtx#myart#this au has gripped me by the throat <3#anyways hope yall enjoy the mspaint warmups as well#it brings me so much joy that sj's kids are the most bright sunshiny people while he's like That#proves hes a secret softie fr#speaking of#he doesnt actually hate ygy he's just repressed and in Peak gay denial rn
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I never really hear about internal communication that isn't, like, straight up talking. So, We're going to share ours.
We primarily internally communicate through image sharing. Like, You think up a picture in your mind, and we can share these pictures between one another.
Or we get a "I know" feeling between one another. Like "I know you said [insert thing]" instead of actually hearing someone.
We can talk to eachother, but, it quickly gets drowned out and fades no matter how physically close we may be or how alone we are.
#This felt vvv isolating when first discovering our plurality is that we had to literally speak to eachother#I think other forms of internal communication needs to be talked about more#And if anyone else has any “unusual” forms of internal communication#We'd love to hear!!#plural community#plural system#plurality#plural#sysblr#endo friendly#pro endo#endo safe#actually plural#sys#system
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AU where SJ ends up becoming Xiu Ya after SY transmigrates into his body… but he’s also got amnesia and can’t remember anything but being a sword (aside from some vague impressions/fragments). SY just assumes the System used the amnesia so that Xiu Ya wouldn’t reject him for not being the original. SJ, now Xiu Ya, thinks that they both got amnesia due to the same qi deviation (he can’t see the System — yet).
#over time he’s able to go from just speaking to a ghost form to a fully human form#yes this is jiuyuan#SY: it’s normal for the bond between a man and his sword to be strong!#also SY: sleeps with Xiu Ya in his bed so the sword spirit doesn’t get lonely#svsss#svsss au#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#shen yuan#jiuyuan#sword spirit SJ au
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sue me but I think Shen Yuan as an old man with crow's feet, laugh lines, and gray streaks in his hair could cure Bingge completely. It would just fix All of his problems.
#and by cure I really mean that all of his life problems would be solved#all of them#also don't forget the bad back#shen yuan complains that his back isn't what it used to be ONCE#and emperor bingge offers up his arms as shen-qianbei's personal step litter#skeletonmobile got nothing on him#svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#stilton speaks#shen yuan#binggeyuan#i was kind of iffy about binggeyuan at first#because bingge/early 20s sy as he would have been at the start of svsss#just wasn't doing it for me#but then. BUT THEN#i unlocked sy as an actual old man#and i've shipped binggeyuan ever since ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
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something about the fact that the english language just. works out to make the wordplay of scum/cum/cumplane possible is so delightful to me
#cumplane sounding like complain?? cherry on top#the one thing the english speaking part of the fandom has over the rest#svsss#sqq#sj#sy#sqh#scumplane#cumplane
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Shen Yuan is functionally immortal
#svsss#shen yuan#shen jiu#scum villain#atriumdraws#atrium aus#bro cant take his mask off#cant speak nor eat nor drink#sy pulling some strong cryptid vibes#i need to think of a better design for his mask
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i dont think i’ll ever be over the fact that scum villain is a series about, unironically, the power of love and care and how it alone can change lives and the entire narrative for the better, and the main character who brings this love and change to the story is a whiny repressed nerd who is deadset on convincing the reader he’s an asshole
#the cryptid speaks#svsss#scum villain self saving system#shen yuan#sy while practicing kindness with everyone and therefore leading to pidw's cast being willing to die for kill for and/or marry him:#man i really am a scum villain huh guess the body fits the transmigrater..... if u need me i'll be thinking about lbq's chest
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Do you guys ever have an au that you can't put into a summary because it makes no sense if you don't read it completely?
Like how am I supposed to explain the acid trip of an au I have swirling in my mind rn? It has so many parts to it.
Like the Shen siblings are transmigrated into the story but like the system messed up and they were thrown into different parts of the history. And they're trying to find each other within the confines of the system's rules.
Obviously jiuyuan is there, but like Shen Yuan is a cryptid because he's dealing with a penalty from the system but also he was just a creature beforehand but like sealed away. Bro's a changeling like that explanation makes no sense. And like Shen Yuan fakes his death by accident but also he did kill Wu Yanzi, which is always good.
LiuShang is there because I always want liushang to be there.
Mobei Jun gets with Shen Yuan's da-ge. Am I explaining that? ... No that whole storyline is too complicated. But hey, two silent, intimidating men that are gay for each other.
Also Shen Yuan's er-ge gets with Yue Qingyuan? I don't know how to explain that one either. Like what's more romantic than a battlefield? 😗 Probably anything else.
BingFan is also there because I also always want BingFan there. But they do fall into the abyss together. Forced proximity via being stuck in hell. Semi rivals to power couple
I mean Shen Yuan's meimei has a romance with Ning Yingying, and it's literally the most normal ship. They're childhood friend to lovers.
And that's not even to mention that the system is somewhat malicious in this AU.
Family dinners would be strange. Yeah we have here a fire demon that is married to the ice monarch, a disgraced cultivator that is married to this generation's greatest warrior, just deadass a cryptid who is married to the greatest battle strategist and scholar in this generation, and just a normal cultivator with a normal girlfriend.
The Shens would look you dead in the eye and say "Yeah this is my brother" and point to a literal creature of legend.
This AU is so batshit crazy but makes perfect sense in my brain like it's crazy
#ignore me im insane#svsss#jiuyuan#scumcum#liushang#bingfan#Mobei Jun x SY's da-ge#Yue Qingyuan x SY's er-ge#Ning Yingying x SY's meimei#like I have names for them but they aren't canon and I don't want to confuse anyone#Shen Yuan's family#i don't really speak about specific characters in detail so I'm not going to tag them#and yes that's because I'm lazy
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one thing I keep seeing is how systems with fearmonger newly discovered systems into not interacting with the online osddid community, which is stupid.
even if you think that there is a lot of misinformation online about the disorders, which I'm not gonna argue against, you're still assuming what that newly discovered system is looking for.
maybe they're not looking for diagnostic criterias or to sift through their trauma.
they're probably looking for community and personal experiences they can relate to.
which is very obviously a common thing for someone who just realised they might have a disorder is looking for.
support. community. comfort.
when I see a newly discovered system online and they ask where they start on system spaces, advice like "don't look around online, just go to (insert medical website)" is not helpful to someone who needs genuine advice from people with experience in system communities.
so, here's my advice to newly discovered systems :
— you're going to get things wrong and make mistakes. it's inevitable, and it 100% happens to everyone, even if someone's been diagnosed for 10+ years. don't be scared to make mistakes, you miss every shot you don't take.
— if you suddenly don't feel like you're a system, your communication sucks, you are frontstuck/no one else is fronting, don't worry. cdds are covert disorders, their whole intention is to not be found. you're not a liar or faker because you don't experience some symptoms of a disorder. (see this)
— look at what is already largely accepted in medical spaces, don't immediately jump into controversial/conspiracy theories
— start off with safe spaces, trying to participate in discourse when you're uneducated isn't going to end well
— figure out what alters do first, in our case and many others, it's a lot easier to "work backwards" when you already have an idea of what role an alter fills in your system before you try to fully find out their identity
— don't get too stuck up on alter labels, if you're lost on what role an alter has or don't even know what a lot of roles are, just focus on what they do for your system (see above)
#❕ – zero speaks#did#osdd#did system#system#did osdd#actually did#traumagenic system#actually DID#did alter#actually traumatized#osddid#endos dni#dissociative identity disorder#proship dni#anti endo#pro endos dni#syspunk#system punk#system help#sys help#system advice#alter help
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hulloo, i am here once again with cultivate....but not the usual one (~_~;)
so funny thing! i had most of these already done from before, but felt a bit silly so i didnt post them. but then (spoiler) we got Tao Ying in his fresh new look and like.. i had to draw him and post the rest of the gang along with him hksfh. so here, the sillays
🍑Tao Ying
🐉Qing Mushu
🦆 The Empress
🐗The General
aaand more sillies of the goobers
aaaaand thats it hdjhdsjfhds so sorry for the long post lmao
characters yoinked from @neonghostcat cultivate
#long post#sorry hadhkdjf#cultivate#cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain#listen i am not immune to making humanizations of everything i can get my hands on hajhsh#i am obviously not saying this is how theyd canonically look like im just having fun#i know im missing the mark verily but ykno hjcbsd#speaking of which#i struggled so much with tao ying lmaooo#fun fact this is not in fact my first design that i had in mind after reading the new chapter#he was supposed to be more uhhh airy? not so heavily set in physical reality ykno hsahkdj#but i couldnt rly put him on paper properly for the longest time and finally hit a vibe with this design so thats what i stuck with#and he grew on me so#even tho he is prolly really really not accurate to neonghostcats vision hahha#anyway the group pic was supposed to convey that theyre all scarily tall but instead it just makes SY look like a baybey oh well#hahh cheers#WAIT OMG I JUST NOTICED BUT i hope no one interprets the empress saying the bottom bit to the ducklings shbdnxksndndk omggg#THOSE TWO DRAWINGS ARE OBVS NOT CONNECTED OH GOD o(-<
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♱ as you like it | sneak peak.
[dare i share one of my favorite lines on this oneshot :’) yes, only a oneshot you guys. it’s a pretty long one, but sy is still the only on-going series i have.]
Your heart, once brimming with devotion, now lay shattered at your feet. All your life, you have loved him. All your happiness and tears, you have devoted to him. You had stood by his side through every trial, every conquest, only to be deemed unworthy of bearing his legacy. The sting of rejection seared your soul, igniting a fierce resolve within your wounded spirit.
With a voice trembling through a mixture of sorrow and defiance, you met his gaze. “Fair enough,” you whispered, your tone laden with a sorrowful resignation. “If it is a concubine thou seek, then so be it. But a divorce, will I not honor. And know this, my lord,” you declared, your voice rising with a newfound strength, “I am the Empress. The only one. There is none within this empire akin to me, for a worthless, lowly concubine shalt not depose this Empress Y/N of Caleum thou wouldst so readily compromise.”
And in that solemn proclamation, you turned away, your stolid mien masking the shattered pieces of your fractured heart.
His countenance remained stoic as he observed your departure, sighing inwardly as you exited his study. Although no longer offering a response, Satoru found himself unable to deny the truth of your words. Nor the power in which you presented them. Your presence lingered in his thoughts, holding sway over him in a manner he could not fathom.
#if the line sounds familiar yes you’re right it’s loosely based from *that* movie#i am at 6k words yet still ot halfway done#but currently at the part where naoya and toji do something very insulting to gojo#and i’m wheezing#bc i live for medieval beef !! LOL#anw before anyone asks no i havent forgotten abt sy and the sukuna fic#i just HAD to write this one bc otherwise i wont stop thinking abt it#and if i cant stop thinking abt it sy and bc will not be updated#so a win-win mayhaps#but no really it’s very self-indulgent gahaha#🖤: saint speaks
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DID is so unserious sometimes, I'm haunted by whoever decided to buy Large Egg in ACNL.
This thing is most of our basement please god why
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